#and the ppl were all cool im just. i cant do that

[millersix]

vent time

#ive been rlly depressed 4 a long time #nd i dont know what to do w myself or my life #like i had the doctor plan but i rlly cant bring myself to give a shit about anything #nd i know that i could just drag my feet thru school and get in cuz school is easy as fuck #but i just. dont care #about anything #except substance abuse #and sleeping a lot #and ive been living here for 2 years and have 0 friends #ive maybe had 4 social interactions total #that werent talking to someone at work or going to the store #and i rlly just spend all time alone i dont talk to anyone or see anyone cuz its too scary and exhausting #when i have tried to hang out w people those few times it sucked so bad #and the ppl were all cool im just. i cant do that #idk it rlly just feels like i have to not go broke and kill myself until i finish undergrad and grad school #and then i wont be poor yay #but that could be 10 yrs from now #idk where to find enthusiasm for anything #theres shit i find cool and interesting and worthwhile but never for very long #drugs cw #its mental illness innit #i keep hoping if i run away things will get better #i moved across the country got a place moved got a job quit thay job moved again and now i wanna quit my job again #but it never changes anything #bc my mood has little to do with my circumstsnces at this point #im just depressed cuz its easier to be depressed than anything else #and im lucky that i can keep getting away with it #and smart enoguh to do substance abuse while also being a straight A full time student and working a hard demanding job full time #but i also dnt rlly have a choice

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog #didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move #across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s #so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help #with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the #location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright #colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird #like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the #southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December #it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but #i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and #jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen #im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and #the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier #for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy #but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked #up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents #r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes #better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book #like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭 #so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-] #unrelated

[the-good-luck-anomaly]

#good tweet anomaly #poetry #THIS IS POETRY TO ME.so at work.at my stupid gay job. i spend alot of time standing infront of tvs. just all over the place. #SO ALOT OF ADVERTIZMENTS ARE CONSTANTLY GETTING BEAMED INTO MY BRAIN.and honestly. i prefer TV ads over computer or mobile ads. #theyre still like. catching up if that makes sense. still feeling jsut a bit more human. i remember looking at the behind the scenes for ad #and thinking WOW!! they put soap in the glass for beer ads to make it foam up more!! they make food out of wax to make it look appealing! #they have to make such SPECIFIC MACHINES to rotate cameras JUST RIGHT for the PERFECT SHOT #THATS BEAUTIFUL!!! ISNT THAT COOL??just to say 'buy our stupif fucking thing' they bring together so many ppl #to do what humans do BEST!! THEY WORK TOGETHER AND CREATE!! THEY MAKE UP PROBLEMS TO SOLVE!! #scienceprojects in highschool were so cool sometimes. i remember working w other people to build towers out of marshmellows&spagheti sticks #these ppl werent exactly my friends. but it was still fun bc we were all really trying. bouncing ideas off eachother. working together. #i like thinking about how things are made. i LOVE looking behind the curtain and breaking the magicians code. #LIVING HAPPY MEANS FINDING BEAUTY IN ALL THINGS.so i will find the silver within the screen constantly blaring into my head. #so it cool to see ads that look like they took alot of effort and creative knowledge to make.could you imagine if it was all suddenly gone? #im on the side of robots. and its thegreedy n lazy n cruel people that want to bend a machine to their will. bc it cant yell and fight back #A COMPUTER MADE THIS BASED OFF WHAT IT WAS SPOONFED.its an amazing advancement of technology!but so was fire. #it WILL be used as a weapon.which is unfortunate.but we will adapt.we WILL adapt.in ways we may not expect. #got distracted n lost my train of thought. TILL NEXT TIME!!!!

[toytulini]

i cant see posts cos my app is borked but i can still MAKE posts so you all can still see me complain!

it is so fucking impossible to search for fucking anything at all on the goddamn internet and if you want any amount of specificity at all you are well and truly fucked

#toy txt post #me: ceramic gooseneck kettle #borosilicate glass gooseneck kettle. does this exist? even one? etsy: google: wayfair: amazon: one billion listicles with amszon affiliate #links: here are metal kettles? cast iron kettles? thats what you want? best gooseneck kettles of 2024 #i dont want that. theyre all gonna be fucking metal bc thats easy to make that shape ig and ppl dont Taste it except for me ig #and its like low cost and not fragile compared to other materials? theres glass kettles that i should probably just go for but i thought id #check if there was even a possibility of a really nice controlled pour with a material i cant taste. but whatever. ive even capitulated to #having to do it on a stove at this point somewhat just fuck i want one that boils the water and pours it nicely that doesnt have fucking #metal touching the water at any point bc i can Fucking Taste It and it tastes bad #and it also doesnt even taste metallic which is cool. love that. just tastes like maximum grody. no one else can taste it. i feel insane #the water vessels were so clean and yet still tasted so fucking bad i was wondering if i even still like coffee. i did and do. i just dont #fucking like water thats interacted with metal i guess #anyway this is just me complaining about how impossible it is to fucking gind anything #find* also im Exploring Black Coffee. im in my coffee era. im trying to taste and unlock and understand and explore the Complex Flavors #i bought a chemex. its fun to watch it brew...imagine if i could control the water flow better. rn im pouring #from a pyrex bowl out of the microwave and its impossible to control the pour. it pours so bad. im going insane

[gifti3]

Im cursing [REDACTED] right NOW

#god i better never have contact with this guy again or i might flip out on him #im about to ramble about my past “dating" adventures (we were casual but sheesh cant even be friends with this guy tbh) #im realizing months later how much this guy i used to talk to sucked #like DUDE be a better or stay single FOREVER (ΘдΘ) #and by that i mean learn how to better handle approaching others feelings! #god the way he would just shutdown others ppls feelings and it was just an endless loop of “that doesnt make sense” or “thats dumb” #sure emotions can be irrational but if someone is desperately TRYING to explain why they feel a way (even if theyre struggling to be clear) #maybe dont be so dismissive #like literally one time i was annoyed cause talking to him was grating on my nerves #and i was like ik it doesnt make sense so let me step away cause im annoyed #and hes like trying to logic me out of my annoyance??? #like worstie im literally walking away so i can cool off #leave it be! #god looking back on all this.... #i hope to god whoever hes talking to (if hes talking to anyone) isnt dealing with similar things #ppl can change so ill just hope for that #or maybe he'll meet his match #someone who reflects the same energy he has! #tho im not sure if hed like that haha #the guy seemed to have a lot of relationship problems in general (romantic and platonic) and i wanted to have the benefit of the doubt #but now im thinking maybe his personality was also just clashing with everyone elses #which isnt necessarily a bad thing on its own #gotta get context for everything u know #but in this case....naur #like im a pretty anxious person so how ppl i care about will react to what im doing or saying is constantly at the back of my mind! #so ppl who just come off as flippant about my fee fees annoy me fr #im like “ahh what if i upset so and so” constantly #trying to make sure not to make things harder for them #and they cant even spare me a single thought before doing something and dismiss me when i get upset #but also they wanna come to me when theyre feeling sad about something???

[volfoss]

genuinely such a great feeling when a project just works out like this....

#twist rambles #like i feel SO well equipped to handle this?? and the head is PERFECTLY in scale for the body and should match pretty decent and all the #neck mods ive done should ALSO be ok. like for me its really nice bc looking at this head initially i was like. no fucking way am i gonna b #able to do ANYTHING for her. i cant fix this and so i shouldnt even consider it. but now im like ok. i think this is gonna work out perfect #even if some parts. well are gonna be scary... im dreading doing the eyes lol. but future me's issue lol. but idk. its just been rly cool o #like. i rly looked up to other ppl in this hobby that were able to fix up REALLY damaged dolls like this. like one person ive talked to a #bit on the resin side of it all is so so sklled at repair and has so much knowledge. and idk its cool to take on a project like this and #know im well equipped for it. knowledge wise. like its... idk definitely the worst shape doll ive gotten since i got into this in 2018. so #im excited :) and i havent worked w vinyl dolls for a while so... idk im excited to get this doll... and hopefully it wont be TOO bad lmao #^currently in research hell but. idk im excited #bjd posting #<- again so bad at remembering to tag this bc i go turbo autism mode in the tags. sadly lol

[toastsnaffler]

I dont wanna do anything today its too hotttt

#i just wanna hang out but everyone is busyyyyy 😭 #and nobody gives a fuck abt what ive been up to as soon as theyve finished talking abt themselves they leave the conversation 😔 #ik i get annoying talking abt my interests but its not a 1 way street here 🥹🥹 #well maybe it is i guess. oh well #hanging out w the parkour lot again tmr so :D !! i made brownies to take with me.. thefastest way to make friends is to bring food :3 #and ill hang out a bit w my flatmate later bc i offered to make dinner. muahaha my sick and twisted plans to spend time w ppl #ik im probably just having a bad rsd day but i know my flatmate misses our old flatmates and sometimes its hard not to feel like its a- #personal thing like ik im not as fun or cool as they were but i cant rly do anything abt that bc im just me #it is what it is!! i hope she finds a way of making some new friends locally bc then ill feel less guilty for her being stuck w me #not that i feel like im stuck w her at all i love her shes great + i like talking to her + being around her !! #i just feel like theres an invisible standard im always being compared to. IDK!!!!! probably just insecurity on my part its ok #i feel like im always harping on abt that here SORRY anyway im gonna make dough and do another hour of job apps ily bye #.diaries

[jrueships]

Steph/lebron or lebron/kyrie? thoughts?

tbh i don't really have any on either ! im not a big follower on any of the players listed, not cus like they all suck and their ships suck or something, it's just ! the players happen to just not be my favs! i don't hate em, but i don't u know? love them enough to take real interest and learn more about them myself, and that's just a personal me thing! i feel like id know more about bron/kyrie and be more interactive with them if i came into the fandom earlier to watch its VERY interesting storyline unfold in all its dramatic king and shadow chaos, but i was busy shaving my hedgehog and i don't have enough of the fueled want to go back and check their details myself. BUT!!@ again that doesn't mean EITHER is bad, and since i don't have the experience to speak GOOD good on either, i don't have the experience to speak the BAD bad on either! Both the ships are like! There! And it's cool, do whatever! They're cool !

#it's like zach i dont fuck with him both pos and neg hes just kinda there for me and thats cool! #when it comes to me viewing ppl how i view zach i just kinda let em be! #i do know some surface level funny facts but im the kinda person who needs to dive in myself and rlly get to explore #the unexplored for me to be comfortable enough to put them into writing or smthin #and with them i just dont know/wasnt there to know #it's whatever! write what makes YOU happy!! #tbh im kinda surprised there isnt a lot of bron/kyrie talk here? maybe it's more of a wattpad ship? #or maybe theyre all hiding?? #yall dont hide!! just cus people dont post it on the daily DOESNT mean yall cant!!! #post whatever ure into!! love what YOUR heart has decided to love!! #ull find ur ppl! #so yea! i dont have any big thoughts to say! #ive seen stuff that give me a basic idea on the ships and it's very cute!!! i like seeing it! #but cus i personally havent spent time to know it fully it's also kinda quicker for me to notice some things that make me a little :/ #BUT thats just cus IM not seein it thru a place of LOVE so it's really not that deep? u know? #like u can make a point without being a hater i mean?? idk #just some things ive noticed were like.. theres some things sometimes where it's like. okay. it's getting weird #like smaller = automatically uwu baby omega bttm or fckin whatever lol taller being big controlling alpha dom #lightskin being babyfaced innocent ethereal angel virgin baby whatever. paired with the more aggressive oo big bad tough fckin whatever 🙄 #and it's not problems that sit in just THOSE ships only it's just that those ships/ppl are so BIG and prevalent #u kinda see surrounding issues more clearly. like. idk. if steph had a darker complex... would Everyone #really like. treat him the way they do rn. kinda thinkin. BUT ALSO U CAN THINK THAT ABT A L O T of things which SUCKS but true #it's just a more ?? prevalent pattern example??? idk.. u can also see it sometimes with the boston jays but again #it's an overall issue u shouldnt always apply to One thing cus it's Way bigger than that and should be treated as such!! #SO YEA tho do what u love! write em in a way that others will see ur love! and love them too! #write them ! the way they !! are!! because ppl will love that! feed em ALL the things!! DO UR LOVE JUSTICE #and ur love will find you THRU !!! #sorry i couldnt like! go crazy over em! i think their dyanmics are rlly cool and u should def ask more ppl who know more abt it! #theyre a good ship!! find the ppl that know it and see it as such!! #ted asks

[paeonie-s]

genuinely so emo abt the fact that i have friends who want to do stuff w me now omg

#i was v scared for college bc i have had. such awful luck w finding ppl who want to do things w me #the closest friendship ive ever had was online lol and even that ended w me being ignored and pushed away so its a v foreign experience for #other ppl to v openly. enjoy my company and continously invite me to things just bc they want me to be there #like ik a good part of that is everyone trying to not be lonely as shit these first couple weeks but all of the friends im referring to #were part of a summer program where they got to show up like 6 weeks early and so they already have friends and ppl to hang out w #so its still rly cool that i showed up made friends w like 2 of them and now 3 weeks later im having to actively plan time to do hw and #watch my shows and stuff bc im being invited to eat and walk around and watch movies and do things all the time #shit is surreal !! im so grateful esp when my suggestions for things to do are well recieved like today alone i invited some of them #to go to the barnes and noble opening in a town near us next month + to a open house at our states observatory. and other ppl were actually #excited to learn abt those. its insane im so used to being ignored and treated like the things i care abt dont matter i love life rn omg #ppl are so cool and interesting sometimes i still feel like i am the most boring person in the room bc i never had the time money location #or motivation to explore a ton of my interests but when i tell ppl abt that feeling theyre like bitch me too !!! lets go snowboard and hike #and have observing nights and paint and dress up for halloween together and its makes me so happy. that is all #actually one more thing i was initially thinking abt dressing up as asa csm (which is. already an improvement from younger me feeling so #isolated she avoided dressing up for halloween for a decade bc she never felt close enough to go w anyone) BUT NOW im a part of a 2 month #old plan for like a dozen ppl to dress up as monster high girls AND im gonna be draculaura. literally such a slay i cant #🌸.txt

[snekdood]

Ppl gotta understand that just bc you do x thing because you're mentally ill, doesnt mean your actions dont have the same effect if you weren't. Like if you've been manipulative to your friends, you cant get mad at them for not sympathizing entirely with you when you go on about how they dont accept you for your mentally ilness. Regardless of your reason, you were still manipualtive, you fucked with peoples trust. Theyre still gonna have trust issues about you even if its bc of whatever mental illness you have.

#im not saying its cool for them to abandon you but cmon. you have to consider sometimes other people and what they can handle #bc if you keep manipulating your friends or whatever theyre gonna get used to being manipulated and expect it from other people #whatever the case. people have limits. your friends have limits. im not saying theyre always justified. im not saying your friends are #never abliest. but they do have limits. and if you're yelling at them all the time about being perfect or whatever you cant exactly #be surprised when they dip out. #like for example. im a p aggressive and angry guy. clearly. if youve seen any of my posts. #ive always got something to rant about. and while im not quite as much like this irl its still a thing about me. im very very vocal about #whatever injustice i percieve happening to me or others lol. but i can understand why me being intense and angry and ready to throw hands #at the drop of a hat would make some people want to avoid me. i understand it makes some ppl feel scared and unsafe. #its not something i try to do. i dont try to make ppl i like feel unsafe. i try not to be that way around ppl w those kinds of issues #but im not gonna throw a fit and be like 'you guys are okay with bpd until i get really really angry and call you a cunt' #like... uh... yeah. i dont blame ppl like that for dropping me entirely if im getting angry all the time around them and it triggers them #and i dont seem to stop or be able to stop. #sure its not great. sure i dont want to be as aggressive and angry around anyone let alone ppl afraid of that sorta thing. but this is #the current state of my being. its something im working on. and i can understand why some ppl cant handle me right now as i am. #idk. just. shit like that man #another example. im hella hella HELLA bad at communicating via technology. unless you're in front of my face my mind just forgets we were #even talking sometimes. this naturally will cause issues. how am i gonna get upset at someone for being mad i stoped responding #in the middle of a conversation? sure i didnt mean it. this is purely unintentional. however that doesnt change the fact of my actions. #it doesnt change the fact that that person might feel unwanted. i can apologize day and night but until i actually try to be more attentive #of my phone this is just gonna keep happening yknow. how is it fair to get mad at other ppl for getting mad at you over that?

[carcinized]

still thinking about that person who tried to dunk on me earlier. i think i figured out why they assumed i was a twt refugee in the same post i addressed to my new twt refugee followers in the tags & im pretty sure its that they thought that my pfp. was a selfie. of me. and not hit youtuber danny gonzalez. & holy shit thats so funny to think about

#i liked the part when they said super smugly 'and you my dear have become a cautionary tale to all new users' #as if i havent been here for literal years lmfao #they got under my skin a little bit i will admit. but mostly just by the strangeness of the experience and the complete lack of reading #like anything i said. i said the post was a joke and they were like i cant believe you SERIOUSLY want people on TUMBLR to think youre COOL #girl... that ... that was the joke.... the joke was 'haha look i go outside. also my blog is non celebrity and even mostly non FANDOM' #'and thats how i like it and im not going to change it.' and this person was like YOU need a lesson in the tumblr ettiquete of leaving ppl #alone... as if they didnt literally find a post with 0 notes from a blog they didnt follow fucking SOMEHOW & start harassing the op #bruh...... so yeah its under my skin a little i'll admit. but also like i said. i go outside. i talked w fishermen today and pet fish #tomorrow im having crab for dinner with some family friends #and watching some world cup games #like............. i do not care #however the image that they thought danny gonzalez grimacing was ME is very funny. that will keep me laughing #ok now gn LMFAOOOOOOO #tobin talks

[hecksupremechips]

The villain of the letter is half a genuinely sweet lady who deserved way better than she got and you just wanna give her cookies. The other half is White Woman Tears: The Character

#the letter #the letter vn #fuck charlotte ermengarde i fuckin hate her #‘help me!’ no #no you kinda had this coming bestie #theres that one part thats really interesting where rebecca is trying to learn about the mansion by reading hidden history books #and it obviously didnt cover how fucked up charlotte was cuz ppl didnt know that #but she did good stuff to cover up like donating money or freeing a slave #and Rebecca is like why is this hidden she did all this great stuff she built this town is it because shes a woman? #which its like. its probably true thats probably why she didnt get recognized #but like. she was actually an awful person so maybe its for the best ppl didnt talk about her lol #hnnghh i cant remember if the reason the books were restricted was because takako did that or like #it was just a coincidence #or maybe charlotte hid them so ppl wouldnt know the true about the whole ‘burning an innocent lady at the stake’ thing #god she sucks lol #i dont care if she made charlotte go insane im a takako apologist 😩 #i think that was cool and sexy of her to do

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#uuuugh i desperately want to take a geology course #and aquire paleontology friends #and be a paleontologist. i mean i wanna be an astrobiologist with Microbiology. ecology. evolutionary biology. geology. and paleontology #influences. also biochemistry. and that's all vaid bc astrobiology is intersectional. i can get there however i want #and what i want is to look at the evolution of biochemistry in cyanobacteria but finding someone who does something that specific is hard #but like learning abt paleontology has broken my brain a bit. like maybe its just bc im in the desert and u can see the exposed ground but #like i look at the landscape and see the volcanic rock and uplifted areas snd everything and its just like #holy fuck we are walking around on 4billion years worth of history and i wanna kno how all those processes work #in terms of making the landscape how it is #and i got to see some fucking wild trace fossils the other day and i was so fucking excited to see them #and when i go home to visit i think we're gonna see a pretty good natural history museum #bc my parents were like: what do u wanna do while ur home? and i was like well u see i am v into paleontology atm #and im v excited to go with them bc idk they kno what kinda freak i am and that always makes things easier #also they would prob read the info on the exibits if i asked bc i cant fucking read lol #and my mum is v into rock collecting rn so that is an excuse for me to learn abt geology stuff #hhhhh there is just so much cool stuff to learn #and everyday i have to sit there and do my lab work on a topic that i have greatly diverged away from #like my boss was like: im so excited. when we publish all this data u will be the name ppl think of when they think of carbon cycling in X #system! which is true. its a narrow field and ive generated lots of data #and what do i feel abt all that data? absolutely fuck all. its like ive maliciously collected a bunch of little gems and then im gonna #uncarimonially dump them on the floor for a tiny collection of ppl and then walk the fuck out the door #idk its probably just me being passive aggressive bc collecting the data has/is casuing me such physical and mental strain #but god if i could take a paleontology class rn id be so fucking annoying abt it. to b fair id also be the same abt a Microbiology class #sigh... maybe within the next year #unrelated #lmao im extremely annoying abt paleontology now and i havent even taken a class #at every chance im just like: well u kno... *insert fact here* #and i feel so obnoxious but i can't stop so i guess its just a hazard of being around me haha

[pavlovers]

i'll wait until the actual chapter comes out to fully judge but i'm not sure if i'm completely satisfied with how the dark impulses have been explained...

#tokyo revengers spoilers #like dont get me wrong the cycles of grief motif is cool and all #mikey inheriting shinichiros grief which led him to kill and now he feels like hes not able to stop himself from hurting others #but its like.. idk i wish it was more explained with regards to the intense amount of pain mikey has gone through #by virtue of being doted on his entire life that everyone close to him either tried to mindlessly protect him or use him #like im sorry but we just did not spend enough time with shinichiro as a character to have his grief have this much impact on the story #like if we go by wakas story like. most times shinichiro was referenced in the story by ppl remembering him #they were remembering like. past shinichiro. the shinichiro who never got to grieve over losing mikey because he never did #so like 😭 what does that even have to do with takemichi at that point #but also like ok if we're gonna go down this route wouldnt it make more sense for mikey to inherit shins karma after shin died? #like the plane thing is sooo... idk its just such a weird trigger 💀 #aughh i love mikey so much 😭 i cant imagine how more determined he was to push everyone away once he learned the truth #like the pain of knowing you werent even supposed to be alive... and then the weight of knowing how many loved ones died for YOUR sake #i need to hug him i need him to be okayyy

[intergalacticaquarium]

Tumblr stop recommending me such earnest criticisms of season 4 I only want people who see other people's failures as kinda funny on my dash from here on out

#like we dont need to pick apart every little thing that proves it sucked because 100% of it literally was bad! #like cant we all just look out at this trainwreck and say.....yeah #that seems about right #i have been on tumblr way too long to keep seeing detailed breakdowns abt why something was offensive #when the whole of what it was incased in wasnt good #and also these takes are on tumblr but always seem very argumentative and its like #either ur talking to ppl that agree with u on tumblr or go to twitter and tweet at the duffers #like....does...does anybody actually think this show was *good* after season 1? #like ya were here cuz we love the characters and the vibe but its not GOOD #like....literally rhe last two episodes had me literally laughing hysterically the entire time bc #when ur like me and youve been burned by one too many media properties and youve written one too many detailed and earnest criticisms #for nobody that can do anything about it #i usually go in expecting shit to he bad bc either im pleasantly surprised or i feel vindicates #this? this was worse than i ever couldve imagined #and thats funny! its funny that these dudes with unlimited budget a guaranteed fanbase and really good characters #could do something so terrible and so easily fixable! thats funny! objectively thats funny! like they had the easiest possible setup #and they beefed it so so so hard they fucking were on the lowest diving board and bellyflopped #dont be sad bc it was bad #be happy bc u just got to witness somebody putting out some really hackjob shit and everybody knows it and thats great! nobody was happy! #like...the show isnt even cool anymore and it hasnt been for years and yet still every time they roll it out they are given #a golden oppritunity abd they churned out trash bc they did a bad job and whether or not there are consequences they know it too! #they were looking at it and watching it and seeing fan reactions and are probably thinking about so many mistakes rn #bc like regardless of their talent theyre still artists and artists hate doing a bad job and i think they know they did bad #and if they dont that might be funnier bc theyll be going to their hollywood gatherings #and everybody will think that they suck and they might not even know thats awesomez #hey am i a mean spirited person #as i was writing it im realizing that might not be normal but also like it is funny #like they didnt put in as much effort as you are going to put into ur bullet list of how wills story was homophobic. it was bad #and everybody watching knows that. why havent we kung pow penised the ads yet like cmon fam this is tumblr we know what to do #dont put more thought into why ur upset than they put into making the choices they didnt earn it

[ruvi-muffin]

Im losing my mind can Luis come back to cr ????? I love him ??????

#what hits harder than liam o brien????? #possibly luis carazo #im obsessed w this guy #like ik all these ppl from d20 and cr but man this guy #he just #hes just so cool #he hits the same drama spot liam does usually #but like #different #it's the dead husbands BUT ALSO #ya kno #can he stay i wanna keep him #its about the melancholy fam #dangit do these ppl know joq to put together a good cast #His part of the calamity playlist hurts me but in a good way btw #in case u were wondering why im losing my gd mind over zerxus suddenly #HE GOT MARRIED TO THIS SONG I CANT #AND HUS PARTNER WROTE THIS IM #SO EMOTIONAL #lol then suddenly lou wilson 😂😂😂 #aahhh #muffin rambles