#and what we'll leave behind

[jedi-starbird]

APLAP (Assigned Pathetic Lifeform at Padawanship)

New padawan Obi-Wan trying to figure out how the FUCK to make his master listen and not abandon him to go running off following "the will of the force" when it hits him. Qui-Gon is perfectly happy stopping and taking care of pathetic life forms, but not Obi-Wan. That's it. He's always been prepared, always been dutiful, strong, self-sufficient.

He's cracked the code. He needs to be more pathetic.

The next time he senses Qui-Gon's about to run off he coordinates a scene of utmost pathetic-ness, that is, he throws himself into the nearest fountain. He trudges up to his master sopping wet, water-logged robes swallowing him, with hair sticking to his face and containing bits of algae from the fountain. He mumbles out an apology for being clumsy before looking up at Qui-Gon with the biggest, most woeful eyes possible to ask if he happened to bring any spare robes (he didn't, Obi-Wan knows this because he is usually the one to pack spare robes for them both). His wet hair is dripping water into his eyes that's beginning to turn them an irritated red, and there's algae sliding down the side of his face, it really is masterful work.

"Oh...I'm sure I'll be able to find something by myself, it's okay Master, I know you had important work to do."

Qui-Gon visibly hesitates. Obi-Wan starts shivering. He turns to walk away. He's stopped by his Master's hand on his shoulder. His Master, who walks back with him, who gets clean clothes from their hosts, who has folded like wet flimsi and even explains his stupid, stupid plan before choosing to hotwire a hoverbike with a passenger seat! Oh, Obi-Wan really has cracked the code!

Afterwards, Obi-Wan stages an increasingly pitiful accident for himself every time his patented 'Qui-Gon Jinn Bullshit' detector goes off. Eventually, his Master stops leaving him behind at all, even giving him funny looks when he turns around and Obi-Wan isn’t next to him. It never fails to make Obi-Wan grin and run to catch up. Sure, his reputation as a perfect padawan is in tatters, alongside his dignity, but it’s a small price to pay for a place at his Master’s side, for him to remember there’s a place for Obi-Wan there.

When the ray shields come up on Naboo, Qui-Gon doesn't charge ahead and leave his padawan behind, he hasn't for years. He waits for Obi-Wan because it feels wrong to do otherwise, his padawan belongs at his side.

Much, much later, when Obi-Wan is drinking to the end of the war with friends, Commander Cress will ask him how he kept General Jinn from running off for entire decade. Obi-Wan laughs, informs him, and resolutely ignores the scene Quinlan is making as the man cackles and pulls up a book to shove at them both, titled Classical Conditioning 101: A guide to subtle psychological manipulation.

#obi-wan: you ABANDON padawan? you leave him behind like lost toy? oh! oh! Jail for Master! Jail for Master for One Thousand Years!!!! #14 yr old obi decides the best way to deal with qui gon is to assign himself the mans poor little meow meow and uknow what it fucking works #accidentally stumbling into emotional vulnerability to have a better relationship #he's got the right answer with the wrong equation but we'll take it #obi wan kenobi #qui gon jinn #padawan obi wan #qui gon and obi wan #star wars

[future-crab]

The thing about Destroya is that the lyrics are really good (imo), but they tend to get overshadowed by the

Of it all.

[ID: screenshots of the genius dot com lyrics for Destroya. They read, "[Post-Chorus] Uh, uh uh, uh, uh uh, uh uh Uh, uh uh, uh uh, uh, uh uh, right now! [Post-Chorus] Uh uh, uh uh, uh uh (Uhh) Uh uh, uh uh, uh uh Uh uh, uh uh, uh uh (Uhh) Uh uh, uh uh, uh-uh, uh-uh [Post-Chorus] Uh uh uh uh, uh uh (Uh uh-uh uh, uh uh-uh uh) Uh uh uh uh (Uh uh uh, uh uh-uh uh) Uh uh uh uh, uh uh (Uh uh-uh uh, uh uh uh) Uh uh uh uh, uh uh (Uh uh-uh uh, uh uh-uh uh) Uh uh uh uh, uh uh (Uh uh-uh uh, uh uh uh)" End ID.]

#don't believe what they say!! we're dead flies in the summertime!! they leave us all behind! with duct tape scars on my honey!!!!! #they won't like who you are you won't like where we'll go brother protect me now with blood they wash in the money!! #mcr #my chemical romance #danger days #danger days the true lives of the fabulous killjoys #ddttlotfk #ttlotfk #destroya

[copiasblair]

HE'S OKAY HE'S ALIVE

#FROM WHAT I'VE READ #he did say it was his last show though SOBS #and someone mentioned him saying he felt sick???? but i don't know if that's true/accurate since i haven't come across video evidence #but he did say it was his last show and my heartttt <\3 #all i can say is that i'm SO glad that i got to see him even just the one time #AND that he's not dead.... that's so good i'm so so so happy he's okay #i imagine soon enough though we'll get some reasoning behind him leaving because i don't imagine it's out of nowhere #probably a new chapter fairly soon and then the fucking MOVIE???? apparently a movie is happening #with the footage from the la rituals but also other stuff??? #anyway. very relieved (for now) #i love him so much. #what do you have to say doll?

[elegyofthemoon]

Sorry, but I saw your comment about how Gepard is in that piece like Serval's shield, and I guess you mean in general how that's the role he has as the captain of the Silvermane guards and how that's the role he tried to get to get "even" with Serval due to childhood, but also... The fact that at the same time Serval is still literally his shield? That always makes me soooo ajfkabfksndjd when it comes to them and their dynamic.

DONT MAKE ME THINK ABOUT THIS IM TRYING TO COOL OFF LMAO

#answered #longagoitwastuesday #MORE REASONS TO APPRECIATE THAT ART SM you're so right though #i think i was saying something about like gepard living in serval's shadow and living up to a lot of the potential serval had left behind #but yeah also regardless of how much time has passed gepard is still very very much serval's little brother and serval still being #his shield in turn #actually if i think longer on the landaus i think im going to just go light myself on fire instead #see also thats another reason why i'm like 'so where does that leave lynx' i wanna knOW and understand more #i think i told myself this weekend im just gonna go rewatch servals companion quest and lynxs just bc this brainrots like killing me mental #but its fiiiiine its fiiiiiine we're okaaaaaay #you'd think after throwing up a lot of thoughts on them i'd shut up #i think i passed out last night talking about them #AND THEN WOKE UP TALKING ABOUT THEM AGAIN???????? #girl shut the fuck up 😭😭😭 #like idk there's probably no way we'll see the landau parents and that's totally fine by me #but i just wanna see and trace development between all three of the kids bc we can see how much that played into serval and gepard #but lynx. idk i feel like she just kinda went her own way and that was that #bUT I MUST DIG HARDER #anyways the tags are so barren....i need something to trap me in a neverending cycle of brainrotting destruction for them #anyways. normal day on snow's blog. what.

[lolo-chi]

What a truly shitty week

#no offense to my bf he's been nothing but supportive #but god this is so fucking hard #i feel like I'm mourning but no one died #but I'm still mourning what I'm going to lose #no one will die but a chapter of my life will end #all ours talks of our dreams of things we wanted to do together #the things we wanted to do together here #but we can't stay here #she can't stay here #she needs to leave and I'm being left behind and #and it's slowly sinking in #I don't want this #but we can't do anything else #she can't do anything else #she has to go #this sucks so bad #it's so hard #I'm going to cry the moment i see her tomorrow #we'll both cry i know we will #we both didn't want this to end #this is all because of increased rent and i hate it #this sucks #I'm going to miss her #I'm going to miss the cat far more than anything probably #if #if I wasn't left completely alone I'd be better #but #it's just me #it'll just be me #with nothing but me

[bukuoshin]

Ah. Uh-oh. Oopsie.

#rae rants #miiiiight have made it impossible to play animal crossing at night or on windy days (or both). we'll see. #... i know it's not registering the movement of the 216 wheat field furniture items on the south west of the map when im in the north east. #bc the azumaya gazebo is despawned when im not in that area-- which you can see in real time by walking back and forth from the neighborhoo #to the rice field lag warning sign. #so. it might be registering the movement of the crops behind the island cliffs. and thats what's crashing it. but its also craahing #if i try to open a storage shed outside. i thot the graveyard would be safe but. thats where the last crash was. seems like it has to do w #the flowers and crops but could also be the coconut tree orchard to the side of it? or the wheat field items by the malice cave? #like i said it could be the fact that its night or the fact that it's windy. or it could be that its a windy night in specific. #it could also be the fact it's a saturday or how many items im carrying or this and that. or maybe my switch is dusty or smth. idk #edit: THE LEAVES. the leaf pile items in the graveyard are effected by wind too! and the two wheat fields there. wheat field heavy build. #if you couldn't tell. but then. why is the game not crashing at the heavy lag areas? it's not crashing in the area with 100+ wheat fields or #in the doll forest. it cant just be that my house is in the doll forest right? #and they have more flowers and crops than the rest of the island. so whats the deal. #... maybe i should add that second human villager just to have a safe place to save in the neighborhood area. which is between the rice #field (very laggy) and the city center (not laggy but insects and river fish spawn here specifically)

[florida3exclamationpoints]

AAAJAJAAJAJJHHHGGGGG?????

#it was a 'group interview' at a chain place #all the information I found online about what to expect was really conflicting #i got there and there were like 6 of us #he called me back first #and just did a normal interview #then said ok thanks we'll call you have a good evening #and let me out the door #he didn't follow right behind me #everyone was waiting in front #and i was like ??? i guess i just leave now ???? #so i walked to the door kinda slowly to see if he would stop me #but idk how close behind me he was like if he could see i was leaving #no one stopped me so i left?? #i mean. that seems like what i was supposed to do but the whole 'group' thing made me think there'd be more to it #well. he didn't ask for my resume thank god

[peachrunes]

i wanna die. i am literally two second sfrom taing every pill i have what is the POINT of living when it is only fucking misery for me???? when i never get fucking help?????? when nurses get mad at me for crying????????

if i kms somebody call my healthcare providers and tell them its their fucking fault i begged and cried and they didnt fucking do anything but throw cops at me. that i almost literally attacked bc suicide by cop seems like an easy way to go!

fuck! fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! do i just do it do i just shut the fuck up stop pretending like talking about it does fucking anything but make everybody feel bad about

maybe its time maybe

#im getting the pills n a bottle of water and sitting next to it. we'll see what happens. #if i die im sorry to everybody im leaving behind. but i literally. cannot. stop. thinking. about. killing. myself. #anybody else with my exact cocktail of mental and hormonal fuckery would have offed themselves by now i promise you #i was strong to get here #but i broke. i asked for help. and got none. #i think its time to exit stage right

[maaruin]

I wish I had the time to do an in-depth analysis of Bloodborne and how its themes relate to Catholicism. Because my impression is that there is A LOT to be analyzed there.

#elden ring revisits these themes from a more rational instead of visceral perspective #bloodborne #soulsborne games #okay - tinfoil theory: #dark souls: miyazaki uses catholic aesthetics to tell a story without many catholic themes #but engaging with catholicism leads him to engage with its theology more #catholic theology scares the shit out of him and he makes bloodborne #he calms down and turns his interest towards buddhism for a time (sekiro) #but he can't leave the topic behind so he takes a second look at catholicism with a calmer mind #that second impression is still critical but more balanced and gets turned into elden ring #(we'll see what the future brings) #(i don't want to make a judgement about likelihood but if at some point miyazaki converts to catholicism i wouldn't consider it surprising)

[izzy-b-hands]

My brain does NOT know what it wants me to be doing tonight, holy shit

#text post #not quite happy watching stuff not quite happy trying to work on other things #my earlier stizzy draft got out of hand and past the simple thing I wanted it to be #I feel like I should try rewriting that idea and leave the first draft as an alternate longer version that I might or might not finish #maybe that's what I should be doing rn #...i am actually behind on posting fictober fills but we'll see if I do that tonight or not lmao

[bellflower-goat]

:l

#apparently when we [] I'm gonna have to give up my rat. I fucking knew this would happen but they'd still tell me it'd be fine #and now they're telling me to think of the future and what we'll do and stuff. I dunno man. I really love my rat she is my most beloved cat #and like she's been the only one to be as needy as I always said I wanted a cat to be. and she's so lovely and a bit mischievous and now. #I dunno. I don't wanna leave her I am already leaving too much here and now it turns out I'll have to abandon so much more. #man that hurts #like. she's literally the last thing I have from when [] were here #we raised that rat baby together and that's a part of why she's so dear to me and now this #and they say not to worry abt it cause that'll be later and I don't have to worry about it yet #and I dunno I. how could I not worry?? She is my world and leaving her behind is literally a nightmare eif mine #and now I know I'll have to do it. just. #fuck this shit

[cathymee]

THE WAY THEY LOOKED AT EACH OTHER AFTER THE SERGEANT'S WARNING?????????? HELLO?????????????

#LITERALLY LIKE 'I DON'T CARE. WE'LL FACE IT TOGETHER.'?????????? AGHGSHGHAGSJAKSHJSAG #they are soooo ride-or-die with each other i'm going insane #like literally emil's not even employed anymore???? and he still stayed to help with the investigation!!!!! #and here he is still!!! knowing how much of a threat the royales siblings are!!! he could just leave napoy on his own bc he already sees- #and knows how napoy can handle the investigation well enough on his own BUT HIS LOOK SAYS IT ALL. HE'S STAYING. AAAAAAAAAAAA #and then they fuck after this /j #no literally after this they filed a case against margaret. they are so fucking ready to fight together?????? bawling and crying rn #ok i know there's more to ep28 (i'm a lil behind) but. can't handle the heavier parts of the plot atm so here's this two gays <3 #pls i hope they never separate #royal blood #napoleon terrazo royales #emil bañez #WHAT WOULD THEIR SHIP NAME EVEN BE. NAPMIL???? EPOY???? HAHGHSHAJGSJHA #epoy my beloved...

[toshinoris-spouse]

Okay but-

Yagi getting used to Fin’s random screaming and he goes to ask them what they want for dinner, they screech, any bystanders flinch and Yagi’s just ‘grilled cheese….got it, love ^^’ meanwhile the bystanders are confused/panicked.

Also,

#i can be your safety/somewhere you can hide/wrap you up in my wings/in these harder times | yagifin #i will take your hand and/we'll rise up from the dust/standin' up/everybody's gonna see it | toshinori yagi/all might #It’s my grand design/I’ll never ever leave you behind | Finley Well/The Quirkless Hero #you're my call home/sayin' it's more than love | my imagines #i'mma put you on the schedule/but i can't make any promises | queue #//I know I had a thought when I first made this #//but I can't remember what follows the 'also' #//so enjoy me losing my concentration partway through a post