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#anyway if anyone knows abt these things pls tell me if i'm normal or not šŸ˜
kkujo Ā· 11 months
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last night i had a mix of tinnitus and sleep deprivation induced auditory hallucinations which was basically just like. literal microphone feedback. and i think it was triggered by me testing my microphone yesterday bc the feedback was awful but yeah i was lying awake and all i could hear was extremely loud microphone feedback in my brain i'm so glad it's over šŸ˜­
#worst hallucination i've ever had#like usually if i'm bad enough to get hallucinations it's just like murmuring/whispering but i can tell it's not real#worst ones i've had before is like screaming and that's only if i'm rlly sleep deprived. sometimes knocking on my door too but#it's never too bad yk. but the mic feedback hallucination was unbearable šŸ˜­#but also i've had olfactory hallucinations where i smell cigarette smoke#ik it's definitely a hallucination bc no one in my family smokes and it only lasts a minute#ykw typing this out i'm starting to think maybe this isn't normal.#i don't think i'm schizophrenic or anything? this isn't that common and it's usually triggered by sleep deprivation or stress#but i did start having delusions the other day where i fully believed everyone was plotting against me and trying to upset me#and i have had extreme paranoia/paranoid episodes in the past but it's been a lotttttt better this year so idc if that's related#but idk if these things are normal to an extent or if i have some kind of psychotic disorder but whatever it's not affecting me that bad so#like. it's not having a big impact it's just scary when it happens. i have like anxiety n shit so idk if i'm just prone to being paranoid#anyway if anyone knows abt these things pls tell me if i'm normal or not šŸ˜#i'm 99% sure it's not schizophrenia or anything i just want someone's opinion bc idk how normal hallucinations are ā˜¹#but it's typically if i'm like. stressed out to the point of panic attacks or if i'm rlly sleep deprived. so it might be normal ish#ask to tag#< sorry ik discussion of this stuff could potentially be distressing but idk how to tw tag it :(
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bruciemilf Ā· 1 year
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re: the jaime/jason thing
Paco would love Jason so much either that or he'd absolutely hate him and be suspicious from the beginning. either one. Brenda, i think, would like Jason well enough, but I think she'd get along better with Jason's siblings than Jason himself (im thinking Duke, Tim, or Cass). Traci, Jaime's ex, would want Jaime to be happy, even if thats not with her.
Bianca Reyes would adore Jason, and would try at every opportunity to feed him "proper" food. No shade to Alfred, but he's a rich person butler, not quite in tune with the normal folks. When Jason visits, he'll try to help out in the kitchen, and learn her recipes with her, but she'll try (to no avail) to kick him out because he is a guest. He'll end up helping out anyway, but Jaime will just sit at the counter and watch, a stupid smile on his face, which is good because it means Jaime won't mess anything up (unless asked to help with something) but also shows Bianca how much he really does love Jason.
Alberto Reyes would be a little more wary of Jason, since there are mob problems in El Paso that are decently prevalent in Jaime's original solo run and Alberto got caught in the middle of them, which led to his leg injury that causes him to need a cane. However, Jason is good at working on cars, and Alberto owns an auto shop, and the more Jason is around and wants to help out in the shop, the more invested Jaime gets in helping his father out with the business. And anyone who is that good at working on a car and makes his son happy is alright in Alberto's book. It helps that should Jaime get into any trouble, Jason (and the rest of the Red Hood gang) would be there to help.
Milagro likes Jason. He's like the big brother she never had.... Milagro also canonically likes Guy Gardner so i think that bodes well for her vibing with Jason. Jason also totally bribed her into liking him faster with some homemade cookies and a cool knife that she's not supposed to let her parents or Jaime see.
(sorry this was a really long ask! i just know ive seen stuff about jaime interacting with the wayne family but not jason interacting with jaimes family, who i love very much)
PLS! I'm familiar with Jaime's family from the trailer alone, but the ' they don't get out much' tells me everything I need to know.
Jason watches these people be so tight knit and open and playful and he's like WHATS THE FUCKING PROTOCOL?
The Waynes are clawing and fighting their way towards something just like this, of course, but they've never wanted something softly.
Honestly, I love that Jaime's dad (i think) called Batman a fascist? Which just makes me smile, because Brenda DEMANDS Jason brings his family over for a house warming dinner (Jason might have bought them a house...Maybe)
Imagine Jason squeezing Jaime's hand to keep from laughing as Alberto goes on a SCATHING RANT abt batman, arm around Bruce's shoulder as they're having drinks (Tequila for him and apple juice for Bruce)
Also, I love to imagine Paco saw 6'5 Jason standing next to his very much not 6'5 best friend, and the first thing he did was send jaime the hamster eating a banana meme
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kamiversee Ā· 1 month
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Fuck being scared for the reader- I'm scared for choso, not because of the 'truths' to be revealed bc I low-key don't think he'll give a fuck bc we quite literally just told him we slept with his abusive brother and he didn't love us any less so..but anyways I'm scared for him bc of the reader when he said "no matter what you tell me, I'll still love you" and then it says this:
"does he understand what he's getting into? Does he understand the gravity of what he just said to you?"
Like..it's giving..
"I'm obsessed with you" (ifykykšŸ¤­)
No but I'm fr scared for this man like Is reader Abt to become obsessively in love Joe Goldberg style or what??šŸ˜­ (I love me sum JoešŸ˜®ā€šŸ’Ø)
But the whole situation is completely understandable and I honestly don't think it was as emotional as I thought luckilyšŸ™šŸ¾ and choso feelings are understandable and it's totally normal to be anxious when it comes to sb you love (romantically) especially when you're not in a relationship and you've been told that there was sb else. So naturally you're always gonna be on edge and anxious whether they're gonna be stolen away from you or not bc you truly don't know.
Also I wanna mention how it said:
it feels like the moment with Gojo yet different somehow
It feels different because the situations (talking about the relationships) are different and choso feelings are understandable where you were so entirely confused when it came to gojo.
Lastly. This man choso is such a pookie bear like he's such an emotional and understanding creature of the world where all he wants is the best for his brothers and to be loved as he loves like I honestly wished he found sb better than the reader, someone who could just wholeheartedly love him.
#mešŸ˜ #ICOULDTREATYOUBETTERTHANSHECAN!! #lovemechoosemešŸ„¹ #imobviouslythebetteroptionšŸ™„ #BREAKUPWITYOURGIRLFRIEND!!
(Jk jk, or am I?šŸ‘€ Hmu choso)
Great observation ngl ^.^
I always say, As Gojo is to the reader, the reader is to Choso (in some aspects ofc bc shes not blackmailing anyonešŸ’€)
But honestly, I canā€™t imagine the reader growing possessive or obsessive with anyone because she doesnā€™t exactly have that sort of trauma, or a screw loose, thatā€™d lead to said traits. :)
& exactly, things are different because where Gojo constantly confuses her, Choso makes things so clear to her, especially after he explodes as he did.
AND HEY THE READER IS JUST FINE FOR HIMšŸ¤Ø js lemme cook yā€™all, youā€™ll see what I mean soon šŸ˜’
#chososactuallymine #backupoffmyemoboyfriend
ALSO THE CHOSO HMU IS KILLING ME PLSšŸ˜­
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cheemken Ā· 6 months
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Hey Knight how do you feel about Ash and Iris from the anime? At least what you know about them, since I donā€™t think youā€™ve ever mentioned watching BW
For me I see them as those friends that are like siblings towards each other, especially because Iris and Ash always teased each other in BW and JN
Although whenever I try look at content about them 70% of what I find is just ā€œAsh hates Iris cause she always called him a kidā€ā€¦which is stupid cause sheā€™s teasing him like kids do
But one thing I love about them is that theyā€™re both Champions. Ash has something he can relate with towards Iris that he doesnā€™t with his other friends. They both know what itā€™s like to hold such a title at a young age
Last thing, but I like to think that whenever they meet up, whether itā€™s by coincidence, annual champion meetings, or something else, theyā€™ve ALWAYS got to battle each other. Doesnā€™t matter the situation, itā€™s like they get the Cain instinctā„¢ļø everything they see each other
Your honour pls they are siblings for me chmxxj like ofc since Ash was really supposed to be Alola champ in my hcs, my dynamic for him w Iris is that they're siblings y'know; they always got each other's backs, they're always so supportive of each other, they tease each other but y'know that's normal, and you are so right if they don't battle immediately after they see each other they're gonna fucking combust lmfaooo
Omf okay sorry I wasn't done I accidentally posted this instead of pressing edit cjxkchdj
Anyways yeah even I see posts abt how some peeps are like low-key projecting too bc yeah Iris calls Ash a kid so she's a shit character they say and I'm like?? Mfer they're kids what do you fucking expect that's how kids are hcmdndn and also, I remember seeing a post back then on how the reason Iris is like that in the anime bc people in her school kinda looked down on her and saw how different she was and acted more of a kid than them, which was understandable bc she was a kid during those times so ofc she's gonna act like one
So for her to feel some semblance of control in her life, that yeah she's not just a kid, she calls Ash kid bc she knows the way Ash acts is how she always acted back then which caused people to not like her and your honour I think abt this from time to time it just cjdmbd Iris deserves a hug man
Anyways pls your honour you are so right they're siblingsšŸ˜­šŸ˜­ like I had this one concept of them back then y'know, that one time Iris accidentally called Diantha mom and she panicked and ran away, and Ash was the only one who knew where she was bc he just knows just where Iris would hide during times like this, and he's there trying to comfort her, also telling her that one time he accidentally called Kukui dad as well and ough,,, ough your honour it's just soft bcmdhdns
Also it would be so funny if these two just,,, attract anything main anime character related things fucking imagine Ash saying he met Giratina once and he was nice and then Iris going that Kyurem is also nice too and they just try to summon Giratina for him to meet Kyurem, Cynthia has never been so stressed in her life lmfaooo homegirl just vibing with the other Champions, sees these dark clouds over Mt. Coronet and just fucking grabs Dia and begs her for her Gardevoir to teleport them there right the fuck NOW
Imagine as the others got there they see Ash and Iris feeding Giratina and Kyurem poffinsšŸ˜­šŸ¤£
But y'know this makes me think now how Ash is like in my hcs bc I did change a lot of stuff in my hcs from the actual games/anime/manga, it would be cool to see him as a wandering trainer always out to battle anyone and be stronger to be the master he always dreamt he'd be, maybe less main protag things and such if that makes sense hahah
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shotorozu Ā· 3 years
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hello !! I'd rlly like to request Monoma if that's alright! I've had a huge soft spot for him for a while now and I'd love to see more content of him ;v;
anyway! we all know that superiority complex of his is definitely hiding some insecurities, but I also feel like he'd be quite touchstarved too bc of his peers seldom physically interacting with him due to his quirk, yknow?
with that in mind, I'd love to see how he'd handle an s/o who has "physical touch" as their main love language. they can give verbal praise/comfort, but they always get so shy abt it that they prefer giving physical affection to show their love. and maybe combining that with "quality time" being their second love language, they love to just cuddle him or toy with his hands/hair during quiet moments uwu
if you wanna do multiple characters, I'd love to request Shinsou, Midoriya, and Amajiki (separately) for the same idea, but if you'd rather do this with just Monoma then I'm okay with that !! no worries if you don't wanna do all four ā™”
thank you if you do this request, and make sure to take care of yourself !! ā™”
physically affectionate s/o
character(s) : monoma neito, shinsou hitoshi, midoriya izuku (i cut out tamaki for this one, sorry :[ but iā€™ll do another part if anyone wants it)
legend : [Y/N = your name] they/them pronouns used, strong quirk but the details arenā€™t specific, reader is a part of 1-A
headcanon type : fluff (and if you squint, then crack)
note(s) : yes i do agree :,) monoma should be getting a little bit more content, and iā€™m sorry that this came out so late! i was multitasking with other requests (because i took a 2 day absence,,) but this doesnā€™t mean i donā€™t read peopleā€™s requests
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monoma neito
monoma šŸ¤ bakugou ā€œthe pros at sending mixed signalsā€
if thereā€™s one thing heā€™s known forā€” then itā€™s for the persistent teasing, and his quite obnoxious attitude (especially at 1-A)
but heā€™s not a terrible person, he sure does have his reasons. and by now, people either choose to ignore him, or they simply knock the wind out of him
so, he was not prepared to encounter someone that was tolerant of him, AND also his typeā€” like.. huh. thatā€™s.. odd
and he was even more surprised when they accepted his wild love confession. there must be some catch to it, right?
so like iā€™ve saidā€” monoma sends a lot of mixed signals. itā€™s either heā€™s complimenting your existence, or teasing you in various ways.
soā€” itā€™s just another normal day of monoma mouthing off to you, teasing you in a playful way, while you guys are hanging out this is way of making you remember him
but then, you just.. leaned forward and placed your hand on his headā€” not exchanging any words at all.
monomaā€™s first reaction is (惻惻?) because what?? someone is touching him right now.. wait.. someone is touching him!
honestly really shook, and at a lost for wordsā€” because everyone has refrained from coming into any physical contact with him? what a surprise! what even is this?
after said incident, you decide to speak ā€œyou had something in your hair.ā€ and for once, monoma is the one thatā€™s sitting in silence
ā€œR-REALLY, Y/N? DID YOU REALLY THINK THAT WAS GOING TO W-WORK ON ME OR SOMETHING?ā€ he questions in his usual mocking tone, but his cheeks are accompanied in a flushed red
heā€™d only experience field day when he realized that touch was basically your love language, with quality time in the second lead
so whenever you guys are spending time together, youā€™d,, actually go closer to him! this has never happened before, let him be
he doesnā€™t really like the idea of getting his hair touched, so you usually choose to fiddle with his handsā€” sometimes observing his details, and other times youā€™ll be comparing hand sizes
heā€™ll ridicule you for being so touchyā€” but heā€™ll ask if heā€™s ā€œthat irresistable?ā€ while also moving you closer to him. he loves it a lot, okay?
donā€™t let class 1-b see this, he will flex on them because when he starts getting annoying again, theyā€™ll use you as blackmail.
ā€œmonoma, i swearā€” if you do that, weā€™ll tell Y/N-ā€
ā€œHAHAā€” ok, iā€™m sorry.ā€
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shinsou hitoshi
he probably has the most chill reaction out of the bunch
againā€” another person that has been antagonized because of their quirk. heā€™s been perceived as villanious ever since his middle school days
kids have been told to keep their distance away from him at a young age so.. youā€™d bet that heā€™d be really touch starved
he never had any serious experiences with dating, and he never had any real friendsā€” that werenā€™t cautious of his quirk
that was until he met you, which he just assumed you were another highkey stuck up person in the hero course
but, you were basically the opposite, and you were a real pleasure to have around. one thing lead to another, and now you guys are dating
he thought it was really cute whenever you got too shy to just sit in silence during dates, or to even give out words of affirmations
but hitoshi was surprised at first when he felt you pull yourself closer to himā€” resting your head on his shoulder. the concept of someone wanting to be in his presence is still sinking in for him
lucky for you! shinsou knows how to adapt to situations quickly, immediately slinging an arm around your shoulder, as he listens to you talk
heā€™ll be surprised when you start touching his hair, because golly!! are you guys close
but do it more pls, he loves it a lotā€” it sometimes makes him really drowsy.
if you play with his hands omg, his heart will do somersaults. heā€™s lucky that heā€™s able to keep himself composed.
loves watching you choosing to cuddle him, after briefly giving up on trying to form coherent words of affirmations.
itā€™s something he brings up quite often, but not in a teasing manner!
sometimes heā€™ll pat the free spot beside him, basically begging you to come closer to him.
eventually, denki notices on how touchy heā€™ll get whenever youā€™re aroundā€” but hitoshi will just shrug it off
ā€œitā€™s always been that way.ā€ he simply says, but heā€™ll turn around with this big ass grin on his face šŸ’€
heā€™s whipped for your touch. so please, do it more
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midoriya izuku
heā€™s also touchstarved. actually, all of them are really touchstarved, and for different reasons šŸ’€
well.. itā€™s not like he had a choice from the getgo. he was born quirkless, and that lead to him becoming an outcaseā€” and also the victim of bullying i wanna hug him
and being told constantly that he wonā€™t ever be enough, or he wonā€™t ever be a heroā€” itā€™s obvious that he doesnā€™t have any dating experience
but he didnā€™t think heā€™d be dating anytime soonā€” especially since he was ā€˜justā€™ pinning over you. he was convinced it was going nowhere
until you confessed. heā€™s surprised that he didnā€™t pass out
ever since you guys started dating, he noticed that youā€™ve been a little timidā€” not in the way that you feel awkward, more like,, you wanted to say something
or do something, because when you guys were studying together, you just suddenly sat closer to himā€” and started counting his freckles
he short circuited for a second.
he was reduced to a stuttering, and blushy messā€” and you just laughed, telling him ā€œyou should continue what youā€™re doing!ā€ as you ran your other hand across his shoulders
that night, he was wide awake in his bedā€” recalling your gentle and loving touch, running his hands along the parts of his hair, that youā€™ve touched
he loves quality time, because while he does like to ramble a lotā€” he does enjoy spending time with you in silence, but itā€™s the touches that makes him flustered
despite him being quite shy to initiate any sort of touch, youā€” on the other hand, were shy with saying praises. so you coped with physical touch, and quality time
man, izuku never gets used to it. no matter how much he tries toā€” heā€™s just.. needy, touchstarved.
he doesnā€™t realize how lost he looks when youā€™re sitting beside him, and not touching his hair or hands for once. please feel free to do so
oh, and since weā€™re on the topic of handsā€” heā€™ll tear up if you start playing/fiddling with his hands, and especially when you start tracing his scars. it makes him feel so warm.
okay but,, please give him a heads up if youā€™re going to act touchy in public. heā€™ll start stammering and blushing hard you might have to put him in rice or smth
the dekusquad talks about that quite a lot, especially when they accidentally witnessed it in the common room (for the first time)
in shortā€” he adores it. sometimes heā€™ll initiate it, by asking you if you want to sit beside him, to play with his hair. heā€™s so inlove
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