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ventura-starlight · 2 years
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okay so I have a bit of an announcement to make, I'm going to stop writing fanfiction for haikyuu.
I know it may not be what a lot of my followers want to hear but I want to say some things first. I am forever going to be grateful to the Haikyuu!! community and it's ceaseless amount of talented writers. Within the past few months I have grown out of love with the series itself, the passion for it has just dwindled away.
The fics I have written over the past year and a half will not be deleted from this blog!! I know that there will be people who would still like to visit those fics over time and I want to allow for them to revisit them. I'm still very proud of the work I produced and am passionate to continue writing.
This blog will be renamed soon and will be switching focuses. I have begun stranger things in the wake of the new season coming out and I really enjoy the series and it's supportive fandom!
If people want to unfollow I understand completely. However if you still wanted to keep up with me as a person I am starting a side blog with more personal updates, fic uploads, games, playlists, poetry, etc. It's @ches-personal It doesn't look like much at the moment but I promise it will be updated soon.
Thank you to all of you in this community for your support and love. I wish all of you the best in life <3
See ya later!
Chesley
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ventura-starlight · 2 years
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glimpse of us // k. akaashi
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A/N: AHA! IM BACK BABYYYYYY!!! thank you all so much for your support and well wishes during my hiatus, it meant a lot to me and got me through some rough times. I'm definitely still not fully back and in a transitional period and trying to figure out where I want my content to go from here, so please be patient. I hope you enjoy this and ilysm <3
warnings ⚠️: definitely angst, not great writing [I'm rusty] and akaashi is a dickhead
wordcount: 530 words [it's short 😐]
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Akaashi sat awake, the shining moonlight crept into his windows. The light provided a companionship that he seemed to be lacking. His partner rested next to him, her face twitching slightly as she slept soundly. Keji smiled slightly at the drool that escaped her slightly parted lips onto the pillowcase despite himself. The urge to reach over and run his fingers across her sleeping frame was cut short by the light buzz of his phone.
That night Keji made the mistake of texting Bokuto about his wandering thoughts. Keji looked at his previous message
‘Why did I have to let them go?’ 
Keji sighed, disappointed in his own stupidity. Leaning back onto his pillow, he closed his eyes and allowed the memories to flood again. 
-Go ahead and start the song-
To him, y/n was his entire world. She could make the rainiest day filled with light and joy. The apartment they used to share was now filled with this other person, yet here he was at 2:36 am, wishing they were still here. 
As Keji sighed, the person with whom he shared this new home leaned over, curling into his chest. ‘If she’s so perfect, do I still wish that it was you?'. What could he do at this point, he was in far too deep. When y/n wasn’t around things felt okay, his relationship thrived and he could feel his heart healing. But when they came back, things fell back apart with his girlfriend. 
She had beautiful eyes. That was one of his favorite things about his girlfriend. Everything about her eyes made him fall. Like the way, they conveyed emotion and the way they would sparkle as she looked at him. But when he looked back into them, like really looked in her eyes, he only thought about y/n. 
He tried so hard to move on, to fall into her touch but he couldn’t help but think of the way things were. With a small amount of gained courage he looked at Bokuto’s message, ‘So you’re only passing time in her arms until what Keji?' Keji sighed ‘To find a glimpse of us.’
This was all brought on by his encounter with y/n earlier in the day. Keji was grabbing a cup of coffee at a local cafe and saw them on a date. The date was tall, made y/n laugh, and Keji saw the look in y/n’s eyes. That was the way they would look at each other. 
Keji got what he wanted, the space he so desired and now he was paying for it. He pretended to move on, that he had grown and that this was all for the best. Yet he couldn’t find out who was this the best for. 
And now here he was, trying to fall in love with his girlfriend. She was amazing and Keji could tell she was falling hard and fast. The guilt was there for sure, but for whatever reason, it wasn’t that bad up until now. Because when Keji said that he was fine but he was only passing time,
Until he found a glimpse of what he had
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hehe :)
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ventura-starlight · 2 years
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haikyuu as love confessions
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hello everyone! I'm sorry I've been so incredibly inconsistent with posts and updates. lately, things have been rough but I swear I'm trying to work on writing for you all more. I have a series of drabbles I'm working on so hopefully I can get those worked on and scheduled by next month. in the meantime, I'll be doing a lot of headcanons and drabbles. if you have sent in a request/matchup I'll be using those to fill up the empty space. much love to you all <3
this is very similar to my post from a few months ago 'haikyuu characters as romcom moments' but this has been in my drafts even before I wrote that so oh well.
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pride and prejudice, "you have bewitched me body and soul and I love...I love...I love you"
the dedication in their voice has you weak at the knees. the tenderness in their eyes melts away any remaining stubbornness left in your mind. perhaps the weeks spent resisting his less than stellar advances have left you vulnerable under their piercing gaze but that hardly matters now. all you can focus on is how you are going to explain to your friends that the one person you swore you despised has now turned into the person you find yourself in love with. ironic.
->tendou, aone [my heart is in TATTERS], suna [he's poetic I swear to it]
dirty dancing, "most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my whole life the way I feel when I'm with you"
hurt, angry, and afraid of losing you they are willing to test the limits of the universe to get the simple chance of being with you. it's not the meeting they had imagined nor the outcome they anticipated when working over the summer. but goddamnit if they aren't going to try.
->iwaizumi [hot], atsumu, semi
10 things I hate about you, "I hate it when you lie, I hate it when you make me laugh, I hate it when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact you didn't call...but mostly, I hate the way I don't hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all."
to truly explain how you feel apparently took getting in front of the entire class and reading a poem you had written in your angry stupor a few evenings prior. as the words became choked and eyes became blurry your eyes flicker to the one the words are intended for. their eyes look void of any anger, replaced with a tormented sadness, screaming for the attention you have seemed to have stripped from them. only the high school parking lot can unite a feuding pair of lovers into realizing maybe falling in love isn't so damn bad.
->tsukkishima, kuroo, osamu
sleepless in Seattle, "its you." "its me"..."we better go...shall we?"
they should be thanking their kid for forgetting their backpack up here at this point. endless nights spent calling a radio show, the same number of nights they spent falling even deeper for a person they only could talk to at night. after their kid is tucked away in bed their son remembers he left his teddy bear at the local lookout point just as they were about to dial the only chance they have seemed to have at finding some sort of peace in their insomnia-based madness. but here you are in endless beauty, bathed in the moonlight reflected on the water. in your hands sits the beloved teddy bear their son holds so dearly. maybe they just about get the courage to talk to you face to face. their kid smiles seeing his parent happy as they reach out to take your hand.
->yamaguchi, akaashi, kita
4 weddings and a Funeral, "for the first time in my whole life I realized I...I totally and utterly loved one person. and it wasn't the person standing next to me in the veil, it's the person standing opposite me now, in the rain."
and well here they are staring at you. not exactly in the best of circumstances considering they left their fiancee, ex-fiancee, at the alter that morning at the church. but hey, they came to your wedding and caused a scene so when that didn't work out too well they made sure you had your moment. and maybe marriage really isn't cut out for them. the idea of something so law bounding and finalized scares the shit out of them. but the only thought crossing their mind at this point is that they know you are it for them, and maybe for the first time, marriage isn't the most important part of that.
->sakusa, kiyoko, ukai
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also, hugh grant can hit me up whenever.
xoxo ches
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ventura-starlight · 2 years
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Hi I was wondering if you could do scenario where Kenma, kuroo, ushiwaka and Tendo (separately) catch someone trying to take a picture up their fem s/o’s skirts.
I'm so sorry took me so long lovely :(( if this has ever happened to anyone reading this I'm so sorry and I hope this provides you some comfort <3
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♡kenma and yourself were on a subway heading back to your apartment. you both had spent the day shopping, sight-seeing, and now you were exhausted. kenma had his arm wrapped around your waist as you leaned into him. as the two of you stood on the train, kenma happens to see a guy sitting behind you. slowly the man pulls his phone out. stunned, kenma watches as the man attempt to slide the phone towards the bottom of your skirt. quickly kenma turns you to face into his chest. after moving he 'accidentally' knocks the guys phone away from you. glaring down at him, scowling "don't pull that shit again. got it?"
♡kuroo yawned as he left the gym, stretching his arms looking for you. waving him over he jogged to you, "hey babe" he kissed your forehead. you both were about halfway to your respective neighborhoods when kuroo realized he forgot his phone back at the gym, "I'll be right back okay?" you nodded waiting by a bus stop in order to feel less awkward in the middle of the sidewalk. A pair of people came to wait at the bus stop and as you were looking down at your phone one of the people starts to take a photo up your skirt. "I'm sorry can I help you?" your eyes shot up at kuroo, shooting to look at the other people, realizing what they were trying to do. Kuroo's jaw tightens, "try that again buddy. see what happens" he leads you away, criticizing himself for leaving you alone.
♡you and ushijima were at the little market near the school late one night. you hopping around the store in search of snacks for you and your boyfriend's date night. ushijima stands near the back wall watching as you hop around, smiling softly to himself. as you reached up to a higher shelf a man 'sneaks' a photo under your skirt and tries to get away. you don't realize this but ushijima does, talking the guy down the next isle. ushijima grabs ahold of the man's shoulder "delete that photo now." he says sternly. The guy looks dumbfounded "delete the photo of my partner now. I won't ask again" at the implication of his ass being handed to him, the man deletes the photo and rushes put of the store. you jump behind ushijima and lead him to the front to pay for your snacks and start your date.
♡tendō had taken you to his favorite manga shop in hopes of finding an old copy of his favorite manga to add to his collection. while he was looking in the shelves while you look next to him he watches a man look suspiciously at your skirt. "they are adorable huh?" he asks the man, narrowing his eyes dangerously. the man looks embarrassed as tendō stands, towering above him. tendo leans forward, dropping the pile of manga on the man's hands. this causes the books to fall on the phone, "let's not do this again okay?" he smiles at the man. "are you okay y/n?" as you nod tendō keeps himself at your hip the rest of the week.
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xoxo ches :>
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ventura-starlight · 2 years
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haikyuu characters traveling
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I'm actually leaving for my spring break trip to Ireland and Scotland today!! I'm very excited so I've been working on vacation/travel themed pieces for the tike being while I'm away! love you lots <3
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anxious as hell because "what if we miss our flight?!" or "did I forget our passports?!? WHERE ARE OUR PASSPORTS?". they were in their pocket. the don't like flying very much to be honest and just want to get wherever they are going asap. don't get me started if the flight is delayed because they will be SO annoyed. however they are still friendly and understanding with airport and flight staff, often striking up conversation to keep calm.
->iwaizumi, ATSUMU, yachi
these individuals are very prepared. they have been packed the entire week leading up to the flight and are there right on time. they are the ones keeping your ass together tbh 💀 like they will go get you a coffee or a snack, holding your hand during take-off, offering their shoulder to sleep on. but once you get in the air you feel them stiffen. "what's wrong?" you ask and they only awkwardly laugh saying that they forgot their underwear when they were packing. your first view on vacation? the underwear isle of a store.
->sakusa, AKAASHI, daichi
these mf- THE ABSOLUTE WORST ABOUT BEING ON TIME. they take their sweet ass time to finish packing that should have been done the night before. they want to take a shower. "let's stop and eat breakfast together!" they say as you drive to the airport. you know you're going to be so late with this asshole next to you. however just as you reach the gate that looked to be empty you ask the person working at the desk about the flight. "Oh! flight 572 is delayed by an hour so you aren't late at all!" they smile at you. your partner huffs, "so we COULD have gotten breakfast"
->hinata, bokuto, SUNA
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xoxo ches <3
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ventura-starlight · 2 years
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Hi, can i request an " i hate everyone but them" trope with tsukishima? Thank you:)
I love this trope sm <33 thank you anon :>
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throughout tsukishima kei's time on this planet he seemed to only attract a sort of grumpy and pessimistic disposition. it wasn't entirely his fault but to many it seems that the tall teenager was moody. angsty. and often downright rude.
boys would scoff, girls would swoon 'I can change him!' as he walked past. all the while he drowned out the squabbling voices with music. he probably needed some new headphones but for now, the old, loosely fitting, ones that rested on his skull did just fine.
moody and angsty was the best way he could be described. very easily at that.
however that all changed very quickly. all when he met y/n. tsukishima couldn't explain it but he didn't feel like he needed to put up the asshole front he presented with the rest of his peers. y/n was their partner for a presentation during their public speaking class and throughout the time spent on the research kei actually smiled.
this smile was true, genuine, filled with happiness at a stupid joke y/n. but the smile that broke out on their face? Tsukishima felt that his heart may have stopped.
he spent the next few weeks doing his best to be nonchalant about his feelings. he kept up the jackass personality for the sanity or his peers. but when y/n came by in the hall, passed him a note, anything really, kei let that persona falter. y/n made kei feel like it was okay to not be a hardass, be vulnerable, and accept it as a part of himself. so maybe he was moody and rude, but all the same, kei realized that he didn't have to and maybe with the right company, he could crack another smile.
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xoxo ches ☆
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ventura-starlight · 2 years
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simply mine >♡<
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simply, sakusa kiyoomi couldn't bare the thought of not having you by his side. the way your eyes shine makes sakusa understand why his mother always pestered him about finding the one.
omi always loved the simple things about life. quiet strolls as the sun goes to rest were the times where he would often dwell on the bigger picture. however as he did so, little things emerged. the laughter of children by the parks, birds flapping there wings as they settled in for the night. and with you, he now knows why people say to slow down and appreciate the things around him more.
he could find the simplest things to love about you. the way your eyelashes rest against the apples of your cheeks as you are held to his chest, fast asleep. the little crease of your smile into your skin. the softness of your lips as they press against his. everything about you is stunning to him in ways he dare not to describe, fearing he would do no justice for someone of such pure, ethereal beauty.
simple enough to understand is the idea that sakusa knows he has found his person every morning he wakes up, every night he goes to rest, and every moment in between. he has you by his side and that's all he dares to wish for.
simply your his.
simply he's yours.
and that's all he'll ever need.
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Dec 2.
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ventura-starlight · 3 years
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HAIKYUU CHARACTERS CUDDLE POSITIONS
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hello babies >:] here is just a simple little headcannons I wrote that I hope you enjoy!! I definitely wrote more than half of this in the car on the way home from vacation so don't expect too much from my very car sick self. also 🤨🤨 half of it deleted itself so I wrote is as best as I could from memory 💀
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THE LITTLE SPOON: being held between your arms is their ideal heaven. sometimes the added bit of comfort from a protective embrace is what they need after a long day. some might deny it in public, but behind closed doors? the only thing they would want is the feeling of your arms around their waist, and your smile pressed into them.
->kiyoko, YAKU, KUNIMI, semi, akaashi
SWEETHEART'S CRADLE: honestly they like this better than you might. sleeping with your head on their chest, feeling your eyelashes flutter when you stir in your sleep, the hair that may be in your face. simply holding you this close and being able to wake up to you right there is all they will ever need.
->TSUKISHIMA, MATTSUN, noya, yamaguchi, BOKUTO
LEG HUG: they sleep on their stomach which makes it hard to be cuddled up together. . throughout the night their leg always seems to wrap around yours, bringing you to them subconsciously. you don't bring it up because when their face is squished against their pillow, with soft snores spilling from their lips, it doesn't matter that their feet are freezing.
->osamu, kuroo, SUNA, ASAHI, koganegawa
BIG SPOON: seeing you upset makes them upset. all they want to do is make you feel better. they pull you into their arms, scooping your legs as they make sure that you are comfortable. they like feeling that they can protect you, whispering how much they love you as they themselves are pulled into a deep slumber.
->DAICHI, iwaizumi, AONE, hinata, ushijima
LIMB TANGLE: no matter what position you both fall asleep in you wake up in a mess of limbs. you feel a large sense of warmth staring at their face as they snore. trying to pry your hands and feet from under backs and thighs only to be rolled on. this traps you back into place as a mumbles "g'mornin'" gets spoken into your chest. guess that morning shower will have to wait.
->kenma, ATSUMU, TANAKA, lev, kageyama
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sorry this sucked :p @risjime @wxsteland-bxby @mariyeahh
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ventura-starlight · 2 years
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holiday presents >♡<
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->cheesy as hell. like they give you a necklace with their name or initial on it for example. they are so excited when you ask them to help you get the clasp on. they beam with pride seeing their name around your neck. expect many kisses to your collarbone area because of this 😏
♡BOKUTO, kita, ukai, kenma
->romantic and homemade, they spend hours painting you something or making your favorite meal from scratch. that's not all however!! they also will find a gift that only someone who listens would know to get you. that random jacket you wanted at the mall a few weeks ago? under the tree wrapped impeccably <3
♡oikawa, tsukishima, ATSUMU, noya
->horrible gift givers. I'm sorry- they mean well but honestly just get really corny stuff. not that it's bad!! well the heart necklace is bad [iykyk] but socks and mugs are cute and make for good stories later on. but seriously give them a list cause otherwise they will be so lost :<
♡daichi, kageyama, YAMAGUCHI 💀💀
->time consuming and thoughtful. like okay so you know those homemade advent calenders on tiktok? they make you those but like perfectly wrapped? and exactly what you wanted? they take so much time and puck everything out so that everyday you are excited to open a present and they are glad to know you love it <3
♡yachi, AKAASHI, iwaizumi
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ventura-starlight · 2 years
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sick day >♡<
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notes: tee hee hello everyone!! happy late new year! I wanted to wait until I redid some of my blog stuff [theme, tags, etc.] but I'm very indecisive so it's taking far too long! I wrote this while sick this past week and so it's not very well edited but it's something lmao!
warnings: illusions to vomiting but no specific descriptions, being sick
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AKAASHI-
♡your stomach turned as soon as you attempted to wake up in the morning. your boyfriend, akaashi, was already at work by the time you woke up. You try everything you can, you took a hot shower, take medicine, ate a little breakfast, and attempt to get to work. However, as soon as you were about to leave your small apartment your stomach decided the restroom would be a much better place to be. as you cleaned your face you called your boss, called in sick for the day, and texted akaashi.
<3: You're sick?
you: yes keji :( I called in sick from work and plan on just staying home today.
<3: I'll be home soon.
♡about 20 minutes later you hear the door open, grocery bags rustling, adding some much-needed noise to the near-silent apartment.
"Y/N? where are you?"
"in the room keji!" you called out. your voice was a little hoarse from the visit to the basin of the toilet this morning. As soon as akaashi came in you can tell he was focused.
"I brought everything you need y/n, medicine, food for when your stomach issues subside, tea, blankets, I also got you a cold towel since you are probably burning up-"
"keji." he turned his head to look at you,
"yes?"
"I love you, thank you." he lightly laughed through his nose, leaning forward to kiss your forehead.
"you have no reason to thank me. I love you as well," a comfortable silence fell over the two of you, "but if you think this is going to get you out of your medicine you are sorely mistaken."
"keji!!"
ATSUMU-
♡everything was fine until you got to work. you brushed the dizzy feeling that set in as you began the workday, 'there is a storm coming in, that's probably why' you concluded with yourself. after about an hour of work, the dizziness didn't subside, and instead your hands began to shake, and the piercing headache set in entirely.
as you got up to get some water you're head began to spin and before you knew it you're eyesight went dark.
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it wasn't a busy day at the office and considering the fact you had fainted for a few minutes your boss was going to send you home. your co-worker was going to grab your stuff left at your desk as your phone pinged.
tsum tsum <3: your boss called me, I'm on my way to pick you up. I don't want you driving okay? we can get your car later.
you: atsumu you don't have to skip practice. I know it's important to be there :(
tsum tsum <3: y/n I promise it's okay. I love you and I'll see you soon
♡shortly, atsumu walked into the office and guided you to the car.
"What happened baby?" Atsumu asked once you were in the car. you explained the whole story, atsumu's eyebrows beginning to furrow. "Why didn't ya' call or text me? I would've come to help."
"Because I didn't think it was much to worry about Atsumu. I'm sorry" you frowned and looked out the window. Atsumu sighed softly
"Ya' don't have to apologize Y/N. and you are always someone I worry about. I love ya' too much to not"
OSAMU-
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♡samu' had been sick just a few days before. he never gets affected by being sick but that didn't mean you weren't susceptible to any lurking illness. you woke up to osamu rustling around in the kitchen, you could smell the warm coffee as it brewed throughout the calm apartment.
as you ventured out, blanket wrapped around your shivering frame. 'is it colder than usual this morning?' you thought to yourself as you entered the kitchen. osamu was buying himself and you stood to admire him. he chuckled lightly to himself "Good morning Y/N."
you cleared your froggy throat "G-*ahem* Good Morning Samu" this caused his attention to snap towards you. His eyes widened and he shook his head. "what's wrong?" you asked him as he shut off the stove.
he began to push you back towards your room "I told you not to worry about me Y/N and now you're sick too!" He chastised you lightly and began to prep your bed with a warm towel for your head. He gestured at you harshly to lie down. You followed his guidance teasing him for being so particular.
"I'm going to take your temperature Y/N" He said as he held up the small thermometer that went under your tongue. You giggled and he sighed "Y/N please hold still" he smiled lightly as you called down enough to take your temperature.
"Just as I thought!" Osamu huffed as he looked at the thermometer, "You're running a fever. Lie down and I'll be right back" As you lied down he went and brought you breakfast, along with the medicines you recognized from when he was sick. "Thank you for taking care of me." You smiled at him.
He kissed your cheek and sighed, "It's only fair love. You take such good care of me always. This is the least I can do"
property of angelicstrwbrry 2022, reblogs are appreciated, stolen writing is not!!
I also wanted to say I'm so thankful for 500 followers! I passed that milestone right after the new year and just couldn't process it <3 I love you all so much :> I probably won't do an event for it just because I get behind but maybe I can do one at 550 !!
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ventura-starlight · 2 years
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christmas morning >♡<
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Sakusa sighed dreamily, his ears perked up at the noise of excited giggles approaching his bedroom door. as his eyes opened up further he looked down at the stilled and peaceful features of your face. smiling he presses a kiss onto their forehead, mumbling a soft "Merry Christmas baby,".
"Dad?" he heard, long and dragged out from the doorway. The voice belonged to his eldest daughter. Keiko was much more energetic and go-getting and definitely was an early bird. Kiyoomi honestly didn't mind the early wake-up call from his girls as they came to alert the already present fact that there were gifts under the tree.
He only slightly wished he got a bit more time to spend with you. ever since he was younger he never cared much for the holiday, finding it a much more stressful endeavor than it was worth. however, when you entered his life, it became his favorite time of year.
The joy of the holiday season got to him, he will admit it.
Even if he didn't mind, he can't help but want to mess with his children even a little bit. pretending to be asleep he let out an exaggerated snore, waking you up. he hurriedly quieted you down and signaled you to play along.
softly he heard his other daughter, Kiku, "Keiiii, they aren't awake yet!" they pattered over to atsumu's side of the bed. Kiku was much quieter and more relaxed. He could tell from the way her voice sounded. Kiku wasn't quite ready to be awake. Two heads of curly black curls could be seen looking over the edge of the bed.
They both seemed a little dejected at the fact you both were pretending to be asleep. Just as they were about to turn and leave to wait "patiently" for their gifts, Sakusa grabbed both of the girls and brought them up to the bed.
laughter rang through the room as you and sakusa began tickling your daughters. in moments like this, he doesn't mind the stress of the holidays. Christmas mornings like this make it more than worth it. Surrounded by the people he loves most, he could say confidently that this is all he could need for Christmas this year.
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ventura-starlight · 2 years
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snow falls >♡<
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warnings!! angst, it's a breakup yall :(
"where did it all go wrong?"
the past few months were rocky in your relationship. you'd think that being with someone for years, since high-school, that you would be able to work through issues like this. if you had been asked 5 months ago about Suna's scedule, habits, likes and dislikes, there would be no issue. suna and yourself shared everything, not by force but out of comfort. however, within these few months, it's all gone awry.
could you have been more attentive? during one of the many screaming matches that occurred the past few weeks Rin pointed out to you that you hadn't been there for him. you could say it was true what with your work schedule heating up you weren't as energetic. when you two had just moved in together a year and a half ago, making dinner together was something you two would do. It was about you two being together, enjoying time together. now you hadn't made him a meal in weeks.
On the other hand, you couldn't remember the last time he had been home for dinner. It was always a half-assed text at 8pm from him "I'm busy- sry practice is going late. won't be home until ur asleep". and it pissed you off, rightfully so.
and so began the screaming matches. endless amounts of tears seemed to stream from your eyes. what had you ever done wrong. the man you once saw as your forever seemed to be slipping away.
taking a sip of wine you look over the clock
2:47 am
about that time you heard the door open. wiping your face and sighing. the sound of shoes caked with snow being pressing against the welcome mat filling your ears.
"you didn't make it dinner again Rintarō"
"Really Y/N you want to do this now?" he took off his coat, white snow melting quickly on the thick fabric. Suna sounded exhausted but at this point you had dealt with enough.
"Suna-" saying his last name called his attention to you quickly, "I'm sick of this shit. You say i haven't put in the effort but if I'm being honest I don't even feel like I know you anymore!" You looked to him, searching for a kind of an answer, angry tears forming quickly.
"I don't know what you want me to say Y/N, I thought we were good but late nights are hard enough to avoid-"
"RINTARŌ CAN YOU LISTEN TO ME?" You shouted suddenly, "Don't you get it? this might just be me but Suna, we aren't like we used to be." Your eyes turned glossy as you looked at him. For the first time in months you saw a glimpse of the Suna you knew.
His voice was hoarse. "So what do you want to do? Because I care about you Y/N but-"
You smiled sadly, "This hasn't been working for a while and you know that Suna. The fighting, we rarely are around each other."
The words were on the tips of both of your tongues but you didn't know how to say it.
"Y/N, please understand that I cared about you. I still care, I just don't think im-" he paused, wiping at his eyes quickly, "I don't think I'm in love with you anymore."
"I know that Suna" your voice broke. You knew what was going to happen but that first make it any easier.
"And Y/N nothing ever happened with me and anyone else I promise. I bet the late nights excuse probably made you think that-"
"Rintarō." He looked to you, "I know you wouldn't do that to me. We had a lot of fun while it lasted and we can always care about each other. But the pain of this isn't worth it." You got up and grabbed a bag you had packed, your coat, boots, and your keys.
You looked back to him, "It's okay Suna, this is your house. I have somewhere to stay tonight and I can come back and get my stuff tomorrow." He nodded stifly and wiped the stray tears on his face.
"I did love you Y/N, I guess it was just..." he trailed off.
"I loved you too Suna." and with that you walked away.
The snow had picked up, cold drops hit your face as you walked to your car, tears falling with them. Maybe it wasn't meant to be but as the snow falls you know it won't be easy to move on. So you start the car and go, driving away from the life you built with the man you thought the world of.
Now you had to find that in yourself.
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dec. 7
suna isn't a cheater.
adressed to: the haikyuu Fandom 🤨🤨
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ventura-starlight · 3 years
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>°☆♡☆°< reverse icks :)
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Loverly
•after a long day, you rest your head on their shoulder. breathing softly, content. the serenity of your mind is only paused with the light weight leaning on your head as your eyes tilt up to see them smiling softly, equally pleased and content <3
//kiyoko, akaashi, ukai, asahi
•swaying softly as the glowing lights of the city illuminate the small apartment. nothing needs to be said as you dance with them. the smell of their shirt and the security of their arms truly seems to keep you awake as you close your eyes softly. they smile against your head, softly whispering, "I love you"
//oikawa, iwaizumi, atsumu, suna
•the sun always seemed to interrupt things. glowing onto your still tired eyes, you stir in the arms of your lover. a soft grunt slips through their lips as their arms hold you closer to them. your heart flutters as you giggle softly deciding that maybe you could stay here for just 5 more minutes.
//bokuto, sakusa, daichi, osamu
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ventura-starlight · 2 years
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haikyuu character as locations
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I made it safely to Ireland!! Today I'm in Belfast and heading to Scotland!! I hope you all enjoy <3 [this is a more representative fic so I hope you all like that. I listened to a lot of hozier while writing this on the bus]
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they are the feeling of salt water in your hair, the warmth of the sun as it lights up your skin. the call of the ocean beckons your restful soul to join its tilting gaze. they laugh and smile as you fall, watching their shadow from under the waves as they dive in too. moonlight reflects onto your vessel as they hold you tight in their arms. the beach rests under your feet and as the waves calm into the night, you feel at peace.
->tanaka, oikawa, kageyama
the coolness of the mountains bite at your lungs. your lover looks on in glee as snow falls around you two. they seem to melt the snow away with their own radiance but all the while have never looked more at home. they are the fire of your heart, protecting you for the storm brewing above. in a cabin that looks over the snowy valley, they sigh into your embrace, thankful for all the warmth and love you show to them. how can you tell them you feel as though it was their own fire that melted the cold of your own heart? perhaps that's a thought for the comfort of your home.
->sakusa, osamu, asahi
rolling hills of green and the dew of the early morning awaken your drowsy senses. a small bit of morning light creeps through the clouds and over the fields. a strong arm tightens around you, protective and comforting like the tall oaks that surround your residence. sleepy smiles and quiet speech lighten up the cold tile of the kitchen. the smell of coffee brings the sun to your lovers gaze as you look on in pure awe as the clouds melt away. peaceful bliss and serenity
->akaashi, ushijima, atsumu
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this is the best hozier playlist btw: here!!
x kisses ches
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ventura-starlight · 3 years
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>°☆♡☆°< when they don't like you back
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•akaashi tries to console you as best as he can. as the tears welled in your eyes from the embarrassment and heartache he runs your back and strokes your hair. cant he see this is making it worse? pitiful and broken, you finally snap and run away. he never meant to hurt you but akaashi just didn't feel the same. now how was he supposed to fix the relationship you two had?
•tanaka was already in a relationship. that was it, cut and dry. he honestly felt guilty that he hadn't told you, a part of him feels this is his fault. tanaka is perceptive and he just watched as your watery smile congratulated him. he knew you didn't want be happy for him but he still let out a meek "thank you" as you walked away, the shake in your shoulders becoming much more prominent.
•mattsun wasn't ready for commitment and you knew that. hell, for years you watched him reject people left and right. mattsun sighed as you confessed, almost as upset as you were. you were such an important person to him but he couldn't force himself into a relationship he wasn't ready for. he stared silently, giving you every answer you seemed to need. walking away muttering "this was a stupid idea"
•yachi was too scared. as dumb as it sounds she just was scared to be in a relationship. not ready to deal with that pressure and stress she just runs away. as she runs your heart shatters. it's not that yachi didn't feel the same but she just was too afraid to be with you.
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trying to cope with this rn, streaks dhmu /hj
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may i request hcs of kenma with an s/o who's his childhood friend?
I finally have the motivation to write!! thank you for this request anon <33
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��it wasn't that kenma wasn't interested. he was more worried about the idea of if things didn't work out what may happen.
♡with some reassurance from kuroo at your own graduation kenma decided to make his move.
♡he was staying in Tokyo while you were moving away for university. this was his last chance.
♡ever since the two of you were young he knew he cared deeply about you. if you asked kenma he wouldn't be able to explain it, but it felt like when he met you, a part of him knew you were it for him.
♡kuroo had introduced the two of you after kenma became more comfortable with him. the three of you became a fast trio of friends but it always seemed you and kenma understood the other with more depth than kuroo.
♡so that brings him here, knocking on your door, hands shaking as he waits for you to answer. your smile greets him, warm and kind. "oh hey ken!" the nickname rolled off your tongue easily, "what's up?"
♡the speech that kenma recited numerous times that night fell away. seeing you there just made him lose all sense, "y/n I know we are best friends-" here he goes, "but I love you, and I can't let you go away without telling you that." he said. the nerves still emitted from his frame
♡you giggled at his nervousness, leaning in to peck him softly "it took you long enough silly"
♡after that things remained pretty much the same. albeit a bit more affectionate.
♡as you two grew throughout college kenma would visit often. bring you gifts and snacks from home if you ever felt homesick.
♡I feel as though FaceTime are constant. like almost every other hour you guys are either texting or calling. not necessarily about anything, sometimes while on call you don't say anything for an hour. it's just knowing the other is there.
♡and when college wraps up and graduation rolls around, kenma cheers the loudest for you. the love ever present in his gaze as he realizes that all those years ago, when the two of you met, he was right for thinking you were the one.
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xoxo ches
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