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magnetothemagnificent · 11 months

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14, 15, 33?

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(8 and 24 already answered)

7. Are you the "token" queer person in your family?

Nope, my first cousin once-removed was out as a lesbian and dating a woman while I was still a baby gay haha

14. How do you think other factors like neurodivergency or upbringing have impacted your identity?

Oh they've affected them a lot. More in the sense of how I express my gender. I don't do things like binding because of the discomfort from my fibrocystic breast tissue and autism. I express my gender through Jewish gender expression, and not so much the Western American expression of masculinity.

15. How has your identity changed over time?

Well, I went from cis bi to cis lesbian to cis butch to nonbinary lesbian to straight trans man and now to bi trans man, where I feel most at home :)

18. How old were you when you got to attend your first Pride? Who did you go with?

Hm, probably like...13? I attended a Pride event by accident, I was with my homophobic grandfather and his sister and our car got stuck in traffic because of the Pride festival, so my grandfather and his sister were like "ooh haha let's get out and look at the homosexuals haha" and bought me a rainbow flag as a joke. Little did they know I was a little closeted queer kid and was having the time of my life lmao. I still have that flag somewhere.

25. What queer discourse frustrates you the most?

The discourse of whether trans men face a unique form of oppression or not. There's people saying trans men can't face a unique form of oppression because men don't face a unique form of oppression, and yeah, sure, cishet able-bodied white men don't, but oppression doesn't act on a single axis. The misogyny a white woman faces is very different from the misogyny a black woman faces, for example. Men and boys of colour are treated very differently and face unique forms of violence by virtue of their gender. Jewish men and boys face unique forms of oppression by virtue of their gender, etc etc. I've talked about the stigma and vitriol towards circumcision a lot on this blog, and that's actually an example of the specific oppression Jewish and Muslim men face. It's a gender-based prejudice. And it's got nothing to do with women. It's not "misplaced misogyny". I don't know what word you want to use for it, but it's a specific gender-based axis of oppression. Quite frankly telling trans men that the specific gender-based violence and discrimination we face is just "misplaced transmisogyny" or "plain old transphobia" or "just misogyny" is abhorrant. I don't care what you want to call it, discoursing over "oh but so and so invented this word so we can't use it", etc, is a waste of time. We're wasting time discoursing about which words to use and not use. I don't care what you call it, call it "gobbledeegoop" for all I care, but acknowledge that it's real and let trans men speak on their own oppression. And also for the love of god stop sending death threats to anyone on either side of the field, trans men are allowed to have complex feelings and don't deserve hate just because they use or don't use certain words.

33. What about your LGBT identity do you feel proud of/ want to recognize/celebrate?

All of it? But honestly shout out to woefully single bi guys :/ Let's normalize having no one to kiss at Pride haha

Thanks for the asks!

#pride asks

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riverstardis · 1 year

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step right up:

here we go😬

“there he is! dr quickdraw! firing off resignations like there’s no tomorrow” “it is heartwarming to know that my career’s such a joke to you” “don’t sulk nibbles i’m just glad you chose us over that trip down under” “really?” “now i can throw you the best welcome back night out ever! i’m talking shots, strippers, dancing on tables til your feet bleed” “ooh yes you know me so well”/s sjskkfkfkg i miss themmm also it’s funny to think that cal didn’t even know he was leaving and would’ve only found after he’d decided to stay because he wasn’t on shift in the previous ep

ethan’s new mantra “find good in every scenario. positive internal mind projection” yeahh that ain’t even gonna last into next episode i’m afraid bestie😭 cal’s like “you do realise that spells pimp?” he obviously didn’t sjskf “your new lifestyle choice is the way of the pimp! finally a profession to be proud of!” “shut up”

lmaoo big mac puts a photo of dixie up in the ambulance station and says to iain something about him missing that cheeky grin already and iain’s like “you’re joking aren’t ya? that’s not a grin, she’s gloating. we’d all love to shoot up the cornish coast, mac, christening every b&b with our new sexy lesbian lover. but alas, some of us have got responsibilities” 😭😭😭😭

charlie points out to cal that emilie’s there

sjsjjff dylan says to ethan “so i hear the big australian adventure is off, is it? i thought all people of your age wanted to travel to hot countries and bungee off canyons?” and he says “err no stomach for heights so not on the bucket list” they’re making sure to let us know he’s scared of heights ready for him facing that fear later in the episode

i wonder if he’s going to go to australia when he leaves next year then? though i’m sure his fellow passengers on that long ass flight will love him for travelling with a 2 year old💀

lmaoooo robyn “ethan, i just wanted to say i’m really pleased that you’re staying, especially after dixie left us for that hottie” “er, well, not much chance of that happening with me” “all you gotta do is ask!” SKDKFKFKF he just raises he eyebrows and robyn carries on “anyway, i bought us some celebratory doughnuts, and i saved you a jam one especially” “oh thank you, i’m actually allergic to the preservatives in those. it’s like hive city” 💀

emilie flirting with charlie sjskfkfk

“well that’s all i am really, local eye candy” gross😭

lol of course ethan ends up treating emilie, even after cal was looking for another doctor but specifically not ethan

but when cal comes in he tells him that lily needs his help and he’ll take over with emilie

“people usually think she’s just kicking off and i tell them that she’s autistic and i can see their brains thinking dustin hoffman, gambling genius. well i took her to vegas and she didn’t win us a penny so, total waste of a holiday” thank god she’s not an Autism Mom(tm) and has a sense of humour that isn’t about how much of a burden her daughter is

aww the autistic girl sash asks if she can wear ethan’s glasses and he’s like “of course, just don’t ask me to do any surgery without them” skdkdkkf

lmaooo rita’s like “i thought you said she wasn’t good with strangers?” and the mum’s like “oh no i taught her to only acknowledge the cute ones”

emilie calling cal son😬

lmao lily’s over-explaining the ct scanner to sash while she’s distressed and ethan asks her if all this is really necessary and she says that studies show people with autism respond best to descriptive imagery and like to know plans in advance and he’s like “yeah sure but they also say that everybody on the spectrum is different and i think you might be scaring her” and lily nods like yup sjskdkkf okay lily bestie don’t tell me you didn’t read those studies and relate an unusual amount hm?

aww sjskfj emilie notes that cal’s still so protective of ethan and starts telling a story “on holiday, seaside caravan. you were 4, michael- ethan just turned two. both ran off, hunting for crabs” before cal interrupts her

i really want to hear the rest of the story😭 i also wanna know why they went to a seaside caravan in the christmas holidays💀 (cal would’ve been in reception so it was probably in a school holiday, and with cal’s birthday being in february it could possibly have been half term except ethan just turned 2 so it must’ve been christmas)

another thing that interests me about this is that presumably if she was taking them on holiday it was before she started to struggle to look after them which means that it must’ve been some time after this that they were taken into care so cal must’ve been at least 5

cal offers to take ethan out for lunch instead of the wild night out and ethan says he’s far too busy but he does appreciate the gesture “uncharacteristically thoughtful as it is, it’s sort of rather touching so thank you” don’t be too touched bestie he’s just trying to get you off site so you don’t find out who emilie really is😭😭

“just because i wasn’t fit enough to be your mum, doesn’t mean i never wanted to be” :((((

okay but how did sash get from the hospital back to the fair so quick though??? and on her own???

poor emilie :(

actually that reminds me i was looking for a fic that i read ages ago and i was gonna make a post asking if anyone knew it but since i’m thinking about it i might as well ask here first before making a separate post. it was the lead up to them being taken away told in the form of letters to and from emilie. i don’t remember where i read it but i’ve checked my ao3 bookmarks and my ffnet favourites so it might’ve been on here, it is considerably more difficult to find fics on here after all

now how did she even get up there???

go ethan!!

“heights. why does it have to be heights?” sjdkfkfkkf

the obvious green screen😭

welp there go his glasses

this is so unnecessarily dramatic skskdkfkf

i swear his glasses just broke but now they’re intact?? maybe they’re a spare pair

oh yeah lmao sash points out his glasses are wonky and he says they’re his spares

lmaoo noel’s like “i didn’t think you had it in you buddy” to ethan and he’s like “positive internal mind projection” and noel goes “…pimp?” 😭😭

oop when i said ethan and jack never interact again apparently i lied

“the dynamic duo: mac-man and heartthrobin!” heartthrobin😭 there’s a hardy joke in there somewhere too😭😭

aww ethan thanking lily for convincing him to stay🥺

“it struck me today with sash, we make the perfect team” “yeah?” “you deal with the face to face interactions, allowing me to cut straight to the medicine, avoiding all unnecessary distractions” “by that do you mean people?” “precisely. go team!” SJDKFKJF I MISS THEM SO MUCH😭😭 also relatable

“huntingtons, it’s been known to affect mental health. sometimes years before symptoms show. when you felt you couldn’t care for us, the depression, it wasn’t neglect, it may have been your condition” :(

“emilie isn’t just a patient, she’s our mum” YOU MIGHT WANNA EXPLAIN A BIT MORE THAN THAT BESTIE😭😭 okay i know they probably just wanted a dramatic bit for the end of the episode and he presumably explains fully afterwards but still😭

edit: i just read this and crystal yu talking about lily and ethan’s friendship is just🥺 but she also confirms that the actress who played sash is autistic herself and this was her first tv role!

#classic casualty #step right up #if you’re wondering why it’s taken me like a week to watch this it’s because i was busy having a university induced mental breakdown #but now i’ve submitted all my coursework (most of it late😭) i’m free to do more important things like watch casualty #anyways i really like that in this ep the family problems aren’t anything to do with the daughter being autistic #ik casualty’s usually pretty good with that but it’s still nice

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postmodernmulticoloredcloak · 4 years

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Avatar: The Last Airbender episode 3x05 ☆ﾟ*･｡*･

Beach episode Fire Nation style! I was actually hoping we’d learn more about Mai and Ty Lee and hopefully this is our chance.

Zuko’s hair is getting so long lol.

They’re going on an island where they used to go every summer as kids. Oh boi. There are going to be flashbacks and it’s going to hurt, uh?

The island is cute... but they’re staying with the two old ladies. Who say the beach has some kind of magical power that can help you understand yourself and each other... and get in swimsuits.

Meanwhile the gang is also relaxing in a lake. But Aang gets seen by Fire Nation soldiers who send a message to the Fire Lord. *facepalm* You had one job.

Meanwhile the Fire Nation gang is the most dysfunctional bunch of people ever and it’s the funniest thing.

They get invited to a party by some dudes who don’t recognize them... Azula says she is intrigued by the idea of seeing how people’d treat them when they don’t know who they are. Ember Island reveals the true you...

Zuko’s assassin intercepts and destroys the message about the Avatar being alive. Helpful, thanks I suppose...? I mean, putting the assassin-out-to-assassine-Aang part aside.

I love how Azula is unable to say something funny.

“For some reason when I meet boys they act as if I’m going to do something horrible to them” no one in this family has a grain of self-awareness lmao

I don’t know if Mai and Zuko are the absolute worst or absolute best couple. Both at the time time I suppose. When it was first shown they were a thing I thought it was some kind of fake dating to spy on each other or something but apparently they’re just two human disasters and they click together.

I’m laughing out loud asdfghjkl Azula

This episode is a fucking GEM I fucking STAN whoever came up with this.

Whoops Zuko and Mai broke up. Yeah, the human disasters theory fully explains everything.

Whee the angsty part begins. Zuko goes to their old beach house and remembers the past...

Meanwhile the assassin arrives and his forehead tattoo apparently sends explodey rays. Yikes. Did you blow up Alderaan or something...?

Awwww the beach does indeed work as a therapy session. Everyone yells at each other and blurts out their traumas! Yay! Our favorite disaster muffin finally admits/realizes he’s angry at himself. Because he’s confused and it feels like he can’t tell the difference between right and wrong... you are so close to the point sweetheart you just need a few more steps.

Aww they get back together. Now that they’ve actually talked it can be a healthy relationship! Good, good.

Ooh even Azula gets affected by the feeling-y environment. It weighed on her that her mother thought she was a monster... “she was right of course but it still hurt”. Girl be a normal person for once please

This is cute. Like they’re murderous disasters but they’re cute. I also like the parallel between Aang burning his glider and Zuko burning the family portrait. Always need some good ol’ pars destruens in narratives.

Excellent episode, insight on Mai and Ty Lee was very due, Zuko getting a grain of awareness over his own feelings was very needed, and Azula is intriguing as more than just murdery machine. As I think I’ve already mentioned in another post, it’s interesting how they haven’t been just writing her as “well she’s evil and does evil things” but in a way that makes her really seem like she cognitively lacks a capability for empathy. She seems unable to muster certain basic social skills, understand how humor works etc. I’m intrigued to see the writers’ choices for her because she seems to be written as an autistic kid on whom her father installed a specific script; she was rewarded for sticking to that script and the rest is history. It would run in the family after all.

(We’re going with ‘Zuko and Azula have AtlA-universe special autism that works differently from our-universe autism and just skips several generations as a time or jumps around family trees randomly’ because this-universe autism is generally inherited by the father and we don’t want to be like ‘the genocidal Fire Lords are autistic uwu’ okay.)

#marghe watches atla #atla

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frenchtoastie · 3 years

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19. Favorite pornstar/porn?

Mm well I more listen to audios and don’t really watch things? Like people narrating fantasy scenarios and stuff so idk how to answer the question or if this answer suffices enough

22. Biggest turn offs?

Ooh hm... I don’t know why but it feels like a tough question? Like I absolutely know the kinds of people I avoid based on their actions at like bars and stuff when it was safe to out to bars (or just in life) lmao so like for a general answer it’s a turn off when someone is obviously thinking about their own wants instead of being interested in mutual interest and things that stem off that idea but like otherwise it can be hard to say since I can be very fickle in emotional engagement (it’s the autism 💁🏻‍♀️) But yea I guess I would loosely define it as like, if I sense some kind of an emotional shift that makes me uncomfortable? That’s a turn off for me? Sorry I can’t really define it better 😅

47. Have you ever made yourself sore from masturbating?

Oh lmao yeah. Mainly when I haven’t really been feeling it though and just doing something cuz I was bored. Though I will say, for times it was really good even, sometimes I have given my hands slight cramps before lmao

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preciousmlm · 4 years

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It’s okay!! I have adhd and add and autism so like hyperfixation is my middle name lmao. I’m just very bored and got hella excited to talk to you so forgive me for being so impatient!! But yeah it is! And I think cosmos got another seasons too. I’d love to infodump about space with you some time, though my special interest for the last couple years had been film so Im more we’ll versed in that area-🗝

OMG ND high five im autistic and get hyperfixated really easily especially on Shows/Books rn im really fixated on this show shameless so it is my entire brain HMFMGN but it got another season 🧐 i will have to remember that . and oOh yea u mentioned film earlier what exactly are u into abt it like . the behind the scenes or what o: idk much abt Film as a whole so im interested

#answered #🗝 anon

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grayisholi · 5 years

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@ the DND ask game: ALL OF THOSE QUESTIONS, I CAN'T CHOOSE!! XD (or if not that, the ones you rlly wanna do!!

BOY OH BOY OH BOYIve been answering these throughout the day and I’m too lazy to reread the full document so sorry if I’ve left gaps or whatever but here it is! All 35 questions about dnd! Matt you unstoppable Madman.

1. A favorite character you have played.

You can’t just make me pick between my children!!! I think I might have to say Atticus Sallow, my faeborn bloodhunter, partially because he’s like 100% homebrew content which I LIVE for, but also because he’s probably the most kinda self-insert character I’ve ever played? Almost became the kinda angsty, brooding asshole character before he was like “get your shit together” and learned that loving people isn’t so bad.

2. Your favorite character that someone else has played.

I almost, ALMOST had the pleasure of DMing for @no-more-good-omens and their character was gonna be SO RAD and I’m a little heartbroken he never came to be. A half-drow paladin of Vecna, pretending to be your typical good and wholesome paladin? Dude, I love that kinda two faced backstabbing in a player. It’s such a shame it never came to anything (although if yall still wanna play hmu ;))

3. Your favorite side quest.

Ooh, there’s been so many good ones. Probably when i was playing as Adrian Smirks and went off on a tangent to rescue his brother ? That was the first time I ever got to see Adrian’s more raw and emotional side beneath the suave mask he wears and it was fun to explore his character in that way ^.^

4. Your current campaign.

That I’m DMing? It started inspired by Guy Fawkes and was gonna be “your party blows up parliament” but I got bored of following historical accuracy so it ended up being “blow up the palace in a magical city that just happens to be called London”. I accidentally wrote myself into a hole with this campaign tho, so once they’ve finished this arc I’m handing over the DM hat to my sister @philosophical-wanton because she seems to love it and I kinda miss being a player lmao. I can’t wait for it.

5. Favorite NPC.That I’ve written? Probably Hai Shen, the youngest son of a group of circus performers who were killed and the party got blamed for their murder. He had such a great attitude and his dynamics with the party kicked ass. And the twist that he was actually dead the whole time and it was his soul that had stayed behind to help solve his family’s murder? ICONIC.

6. Favorite death (monster, player character, NPC, etc).

NPC death would probably be Hai Shen, actually. After the party had brought the real killers (A cult to the demon Prince Orcus) to justice, Hai’s time on earth had come to an end. He had really beautiful moment with the party before being reunited with his family. Alternatively, the time I broke my entire party’s hearts? “Artagan’s staff comes cracking into Ellios’ chest, forcing him onto the ground. Artagan raises his sceptre in hand, pointing it menacingly at the young prince. And for the first time, you see him. Like, REALLY see him. He’s not the strong and powerful leader you’ve all come to know him as, he’s not Prince Ellios of the Four Realms. He’s just a boy. A boy who is much too young to be involved in such a grand scheme. And the fear in his eyes. You see the fear he’s managed to keep buried for so long, finally coming to the surface. And then? You don’t see anything, aside from his cold body hitting the ground.” I got punched three times for that moment, but GOD was it worth it.

7. Your favorite downtime activity.

Like in game? A healthy lil bit of vandalising the local law enforcement buildings is always a good time.

8. Your favorite fight/encounter.

Aw man, how can I pick ? I gotta say, that one time we, a level 6 party, managed to take down two earth elementals was pretty rad. The DM kind of expected it to be one of those encounters that we saw and immediately tried to run from, but what she didn’t take into account was that ALL of us had chaotic alignments so we just went crazy. The DM was rolling really badly (thank God) and we were getting really creative (“I use the produce flame centripetal to light my bottle of ale on fire and create a molotov cocktail” “you do WHAT”) and after like an HOUR we won and it was amazing. The rush I got from that victory was better than any drug my dood.

9. Your favorite thing about D&D.

I know I say it a lot, but I legit can’t choose. There’s so many great things about ttrpgs that a lot of people don’t really think of. The creative fulfilment I get from a session is incomparable, the friendships you can build that you couldn’t form in any other way. And like, not to get too real for a sec here, but I grew up with undiagnosed autism and didn’t understand how a lot of social situations worked, and DnD was such a good mechanic for me to try communicating with people without many real world consequences, and I appreciate that experience so much. It’s just such a great thing my dood.

10. Your favorite enemy and the enemy you hate the most.

Can they be the same thing lmao? I mean, I’m obviously partial to Count Cassius, the vampire lord that Adrian slept with lmao. I also always appreciate a good beholder, until I get hit with three disintegration rays IN A ROW.

11. How often do you play and how often would you ideally like to play?

We’ve got kind of a monthly schedule with my main campaign, and I manage to get a couple online games in-between them, but honestly I’d kill to be the kind of group that got together every weekend.

12. Your in game inside jokes/memes/catchphrases and where they came from.

Oh MAN. “I say we do this.” “Yeah, but that’s coming from the guy who decided to tie 3 50ft ropes together to escape the palace.” “iT wOrKeD dIdN’t iT ???” i.e that time I forgot I gave the gnome rogue flying boots so when I planned for them to get arrested at the palace, they managed to escape by tying their ropes together, sending the gnome with it to the top and climbing the wall. I had to improvise the rest of the session. Also “FLINTON BELINDA SKINTON” bc as a role-play exercise I got my party to come up with rumours about their characters and the gnome rogue called Flint AKA Flinton B Skinton decided that one of their rumours was that the B stood for Belinda, and it was GLORIOUS.

13. Introduce your current party.

My current group consists of Flinton B Skinton, gnome rogue. He’s a quick-fingered, silver-tongued gay disaster who can sell anything to anyone. He’s a charming flirt, and a veritable genius in his own right. Kava Daardendrian, dragonborn ranger who loves nothing in life more than her animal companion - her pig Snortin Norton. She’s fun and sassy and shameless, she’s great. There’s Sparks, the fire Genasi Monk, and full embodiment of a disaster lesbian. She drinks, fights, and gets laid, and doesn’t deal with her problems in healthy ways. An icon. And finally Milo, the halfling Bard who falls in love at the drop of a hat and just wants everyone to get along. I call them “The Shenanigang” and I love them.

14. Introduce any other parties you have played in or DM-ed.

A party I joined late? We had Sylvia Moondrop, the half elf sorcerer who was just trying to get along with everyone despite what the world seemed to want. Orland the half orc bard who was just trying to shake off the Barbarian stereotype his family left him with. Rose Morleen, air Genasi fighter who was literally born to kick ass and take names. I joined as Mason Terrai, the Earth Genasi Alchemist with a perchance for explosives. The very definition of chaotic neutral.

15. Do you have snacks during game times?

Of COURSE. What manic wouldn’t ?

16. Do you play online or in person? Which do you prefer?

I used to play online a LOT back before I had friends who were into dnd, but I VASTLY prefer playing in person. The chemistry that’s built not only amongst the players, but also the actual characters themselves is unparalleled. It’s just such a great experience.

17. What are some house rules that your group has?

Anyone can attempt anything, the only restriction is the dice. Don’t question the DM unless it’s out of session, then bully the dm on the groupchat until he’s so pissed off he gives you inspiration just to get you to shut up. And also canon lore and canon rules are bullshit when it’s convenient. That’s about it

18. Does your party keep any pets?

Our ranger, God bless her, has her pack pig Snortin Norton, sold to her by one Flinton B Skinton. And Flint really wants a monkey, he’s been trying to find one for ages.

19. Do you or your party have any dice superstitions?

Not really ? I’m the kind guy that if my dice rolls a 1 I will bench it for a bit, but tbh all my dice are cursed af and I’ve kinda just learned to roll with it by making my characters canonically terrible at everything lmao.

20. How did you get into D&D? How long have you been playing?

Aw man I can’t remember when or how, it’s been so long. I had a couple friends who were kinda into it, but all the games they tried to run were complete disasters. I only really started playing I’m the past year or so? Maybe a little more ? Adrian was my first character, and he was a very RP heavy character in a party of tanks and they all hated him but MAN was it fun.

21. Have you ever regretted something your character has done?

Oh all the time. One time my character was careless and didn’t check for traps on a legendary artefact and it lead to the death of a party member. One time my character got angry at his party and walked out. My characters don’t make good decisions, but that’s part of the fun.

22. What color was your first dragon?

White! I thought it was silver at first and went to go say hi, and it clawed me within half my HP straight away lmao.

23. Do you use premade modules or original campaigns?

Oh dude, original all the way. I live for that shit.

24. How much planning/preparation do you do for a game?

Depends on the session, but usually a good few hours, couple of days if I’m DMing.

25. What have your players done that you never could have planned for?

“You wake up in a mysterious forest. The strained autumn sun shines through the trees. The only thing you can see it each other, the trees, and an old sign post leading to a path that says "Myrrill” on it. What do you do?“ "We walk in the opposite direction of the sign deeper into the forest.” “…of course you do.”

26. What was your favorite scene to write and show your characters.

I wrote a full carnival show one time for them to watch, and then it got derailed when a horrific monster attacked. But writing all the characters and their acts, and watching my players get entranced as I described it ? Magical, my dood.

27. Do you allow homebrew content?

I live and breathe homebrew content. I don’t know what my games would be without it. I LOVE homebrew.

28. How often do you use NPCs in a party?

I make some pretty sick characters if I do say so myself, so I throw them in a LOT.

29. Do you prefer RP heavy sessions or combat sessions?

Oh dude, role play all the way. Fighting and killing stuff is great, but role-play is just so good. We can go from laughing with a bartender to crying over a backstory reveal and it’s just beautiful.

30. Are your players diplomatic or murder hobos?

Depends on the party, but i find the best players are a little bit of both XD

31. What is your favorite class? Favorite race?

Official ? I’m a fan of the hexblade warlock? Bards are always a good call, and to be real playing monks make me feel like an absolute badass. Race wise, there are just so many. If we’re only talking players handbook stuff, half elf is always rad. Outside of that? I’ve been researching the Shadar-Kai lately and I’m LIVING. They’re so rad.

32. What role do you like to play the most? (Tank/healer/etc?)

What would you call the disaster gay? I don’t really gear my characters towards usefulness in combat, so it’s just whatever the class happens to lend itself to.

33. How do you write your backstory, or do you even write a backstory?

I usually write my character, personality, backstory, alignment etc, before I even pick a class or even a race. I basically just make OCs and apply them to dnd rules, and it’s SO much fun. 10/10, would recommend.34. Do you tend pick weapons/spells for being useful or for flavor?

FLAVOUR. My party usually hates me, but what I lack in combat utility I more than make up for in creative out of combat skill checks XD.

35. How much roleplay do you like to do?

Boi, I even RP my combat, and the great thing is it rubs off on my party too. I’ll have a really low initiative and everyone else will be like “I attack and do 10 points of damage” but then on my round I’m like “I use my staff to leap across the battlefield towards the opponent and launch out with a spinning kick to their jaw” and everyone else is like “oh, okay, that’s what we’re doing.” and the battle becomes so much more dynamic and cinematic, it’s amazing !

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re: your post abt wanting to write again - you could probably just do small pantheon au oneshots if you wanted? worldbuilding/character building things, or just little character interactions. thats probably one of my favorite things abt fanfiction, you can kind of take any little moment or thing and turn it into a story and have people fall in love with it just as much as you have. yknow? and i know im Incredibly invested in your au and considering im far from the only person who's asked about it or interacted with posts abt it, i bet itd be well-received

re: your dissociation/derealization/depersonalization posts - i dont think itd be weird to make a separate blog abt it if you wanted to? and id definitely be interested in learning from you, it's a topic i want to learn more about but, like with most things, i get overwhelmed bc i dont know where to start and then i never research it :') or the internet is unreliable, i was researching autism a little while ago and found some contradicting things that honestly just confused me more

also do you know the song 888 by Cavetown? it has just kinda been Me for the past month or two and i really like it :) it makes me want to learn how to animate (and draw better lol)

oh my goodness i am just. constantly writing essays in your askbox and i dont usually realize it until i go to proofread and have this moment of "oh yikes i am Not rereading all that" ahah . hope your day was good, or at least bearable <33

re: re: wanting to write i could i could i could i could... maybe i will !!! i have two big like Epic Stories planned out for the au that would kind of like. establish a better understanding besides just reading lengthy descriptive posts that i kinda wanted to write first but im also lazy and dont want to write them. also i dont want to write the wilbur one at all becuase that's such a long story it could be a fic of its own and we all know i've only ever written two full fics in my life and both were when i was 12-13. actually thats not true i wrote more when i was 8-10 but never published them. but dude i dont DO full fics 😭 maybe i could condense it,,,, idk dude. but yeah i have at least one i could write out that wouldjn't be too lenghty? but it would really just Make More Sense with the bee duo myth written first. IDK KJDSFKLJDS thank you for the encouragement though <3 hopefully soon i will do this ahahha

yeah!! i might but also thatd be a lottttttttt of talking about it ive realised. might just slowly work on the info post post it, and let people ask me questions here lmao. if i get op is a dream stan ed then theyre in the wrong not me becuase thats literally a hella important post??? but. yeah

i know OF it but ive never actually listened, so i will do that now :] ooooh the guitar is pretty :OOO

nope i dont mind!!! i see them and i go ooh!!! a stardust ask :DDDD yay!!! and my day was nice, i hope yours was as well!

#ask #stardust !

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