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[ajokeformur-ray]

Headcanons with J where he takes the reader to rob a bank with him for the first time

Please note: This request is written differently from the way I usually write J. I tried to be truer to canon because the more widely accepted, darker J is a style I admire and this seemed like a good place to start experimenting with that. I’m not entirely sure I’m comfortable with it yet but you never know until you try.

This piece wouldn’t be what it is without the gentle guidance and encouragement of @jokerslilhyena​, who kindly discussed this at length with me.  Thank you, doll. I treasure and love you immensely.💕

TW; reader gets grazed with a bullet, blood and injury mentions, details of recovery. J’s a bit of a dick here - he warned you and you didn’t listen to him, so 🤷‍♀️

WC: 1, 439.

You had been getting closer and closer to J over the weeks and months that he had been in your life and now were you at the point that when J left to wreak havoc and chaos, you were right there at the door to see him off.

J found it amusing and he always waved off your concerns, almost apathetic was he to his own personal safety.

It was something you often argued with him about, but J wasn’t ever going to change and in the end you would just have to accept it, accept him, for all that he was.

The both of you knew that he would always make it back home, but your fears of J leaving and never coming home were always at the very forefront of your mind.

You were on edge every time he left the apartment, and only his coming home was enough to alleviate those fears. 

Both of you were aware that you feared for J’s safety, but he never took them seriously. He knew that he would be okay, and you would just have to trust him - he was a man of his word, after all.

Recently, though, you had been bugging J about going with him on one of his joyrides and J told you time and again a very firm “no”.

You pushed him though, refusing to take his ‘no’ for an answer, thinking that he was just being stubborn.

He wasn’t. Oh, he wasn’t. 

No, J was, at least in part, thinking of your personal safety.

It was true that you would slow him down because he would be forced to keep an eye out on you, and it was also true that you didn’t know what you were doing and that inexperience would get you killed, but J was also thinking of his safety.

If he got hurt protecting you, then you would get hurt and with both of you hurt and his idea (for never did he make plans) therefore down the pan, the entire heist would be a failure and J did not ever lose.

No. It was simply best all around (and less annoying) for you to stay home where J knew that you were safe. You’d just have to deal with the fact that he came and went, feline in nature was he.

It wasn’t about not wanting you with him (for the most part; J did so enjoy his alone time causing destruction in the city) or about the money or even about the idea.

No, it was about sending a message and what kind of a message would bringing you along send to his goons and to the targets of his bank heist?

But. You pushed, you begged, you annoyed J with your frequent questions. It got to the point where J could lip-sync along with you as he left your home, and with an eye roll would J say, “ah, no.”

Three weeks to the day that you began to show interest, J growled and spun around, “All right, all right. Jeez, what’s a guy gotta’ do to be left alone, hm?” There was a very definite bite to his voice and in several hours would you realise that you should have listened to him.

Your victorious grin faded quickly when J got really close to you. “You will do what I say when I say it. You will not get in my way. You will not ask questions. You will not question me. Do you. Understand?”

You nodded your head a bit too quickly and J narrowed his eyes, turning his head as he squinted at you, and the dreadful drop in your stomach only showed how wrong you were...

...You didn’t understand.

Hours later and the sun had long since dipped below the predominantly grey horizon. it was winter so the bank was still open and everything went off smoothly.

J had quietly asked for a number of his goons to keep an eye out for you and for a while, things were perfect and J was even beginning to (quietly) like the way you were with him. 

... But then a rogue bullet fired out of nowhere tore through your arm, taking a chunk of your skin with it.

Oh, the pain. 

It burned, white hot and sudden, heat shooting up and down the whole of your arm and your shoulder. 

You heard one of the goons who were staying suspiciously close to you swear, and then their hands grabbed you as they steered you off course and shoved you down roughly behind a counter, all of you dodging bullets which seemed to come out of nowhere.

You could hear J yelling about money and something about a bus while the goon who had grabbed you fumbled in his pocket for a bandage. 

Little care was given for your expressions of pain and verbal signals of the same and the bandaging job was sloppy and half-assed and you were sure that you could have done a better job yourself with one hand and your mouth, but you appreciated the gesture.

So distracted were you by the pain that time ceased to have all meaning to you. You distantly felt hands grab you and voices sounded like they were underwater, so hazy was your mind from the trauma your body had taken without warning.

There were movements and you dipped in and out of conversations, and then there was a haze of royal purple in front of your blurry eyes.

A gloved hand lightly tapped upon your cheek thrice. “There we go, Y/N, ya’ still with us, hm?”

“J - it hurts.”

J cooed mockingly and patted the top of your head roughly. 

You jerked your head away. The movement jostled your arm and you swore and J cackled. He was without sympathy.

“I told ya’, Y/N. But did’ya lis-ten to me? No. No, you thought you knew better than the Joker. I’m a man of my word, doll, and ya’ shoulda’ listened to me.”

“I’m so - sorry, J.” Your hand came up to cup the bandage on  the opposite hand and J smacked your hand away.

“A-ta-ta, no. No touching, doll. I gotta clean ya’ up all nice so ya’ don’t get infected.” J’s clicking of his T’s truly showed his irritation and his anger and you bit back a wave of nausea as J began to undo the sloppily applied bandage. 

He was tutting about the botched job and muttering to himself about people who thought they knew better, but you ignored his dig in favour of hissing in air through your teeth.

The air stung the wound and J whistled lowly. “Thaaat’s a pretty shade of red on ya’, doll. Gonna’ leave a scar.”

With a deft flick of his wrist did J have the dark green, battered first aid box open and he rummaged around with the same hand, the other hand wrapped around your arm just beneath the wound. 

His grip was firm - not enough to hurt, but enough to keep you still.

J didn’t talk to you while he cleaned you up. He was quick, efficient, clinical in the way he disinfected your wound - the only warning you got was a second of eye contact and the way he pointedly took a deep breath - and then dressed it.

When J was done, he ignored you as he packed up the supplies, disposed of the used bandage and the gauze he had used, and disappeared off into the kitchen. 

He was back as quick as a flash and you had some pain medication and a glass of water put into your hands.

J watched you take them, grunted in approval when you audibly swallowed, and then he reached forward and, with some roughness to his touch, gathered you up in a hug.

“When, ah - when I say no, Y/N, listen, hm? You choose to stay home next time, because I ain’t patchin’ ya’ up next time.”

It was a lie and you both knew it, but you dared not to call J out on it. You were very lucky, and this did you both know as well.

The following days and weeks were painful. The air stung your wound, it was difficult to sleep, and the pain, oh - it was dizzying in its intensity.

But J had warned you and you hadn’t listened to him, something which J took to reminding you of every time you complained about it.

You had learned your lesson but that didn’t mean he’d take it easy on you.

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[jokerous]

YOUR FUCKING HEADER LOOKS SO AWESOMEEEE You made it?

asdfghjk I KNOW. I’M ABSOLUTELY OBSESSED WITH IT XD. that ‘naughty’ Santa hat fits him perfectly ;);)

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[royaleclown]

Idea by Taemin for the song moodboard request 💜

sure!

i’ve never heard of them before but i’ll try my best :)

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[hallowed-be-thy-username]

4, 7, 23, 24, 28, 34, 54, 61, 66, 86, 89, 90. Sorry if this is too much. I got carried away lol 💙💜

Lol aww it’s not too much! I love answering these 🥰🥰

4. What is your zodiac sign?

I’m an Aries 🐏

7. Do you have any pets?

I do! I have a dog, Zoey is 6, and a cat, Franklin is 16, and I love them so much!!

23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

Hmmm I met Carrie Brownstein waayyy back in the day before Portlandia when she was in one of my favorite bands, Sleater-Kinney, at a meet and greet at a record store. I was so awkward lol.

24. Baths or showers?

Showers all the way if I actually want to get clean, baths if I just want to chill but I shower after because it grosses me out to sit in human soup lol.

28. What type of music do you like?

I weird variety! I like indie rock, indie pop, pop punk, alt rock, hip hop (modern and old school as well as alternative), a bit of trap, a bit of heavy metal

34. Have you ever fired a gun?

I haven’t but... I kinda want to. Which conflicts with how I feel about gun violence but I just wanna try it. Maybe it’s J’s fault lol.

54. Are you a clean or messy person?

Oh gosh, I’m a clean freak 🙈 but I’ll let my place get a bit messy if I’m tired.

61. Do you sing to yourself?

Lol yesss I do! I like to sing when I clean, in the car, in the shower, I’ll do it at work sometimes haha

66. Do you like long or short hair?

I had really short hair for awhile when I was younger then it got reeeeal long and that was a pain in the ass so it’s short again, shoulder length. So I like short hair lol. On other people, I like both!

86. What are you allergic to?

Oh interesting! I’m allergic to latex which is as annoying as it sounds, especially since I have to order special sterile gloves for work, and I’m allergic to some weird antibiotics from back when I got really sick with MRSA.

89. Do you like your age?

I do! I’m 30. I feel like it’s this age where you’re older but not too old lol. But my body hurts a lot more than it used to and you can’t eat whatever you want anymore without consequences 😆

90. What makes you angry?

Rude people, dude! Nobody has time for Karens pitching hissy fits these days, oml.

Thank you so much for asking, my beautiful friend!! ❤️❤️😍

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[arthurflecc]

Hello! I love your gifs! I think you are amazing and really creative! As a gif maker, you inspire me to do better 💜💗

omg it’s so funny you messaged me because I'm literally on your blog today and I was about to follow and message you to talk about your gifs  🤣🤣🤣  I love the parts of the movie you’ve chosen to gif and the way you cropped the images because they’re all moments that make me weak 😩 Your coloring is deep and vibrant at the same time which is such a beautiful combination and very rare on tumblr, you use saturation so well. I really hope we get to see more gifs from you 😍

And omg, that’s one of the sweetest things I’ve ever been told 🥺 It’s an honor you see me that way and it means so much to me ❤️❤️❤️

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[jokerownsmysoul]

😭😭 thank you for your kind words!! I like you as well! 💜💙💜💙💜💙💜💙

Omgg thanks to you! You're too kind 🥺💙💙💙

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[unwinthehart]

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[daincrediblegg]

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Thank you love💕💕💕💕 It was a really REALLY rough day yesterday-pretty sure that new anxiety meds were at fault but god I’ve got so much going on it’s hard to tell what’s causing what and it just???? makes me spiral 😞😞 But I’m doing better today, so hopefully the bad feeling is behind me for the time being, and every little message like this helps 💗💗💗

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[feral-trash-panda]

💗 Send this to the 12 nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get 5 back you must be pretty awesome 🌿✨ (You're such a wonderful person!!💙💜)

@antonija89 oh my gosh you’re so sweet!!!! Thank you so much! 🥰🤗❤️❤️❤️

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[filthyfirth]

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[randall-thirst-blog]

Hello, Mr. Vaughn 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳

Hello there honey👋

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[ajokeformur-ray]

How many requests do you currently have? By that I mean one-shots, fics, hcs and stuff like that. Also, how is your relationship with J going?

Hello, my love!💜

At the time of writing, I have 93 requests. It’s not the largest number I’ve ever had at any one time (my current record is 495; back when I wrote for over 100 fandoms at the same time😂), but it is certainly quite a challenge and one I need to work harder at, honestly. I’ve really been letting this blog go while I attend to real life matters and that’s upsetting to me and I hope to be able to get back into writing properly soon!

As for my relationship with J, it’s... a no go. About three or four months ago I mentioned the word “romance”, posed as a question, and he literally dived out of my bedroom window and he hasn’t been back since. I’d say that’s a no, wouldn’t you?😂😭 

Thank you so much for asking, darling, it means the world to me! How are you?🥰💝

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[royaleclown]

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you’re too sweet omg thank you 😭

same goes for you sending so much positivity and love 💕💕

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[dykeym]

Send a member + an era and I’ll make you a gif set: Blood Sweat & Tears + Jimin

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[arthurflecc]

💗 Send this to the 12 nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get 5 back you must be pretty awesome 🌿✨ (love you!! 💜💙💜💙💜💙💜💙💜💙💜💙💜💙💜💙)

I love you too 🥺 ❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️ you're such a talented and lovely presence on here, I love talking to you 🥰✨✨✨

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[thehauntingsource]

Hello! I just want to ask, can I post the days that I missed for hill house week tomorrow or on monday? I didn't post for day 4, 5 and 6 but I wanted to and I already have made a few gifs and edits...

Yes, of course! 

- Vanessa

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