#anyway sorry for getting emotional on main

[ashegaby]

Haven’t been here in a while but I need to vent, whether you disagree with me or not.

The breakup was rough, unnecessary, heartbreaking. I’m not afraid to say Chenford was the reason why I started the show and the reason why it became my whole personality. I fell in love with other characters along the way, sure, but I watch the show for them.

So for the show to break them up was just so sad for me because this was my first time watching a season live.

Took me weeks to come to terms with it and once I did, I’m actually kind of okay with the fact that it happened.

I wasn’t going to stop watching the show because they broke up, or say they ruined years of character development because none of Tim’s traumas have ever been resolved. They brush over them and move on to the next plot. It was, in Tim’s twisted mind, an act of love to let her go.

That being said, what worried me the most was the way they were going to handle it. If they already took this massive risk with (lets be real) their main couple, they have to fix it in a substantial way.

Did I want a kiss, a hug, an acknowledgment that they will make their way back to each other in this episode? Sure, who didn’t.

But I actually like the way they did it.

His look of realization during the truck scene that no matter in what capacity, she’s going to show up and be his partner. The way he spoke to her in the shop, admitting that he took her advice and is going to therapy is the conversation we were hoping for. Lets not talk about “freak in the sheets” because that would take me another lengthy post to discuss.

And that final elevator scene left so much to be hopeful for. Its an apology, a raw display of emotion that he is grateful for her. That she saved him and she deserves that recognition. That he wants to make it up to her but its still leaving the ball in her court. Its her move next, her decision, her choice, in whatever small doses she will allow.

Anyways, sorry for my rant, I just feel nostalgic, because we don’t get them back for 8 months, but I’m excited to see where they take things from here.

Also if you haven’t had a chance yet, read this interview https://t.co/sqGIDyJDxb , its so hopeful and it shows how much Mel and Eric care about their characters.

#chenford #the rookie

[bornonthelake]

pro tip: do not listen to time’s blur on vinyl unless you are ready to bawl your eyes out it’s too much

#shit got me thinking about my childhood too much and how #while i might not have had much of one it’s definitely over now #i swear something in that song be unearthing memories i didn’t even know i had #it’s like i’m watching ducks at the state fair again #and my friends are moving away and they keep coming and going until they stop coming and i didn’t have a group of friends until the 7th grad #and even that was dysfunctional as shit #and how we can’t get into the computer that has some of our oldest pictures #and so many things are on that camcorder and i don’t know where it is #and how i used to be a little girl and now i’m not even a girl at all anymore #and everything is just snapshots and there’s so few of them relative to the amount of life i’ve lived #time’s blur has come for so much of me already and it won’t stop coming and i’m moving soon #i’m moving this summer #from the place and people i’ve known my whole life #and i already don’t remember what any of them looked like the first time i met them #and soon enough i won’t remember what they look like at all #time’s blur really does come for us all doesn’t it #anyway sorry for getting emotional on main #the things lord huron does to a guy

[skylardoesthings]

thinking about the Inazuma Eleven series

#THIS IS /POS #im rewatching it soon btw! #im gonna get so emotional #funfact! this fucking anime was my REAL queer awakening sorry to my previos queer awakening posts ive made slash mentioned #these guys are so queer coded i love that for them #anyways wish me luck lol . #inazuma eleven #MAIN TAGGING WOO #inazuma 11 #my favourite was Inazuma eleven go chrono stone ngl #inazuma eleven go #ina11

[joesleftskeleton]

Bring me to Fruition

-Oil, acrylic, and gold leaf on wood panel

(If you wanted to watch the progress):

My last self portrait before top surgery next week, I deemed this appropriate using the Blackest Black acrylic (Black 3.0) while playing into the contrasts. The pink oils and the brilliant gold stand out amongst the void like darkness that surround the figures. This was a very vulnerable piece that I am still bracing myself to share. Coming to terms with my body now, before it is altered to be what I’ve always wanted, is very peaceful. It’s a mutual understanding with my past. Letting go of her but not saying goodbye. She’s not dead, so I’m not going to mourn her. She’s with me through it all and I hope she’s proud of me.

#sorry for getting emotional on main #but I rarely post my paintings!! should start fixing that #anyways emotional piece before an emotional week next week wahoo #oil painting #trans #transgender #skeleton #skull #eyes #oil paint #acrylic #blackest black #black 3.0 #gold leaf #oil painter #artist #art #Catholic #Catholic guilt

[andiwriteordie]

days like this are really hard & the religious trauma do be Like That. that feeling of missing something that meant a lot to you at one time and recognizing the nuances of the good and bad of what you grew up knowing is messy to deal with and fucking sucks especially knowing people who once loved and cared for you would be disappointed in the person you’ve become.

anyways. this is a vent post from an ex religious queer girly going through it on easter sunday so do feel free to scroll past but if you’re in the same boat and this resonated with you, i’m hugging you real tight and offering a safe place to feel all the emotions that days like this can bring

#screaming into the void #anyways #sorry to get all Emotional on the main #gonna go write so fanfic now 🫡

[the-kipsabian]

#ive had. extremely hard time already processing this year tbh #both old grief and new grief. its just a lot #i know i dont have to do everything immediately. things dont have to get better overnight and most likely they wont #i mean. they havent #just. saw this and it made me think. probably too much but im an emotional mess at all times either way #i would just like things to be different. i know its a lot to ask and its mostly in my hands for myself but.. yeah #its just not easy. and im not dealing with it very well. i dont know #been trying to tell myself the usual. time doesnt heal it changes you. im going through difficult things and thats okay #i just.. i guess i just hoped this year would be different. so far it hasnt been its been worse #i dont know what the point of me posting this is. i just need to vent a little i guess #this is not gonna be an easy week for me and im not looking forward to it. like said grief is a very difficult thing for me #difficult and new. im trying but its hard. i dont know how im gonna make it this year #anyways. sorry #night is an absolute mess on main

[kimmkitsuragi]

whew haha

#🗒 #my mom is like 'ok it's set let's tell everyone' and im like 😭😭😭😭 !!!!! #are u sure!!!! are u sure it's set like ???? 😭😭😭 #ughhhhhh after this much trust i will literally kill myself if i dont get ANY scholarship lmaooooo #but also like. is it set now!!!! really !!!!!!! is it !!!!! #(excited but horrified and anxious) #like. like like like........ like i mean #um........ for real now? like are we sure for sure ?? #i honestly will be like 100% on my way to [redacted] and still be like haha. is it for real #are we sure . will this actually happen #that's. crazy man #i cant help but feel like im asking for too much again. ughhhhhhh #yes hello hi. this blog has been my main outlet for emotional breakdowns about the same subject for um #(checks notes) a few months now. truly is anyone else bored of this ? because im so over it #but also like. things just dont get clear !!!!!! ever !!!!! #how can i be sure how can anyone be sure that i will actually be going lmfaooooo #i hate this waiting period i hate it why cant i know if i got anything or nah. but please don't say nah #ughhhhhh . alright. whatever it's not like i care that much honestly -_- #(threatens to kill self every day a few times over this btw) #anyway um let's. be positive #it will go great tomorrow 🤩 they will want to give me money sooooo bad 😍 #and i will receive an email this week 🤗 about the wait list thing for SURE 🥳 #i am doing amazing dont worry guys. im sooooo chill rn #Sorry for the constant embarrassing personal posts lol

[sophieswundergarten]

You know what would be SO MUCH better than the protagonist getting mad when their friend is forced/manipulated into betraying them?

The protagonist recognizing that their friend was taken advantage of and getting all protective and turning their anger on the antagonist instead

#I hate that trope of the main character making friends with/learning to trust and love someone #Only for that same person to have been being blackmailed/lied to/forced into betraying them all along #AND THEN THE PROTAGONIST GETS MAD #Which they do have every right to!! Feel your emotions!! Take the time to process it!! #(Maybe not RIGHT then and there as the world is often ending but I digress) #But a lot of the time the character who did the betraying is #Like #A child or something #Someone really vulnerable #AND IT WOULD MAKE ME MUCH LESS SAD IF THE MAIN CHARACTER DIDN'T IMMEDIATELY ABANDON THAT SAME VULNERABLE PERSON WHO FEELS SUPER GUILTY #Anyways #Feeling emotions tonight #Sorry guys #Not mbs

[crunchycrystals]

fall guy brain rot time !!!!!!! i was wondering why i enjoyed this more than free guy despite me thinking objectively free guy's plot has less holes in it so i do consider the plot objectively better, but then i realized like fall guy just feels so much more sincere to me. every aspect of it is coated in this love for film and tv making and the medium as a whole

#crunchyposts #movies #i love them both dont get me wrong im just having a fall guy moment rn !!!!! #i left the theater and realized damn none of the jokes i could really remember punched down on anyone #meanwhile cough cough gamer sock joke in free guy. i hate that joke lol #i think free guy's a pretty sincere movie too just like. you know what im getting at right #the emotional beats of fall guy just feel so much more intense than free guy thats a bit of a trade off for reynolds' sarcasm and stuff #like i do not buy his more dramatic moments but guy's one of his more sincere characters !!!!!! its all just kinda coated in #this vibe that like. corporational???? the love is for original and creative art and general #but not really video games specifically the way fall guy is to movies #i love free guy btw i just cant really express my thoughts well rn #also bc free guy fumbled the romance bag at the end a bit lol its a good ending just not as well executed as it couldve been imo #meanwhile it is the Heart and Soul of fall guy no matter what its the most important part of the movie #the free guy soul is like clearly the outside world scenes w keys and millie but reynolds is the main guy so like. they have to #take a bit of a backseat #am i making sense sorry lol im turning of rbs of this my thoughts are not in order #ill rewatch both at some point and get it together !!!!!! ive planned on rewatching both anyways #maybe im a bit biased rn bc im in the midst of a minor fall guy hyperfixation but to be fair i was also in a free guy hyperfixation #briefly #post over this will go forever if i dont stop rn lol

[toytulini]

idk. picky eater rights. im coming to your events and turning my picky bitch nose up at your fancy ass desserts you spent a bajillion hours working over in the kitchen and asking if i can find like a basic ass brownie with no extra flairs or ingredients or steps or whatever the fuck. cry about it. stop trying to feed me

#toy txt post #they gotta have some picky eater bitches be the judges on those food competition shows i stg #sorry for committing the unforgivable sin of my tastebuds didnt enjoy the food you made. it was intended as a personal slight actually #i am trying to offend you for real. yeah. thats definitely whats happening. god/sssss #like god irl if i dont like food you made ill try to be fuckin gracious about it buf dont fucking get mad at me for like. idk. prepping my #own foods you percieve as worth less or whatever the fuck. ppl are so fucking weird about food. #honestly guy on prev post didnt even dislike the cake it sounded like but was just experiencing the human emotion of disappointment #when the little specific joy he was looking forward too was not what he expected. if she had asked him 'do you mind if i make a similar cake #that is not the exact same as the one you asked for? maybe he wouldve been fine cos he wouldnt have been looking forward to that specific #thing. OR maybe he wouldve said if youre not going to make this very specific one im looking forward to then dont bother i dont want you #wasting the time and effort and then she wouldnt have been mad. or maybe she wouldve. ppl do get weird about that kind of thing #maybe saying that wouldve been a crime too. guess that dumb asshole shouldve shut up and eaten his stupid cake and enjoyed it and said #nothing. a recipe for happiness #anyway. hot take ig stop putting nuts in desserts. alllergy havers will prolly thank you but you know who else will thank you? #every day i see takes about food that make me think i really should be more of a picky bitch eater on maim to knock yall pretentious #food fuckers down a peg tbh. every day i resist the urge but god how yall test me. let me be the judge on a cooking show. #weird assholes who are rude abt ppl having allergies or sensory issues: come here. im going to break you #anyway more of us picky bitches who are picky just for like. casual reasons. we should he loud picky bitches on main. if a cook or baker or #whatever can accommodate my picky bitch ass thats difficult to feed for no reason we can be sure they can accommodate allergy havers #and ppl w medical restricted diets. if they can be gracious about me just not vibing w the food then they can def be gracious about more #sensitive reasons. yea i could choke down the food i dont like probably. it wouldnt make me throw up or send me to the hospital. but why #should i? if youre an asshole to me about simply not liking your shit then why the hell would i feel safe disclosing medical info to your #bitch ass? why would i trust you to follow it? and not try to sneak some shit in bc you think you know better about food? #anyway #picky eater rights. let ppl be picky for no apparent reason. cos the ppl who have uwu Good Valid Reasons(tm) dont fucking owe you that #explanation

[lolliichop]

i will attempt to write a few info about the characters and perhaps make rules and pinned better than what they are now, and a taglist wouldn't hurt ( even if i'm starting to be very sleepy, damn it... ), but in the meantime, behold.

i made a few icons.

#as in 'i took a single short comic and made 18 icons for pyro' but if i feel satisfied with them i will brace myself #and reread the main comics. partially to make icons. mostly for the story. even if a part of me doesn't want to because #i don't want to suffer thinking that we'll probably never see the end of the comic. but at the same time it's... weird what i feel. #like. i wish we have the last part but i don't... really care if it never ends? the emotions it brought me are still very much there. #and always will. the comic is one of the best comics i've ever read and i don't think this will change if the comic never gets completed. #sure i'd LOVE to see the ending. i think tf2 DESERVES to have an ending to the comic. but idk. #maybe i'd just rather not have an ending at all instead of having it rushed or something similar. #... or maybe i just need to sleep SJFKKH sorry for the ramble in the tags. i've slept very poorly tonight and i get sleepy drunk easily. #ANYWAY. i'll try to work on the blog. 🏃‍♂️💨 #↳ out of character ›

[potionpeddlerpatchy]

Strange how quickly some moots when from chatting with me everyday to suddenly we barely chat if all

Does it ever drive you crazy just hoe fast the night changes?

#and this aint a call out post #just realized this with some of my mooties #crazy how one moment youre apart of the gang and the next your just there by yourself #if any of my mooties are reading this #know that I'll always love and cheer for you #even if you dont ever speak to me again or like me anymore #i just always want you guys to ne happy #anyway sorry to get so emotion and deep on main!?!? #back to your regularly scheduled programming #🔮.the peddler mumbles

[thiagodasilva]

not to be like dramatic or mentally ill about it, but having to say goodbye to succession this year is actually more emotional than I thought it would be. I started the show thinking “oh, rich white people going through shit-that’s funny!” but oh man did I underestimate it.

I didn’t expect it to hit so hard and just be so, SO brilliantly done. Every single person that works on that show gives their all and it is evident in every moment. I joke a lot about the emotional turmoil it’s put me through, forcing me to confront my own internal and external issues, relating to these absolutely insane characters and hating them at the same time. I wish I wasn’t so dramatic in saying that a lot of the art that has changed me has come at very important times in my life and succession was the most surprising but I’m actually genuinely so grateful.

anyway. all this to say, I’m actually really sad to see it end so soon? even though we can all agree it should definitely end sooner rather than later, for a proper send off. it changed me in ways that still shock me to the core while also still being able to laugh at the absolute nonsense of the central storyline. so if anyone needs me on march 26 I’ll be

#not me being overly emotional over a silly ass hbo show like shut the fuck up #jesse armstrong you’ve ruined my life FR #ANYWAY sorry to get so weird on main I’m kinda going through it right now lmao!! #succession

[bobzora]

replaying 5 is like *oh yeah kmshda palace is so strong...ann...* *omg yeah mdrme palace is crazy i love ysuke* *cricket noises* *futba palace soooo true...god* *cricket noises* *hehe hes wearing the silly outfit- oh wait theyre really dragging this explanation out arent they* *cricket noises* *cricket noises* *omg thirdsem......god yeah this is peak....* and then you do it all over again

#bobtalk #okmura only good parts airlock.haru didnt get enough time:/ #shdo is so annoying.only good part is when you know what. #the only main good thing abt memntos depths/yaldy is that it doesnt waste your time for too long #(wasted opportunity) #third palace is the worst most miserable part of the game for sure. utterly pointless. such a playthrough killer. nothing good. #do even mkoto fans like that palace. like. there are no emotional stakes. lol. #sorry for my haterisms. also yeah the palaces i do like all have stupid shit but these are just my most :/ #p5 spoilers #trying to stay out of the tags to not bother anyone but like.this is kind of spoilery isnt it.lol. #outside of Dumb Shenanigans and Lame Storytelling my biggest pet peeve is like.the handholdy-ness. #post casino they spend way too much time repeating the same damn flashbacks and repeating themselves overexplaining this shit. #(meanwhile jker who just got back from All That: ...) lol #and during the 3rdsempalace that one segment with the Pick A Door. THEY LITERALLY MAKE YOU SIT DOWN AND DISCUSS IT. GUYS. #THE SOLUTIONS ARE SO FUCKING OBVIOUS. HELP. and theyll let u pick the wrong ones anyway So Whats The Point. #at least akchi bitches abt that palaces bs too.that was definitely helpful.best part of the game.still has bs. #i will say the rat thing is cute......and the vanilla final stuff is like Okay. its just a littleee wasted. bc yaldy is boring.to me. #but then again ive never really cared for boring gods in general.lol. #its like girl u have a hostile takeover of the velvt room how did u make this so boring.lol #goodnight for real this time.i wanted to bitch a little. i apologize. #also sorry if any of those parts r ur faves or something. just remember: were persnafans. were all losing here no matter what.

[the-kipsabian]

just getting so many mixed news about video games this month and im just. ughhhh alan wake 2 better be so fucking good (i mean i know it will but now im just. you know)

if mirage is flopping like this (which. shouldnt be a surprise tbh its still ubisoft and ac we are talking about lmao) and then konami put out the news about the mgs legacy collection release and its terrible output ratios across all boards and not even new remakes for the original solid or anything...

one out of three i was looking forward to this month is good enough, right...?

#im sure i missed some release but these were the three big ones i was waiting on. and now its time for eternal disappointment! #i know i should never look forward to anything or get super excited cause this always happens no matter the medium or the thing lol #like i get it. but when theres so little in your life and you love all three of these franchises so much what else can you do but get #a little excited about new releases? #i know its bad cause wow consumerism and shit all is bad everythings bad but. lemme have something to look forward to.... #anyways. alan wake will heal me. it has to right? #not that i know when im gonna get my hands on that but.. yeah #anyways i need coffee sorry i love having a fucked up brain and mixed emotions about everything woo #night is an absolute mess on main

[nerdie-faerie]

Maybe I don't need a brain transplant, just lobotomise my frontal lobe

#ace is a mess #i feel like this needs a tw but i dunno what its just gross and weird #anyway im supposed to be working on my assignment - AND I AM - but the frontal lobe is responsible for attention behaviour selection and #emotion and those are my main problems and root behind my desire for a new brain so just get rid of it #the posts i make when avoiding an assignment show my worst side very sorry lads