#aroacedrienne

[meanderfall]

reeper

favorite thing about them: Can I say everything? I love his sass, I love his depth (example: when he sympathizes with the omnic extremists in uprising, even though he fought and won a goddamn war against them), i love his competence and how badass he is, and most of all, I love just how goddamn smart and clever he is. He’s a tactical genius my dudes.

least favorite thing about them: It’s obvious I have a certain fondness for edgey-ness, but it’s sort of annoying because I feel like an immature 10-year old boy gushing about how cool he looks and how he could kill anyone, and yeah tumblr likes mocking Edgey McEdgelords.

favorite line: I’ll stick to just voice lines and say “No one left behind.” (though apparently he had a datamined one “Come at the king, best not miss“ that was eventually given to Doomfist, that i adore, and i think fits him a lot like omg. And “Just win, baby” is a good one too. And who could forget the iconic line from the uprising comic “I’m not the one with the statue.”)

brOTP: McCree and Genji obvs!!!! Like I guess Ana too, but like. McCree. Genji. The blackwatch peeps. I love them. (and like. D.Va. Lucio. Tracer. Reinhardt. Zenyatta. Sombra. Let him have friends dammit!!!)

OTP: Reaper76 (I know shocking isnt it adri? You never would’ve guessed that.)

nOTP: I have yet to see anyone ship him with Moira and I thank every single deity in existence for that.

random headcanon: He was always willing to throw himself in front of a bullet for someone before, but now that he’s an immortal abomination, he doesn’t think twice about any damage done to himself, because 1) it’s not like it would kill him and 2) if it did, he would probably thank the person for finally managing it. Meaning he views himself as expendable and will risk himself so much

unpopular opinion: Reaper is a good person, infiltrating Talon to take them down on the inside, and he isn’t prone to violent anger at all. Nor does he really hate Overwatch that much, he’s just really really bitter. And self-loathing, because I bet he partially blames himself for what happened.

song i associate with them: cruel world by sam tinnesz, as you know adri

favorite picture of them: adri we both know what im about to post

#aroacedrienne #reaper #overwatch

[helheimawaitsyou]

Thank you so much for the great response to my latest Red Dead Redemption 2 Gif. I wanted to say thank you but also sorry that I made you tear up a little according to the tags you used when you reblogged the post :D

I want to share a few of those tags - I’ve read every single one and I’m glad you like the post! To kick this off, here one of the unused gifs I made for the gifset

@ninja-nurse “I thought I was done crying over this game... apparently not... 😭“ Ahhh, I’m sorry, but I’m glad you like the gifs. The scene with “I’m afraid” is really heartbreaking”

@dixierose1998 “Fucking OUCH“ I have to admit, even for me it was hard to edit this thing because of the context. It’s just so saaad. He doesn’t deserve this 😭

@unusual-raccoon “Just restarted and I’m so scared because I know what’s going to happen.” I know right? idk if my heart can handle a second playthrough 🙄

@sketchyeh #my fucking heart

@seraidan  #gosh i cried so much

@itspiperchapman  #i just finished chapter 6 yesterday #i haven't cried so much over a video game character since mass effect 3

@secondlastk  #ah :(

@nellyhoran  #bitch im fucken.... CRINE !!!! Sorry 😬 😬

@hawkke  #i love suffering The feels *sigh*

@mimicmorgan  #this is beautiful Thank you so much!!!

@ingeniousahole  #THIS FUCKING GAME DUDEEE#!!!!!

@vonspe #Ah yes #The heartbreak #Thank u op #No but this is a rly nice edit super sleek I’m sorry :D but also glad you like the gifs!!

@bogatyris  #hey i make myself cry twice 🙃

@somniar  #im crying irl Nooooo😢

@xovalkyrie #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

@canisluneslunes #Big fucking mood

@avaruusfaija #woooow ;__;

@arthurmoorgan #every time i see a gif of the deer i tear tf up #my poor baby

@antonymmouse  #lie down#try not to cry#cry a lot It’s so true :(

@arctolatries  #noooooooooo im not ready for this We’ll never be ready for this I guess

@imissmypants  #i am screaming

@saracenrunaway  #beautiful Thank you! <3

@attentiondefictwitch #ouch..

@sagersdangers  #cowboy cry circle rn

@c0wbyz  #<3 Thank you!

@arthurmorganismyhero  #😭😭😭 #my baby

@annie-knowby #im cryin in the saloon

@tinybaphomet #my heart hurts Mine too :(

@fjordlavorre  #i feel. so much abt this game

@prettyboyarthur  #sobbing#just break my heart again Sorry 😬

@kawaiibooker  #holy shit i'm 😭😭😭😭

@fixusi  #don’t you fucking dare remind me of these words #my soul and my heart hurt Ahhhh nooooo sorry 😬

@furyswipe  #dont do this Too late :(

@hoovesmadeofsteel  #ok who cryin rn

@aroacedrienne  #BRO i deadass cried my eyes during the ''i'm afraid scene'' like wow.....#r* came for my life with this game 😭😭

@amovingtarget  #me: finds out a game is heartbreaking #also me: wow i can't wait to play this game i gotta get it asap #i love to suffer

@beechershoe  #what the fuck pleas i dont need this right before work

@phoeniyx  #wow way to fuckin break my heart.

@deadfatheremporium  #k i can cry at work it’s fine

@tragedy-on-broadway  #rude Haha :DD

@friend-proxy  #wow

@thedaybreakers  #don't ruin me like this I’m so sorry

@braithwaites  #oof... ow... ouch The feels

@chuckhansen  #will i ever know peace again????

@hellhound-s  #lovely Thank you!!

@flawinthemachine  #fml This is so true!

@aatticsaltt  #ARTHUURRRR #my baby #honey #sugar #sweetie pie #love of my life #its ok It’s not me who is crying. 😢 Beautiful words!

@xdefinitelymaybex  #my heart 😢

@radiojamming  #OWOWOWOWOW

@gayass-arthur  #STOP I have more gifs, sorry :D

@spldercop  #hey op thanks for making me cry #appreciate it Sorry aaaaaa

@mmechromancer  #welp there goes my heart

@yovalo #yes hello i'm still miserable

@crashofworlds  #sobbing

@athurmorgan  #Do Not “In the end. i did.” - Arthur Morgan

@red-dead-and-cry  #tears #are literally pouring out of my face #he didn't deserve that Your url is so true!!

Thank you so much for your response. I did this gifset for you!

Thank you!

#long post #rdr2 #reply #text

[rex-laqis]

VERY IMPORTANT QUESTION

@meanderfall @aroacedrienne

My ohones dying so i cant message u but do u guys wanna play ovw sometime tonight/this weekend?

#delete later #the squad hasnt happened n i miss u two #n im in exam hell in a week #n its always easiest 4 us to group up

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@aroacedrienne

[armadil-lo]

Rules: Answer the questions and tag some blogs you’d like to get to know better!

I was tagged by @aroacedrienne - thank you, love! :D

Nicknames: Lola, Lorenzo, Laurence, Loz, Lo, Armadillo and Arma are all acceptable. Star Sign: Picses! Time right now: 5:59 pm Last thing I googled: ousa poetry competition Favourite music artist(s): Ed Sheeran I suppose is the main one haha. Song stuck in my head: Mirror Mirror (White Trailer), Jeff and Casey Lee Williams Last movie I watched: Meet the Robinsons Last TV show I watched: I watched the first episode of Voltron the other day What I’m wearing right now: My RWBY onesie, holla When I created this blog: It was sometime in September 2015, shortly after the end of RvB Season 13! Kind of stuff I post: Rooster Teeth - mostly AH/FAHC but also RvB, RWBY, Camp Camp, that kinda thing. Also the occasional personal post, fanfic/poetry or bad fanart. Do I have any other blogs: Hoo boy do I! There are the aesthetic blogs for some of my OCs - @danni-osullivan @colton-halter @hamish-dobbs and @jasmine-fortis - my Check, Please! sideblog - @bestfriend-sundae - a couple others that I’m working on but are secret for now since they have no posts, and then of course the shared @textsfromthefahc blog :’) Do I get asks regularly: I wouldn’t say regularly, but I wouldn’t say rarely either..? Why did I choose my url: My internet name has been armadillo for about 3-4 years now and it’s just another variation of it. Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff! Puff pride :D Pokemon team: As in pokemon go..? Because instinct in that case heh. Favourite colour: It’s been blue for years but purple recently has been pretty up there too? Favourite character: Favourite character ever? Yikes, um... I kinda wanna go for Jack Frost from Rise of the Guardians. Number of blankets I sleep with: Just one, sometimes two in the winter. Dream job: Author Following: 265... too many... Number of posts: 5056

I am going to tag @villageglow @miss-ingno @airrichan @shadeofazmeinya @portinagoldstein @davidelizabethbowiestrider @dmitrimolotov @gaywood @doctorzieglerwrites and @attackthellama if you guys wanna do it :)

#me stuff #tagged

[meanderfall]

another one for the fanfic meme!! yellow, red, green, blue, orange, purple, pink, white, grey/gray, aaaand black!!

“Comeon, Agent Washington!” Caboose said, holding out a blue and yellow-accentedhelmet. “We have to get in formation!”

Washscowled fiercely, but couldn't stop from flushing bright red, and Lord Tuckerentered his room, cackling.

Heturned right at an intersection, drawn towards that direction, and almostwalked right into someone.  Someone hecould see through and was bright green.

“Delta?”

But the worst part wasn’t the scorched earth andcompletely lifeless landscape, nor was it the stormy brown clouds above. No,the worst part was the lava that was slowly inching its way up the mountain. Itbubbled and simmered an awful sickly orange as it creeped up bit by bit, notfast at all, but inexorably to the top of the mountain, going against all lawsof physics. 

Churchshook his head and was about to move past Delta when he noticed someone, abouthalf of Delta’s height  in purple powerarmour, hiding behind him.

“Uh,and whose this little guy?”

“Thisis Theta; he represents your trust. Theta, do not be afraid. He is you.”

“Okay,you,” Church said, indicating Delta, “Stop that Alpha bullshit. My name’sChurch. Someone has been lying to you and it ain’t me. As for pipsqueak overthere, uhhh… it’s nice to meet you?”

The sun rose slowlyover the peaks, painting them a beautiful orange and pink. She was supposed tomeet her future instructors at midday at the bottom of the mountains. If shewas going to make it there on time, she needed to leave soon.

“Well,look who finally decided to show up. Lavernius Tucker, I take it?” The teacher,a blond, white man asked, pushing his square-rimmed glasses higher up his nose.

"Whatdo you want from me?" Washington hissed. His hand was pushing against hischest, forcing him up against the locker, and his was way too close forcomfort. His mind might have turned to the wrong thoughts if it weren't forWashington's cold, harsh gray eyes that easily precluded any kind of fun times.

“Yeah,I’m just gonna… stop talking now.” And Tucker determinedly faced the front andrefused to so much as glance at the bomb he might’ve inadvertently set off nextto him for the entirety of the class. He barely registered what was happeningin class, but his notes were the cleanest and most in-depth they had ever beenin his life. Who knew teachers wrote so much on the blackboard?

#thank you my love i also hate you #describing things is my one weakness #i may have cheated #a lot #aroacedrienne

[meanderfall]

for the one word prompt meme: laugh, with your favorite character atm from any fandom!!

A/N: Thank you, my love, for indulging me and sending in a prompt! Deciding to go with Gabriel Reyes because yes. Also, if you were expecting fluff... I am so sorry.

Jesse watched in the shadows as Reaper decimated his opponents. They were members of one of the gangs that infested the city, terrorizing the citizens and taking advantage of the desperate. He couldn’t say he felt much sympathy for them, and having his former mentor unleashed on them seemed only fair. Probably a kinder fate than what they actually deserved.

Reaper moved quickly through the crowd, getting in close before they could even react, and taking full use of the space to confuse them and even hurt each other before disappearing into the shadows to ambush them from a different angle.

It was a master at work, and bittersweet nostalgia pulled at Jesse’s heartstrings. That is, until Reaper finished his last opponent and laughed.

Cackled, really. It was dark and hollow sound, like the creaking of an empty home long abandoned and rumored to be haunted.

It was loud and deliberate and so obviously fake.

Jesse stepped out from his hiding place. “You sure enjoy being melodramatic, don’t you?”

Reaper whipped around, shotgun aimed directly at his face. He could pull the trigger and end Jesse’s life at any moment. Jesse didn’t react and stared steadily past the gun to Reaper’s mask.

“And you know me so well,” Reaper growled, not quite a snide remark and not quite a question. 

Jesse still couldn’t quite reconcile Reaper’s harsh voice with the much softer, and even sweet, tone of Gabriel Reyes. The fact that he could ever sound like that was wrong on a fundamental level.

“Better than most,” he replied.

A beat. Neither moved.

And then Reaper lifted his shotgun out of Jesse’s face, scoffing.

“You always were a fool. I guess some people never learn.” Reaper dissipated into smoke and disappeared into the night.

Jesse watched him go silently. “If I am a fool for wanting to help you,” he said softly to himself, “I’m only here because of what you taught me. Only got yourself to blame, boss.”

#my fic #reaper #mccree #overwatch #i was caught between two ideas for this? #it was either the above or a fic set in blackwatch #where jesse and genji realize they've never heard gabriel laugh and wanna hear it #so they try things #but idk i wasnt in the mood for fluff #and it would've been long #so PAIN #aroacedrienne

[meanderfall]

//swings through your window and breaks the glass in the process: tinderbox, treasure, morale, hiccup, anomaly, and murmur!!

Tinderbox - What do you cherish most?

Easy! My friends obviously and all the wonderful moments we have, legit the brightest part of my life, thank you all for being here for me.

Treasure - What is your brightest characteristic?ffffffff, dont do this to me, is this your way of making me try to see the good parts of myself, this is unfair. This is actually giving me an existential crisis I have no idea who I am, and what my characteristics are. I’d like to think it’s how supportive I am and my empathy? Because like if anyone needs anything, I’m always open to listen and hear you out and help however I can. (Now that I think about it, I’ve given quite a few pep talks and advice over the years because friends and classmates would open up to me about their problems (even though for some of them we’ve never interacted at all?? and why?? would you talk to me anyway??? i dont understand but it happens.))

Morale - Is your castle made of glass or stone?

Is this question asking about my self-esteem? Surprisingly, I’m pretty comfortable with who I am. Like, I have flaws and problems (like procrastination and how im a socially anxious mess), and i want to work on those and better, but if someone asked me if I wanted to change something about myself, I would honestly say no. (Though i might ask for the depression to go, i could do without that). So any personal attacks don’t bother me, (except from like friends or family. those people could take me down without any problems.)

(confidence is different though, because like I may be fine with who I am, but I also think who I am isn’t worth anything, and no-good, which isnt helpful when applying for jobs. Academic stuff is fine though, i have a healthy confidence in my academic ability, enough that im not nervous about grades, but not so much that I think I’m perfect and I’ll do well on everything)

Hiccup - What makes you nervous?

ANY KIND OF SOCIAL SITUATION, PRESENTATIONS, JOB INTERVIEWS, BUYING TICKETS AT THE MOVIES, ASKING FOR DIRECTIONS END ME

Also, admitting any kind of failure or weakness to my parents, I’d rather run away from home than tell them anything.

Anomaly - What do you find unique about yourself?

Absolutely nothing. There is nothing special or unique about me, and you could probably find a friend who’s even better than me at any point. The only reason I could be considered unique is because I’m the only ‘me’ in the world (and I’m easily replaceable)

(I may be comfortable with who I am, but that doesn’t mean I think I’m worth keeping around. It’s contradictory, i know)

Murmur - How do you deal with drama?

Be oblivious to it happening. Honestly, I’ve never been a part of any kind of drama in my life, like even the drama within my family, I’m oblivious to it, and when my parents divorced I only asked them to consider the financial repercussions of the decision (I was like 11 at the time). Apparently some shit was going on with some people in high school? a lot of people in high school. And I had no idea it was happening. I’m happy just hanging out in my corner with my friends, and somehow I’ve attracted people like me who don’t do drama, and just want to happily spend time with their friends. I’m just here to have a good time. If you have drama and want someone to listen, I’m here for you, but I’m not taking part.

#aroacedrienne #about #THIS IS LONG YET AGAIN #IT'S THREE AM

[meanderfall]

hello meander i am here to compliment you!!! u are an amazing person and i love u with all my heart!! u are very kind and such a creative soul, your writing and gifsets give me life on a regular basis, nd also i love seeing u excited on my dash even when its about fandoms i'm not in, also u put up with the onslaught of memes and all-caps yelling sessions that i send your way and honestly?? i appreciate it

you made me cry

thank you my love

#sweet messages #low-key really relieved to hear from you bc now i know you're okay #you probably just dont feel up to talking yes? #or maybe something is happening in your life #but i am happy to get this from you bc it likely means #that whatever it is it probably isnt it too bad #or you're getting better and healing #aroacedrienne

[meanderfall]

//jumps through your window, i'm officially hopping on the bandwagon (which is now a motorcycle with three sidecars that hold me and the two other anons). in your 1239 word long wash meta you mentioned you had "digressions about how Wash interacts with Locus (bc i have Opinions)" and so i stand humbly before the greatest sage of our generation and ask: what are these Opinions?

holy fuck adri, remember when you asked me this ten billion years ago??? I just did (which is a shame bc i was just about to go for a nap but I couldn’t stop thinking about all the things I wanted to say, SO HERE WE ARE). lmao I know you asked for like a five page essay with mla citations and i was going to do that bc it would’ve been funny, but im a lazy piece of shit, so have this rambling mess instead. (I also didn’t rewatch the chorus trilogy like I was planning to, so y’know I might be wrong on several things)

I don’t entirely remember what the original context of what you quoted me on was, but I do remember that I was going to point out that Wash really doesn’t care about Locus at all.

Like, you’ll notice that before being kidnapped and during his captivity, Wash actually seems kind of open to what Locus is saying? Enough that he actually has flashbacks to who he was during the Recollection trilogy, and trusts him enough to accept Freckles, no questions asked. He was giving Locus the benefit of the doubt, which is honestly kind of a first for Wash. And then Locus turns out to be a backstabbing douchebag and yeah, I’m pretty sure that cements Wash’s opinion that the only trustworthy people are the BGC.

And you can tell the moment Wash stopped being done with his bullshit. The moment they find out that Freckles’ has a tracking device in him.“It was a lapse in judgement, it won't happen again.“ (Red vs. Blue, season 12, episode 16, ‘Out of the Frying Pan’) (there’s your mla formatting you fuck) You can just hear the self-recrimination in his voice, and from that moment on, he is completely done with Locus, and refuses to admit they are anything alike. (Oh right! I think this point was supposed to tie in with Wash’s issues with betrayal and how he doesn’t really give second chances.)

But yeah, jumping off of this and onto my other Opinions... I always thought that RT trying to like draw parallels between Wash and Locus was foolish and nonsensical. The two of them are honestly nothing alike and idk if that’s shitty writing or brilliant writing that shows just how little Locus knows.

Because here’s the thing: Locus is trying to find validation for his point of view of being nothing more than a weapon, and following orders. He’s trying to convince himself that what he’s doing, destroying his own agency, is okay, because otherwise he is willingly going along with orders he finds to morally reprehensible and has to deal with that guilt. Locus is trying to deny that he has responsibility for his actions.

Wash never really did that. At least, not in the seasons we see the most of him.

It might’ve worked if we had gotten like a full season of just the freelancers that went from its inception to its downfall, but we only just got the downfall part, so we have very little of Wash (or any of the other freelancers) just ‘following orders’. They do! But it’s not presented well imo? Like, it took work York pointing out that they were fighting the cops and asking if they were good guys for me to even notice anything wrong. Maybe I’m just blind or unobservant, but they should’ve explained what was happening or presented it better for it to work. (tbh the freelancer seasons were never my favourite seasons and the ones I remember the least about.)

And anyway, by the time we see that, Wash had already moved on to doing what he wanted to do? Like shooting South? All him. Destroying the AI fragments? His choice. Shooting Donut and Lopez? He wanted to do that. As far as I can remember, he never actually got orders to do that, he choose to do it.  So when, during his flashback, he goes “I was just following orders.”? It rings real fucking hollow to me. Wash has never done that, and in fact, would probably find that idea to be fucking dumb bc the one time he did, he ended up getting completely fucked over (aka project freelancer).

He does say “I did what I had to do”, which also tries to deny fault because it implies that he had no choice but to do what he did, but there’s also a sort of underlying idea of motivation? “I did what I had to do, to get what I want”. It’s acknowledging that he did commit his actions, but also trying to argue that you can’t fault him because he had no choice but to do them (which is bullshit and Wash knows it.) 

But Locus is trying to deny any kind of responsibility for what he does and tries to fit himself into the idea of just being a gun. That he has no moral obligations or agency for what he does. (Which doesn’t work, because as it turns out, Locus has a pretty strong moral compass and can’t deny that he is doing awful things for no good reason, and that doesn’t work for him.)

But yeah, Locus and Wash being foils for one another never really worked for me, because the both of them are coming from completely different places and motivations. (Ironically, you could even argue that Locus actually has a better moral compass than Wash). They are too different for what Locus was pushing to work. And those are my Opinions and digressions. (idk I might have more, I haven’t watched the chorus trilogy in so long, so who knows, this is what you’re getting though.)

#rvb meta #my meta #almost a thousand words of meta #just for you adri #my love #i hope you're happy #agent washington #locus #aroacedrienne

[meanderfall]

//puts head in hands, 1 15 19 29 36 39 nd 47 for the writing meme?

1: when did you start writing? I mean, if we’re talking ‘writing’ purely in the sense of coming up with and telling stories, then i’ve been writing stories since i was like 3. Instead of reading bedtime stories, me and my dad would come up with a unique story in “Meander’s playroom” every night. I don’t remember much, but I do remember there being a never-ending slide, and a flying rocking horse. (I think the plot of one, was me going down said slide, but I was too scared to get off? So a giant teddy bear went to the bottom of the slide to catch me when I got off.) In the sense of actually physically writing stories, I must’ve been 10 or 11? Ironically, that first story is the one ive made the most progress in, writing over 20 000 words for it. Shame it’s so awful.

15: What would you say has inspired you the most? Honestly? You and every other writer. I don’t really get envious whenever I read other’s people work and see how good they are. Rather, it gets me so motivated and excited and inspired to write, because look how good they are!!! Look at how they manage to make the words soar and paint beautiful imagery and gut-wrenching scenes!!! I wanna do it too!!!!

19: Do you prefer writing on the computer or longhand? WHY DONT YOU JUST ASK ME TO CHOOSE BETWEEN CUTTING OFF A HAND OR A FOOT WHY DONT YOUHere’s the thing, that 20 000 word story i mentioned? Aaaalllll written long-hand. And tbh, there’s just something about how physical it is that appeals to me? It’s easier to write ideas and scenes and just spitball, bc there’s less pressure, and then just re-write it on the computer and edit it. EXCEPT, that takes so much time and im lazy my guy. And it’s so much easier to write on the computer? You make a mistake or want to add something in, you can just hit backspace and edit, whereas physical is so much more hassle. and you get so little done writing longhand? typing is so much faster. Lmao, if i had the time and energy, i’d probably do it longhand and then type it up on the computer while making edits29: Which do you find easiest: writing or editing? Editing. Like, writing is more fun, but it’s so much more work? whereas with editing, you’re just polishing what you have. Sometimes it’s hard to distance myself, but as long as i let it sit for a few days, it’s easier to go back and just see it as a piece of writing instead of something personal.

36: Do you listen to music when you write? GOD NO. Music is so distracting for me, and a lot of the time it just gives me a headache, if i try to write while listening to music. There are rare occasions though, where I need some kind of white noise in the background because the silence is too distracting, and I’ll put on the sound of rain, cats purring, or video game music.

39: What’s the weirdest story idea you’ve ever had? I’m sure there’s a really weird one, but I can’t remember it, all I can think of was this one story where a teenager starts having chats with her own soul, and i dont know what was going to happen afterwards, just a lot of philosophical talks with her own soul.

47:If you could steal one character from another author and make then yours, who would it be and why? ...Does it have to be from a book? because I feel like Gabriel from Supernatural might be one of the best written characters I’ve encountered, so brilliant, and the writers aren’t doing anything with him!!! From an actual book, I might have to go with Julian from The Forbidden Game, because he’s such a deliciously evil, yet morally gray character? lmao he spends the entire series trying to trick his love into binding herself to him, yet keeps protecting her, and even making his tricks pretty easy to get out of honestly, and he loved her because she was a light in the darkness, and yeah, i love me devious characters with a code of honour, characters who have good and pure reasons for doing what they do, but going about it in such a wrong and evil way. and lmao, there’s actually a good reason for why he’s so inhumanely beautiful. i love him, and how he was written, and i want more of him.

#about #personal #writing #no read mores we clog up dashes like men #aroacedrienne

[meanderfall]

5 11 17 22 28 30 for the identity ask!!!

le gasp!!! Adri has graced me with their presence in my inbox!! Rejoice!! 

5. do you think of yourself as a human being or a human doing? do you identify yourself by the things you do?This question fucked me up. Okay, I’m pretty sure I identify myself mainly by the things I do? Because see, I don’t feel any kind of attachment to my body. I consider it to be mainly a tool I use to interact with the outside world, but who I am comes from my mind (or soul if you want to be spiritual about it), and you can only express who you are by doing things. Or maybe to put it another way, someone could tell me I have all sorts of qualities, that I’m sweet, I’m smart, I’m funny, I’m sarcastic, etc. but I wouldn’t believe it until I had actual evidence of me doing those things. So to sum up, identities like gender, physical appearance, ethnicity, and the like, are all kind of meaningless to me because all of that has to do with my body physically, and everything else about me isn’t true unless I’ve shown those qualities.

11. describe your ideal day.I’ve already responded to this question on a previous ask, but for you I shall copy and past the answer I gave:

I wake up before noon and eat food. I spend the afternoon with my friends, playing games, watching movies, or just silently enjoying each other’s company. I come home, have supper, and then go out for a walk. I come back in at like 7pm. I go to my computer and spend the rest of the evening writing with a cat curled up and purring on my lap, sometimes chatting with adri and drace and ranting to them about the writing process and how it sucks. i go to bed at like 2 or 3 am because i stayed up all night, as I adore the night, but that’s fine, I can just sleep until 10 or 11 am. At no point do I interact with my parents or older siblings, in fact, I no longer live them.

17. would you say your tumblr is a fair representation of the “real you”?Nope. It’s a side of me, the more dorky and fangirlish side, with sprinklings of my mental health and the meta posts attesting to the side of me that’s always thinking, always analyzing, but. There are other sides to me too, the angry and bitter side, the sarcastic side, the hyperactive side, the quiet one, the “leave-me-the-fuck-alone”, the romantic, the academic, the math-lover, and so on. I tend to filter those parts of me from my blog, because a) this isn’t really the platform for all of that and b) my tumblr is a side of me that rarely gets indulged? Especially the kindness and sweetness, and the yelling about fandoms. 

22. list the top five things you spend the most time doing, in order.Honestly, number 1 is probably reading fanfic. Number two would likely be watch achievement hunter, number three would probably be tumblr, number four would be sleeping (though i think 2-4 are pretty interchangeable tbh), and number 5 would be listening to music while playing sudokus probably.

28. on a scale from 1 to 10, how hard is it for someone to get under your skin?Depends on who you are. If you’re like one of my older siblings or my parents, I would probably sit at a solid 4, aka super easy they just gotta say the right thing. Anyone else? Meh, an 8? a 9? maybe a 7 or 6 depending on my mood? I don’t know, I’d say it’s pretty hard to annoy me, and if you do, I can usually forget about it a few minutes later, no problem. Like, the only time I ever got so annoyed at someone that I scolded/yelled at them, was when we were playing soccer in gym class and they were putting in zero effort. (Keep in mind that physical activity tends to make me emotional, like sometimes I think the only way for me to know if I’m sad or upset about something is to go running and see if I cry or not). But yeah, I think the only think that really gets under my skin are people not doing their jobs, like flaky teammates or someone who said they were going to do something but then never did it. Kind of rare to encounter in the great big world and it’s not like anyone would know that about me unless I told them, or they saw me get mad. 

30. pick one of your favorite quotes.“Grown-ups love figures... When you tell them you've made a new friend they never ask you any questions about essential matters. They never say to you "What does his voice sound like? What games does he love best? Does he collect butterflies? " Instead they demand "How old is he? How much does he weigh? How much money does his father make? " Only from these figures do they think they have learned anything about him.” ― Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince

#thank you my love #<3 #i hope i understood those questions properly lmao #aroacedrienne

[meanderfall]

🌙 🌸 🌦 🎼 🎁 🎮 😊 👕 🌌!!!

🌙 - do you miss someone right now? yeah, drace, and i miss my best friend a lot, and two of my other irl friends from high school, i havent talked to them at all in like the past four months??? i wanna spend time with them

🌸- who is most important to you right now? hmmm i suppose it would be you and drace

🌦- sunshine or rain? RAIN, RAIN SO MUCH!!! it’s spring and it’s been super rainy these past few weeks and ive never been happier

🎼- favorite music genre? alt rock! (which lmao is probably a surprise considering how much i love oh wonder and sleeping at last, but yeah most of my music is alt or rock, or even metal, anything with a great beat and a shredding guitar is my jam)

🎁- favorite holiday? despite all of my hangups with my family, i actually adore christmas??? idk it’s like the one holiday that has ever felt magical to me

🎮- do you have any hobbies? reading, writing, making gifsets, watching let’s plays. ive also dabbled in softball, tennis, making bracelets, drawing and making music, but that stuff lasted like for like a month before i never picked it back up again lmao

😊- what makes you the most happy? being productive. which is odd considering how much i procrastinate and waste time but. i like doing things, i like making things, i like living, it’s just hard to actually get to doing things.

👕 - describe you style.  during the summer, it’s jeans and a t-shirt or tank top. winter, it’s more like those women in christmas commercials?? with those really soft sweaters, that are turtle necks and they look soft and adorable and really cozy. that me. (low key i wanna wear skirts and dresses but i need money to buy clothes and i dont even know if they have anything my size. I also!! really want a leather jacket or trench coat.)

🌌 - what are your dreams? I am living in a house. I can afford to live reasonably well. I have a cat or two. I might even be living with one of my friends. I have enough money to afford to visit my friends that don’t live near me. I’m a published writer that’s reasonably popular. I am content. I am no longer troubled by my family.

#about #thank you my love!!! #<3 #i wonder if i can upload that one little bit of music i made?? #it's bc my laptop has like a music making program and i fiddled around with it #the music i made used to be phone ringtone before i switched phones #havent changed it back yet #aroacedrienne

[meanderfall]

A C D E J K T and W!!

//wraps you up in blankets and snuggles the hell out of you

ADRI, ADRI MY LOVE PLEASE! YOU’VE PRACTICALLY SENT ME EVERY POSITIVE LETTER FROM THAT POST

YOU’RE TOO GOOD FOR ME ADRI

#u can tell im overwhelmed #by the fact that there is little to no punctuation #the face im making is fantastic #<3 <3 <3 #sweet messages #adri i hope u dont mind that i answer publicly? #i have a tag for nice and positive messages i get from people #(which is rare but whatever i want the tag) #and sometimes when i feel down i go through it #lmao there's not much #but it makes me feel better #aroacedrienne

[meanderfall]

//rubs hands together in excitement, how about: shiver, blink, night, repair, hands, and hug!!

entire paraghraphs are one sentence right?

Hisface was heating up, embarrassed as his own reactions. He could also feel thesmug grin Jack was wearing pressed against his throat.

Hescowled. “Shut the fuck up.” Jack bit him in reply and his entire body jerkedin response, heat flooding him completely. He panted slightly as Jack lickedand kissed the area soothingly.

Jackfinally stepped away from him, his eyes, dark with lust and intent, raking overhim. His gaze almost had a physical presence and Gabriel shivered under it.

There is no blink, and I’m so fucking shocked im calling bullshit.

Genjinodded in agreement. “Yes, Commander Reyes was always quite enthusiastic aboutthe holidays. He would organize group activities and cook and get everyoneinvolved in decorating the base. He even dressed up as Santa Claus one year,and spent the entire work day in the outfit. Said that if we could not have theday off for the holiday, then he would bring the holiday to work.”

“It’s an absolute nightmare,” McCreemoaned.      

lmao that’s close enough to “night” right?

apparently no one’s repairing anything either.

Therewas something almost ferocious in his gaze, and his grey eyes were cold. Thedeep bags underneath his eyes didn’t help in the least, nor the numerousband-aids that criss-crossed his face, and Tucker got the distinct impressionthat the kid was pissed, fucking tired with the world in general, and wasperfectly a-okay with murdering a dude. Tucker knew, at least, that Lina andTex actually liked him a little bit (that or he was so far beneath them thatmurdering him would be a waste of their time) but it was obvious that his labpartner did not give a single shit about him or anyone and had no compunctionto even pretend like he wouldn’t hurt someone.

Thatbeing the case, Tucker was careful to avoid looking directly at him, keepinghis gaze directed at either the guy’s hands that were being covered with hisoversized grey hoodie (a weirdly adorable sight that did not fit with the guy’sgeneral attitude and made Tucker kind of uncomfortable) or at the teacher atthe front.

Churchsnorted beside him. “We learnt about the priority of operations with exponents.A five year old could do it.”

“That’sfunny, coming from someone who’s actually inCaboose’s class,” Grif said.

“Shutup. And what did we say about PDA?” Church asked, looking pointedly at Doc’sand Donut’s interlocked hands.

“Aw,come on, Church! You only said no kissing and hugging!” Donut pleaded.

“Thatlooks a lot like a hug to me. It’s hand-hugging. Worse, because it’s sneakier.”

Tuckerrolled his eyes. “No wonder you get along so well with Tex. Just let it go,dude. It’s not the end of the world.”

#adri #ask meme #<3 #aroacedrienne

[meanderfall]

top 5 WORST hellfire team comps for mystery heroes

is this for my team or the team im up against???

-foubjorn is hell and should be banned.-ANY TEAM WITH MORE THAN ONE BASTION IS FUCKING BULLSHIT.-SCRATCH A TEAM OF TANKS WITH A BASTION AND A HEALER SHOULD NOT EXIST ESPECIALLY FOR PAYLOAD MAPS FUCK THAT BULLSHIT SO HARD OMG-Two orisas at once is impossible trust me i know these things, you cant win-a team with a junkrat. just one junkrat and it’s op.-Any team with a decent Symmetra should rot in hell for eternity, she’s too much

As for my team:-Doomfist should never have been created, he is impossible to play or keep alive, ban him from the game Fejj-S N I P E R  T O W N-Genjis are only marginally better than doomfist-any team with a moira, just because i dislike her as a person (and also ngl she should be up there with the bullshit team comps of the team im up against what a bitch)-No more Zarya please. Please I have so many hours on her bc of mystery heroes. I want to live, give me my life back.

#aroacedrienne