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gothamcityneedsme · 6 months
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that job post has me thinking like. god im so relieved im at where i am right now. i had a feeling while working on my education degree and having a lot of field experience that i may not actually want to work in the field. i was cautious. i considered changing my major to journalism (or a few other things) but ultimately didn't because i didn't want to get trapped in college forever + was on a scholarship tied to my degree + was double majoring (which I knew would look good in the future). so i didn't change my major and kept working, got through my student teaching (which was. a fucking nightmare era of my life jesus christ. if i wasn't already hesitating on this, like, student teaching was a 100% certainty moment for me).
then once i was out i took a gap year to recollect my sanity after student teaching, and i also moved out (i was able to do both of these things thanks to my money from my military training. 25+ weeks of pay that i didn't spend added up to enough for me to do those things).
and THEN i started job hunting for the 'boring office job' concept that i had first considered swapping my plans to in college. i started retail part time while i kept up my other job hunting, landed a sort of crappy job but one that paid a little better and wasn't too terrible. got laid off from that one so started hunting again as soon as they announced the layoffs, got lucky with a company i had been planning to apply for a job at in a few years or so anyways (wanted more general experience under my belt, but layoffs prevented that). got the job right before covid, and while i technically work at another company now, that's still the job i have. 100% work from home now, doing the same stuff, and it's mostly writing emails/scheduling payments/reviewing ledgers/etc.
it pays well and doesn't follow me after work hours, the timing is flexible and i can write or do some gaming on the clock because i tend towards bursts of productivity where i do a lot in an hour then sort of chill for a bit before doing more. i stay on top of my responsibilities so i have a lot of wiggle room since i'm not behind on anything (i only get behind when we swap regions up and i get assigned states that prior analysts didn't properly keep clean, lol, but even then a few weeks of dedicated work gets that shit down easy).
idk man. i'm just rambling about my life, this is stuff i think about a lot, because by god i am thankful things went this direction. even if i do lose this job, i am pretty comfortable in this field now so i feel that i could search within this field to find work that would suit me. i'm getting paid more than i ever would as a teacher or anything else, i have so much flexibility, and i'm even closing on a house (today!).
i still have a lot of worries, i need to save up money again (house deposit) and pay back my parents (house deposit). and i still have huge student loans i'm working on paying that eat up a lot of my monthly income, but im so excited to be paying towards a mortgage instead of rent, and someday my loans will be paid off
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luvrgirl555 · 5 years
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get to know me uncomfortably well
thanks for tagging me syd!! i’m doing this one to make up for all the other ones i had no motivation to do i’m sorry )): i love you so much @pitoftrash
1. What’s your middle name?
elizabeth
2. How old are you?
simultaneously an enthusiastic mom, your dad and eating like a 7 year old
3. When is your birthday?
may 30th!!
4. What’s your zodiac sign?
gemini!! moon in aquarius and sag rising 
5. What’s your favourite colour?
red and g o l d
6. What’s your lucky number?
i don’t really have one? but 5 has consistently been in my life so let’s go with that
7. Do you have any pets?
the prettiest cat named sadie!!
8. Where are you from?
a small farm town in central utah!! everyone talks like a hick and i kinda have a stupid drawl
9. How tall are you?
5’2″ boys
10. What shoe size are you?
women’s size 5 
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
my feet haven’t grown since straight up 5th grade so like 30 pairs?
12. What was your last dream about?
i don’t remember my dreams
13. What talents do you have?
being a dumb bitch, falling for people who are emotionally broken, being bad at math, flirting and i have good fashion sense
14. Are you psychic in any way?
does being empath count as being psychic?
15. Favourite song?
this is a fuckin impossible question but right now i’m rlly into girl in red and girls by her fuckin slaps @pitoftrash it’s our sad indie shit and it’s GAY you’d love it (of all the time: somebody to love or under pressure by queen)
16. Favourite movie?
the breakfast club cause i’m basic
17. Who would be your ideal partner?
someone who loves unconditionally, willing to listen to my shit, goes on adventures with me, kisses lots, tons of cuddles, sings with me in the car, will talk about the things they like and let their eyes light up, funny
18. Do you want children?
i do!! but bringing a child into this world right now feels so selfish and there are so many kids out there who need loving homes so i wanna become their bisexual mom (:
19. Do you want a church wedding?
not really. i want a huge wedding that’s so fucking extra and over the top and god probably doesn’t wanna see that so
20. Are you religious?
i grew up mormon (yes i know it’s basically a cult) but do i believe in god? not really.
21. Have you ever been to the hospital?
i have been inside a hospital but i have never ever been admitted
22. Have you ever gotten in trouble with the law?
it was a dumb idea okay
and i’m a shitty driver
23. Have you met any celebrities?
my cousin was on agt???
24. Baths or showers?
showers mostly but i love a good bath bomb
25. What colour of socks are you wearing?
i'm not wearing socks
26. Have you ever been famous?
bruh that’s my dream
27. What type of music do you like?
all types really!! i’m into classic rock, alternative/punk, sad indie shit, i LOVE country and pop!!
28. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
no but i wannaaa
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
f i v e but they’re only around me and not actually underneath me
31. What position do you sleep in?
only ever on my back or else my back is fucked the next day
32. How big is your house?
pretty big for like the general house size?? but pretty small by utah’s standards.
33. What do you typically have for breakfast?
i never eat breakfast 
34. Have you ever fired a gun?
nope and i have no desire to
35. Have you ever tried archery?
yeah!! it was fun but i’m shit
36. Favourite clean word?
dang dang diggity dang a dang
37. Favourite swear word?
hella or fuck
38. What’s the longest you’ve gone without sleeping?
4 days
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
no lmao someone pls be into me
41. Are you a good liar?
yeah, i’m a gemini what do u expect
42. Are you a good judge of character?
my vision gets pretty fogged up by what people want to show me and what i want to see
43. Can you do any other accents than your own?
specifically, cockney and we did newsies last year for musical theatre so i can do a pretty mean manhattan accent y’all
44. Do you have a strong accent?
if i am talking loudly or passionately my hick/drawl kinda comes out oops
45. What’s your favourite accent?
australian
46. What is your personality type?
enfp
47. What’s your most expensive piece of clothing?
oh god!! my hoco dress was 90 bucks probably that?
48. Can you curl your tongue?
sure can!
49. Are you an innie or an outie?
innie (:
50. Left of right handed?
right-handed
51. Are you scared of spiders?
yeh i’m scared of all bugs including honeybees but that doesn’t mean they don’t deserve rights
52. Favourite food?
i <<3 italian food and also chinese-american food!!
53. Favourite foreign food?
i do like korean food
54. Are you a clean or messy person?
messy but like organized messy
55. Most used phrase?
oh my god! or omg
56. Most used word?
aw
57. How long does it take you to get ready?
like glam? 45 minutes but i hate waking up and can b ready in 15 
58. Do you have much of an ego?
it rlly depends like the stars rlly need to be aligned
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?
suck ;)
60. Do you talk to yourself?
a l w a y s
61. Do you sing to yourself?
(syd u do smile when u sing omg) and yes!! i sing all the time
62. Are you a good singer?
n o pe
63. Biggest fear?
failure, being taken advantage of, being hated
64. Are you a gossip?
i hate myself for it but yes
65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?
idrk??? i donn’t watch a lot of movies??
66. Do you like long or short hair?
i’m a sucker for long hair
67. Can you name all 50 states in America?
and the capitals too
68. Favourite school subject?
history, musical theatre, english, sociology
69. Extrovert or introvert?
probably extrovert
70. Have you ever been scuba diving?
nooooooo but i really really want to!!
71. What makes you nervous?
ghosts
72. Are you scared of the dark?
ghosts live in the dark
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?
not most of the time
74. Are you ticklish?
yeah
75. Have you ever started a rumour?
nope never
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?
i’m on drama presidency at school?
77. Have you ever drank underage?
nuh uh
78. Have you ever done drugs?
nope 
79. Who was your first real crush?
tbh rachel greene i grew up watching friends and she was hot
80. How many piercings do you have?
1 set, but i want more!
81. Can you roll your R’s?
i had no idea this was a special skill but yes!!
82. How fast can you type?
not bad but not great
83. How fast can you run?
not my thing
84. What colour is your hair?
blonde
85. What colour are your eyes?
green
86. What are you allergic to?
i’m lactose intoleranat, and i’m allergic to tomatoes 
87. Do you keep a journal?
only for like rlly important evants or things i need to talk about but can’t tell anyone about @pitoftrash is kinda my diary
88. What do your parents do?
my mom is a respiratory therapist a childrens hospital and my dad is a private loan officer
89. Do you like your age?
hmmm yes?? but i’d rather go back in time or forward bc rn it’s kind an awkward age of being able to do Stuff but nothing worthwhile
90. What makes you angry?
politics, ignorance, prejudice, homophobia, pro-life people, right wing america, donald trump
91. Do you like your own name?
yeah but sometimes i wish it had an easier nickname
92. Have you already thought about baby names? And if so, what are they?
i love the names rowan and christian
93. Do you want a boy or girl for a child?
either, it doesn’t matter their sex, gender or sexuality to me (:
94. What are your strengths?
n/a
95. What are your weaknesses?
bruh i’m clingy and talk too much
96. How did you get your name?
my dad always wanted to name a child sarah elizabeth?????
97. Were your ancestors royalty?
actually i’m directly danish royalty!!
98. Do you have any scars?
stretch marks and like self harm scars
99. Colour of your bedspread?
white and gold
100. Colour of your room?
off white with yellowish undertones
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hachikos · 5 years
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100 truths
tagged by @pinktohru <333
1.) Real Name: reem
2.) Nicknames: reemy, rumroom 
3.) Zodiac Sign: aquarius
4.) Male or Female: female
5.) Nursery: is pre-k nursey bc that was my prime time it’s been going downhill since then
6.) Primary School: it was okay 
7.) Secondary School: it gave me anxiety 
8.) Hair color: brown
9.) Long or Short: shoulder length but i want a pixie cut :/
10.) Loud or Quiet: quiet
11.) Sweats or Jeans: jeans
12.) Phone or Camera: phone
13.) Health Freak: not really
14.) Drink or Smoke: neither 
15.) Do You Have A Crush On Someone: no
16.) Political orientation: lefty u know eat the rich forgive my loans give me health insurance im begging u america 
17.) Piercings: my ears
18.) Tattoos: none
Have you ever been in:
19.) Airplane: yes
20.) Car *Accident*: yes
21.) Fist Fight: no
Firsts:
22) First piercing: my ears
23.) First Best Friend: my neighbor
24.) First Instrument played: cant play anything 
25.) First award: an art contest in 2nd grade surprisingly 
26.) First Crush: never had one
27.) First Language: arabic
28.) First Big Vacation: disneyworld
Lasts:
29.) Last Person you talked to: my dad
30.) Last Person You Texted:  co-worker 
31.) Last Person You Watched: the dem debates i guess 
32.) Last Movie You Watched: heathers
34.) Last Song You listened to: haruka kanata by akfg (that naruto opening is #1)
35.) Last Thing You Bought: measuring cups
36.) Last Person You Hugged: my cat
Favorites
38.) Drinks: grape soda/coffee/tea 
39.) Clothing: my hello kitty shoes
40.) Book: journal of an ordinary grief/everything i never told you/deathless
41.) Color: pink
42.) Flower: sunflowers/roses/begonias
43.) Music: indie/rock/pop/
44.) Movie: anastasia
46.) Subjects: history 
In the last year
47.) [ ] Kissed in the rain
48.) [x] Celebrated Halloween.
49.) [] Had Your Heart Broken
50.) [ ] Went Over the Minutes on Your Cell Phone
51.) [ ] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation.
52.) [ ] Used a Weapon
53.) [ ] Breathed fire (i wish)
54.) [ ] Had an Abortion
55.) [x] Done something you’ve Regretted  
56.) [x] Broke a Promise
57.) [x] Kept a Secret
58.) [x] Pretended To Be Happy
59.) [ ] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life
60.) [x] Pretended To Be Sick
61.) [ ] Left The Country
62.) [ ] Tried something you normally wouldn’t like, and liked it.
63.) [x] Cried Over The Silliest Thing
64.) [] Ran a Mile
65.) [x] Went To the Beach
66.) [x] Stayed Single
Currently
67.) Eating: pizza
68.) Drinking: strawberry kiwi koolaid 
69.) Getting Ready To: sleep
70.) Listening To: hadestown soundtrack
71.) Plans For Tomorrow/Today: work :(
72.) Waiting for: 7 seeds!!!!!
Your future
73.) Want Kids: the world is ending in like 2030 or something u know so maybe not
74.) Want To Get Married: $ure 
75.) Careers in mind: trust fund kid
What’s better on a guy or girl
76.) Lips or Eyes: eyes
77.) Shorter or Taller: taller
78.) Romantic or Spontaneous: spontaneous
79.) Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: arms  
80.) Sensitive or Loud: either 
81.) Hook-up Or Relationship: relationship
82.) Troublemaker or Hesitant: troublemaker ??? 
Have you ever
83.) Lost Glasses/Contacts: yes many times
84.) Ran Away From Home: no
85.) Held A Weapon, For Self Defence: no
86.) Killed Somebody: no 
87.) Broken Someone’s Heart: doubt it 
88.) Been Arrested: no
Do you believe in
90.) Yourself: nope
91.) Miracles: sorta 
92.) Love at First Sight: no
93.) Heaven: yes
94.) Santa Claus: no
95.) Easter Bunny: no
96.) Magic: no
97.) Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now: ???
98.) Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life: no
99.) Are You Happy With The Person You’re With: all i have is me rn and no im not 
100.) Post as 100 Truths and Tag five People @stealmethenight @sestet @mistkis @jerkbend @discgirl
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paeoniaes · 5 years
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85 questions tag!
rules: answer 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people
Tagged by @briskythesovietspy​. Thanks for another tag! Here we go...
Annnd tagging: @nightmare1514 have fun 8D
last
1. drink: raspberry tea 👌🏼
2. phone call: my grandmother
3. text message: my brother and sister
4. song you listened to: Sanctuary by Utada Hikaru
5. time you cried: honestly don’t remember
ever
6. dated someone twice?: nope
7. kissed someone and regretted it: nope
8. been cheated on: nope
9. lost someone special: nope
10. been depressed: yep 
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: was close to drunk and almost threw up lol
fave colours
12. blue
13. black
14. white
in the last year have you…
15. made new friends: yes. she was also my roommate lol
16. fallen out of love: nope
17. laughed until you cried: yep!
18. found out someone was talking about you: not that i know of...
19. met someone who changed you: not really
20. found out who your friends are: no changes
21. kissed someone on your Facebook friends list: nope, got rid of facebook a long time ago
general
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: all of them bc they were from highschool
23. do you have any pets: do fish count? 
24. do you want to change your name: no. i feel like that would be disrespectful to my parents.
25. what did you do for your last birthday: drank?? i honestly don’t remember xD
26. what time did you wake up today: noon lol
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: studying for my bio exam 
28. what is something you can’t wait for: to graduate university and be FREE
30. what are you listening to right now: Abracadavre by Kevin Sherwood
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: prob idk
32. something that gets on your nerves: dumb drivers on the highway
33. most visited website: lately it’s been my online hw lol or twitter
34. hair color: black
35. long or short hair: rn its a bit past my shoulders
36. do you have a crush on someone: no
37. what do you like about yourself: i’m independent and optimistic. 
38. want any piercings?: yes more ear piercings
39. blood type: i don’t even know it xD 
40. nicknames: a lot of childish ones from my dad lol
41. relationship status: single 
42. zodiac: Aquarius/chicken
43. pronouns: she/her
44. fave tv shows: Black Mirror, Miss Fisher’s Murder Mysteries
45. tattoos: nope
46. right or left handed: right handed
47. ever had surgery: nope
48. piercings: just my ears
49. sport: i’m as athletic as a potato lol. 
50. vacation: a lot of places but i do want to go back to NYC and actually be able to walk around and enjoy it unlike the time i went to visit my uncle...he was unpleasant :( 
51. trainers: reebok
more general
52. eating: currently eating chili c:
53. drinking: raspberry tea! 
54. i’m about to watch: nothing bc i’m too busy studying atm D:
55. waiting for: this week to be over bc i’m tired xD
56. want: pass this summer course, graduate, get into my career and make money to pay off school loans 😭
57. get married: maybe
58. career: lab tech but working towards being a pathologist
which is better
59. hugs or kisses: neither. if you’ve ever heard of “the five languages of love” i’m a big fat ZERO for physical touch xD
60. lips or eyes: eyes
61. shorter or taller: taller so i can reach stuff xD
62. older or younger: doesn’t matter
63. nice arms or stomach: arms baby 😎
64. hookup or relationship: relationship
65. troublemaker or hesitant: neither
have you ever
66. kissed a stranger: nope
67. drank hard liquor: yes
68. lost glasses: nope
69. turned someone down: yes
70. sex on first date: nope
71. broken someone’s heart: yes
72. had your heart broken: yes but by family
73. been arrested: nope
74. cried when someone died: yes
75. fallen for a friend: nope
do you believe in
76. yourself: sometimes
77. miracles: sometimes
78. love at first sight: nope
79. santa claus: nope
80. kiss on a first date: again, zero on the physical touch so no 😂
81. angels: nope
other
82. best friend’s name: her name was Luzy
83. eye color: brown
84. fave movie: Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
85. fave actor: Danai Gurira
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joplayingjaks · 7 years
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85 Things
Rules: Answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people.
I was tagged by @lonerofshalott! Thank you!! These are always really fun :)
The Last 1. Drink - Coke 2. Phone call - Mom 3. Text message - @atomicody 4. Song you listened to -  5. Time you cried - Its so often idk lolol 6. Dated somebody twice - Never have 7. Kissed somebody and regretted it - Never happened 8. Have been cheated on - Never 9. Lost someone special - Ahh yeah 10. Been depressed - Lol as if there was a specific last time I was 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up - Lmao this has never and will never happen
Favorite Colors 12. To wear - Black, grey, red/maroon, pink 13. Shade of blue - Deep, dark royal blues and pastels 14. Shade of pink - No salmon or hot pink, almost any pastel pink, as long as it’s not too purpley or bubblegummy
In The Last Year Have You 15. Made new friends - Yes :) 16. Fallen out of love - No 17. Laughed until you cried - So much, yes  18. Found out somebody was talking about you - Yes, but not in a bad way tho 19. Met somebody who changed you - Absolutely yes <3 (but also i had a couple cool coworkers and professors that where kinda influential)  20. Found out who your friends are - I suppose yes lol 21. Kissed somebody on your Facebook list - Lol yes
General 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life? - Almost all of them. any ones i dont im gonna be introduced to eventually through the bf 23. Do you have any pets? - SADLY NO, not yet 24. Do you want to change your name? - Nope 25. What did you do for your last birthday? - Hung out with friends 26. What time did you wake up? - Today i woke up at noon, and the only reason i managed that was becase i set an alarm lmao 27. What were you doing at midnight? - Talking to bf <3 28. Name something you can’t wait for? - My trip to michigan!! 29. When was the last time you saw your mom? - Last night 30. What are you listening to right now? - The fan in my brother’s room down the hall 31. Have you ever talked to somebody named Tom? - Like, several different people yeah 32. Something that is getting on your nerves - Not having the funds to pay off loans and fix my car and go on my trip 33. Most visited website - Facebook and pinterest 34. Hair color - Ashy blonde 35. Long or short hair? - Usually as short as possible tbh (i have my sides cut to a 1/4 in) but actually i think im gonna work on growing it out a little because i want an audrey hepburn pixie cut <3 36. Do you have a crush on somebody? - I have a big giant crush on @atomicody! heck i guess the jig is up, confessing my love right here right now 37. What do you like about yourself? - Im a meme with a good #aesthetic and i guess im p decent at the music thing lol 38. Piercings - Two on each earlobe and a ring in my nose 39. Blood type - Absolutely no idea lol 40. Nickname - Jak, jo, jay, jordo, jardin, bun, bug, and many more. idk why im so nicknameable lol 41. Relationship status - Taken :3 43. Zodiac - Scorpio 44. Pronouns - She/They 45. Favorite TV shows - Preacher is top tier rn, but tbh im really far behind, i havent been watching any tv much lately 46. Tattoos - I want so many, but thatll have to wait a while ;-; 47. Right or left handed - Right 48. Surgery - Only a few minor things like wisdom teeth and tonsils 49. Piercing - #38?? 50. Sport - I watch mma sometimes, but i am not about that #SportsLife 51. Vacation - Idk how im supposed to answer this? my next vaca will be my trip to michigan hopefully soon 52. Pair of trainers - I love me my black hightop converse 53. Eating - ?? okey im not eating currently? i would love to be tho, i gotta drag myself outta bed and go eat some cereal or pizza or something lmao okay actually i did go downstairs and get a bowl of cereal im gouda 54. Fave drink - Hmm.. strawberry soda, creme soda, smoothies, milkshakes and malts, milk, orange juice, and baja blast freezes 55. What you’re up to - This 56. Waiting for - Michigan trip/visiting Codyyy 57. Want - The end of bigotry and oppression and violence, for less “value” to be placed on physical wealth, for people to not have to suffer for or without basic needs, for people to use green energy because gdang its been ready for ages, to live my life contentedly and without regret, to be with the people i love, to move out and begin my life, to be able to fulfill my passions 58. Get married - Lol no 59. Career - Well, i went to school a little bit for graphic design, thats not happening it looks like. so far my employment history is McHell and a gas station and next is looking like walmart... sooo hopefully i actually have some miracle happen + hard work and i can do music 60. Hugs or kisses: Both pleassse 61. Lips or eyes - I mean, i know someone with really really pretty eyes :33 62. Shorter or taller - I dont have a preference for anything lmao (but he kinda smol lolol cute) 64. Nice arms or nice stomach - :33 I mean both, but those arms tho lol 65. Hook up or relationship - Relationship 66. Troublemaker or hesitant - ? 67. Kissed a stranger - Lol no 68. Drank hard liquor - LMao nope 69. Lost glasses/contact lenses - OMg yes, i lost my glasses a couple times and i was like, Oh god please dont make me go through this day without being able to see or judge distance please 70. Turned someone down - Few times 71. Sex on first date - NO lmao no 72. Broken someone’s heart - Probably, but hopefully not 73. Had your heart broken - Not romantically, but people who said they were my friends and family, yes 74. Been arrested - LOLL no 75. Cried when someone died - A few times, yes 76. Fallen for a friend - I mean kinda since i was friendo first with the bf lol
Do You Believe In 77. Yourself - Lol 78. Miracles - No 79. Love at first sight - No 80. Santa Claus - Nope lol 81. Kiss on the first date - Personally no, but you do you 82. Angels - Nope
Other 83. Current best friends names - Cody, kayla, ryan 84. Eye color - Blue 85. Favorite movie - TREASURE PLANET always
Tagging: @atomicody, @starsarelimitless, @captainsprklz, @ameliabedeliagoesonline, @nuttysaladtree, @ anyone who wants to, please im really terrible at tagging people because i dont want to seem weird lol
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wenamedthedogkylo · 7 years
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Eyyyy, sum tags bruh
Get to know me tag game!
Tagged by @betweenrivers-betweenworlds, thnx m8.
Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20* people.
LAST:
1. Drink: Aqua, also known by plebs as “water”. 2. Phone call: Uh..... technically to Willa cause I think she was tryna find her phone. 3. Text message: A group text, in which I provided some amusing pictures. 4. Song you listened to: The chocobo theme from FFXV cause Willa’s playing it right now. 5. Time you cried: I genuinely have no clue. It was a while ago and I don’t cry easily. It was probably at a movie or something. Or maybe it was the cry I had after BatB...
HAVE YOU:
6. Dated someone twice: HAH!! No. 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yep. 8. Been cheated on: Lmao no 9. Lost someone special: Yeah, a couple. 10. Been depressed: Ahahahahahahaha! Literally 24/7. *finger guns* 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Of course, gotta do it at least once. I’ve done it more than once, so I’ve had my fill for life.
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12-14: Dark red, black, and dark purple
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: Yup. 16. Fallen out of love: Pfft, ain’t even fallen in love so no. 17. Laughed until you cried: Many times. 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Like... in a bad way? Not that I– wait, yes, my older sister talked trash about me to my parents cause she’s a butthurt immature crybaby who can’t have mature conversations to save her life. We all laughed about it. (By that, I mean my parents eye-rolled and sympathized with me and I cackled.) 19. Met someone who changed you: Mmmm... can’t say I have? 20. Found out who your friends are: Lmao I mean I already knew it. I don’t make friends easily, so once you’re a friend, that’s that. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: HAH. Nope.
GENERAL:
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I mean, technically most of them? I knew them either from HS or college, or they’re family? There’s only a few that I’ve met online, and at least one of those that I’ve met online who I’ve subsequently met IRL. 23. Do you have any pets: 1 1/2 cats. 1 cat is fully mine, and I co-parent her brother. 24. Do you want to change your name: I think I’ve effectively done all the name flipping necessary to feel comfortable with it, so nah. 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Um. That... that’s a good question. I think I just... maybe had good food and watched a movie? 26. What time did you wake up: Like 11:55 AM, just in time to get my computer open to start work XD. 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Playing the Sims and watching Parks & Rec. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: BLACK PANTHER! THOR: RAGNAROK!! STAR WARS!!! 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Mmmmmm... I wanna say October? 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I’d make myself very wealthy to solve literally every single problem I, my friends, and my parents have. 31. What are you listening to right now: The background music for Final Fantasy XV. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yeah, my grade school principle was a Tom. 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: Capitalism, not having money for the things I need, and how hard it’s been for me to focus on/enjoy things lately because *Jean-Ralphio singing voice* ~even on medication, depression makes my life a walking nightmaaaaaaare!~ 34. Most visited website: Tumblr for sure.
RANDOM INFO:
35. Mole/s: A few all over. 36. Mark/s: Tons of scars, can’t really think of any birthmarks of note. 37. Childhood dream: Archaeologist, dinosaur hunter, historian, astronaut, pirate, queen of England... the list was long and unrealistic. 38. Hair color: Light blondish-brown naturally, purple by choice. 39. Long or short hair: Long as fuuuuuuck. 41. What do you like about yourself: My eyes are a cool color I guess, and my hair is usually really soft and smells good. 42. Piercings: 3 per ear, two on each lobe and one each in the cartilage. 43. Blood type: Literally never been tested so I have no clue. 44. Nickname: Bree is the most common that I usually use in place of my real given name, Briana. My dad used to call me Bubbles for reasons I still don’t know, some friends called me Breezy in HS. Right now the only other big one is Bryn (online only). 45. Relationship status: Single as fuuuuck. 46. Zodiac: Capricorn. 47. Pronouns: She/her and they/them (rarely he/his). 48. Favorite TV Show: Penny Dreadful, it’s the most beautiful show to grace the world ever in the history of everything. 49. Tattoos: None. 50. Right or left hand: Righty. 51. Surgery: I had to get stitches on my head when I was little. It’s a dumb story. 52. Hair dyed in different color:��Hell yes! 53. Sport: Quidditch. On the computer. That’s it, I don’t like sports. 55. Vacation: I’d love to properly explore Europe, do some more putzing around the UK and actually visit France. 56. Pair of trainers: Uh, none right now. Like I said, I’m not a sporty, active type of person so if I don’t need ‘em, I don’t got ‘em. I prefer boots and like, Keds-type slip-on flats types of things.
MORE GENERAL:
57. Eating: Nothing healthy, I’ll tell you that much. I’m trying to restructure my diet and exercise rn to lose weight, but 100% honestly that just means I’m gonna get tall 2% S’mores Frappuccinos instead of grande regular (whole milk) ones. 58. Drinking: I’ve been making a conscious effort to drink way more water, especially cause the summer makes me even more dehydrated. 59. I’m about to: Probably play the Sims? Or rewatch Castlevania hehe. 61. Waiting for: MY FIRST COLORED CONTACTS TO GET HERE AL-FUCKING-READY SO I CAN TRY THEM OUT. 62. Want: Student loans paid, more money in my bank account, and my new work schedule to start already. 63. Get married: It would certainly be nice with the right person, but highly unrealistic. 64. Career: Well, I’d prefer to be a film actor already, but until I’m more financially stable, my current job is alright.
WHICH IS BETTER:
65. Hugs or kisses: Both are great, but honesty bomb warning, I’ve been pretty touch-starved my whole life thanks to social anxiety so I’m not used to either, especially kisses. Those tend to come more easily only when I’m drunk and there’s lots of people to kiss. 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes for sure. 67. Shorter or taller: I prefer taller, and in fact would love to be taller myself, but oh well. 68. Older or younger: Younger than me just really weirds me out, although Tom Holland makes me feel a way or two. Older actually feels way better, particularly in the 10-15 years range, but I also know that if just like 1 or 2 years younger feels weird to me, then 10-15 probably would feel too weird to them. So I’m just resigned to living alone for the rest of my days. 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Nice stomach, and with nice arms would be a bonus. 71. Sensitive or loud: If... if this is referring to sex, then I can’t tell ya as I’ve never done it. I would hazard a guess, just based on who I am, that I’d prefer sensitive? 72. Hook up or relationship: The very idea of a hookup repulses me and drives home how incredibly demisexual I am on top of everything else. 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Uh....???? I... I guess I’d prefer someone who’s more hesitant than troublemaking, because that means they think about their actions first?
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. Kissed a Stranger: Yes, while highly intoxicated AND high AND in an environment where I felt safe, which was the only way that was ever gonna happen. 75. Drank hard liquor: Yeeeeeeeeup. 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: YES AND IT’S THE MOST OBNOXIOUS THING EVER ESPECIALLY WHEN THE SHRIVELED DRIED UP CONTACT SUDDENLY SHOWS UP ON YOUR FLOOR A FEW DAYS LATER. 77. Turned someone down: Yeah. 78. Sex on the first date: As stated earlier, never had sex, so no. And I never would unless I already knew the person a while before the date. 79. Broken someone’s heart: Not that I’m aware of. I’m not really heart-breaker material. 80. Had your heart broken: Mostly by myself with my insecurities. 81. Been arrested: No. 82. Cried when someone died: Of course. 83. Fallen for a friend: Yeah, on occasion. Usually briefly before slapping my shit brain for confusing platonic feelings for romantic ones and making me have a crisis. Fuck you, shit-brain, fuck you.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: Haaaaah, not really. I mean, sometimes? But depression makes that hard. 85. Miracles: I’d like to, but good things rarely happen to me so it’s hard to. 86. Love at first sight: I believe attraction at first sight can be unusually strong, but that should never be conflated with love. That takes time. 87. Santa Claus: Hahah no, my dad accidentally ruined that for me as a kid. 88. Kiss on the first date: If the date was bad, no, absolutely not. If it was okay and there’s some potential there, a kiss on the cheek seems appropriate. If it was great and there’s a lot of potential there, especially if you were friends already, sure go for it.
OTHER:
90. Current best friend name: Willa and Kelsey (I firmly reject the notion that you can only have one best friend and fuck all you ungrateful cunts who don’t love your friends or yourself enough to have more than one). 91. Eye color: Blue-gray 92. Favorite movie: I... I think it might be Phantom of the Opera? I dunno, that’s always a hard fucking question for me.
*Tagging less than 20 cause man I don’t have the focus to count up that many people: @nerfherding-smuggler, @peasantabuser, @aceofaces20, @mel0dyoftears, @hawkeyepancakes, @girl-in-the-coat, @jo-version-2point0, @thegreaterfool, @bimgnusbane, @radioactive-spacemen.
And of course, it’s totally optional. And if you wanna do it but aren’t tagged, well now you’re tagged, go nuts buddy.
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Tag game fun time zone
Get to know me tag game!
Tagged by @svartalfhild, who is quite the cool kid.
Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.
LAST:
1. Drink: Water 2. Phone call: My younger sister Mary. 3. Text message: Group chat. "Man nod" (poking fun at a typo) 4. Song you listened to: rn I'm listening to Resonance by HOME. 5. Time you cried: Uhhhhhhhhhhhh...a while?
HAVE YOU:
6. Dated someone twice: Nope. 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yeah, but that was part of a much larger thing. So it wasn't the kiss itself, but the kiss was part of it. 8. Been cheated on: No. 9. Lost someone special: No. 10. Been depressed: Meh 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Yup. Don't recommend it..
LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12-14: black red and blue.
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: Oui.. 16. Fallen out of love: Nah. 17. Laughed until you cried: At least one time I'm p sure.. 18. Found out someone was talking about you: I don't think so? Like in a shit-talking way? 19. Met someone who changed you: I like to think I pick up things from everyone I know, but I wouldn't say I've changed fundamentally lately. 20. Found out who your friends are: Not in fuck-you-you-weren't-there-for-me mode. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Yarp.
GENERAL:
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Most of the folk, probably. There are a lot from high school/college, but there are others who are internet friends I haven't met in person yet. There's also a dude from Egypt who one of us befriended the other over a fb game but we've never actually spoken. Oh, and a dude from one of my old chat room/forum things. Never really talked with him either but w/e. 23. Do you have any pets: No, but my roomie does. 24. Do you want to change your name: Naru 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Kelsey and I had a shared bday. We had cake n shiz. 26. What time did you wake up: My alarm went off at 8, I got out of bed a bit after that. 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: I think I was actually trying to sleep then. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Getting back to my apartment. I'm writing this on the bus rn lol 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Close to an hour ago. She and Mary dropped me off. 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I'd dropkick my asthma. 31. What are you listening to right now: Same song as before. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I have an uncle named Tom, so yeh. 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: My ankle being a sack of shit b/c of Ragnar. 34. Most visited website: Tumblr probs
RANDOM INFO:
35. Mole/s: One or two I think? 36. Mark/s: Like what? Scars? Freckles? Dirt? I have some scars (including a chicken pox scar on my forehead and some on my knees from falling into gravel) and some freckles. Fewer than I'd like tho. 37. Childhood dream: At varying points I wanted to be a train conductor person thing, and an archaeologist/paleontologist. 38. Hair color: Brown 39. Long or short hair: Short 41. What do you like about yourself: A few things. 42. Piercings: None, but I've been told I could rock earrings. 43. Blood type: I always forget it. I think it's O+? 44. Nickname: Alex is short for Alexander, but there's some others that I've had through the years like Freaky Elder (middle school thing. Hard to explain). 45. Relationship status: Got a lady friend. 46. Zodiac: Virgo 47. Pronouns: he/him 48. Favorite TV Show: Fuuuuuuuuuuu-Person of Interest, maybe? 49. Tattoos: Nada 50. Right or left hand: Right 51. Surgery: None. 52. Hair dyed in different color: Nah. 53. Sport: Cross country, track, wrestling, soccer, I've played those all. XC was the big one for moi. 55. Vacation: Mostly to Canada or other states. 56. Pair of trainers: Brooks Adrenaline GTS 17. I've used the Adrenaline GTS line since high school and it's served me p dang well.
MORE GENERAL:
57. Eating: I eat a lot. 58. Drinking: I try to keep hydrated. I drink more coffee than tea but I'll drink them both. 59. I’m about to: Get back to my apartment, but that'll be a while so it's not really "about to". 61. Waiting for: Various shiz to load b/c the bus internet is sorta slow (which I get cuz it's free but still) 62. Want: No student loan debts. 63. Get married: Some day? 64. Career: Fucken. Who knows at this point.
WHICH IS BETTER:
65. Hugs or kisses: Both are good, but hugs are easier to deal out and I come from a huggy family. 66. Lips or eyes: Eyes? I pay more attention to those. 67. Shorter or taller: I don't really have a preference, although most folk I'm interested in are shorter cuz I'm 6'2" 68. Older or younger: Just not extremes in either direction. 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Arms? I guess? 71. Sensitive or loud:  I don't entiendo. 72. Hook up or relationship: I think I tend towards relationship? But it depends. 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Nah.
HAVE YOU EVER:
74. Kissed a Stranger: As in someone I had met that night? Or just someone I didn't know, period? Because if the latter, then no. 75. Drank hard liquor: Yup. 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: No. I don't wear them. Well, sunglasses but anyway. 77. Turned someone down: Yup. 78. Sex on the first date: I have. 79. Broken someone’s heart: Yup. Like not intending to hurt but it happens sometimes. 80. Had your heart broken: Yup. 81. Been arrested: Nope. 82. Cried when someone died: I think I cried when my grandparents died? But I was also like, 11 so. Uhh, probably died for my other grandma. That was sophomore year of college. 83. Fallen for a friend: Yeah.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: Usually. 85. Miracles: Nope. 86. Love at first sight: Nah. It's a process if you ask me. 87. Santa Claus: Nah. 88. Kiss on the first date: I have, but it's not my norm.
OTHER:
90. Current best friend name: ??? 91. Eye color: Brown. 92. Favorite movie: L A B Y R I N T H
tagging (screw the rules): @wenamedthedogkylo, @regexkind, @americas-shit-salad
Only if you wanna. Feel free to tag yourself too.
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92 Truths
Tagged by @notime-left :D Thank you! sorry it’s taken so long, i kept starting & getting distracted & then forgetting OTL
Rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, tag a lot of people, 25 to be exact! Tag | @l1nkp1t, @ninja-spacenerd, @littleop, @starcaged, @pretty-eyes-jaeger  (only if y’all want to ofc! ❤)
LAST:
1. drink: Peppermint Mocha coffee :3 tastes like Christmas *^*
2. phone call: someone called at work
3. text message: to my Mom
4. song i listened to: something on the Electronic for Studying station on Pandora
5. time you cried: hmm, it’s been a few months now I guess
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice: against my better judgement, yes.
7. been cheated on: allegedly, a few times. No proof but some pretty damn good evidence.
8. kissed someone and regretted it: Not really? There are people I probably shouldn’t have kissed but I can’t say I regret it.
9. lost someone special: yes
10. been depressed: 4 years & counting (related to the previous question)
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nope, never been drunk
LIST 3 FAV COLORS:
12. Blue
13. Red
14. Black
IN THE LAST YEAR YOU HAVE:
15. made new friends: I have! :D
16. fallen out of love: no, that was almost 3 years ago now
17. laughed until you cried: yep! ^_^
18. found out someone was talking about you: nah
19. met someone who changed you: nope
20. found out who your true friends are: I’ve known who they are for years ❤
21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: a few someones actually (it was a long time ago)
GENERAL:
22. how many facebook friends do you know in real life: 98% of them, I rarely add people I haven’t met irl (i’m not really on there a lot anyway tho)
23. Pets?: none rn but I want a lot!! a Pomeranian, a hedgehog, and a bird at least :D
24. Change Your Name?: nah (well, the spelling could be more common but oh well)
25. what did you do for your last bday? >.> I don’t...remember? probably went out to eat with my family or something
26. what time did you wake up: initially it was like 6:45a.m. because I set early alarms because I always fall back asleep...so by the time I actually got out of bed it was like 7:10 a.m. (I was laaaaate as per usual)
27. what were you doing at midnight?: sleeping~
28. name something you cannot wait for: getting my life together? financial stability? a career in something I don’t dread getting up for every morning? ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ
29. what did you last see your mom? this morning
30. one thing you could change about your life: uhmm...not be in debt from student loans would be cool
31. what are you listening to right now?: silence o.o
32. ever talked to someone named Tom? my grandpa was named Tom
33. something that is getting on your nerves: how parts of my job aren’t getting done because other people aren’t doing their jobs properly >.>
34. most visited website: this blue hell we call Tumblr
35. elementary?:  ✔️
36. high school:  ✔️
37. college:  ✔️ although i’ll probably have to go back >.<
38. hair color: light brown/blonde highlights
39. long or short: it’s currently longer than it was this past summer but i’m still trying to grow it out. it’s almost shoulder length again :D
40. crush on someone? not my aro/demi ass lol ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ
41. what do you like about yourself: my patience, my open-mindedness, my determination to be kind to everyone, my adoration of animals
42. piercings: just my ears
44. nickname: KK, Kat
45. relationship status: single~ & not willing to mingle lol
46. zodiac sign: Taurus
47. Pronouns: she/her
48. fav tv shows: too many~ I guess to name a few: Project Runway, Chopped, Mysteries at the Museum, The Curse of Oak Island ,Too Cute, Dr. Jeff Rocky Mountain Vet, & My Cat from Hell
49. tattoos: none (yet~ who am i kidding i’m terrified of needles orz)
50. right handed or left? right
FIRST:
51. surgery: all of my wisdom teeth were removed
52. piercing: ears
53. bestie: a girl named Jamie; we grew apart in middle school
54. sport: ballet & tap dance? or it might’ve been softball
55. vacation: omg i have no idea, my memory is shit
56. pair of trainers: trainers...like...shoes?? i am confused (idr anyway)
RIGHT NOW:
57. eating: chewing gum
58. drinking: water
59. i’m about to: play Pandora once my coworker leaves
60. listening to: the sounds of the office lol
61. waiting for: my shift to end!
63. get married: noooooope
64. career: Front-End Coordinator
WHICH IS BETTER:
65. hugs or kisses: either is fine but i prefer hugs these days
66. lips or eyes: eyes~
67. shorter or taller: i like being taller bc i am smol but i don’t always mind (unless you use my head as an armrest & then there’ll be Issues (: )
68. older or younger: older? depends on what we’re talking about i guess
70. arms or stomach: bara arms ^^;
71. sensitive or loud: i don’t do well with loud so...
72. Hook up or relationship: meh. neither really. relationship if i have to chose
73. troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant bc i’m not trying to get into trouble ^^;
HAVE YOU EVER
74. kissed a stranger: nope
75. drank hard liquor: yep
76. lost glasses/contacts: contacts ALL THE TIME
77. Turned someone down: yes
78. Sex on first date: no
79. Broken someone’s heart: supposedly
80. had your own heart broken: yes
81. been arrested: no
82. cried when someone died: of course! D:
83. fallen for a friend: ugh yes, it’s the worst (a con to being demi i suppose)
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. yourself? usually
85. miracles? yes
86. love at first sight? no
87. santa clause: uhmmm
88. kiss on the first date? it’s up to the people involved but personally, probably not
89. Angels? yep
OTHER:
90. current besties name: I have irl 3 besties: Kae, Tiffany, & Anya
91. eye color: blue~
92. Fav movie: ugghh so many!! The Proposal, Moana, & The Road to El Dorado off the top of my head
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you know how fucking hard everything is? im in foster care, im mentally ill, i miss my siblings, one of my brothers is in the army and another is a runaway who’s missing and prolly homeless, my sisters dont ever talk to me and school is so fucking stressful. like Fuck i know i dont have bills to pay or student loans to worry about but i have trauma leaning over my shoulders and im constantly fucking terrified of everything and everyone. Trust issues for days and all i wanna do is lay down ANYWHERE and throw a blanket over myself. Even in this 105 cali heat. everything’s really hard rn. Going through a breakup, dont know who my birthfather is, my birthmom’s husband is dying and they want me to donate part of my liver after they abused me for 15 years. I ran away from home two years ago after getting punched so hard on my ass that my whole fucking right buttcheak was purple. sometime’s im too scared to get up and get WATER because if i just GOT UP AND MADE SURE I WAS HYDRATED I’D GET SLAPPED OR YELLED AT OR THROWN DOWN THE HALLWAY. life’s really rough man. fuck everything right now, as a foster youth my chances of graduating highschool are 20%. 1/5. im on track to graduate and i’ve only got 9 months left but. fuck. i could just not and people would just shrug because im not expected to amount to much, if anything, anyways.
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