“disability isnt a competition or something you have to Prove is Bad Enough to deserve being taken seriously” and “some people are objectively more or less disabled in certain areas than you are and that isnt an attack on you” are two concepts that yall absolutely MUST allow to coexist. im so tired
i just found the spn newsletter that ended only in 2022 and had been going on since 2006, and is still up as a centralized archive of fanworks. like every fourth link u click on is dead but the beautiful angel the wayback machine comes through. even found this fanvid with "i will always return" from the fucking spirit stallion of the cimarron soundtrack, uploaded when s1 was still airing, if not when it was just wrapping up [no timestamp available so i can't be sure].
i would love to upload what else i can find to a yt acct to make these more accessible but i'm already wrapped up with enough shit as it is. its only bc of an automatic data crawler that uploaded it's data to wayback in 2010 that even a crumb of 2006 spn mvs can even be found.
Wip of something I'm working on between something bigger, fully self-indulgent. Also, I'm finally drawing a piece with swk that isn't a sketch. We love to see it
do any other relatively young trans adults feel just like…So many Weird feelings when interacting with younger trans kids? like in the sense that: i know you see me as a trans elder right now, but god im still so young, but god i really am one of the oldest trans people youve ever met, and ive never accomplished anything but survival, but thats all you need to see, and im still so young, and yet im so much older than you ever thought was even possible for people like us. were gonna make it even if it kills me. and no matter what happens i wont let it kill you
just had the most exhausting stressful day ever so sure lets watch that new dip n pip video right before bed. which i knew would be a banger btw. when i tell you i got filled with so much freaking serotonin i cant even sleep anymore
john raising dean with a whole ass complex where sam's safety is his responsibility, which did not help their codependency, and arguably planted the seeds for enabling their shit on purpose. encouraging it in both of them, so they'll be more vigilent and effective on hunts.