#because this is shitty and rushed

[too-deviant]

mdni 🃏

thinking about luke as your mom’s friend’s son who only comes over when your parents hang out…yk the one….anyway here’s a shitty drabble

being all awkward smiles and painful small talk for the first hour of whatever family event your parents had dragged you to this time.

indulging in more than a few cocktails that your older cousins snuck to each of you from the bar.

(the dodgy bar in the dodgy events building that had been hired out for whatever birthday party/baby shower/bat mitzvah was happening. you didn’t really care all that much, anyway.)

the liquid courage fuelling the conversation, pulling up old memories you had buried and bubbling over the giggles you shared as you drank in the corner.

getting progressively tipsy, sharing secret smirks when your mom passed a comment about how “it was as if you two had never been apart!”

luke’s hand in yours — older, mature, callused; so different from how they used to feel when you were kids, although those memories were fading, being replaced with something much more carnal. something you were less likely to share over a cocktail at a family party.

sneaking away from the crowds — easy enough, everyone was drunk.

cutting through hallways, passing the drunkards who lingered outside of the chaos. they were smoking, arguing on the phone, waiting for a cab, looking for the bathroom. you?

you were being pressed against the wall of an empty stairwell, gasping quietly at luke’s mouth on yours. his hands on your waist, then your back, your arms, the sides of your neck. everywhere he’d been thinking about touching since he knew what touching meant.

and you were the same. fingers under his blazer, dipping into his waistband for a teasing second before returning to the outside world — but he noticed. how could he not? the firm pull of your body against his was response enough, his right hand coming down to hitch your leg around his hip.

your crotches burned with desire, rubbing against each other with every small movement of your bodies. aching for more whenever you paused for just a second because you thought you could hear someone passing the bottom of the stairs a few feet below you. all they would have to do is ascend the first set, and they’d spot you there. but neither of you cared.

luke inching a hand up your dress, dipping his fingers beneath your panties and huffing into your ear when your wetness coated them after one stroke. your own hand, fiddling with his belt and making sure nobody heard the clanging of the buckle as you undid it with fervour, eagerly searching for his cock once you could stick your hand in there to your wrist comfortably.

moaning in each-other’s ears. grinding on each-other’s hands. sucking in deep gulps of air whenever you got too loud, whenever the slurring speech of an uncle you’d never met faded in, and then out of shot.

luke cumming in his underwear, your hips spitting and sputtering against his palm only moments later.

cleaning yourselves up, catching your parents at the bottom of the stairs just as they passed by in search of you. sharing a look.

in the years you’d known him, you’d never exchanged socials. you didn’t need to. you just hoped he would be at the next family function.

#you can write about this concept if you want #because this is shitty and rushed #pls tag me if you do #i wanna read it #@mills drabbles #luke castellan smut #luke castellan x reader #luke castellan

[k20spock]

[Video description: The first half of the video shows the outside of the cabin from Slay the Princess, different colored rapidly changing lights shining through the windows. The song Caramelldansen, somewhat muffled, plays. The second half of the video shows the corpse of the Princess sitting in the basement as the lights continue to flash and the song becomes unmuffled. End video description.]

Is this anything

#please ignore how shitty the editing is this was a rush job i had a vision and i needed to see it through #flashing #pulsing lights #pulsing #i don't know which tags work because god forbid tumblr adds an photosensitive community warning #slay the princess #flashing lights

[raazberry]

two birds, on a wire

#shitty traditional art because why not #i can do better i promise i just rushed making this while having coffee outside #vincharles #hello charlotte #my art #zzz

[running-in-the-dark]

kinda disappointed with how this weekend went. I mean, it wasn't bad! but it was our first weekend in the new apartment, and I/we wanted to get a lot done. I already did a lot during the week (a lot for me, not a lot for most people I guess), but there's lots of things that I can't do/can't do on my own, either because I'm too short or not strong enough or I need someone else to hold something or whatever. which realistically just won't get done during the week because my husband works full time, so. it sort of sucks that only one very small, unimportant thing got done. 😔

#like. there's no rush. not really. #I mean we do get our kitchen in two weeks so we'll have to have space to install it then lol #but other than that it's fine #except everyone constantly makes me feel like it isn't. #they're so judgmental and shitty about it #yeah it's chaotic and messy as hell. there's boxes everywhere. we've only found some of our kitchen stuff so we're mostly eating microwave #meals with plastic utensils. all of that stuff #so fucking what? it doesn't affect any of them! I wish they'd just stop commenting on it but they don't. #well. at least it's just over the phone now. I haven't seen my or my husband's family since we moved in and I'm not planning to anytime soon #precisely because they will not stop doing this no matter how I react to it #like in what world would that ever do anything good? it doesn't motivate me to get shit done any faster. because guess what? I'm already #going as fast as I can. #like. I've had (maybe still have) a middle ear infection and been on antibiotics all week and I still got so much done! that's good enough #and this part is fun to me! I like that nothing is finished and everything is possible and new and different #it does also stress me out but so far it mostly feels like an adventure #anyway. I'm just venting but seriously why is everyone I know irl so mean all the time?! #personal

[mechanical-aristocrat]

Okay this is silly but am I crazy to think that Screwllum didn't talk like this before? In Silver Wolfs event he just talked like a human but now he says things like "Affirmation:" or "Conclusion:" Does this have like. Lore signifigance? Was it explained? Or did hoyoverse just retcon how he talks?

[OOC:]

Actually, he has talked like this the whole time, it's just that in Silver Wolf's companion mission it wasn't used nearly as frequently as in the new story. (To make sure I was remembering correctly, I skimmed the dialogue section of the wiki and found that the amount it was used was around the same for both missions, but since Screwllum had far more dialogue in Punklorde Mentality, its use was significantly more spread out so it wasn't as noticable)

In my opinion, it was better that way. I feel like this sort of speech mannerism is only charming when it's used sparingly, but for every handful of lines? It's a bit awkward and loses its effectiveness pretty quickly. Before, it seemed to me like something he was doing intentionally, turning typically flat and emotionless robotic speech patterns into something more endearing. Now, though, it reads like it only exists because he's a robot and robot characters have to speak a certain way, right? Never mind the fact that Screwllum is far more in touch with emotions (both his own and others') than most robot characters that exist in fiction, and that he tends to speak in a very elegant and poetic way that wouldn't usually blend very well with that blunt, straight-to-the-point style of speaking (unless, of course, a balance is struck between the two...like it was in Punklorde Mentality, maybe?!).

It's not a retcon, per say, because that word usually only applies to major, plot-important elements (as far as I understand it), but it is an inconsistency.

#admittedly this is a pretty minor nitpick in the grand scheme of things #but just look around and you'll find Many examples of this sort of thing happening that are WAY more obvious #I'm not going to blame the writers for that because they're almost certainly on very strict deadlines and don't have Time to fix everything #I AM going to blame the fact that this is a gacha game. Hoyoverse CLEARLY doesn't care as much about the story as many people think they do #they care about making money and rushing their creatives to churn out constant capital 'c' Content is one way to do that #(and it's a shitty stupid way. I would Much rather wait longer for new story missions that are ACTUALLY GOOD than what's happening now) #anyway rant over. tags time: #honkai star rail #screwllum #ooc | out of character #anon | anonymous

[invinciblerodent]

so i just realized that I had a hard save just before the end of the ritual in my Astarion romance game, and that I could see for myself the whole entire ascension dialogue, without needing to rely on whatever can and can't be shown on youtube

................ yeah, I don't............. like it

and that's not a surprise, i knew very well that I wouldn't (a butt or a tit being censored doesn't change that), I've seen most lines if not the whole scene uncensored and as-is before, but having your own fleshed-out character be there, it kinda changes things a little bit.

in that it feels objectively much worse altogether. to me. like i didn't understand how people could see this as anything other than a humongous red flag before, and now i understand it even less.

the whole.... demeanor he has now, and that line about having "earned his body", and the repeated dismissal of the PC's very realistic and honest anxieties with an "I'm so powerful, it'll be fine".....? just...... eugh. yuck. slimy. gross. do not want.

just how close Iona was to this happening too, that's probably what makes my brainstem prickle the most. how easy it would have been for her to just... let him convince her that this is all for the best, and stay convinced until it's far too late already.

this guy may be wearing Astarion's face, but whoever he is*? fucking hate the prick

(*yes i know it's him just with his worst fears reinforced and his worst qualities amplified, but for the sake of the expression? it does feel like a stranger is wearing his face, and that stranger suuuuuucks)

#squirrel plays bg3 #i reloaded very very quickly #and deleted the one autosave i got from resting right away #and went back to the latest save with him as a spawn and asked for like 3-4 smooches #shhhhh iona just.... had a shitty not-quite-dream-because-elves-don't-dream #just.... maybe recalled that time in the crypt and startled awake with a mind rushing with this.... thought #this “what-if” #Astarion woke up very confused as to why the life was suddenly being squeezed from him #as she went back to trance cuddling him extra hard to confirm he's still there and still himself #but i mean. he doesn't need to BREATHE so it's fine #he'll be a teddy bear #he likes a good cuddle- maybe not this hard usually but she looks like she's going through it so it's like. fine #he'll just... maybe ask what that was in the morning

[feralnumberfive]

#this is hands down my favorite meme I've made for any fandom I am so fucking amused by this #it's been a super shitty day but then I thought of this on my way to work while listening to BTR it made me pretty happy #I hope people appreciate this because I am so happy with this I think it's hilarious #btr #big time rush #kendall knight #wbn #wwbn #werewolf by night #jack russell #werewolf #werewolves

[thethingything]

also though this dentist is genuinely the best dentist we've ever had.

she was really understanding about us having issues with toothpaste and we asked if she had any recommendations for alternatives we could try to see if those help and she gave us some options to look into so that's cool.

she also took our medical trauma into account and kept checking if we were okay throughout the appointment and asking if we needed to take breaks and we've never had a dentist do that before.

she warned us about what each tool would feel like too and actually warned us if something was going to be painful which like, I would in fact rather be warned that "this is going to be uncomfortable in this way" and "yeah this is gonna feel really bad for a few days but that's normal" than have someone try to reassure us that it won't be that bad only for it to get really painful.

our next appointment is to have a tooth removed and she explained the procedure to us and how that normally goes, and then we asked if we can take the tooth home afterwards and I can only assume from the look on her face that she's never been asked that before, but she was like "yeah I don't see why not, it is yours after all" so that's cool

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #happy posting #I am really glad she warned us that our mouth would be sore because holy shit she was not kidding #but also we've never had a filling that blends in so well with the rest of the tooth. you can't tell there's a filling there when you look #she put so much work into it and got us to check it before we left to make sure the texture was okay #it took twice as long as the appointments we've had for fillings in the past #we're so used to having dentists just kind of rush to get everything done and being really shitty about our anxiety #which like admittedly I am probably still gonna have issues with medical trauma stuff later because that's just how that is #but holy shit it's such a relief to have a dentist who very clearly wants to make you as comfortable as possible #and is obviously taking your trauma and health problems into account the entire time #we're also used to going to one appointment and the medical professional being great #but then being shitty in the next appointment once they realise we have complicated problems and trauma and stuff #but no she was just as nice and accommodating as last time which is gonna help a lot with feeling less anxious next time I think

[cat-downthestreet]

can HSR and HI3 players please just stop with picking on Genshin players already? we all like Hoyoverse, there is literally no reason to trash on the other games to try and get people to play your favorites. if anything you've only made Genshin players avoid HSR and HI3. you've accomplished nothing.

this post is not about the rewards players of each game get, I'm only talking about the Hoyoverse fans who trash on Genshin just because they think the other games are soooo much better and their opinions are better than "those stupid Genshin players'"

seriously, stfu. it's a game. if you don't like it don't bully people who do. and especially don't follow it up with "my favorite game is better" 😐

#hoyoverse #genshin impact #and if i see any reblogs or comments doing the same i will delete them. end of story #if you're one of the people who does this you're the problem. you're actively making the hoyo fans hate each other more by doing this. #just play your game and let people play what they want. it's not your life so it's none of your business #and yeah genshin has shitty rewards #but at least you can play for free and still enjoy the game. #not saying the other hoyo games aren't f2p but genshin is and that's part of why it attracts so many new players. #not just that but since Inazuma was rushed Hoyoverse has been making an effort to make the story better and less rushed. #idc that most patches are filler either. that's literally how it works y'all not every patch is going to be packed with lore #games take time to create and good stories can't be made for a game like Genshin in just three months. #if you don't believe me just look at Inazuma. they rushed that and tried to fit 5 acts worth of story into 3 and it did not go well. #games are passion projects and while i do agree that Hoyo wants your money it's important to remember that every game company is like that. #Genshin is not better or worse storywise just because the company can't make every patch not filler #or because Hoyo wants your money. like that's how it works what did you expect #the point is #the players who play Genshin for the story are having a great time and if you dislike that aspect just don't play it or engage with it. #the writers obviously care about Genshin enough to put massive amounts of effort into making it detail heavy and interesting. #if you think otherwise too bad ig that's not the game's fault #Genshin isn't your thing if you don't like the story. move on. #sorry for the rant #I'm not having such a good time and Hoyolab + the HI3/HSR community are so mean for no reason to Genshin players. #anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk

[scorndotexe]

i wanna draw more so bad i just need to get over that initial disgust whenever i start sketching something out and it's not very good

#see when i'm rushing to finish a project it's great because i have no choice i've got to keep going because i've got no time #so all my shitty sketches are emotionally worthless to me because i'm panicking or whatever #when i'm drawing for fun......torture. agony. i need to do it more so bad. i need to draw more interesting things #i need to get better at drawing. #ough. only one way to do that #persimmon's rambles

[bear-cubs-art-things]

yknow I think to avoid burnout and being overwhelmed with g&bau I think I'll ask two to three asks per day. Perhaps the same with art requests :)

Seems reasonable enough. Plus, I'll be able to ACTUALLY focus on schoolwork this year (it's only the first day but still).

Pacing yourself out. It's a wonderful thing :>

#plus this way I won't churn out shitty and rushed art :D! #my g&bau askbox is full of random asks atm- gonna look into the context for those soon :3 #which this being said don't expect your ask being answered right away :) #bear rambles #and I say I'll be able to focus on schoolwork this year bc last year I never really payed attention in most of my classes #BECAUSE I was too focused on tumblr and art requests #DW MY GRADES WERE GOOD #but this year I plan to do better #:D

[starryoak]

Me: I am a totally reasonable person capable of accepting that some people won’t enjoy my favorite media and not freak out over that.

Someone: (expresses even a mildly negative opinion about Psychonauts)

Me: I am no longer reasonable, I am ready to murder.

#i have to admit I have an extremely parasocial relationship with psychonauts #because my dad is/was personal friends with Ron Gilbert and Tim Schafer #(wrt tim less so but still) #so I feel like I have a moral obligation to stan all their works #and objectively yes criticism isn’t the end of the world #but any time someone makes like a subjective value judgement like #”oh this sucks so bad they were so stupid for doing this” #I want to smash someone’s kneecaps #excuse me those are my dad’s friends and you are being mean to them! #objectively it’s not like they read mean comments about them on social media #but frankly on principle I think calling developers stupid for not agreeing with your subjective tastes #is extremely shitty of someone to do #psychonauts #psychonauts 2 #One part of why I think I feel this way also has to do with the fact I was following the development of the game since it was announced #and if you aren’t aware #microsoft fairly late into the game’s development gave Doublefine a huge amount of money towards development #and the creators have made statements that prior to that they legit weren’t even going to have boss battles #because they had to cut them out as a result of the budget issues #so I feel like basically any criticism of the second game for being rushed or underdeveloped or even like anything #NEEDS to keep that in mind and factor it into their critique #treating flaws of a game as deliberate failures on the part of developers is my berserkbutton

[persy-r-bozo]

And thus a great friendship was formed.

(a few months after this interaction)

Soot Strike Sees a young lad named Wasp paw being sad about his Stripes because they look "too mean" and too much like his Parent in Redwood clan (He is from moss clan)

They become friends after Wasp becomes a warrior and after a whole bunch of clan drama happens.

Soot Strike Star even makes him deputy.

small fact soot stars design is somewhat based off my own cat, she is completely black to the point you can only really see her eyes.

#flipaclip #flipashit #warriors oc #warriors fanclan #warrior cat oc #warrior cat oc meme #sorry this looks so rushed and shitty its because it is #was being a anxious fella and needed to make something to distract myself #guy receives small complement and Never forgets it

[misfortunegirl]

obligatory photo to sum my feelings up

#youll be bawling out your eyes in front if people who promised to treat you better and theyll just look at you like your а piece of fucking #chewed gum they found under the desk #people never change!!!!!! never!!!!!! #they don't change #they just learn to hide the shitty parts of themselves!!!! #then im the one whos at fault because i got upset and showed “”“”weakness“”“” #fuck you. #anyways. back to texting cute nerd. (⁠~⁠‾⁠▿⁠‾⁠)⁠~ #yesterday maybe??? or so i bumped into him accidentally and ended up brushing my hands over his again.. accidentally while apologizing #i got so flustered girl. i need this shit #i need to feel the excitement of pursuing someone new and them actually showing interest #also he has nice hands. #and soft skin for like the 0.2 seconds i touched his skin #anyways gurlies heres to hopinh hell answer soon. i need that dopamine rush only flirting with guys gives me #what do you mean thats not a good coping mechanism i have B (ig) P(ussy) D(isorder) #its just a part of my charm. i can work it. hell its the only fucking thing i can do #also i was bawling my eyes out at the GYM🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ #everyone was looking at me like im a fucking insane bitch<- is a fucking insane bitch but not because i was crying #also why do i look so that good when i cry. lana del rey said it. cuz im pretty when i cry #not That good but Damn good. fuck LET ME EDIT TAGS #/⁠╲⁠/⁠\⁠╭⁠(⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠)⁠╮⁠/⁠\⁠╱⁠\

[the-dragonlich]

You ever see just the one worst fucking responses to a show being forced to wrap up early and rush it’s ending because it was cancelled.

#ramblings #saw someone upset with the way one of the last few episodes of ToH went #and you know who it’s a thing you’ve just kind of have to acknowledge and accept that a show ending #is always going to feel a bit rushed and leave some loose ends when it gets cancelled suddenly #because the writers aren’t getting the chance to elaborate and explore a lot of the plot points they had already set up #and go into ones they were intending to that would have made it a better story #someone’s response to ‘it was cancelled early it’s not the writers fault’ was and I quote #‘it’s unfortunate yes but working with the time constraints is still the responsibility of the writers’ #like that’s still a shitty thing to say about writers for a cancelled show who were still trying to give a satisfactory ending #anytime else but while the first writers strike in a over decade is going on #my guy you just sound like another jackass who thinks the writers for ‘owe’ you a ending you found personally satisfying #actually where’s that post about how networks/corps know they can rely on people like this to go after the people who make their shows #rather than the network/corporation who the blame rightfully lies with for fucking up a perfectly good show #don’t mind me just being salty about the casual disrespect for artists and the working conditions they’re often forced to create in

[kingdom-falls]

Y'know, 6 months later and over 310 hours of playtime w/ Tears of the Kingdom, I kinda regret getting the Collectors Edition

#This is not from a “shitty merch” perspective btw I like the goodies and got my money's worth from the art book alone #But TotK as a game is not as good as BotW in so many ways #Despite my equal playtime to BotW I feel like I wasted my time more w/ TotK than the former #Which kinda sucks! #W/ the Game Awards I'm predicting that TotK will win or BG3 #I hope to all hell that Hi-Fi Rush wins because THAT was a complete game experience that I have not seen from the other two #For a better price at that #ramblings about nothing/everything