#anyways this part made me cry

[mnemonicmew]

They left a family drawing in it.

#in stars and time #fanart #isat #my art #odile isat #I headcanon that there was def a generation who let their toddler draw into the book #odile #anyways this part made me cry #twice #isat spoilers

[gunsatthaphan]

🤏🏻🥹🫶🏻

#first kanaphan #gmmtv #nooooooo look at him!! 😩 #the floof babygirl agenda is going HARD today #and im not complaining #look at my boy hes soo 😭😭😭 #can I have him pls #there was a part where first said he thinks his outfit is cute today and khao said he agreed to be nong first today #which made me clench my chest but I couldnt find a good clip of it to gif 😩😩😩😩 #but anyway yeah they never let me live for one second #fcking hell #crying in a corner from all this adorableness lately #WHERE IS THAT ROMCOM ISTG #GIVE IT TO THEM YOU COWARDS THEYRE LITERALLY BEGGING FOR IT ATP #and so are we

[ialwaysknewyouwerepunk]

harry, as venus by botticelli

the birth of harry finally come to life, thanks to the incredible visions depicted in de amore ex tempore, a fic by @persephoneflouwers that has me dreaming like i haven't in a while. thank you <3

#my art #i haven't put this much effort in a piece of art in a WHILE #i'm so proud i could cry #i took the liberty to add his tattoos despite it not being accurate for the fic or the time period #of course #i made a version of harry without the tattoos but it's just not the same #harry isn't harry without his tattoos #as a tattooed person myself i know my tattoos are an inherent part of me #anyways. #angie this one's for you #and also very much for myself #as a venus and harry obsessed person #de amore ex tempore #deat #harry styles fanart

[mintypsii]

GEAR 5 LUFFY I LOVE YOU FOREVER

#THIS TOOK ME ALL DAY SOBBBSSS I HAVE SM HOMEWORK #luffy is more important tho #screenshot redraw from the new ep cuz it made me crazy it's so good im crying exploding #AAGHHH #tried a new style of rendering i hope it looks . ok #idk if i like it but like im not gonna leave it in my drafts forever #op #one piece #one piece 1100 #episode 1100 #luffy #monkey d luffy #gear 5 #joyboy #sun god nika #gear 5 luffy #egghead #mintart #my art #art #oh also his hat isnt there cuz it's supposed to be part of the yellow behind him but i later realized that that was a bad idea cuz #then it meant that my lighting was all wrong cuz yk the sun and light and yeah so anyways JUST IGNORE #THE LIGHTING OK UMMM WOWW SHINY COLOURS

[evilmacdennisevil]

thinking about mac for too long actually makes me physically ache with sadness. he wasn’t loved by his parents, he never got to have young love because he forced himself to pretend to be straight, he lived in fear that god may not love him for being gay because he sees his sexuality and his religion and opposing forces (‘they’re at war’ 13x06 and the whole mfhp dance) and where he originally sought solace in the found family of the gang he’s slowly realising they might not love him either (‘you guys like me, right?’ 13x01). even so, given the crippling codependence of the gang and the fact that they’re so far down this road of mutual destruction that they are now barely able to forge new relationships, he sees dennis as a last resort to seeking an unconditional love that he has literally never felt, but the only way he can imagine that happening is by literally poisoning him to make him dependent on him.

#i headcanon him as autistic and to me this is part of that #like he was taught by his family and friends that being himself was not enough/not right #so he decided to become everything to everyone #but this just made people see him as desperate and needy #he views love as soemthing that is earnable not inherently deserved #but nobody has ever told him that he deserves love so he doesn’t believe it #anyways sorry for making u cry etc #iasip #mac mcdonald #macdennis #it’s always sunny in philadelphia

[itspileofgoodthings]

Sweet things from an otherwise brutal week:

—ran into a parent who saw me and said “Macbeth right now, right? My son is so excited about it” and when I say I would never have ever guessed that. Except that as soon as he said it I was like oh yeah, he’s been volunteering to read more than usual and looks the smallest bit more awake

—I was doing some basics of writing review with my sophomores and touched on the ‘don’t use first person pronouns’ rule and we were talking about why and then Jane Eyre popped into my head so I told them that first person pronouns could be used to great effect in fiction and quoted the “reader I married him” line and two girls GASPED in wonder and delight. It was the CUTEST

—I passed two 7th graders in the hallway and they were talking about chicken nuggets and I said “I LOVE chicken nuggets” and they started to laugh and as I left I heard one of them say ‘I love Miss K.’

#I would also add that when I taught my 8th graders the word evocative one of them raised their hand and was like ‘hey is that what happens #to the food critic in ratatouille’ #and I was so delighted that then we watched that scene for 10 minutes #but my anxiety won’t leave me alone about that choice #lol #so #teaching tag #anyway just recording. also faith if you’re reading this this is why your ask last night made me cry and was perfect timing #😭😭😭😭😭😭 #anyway the chicken nuggets moment made me spiral a little bit because I was like ‘what if that’s the only reason anyone likes me’ #‘and I’m not actually a good teacher’ #also also. the Macbeth student has been going through a brutal time lately and I think this is part of turning a corner #so that makes me so happy #anyways sorry this is ALL the details but just trying to get it all out

[hotvintagepoll]

absolutely gutted by the bloodbath that is the comedic guys' polls. donald o'connor was doomed on the vampire website and i can live with that. but danny kaye? dick van dyke?? if you didn't walk away from mary poppins with a lifelong crush on van dyke what even was the point. anyway. genuine propaganda, watching van dyke drop the silly for a moment and tell mr banks to go be a parent to his kids (spoonful of sugar reprise/"a man has dreams") gives me chills to this day. the little smile at about 3:00 in the video i found (idk if tumblr will take links so it's right as he says "like sand through a sieve") kills me

Donald O'Connor vs Vincent Price

Fernando Lamas vs Danny Kaye

Marlon Brando vs Dick Van Dyke

#hey anon submit the video. tumblr will let you. i just watched it and david tomlinson made me cry #when did mary poppins get so heavy metal i don't remember this part?? #anyway side note. SOMEONE should have submitted david tomlinson. we could have used his funky little freak quality in round 1

[r0b0t1me]

a little bundle of hope

bonus. didnt want to leave cassandra out of this

#my art #rottmnt #rottmnt movie #i simply think casey being born or found in the trash (canon) (real) #made leo finally shape his shit up and start being a functioning leader #or at least brought back a part of himself #in wanting to be a good role model/parental figure #anyway drawing this made me want to cry and sob #bad future

[thebirdandhersong]

I think the problem. the problem is that I have always been afraid of not being invited into the inner circle. and am always wanting to be part of the inner circle. inner circle being the circle of love and companionship and communion. of course being a TCK and a bit of a sheltered homeschooled oddball child has nudged this further along over the years. but I didn't realise how STRONG that desire still burned. to actually be wanted.

#in other words today has been an oddly sad day! discovering that the friends you've made have their own group chats #that are separate from the general group chat (that no one ever talks on) that you aren't a part of is......... i don't know #i KNOW i'm liked by them and i KNOW they love me but do they WANT me around? #like. i know i'm not UNpleasant to have around. i am a good listener and a good conversationalist. #i work very hard at it because it doesn't come naturally to me. #but clearly that's not enough to be added to exclusive group chats! clearly that's not enough to be part of inner core circles #i don't know this just came out of nowhere and i feel as if i've been slapped in the face #sitting at a table where people are talking about the thing someone sent to the group chat #or the photo or quote or reel someone sent to someone else is....... bizarre. #i am trying not to be so hurt by it! i am trying not to take it so personally #it happens. i know it happens. i know it will keep happening. it is just that i thought this was a place where i wouldn't be lonely #and this is the dorm community i've invested so much of my time and energy and love into since last year. #so i think i'm justified in being a little upset! #i'm not crying about it but that's because i'm not about to cry with other people sitting here in the study lounge! #the math is probably really wrong here but i thought that if i poured love in for the sake of pouring love in #somehow somewhere along the line i would also receive love. that i would actually be a part of this community. #anyway that's not going to change how i live here! i committed myself to doing my best this last year #because i don't want anyone to feel left out or unwanted or lonely. i already made the decision #to do everything i can to love the people here. #i'm not trying to toot my horn this is just what i actually want to and have decided to do! #i have birthday cards planned! i have midterm snacks planned! #i've just worked out how i can print christmas and easter cards and stickers! #i'm GOING to love darn it all i'm GOING to pour love in #i think it hurts especially because there's the boy problem going on too #of not being wanted in an area that i DIDN'T expect to be wanted in #and then learning that there is a collective not being wanted in this whole community #it is a Lot and it is very hard and i don't know what to do with it! #i have had this lie (that i'm inherently unloveable and undesirable) in my head since childhood #and i've worked SO HARD to shut that voice up. and it is so so hard to not believe it right now

[criminal-sen]

Today is 'coming out to my parents day' for me (for reals this time) and i'm having. a bit of a rough one finally typing out my spiel. Where's 'mutual who can instantly teleport me a fuckin xanax' when I need them T_T

#why do i have a spiel? i can (maybe) hear you wondering #well #i am bad at talking:) #anyway i just got to a point in spiel that made me start crying #so hopefully that won't happen when i'm reading it:p #we come out with the same calm and professional energy as a job interview around these parts (aka in my brain) #i'm even throwing in some light jokes:/ #also 'spiel' has been an open blank document for past seven months

[wulfhalls]

.

#over three weeks now since hes gone #sometimes ill hear a noise and think. ah well there he is. ofc hed be back he wouldnt just leave me like that #like a specific way the wood would creek when hed jump up to his favourite sleeping place. the way his paws sounded against the glass door #the floor when he made his lil tap tap tap walk across the hall. #still haven't put away his boxies or his lil things or his bowls. #i still talk to him like hes lying just out of eyesight in his favourite boxie #we always did my puzzles together (i did the puzzle and he ruined it) and we just started one a few days before he. well. #i miss him all the time everywhere #cant stop crying. but like the curling up on the floor weeping type. #its like missing a limb or part of ur soul lol #collecting his fur like its treasure but then the realisation comes that thats it. thats all ill ever have of him now. #for the rest of my life. just this #and then we're back on the floor weeping lol #but i bought a locket to put some of it in so hes always with me still. #anyway. SUICIDE #bb boy #txt.me #u know the spiel. lets not talk about it i just needed to type it out #bb baby

[theworstcreature]

Damn

#screaming crying throwing up at this #seriously though this is beautiful #idk ajr just means so much to me #like ever since I’ve found them (still so thankful I did) #idk it’s just made my life better all around #I feel more understood somehow #and ugh I can’t explain it #it’s just such an important special part of my life at this point #maybe that’s the special interest talking bit still #anyways I love ajr #and I love jack #and I love the little ajr tumblr community so much #yall are awesome #ajr

[sneez]

some posters for conrad veidt films with my cat mole edited in in mspaint

#i have been watching. A Lot of conrad veidt films recently #the man who laughs is now one of my favourite ever films ive watched it three times in the past few weeks and i cry violently every time #i love all of them though hes so much fun to watch and so lovely i wish i could have met him #also hes like the best actor who has ever existed and im a homosexual so can you blame me #anyway ive been having fun putting mole on the posters. shes a star :) #i havent talked about her much here but my life basically revolves around mole she is my world 4 ever #i wish you all could meet her she is very small and old and i adore her with every part of my being #i hope you are all doing well friends i am very almost on holiday (yippee) so will hopefully be around more often #yippee 2 #ghost post #id in alt text by the way i thought it made more sense for a post like this

[animalpetcel]

Hey! AK EN translated the Arturia manga! I think some of these are the panels that spoke out to me

When she used her magic on her parents, esp the contrast between it. The first encounter with her mother even establishes that Arturia, with a somewhat childlike yet well-meaning understanding of the difficult situation her mother is in emotionally and decides that if her mother can do what makes her happy, that is what is most important, even if it lead to her death.

And for her father, it shows how it could look to an outsider someone who knows what her power is and fears what they would do if no longer held together by their inhibitions and society. It is obviously a terrifying thought and rejecting it is the logical(?) course of action.

Everything unfettered is not always kind and it is not always cruel. It breaks the social contract everyone agrees to follow in order to live but it is not something that I think is a purely evil action because we all know how the social contract can put the same people it exists to help into horrible binds.

Also Executor explains her motivations better then me:

she's like, an emotional hedonist whose somewhat childish beliefs would always lead to chaos bc society would never work if people just said what they felt and did what they liked but she's not pursuing this out of some malice for the world or a desire to see people succumb to chaos or pain, at least imo.

#arknights #idk if this made sense #Arturia is going to become like Ho'olheyak to me #Where I get mad at 90% of the fandom bc I think they're being blind to the reality/more interesting parts of the character #even while being aware that the game actively plays into the surface level interpretations that these people have to make money #why did I have to become obsessed with these girls? #agony and suffering #anyway I'm really excited for ZT and if I get Viviana instead of Virtousa I will cry myself to sleep bc I can't afford to miss Degenbrecher #and I am a f2p who doesn't prioritize limited banners most of the time

[daydreamsinthemoonlight]

another parallel that makes me sad:

"Your face was a mess. It was such a weird goddamn melange, your pointy-ass chin, your stubborn-featured, dark-browed face, a battered than the last time I'd seen it, but-wearier than I'd ever known it to be. Your eyes had little smudgy lines next to them, and they were there at the corners of your mouth, marks of this huge, exhausted sadness. You could always leave everything else behind, but you never got rid of being so absolutely fucking goddamn sad." (pages 391-392 of harrow the ninth)

"Nona couldn’t quite believe that they couldn’t all see it; but they weren’t watching, goggle-eyed, they hadn’t even seemed to notice. It was in Kiriona’s every movement—the bright, swift flexions of her arms, and the way she swung her legs, big and brash, and the weirdly easy, light grace with which she moved her dead body. Nona had never seen anyone so sad in her whole short life. It made her nearly afraid to die." (page 289 of nona the ninth)

#nona spoilers #ntn spoilers #tlt #the locked tomb #the page numbers are from the htn paperback and the ntn ebook btw #anyways i got to that part of nona and immediately thought of the harrow quote and it made me cry #tazmuir unlocking shrimp emotions in me rn

[splickedylit]

Chapters: 1/1 Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Additional Tags: Crossing Timelines, Hurt/Comfort, Badass Future Selves, Lots of references to Bad End Timeline stuff including:, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Implied/Referenced Grievous Bodily Harm/Amputation, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Self-Sacrifice, (All deaths closer to the latter but some with tones of the former), everything is okay now, But Boy Was It Not Okay For A Minute There, If an alternate version of you gets your memories do they become you, are they still really themself if they have all your memories as well?

Summary:

“Yeah, I’m still me,” Leo says. “This guy’s just in here too, now. Along for the ride.” His chest still feels kind of like it’s exploding; he breathes through that and straightens up, pretending to straighten his bandanna, scrubbing at his prickling eyes—Casey is kind enough to at least pretend he doesn’t notice. “It’s just…you get to meet Raph, in this world,” Leo says, in an attempt to give even the most half-assed of explanations for why he’s such an absolutely embarrassing mess right now. “And Donnie, you lost Donnie too early, he loved you so much, kid. We all did.” -- One by one, in the timeline that ended the world, the Hamato family dies--and wakes up, somewhere kinder. One by one, in a timeline that saved the world, the Hamato family wakes up and remembers exactly how much they could have lost.

#Splickedydrabbles #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt #rise leo #rise raph #rise donnie #rise mikey #rise casey #anyway I know I don't usually post about this series but the movie kicked my ass and made me cry so here we all are lmao #I don't know how to tag this series but I hope the folks out there who are making kickass Bad Future works will forgive me #if I accidentally absorbed some of their headcanons into mine #I don't remember which parts were me and which parts I was like "oo that's a great idea'' and just folded it in with the rest hahaaa TuT