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azlrse · 2 years

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Yes! Feed the simps! We are hungry for yandere clotted cream general hcs! Please we are starving for your amazing writing about this new cookie! I'm begging you! I'll give you a hug if you like hugs if you give it to us!!!

What's Mine is Also Yours (Yandere Clotted Cream Cookie x GN Cookie!Reader)

CW: Yandere themes, implied kidnapping, manipulation, possessiveness, angst mixed with fluff.

A/N: I blame @bunie-grrss for awakening my hyperfixation towards Clotted Cream Cookie /hj. Anyways, I hope you guys liked my interpretation of Yan!Clotted Cream Cookie! (Thanks for the hugs btw!! <33)

*contains headcanons and a drabble

‿︵‿︵ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ・❉・ ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ‿︵‿︵

I imagine that Clotted Cream Cookie is a very manipulating but very charismatic towards the others, especially towards you.

Since he was deemed as the youngest consul in the republic, I think that he'll use his status to win over your potential suitors and for you to become his.

Clotted Cream Cookie isn't the type of cookie who would snatch you away no no, instead he will use his riches to persuade you that he's worthy of your affection and love.

Oysters, sweet tarts and delicacies from the Creme Republic and he'll give you a very precious trinket that reminds him of you; a very beautiful pearl necklace.

His presence and "affection" became so suffocating that your peers would pressure you on accepting his way of courting you.

If you reject all of his gifts and his confession, he'll just smile towards you reply but deep inside, he's really disappointed towards you but don't fret! He'll just work harder for you to accept his love.

Clotted Cream Cookie would show you all of his achievements, even the simplest ones. He would talk about his day, how he'e doing and accompanies you whenever you take a stroll outside.

He confesses to you like 10?? 20 times??? Until you became so angry towards him. Telling him that he became a nuisance and an annoyance in your life.

This made him very upset towards you and when he knew that you'll be staying away from him? Nope, that ain't happening cause he'll just take you right where you stood.

You mean alot to him and there's no way he'll loose you in his life.

He fell deeply in love towards you and wether you like it or not, you will become his.

. ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙　✩　*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ .

"I know that our house is quite big but please come out, darling! I didn't mean to scare you like this!" The pitter patter of his shoes resonate from the halls near the pantry closet you chose to hide from him. The area was flimsy and tight, filled with countless items and inhaling it's contents wasn't easy for you. You refuse to sneeze out the speck of flour you inhaled, out of fear that he might find you.

You heard the voices of his servants calling out for you name in an attempt for you to come out from your hiding spot. How long did you fell asleep as soon as you take a bite from that sweet custard he gave you? Hours? Days? Your head was still spinning from the effects from the sleeping powder he used to mix with the tart.

You are indeed scared of him.

"Oh, are we playing hide and seek? Is this why you're hiding from me? You know I used to love this game since I was still a young cookie. Alright, then sweetheart. Ready or not, here I come." Clotted Cream Cookie searched and opened every single door he could find in his huge mansion. Everytime a door produces a loud bang from the impact of the walls make you jump a little as you pressed your back a little more towards the wall of the pantry.

His voice, laced with sugarcoated words, makes your dough crawl as he repeated the same words over and over again.

"Come out, darling. I won't get mad when you come out from your hiding spot. I just want to spend some time with you, my dear!" He spoke in a voice that many of your peers would fell for. You didn't take any of those fake words he spoke towards you, for you only knew that this cookie will literally drag you out from the closet and will keep you locked once again from that luxurious cage he called your bedroom.

You covered your mouth as a way to lessen the breathing sounds you emitted from your mouth and being found by your captor. Silence loomed around each and every corner of the consul's manor, with the exception of the voices of his servants searching for you. You just hoped that they'll simply gave up and if you're lucky enough, you can escape through the window that was left unlocked in the kitchen.

You break out from your thoughts as soon as you heard his expensive shoes walking through the huge kitchen.

Tap...

"Darling, I know you're here..."

Your body began to shake in fear, trying to control the way you breathe. Sweat began to slide off on the side of your head as the footsteps outside from your hiding spot became closer...and closer...and closer....

Until it stopped right directly in front the pantry, his shadow that looms over his body went through the small gaps of the small pantry.

As soon as you heard the door open, you covered your head with you arms, awaiting for his arms to drag you away from your hiding spot but nothing happened to you. Instead, he opened the cupboards and the storage closet where expensive plates and silverware were stored. "Hmm, it looks like you aren't here. I wonder where you are.." Clotted Cream Cookie then left the kitchen in disappointment.

You slowly sighed in relief, thinking you are safe from him but to both to your shock and surprise, the door from the pantry swung wide open. His shadow looms all over your quivering body as the cold wind of the manor gave your skin goosebumps.

You screamed in fear. Your flight and fight instincts came towards your entire body as soon as you saw him by your two eyes. Getting up from your hiding space as quickly as possible, you tried to run away from him, looking for another hiding spot when his hand took a grasp by your waist and carrying you both of his arms (in bridal style).

He gave you a sickening sweet smile towards you as tears began to slide from your face. "Well hello there, darling! And I hope you enjoyed our little game cause this is only just the beginning of our road to forever..."

‿︵‿︵ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ・❉・ ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ‿︵‿︵

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Reblogs and likes are appreciated! 💕

#tw yandere #cookie run x reader #soft yandere #crk x reader #cookie run kingdom #cookie run #clotted cream cookie x reader #clotted cream cookie #cookie run imagines #yandere cookie run x reader #yandere cookie run kingdom #cookie run imagine #cookie run drabble #cookie run headcanons

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dustykneed · 27 days

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okay, i can't blame you for the not watching trek, i myself hyperfixated on team fortress 2 for an entire year without ever playing the game. but part of that was because most of that time i didnt have a computer yet. do you have a reason for not watching star trek yet? do you plan to? its really worth watching, at least TOS is

LOL thank you for the interest in my unhinged fandom habits <33 this actually came up in a convo i had on discord today so i'll just let the screenshot do the talking. But short answer is it's because of my innate need to be a silly goose.... A goofy goober...... maybe even a funny little guy... lmao

#dust reflects #dust talks #ty for the ask!! im just a little silly #lol

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threeais · 6 months

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AU MAZTERLIZT [zighz...]

thiz wil be in order of oldezt to newezt [THIZ WILL BE UPDATED IN THE FUTURE!!]

[Mozt of the namez/plotz are ztupid ok blame me in 2020/2021/2022/2023- itz juzt the namez but ZTILL.]

zome auz may NOT be here due to me either forgetting about their exiztance or not writing it in my ACTUAL au lizt.

feel free to zend an azk abour ANY of theze auz to know them!!

alzo i zhall be adding extra noted abt the auz... maybee

1. Betrayed au

2. Future au

3. AAIS au [Angie And Iroha's Swap]

4. TalentSwap au

5. NTPYW/Not The Participant You Wanted au

6. Disaster au [aka the au where my zdra2 oc came from!]

7. Yoruko and Emma swap au

8. idk au [thiz auz name iz litreally called idk im not joking here)

8. RealSwap au [uzed to be called irl zwap!]

10. Dearest "Mistake" au

11. Voided au

12. The Fuck? [2020 kiv waz bad at naming auz dont blame him]

13. Huh? [i wanna quit doing thiz already😔]

14. Gun au [ZIGHZ...]

15. Nikei Survives au [YAHHOO]

16. Necklace au [ZIGH oh well i ztarted thiz time to not complain]

17. Past Travel au

18.. No More [Voids] au

19. They Lived au

20. If You Seek Nikkei au

21. Betrayal au

22. Your Little Mistake au

23. Operation V.O.I.D au

24. Protagonist-Swap au

25. DanganLab au [the lab [oratory] au, but mikadoz a lab expirement too /j]

26. Turkish au

27. Yamatsuro Swap au

28. Uh bad?? au [ZIGHZ...]

29. OMORI X SDRA2 au

30. Your NextDoor Voids au

31. Biki's Realization au

32. Mr Kasai au

33. Void's Mistake au

34. What if, Taira? [Orginally uzed to be called "what if"]

35. Spy's in Disguse au

36. Innocence au/TWI au

37. Never Wanted au

38. Sora's Plan au

39. Utsuro's Curse au

40. what au [zobbjng rn]

41. Utopia au

42. Welcome To The Show au/ WTTS au

43. Be More Chill x SDRA2 au [wanna know the funny thing? my BMC hyperfixation ended after thiz au.]

44. GameSwap au

45. Our Lives au

46. Yuki's Future au

47. Ais Never Forget au

48. Loop au

49. Dream au

50. 16 Years au

51. Three and Thirteen au

52. Kindergarden au [lizten i needed at leazt ONE wholezome au back then]

53. Revived And Loved au

54. Beta au

54. Fake Foundation au

56. The Ghost Of Utsuroshima au

57. RoleSwap au

58. MindSwap au

59. Lab [Oratory] au/Lab au

60. Swapped Au

61. Fake Fantasy au

62. Survival au

63. Perfction au

64. Simulation au

64. Mistake au

66. Roleplay au

67. DreamCatcher au

68. One Wish au

69. Safe But Free au

70. SDA:RH [Super Dangan Another: Revived Hope] au

71. YTWUL [Your Turn With Utsuro's Luck] au

72. Old Friends au

73. Forever Utopia au

74. Your Safe Now au

75. VocalSwap au

76. False Hope au

77. Fatal Insanity au

78. Expirement au

79. Infinite Life au

80. Inverted au

81. Puppeteer au

82. DOF/Deal Of Fate au

[ 82.5 Beta!DOF au ]

83. Elemental Guardians au

84. ABINH [ A Body I Never Had ] au

85. ADUMC au/A Day Under My Control au

86. Angel's Luck au

87. Silent Murder au

88. Not My Voice au

89. Scarf Of Evil au

90. Choice au

91. Wiped au

92. YTTD X SDRA2 au

93. Protect Your Fate au

94. Memory Control au

95. Weird Party au [thiz au waz zuppozed to be a joke back then😔]

96. Actor Au

97. CandyMaker au

98. DeRealization au

99. Merchant's Despair au

100. Nikkei's Safety au

101. Apocolypse au

102. Dark Renaissance au

103. Trapped au

104. Isolate au

105. Voidination au

106. Akane's Roulette au

107. Closed Love au

108. Broken fate au

109. Safe Place au

110. LoveStruck au

111. DollMaker au

112. RedCult au

113. Guardian au

114. Survived Guilt au

115. Time Keeper au

116. Despaired Trust au

117. Royal Au

118. Despaired Disaster au

119. Survived Love au

120. Portrait Of The Future au

121. Shadow Trust au

122. Combo au

123. Holy Room au

124. Future Line au/Futuristic TimeLine au

125. Pixel Ghost au

126. Gone au

127. Broken and Controlled au

128. Secret Fortune au

129. Uninvitation au

130. Nightmare Hour au

131. Hacker au

132. High School au

133. Model au

134. Fears Of The Future au

135. Criminal au

136. Scene au

137. Faceless Mikado au [ itz an inside joke i guezz ?]

138. Minecraft au [ayo tehyre in the craft game]

139. Discord au [i dont wanna talk abt thiz one /neg]

140. Guilt au

141. Ais Mistake au

142. LC x SDRA2 au

143. Masked au

144. Vintaged au

145. Island Of Pleasure au [thiz iz not nzfw btw the "leazure" part iz zuppozed to be happinezz- wow i actually have alot of wholezome auz what]

146. Dark Town au

147. Ringleader au

148. Plush au

149. Regretted Luck au

150. VAFO [Voidless and Fearless Otonokoji] au

151. Dark Prom au

152. Fake News au

153. TFOF [TalentSwap Future Or Fate ] au

154. Safe Death au

155. Mikado's Utopia au

156. Shape Of Life au

157. Bought for Enjoyment au

158. TalentSwap: Scene Of Stars au

159. Kavra au

160. Test au

161. FolkLore au

162. Safe and Perfect au

163. TalentSwap: Money Or Luck au

164. Alcoholics Dream au

165. Fable au

166. SCP au

167. Hell Parade au

168. Fixtionate au

169. OtherWordly Investagations au

170. DoodleVerse au

171. WonderLand au

172. ColorSwap au

173. Flower Meaning au

174. Denial au

175. Personal au

176. Alter [ Ego ] au

177. WizardCorp au

178. Demon Rizings au

179. Object Show au [yup]

180. Disaster TimeLine au

181. UnDead au

182. God au

183. Controlled Deceit au

184. The Dark Manor au

185. Kingdom Of The Heart au

186. Forceful Love au

187. Truth au

188. Quiet Replacement au

189. Effortless au

189. Bloom au

190. Planted Trust au

191. SuperNatural au

192. Corrupt Future au

193. Sacred Reality au

194. Voidful Revenge au

195. Fault au

196. Tasty Despair au

197. Swim For Escape au

198. divorce lawyer tsurugi au [THIZ WAZ AN INZIDE JOKE]

199. TalentSwap: Revival Of The Cards au

200. Expiremented Fantasy au

201. Lived UnFortunate Luck au

202. Granted For Who/You au

203. Witchism au

204. Wheel Of Despair au

[Thiz au iz a joke but itz in the au lizt zo-] 205. Weed au

206. Mikako Medicine au

207. RoleSwap/TalentSwap: Broken Despair au

208. Project Voidifacation au

209. Au: Crossover Mania/Alternate Connection Multiverse [BAZICALLY juzt a au to make au crozzoverz ok]

210. Angelic Human au

211. Hunted Trusters au

212. FreakShow au

213. AC au

214. Town Of Divine Eternity [TODE] au

215. MemoryWipe Otonokoji-San au

216. RoboNikei Lives au

217. Phantom of The Hashimoto au

218. Goodbye Mikako, Hello Mikado au

219. Future's Deceit au

220. TalentSwap: Past's And Fortune's au

221. Sea Creatures au

222. Nameless [<-for now lol] au

222. Lost And Found au

223. Relaxation For Our Mind au

224. Royal au

225. Yargı au

226. Lobotomy Archives au

227. Talentswap: Souls For Undeemed Holyness / Talentswap: Saints Unseen

228. Talentswap: Guilt Or Love

229. Luckless Magic

230. Risk au

231. Talentswap: Blood On Our Hands

DONE BUT IT WILL BE UPDATED..

232. Solace au

233. Facade au

TIME FOR A BREAK HOOOLY ZHIT.

#ZIGHZ.#kivs aus #i am NOT tagging all of the auz.#kivz au mazterlizt

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g4v1nsgun · 28 days

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okay i should definitely make an introduction because someone who i DID NOT want to interact with me just did so uh

haii!! my name is hiro or gavin, though i go by other names those r the ones i prefer most (click here for my pronouns page, with said other names)

i go by he/him and it/its pronouns predominantly

this blog is a good chunk of the time reblogs about whatever. art, memes, just anything i like. sometimes i ramble and rave and post my silly memes so look out 4 that :3

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interests!!!

i have soooo many to list. this blog is multifandom!!! but primarily bh6 as thats my hyperfixation right now :). pls go to my spacehey if u want a good chunk of them.....

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byf!

- i am a minor. pls dont do anything nsfw with me,.,,..,,.....

- i am taken and i lvoe my husband very much!1!1!1!1!!!1!! u may see the occasional post of stuff i compare 2 me n him <33

- u cant stop me from wanting to talk about my hyperfixations allllll day every day and if i really really trust u i might ramble 2 u about it if u give me the chance.........

- i cant pick up on tone that well, that often... please use tone indicators with me! i really dont mean to offend u in any way! i try my best to use them as often as possible myself lol

- i forget a ton of stuff! blame my adhd as the main culprit

- as with the tone warning, i also cant normally tell if something i say or do or reblog is bad or not... please let me know!

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dni! if..

- you fit basic dni criteria (racist, homophobic, transphobic, ableist, pedophiles, shit like that)

- just in general bigots. fuck off u annoying shits.

- proship, comship (rarepairs are an exception obvi, i mean my otp is a rarepair), or darkship in anyway. what i mean by this is shit like incest pairings, minor x adult, abusive, stuff thats bad and illegal and wrong. i have no clue why you do what u do but you make me extremely uncomfortable and my blog has no place 4 u

- wilbur soot or dteam supporters. u r not welcome here in any way.

- endogenic systems and their supporters. yes, even if you are a traumagenic system yourself, if you support endos, dnfi. i do not regret saying you are probably faking a very serious mental disorder. if this feels real to you, CONTACT A PROFESSIONAL AND DONT USE DUMB FUCKING CHRONICALLY ONLINE TERMS. as someone who is very close to a professionally diagnosed traumagenic osdd-1b system, i will not tolerate your behaviors in the slightest. get off my page.

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i WILL update this as i go along because stuff comes to me very slowly! be warned!

thank u for taking the time to read otherwise

oh yeah, and i am the self-proclaimed ceo of wilro, or as i like 2 call dem, time machine. they are my otp and comfort ship. they mean a lot 2 me, theyre basically the face of my page LOL.

(psst. i made this image btw. so silly, right?)

#hiro says important stuff

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ars3n1cc · 1 year

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★ carrd [link] (out of date) ★ hoard [link] ★ pronouns.page [link] ★

(kinda working on a rewrite for this, stand by!)

my current theme is my oc/fursona roadkill

HEY THERE!!

i'm fenyx, the host of the arsenic system / the corvid cacophony! we collectively go by arsenic, but i'll be in front most often. we have p-did, multiple pds, autism, and more. when talking to us, please use tone indicators as we may misunderstand things (probably a lot pff).

i'm a white, multiply disabled, transmasculine anonbinary xenogender hoarder who uses 400+ sets of pronouns and 100+ names. i am ace, aro, and afam spec, ambiamorous, and an omni gay (primarily). i am also intersex. i am otherkin (poly therian + cryptidkin) (kin blog below!!) im also a minor, so dont be weird.

i have a special interest in homestuck, myself (this is mainly my identity but just...me. i blame this on my npd), and (online) queer history.

feel free to send me requests for coining, stimboards, or anything else really pff. im something of a jack of all trades. also feel free to send asks or dms, im always open to talk but usually to scared to say hi first. im also prone to accidental(?) ghosting sooo. this is your warning.

this blog will be used for general fandom things, mogai coining, art, and other general stuff. speaking of, take a look at my....↓ [under the cut]

OTHER BLOGS!!

@cryptidog - otherkin blog

@domestic--lab - homestuck blog

@bl00died-inkdr0p - writing + poetry blog

@arsynical - vent blog (probably wont use)

@puppy-pawprince - our littles blog [wip]

@ars3n1cc-moved - archive/old blog (inactive)

@autiphilia - para blog

(i use like none of these ever)

STANCES!!

pro-mspec lesbians + gays

anti-endo/demo/tulpa/general nontraumagenic

anti-contact para critical

psych critical

anti-radqueer, transx, and whatever else fits into that shit

anti-ship

TAGGING SYSTEM!!

#arsenic reblogs - reblogs

#arsenic speaks into the void - text posts

#arsenic answers - answering asks

#arsenic coins - coining posts

#arsenic hoards - labels to be added to my hoard

#arsenic arts - my art B3

#arsenic hyperfixates - posts about my hyperfixation

#arsenic fandoms - fandom posts

#arsenic stims - either stimboards/gifs ive made myself or ones ive reblogged

#arsenic shitposts - shitposts :3

#arsenic is eternally fucking around - random shit i get up to

#homo posting on main - talking about/to my boyfriend<33

#discourse - discourse + political things

SYSTEM TAGGING SYSTEM

#blurry.txt - when were blurry/dont know who we are [may not actually use]

#empty.txt - no one

#[alters name].txt

[NOTE: there will be no use of a #fenyx.txt cause im the host and will almost always be in front. also fenyx.txt looks fucking horrible on my eyes /silly but true]

image ID in alt text

image ID in alt text || about my bf @polyfragmentedchaos<33

image IDs in alt text

#arsenic speaks into the void #pinned #pinned post #coining blog #dni #long post #very very long post #important

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red----son · 1 year

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I dunno if ur requests are open but can u do a like a kinda love letter thing from hunter addressed to “Aspen” It’s kinda my birthday present for my friend and they’d go apeshit (theyre current Hyperfixation is Hunter and I can’t blame them 🤭) ofc I’ll credit you when I show them because I’ve read ur other ones and ur awesome so :))

oh dear I'm not sure when you sent this request D: but here it is and thank you for your request! (im sorry if it late)

Dear Aspen

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (or happy late birthday in case the letter arrives late :(() I hope you're having a great birthday! I hope the gift I sent you arrived safely I didn't know what to get you but I sent you a copy of one of my favorite books cosmic frontier! it is really amazing I think you'll like it I also got you some other things like your favorite candy, some shoes and some flower. flapjack say hi! i wish i could be there to spend time with you and celebrate your birthday with you <33. there something i would like to ask you..will you be my partner aspen?

-hunter

#hunter toh #hunter noceda #comfort character letter #hunter the golden guard #toh hunter #hunter the owl house #toh x reader #the owl house x reader

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themidnightarcher · 7 months

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🐰 for the ask game you rb'd!! :)

do you believe in soulmates? - YES 1000% (i blame all the romantic films, shows, books, fanfics, etc. i've hyperfixated on in the past and currently now today) and i know it that it sounds unrealistic but i just believe that some ppl are destined for each other no matter the circumstances and will always find their way back to each other!! i'm a true hopeless romantic at heart <33

#tysm for the ask!#<3 #ask game #asks

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astrxealis · 2 years

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also also sorta offtopic but: what other games do ya play?? GO FULL OUT IN RAMBLING

ik you've seen me ramble abt twewy all the time but I also love pokémon, kirby, legend of zelda, detroit become human and golden sun !!! my brother has also been playing Hades lately and tho the playstyle isn't my thing bc I get stressed easily IT'S AN AMAZING GAME AND I LOVE IT

someday I will be able to properly try playing final fantasy and fire emblem HAHA if I have the time to play I'll let you know !!! I really want to try those games TT

HEHEHE AHJBHGDBJGH omg if you say so ,, under the cut bcs idk how much i might. ramble GSGBHB <3 <3 <3 warning. just in advance. sorry annie but you've just enabled me HGSBDHJG

( ok i finished writing. uh. i think i legitimately spent more than an hour what. BUT UHM warning it might be really long but idk HSBDHJG but disclaimer yes no need to read it all!! and tysm once again!! and sorry for. so much rambling HSDJHBG )

( edit again bcs i've woken up HOLY SHIT I DIDNT REALIZE I DIDNT POST THIS. I JUST SAVED DRAFT AND THEN POOFED HELP )

OKAY WAIT FIRST. ik you want more twewy moots yes AND THO i do consider myself to like twewy i still am sadly not into it that much yet despite i rmbr uhh neo demo, wanting to watch the animation, and then once it was on sale. i was hyperfixated on it WHFBJH and then moved on to . triangle strategy HJDSBJG which i still don't have but i cld maybe ask a friend who i convinced to buy it bcs he was curious and i was like ROLAND ROLAND ROLAND and i was rlly excited bcs it ws just around release but they haven't even touched it at all so i'll one day force him to lend me it (and i'll never return it JKJKJK HLEP) BUT YEAH. i feel like i wrote that latter bit w no breath breaks

!!! i rmbr you talking abt pokemon once (IN DMS ?? >O< & ff7!!) and ofc ik you love loz HEHE i was goin thru pics some time ago and. came across the link stuff again GDSGB ^^ I DON'T THINK I KNEW YOU LIKED KIRBY AND DBH THO ... kirby is ADORABLE but i've only ever played like. 5 minutes worth of one of the old games HGBSJHD and loz botw which i haven't finished yet bcs i am not enthusiastic to do the bananas and i had to give back the card to my tita TwT DHB okay funny story we had to make smth for school once and i used a somewhat triggering photo and thankfully it wasn’t anything too bad and no one got yeah. also i was rlly young. but DAMN i’m better now thnkfully ALSO i rly wnt to play sometime >< <3

HADES OH MY GOD I LOVE THAT GAME (than and zag. oh god) !!! i'm only a few hours in uhh around 16?? >< i shld def play more ,, can understand it not being your type in playstyle AHBAHFBJ but fr it's amazing and so loveable <3 tbh i kind of get stressed a bit easily like. i could MAYBE be that kinda "toxic" gamer but i'm too nice and don't want to be mean Out Loud so that's good THGBJ i like the stress . somehow. I HOPE YOU CONTINUE ENJOYING!!!!!

okay uhh so we have a lot of games here. kinda?? my game library in my Head is huge but in my actual reality kind of but not really T__T so ofc there's final fantasy!! i like all 15 (and the upcoming 16th) and the spin offs but i definitely haven't played em all yet HSBDJHG 7, 10, 14, 15 i've played! we have 8, 9, 12, and 13 (kinda, doesn't work anymore T_T) >< also type 0 i think but idk </3 i blame/thank my dad's side esp for me w games/anime/ff HGBJSDH!! 14 is kind of obviously my fave game hehe <33

fire emblem!!! 3H is the one i've only played but i LOVE awakening and fates >_< and shadows of valentia!! i know that even less but i love the credits song which i've alrdy accidentally spoiled myself on and the characters i know!

OK SO UHM. there's a lot we have that i haven't actually played so i won't go too much into depth q-q but god of war, xcom, last of us, uhhhhh wait okay

from ones i've played a bit!! or tried to play a bit!! or know outside of actually playing >< drakenier (3, automata, replicant! 3 is. kinda uh sus but i rlly like it and wna know more in the future. we have automata but i haven't played... i LOVE it sm tho and it's just so good,, & the raids in ffxiv i love SDHGJHA and the small spoilers ik </3 replicant same feelings as automata but we don't have it </3) + ghost of tsushima (i played a bit and it's a beautiful game!!) + uh. AH YES soulsborne (okay these kind of games make me scared. i tried to play bloodborne thrice and chickened and i don't actually have or want the guts to not Chicken BUT. I WANT TO HEAR THE MUSIC. and be challenged by the hard gameplay so sometime,, also we have ds3!! i want elden ring/sekiro rlly badly tho ><) + uhh what else. help OAAAAHH THE WITCHER!! okay we have 3 i. meant to start it a bit ago but then ffxiv took my time again SBDGHJH but i love the series!! just close my eyes at times!! i love the witcher man. and there's horizon zero dawn which i've played for quite a while but i'm def not TOO far into it,, it seems like open world isn't rlly my type T___T

i forgot the others. help. SAHGBJH okay from the ones i've finished or play/ed a lot!! persona <3 i like 3 and 4 but dk well yet :(( i love 5 tho!! such a good game, esp w royal <3 anddd then uh. uhm. HJHBF HELP i've barely finished games tbh T___T but <33 UHHH i like cod too! mario! OH MY GOD SUPER MARIO ODYSSEY!!! and other games oh man T~T

I FORGOT FALLOUT EXISTS HELP okay i’m like. really There in fallout shelter but i don’t play anymore </3 fallout 4 and las vegas we have!! i’m scared to play 4!! but yes!! i also feel terrible for forgetting skyrim holy shit i mostly just watched my dad/sis play until i actually started playing myself. i’m a coward and i admit that but that game is my CHILDHOOD... cuphead is also rlly cool i have just played REALLY little myself but <33 animal crossing is rlly cute!! i love new horizons!! also assassins creed!! we have odyssey which i played a bit but it makes me scared to play too ngl!! devil may cry and metal gear rlly interest me but no games or experience playing :(( love the music and memes tho <3

uh. minecraft was my childhood FOR REAL. i played a bit of mass effect then stopped but i’ll cont when i have time. somehow. HSDBGJH ik it’s rlly good !! LEGO GAMES WERE MY CHILDHOOD TOO... my only 100%. man. i fought so much w my twin over those games it’s absolutely hilarious. dragon age is cool i love inquisition soundtrack but i played a bit of origins and then stopped bcs i got stuck and it’s so ANNOYING... red dead redemption 2 i havent played but <333 resident evil is cool but horror. goodbye. GSHGBFBSD AND OH GOD I FORGOT I ONCE PLAYED A BIT OF GTA5. i stopped bcs it rlly was too much even for me who doesn’t mind swearing. i stole cars and did a bit of story and thn stopped i will never forget the man who opened my car door in the road and i drove off HABJGH ... i forgot what other games i’ve played or have or am interested in this is so much oh god . OH GOD WAIT I FORGOT KINGDOM HEARTS EXISTED HELP that series is so weird but means so much to me weirdly. i rmbr so clearly playing literally the first bit of the game. by first bit i mean literally probably just the first hour or less. and i never got past that bcs i never got to a save but then had to stop playing over and over again but wld always go back and play it AAA kh1!!! and thn kh3 i borrowed and man... <3 i love that game and somehow understood and enjoyed even if it’s literally the ending of a saga i think and i never played the rest HELP

i once again lost track of time it’s almost 5 am oh my god i have to get up before 10. BDHGBD i’LL PROBABLY STOP HERE THEN....... i hope you don’t feel like you have to read everything i’m just rlly Yay you asked and uhm enabled me WHEEZE i love rambling but also i do it a lot but also not that much T___T i genuinely do hope this isn’t annoying though! ^^ not in a like Oh i’m annoying way but in a like. this might actually seriously be A Lot JHGSDJHG

i actually barely know anything about golden sun!! but i searched it up rq and rmbrd i’m interested in dragon quest + diablo + castlevania too !! super mario galaxy was my childhood even tho me and my twin barely did anything bcs we were cowards. HELP. we fought too bcs i shaked the controller and then the stars went everywhere and escaped so she got angry at me. why did i even do that what. ANWAYS UHM IDK WHAT i’M EVEN TALKING ABT ANYMORE HELP gran turismo also interests me!! bcs of my dad >< OH MY GOD I FORGOT i also finished littlebigplanet 3!! it was so annoying w my twin /pos!!! we fought also. man. i love twins they suck (affectionate)

i feel like there’s still more i’m forgetting hm but idk. not gna say stuff about ffxiv bcs that’ll be a lot more rambling I’M SO SORRY. also no mobile games orrr free games uhhh there’d be a lot too. help. BUT UHM YES if you do ever someday properly play ff and fe i’d be really happy but pls /nf !!! and i hope you do enjoy if ever!! <3 tbh i’m a bit >:( when it comes to some stuff abt specifically uhh 7 13 15 and 3h but generally i still love them lots <3 personally i’d def rec xiv even if you aren’t a fan of mmorpgs bcs it’s def an rpg first >< also imo the best final fantasy overall!! even best mmo and def one of the best stories i’ve ever seen ,, BJSDHBG but from the single players, it’s a bit depending on your taste but safe best for sure is 9! overall i’d say the best, from what i’ve heard :O below 7 is not 3d yet but i’m biased to 3 bcs of 14, for reasons, and 4 is <3! and 6 def has prolly the best story from what i’ve heard if not for 14!! 8 is heavily romance based ?? but i personally love the themes sm >< 7 is rlly famous and probably the biggest franchise in the ff franchise :O if you ignore ffxiv HJBHDG! i’d def rec it too <3 10 is my first and rlly special to me and i’d def rec it too for sure!! 12 is more political but personally i love it. havent playe dbut uhm yes. tactics i’ve heard is incredibly good ^^ i barely know it. barely being a bit of an understatement uhhh ik some of the story!! yes!! okay squints that’s all i can talk abt rn help it just turned 5 JBGDHJGB ALSO I’M INTERESTED IN OMORI I ALMOST FORGOT!! horror scares me but ik omori is rlly good <3 i’m just watching bcs i might waste money on not playing if i buy it myself <//3 ^^

GN ANNIE!! or good morning. help. HBGSHDBGJ THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN BTW AND SORRY HELP rambling tho helped clear my head more so aaaa <33 ^^

BUT B4 I STOP FOR REAL i just want to advertise rq BUT NO FORCED /nf /nf /nf SERIOSULY it just makes me happy to do this WHEEZE but ffxiv has a rlly good free trial!! lowkey want to send u stuff no spoilers tho and see what wld convince u to play but do be truthful abt it all uhh yes yes gn >< WHEEZEHBGSHJ it’s available on all platforms basically! not like. switch or mobile tho aaaaa T___T </3 but playstation, mac, steam, pc... ^^ it’s pretty time consuming but it’s an experience i’d definitely recommend!! also no time restrictions for free trial :O so yeah >;D

#i like a lot of things but my favorites all in all would be ffxiv and gbf (mobile game tho ><) and fe3h! i feel like nier is definitely a #top contender when i properly get into it more <3 but these r games i actually. completed or am vv far into GHJSJBHGB T__T ^^#so many interests but it feels like. hm. idk how to explain but yeah <//3 idm tho HBDSJHBGH i genuinely do like all of them <3 #⋯ ꒰ა my galaxy ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა letters of stardust ໒꒱ *·˚#— annie! ♡

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mvalentine · 1 year

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૮ ˙Ⱉ˙ ა rawr!

HI AGAIN!!!!!

Sooo... this ask was me; again, HI 💖

Here are my asks for youuuuuuuu, no pressure though!

if your OCs could only use one kind of writing/notetaking method for the rest of their life, what would it be and why? (pen and paper, digital, etc.)

2. on special holidays/occasions, do your OCs call anyone in particular? why or why not?

3. would your OCs hold the door for anyone else? OR would they slam it in the person's face, especially if they hate that person?

4. if your OCs met you, what would be their first impression of you? and would they ever interact with you again in the future?

that's all i have for now, buh bye queen!!!! have a good whatever the hell you're doing rn!!!!! 💕💕💕

hellooo <333 omg hi first of all thank you so much for that ask you sent me, it genuinely made my entire night 💘 & ahhh these asks are so fun!! im gonna answer for lana (my oph mc) & audrey (my trr mc) because they’re my current hyperfixations atm!!

1. lana: okay so i think lana would very much go the digital route. as a doctor & someone who went to med school- efficiency is key & we all know that pen & paper take way longer. she’s an incredibly fast typer, & she likes the fact that she can have all her files & data stored in one space— plus shes not the most organized & is highly likely to loose her handwritten notes!

audrey: now audrey on the other hand is very much the opposite — she’s a pen & paper girlie through and through <33 she enjoys the artistry of making pretty notes, of using different colors & markers & trying out different fonts and styles. she went to business school & her notes were always top tier, and she was nice enough to share with her classmates in need. she’s also an art enthusiast & later goes on to get a second degree in art history (it’s what she wanted to do initially but didn’t feel as though it was ‘legitimate’ enough) so that could be where her fondness for handwritten notes stems from.

2. lana: she’s not big on holidays & vacations and is definitely not the type to go all out, atleast for herself. i think part of it stems from holidays always being a time for excessive opulence & extravagance, as her family was like quite wealthy & used these holidays as a means to host fancy galas & events rather than bond as a family. once she cuts ties with her family (there’s a long messy backstory to that that i won’t bore you with <3) she starts making her own traditions with her best friend dom & her best friend isabella. she always calls dom, he’s her family. bella unfortunately passed away (another long & messy story that i won’t get into rn <3) but her daughter alana is actually lana’s goddaughter (hence their names) & so she always calls alana & her dad up to wish them. she used to be close to isabella’s family until she passed away & then sort of became very stiff & formal with them because she blamed herself for bella’s death (bella took her own life). i think a few years down the line after she gets with ethan, she reconciles with them (they never once blamed her & always considered her a second daughter) because she deserves happiness too yk <3

audrey: audrey’s mom was never in the picture, it was always just her & her dad. audrey loves any holiday & will take it as an opportunity to dress up and go all out. unfortunately, her dad passed away when she was 17 (why do i give all my ocs such traumatic backstories like what’s that all about?), so she can’t exactly call him. her best friend talia is the one she always calls on any holiday, and she’s still big on celebrating all holidays although her birthday now is more of a bittersweet one, something she just likes to celebrate by herself & later on with drake. nothing fancy, just a bottle of whiskey & a night of reminiscence.

3. lana: i mean, she wouldn’t go out of the way to hold the door open for people. if someone happens to be behind her then i mean yeah, she would hold it open for them & wait for them to pass. but she’s definitely not one of those people who’s gonna be holding open the door for like 5-10 people, like do it yourself people she’s busy & got things to do. oh & she would 100% slam the door in someone’s face if she doesn’t like them, and i say good for her <3

audrey: once again, she’s my sweet baby angel. she’s sarcastic & witty and doesn’t let anyone get away with their bullshit— but she’s also a genuinely kind person. so yeah, she would definitely hold the door open for several people, even if she didn’t like them (unless she really really hated someone yk?)

4: lana: you know i have come to the sad conclusion that lana wouldn’t really like me all that much. which is incredibly sad because she is literally my first & favorite oc. she would find me super loud & overly nice (not because im overly nice i just love meeting new people and get really excited) & wouldn’t really want to interact with me in the future (PLEASE THIS IS SO SAD). if we met at a night out though, we would be besties <333 she’s way more fun & easygoing when she’s hammered oops (also when i say besties i mean for that one night only yk like those girls you meet at the club & you’re glued to the hip for that one night but then never speak to each other ever again after the fact? yeah.)

audrey: now audrey on the other hand, oh yeah we would be besties. we have all the same interests— gilmore girls, taylor swift, cheesy teen rom-coms, 2010 boybands etc. audrey is a very special oc for me because she represents the feeling of owning who you are & not being shamed for having quote unquote girly/basic interests. she used to be embarrassed about what she liked, especially because she dated an older man when she was like 18/19 who really messed with her sense of self & self esteem— but she’s actively worked on herself & gotten therapy and isn’t ashamed of what she likes (i mean she’s got a lot to work on with letting people in on who she really is behind the unflappable & confident facade but that’s a story for another day.) so! i think in the beginning she would find me fun to hang out with, just someone who’s easy-going & fun-loving. i think overtime she would also realize that our friendship could be more than just a ‘fun friendship’ but rather something deeper because i mean i like to think that im a good listener & a decent friend so yeah <333 we would be besties we would have movie nights, we would go to a bar & just talk for hours on end, we would give each other dating advice & just yeah ugh i love her sm!!

#this is SO long i apologize for rambling!! these questions are amazing thank you sm for sending me these you’re the best 💗💗💗#asks #q.#lana brooks #oc: audrey huntzberger

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ddejavvu · 1 year

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Cw: talk of depression and suicidal thoughts (really wish tumblr would let you put read mores in asks considering some people accidentally read ahead before they fully process what they read before, I have that issue and it sucks) You are under no obligation to read this if you think it might be triggering, I completely understand

Help my nostalgia is making me miss being depressed because all I remember is my bts hyperfixation, writing nearly 24/7, and not giving a shit about any of my responsibilities (aka a sense of freedom) even though i genuinely thought i hated people for caring about me because i felt too guilty to kill myself knowing it would hurt them and so i blamed them for my suffering. Why does the human brain trick us into thinking things were better when they were fucking awful, i do not understand

tw // ment above

holy shit did you steal those words from inside of me.. i feel the exact same way!! i was also getting into bts during my biggest surge of depression, and i ignored all of my hw to write </33 I was literally only doing anything for myself/to make myself happy and it was a fantastic time in my life when i was isolated and in my own little world but then i had responsibilities to keep up with and it was terrible!!! it's really a rose-colored-glasses thing, i know it wasn't a good time but what i wouldn't give for one more day of that.. i'm sorry we both went through that period of our lives, but i'm glad we had a bit of help to get through it :') for what it's worth, i'm very glad you're still here <33

#mei's mail

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digifag · 2 years

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💢💎🍀🏳️‍🌈

talking abt jojos prt 5 for these first 2 hehe

🏳‍🌈 do you have any headcanons (lgbt, race, neuro, etc) that are important to you?

gay and trans. all of them. fugos transmasc he/they and giornos nonbiney all pronouns.... narancia is also nonbinary. bruno is transmasc and abbacchio is nonbinary transfem methinks.... mista is very much cis but so bisexual. narancia and fugo are very adhd and giorno? autism. risotto also has autism as a treat. ghiaccio is cishet because i hate him though. i could go on for so long cuz VA has soooo many characters but heres that <3

🍀 do you have any kins or comfort characters from your hyperfixation?

fugo means the world to me. top 10 characters i stopped watching some of my favorite streamers for a bit because they didnt like him. i will die on a hill for them. and also risotto. but risottos a very specific one because hes not just some hot jester to me. he is a sad 6'5 pathetic jester to me.

💎 are there any fun facts or trivia that you would like to share?

trying so hard to think of trivia from part 5. the closest i know to trivia is that araki (author) has a thing for bug bites but thats more steel ball run trivia so. take that as you will <3

💢 what do you NOT like about your hyperfixation? is there something you would want to change about it?

THE FANS. OHHH MY GOD JOJO FANS CANNOT BE NORMAL. jojos is very much like. 16+ id say and you cant blame teens for getting into it. esp cuz the youngest leads within jojos is 15 with the whole gangs group being 15-21. and NO ONE can be normal about it. theres fucking pr*shippers everywhere and all sorts of scum who get popular. anime fans scare me so bad.

source wise? steel ball run. funny valentine is a SUPERB villain but hes a fucking freak. that did NOT need to be part of who he was. and i wish the heavy weather backstory didnt have the literal kkk shown in it. and just. theres so many little details and just. things that Werent necessary to the story at all in it that just . ough. araki please god stop killing your gay coded characters (glances at sorbet, gelato, tizano, squalo, bruno, abba, gyro, avdol, etc etc etc the list goes on.) and make the one canon bi character not a creep too <33 ALSO. NO MORE FUCKING ROHAN SPINOFFS IM SICK AND TIRED OF THIS GUY. one or two? fine sure. BUT LIKE. 4? 5?? i dont even know how many he has now. begging for a phf ova at LEAST.

thats a lot of words uh. i love having interests id never recommend to anyone

#ask game #inbox moment #delta #jjba spoilers #jic.#jojos

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reynie-muldoons · 3 years

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'A Whisper, Not a Shout' liveblog!

0:00 I'm screeching I've been looking forward to this so much

1:30 so that's Miss Perumal, right? Right???

1:30 WAIT HOLD ON Number Two was sleeping????

1:48 I'm sorry but Number Two being ready to fire at will with a slingshot is funny as hell to me

1:58 Oh, I guess Rhonda makes sense too. But like what is she doing out at night if she's not the one keeping watch

2:10 as always, the intro slaps

3:14 WAIT HAHAHA Sticky yelling about cheating in the open is so in character 😂😂 so is Kate giving him shit for it

3:22 tactical advantage? Constance, as always, in on something different

3:44 ah yes, convenient Dr. Curtain is convenient

4:16 is....is she spearing a fish

4:25 is that water deep enough to even have octopus?? 😂

4:37 OOH GO RHONDA

4:43 OOOOHHHHH that's where the badminton racket from the intro comes in!!

5:15 dont fucking tell me the episode is named after an octopus dish and not the fucking Whisperer

5:29 they do all seem a bit rattled, that's a good way to put it

5:36 he cares about the kids so much stoppp 🥺

6:14 the hand gestures speak volumes 😂

6:41 workplace matters?? Workplace matters??? How is Milligan so goddamn funny on every occasion 😂😂

6:50 HIS FACE EATING THE OCTOPUS HAHAHA

6:55 here we gooo, it's time for Assault Alpha featuring special agent Bookmarks

7:10 never takes long for Dr. Curtain to say something pretentious, does it

7:16 show!Curtain is much more insidious than book!Curtain imo because in the book, he had no reservations about barking orders and being openly rude to his subordinates. In the show, he's covered in this nice, polite veneer.

7:38 omfg he's asking about the tableside salad thing, what a gem

7:57 I kinda love that he's the sort of guy to carry colored pens for coordinated notes

8:02 AYY CALLED IT Kate's in the tree, I called that in the preview last week 😂

8:21 here we go, now enter special agent Bookmarks

8:56 for some reason I expected Constance to tell her telepathically, but that's jumping the gun a little 😅

9:02 I like how the smile doesnt quite reach his eyes, he's losing patience and you can tell

10:19 and just like that, he's called Reynie a whacko with the words of a compliment

10:37 ayyyyy Sticky tryna draw a brainnnnn

11:03 hahahaha he drew everything upside down because he saw it upside down, that makes a hilarious amount of sense

11:18 "it's supposed to be a shoe" honey.......

11:39 soooooo cheating

12:10 every time I think we're seeing Miss Perumal, we see Rhonda

12:21 why is the thought of Number Two tailing her sister so funny to me

12:38 Rhonda Kazembe with the reminder to wear a mask 😌✨

12:45 OOOH VIGILANTE GRAFFITI

13:44 the butterfly effect at it's finest. It's risky, but Rhonda makes a good point

13:49 that is an exquisite example of what it's like living as a neurodivergent person. Coping mechanisms keep us sane and keep us functioning, and that's tangible.

14:30 the beauty of having a multi-faceted team with diverse skillsets

14:57 I love how he just agrees to rappelling off the building in response to getting caught cheating

15:19 Constance and Reynie's relationship hits that sweet spot later on, but right now it's really funny watching her ignore the fuck out of him

16:09 Number Two coping with her stress by withdrawing and getting snappy with everyone is painfully relatable

16:48 Mr Benedict and Rhonda being co-conspirators scratches an itch I didnt know I had

16:59 that's even funnier when you remember that the kids used 'saltines' as a code word for them

17:40 this is the class from the trailer that it looked like sticky was caught in 😬

18:34 oh yeah, not like the teacher is watching the class and would see you two staring at each other

18:51 ew 😂 I didn't have a close up on a drop of sweat on my bingo sheet, but maybe I should have

19:13 yeahhh I really dont know what he expected, they kept looking at each other and he made a face every time he did morse code with the pencil

19:46 Mr Benedict feeling hyperfixated on seeing his brother breaks my heart

20:27 Milligan 🥺🥺🥺🥺

20:38 oh hello Waiting Room

20:55 idk what to anticipate but I'm anticipating something

21:39 Oh.

22:33 nooooo 🥺

23:28 here it comes, the arc where Reynie blames himself for everything. See you in Prisoner's Dilemma when that arc concludes

24:15 she's not wrong 😂😂

24:18 HELLO TELEPATH HELLO HELLO HELLO

24:35 this is a sensory overload nightmare

25:21 oh shitttt, here's the billiards from Number Two's intro card

25:49 throwback to Rhonda saying what keeps her sane 🥺 sisters sisters sisters

26:13 dont fucking "oh"

26:28 this is what I mean about that veneer of kindness. Curtian knew Sticky was there, but presented it as a polite welcome to his office with a touch of concern.

26:54 here we goooo

27:12 disruptive fidgeting? That's ableist as fuck

27:24 "walk me through that" is such a condescending way to approach a conversation

27:47 I know he's acting it up to convince Curtain but he has made ✨points✨

28:00 so Dr. Curtain was playing the long game the whole time, knowing it was Morse code? What an ass, show some transparency

28:25 time to pin it on Martina

28:48 he's cruel and nothing less

29:28 this is psychological torture

30:02 turbines?

30:08 YEAHHHHH

30:34 he's not gonna be pleased until he sees Curtain, calling it now

31:03 Milligan gets it. He gets it so much.

31:59 STOPPPPP 😭😭😭😭

32:19 awwwwwwwwWWW

32:49 I'm so glad they kept that suspense

33:19 KATE STOP YELLINGGGG

33:38 SWEET KATE

33:45 YES ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR STRENGTHS STICKY

34:23 something about being read a story by Mr. Benedict is so comforting

34:45 🥺🥺🥺🥺

35:00 HERE WE GO MILLIGAN'S MEMORY TALK

35:48 THE PIECE IS KATE AND SHE'S ON THE ISLAND

35:57 fuck everything just give me that dynamic forever

36:29 she decoded it???? Dayummmm

36:32 so what I'm hearing is Constance has sensory overload problems. Fucking LOVE that rep

37:22 STOP YOUR BREATHING HHAHAHAH

38:04 Oh boy, we're already talking about The Improvement??

38:20 A LIST OF HELPERS?????

38:42 WHAAAAA

39:26 so what I'm hearing is, Mr. Benedict also feels as though if he sleeps in he'll miss something

40:00 traps traps traps traps

40:49 WHAT DOES RED MEAN, WHAT DOES RED MEAN

42:11 Kate overthinking everything 🥺

42:26 tetherball?? I love that that and water polo are the sports of choice

43:50 oooh tetherball team, good job Kate

44:49 HAHHAHH

45:29 Connie baby, my love, my child

45:53 Reynie putting himself out there for Constance kills me

46:33 promotion????

46:44 PROMOTIONNNNN I DIDNT THINK IT WOULD HAPPEN THIS SOOOON

47:24 lmaooo she really will never live that one down

47:47 Rhonda spits facts at every opportunity

THAT WAS SO GOOOOOD

#a whisper not a shout #mbs liveblog #mbs disney+#the mysterious benedict society #charity's talkies

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gallavichy · 4 years

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unrelated to anything but — tips for dealing w a depressive episode when you don’t have anybody?

here are some things that have helped me when i’ve struggled with my mental health while alone:

make a list of 3s: 3 things you’ve already done, 3 things you can do right now, 3 things you’ll do when you feel better. if you don’t feel up to it, do 1s.

listen to podcasts or watch youtubers. i spent my early 20s basically by myself, and i got so into watching youtubers talk about their lives, and it made me feel like i had people around me even when i didn’t.

pick a character you wish you knew irl and write them a letter telling them how you feel about stuff going on in your life right now. bonus: if you like writing fic, write a letter back to yourself from their perspective. think about how they’d react to how you’re feeling--would they relate to it? give you encouragement? tell you about their own struggles?

talk to people online--leave comments, reply, send messages, etc. talk to people about something you’re really into. it’s always helped me to hyperfixate. i think it’s why fandom is so important to me; being super into shows and characters has made me feel safe and not so alone during various periods of my life.

just know that this will pass. a lot of shit i’ve gotten through in my life has been in part due to me offhandedly blaming my weird brain for it and using that as a way to cope. i have panic disorder, and there have been times where i’ve been by myself and have literally felt like my entire world has collapsed and i can’t breathe, can’t concentrate, can’t function, and when i’m not having an attack, i’m nervous and almost have the sensation of being chased, like something’s around the corner at all times. and it feels so intense when i’m not doing well, but something that helps me so much is that when i’m feeling good, i’m really conscious of the fact that my brain is making me feel that way. it doesn’t stop anything, but it helps me put my disorder in perspective, and when i’m having a bad time, i let it anchor me. i got a weird brain. it messes me up sometimes, but i always get through it. you will, too. <33

know that for all the bad things we have to deal with as humans, there are great things, too, even during times in which you don’t have people around you. think of all the fun shit you’ll get to see and do in this life. all the shows you’ll get to obsess over. all the things that’ll make you laugh. all the stuff you get to create or watch or read or hear. all the places you’ll get to go. and when you need to talk to someone, my ask box is open. 💕

followers, if you have any more tips for anon, please reply!

#anon #ask gray

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shanie-the-toyaddict · 4 years

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For the weird asks that say a lot: 4, 8, 12, 16, 18, 21, 22, 25, 29, 33, 49 and 64. Sorry if that's too many questions!

Yay! I love these! Ok, here goes! 4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?

Well, I was hyper as fuck as a kid, one of the reasons I was put on Ritalin, so most of my teachers viewed me as a problem child. But two of them took me under their wings and nurtured me. One even had a nickname for me – Jackrabbit J_____ (my last name) because I was always bouncing around like a jackrabbit. The other teacher was closer to a mother to me and we kept in touch for years afterwards, up until she moved out of town.

8. movies or tv shows?

Between the two, TV shows. But I very rarely watch either (outside of WWE sometimes) and my prefered media is Internet Specials and Youtube videos.

12. name of your favorite playlist?

“My Jam Mix” - I am very boring when it comes to naming playlists, which is odd because I love naming shit.

16. most comfortable position to sit in?

Upright. I have a horribly mukked up back and my computer chair is the only chair it doesn’t hurt to sit in.

18. ideal weather?

Ok, so you know those days, right around this time of year where I live, when the air is crisp with a hint of chill, and the humidity is ZILCH? Like, a nice cool (but not too cool) fall day? That. That’s the perfect weather for me. 66F or so, with no rain, partly cloudy, and low humidity.

21. obsession from childhood?

My first ever hyperfixation was Back To The Future in 3rd Grade. Doc Brown was my imaginary friend.

22. role model?

I really don’t have one IRL? I mean, I love my mother dearly, but I can’t say she’s a role model. If I had to pick a celeb, right now I’d say Sami Zayn. I love his attitude and refusal to take the bullshit of society, all the while remaining an optimist and a ray of sunshine. I want to be more like that.

25. first song you remember hearing?

First real song? I’d say “My Life” by Billy Joel. The Piano Man imprinted on me very young and he’s my favorite artist to this day.

29. best way to bond with you?

Two ways.

Make me laugh

Take interest in my interests (or at least pay attention when I rant about them)

Most people in my life do one and not the other, but either one really works. If I met a person IRL who did both on a regular basis, I’d probably marry them. 33. most used phrase in your phone? “LOL”, if that counts. I don’t have a way to look that up, my phone is ancient and needs replaced.

49. what saying or quote do you live by?

Again, two answers here.

“Never change. The world would be boring without weird people” - Maj. Elizabeth Kealey (a friend who passed away years ago)

“If you choose not to do help someone, that is on you. But if the other person chooses to abuse that help, that’s on them. Do good recklessly” - Tumblr Post.

Throw the scripture verse listed in my blog header in there, and you have my entire world view in a nutshell.

64. favorite website from your childhood?

LOL, I guess you can blame Shane for this one (in more ways than one) but I spent far FAR too much time on the old WWF.Com. It should be noted that I didn’t have the internet for most of my childhood, not because I was poor, but because I’m a Xennial and it didn’t friggin exist. I didn’t get the internet until about 1997 so, other than a short period of time spend trolling Whoosh.org (a massive Xena fansite), once I found WWF.com in 1998, that’s where my time was spent. Between Byte This! and the fanchat, I was hooked. Other sites included Yahoo (chats and groups) and Wrestleline (news, forums, e-Fed, and comedic recaps)

Anyway, This was so much fun! Anyone else who wants to send me asks, feel free. I woke up at 2am this morning so I’ll be up for a bit!

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