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angham-xox · 2 years

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قمر هالدنيا بنوره اذا جات ؟ ينتهي دوره ❤️

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sameh500 · 3 years

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أنـا عندك - أنغــــــام - SoundCloud

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auntiebambastales · 7 years

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A long last love letter ,to YOU.

hi , i’ve thought a lot about writing you this , yesterday a friend of mine mentioned you in a conversation despite i never mentioned you to him , he said “ جايه تاخدي النصيحه من واحده مش عارفه تتخطى واحد من وهي عندهاا 16 سنه “ , i panicked , i totally forgot that he reads what i write, he knows you , he knows the whole story , so i decided to write you this despite i know you won’t be reading this .

i love tea , do you know this? , i love food but i’m not a big fan of meat even if i eat it from time to time , i like chocolates , like isn’t the good verb for what i feel ; adore is.

i hate anything comes with cream , i’m a big fan of love isn’t everything but i never believe in anything that doesn’t come with love.

i can’t pick a color and tell you that i hate it , i lose my mobile/ids / rings all of the time

i like my mom’s food more than fast food , i can leave food behind my priories if i’m depressed. i never worry about you because the idea of worrying about you would kill me if i EVER let it eat my mind.

i can’t walk behind anyone , i always need my space to walk ,move or dance.

i categorize myself as a world lover , i want to see the world , i love drama and history more than anything in this world.

i always feel like i’m not a good programmer and i will never be good enough for this.

i check quora , buzzfeed and your twitter all of the time.

i love cats but i freak out when i see two cats fighting, i think all of the time , lately i knew its called anxiety , i’m writing you this while eating biscuits , i love biscuits.

before i’m 30 i will be speaking 7 languages, can you imagine how many books ,article and poems i’ll be able to read? how many “ hellos” i can reply it with a proper “ hello” back in the same language..i’m excited about this , i know 2 i’ve 5 left .

i like the color blue too much , i never played with a dog ,birds scare me , keep it a secret , animals , birds and even humans scare me and the only creatures that used to never scare me was my two cats, you know one of them or the two of them ..mitche and bunny.

i named bunny after bugs bunny then i called it bonnie “brown” in arabic because it had brown eyes and also ..i was trying to avoid the fact that i named bunny after your favorite cartoon character when i was in your life , our talks said that .. i don’t know man i just wanted to feel you’re here.

i remembered you when i saw bunny dying.

i doubt that in the past 4 years , you ever cried.

Yasmeen,merna , israa, mai, hagar, hagar,manosh, shimaa,khloud ,mena ,abdulnaser & marwan know you.

also they are my best friends.

most of my ex-friends , friends who i keep in touch with them from time to time know you.

because i just wanted to feel you’re here.

i like pink & purple .

i love music , my laptop is unique it has marlyin’s photo on it ; i believe in her story , i believe that the sadness she felt was more complicated than any beauty standards she belonged to .

i love dalida & souad hosny too , you will find me there in any curious death case.

i love wama , but i’m angham lover for sure, i find myself in her lyrics , its a deep feeling inside of me that this woman knows what she’s singing.

i took amr diab & mounir from you , well i took mounir from manosh but it was so related to you .. i loved every word i’ve ever heard from this man , it was all..you.

its funny that manosh got to see you more than i’ve ever ..ever got to , well you never knew she knows you . its funny.

hagar looks like me, i know this , and its funny you thought it was me , i was laughing because oh god i wish i can see the look on your face..what if it was really , me?!

i love fruits ,i think its the only thing was left from heaven for us.

i like cinema , long talks , i wish i can ride a cycle , i always believed that adele would tell you better than me , how i feel when it comes to you.

i used to be a best friend to one of your best friends, he was ..

you know how it feels when you think of someone “ he’s different , i found the one” and by the one i don’t mean a romantic one , i mean the one who understands you ,the one who you can call at 2 am and tell him/her about how you feel..i mistook him for that.

he disappeared , from my real life , my diary , my blog and my heart too , now i don’t know him or anyone from this long list of people i should avoid and never ever ever text them again.

i hate amr adib , i like iranian culture even if i don’t know much about it.

i like green , my foot size is 38-40 , but everyone keeps telling “ reglyek so8ayara awy”

i call it “sa7by “ when he’s a boyfriend , i call it ” sa7by “ when he’s a good friend , i call it “ حبيبي “ when it’s someone i love , in my whole life none deserved this.

when i tell myself i love someone , i feel its wrong..it just doesn’t fit me.

when it came to you , it didn’t fit me either , but it was different.

i look for happiness , peace of mind and love but i didn’t find any .

i’ve a lot to say , it would take a whole life time , i’d state that i don’t like football , i believe in feminism , i do what i don’t believe in and i’m a real mess.

i wrote all of this and i know its not even enough , it doesn’t even have the half of what i seriously want to say..but it’s coming out of my mind to be stated here , Do you know anything of what i mentioned above? you don’t.

this is the most important fact about me that i never had the guts to mention.

you don’t know.

i made the last love letter to you about what i like and what i don’t, i made it clear , you don’t know.

the whole thing is : you don’t know how to catch me when i lie , how to calm me down when i’m nervous and i’ve spent a whole life time since i was sixteen until now waiting for shit to happen , a miracle , yesterday i believed finally that this miracle will happen , we will meet , talk and separate once and forever .

pausing my life , looking for you in everything ,well its another fact about me you don’t know that if i love someone i love him so much so i see him in everything , in the color blue , in my id , in my favorite song , i’d go to bastawesi with my friends waiting for a miracle to happen or him to come, i’d ask abdlnasser “ hwa leh el donya msh so8ayara” and he understands me and replies” 3shan aked fel a8lab howa nayem dlw2ty” , and it was 11:00 pm.

this is how i love someone, this is me loving you unconsciously , this was me , but i won’t keep my promise “ I'll spend forever wondering if you knew” , i won’t avoid “enchanted” , i won’t avoid YOU.

this was my last love letter ever and i’m gonna keep my word this time , i loved you so much , i loved you so much and i kept trying to save you , to keep you in my memory as much as i could , i kept your birthday in my passwords, i tried my best to keep you but its fading away this time and i won’t save it because i believe “it” takes more than one person trying to save.

i loved , love , and will love you so much , i will always see you in movies, poems , adventures and there’s a part of me will always love you my dearest , but i don’t like what i’m becoming as i’m trying to save you inside of my heart..

i don’t like it.

“please fall in love with someone else, please have somebody waiting on you”

goodbye.

Yours.

Shaymaa.

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angham-xox · 2 years

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