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#antoine griezmann angst blurb
judebelle · 1 year
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antoine griezmann angst plz
he only loves me - a.g. x reader
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a/n : this req wasn't rlly too specific, but i tried my best to come up w a plot!
cw : swearing, angst, crying, yelling, argument, antoine being an asshole, manipulation, lies, etc
pairing : antoine griezmann x fem!reader
wc : 1.1k
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"so you can go fuck around with your friends but you can't even bother to text me and let me know if you're okay?"
you were standing across from your boyfriend of three years in his large house, arms crossed over your chest. antoine had been avoiding and ignoring you for some weeks now, prioritizing other things over your relationship. you had asked if he could stay and keep you company since you had a bad headache and stomachache and didn't want to be home alone in the house.
whenever antoine wasn't feeling well, you would always stay with him. you would cook him food, keep him comfortable, and make sure he was well rested. you needed to rest, but you were worried about antoine since he had not told you when he was coming home from practice and was four hours late which affected your fatigue.
instead of resting and keeping well, you had spent the last few hours sitting on the large and empty couch across from the front door waiting for your boyfriend with a shaking leg and twiddling thumbs.
"oh i'm sorry! i didn't know i had to inform you of my every move!" antoine rolled his eyes at you and slid off his shoes and tossed his practice bag onto the floor.
"pick up your shit, i'm not gonna do it for you." you were getting annoyed now. antoine knew that you weren't well and was still acting like a child - throwing his bags and rolling his eyes. "it's fine i'll do it later." "no you won't!" you shouted loudly, your voice echoing in antoine's large property. "you never do shit! you're all talk!"
"should i remind you that i am the one paying the bills? it's my house, i can do whatever the fuck i please to in it!"
you ignored antoine's rude comment when your curiosity got the best of you. "what were you doing out so late anyway? why couldn't you pick up your phone and tell me that you were going to be late?" your voice was accusing, and you were unfortunately implying something that you wished you wouldn't have to.
"i was out with my boys. you know that i never get to see them anymore, training isn't enough!" "where were you and your boys?" your eyes were squinted and your hands were rested upon your hips.
"we were at the clu- why am i telling you this? i don't need to prove anything to you!" antoine shouted sharply. "yes you do because i am your fucking girlfriend!" antoine gulped at your words. your voice might as well have been gone from how long and loudly you had been screaming for. your head was pounding harder than before and your ears were ringing.
"three years! three years we have been together and we have never had a problem like this. why so sudden? did i do something? did i say something? is anything bothering you?!" you were really desperate to know why he was suddenly so cold towards you.
"i was out with sylvie."
you weren't expecting that. you weren't expecting that at all. antoine wasn't the type of man to lie to your face like that. especially about staying out late with his ex girlfriend. you were so focused on the fact that he lied to you that it didn't click that he was out with his ex.
"why..?"
"she just um.. she wanted to see me, and i wanted to see her too."
"why?"
"we haven't seen each other for a while. you know that we were very close friends before we had a relationship. she had texted me saying that she missed me and wanted to hang out- no strings."
"why?"
"baby please say something else."
you didn't know what to feel. you couldn't even look at him, your shame and anger making your face turn hot. your eyes were focused on the floor, mind and heart running a marathon, but your body frozen still.
"antoine."
once you regained your composure, you were ready to confront him. you weren't going to let him see you break.
"what did you two do..? and don't- don't fucking lie to me because that seems to be a new habit of yours."
your head finally raised and your eyes locked with his. your finger was pointing at him accusingly. his eyes were looking down and his pink lips were held in a pout.
"y/n please don't get mad-"
"what the fuck did you two do?"
'i kissed her."
it was like the air got knocked out of your lungs. your eyebrows shot up and mouth opened to speak, but nothing but short breaths and gasps arose as your hands fell to your sides. your vision became blurry despite your original plan to not cry, but how could you not? your boyfriend of three years went running back to his ex because he "missed her" and then proceeded to cheat on you.
"okay." your cheeks were now wet with tears, but you wouldn't have noticed if they didn't fall onto your lips since your face felt numb.
"what.. what- what do you mean 'okay'? what- where are you going? y/n! look at me when i'm talking to you, dammit!" you had turned on your heel and stormed to the bedroom, not even giving a second thought as to what you were about to do. you threw open the closet and grabbed a bag, packing clothes and makeup disorderly. you were being so aggressive that antoine was scared to even go near you.
"y/n stop being irrational i can explain!"
you had enough clothes packed to last you a while before grabbing your wallet, charger, toothbrush, and makeup bag as you sniffled, hardly seeing what you were grabbing since your eyes were filled with tears. you felt so incredibly stupid. you actually believed that antoine was out with his friends for hours. you actually believed that he loved you and wouldn't lie and cheat on you after three years of your relationship.
"y/n can you just- fuck!"
antoine cursed loudly before grabbing harshly onto your arms as he pulled you away from your bag that you were throwing thigs in haphazardly.
"don't fucking- antoine let go!"
"let me explain. please. please listen it was all a mistake. i only love you i promise."
"antoine don't-"
"please understand y/n. you're all i have. i love you so much. i've always loved you. i didn't mean to kiss her. you're the only one for me. that was all a mistake - with her. it was just the heat of the moment! i would never hurt you like that - you know it! i mean it with all my heart, cherie. i only love you."
lies and deception spewed from his lips which he connected with yours, working his untruths into your mouth like water, which you drank compliantly.
he only loves me.
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mountsmason · 1 year
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Conflicting Emotions; Part 2
➪ read part one here
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summary: you finally meet your boyfriend after the match, and despite the overwhelming emotions of everything, you two manage to find a way to sort it out. things also take an unexpected turn as you realise your boyfriend was jealous of mason.
pairing: antoine griezmann x reader, slightly mason mount x reader
warnings: badly written smut
a/n: almost 1k notes on part 1 is insane, thank you for all the feedback!! also my intention for this part was to be fluff, but it ended up with a bit of smut. If you're not comfortable reading it, you can skip it as it doesn't add much to the plot.
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You heard Mason apologise moments before walking away. But you paid him no attention; if you went back to him, you feared you would say something you later regretted.
Antoine glances over at where he thought you were, with Mason. But instead he catches you walking up the stairs, and based on Mason shouting after you, he realises something is wrong. Tearing himself away from the celebrations, he rushes towards the area of the stadium where you were. Without thinking, he effortlessly jumps over the barrier and darts past Mason as he tries to catch up to you. You’re too far away to hear him calling out your name, so he gives up and simply follows you.
Mason’s words replayed in your mind as you grew more and more furious by the second. Unable to contain your blinding tears, you opened the first door on your right, which was conveniently unlocked. You assumed it belonged to the caretaker, as there were cleaning supplies scattered around the room. After dropping your handbag on one of the shelves, you leaned against the wall, letting hot tears fall freely down your cheeks.
It wasn't long before you were interrupted by the door opening swiftly. Your teary eyes met your boyfriend's concerned gaze.
"Y/N, what’s wrong?" He hurried towards you, his eyes softening at the sight of you.
"Nothing," you answered quickly over the sound of your rapid heartbeat, pointlessly wiping away your tears that he had clearly already seen.
"Your tears tell me otherwise, talk to me," with both his hands, Antoine cups your face and tilts it up slightly. He glides his thumbs across your cheeks to brush away your tears, which continued to fall despite your efforts to stop them.
Your mind was racing, searching for an answer it couldn’t find. From England losing to your boyfriend winning and Mason’s comments from earlier, you didn’t know where to begin.
"I don’t know what to tell you because I don’t know how I’m feeling myself," you admitted, leaning into his touch as you were overcome by a mixture of confusing emotions. "I don’t even know why I’m crying," you sarcastically chuckled at how ridiculous you sound.
You were never any good at expressing your emotions. It simply didn't come to you as easy as it did for others. Antoine was well aware of this, as you've had this conversation with him before, so he didn't pressure you into giving an answer. Instead, he tries to help you navigate your feelings.
"Was it the match? Are you angry at me?" A guilty expression crept across his face.
"What? Of course not! Earlier today, I promised you that my feelings for you wouldn’t change, regardless of what happened on the pitch today. And I fully stand by that.” You tried to reassure him of it.
"So you still love me?" His hands trailed down your body to rest on your hips, lightly pressing his body into yours.
“It’s hard not to,” you gave Antoine a soft smile as your arms wrapped around the back of his neck, pulling him in for the kiss you longed for. His lips were soft and delicate against yours. It was a short but intimate kiss that both of you needed in that moment. To reassure and confirm that truly nothing has changed between you two.
"I should have said this sooner, but congratulations baby. I’m really proud of you, especially after seeing you out there today. People always doubted you and your abilities, but look at you proving them wrong," you told Antoine, gently running your fingers through his hair.
“I couldn't have done it without you,” he presses a tender kiss to your forehead.
“Me? I didn't do anything,” you furrowed your brows in confusion.
"You were always there for me whenever I had a bad day. I don't know how, but you have this way of making me feel better without even trying. When the media found some way to criticise me or split us up, you never believed them, and that kind of trust is rare; I've never had that in any of my other relationships. I even considered quitting football, but I didn't because I had you. The one person who has always been by my side and the reason I've gotten this far. Everything I do is for you,” he spoke in sheer admiration, a smile growing on his lips as he saw your cheeks flush pink.
You listened intently to every word and grinned as you gazed into his eyes. Undoubtedly, he was giving you way more credit than you deserved, as you know how talented he was to begin with, and that combined with his dedication, is how he got this far. You began to wonder how you had become so lucky to have such a perfect boyfriend. One that does everything for you even though you never asked him to.
But then you recalled the match where your team lost against his.
“How is beating England 'for me?' ” You questioned cheekily, curious to see how he was going to explain this one.
“Let me rephrase myself, everything I do, except winning against England, is for you,” he winked at you in an attempt to soften the blow.
Your mouth fell open, a fake gasp escaping your lips. “I never knew you were so selfish,” you joked, playfully hitting his chest. A comfortable silence filled the air as you shared a smile with Antoine. The warmth of his endearing grin quickened your heartbeat.
“Are you ready to tell me why you were crying earlier?” He asked in a lowered tone.
You thought about it for a minute. This time, you had better luck articulating your thoughts since your mind wasn't racing erratically anymore.
“I guess I felt guilty for not sharing your happiness and celebrating with you,” you muttered, averting your gaze as you studied your hands, suddenly finding them interesting.
“We knew from the start it was going to be complicated, but I understand Y/N, I really do. The emotions involved in it all can be overwhelming, and I would never force you to pick a side. You're too loyal for your own good,” he laughs, playfully rolling his eyes, “and I respect that. At the end of the day, all that matters to me is that we’re okay,” you nodded in agreement, your mouth curving into an unconscious smile at how understanding he is.
"And that was it, you’re sure there’s nothing else bothering you?" You shook your head decisively, as your boyfriend continued to speak, "for a second I thought something had happened with Mason."
You froze at the mention of your ex-boyfriend.
"What do you mean?" You tried to swallow down an empty gulp.
"I saw the two of you together."
"He was upset after the match, so I was consoling him, that's all." You got a strange feeling in the pit of your stomach, wondering what he must have thought seeing you with Mason like that.
"As long as you didn’t console him in the same way you console me, we’re good," you knew exactly what he was implying with that suggestive tone.
"Oh no, that is reserved specifically for you only," his eyes darted between your lips and eyes as he leant in for another kiss. But before he could connect his lips with yours, you pulled away.
“Wait, were you jealous of Mason?” You eyed him suspiciously.
“As if,” he denied too quickly, his jaw visibly tensing.
“You were, I knew it!”
“I wasn’t jealous, so don't ever say that again,” he warned in a low, firm voice as his gaze darkened.
“Or else what?” Your eyes lit up with a hint of mischief before he erased the distance between your bodies by pressing you against the wall and pushing his leg between yours.
“Don't test me Y/N, I may have been running around the pitch for 90 minutes, but you should know better than anyone that I still have plenty of energy after that,” His hands had caged you in, as they were pinned on either side of your head.
“I didn't know you were the jealous type.”
“I don't get jealous cause you already know you're mine,” his breath was hot against your ear.
“I am?” You raised your eyebrows, pretending this was news to you as your fingertips skimmed along his jaw line.
“It looks like you need reminding.” He pushes his thigh against your core, a breathy moan slipping from your lips. Your eyes fluttered shut as you felt his lips ghosting yours. Breathing lightly, your lips part with a burning desire, an aching need to kiss him, but he doesn’t let you.  He flexes his thigh beneath you, applying pressure to your core and notices your body instantly react to him. “You realise I can feel that,” he smirked, feeling a throbbing sensation on his thigh.
“Then do something, please,” you begged with desperation in your voice. It was embarrassing how easily your body reacted to his touch. With the World Cup happening, the two of you barely had time for yourselves, so you were extra sensitive to his touch.
“You’re not going to get what you want. Not until you tell me what I want to hear,” you chose to ignore the heat building in between your own thighs.
“I really hate you,” you panted over your pounding heartbeat.
“That’s not it,” your response seemed to amuse him as he let out a light chuckle. You mentally debated whether you should carry on teasing him or give up and tell him what he wants to hear. “I'm not going to ask you again,” he begins to remove his leg from between yours, but you quickly clench your legs around his thigh.
“I’m y-yours, all yours,” your words were breathless as you chose the latter option. The prolonged anticipation became unbearable as your body grew impatient.
“That's right baby, you're mine — no one else's,” satisfied with your answer, he plants a series of harsh kisses on your neck, pressing his thigh harder against your core.
“I need to you to do something now, I've missed your touch,” you slowly start to roll your hips into his thigh as his muscles tense against your aching core. Even though you were fully clothed, you knew that the flood of wetness from your core would be enough to soak through the material and leave a patch on his shorts. But you didn’t care. The pleasure was building in your stomach, but before anything else happened, you were interrupted by the sound of keys turning in the door.
“Perfect timing,” he said in a hushed tone before he pulled his leg away from your wet core. You whined in response to the loss of contact. You weren't finished. That's when it hit you — this was his plan all along.
“You didn’t think I was going to let you get away with all this teasing, right?” You glared at him while trying to catch your breath before the door opened.
You grabbed your handbag from the shelf as you approached a confused-looking caretaker. Giving him an awkward smile, you left the room with your boyfriend following closely behind.
“I’ve never seen you squirm so much,” he spoke with a sense of accomplishment. You sent him daggers once again for leaving you all hot and bothered. “That was all your doing, all you had to say was you're mine, but you were too busy teasing me,” he held his hands up in defence.
“Mason would never do that to me,” you wish you hadn't said the words the moment you saw the expression on Antoine's face harden.
You had seriously fucked up.
“I'm sorry, I took it too far that time, I didn't mean it,” you unintentionally struck a nerve as he looked genuinely hurt. “It's you that I want, it's you who I'm with and it's you I love,” you frantically searched his eyes for any indication that he believed you.
“I love you, you know that right?” You took his hands in yours.
“Yeah I know, I've just got to get back since I've been gone a while, and everyone will begin to wonder where I am,”
“Okay,” your voice was barely a whisper. He pressed a gentle kiss on the top of your head before walking away.
“Make sure you message me when you get to your hotel," he reminded you as he turned around. A smile touched your lips for a brief second as you nodded.
Antoine might not have responded to your “I love you” directly, but making sure you reach safely is his unspoken way of expressing his love for you.
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captainwans · 1 year
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IN A RAGE.
 — A. GRIEZMANN
pairing: antoine griezmann x fem! reader
summary: usually antoine kept calm during heated matches with his opponents. however, one comment about his wife made him see red.
warning: traumatized reader, lots of angst, cursing, mention of former abusive relationship, mentions of anxiety disorders, and fluff at the end.
word count:  2,4k | ( gif not mine! )
disclaimer: luiz is a fictional character that i made up, in case you’re wondering. hope you like this as much as i liked writing it! <3
masterlist!
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…   [Y/N] SAT AT THE STANDS, both of her legs anxiously bouncing as her eyes darted across the stadium with an uneasy expression plastered onto her face. She chewed on her bottom lip, lost in a dire of haunting thoughts that made her want to throw herself off a cliff—quite literally. She halted with her breaths, a shaky sigh escaping her lips as she relived the small argument that was shared between her and her husband, Antoine, and she felt a sting in her chest for her own behavior.
    “I don’t understand why you’re making such a big deal–” [Y/N] tried to argue, but was cut off by Antoine, who paused with a look of disbelief, looking at his wife like she’d grown two heads.
     Antoine scoffed, resting a hand on his hip. “It matters to me because he hurt you! The fact that we’re playing against each other makes me fucking sick to my stomach. How am I supposed to play fair when that guy’s the reason for the bruises you on your—” [Y/N]’s eyes burgeoned with tears, her jaw tightly clutched as she rapidly shook her head, blocking out her ex-boyfriend’s name.
    “Don’t. Don’t talk about him.” [Y/N] shot in a calming manner, her eyes rigid with tears. A reign of pain engulfed her body, but she stood on her ground, not allowing herself to break. Crumbling to pieces was not something she wanted to do at the moment, especially not in front of Antoine.
    Luiz Moralez was a menace—even on the football field. Having received multiple cards, yellow and red, go in accordance with how he is as a person outside of football. [Y/N] however, was blinded by love and saw the signs late. She remembered giving her friends a weird look at the comments about him, completely oblivious and too in love to realize that she made a deal with the devil.
    A gentle hand rubbed her back, snapping her out of her thoughts. She swallowed a lump into her throat, clenching her jaw before turning her head to Antoine’s sister, Maud, who looked at her with concern. “Are you alright, honey?” she softly asked, her doe-eyes gazing at her with genuine worry.
    [Y/N] dug her nails into her palms, biting the insides of her cheeks. The question made her want to sob into her arms, wanting her to rock her body back and forth while caressing her hair. She licked her dry lips before giving her an answer. “I, uh—I don’t know, Maud,” she admitted, giving her an uncertain smile, not sure if the smile was for herself or for her best friend.
    Maud’s hand traveled up to her neck, almost wincing at how tense it was. She studied her, her eyes slightly narrowed as she watched how her chest was heaving, making her frown. She glanced at her hands, noticing her fidgeting with her wedding band. Her eyes softened, bringing her warm hand into her cold ones, rubbing her icy skin with her thumb. “You’re safe here. It’s okay.”
    [Y/N] cringed internally, feeling like a child. Her jaw was starting to sting at how tight it was clutched. She nodded, repeating her words like a mantra. Her lips muttered her words quietly, earning another rub on her back for reassurance. The dark cloud in her heart became heavier, writhing and squeezing her chest tightly making her let out a breath she didn’t know she was holding.
     A whistle echoed inside the stadium, indicating the players’ appearance. Both of the teams stepped out of the dark hall, making a round of applause and cheers echo inside the stadium. [Y/N] moved her head, trying to catch a glimpse of her husband, but her eyes landed on Luis instead, whose piercing gaze on her made her freeze in her seat.
     Blood drained from her skin, her expression stretched into a mask of fright. She could feel her heart palpiate, blood rushing through her ears as she watched him give her a nod in greeting, his lips curving into a smirk. She quickly averted her gaze away toward his husband, whose eyes was on Luis—eyes glowed with fire.
   Antoine gently tapped his mascot’s shoulders, giving the child a comforting pat to ease their nerves. He stood across his opponent, who ironically happened to be Luiz. His blood boiled at how he sent a smile to his wife. His mouth quirked with annoyance, lips suppressing fury as he gave him a cold look.
    Luiz moved his gaze toward his opponent, an amusing expression plastered onto his features. He had his arms behind his back, shoulders out with a confident posture and Antoine wanted nothing more than to wipe that stupid smirk off his face.
    The French man gave him one last glare, turning his attention away from him to the match. Both of the teams gave each other a handshake, mutters of good luck and a tap on the back. Luiz neared Antoine, his rough hands clasping with his.
    Antoine tightened his grip on his hand, giving it a squeeze. He gave him a nod, his lips forming into a forced smile. He watched him falter for a moment before returning the same enforcing smile, their eyes dangerously pierced into each other.
    The players gathered around the field, waiting for the referee to blow the whistle. Antoine’s eyes darted across the stadium, eyes searching for his wife. His eyes found hers and he gave her an apologetic look, indicating for the small argument they had earlier. He watched her shake her head, blowing a few kisses, her lips chanting with the crowd for the French man.
    He smiled, eyes soft and loving, completely oblivious of Luiz giving him a glowering look. After what felt like an internity, the whistle finally blew and the match started. Half of the match went for Antoine’s team, having scoring a goal that went the crowd craving for more. Although Antoine encountered his opponent tackling him and preventing him from scoring, he managed in the end and manuvered the ball skillfully into the net.
    That seemed to make Luiz bitter for the whole break and it was obvious for the audience. Some caught him making dull comments about the French man, throwing his hands up exasperated about their performance. Some of his teammates watched the Spanish man with annoyance, making Antoine chuckle under his breath with a shake of his head. This guy, he thought.
    The rest of the match started with the other team dribbling the ball and centring to each other. Antoine jogged toward his opponent, managing to catch the ball and leading it to the other direction. The crowd roared with anticipation, watching the French man on the field, skillfully dodging their attempts to take the ball away from him. He was near and getting closer, but as his feet was about to shoot, Luiz happened to prevent the goal by using his body to push his shoulders, sending him to the ground.
   [Y/N] gasped, a hand covering her mouth as she watched the spectacle in front of her. Her eyebrows were knitted and her frown deepened. “Fucking asshole,” she cursed out loud, making a few snap their heads toward her direction—agreeing with her comment.
    “Asshole? More like a fucking meneance. How isn’t that a yellow card?” A man beside her interjected with a scorn, making a few people around him agree with his statement, their shouts of anger filling her ears.
    Antoine stood up on his feet, feeling his shoulder sting. He wiped off sweat that was trickling down his face and clenched his jaw. His face flushed with anger, watching how Luiz took the ball away from him. He noticed a few of his teammates crying in protest, yelling at the referee for a yellow card to the man. He patted a team player on the back, indicating to keep going and reassuring that he was fine.
    Luiz dribbled the ball, maneuvering around his opponent as he neared the net. The crowd cheered, boosting his skills as his foot went for a potential score, but was blocked by Antoine, who jumped in front of the net and slid his body against the grass.
   It was only a few minutes left and the other team could already taste victory. Just as Antoine stood up from the grass, his body was tackled to the ground, his hip hitting the ground with a harsh thump. A yelp tore through his throat, his hand gripping his left hip with gritted teeth.
    “Fucking jerk,” he grumbled, clenching his jaw. His teammates ran to his side, carefully helping him up to his feet before making a run to attack the Spanish player. They shared their complaints to the referee on his behalf, eyes dripped with spite as they looked at the opposite team.
    Antoine felt a prickling pain at his left hip, making him let out a shaky breath as he halted toward Luiz with a neutral expression on his face to prevent himself from punching his face. He watched him letting out a scoff, pushing one of his teammates out of the way to defend himself.
    A whistle pulled him out of his thoughts, making him snap his head toward the referee. Luiz could only shrug, a cocky expression plastered onto his face as he neared the referee. “We almost scored, he ruined the shot, man. I almost had it!” he defend himself with a glare, looking at his Antoine, whose veins in his neck stood out in living ridges, ready to pop out any second.
    After a bargain of shouts and protests, the referee sent Luiz off the field, bringing a red card in the air and Antoine thought he was seeing things as he watched the other team cheer. He scoffed, shaking his head in disbelief at the interaction and turned on his heel to play the last few minutes that was left.
    A harsh tug at his shoulder made him quickly turn around and immediately met with the face that he despised the most. He narrowed his eyes, a scowl forming on his handsome features as he looked at his opponent’s expression turning into a sour look, indicating his red card.
    He watched him open his mouth, but he cut him off before he could utter a word, already knowing what he was going to say. Antoine inched closer, his unwavering gaze holding him in his place. “Say a fucking word about my wife, I dare you. Back. Off.” he sneered, his jaw clutched as he looked at him with a cold glare before leaving him on the spot.
    “Why not? She’s a fucking whore.” Antoine halted with his steps and turned around once again. A look of rage morphed into his face, along with a flushed face and his lips turning thin before barging toward him, his hands using all his strengths to send him back to the ground.
    “What the hell did you just say about her?” Even Luiz’s teammates gave him disappointed looks, a look of shock etched onto their faces as they watched him uttering words like that. A teammate pushed Luiz back to prevent him to throw a punch at the French player. “Hey, enough! You’ve done enough, man.”
    [Y/N]’s eyes brimmed with tears, her lips forming into a downwards pout as she tried to stop the overwhelming emotions bubbling to the surface. Another whistle blew, signaling that the game was over and their team won. The crowd cheered screams of joy, completely forgetting about the heated interactin between the players.
    She stood up from her seat, ignoring Maud’s pleads as her feet hit the staircase to lead her down the dark hall. She watched the team entering the hallaway, their brims of smiles widening at their another win. She clutched her chest, her body glued into a corner as her eyes frantically searched for her husband. She rubbed the back of her crossed arms, hot tears threatening to fall. She sniffled, wiping her nose with her hand and slowly sauntered toward, catching a glimpse of blonde locks at the peripheral of her vision.
    Antoine gave his coach a forced smile, giving him an embrace. He heard his words of praise, but his mind was elsewhere and he longed for his wife. His eyes averted away from his coach toward the entrance hall, trying to find her among the heavy mass.
    [Y/N] let out a breath she held for awhile, feeling her shoulders relax as her eyes finally locked with his. She let her feet lead her, fastening her pace, desperate to be into his arms. A breathy smile reached her face, her hands cupping both of his cheeks before engulfing him into her arms.
    Antoine let out a tired sigh, hiding his face into her hair as he pulled her closer to his body. He rocked them back and forth, enjoying being in each other arms as they both whispered words of love and sweet nothings. “I’m sorry, mon chéri (my darling).” he murmed into her neck, planting a soft kiss into her skin before pulling away.
    [Y/N] shook her head, her hand drifting to hold the side of his neck as her thumb brushed his jaw. She felt him relax at her touch, reaching his hand to cover with hers. “You have nothing to be sorry for. You’re right—what you said, you know. I just, uh, I didn’t know what to say and I–I–” her words got caught in her throat, a vibrant blush creeping up her cheeks at his soft gaze.
    Antoine caught her chin, his thumb gliding across her cheekbones in a tender and gentle caress. He captured her lips for a loving kiss. She met his kiss with a dreamy sigh, her hands sliding up to wrap around his shoulder to pull him closer, deepening the kiss.
    They broke away the kiss, their forehead leaned against each other. Antoine’s lips curved up, both of his hands caressing her flushed cheeks. He hummed, planting a kiss on her forehead before pulling her into his chest. “I love you so much, you know that right? More than that psycho..” he told her, feeling her muffled laughs into his chest.
   [Y/N] pulled away, giving her husband a giggle. “I know, sweetheart. I love you so much as well, Antoine.” she mirrored his affection, giving him a loving smile.
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gadriezmannsgirl · 1 year
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Hey guys! How's it going? You can send me request for fics! I'd love to do some!
Right now I'm writing for:
Pablo Gavi, Pedri González and Antoine Griezmann
I could also do for:
Mason Mount
Frenkie De Jong
However, there are a few things I'd like to say and make them clear:
If I don't feel comfortable with the request, I won't do it (It doesn't feel right writing something you don't like)
I can write fluff and angst BUT I don't do smut (At least for the moment)
If I don't write for certain person and I've made it clear before, please, stop asking for it. It means I'm not comfortable writing for him
I use she/her pronouns in all my fics
Kindness is the key to everything. When you request, please be nice
As said in the last point. Kindness is key to everything, I won't tolerate any kind of hate on my blog and you'll be simply blocked.
That being said. I hope you enjoy all of my works!
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footballffbarbiex · 6 months
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this is what i'm hoping to come back with
these are on my first to write hit lists but that doesn't mean i won't be writing anything else too.
i know i have some more blurbs on here to write but this cold has knocked me on my ass so i'll get on them ASAP.
anything below you're looking forward to?
Antoine Griezmann
Antoine knows you’re watching at home (and there might be a sex ban bet) and plays up for the camera a little. 
Baby daddy anto and his little girl braiding one another’s hair. 
Watching a scary movie where one is terrified and the other can’t stop laughing
Enjoying some wine after a hectic day
What a better way to brush up on your french than a quick oral lesson?
A clear penalty that wasn’t given leaves a bitter taste in anto’s mouth so you take matters into your own hands and holes.
Baby it’s cold outside so you need warming up in the best way
Tracing his tattoos becomes a form of foreplay…
The only way to ensure you get what you want is to make sure it’s on his mind
Whoever cums first loses
He’s up for a threesome until he realises he doesn’t want to share
He’s thinking about what he wants from you while he’s alone in a hotel (smut)
Anto plans to edge you for as long as possible, even if it takes all day
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Ben Chilwell
A continuation of the pillow humping drabble
“You’re not the man I married” angst. 
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Ben White
Ben really wants to show you how much he loves the new lingerie
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Beth Mead
Celebrating winning the euros with her (leads to smut)
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Charles Leclerc
Charles is left to handle several children by himself, making him one stressed boy.
Enemies to lovers. Slightly AU - he’s an old money prep boy
Secret dating is about to become public
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Daniel Ricciardo 
Cooling down on a hot day only leads to more heat
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Dominic Calvert Lewin
His curls. Playful and dirty pulling of his hair examples
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Emre Can
Walking in the summertime with his little girl. Playing with the flowers.
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Eric Dier
Eric and your daughter are putting on a magic show and he’s the assistant
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Jack Aitken 
Leaving love notes
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Jack Grealish
Showing Jack just how confident you’re now feeling and dressing up for him 
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Jadon Sancho
Jadon’s ex is causing trouble and their relationship is on thin ice.
Jadon’s dressing up your son to look like him
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John Stones
Finally having untprotected sex with John. 
Unwinding at home with John after a long stressful week (fluff)
John likes to get handsy after some sun, sea and sand. 
Over protective baby daddy John
Out and about with the newborn
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Kepa Arrizabalaga
They split when he was leaving Spain and though things didn’t end bad, it felt like there was little closure. Now they’re back in the same city, are those feelings still there?
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Kylian Mbappe 
Dating Tuchel’s daughter in secret … until it’s no longer a secret. (smut)
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Leon Goretzka
That first time sex and trying to be quiet
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Marco Rose
An unexpected pregnancy leaves Marco unsure of himself 
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Mason Mount
Mason takes it upon himself to decorate the nursery
Mason being a good egg during labour
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Paulo Dybala
She’s a belly dancer and practices a new routine for him
Lazy day in after he’s been to training
Celebrating his birthday with a meal and dessert 
Drunken sex headcannon
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Rodrigo De Paul
Helping her get out of her head (smut)
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Rúben Dias
1 of 2 - they meet and bond over both being new to Manchester and not having many people around. One thing leads to another and ….
2/2  even though they’re just friends, jealousy gets in the way during a night out and there’s only one way to get rid of that. 
A bad mood of yours leads to cockwarming
Rúben doesn’t like that your ex is sniffing around again
You really shouldn’t have sent those nudes while he was away
A new on the pitch agreement leaves him feeling competitive (smut)
Trying to make a baby
You get a tattoo of his jersey number
Watching porn together
NSFW alphabet
She’s his neighbour and drunkenly locked herself out. He’s there to rescue her
You’re home late from work and he’s doing the baby’s bedtime routine
Spending the first night at his (fluff)
Ruben is all manly out of the bedroom, but you’re in charge between the sheets
Squirting for the first time
She’s not there at the ballon d’or with him but he sees what she’s up to and he’s not impressed (smut)
Being manhandled by Ruben
John’s challenged Ruben to No Nut November but can he last?
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Sergio Ramos
A birthday present for the birthday boy. 
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Trent Alexander Arnold
Sexting quickly escalates. 
When a switch meets a switch, who will come out top? (smut)
Your son has only just started walking but Trent’s determined to put a ball at his feet
Trent is trying to be her tour guide in another country but she knows more
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Threesomes and moresomes
Poch’s daughter has caught the eye of several Liverpool players… ft Joe Gomez / Trent Alexander Arnold /  reader  / reader’s best female friend /  Virgil van Dijk
Thigh riding becomes more -  Kepa Arrizabalaga / reader / Mason Mount 
3 Lions aren’t just on shirts, they’re also inside you. Dominic Calvert Lewin / reader / Mason Mount / John Stones
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Unnamed
Making you watch yourself cum + aftercare
Needing to make you forget about the shit day you’ve had
You receive texts throughout the day about what he wants to do to you
You’ve begged for him and he’s not giving you attention. But you’ll take what you want and pay the price later
Public teasing only gets you so far
Sub!player being made to watch and beg to touch you
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Virgil van Dijk
Restraining and blindfolding Virgil and having your way with him
Meeting your family for the first time
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percervall · 9 months
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To keep the writing muscles limber (and also to celebrate 700 followers, I swear I just celebrated 400???), I thought it'd be fun to open my requests for some song drabbles/blurbs. Will close them again 10/8 at 20:00CET
Feel free to send in a name from the list below and a song, plus a genre (fluff, smut, angst)
Who do I write for? Daniel Ricciardo Carlos Sainz Lando Norris Toto Wolff Rodrigo De Paul Antoine Griezmann Thiago Alcantara Kostas Tsimikas Darwin Núñez Mats Hummels Fernando Torres
Tagging my writing friends for first dibs (only if you want!): @goldsainz @curiousthyme @monzabee @userlando @moneyymaseyy @monzamash @footballffbarbiex
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xratedffbarbiex · 6 years
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Masterlist.
Each and every one of the one shots below are smut. 
Some gif blurbs are fluffy but not many.
Warnings to include:
Strong language, spanking, hair pulling, name calling, ejaculation on body parts (i.e. face (see facials section), ass, breasts), rough sex, throat grabbing, asphyxiation, restraint, threesomes, marking, double penetration, knife play, oral sex for both male and female, anal sex, angst, daddy kink, masturbation, biting and more. 
These warnings are to be taken seriously. If you do not like them and they feature in one of the one shots below and you continue to read, please note you’re doing this at your own risk and I’m not to be held accountable for your displeasure. 
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Gif Blurbs:
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Shower Sex. Antoine Griezmann. 
Watching Me Watching You  Antoine Griezmann.
Drop Them - Roman Burki 
Just A Few More Minutes - Trent Alexander-Arnold. 
Please Stay - Rafinha Alcantara
Baby I Need You - Marco Asensio.
One Handed Expert - Jesse Lingard.
Can You Resist? - Marcus Rashford.
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Writing Challenge:   < Link. Click for more. 
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Series:
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Shhhh. Antoine Griezmann.  Completed. Falling.  Antoine Griezmann.    _______________________
Roman Bürki
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Neighbourhood Watch.  Part one. 
She’s always had a flirtatious relationship with Roman but when he takes it to the next level, allowing her to see him privately, will they finally give in to each other?
His Needs Only:
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Threesomes:
Ski. Roman Burki Ft Sergio Ramos. 
Pt 1. 
When you comment to your friend over drinks that a fantasy of yours had always been to have a threesome, they make sure it becomes a reality.
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Cuckolding:
You Don’t Own Me. Antoine/Theo Griezmann. 
You’ve always had a thing for the older brother and nows your chance...with permission from your boyfriend.
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captainwans · 1 year
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BLUE FUNK.
 — A. GRIEZMANN
pairing: antoine griezmann x fem! reader
summary: the couple face the horrors of a bombing attack in paris. the only solution to cease some of the pain away is by being held by their lover.
warning: traumatized reader, lots of angst, cursing, mentions of death and loss, mentions of anxiety disorders, ptsd, and fluff at the end.
word count:  2,7k | ( gif not mine! )
masterlist!
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…   A VIOLENT SOUND OF EXPLOSION ECHOED THROUGH THE STADIUM, causing the football players to freeze at the spot as their eyes frantically searched for their teammates and coach. Their faces were painted with confusion, their eyebrows furrowed along with a thumping heart that was beating rapidly inside their chest. The crowd held their breath, their heads turning to each other for any reassurance, but they all mirrored the same reaction — fright. Another explosion was fired outside the stadium, causing a haywire of people screaming blue murder as the commentator ordered an evacuation.
        Antoine’s body became impossibly still, the loud blaring of alarms echoing inside his ears as his eyes darted around manically, searching for his family. He just stood there, his feet glued to the grass while his eyes were transfixed with horror. His chest prickled, squeezing his lungs making him unable to breathe properly. His heart thumped loudly, hammering violently against his chest.
        He seemed to snap out of his daze, his feet going on autopilot as he followed the rest of his team toward the dark tunnel. A rough hand patted his back reassuringly, causing his head to snap towards them, his glistening blue eyes locking with theirs. A pulse roared in his throat, making his jaw tremble with fear as the blood drained from his skin. The sound of cries and screams filled his ears, making him dig his fingers into his friend’s arm, his lips opening and closing without making a sound.
        At the periphery of his vision, he noticed two people walking toward them. His eyes were clouded with tears and he squinted his eyes, moving his head to the side to catch a clear view. He drew a breath he didn’t know he was holding and burst into a frenzied run, collapsing into his parents’ arms. He hid his face into his mother’s neck, his trembling hands clutching her jacket while listening to her soothing words.
        “It’s alright, son. It’s gonna be okay.”
        Just as he took in his mother’s words, another wave of panic settled inside his chest like a tidal wave. His mind wandered to his sister and girlfriend, who were unable to watch the match. He remembered begging [Y/N] to come for his match, expressing how she’s his lucky charm. His sister, Maud, whined about how much they spent time together and wanted a girl’s day, shamelessly snatching her away from her brother to watch a concert instead. Guilt churned into his stomach, the knots tightening every time he breathed.
        Antoine quickly pulled away from his mother’s embrace, his eyes bulging from their sockets. “What about Maud and [Y/N]?” he managed to let out, his voice hoarse while clutching her jacket into a fist.
        His parents shared a worried look before looking at him, making him frown. “Maud is fine, she’s safe. She called us, but [Y/N] wasn’t with her. Maud said they separated when the bombing happened. We tried calling her, but-” Antoine violently shook his head, interrupting his father. “Well, try again! W-We need to get out here, we need to get them.” he snapped, running a hand through his sweaty locks as his mind went through endless scenarios.
        “They’re gonna be okay. How do you even know if they’re bombing at the concert?” His father genuinely asked, his eyes softening. He inched closer to his son and rubbed his back comfortably.
        Antoine clenched his jaw, his chest pains making him draw a shaky breath. He opened his mouth, licking his lips before voicing his thoughts. “They told us where the bombing is, dad. It’s near the concert and we need to get to them-” he stressed, his voice trembling with fear.
        His father shook his head, making his son furrow his eyebrows with confusion. “We can’t leave the stadium, not until we know we’re safe,” he said in a calming tone, trying to ease his nerve, but it seemed to worsen his state.
        Before he could let out a word, the guards evacuated the players into the dressing room, including Antoine, who peered about wild-eyed and looked at his parents, who told him they weren’t leaving his side. He walked with wobbly steps, clutching his chest, his hand turned into a fist as he took a few pats on his chest to cease the agony.
        Antoine was hunched at the bench, his shaky hands dialing his sister’s number. He squeezed his eyes shut, his legs aggressively bouncing as he waited for her voice. A stab of anxiety creased into his gut, making his heart stumble over its own rhythm. His pounding heart was the only thing he could hear and he didn’t notice his sister calling his name on the other line.
        “Antoine?”
        He jumped reflexively, a long sigh escaping from his lips. His hand clutched at his shirt, rubbing his chest with a scowl. He painfully swallowed a lump in his throat before speaking. “M-Maud, are you okay?” he said in a quiet voice, squinting his eyes repeatedly.
        “Don’t worry about me, I’m fine. It’s [Y/N] I’m worried about. She doesn’t answer any of my calls.”
        Antoine’s mind went spirally out of control, stuck on his thoughts about his girlfriend lost somewhere in the massive crowd. His eyes moved to the door, his frown deepening at the sight of security guards blocking the entrance. He bit the insides of his cheeks, looking back at his teammates. “We’re not allowed to leave.” he lamented, swallowing his fear as he gave his teammate, who was in the same situation as he was, a reassuring smile.
        “Good, we don’t need another one getting lost. Stay where you are, okay? Don’t do anything stupid, brother. I’m sure she’s fine, I promise you we’re getting out of here alive.”
        Alive. A chill went down his spine, prickling his skin like needles as he let out a shaky scoff, shaking his head at the choice of her words. “Please be careful, Maud. I swear to God if you-” he began to lecture, making his sister cut him off.
        “We’re getting out here, Antoine.”
        The line got cut off and the French man was left in his own thoughts, his mind going a hundred miles per hour. His body grew tense to the point of shaking and he clutched his phone into his hand before placing it beside him. He sniffled, grabbing the side of his head, feeling a headache forming through his skull. He leaned his body against the wall, his eyes closed as he rocked back and forth.
        While Antoine was slowly losing his sanity, [Y/N] was crouched behind a metal staircase, her legs becoming numb as her eyes frantically darted across the screaming crowd. Tears slid down her crimson cheeks as her lips muttered a prayer. She squeezed her eyes shut, trying desperately to block out the screams of terror erupting inside the stadium. As much as she tried to hold it in, she couldn’t and her body betrayed her.
        A choked sob emitted from her lips, her hands covering her chest as though trying to stop her heart from escaping. Hard knots formed in her throat, making her unable to breathe. She silently cried, her trembling hands covering her face. Her purse was nowhere to be seen, which meant she couldn’t phone anyone. On top of that, she lost Maud when the first bombing happened. Guilt prickled inside her chest, violently cursing inside her mind for not sticking by her side.
         [Y/N] remembered the sound of the explosion, her life flashing before her eyes as the bomb dropped. She kept Maud close to her side, their hands intertwined as they pushed through the body mass with fear. But somehow, they happened to separate due to endless people pushing and trying to get the hell out of there. She could only pray. Pray that she was safe and sound, away from the horror she was witnessing.
        She sniffled, drawing a deep breath before shakily exhaling. She shifted to the side, moving closer to the stairs, her bloodshot eyes darting across the area. She did a double take, her eyes finally landing on a person laying on the muddy grown, blood surged from his mouth as they held a tight hand on his side.
        She let out a gasp, her chin trembling like a child. She sobbed, praying and hoping it wasn’t Maud. Her body violently shook as she tried to stand up from her painful position. Her unsteady legs managed to pull her up and before she knew it, she was on the muddy ground, holding the stranger’s injury with a loud sob. “I don’t know what to do, I’m so sorry.” she gasped between her cries, looking at the stranger with panic.
        Her hands were stained with blood, pooling underneath her clothes as she wrapped her scarf around their side, adding pressure. She sniffled, her nose red and runny as she tried to keep them conscious. She hiccuped, inching closer to grab a hold of their face. She noticed their eyes were trying hard to stay awake and she slapped their cheek, earning a wince in response.
        The stranger grabbed her hand, a firm but gentle touch making her pause. “Y-You need to get out of here.” they croaked out, their voice raspy and hoarse.
        [Y/N] frowned, her tears trailing down her cheeks. She shook her head, squeezing the man’s hand. “We need to get you to a hospital, sir.” she wavered, her voice cracking. It felt like a fist was closing over her heart, watching the color of the man’s face turn grey.
        An explosion outside the stadium snapped her out of her state, making her quickly turn her head to the arena with dread. She whimpered, her head turning to look back at the man but instantly regretted it when she noticed his eyes closed shut. “No, no!” she cried, shaking him with her blurry vision.
        She cursed, cupping his face with her hand. She clenched her jaw, her trembling hand reaching for his pulse. When she couldn’t find one she broke down into tears, her scream of rage devolved into a sobbing mess.
        “[Y/N]!” She gasped, her body jerking towards a familiar voice. It was hard to see past the tears clouding her vision, but she knew it was Maud. She sat slouched, unable to pull herself upright as she saw her falling to her knees in front of her, grabbing her face before wrapping an arm around her.
        “Thank God, I found you! We’ve been looking for you. You didn’t answer your phone..” she stressed into her ear, gently caressing her hair before pulling away. Maud’s face turned into concern, noticing the blood on her body. Her eyes went wide, her hands searching for any injury. “Oh my, are you hurt?”
        [Y/N]’s eyes blinked slowly, taking her in. She slowly shook her head, her brows shot up with disbelief. She looked down, noticing the dried-up blood etched on her hands. She placed a trembling hand on her shirt, feeling the blood itching her skin. Tears welled inside her eyes at the thought of a stranger dying in her arms. She let out a sharp breath, “He died, Maud. I couldn’t–I didn’t-” her rambling led to her losing her voice.
        She felt Maud’s warm hands cupping her face, her hand pulling her face toward her. “Hey, sweetie. We need to get out of here. Antoine’s already having my head.” she said in a gentle tone, helping her up on her feet as they walked toward a security guard.
        She grabbed onto Maud, her hands clutching her sweater as her eyes were looking down at her shoes, not wanting to watch the horrors of the night haunting her mind. She thought of Antoine, her sweet, loving boyfriend, who was probably worried sick. She longed for his touch, wanting his arms around hers, shielding her from her pain. Worry grew in her stomach, “A-Antoine,” she rasped out, earning Maud’s attention.
        “He’s fine, physically. Mentally? He’s scared shitless.” Maud told her, her face turning into a worried expression, watching [Y/N] shaken form. The pair neared the exit with the guard, who helped them guide them into the car that was waiting for them. Maud let her get inside the car first, placing a blanket around her in the process to keep her warm.
        [Y/N] had her knees closed up to her chest as incoherent mutters emitted from her lips as she stared at nothing. Maud let out a sigh, her heart clenching at the sight of her best friend. She placed a hand on her shoulder, gently removing dirt from her hair. She watched her shift in her seat, turning her body toward her, her lips slowly opening. “I watched a man die, Maud.” [Y/N] whispered, her trembling hands fiddling with the cotton blanket as she blankly stared at Maud.
        Before Antoine’s sister could voice her thoughts, the car stopped. The car door opened, and the same guard held his hand out for [Y/N], giving her a look of sympathy. She sank into her seat, her shoulders jumping to her ears as she looked at the man with an angsty look. She looked at Maud, who gave her a comforting smile.
        Taking the man’s hand, she stepped out of the vehicle. The cold wind ruffled her hair, hitting her skin and making her flinch at the sensation. Her face felt bruised from all the crying and her throat was prickling, almost like needles were piercing into her jugular making her have a hard time breathing.
        Maud held her arm and guided her to her family, who were standing beside an anxious Antoine, whose body was turned away. She gave them a small smile before calling out to them, making them instantly turn their attention to the girls.
        Once Antoine locked eyes with [Y/N], he broke into a fit of cries before bursting into a run. He took her into his arms, his body shaking uncontrollably as his lips mumbled incoherent things inside her neck, choking on his sobs. “I was so fucking worried about you. God, I thought I lost you.” he cried, his shoulders shaking as he felt her arms wrapping around his neck.
        [Y/N] hid her face into his chest, pulling him closer to her body as she inhaled his warmth. She sniffled, slowly pulling away, and looked at him, her face turning into a frown. He mirrored her expression, his scowl deepening at her state. Dried blood was smeared on her left cheek and her mascara was stained under her eyes along with a small bruise on her left eyebrow.
        Antoine cursed, tears sliding down his chin. “Oh my God, is that blood? Are you hurt? Why are you covered in blood, mon amour? (my love).” He hiccuped, his shaky hands cupping her face, trying to wipe the dried blood with his thumb.
        His hand traveled to her body, his hands searching for any injury, but found none. [Y/N] grabbed his hands, bringing them to her lips and planting light kisses. She gave him a tired smile, her bloodshot eyes tinted with a slight glint. “It’s not my blood, honey. I’m okay.” she reassured, caressing his hands with her thumb.
        Antoine sighed in relief, the knot in his stomach ceasing. He drew a deep exhale, blinking away his tears before taking her into his arms. He kissed her forehead, prepping small pecks around her hairline and hugging her close to his body. “I thought I lost you. I thought– you–” he wobbled with his words, shaking his head as he closed his eyes, rocking them back and forth.
        [Y/N]’s stomach churned, her eyes softening. She pulled away from his embrace, but had her arms placed around his waist. Her hand drifted up to hold the side of his neck as her thumb brushed his jaw. He melted into her touch, reaching up to cover his hand with hers. “You didn’t. I’m right here, baby.” she told him, her voice barely above a whisper, but he heard her nonetheless.
        She wiped a tear away with her thumb, her tired eyes trailing over his features with her lips curved upwards. She pressed a gentle kiss to his lips before resting her forehead against his. “I’m okay. You’re okay. We’re okay, Antoine.” she said in a soothing tone, planting another soft kiss on his lips as they sank into each other’s embrace. 
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footballffbarbiex · 1 year
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So, what is coming to Patreon from December is as follows -
From January the posting schedule should hopefully be: Monday - Wednesday are Patreon exclusives and early access to series days. Saturday - Sunday are Tumblr early access days.
During December though, we’ll be looking to have daily early access updates, with patreon exclusive littered throughout. 
Emoji Key:
❤️ - relationship   /    🥺  - crush   /   👶🏻- baby daddy   /   💦- smut     /      🫂 - soulmate or AU     /     🥀 - angst     /     ❄️ - winter   /     🍂 - autumn    /      🎃  - halloween   /    😢 - grief    /      🤰- pregnancy      /     ⚤- dark or cnc      /     🍆💼 - sex work     /       🍆 - one night stand      /       💶 - sugar baby     /      🔫 - violence
(please keep in mind that emojis on the series section may not apply to that chapter but do apply to the series itself. Each chapter will have it’s own warnings.)
You’re responsible for your own consumption, especially if proceeding to read a piece which has warnings not to your tastes.
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Early Access to Tumblr updates: First tier. $1
Gains you super early access to tumblr blurbs and one shots as well as Patreon exclusive fluff Friday’s and smut Wednesdays. Though you do not have the ability to request fics for your birthday or have monthly requests like on other tiers, you are able to send in requests for these blurb days when prompted to do so.
If you would like to be tagged in any of these when they come to tumblr and you are not currently on one of my tag lists, please show your interest right here.
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Alisson Becker. Making it up to the family.  👶🏻❤️
Andy Robertson. Playing with the kids at the side of the pitch  👶🏻❤️
Andy Robertson. Claimed You As Mine.  💦
Antoine Griezmann. Clairefontaine.   💦  
Antoine Griezmann. Give In To Me.   💦  
Antoine Griezmann. Riding Shotgun. Kink Bingo.  💦  ⚤    
Antoine Griezmann. Law Of Attraction. 💦  
Anyone You Want.  Adjust Your Halo.  💦❤️
Anyone You Want.  Marry Me.  🥀
Anyone You Want.  That Kiss.   💦❤️    
Anyone You Want.  The Illustrator.   👶🏻❤️
Darwin Núñez. Pretty Little P... 💦❤️ 
Darwin Núñez. Thigh riding.  💦❤️
Darwin Núñez. English Lessons.  💦❤️
Fernando Torres. Dropping him off at training ❤️
Fernando Torres. “i’ve missed you” smut 💦❤️
Fernando Torres. LFC UCL round 16 smut. in his jersey.  💦❤️
Fernando Torres. His physio has a little crush on him 🥺
Joe Gomez. 2 girls, 1 joey. 💦
Joe Gomez. Captain Joe 💦❤️
Kostas Tsimikas. Carrying Her To Bed.  ❤️
Kostas Tsimikas. Catching Feelings.  🥺
Thiago Alcantara. Thigh Riding.  💦❤️
Thiago Alcantara. Jealousy.  💦❤️
Trent Alexander Arnold. House Shopping.  ❤️
Virgil Van Dijk. Broken Rules. 💦❤️  
 Virgil Van Dijk. Aftercare.  💦❤️
Winter:
Andy Barber. Snowy Night In.  ❄️❤️
Antoine Griezmann. Snowed In.  ❄️❤️
Benjamin Pavard. Starry Night.   ❄️❤️  
Eric Dier. House Decorating Arguments
Hector Bellerin. Reunions.   ❄️❤️  
Jan Oblak. Tree Decorating. ❄️❤️
Jan Oblak. Being A Snow Grinch.  ❄️❤️
Kasper Schmeichel  Sweets.     ❄️❤️  
Kepa Arrizabalaga. Secrets.   ❄️❤️  
Kostas Tsimikas. Mistletoe Giveaway. ❄️❤️
Kylan Mbappe. Stars.   ❄️❤️  
Rodrigo de Paul. Christmas Eve Gift Exchange.  ❄️❤️
Ruben Dias. Snowflakes.   ❄️❤️  
Ruben Loftus Cheek. Winter Cabin Getaway. ❄️❤️
Ruben Loftus Cheek. Sleigh Rides.   ❄️❤️ 
Ruben Loftus Cheek. Snowman.   ❄️❤️  
Paulo Dybala. Snowball Fights.   ❄️❤️
Mats Hummels. Train Ride.   ❄️❤️  
Mats Hummels. Christmas Markets.  ❄️❤️  
Mats Hummels. Christmas Decoration.  ❄️❤️
Tyrone Mings. Wishes.   ❄️❤️
Virgil van Dijk. Christmas PJs. ❄️❤️
Autumn:
Antoine Griezmann. Candle addiction.  🍂 ❤️ 
Benjamin Pavard. Petting Zoo.  🍂 ❤️ 
Darwin Nunez. Pumpkin spice  🍂 ❤️ 
Eric Dier. Friendship date  🍂 ❤️
Hector Bellerin. Haunted trail (enemies to confessions)  🍂 🎃 🥺 
Jack Grealish. Halloween parties  🍂🎃💦🍆
John Stones. Telling scary stories  🍂🎃❤️
Leon Goretzka. Pumpkin patches 🍂❤️
Leon Goretzka. Trick or treat  🍂👶🏻❤️ 
Leon Goretzka. Telling scary stories 🍂🎃❤️ 
Leon Goretzka. Walking through corn mazes  🍂❤️
Leon Goretzka. Crisp mornings  🍂 ❤️ 
Marcos Llorente. Baking.  🍂❤️ 
Mason Mount. Watching scary movies 🍂🎃❤️ 
Mick Schumacher. Hot drinks and cuddles 🍂❤️
Reece James. Getting caught in autumn showers  🍂❤️ 
Ruben Dias. Halloween costumes 🍂🎃💦❤️ 
Ruben Dias. Walking in the fall air  🍂❤️
Ruben Dias. Pumpkin pie  🍂❤️
Virgil van Dijk. Visiting an orchid.  🍂👶🏻❤️
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Anyone You Want.  Full.  💦❤️    
Anyone You Want. Freak Me, Baby.   💦❤️  
Anyone You Want.  New Rules. 💦🥀
Anyone You Want.  Craving. 💦❤️
Anyone You Want.  The Realtor. 💦
Chris Evans. The Premier.  Request. ❤️👶🏻    
Dusan Vlahović . Small But Powerful.  Request 💦❤️
Dear Santa, Define Being A Good Girl.  💦
Jan Oblak. Restless.  💦❤️
Leon Goretzka. What’s The Champions League?  Request. 💦❤️  
Leon Goretzka. Release.  Request. 💦❤️
Leon Goretzka. You Thought I’d Forget?  Request ❤️
Leon Goretzka. 2 + 1 Request 💦
Nico Schlotterbeck. In My Head. Request ❤️
Rodrigo De Paul. Fake Madrid. pt 2  Request. 💦  
Ruben Dias Bragging Rights pt 2. Request. 💦❤️  
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Antoine Griezmann. A Kiss From Death.🫂💦❤️      
Antoine Griezmann. For Your Entertainment. Mini series.   💦🥀    
Antoine Griezmann. Tear You Apart.  🫂💦❤️🥀        
Antoine Griezmann. Always. 💦❤️  🥀    
Anyone You Want So...Teach Me.💦  
Anyone You Want. Just A Taste. Vampire mini series. Patreon Only Series.   💦🫂    
Eric Dier.  Baby, Sugar. Patreon Only Series until completion.   💶💦❤️      
Federico Bernardeschi. Behind Enemy Lines.  (Unsure if Patreon Only Series)  🫂  🥀💦❤️🔫        
Federico Bernardeschi. Here Without You.   🫂💦❤️      
Mason Mount / OC / Ben Chilwell. Compersion.  💦❤️    
Mason Mount. The Heart Never Lies.  💦❤️    
Multi Players. Once Upon A Time. Disney tales AU. In the works...  ❤️  💦🫂      
Oscar Mingueza Lost In Paradise.  Kink Bingo glory hole series. 💦🍆💼❤️      
Oscar Mingueza. The Vow.🥀💦❤️      
Roman Bürki. HEA. 💦👶🏻❤️      
Roman Bürki. Remember Me.  🫂 🥀❤️      
Ruben Dias  Speakeasy. (Unsure if Patreon Only Series)  💦❤️    
To be decided who To Be Owned By You. 💦❤️    
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Updates.
I dropped off the face of the planet, I’m well aware and so I’m posting this now so it’s out of the way and taken care of.  The past 2 month so have been...well. It’s been something but meeting and hosting my beloved @iwriteficsandtragedies at my own home has made it all worthwhile. 
I paused Patreon because of the things that I had going on (thank you for the messages, I really did/do appreciate them) and I wasn’t in a good mindset. But I guess I’m back now and in that time, I’ve done some writing. I’ve also taken some of the feedback on board and now each update will include a banner so that you know it’s a fic and something to read as opposed to just my shit posting. 
When each is posted there, I’ll post the snippet and link here too as I know people tend to check here more than their email and it’ll allow everyone to see the goodness that will be coming!
So, what is coming to Patreon from August is as follows -
(and is in no particular order with pieces to be finished and probably loads more to be added as I think up more ideas)
Monday - Wednesday are Patreon exclusives and early access to series days.  Saturday - Sunday are Tumblr early access days. 
 ❤️ - relationship 👶🏻- baby daddy 💦- smut 🫂 - soulmate or AU 🥀 - angst ❄️ - winter 😢 - grief 🤰- pregnancy  ⚤- dark or cnc  🍆💼 - sex work   🍆 - one night stand    💶 - sugar baby  🔫 - violence
(please keep in mind that emojis on the series section may not apply to that chapter but do apply to the series itself. Each chapter will have it’s own warnings.)
You’re responsible for your own consumption, especially if proceeding to read a piece which has warnings not to your tastes.
If you would like to be tagged in any of these and are not currently on one of my tag lists, please show your interest right here.
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Antoine Griezmann. Clairefontaine.  💦
Antoine Griezmann. Give In To Me.  💦
Antoine Griezmann. Riding Shotgun. Kink Bingo. 💦 ⚤
Antoine Griezmann. Law Of Attraction. 💦
Anyone You Want.  Adjust Your Halo. 💦❤️
Anyone You Want.  Marry Me. 🥀
Anyone You Want.  That Kiss.  💦❤️
Anyone You Want.  The Illustrator.  👶🏻❤️
Benjamin Pavard. Starry Night.  ❄️❤️
Hector Bellerin Reunions.  ❄️❤️
Kasper Schmeichel  Sweets.    ❄️❤️
Kepa Arrizabalaga. Secrets.  ❄️❤️
Kylan Mbappe. Stars.  ❄️❤️
Leon Goretzka. Paying Attention. 💦❤️
Marco Rose.  I Don’t Want To Say Goodbye.  🥀
Mason Mount. Cam Girl. Pt 2. Kinktober. 💦🍆💼
Mats Hummels. Train Ride.  ❄️❤️
Paulo Dybala. Snowball Fights.  ❄️❤️
Roman Bürki. Neighbourhood Watch.    Pt 2.   💦
Roman Bürki. Summer Lovin’ 💦🍆
Roman Bürki. ABCs of... 💦❤️
Ruben Dias. Snowflakes.  ❄️❤️
Ruben Loftus Cheek. Sleigh Rides.  ❄️❤️
Ruben Loftus Cheek. Snowman.  ❄️❤️
Tyrone Mings. Wishes.  ❄️❤️
I will also be including the missing 12 Months of .... players too.
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Anyone You Want.  Partition.  💦❤️
Anyone You Want.  Full. 💦❤️
Anyone You Want. Freak Me, Baby.  💦❤️
Anyone You Want.  New Rules. 💦🥀
Anyone You Want.  Craving. 💦❤️
Anyone You Want.  The Realtor. 💦
Chris Evans. The Premier.  Request. ❤️👶🏻
Leon Goretzka. What’s The Champions League?  Request. 💦❤️
Leon Goretzka. Pay Up.  Request.    💦❤️
Rodrigo De Paul. Fake Madrid.  Request. 💦  
Ruben Dias Bragging Rights pt 2. Request. 💦❤️
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Antoine Griezmann Blank Space.  🍆💼 💦👶🏻❤️
Antoine Griezmann. A Kiss From Death.🫂💦❤️
Antoine Griezmann. For Your Entertainment. Mini series. 💦🥀
Antoine Griezmann. Tear You Apart.  🫂💦❤️🥀
Antoine Griezmann. Always. 💦❤️ 🥀
Anyone You Want So...Teach Me.💦
Anyone You Want. Just A Taste. Vampire mini series. Patreon Only Series.  💦🫂
Eric Dier.  Baby, Sugar. Patreon Only Series until completion. 💶💦❤️
Federico Bernardeschi. Behind Enemy Lines. Patreon Only Series. 🫂 🥀💦❤️🔫
Federico Bernardeschi. Here Without You.   🫂💦❤️
Mason Mount / OC / Ben Chilwell. Compersion.  💦❤️
Mason Mount. The Heart Never Lies.  💦❤️
Multi Players. Once Upon A Time. Disney tales AU. In the works... ❤️ 💦🫂
Oscar Mingueza Lost In Paradise.  Kink Bingo glory hole series. 💦🍆💼❤️
Oscar Mingueza. The Vow.🥀💦❤️
Roman Bürki. HEA. 💦👶🏻❤️
Roman Bürki. Remember Me.  🫂 🥀❤️
Ruben Dias  Speakeasy. (Unsure if Patreon Only Series) 💦❤️
To be decided who To Be Owned By You. 💦❤️
is there anything on here you’re looking forward to?
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