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thequimmqueen · 2 years

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Oh? Quimm fic idea? Share it - amii

Basically It's about quinn and timm meeting again for the first time in the bakeria, and while Timm is nervous expecting her to be mad at him.. she doesn't actually recognize him. Because of his new way of dressing,the glasses and his curvy perm.

So! She'd order like normal, which kinda makes Timm think.. a lot.

For example, he tries to call back how long it's been since he left, and wonders if he wants to talk to her again, let her in his life again. He'd realize about a lot of things and want to clear up some things to her,but he's anxious abt it so he'd pretend to be someone else when she comes to the bakeria.

Meanwhile Quinn feels like the new driver in Bakeria looks familiar but she can't figure out why...? So she'd observe him when she'd go there and notice some similarities with timm.

Whats interesting abt this fic is that i want to show my hcs on their friendships, besides Allan and Robby i think Timm would also be friends with Hugo and Kingsley since they reocurred the pizzeria a lot. While Quinn is friends with Cori, Jojo and Shannon. I want to write them to hang out in some of the restaurants cause im a sucker for friend groups dinning together xD

I also wanted to make my input on how i think the lawfirm thing went down, Like why Timm didnt tell quinn beforehand and what she felt about it. It seems to me like people expect i'd make them too easily regretful so they fix things right away but i feel like it's much more complex.

Timm does want to pursue his dream but doesnt want quinn to think he might go back,and Quinn wants to make clear she respects his dream but did not like how he made the choice (aka leaving her abruptaly with all the work on her shoulders)

They are both justified in different ways, ofc, and it doesnt mean they dont care about each other cause they do. At least they still retain some good memories they spent as friends (i dont really hc them to have dated before he left, which is funny coming from me)

Idk man, my view on Quimm has evolved,and At the moment, i see them as an awkward adult couple who are introverted in different ways and because of it they're too anxious to talk things out thinking the other dislikes them u.u So i want to show that and how adults seem to struggle being open with their feelings since its viewed as a more "childish" thing to do. Its an interesting thing to work with :>

I'd probably call the fic something like "A second chance" or "to talk again"

Hmm, Or maybe "Finding each other"? Its not a specifically romantic fic,but it does have some references to my Timm and quinn crushing in each other, but its more of them gaining the memory of their crushes noticing how pretty they look to each other's eyes or how cool they thought of the other (timm admiring how smart she is and she thinks he looks handsome)

Hhhh💕💕💕💕💕 seems like im back at it <33

#amii anon #amiizing #quinn x timm #quimm

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queer-enderdragon · 3 years

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I need a break from A Thing i was doing so!! time to join this hermitblr trend that i thought was really funny-

Ranking hermits (personas) by how much i want to fight them :>

Mumbo: a total spoon, but contrary to popular belief i suspect he's actually quite beefy, so i could just go all in and bite first before he has the opportunity to think how to defend himself 9/10

Xisuma: he definitely has some muscle under all that armor, and i could definitely try but.... he's very sweet and could cry if he told me he was disappointed on me qwq 1/10

Grian: this man is basically me but with a red jumper and enough energy to actually do proyects, but i relax listening to Justice's album cross slowed. We both have an ace under the sleeve, and it could be very interesting to see what comes out of the fight 9/10

Joe: He's definitely not a good fighter, but before i could even touch him he would probably distract me with history facts or just talking about anything really. he knows how to tell a story and i really like hearing him talk 6/10

Impulse: Im going to chase and beat him up until he goes the fuck to rest, like my man what the fuck do you mean you changed the color of your base again?? 11/10

Bdubs: This dude is the definition of feral and always carries knifes with him, even if i wanted i cannot do much against him and my only hope is to run to the nearest jungle 3/10

Cubfan: If i ever in my life get the chance to even try defeat mister cub-invincible-fan 135 vex, i will take it with no regard of my own well-being and do my best. but i feel he'll go easy on me anyway u.u 135/10

Zedaph: If i try fight him i think i will have a 50/50 chance of winning, but if either of us gets distracted once we'll probably forget we were fighting and just play around on his cave of contraptions.... 8/10

TFC: This man needs peace, not a fight. besides, he's a good dude and i respect him too much to even ask for one 4/10

Iskall: Yeah, i know he was basically a hitman at one point, but we all know he can fall in the same trap twice. if i go fast enough maybe i can make him trip and leave him in the floor a few seconds 8/10

Stress: She once carried a whole giant pumkin with one single strength potion yall... she might be sweet but shes basically funtional feral. I'll lose in the fight but i would be totally worth it 10/10

Etho: he'll either beat me in the funkiest way possible without touching me or i wouldnt even see him coming and i'll be already in the floor 10/10

Xb: He's very chill and i bet it would be a very fun fight 8/10

Scar: I emotionally cannot fight him. he's just so sweet, i cant..... and also he has vex, i literally cannot go againt those little bastards 7/10

False: It would be an honour to fight her. I would possibly not win at the end but i'll enjoy having my ass beaten by her 111/10

Keralis: As long he's not wearing that damn skin he always used in decked out or is under water, i'll happily beat him up with my "go to h*rny jail" bat n_n /lh 7/10

Cleo: she'll destroy me with words, besides... how the hell do you beat up a corpse 8/10

Jevin: honestly i dont wanna fight him, just,,, poke him a bit to see what sound his slime does 6?/10

Ren: the fight would be so damn theatrical and fun, i would enjoy every second of it 10/10

Doc: he may have fought a god and won, but im very reckless and want to see if i can with the challenge 8/10

Tango: he used ravagers for a game he made alone in minecraft vanilla, i wont fight this man unless if its with my "get the fuck to rest" bat like impulse 7/10

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goatpaste · 4 years

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god out here seein butchleopardstar talkin bout their old wc oc and i just have this urge to show my old ones ESPEcially ones i still have

also a fun lil look into my shitty old art

angel was like my big first MAIN wc oc and she was called angelwing/angelstar and was the leader of demonclan a group of demon monster cats. she was married to a dude named devilheart (who is now a retired oc sorry devilheart) and they had kids and they all fought the forcesss off eeeeviiil.

i still own her and love her, my special first oc,,

Devilheart who is a now retired oc he was angelstars mate and was just a demon who was a big softy who loved his wife but had a temper for annoying people

dragonflight another member of demonclan and one of angelstars friends, he had the stupid storyline of being in love with angelstar despite her having a family and then also being in an unhappy marriage with a lady named blizzardlove

hes a retired oc

blizzardlove who was dragonflight mate and had the exact same storyline but with her being in love with devilheart.

she is oc retired now, but if i was smarter then i woulda relized she was in love with angel

brightflower (now just bright) was one of angelstar and devilhearts kids and was just a very sweet big hearted girl shes still that and loves her mom very much shes just not a cat anymore and is like her current moms story and is in lesbians with one of their evil mortal enemies pride

puretime (now just pure) was another one of angelstars kids who was just for the most part a regular cat but like a werewolf became a giant unstoppable monster on a blue moon that attacks everyone. hes very shy and nervous and scared of himself current him i still own and hes just about the same but he’s people, not related to angel and whatever but he still got scary werewolf live monsters livin in him

ghost flower was the third kid of angelstar and devilheart. she was a ghost cat demon thing and was super rowdy and i loved her a lot of the three. she was angelstars deputy.

now she retired having not been used in years

god THIs oc i didnt even remember existed until i saw her on my DA. her name is Applebabble she was apparently Puretimes daughter and has a speech impediment but the ability to copy voices.

she defiantly got retired oops lol

Envy who was the daughter of Angelstars mortal enemy Reborn but envhdsgsdk envy hated being apart of a family of evil and just wanted to be a normal good person. shes TECHNICALLY not retired i still draw her mom and sibling but i also havent drawn her in years

sinborn the first born on Reborn and favirote daughter.

she means and cruel and knows she favorite and plays to it. she steps on her sisters all the time and its a lil bastard

she was retired a long time ago,,,

Pride who was reborns (at the time son) third daughter who was just a typical scummy bastard who fell in love with angelstars daughter brightflower and is just trying to balance being super evil with being smithened by one of the sweetest lil light in the universe and pride still the same except lesbians now

reborn, the big miss bady of my childhood she was just totally evil through and through and loved to be bad and be a pain on angelstars life. now shes still angelstars mortal enemy but with homoerotic subtext

solarspark, this ugly ugly design im so sorry i did that to you apparently he was suppous to be Brightflowers son who had an obsession with know who his mystery father was i guess defiantly a retired oc

Mirrorpool, Solarsparks brother. who was a lot chiller and big ‘no care’ attitude. he loved his mother and was very sure of himself and his skills.

a retired oc that i still do love the design on. simple but cute

god plush was a stupid ass character whos whole thing was that he could stand and was in love with a gang member but in a no homo way and was defiantly homophobic

now hes just plush the guy defiantly and openly gay for the hot gang leader. and he still stands and is just a furry oc now

Nightkit, designed for a wc rp group on DA, drew her once and then forgot she existed lol

Waxwhisker, also made for that group of wc Rp stuff that i immediately forgot about. he meant to be in waterlcan

timetravler who was as his named said, is a timetravler. he would just show up around leafclan who take people on timetraveling adventures. and was V gay he would often turn these adventures into romantic gestures for handsome men.

i still own this one! idk why i felt like i couldnt let him go,,,

east who was apart of my ‘compass ocs’ he was just a fancy cat who raised his adoptive son west and hate siblings of north and west. they really jdshgds didnt have much story beyond that? idk why i made them

hes just a bunny named east now lol

then west to go along with east. he was just baby cowboy supreme.

south who was just big big meany, she was just very grumpy and violent.

souths brother north who hh is a polar bear now and doesnt have a full up to dte ref, im workin on it lol

but got his old art and design, bad

spookyfire who was apart of my old rp friends clan Hauntedclan and they lived in an abandond mansion. she ws married to the leader lizardstar and they had maNY baby

she is retired U.U

Wickedspell, one of spookyfires many baby

she makes potions and is a lil witch

i tried to revamp her a few times over the years but yknow

things happen

Battlestar, another of spookyfires kids, leader after Lizardstar of Hauntedclan

retired character

Zerogravity anOTher one of spookyfires kiddos she was a sweet lil lady who was with a guy named Arksoul who stood by her after she learned herself incapable of kids.

retired character

wire who was the leader of my own baby version of bloodclan, known as savageclan. wire was an absolute monster who abused those around him and threaten even those he loved to get what he wanted.

his clan was located in a nearby abandoned power plant

his mate scrawnyskull left him with their kids after she realized how horrible he was.

scrawnyskull, Wires ex mate. she and her sister was a pet taken from her home by savageclan cats and raised in their terrible ways. she was later made wires mate. When scrawnyskull realized how far wire was willing to go to get what he wanted, she left behind her life in savage clan to raise her kids in a nearby clan iceclan.

now shes just a big monster lady oc who loves her babies

flora, shes scrawnyskulls daughter

thats about it, and i still have her around

phantum, scrawnyskulls son whos just a lil guy

storm, another one os scrawnyskulls kids, a stubborn lil guy

retired oc

Flare, scrawnyskulls sister who like swanyskull was taken from her home as a pet and made a member of savageclan. she too late realized how bad savageclan is after her sister left

now she just a kitty cat furry oc lol shes the fun aunt

Force, one of my savageclan memebers she hated savageclanbut leaving wasnt really an option

retired oc

another savageclan clan oc named scratch, he knew savageclan was bad but figured noone else would have him at this point

retired oc

twitch, another savageclan character. lazy bastard

retired oc

killier, another saveclan kitty who was stolen from his home as a kid and is now one of wires trusted bodygaurds

Fang, lil lady of savageclan

retired oc

badger and wolf, savageclan bastard brothers

oh they irritating

retired oc

Hollow, savageclan cat. saved by savageclan warriors as a child would have died if not for them. feels in dept to them

retired oc

snipe, savageclan warrior taken from his pet home at a young age. learning of his orgins in adulthood came to have a fascination for humans

retired oc

Fox savageclan lady

retired oc

Diamond, pretty savageclan lady

retired oc

leafclan warrior SafariPuma

now hes just a big muscle tiddy kitty

bright?? who was just a cat made of blood?

retired oc

cabbitleap, just a cat rabbit grumpy man

retired oc

icestar, leader of my iceclan i made forever ago

retired oc

rosedew, daughter of icestar and her mate snaketail

ragingstar, first leader of iceclan. spunky loud lady

now shes is named flamingo and is mmm creature!

goddessstar, leader of stellarclan

retired oc

Dim horrible daughter of goddesstar

retired ocs

silentnight, i think i made her just to have that name

retired oc

his name is fucking coxdream, he was half cat half fox and at age 10 or whatever just DID not relize the motherfucker name sounded like that

now his name is still cox dream and now hes just a horny joke/serious character lol

Gracie, a loner who easily fell in love and constantly had her heart broken

now shes a zombie and falls in love and then eats the people she likes which sucks

B their a ninja cat

Dagger, cyborg cat who was experimented on

now shes a cool fortune teller with robot parts for fun

wasp was probably one of my first cat ocs when i started being into warriors i still have him and love him and im currently designing him a boyfriend,,

brown who was friends with wasp

i think she could technically be said to be one of my first fursonas lol

retired oc

badsmog, never did much wqith her beyond design

still have her as smog and she is creature

#my ocs

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iluilya · 6 years

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Theorethically 1; and 2, 7, 8 (this one is of utmost importance!!!!) 13, 15 (because im a sadist IM SORRY I LOVE YOU I PROMISE)

Alright, here we go! It’s time for my boi to get out there, get to know y’all’s apprentices & make some fransヽ(*・ω・)ﾉ (list of questions)

1.Which character(s) is your apprentice romancing? What attracts your apprentice to them?

So technically, none, because he refuses to stand between Asra and Julian u.u/ And because his sister is basically married to Nadia? :P IDK, as soon as I found out in Book I-V that Asrian was a legitimate thing, I boarded the ship and played the rest of the game in the mindset that Nathan is more of an observer in this whole mess, and that he by no means would try to interfere in their affairs. But then dlkjfsgdg Julian just comes along like “hey boo thang wanna goof around in town” and poor Nathan was like ??who in the fuck authorized these feELINGS?? And then dgjkdflh ASRA and his 200 coin makeout session in the cave— and my boy is just confused?! Anyhow - I think Nathan has feelings for both of them, but tries not getting involved because deep in his heart he thinks he’s just a plan B :( He’ll probably end up alone or together with another OC of mine. Also, Nathan has a VERY weak spot for Julian’s wits, manners, kindness and that reckless, crazy head of his♡ As for Asra, Nathan’s completely blown away by his wisdom, his caring heart, his dedication to magic and how he’d literally die for his loved ones, Nathan would 10/10 die for him too at any given moment.

2. If your apprentice was a romanceable character in The Arcana, what would their route be like? (Feel free to be as detailed or as vague as you’d like.)

Nathan’s route would be like a mixture of Nadi’s and Julian’s, so lots of investigation with a shitload of fun, reckless type, wandering around Vesuvia and getting to know the city better. A little less self-loathing and sass. Nathan is really good with people and he’d use that to his advantage when investigating at the most random yet useful places for gathering information from the locals while having the time of his life, putting on ridiculous disguises, glamouring himself to look different (and maybe you too if you ask nicely), getting in lots of trouble and escaping smoothly, and of course, ending every day in the Rowdy Raven. He’s not afraid to make a complete idiot out of himself so be prepared for drunk juggling, confusing dance moves, and lots of really REALLY lame jokes! Also, he’d be really friendly with the apprentice! He’d see them and be like HEY FRAN LET’S GO ON AN ADVENTURE!!!4!!4!!! ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ He’d be really happy to have another magician at his side and would love to experiment with magic together! Also, Nathan trusts people way too easily so he’d probably confide in the apprentice a lot earlier than any other main character in the story. He develops feelings quickly, however, he usually shuts them in, because he runs a little low on self-esteem and he’s terrified of rejection, and thus, the apprentice would have to make the first move. ( ◡‿◡ *)

7. Is your apprentice happy with their physical appearance? If so, do they flaunt it? If not, what do they want to change?

I wouldn’t say he’s particularly happy with his physical appearance because hE’S CLEARLY BLIND or idk has never seen a mirror?? god he’s so beautiful (；⌣̀_⌣́) As I said, Nathan has a kinda low self-esteem, and that of course includes him being discontent with his looks. It’s not a major issue for him though, he’s okay, he just thinks he COULD look better, but honestly, I don’t think he cares too much.

8. What would your apprentice want as a birthday gift?

Books!! Nathan’s a big fat nerd, give him any kinda old magic tome and he’s happier than the morning sun. Give him an old magic tome about familiar/fauna magic and he’s like a kid who just smashed his piñata all by himself on his birthday party. He likes stuff he can use/learn from, but he’d be really touched, no matter what you’d get him. ♡( ◡‿◡ )

13. Your apprentice sees someone who is very obviously wealthy accidentally drop a small pouch of coins. What do they do?

Depends on the very obviously wealthy person and how the pouch is dropped. If it’s someone he doesn’t know, he’d get the pouch and give it back to them. If it’s someone he despises, he’d take the pouch and put its’ contents to good use, buying food for beggars or giving away the money to someone in need. If it’s someone he knows and likes, he’d probably mess around with them for a while before giving back the pouch & demanding a drink in the Raven in return for his heroic act ヽ(~_~(・_・ )ゝ

15. How does your apprentice feel about sharing a bed with Asra in the shop?

Honestly, he doesn’t mind at all. Asra is his comfort zone, Asra is his safe haven. He trusts him completely and has a very deep, very complex affection for him, and at this point, sharing a bed with Asra just comes natural to him. It’s like an unwritten rule, like the sky is blue and the grass is green, sleep is always the best if he can hear Asra’s breathing beside him. Not to mention that having only one bed is actually quite practical for these hoarders - less furniture, more space for completely unnecessary shit! (*＾ω＾)人(＾ω＾*)

That’s it for round 1! My askbox is always open, feel free to send me numbers from the list above, or just simply ask me anything you’re curious about my boi Nathan! (*¯ ³¯*)♡

#hello frans #nathan is here to say hi to y'all #my boi needs friends pls love him #the arcana #fan apprentice #nathan #asra #julian #julian devorak #nadia

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interzoney · 7 years

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TAG!

tag thing I was tagged by @louder-than-love and @way-beyond-wildest-imaginations thanks my dear friends! <3

What’s your favourite musical? Grease, Hairspray and The Rocky Horror Picture Show

How do you get to sleep? I smoke pot so that helps…

What happened at the last party you went to? Well it’s was like 10 days ago, it was part of my contract with the company that will do my college graduation party. So lots of stuff happened, i got pretty drunk cause it was a open bar, besides others stuff and i made a tattoo! For real, like the organization of the party gave 15 tattoos for free xD the music was really shity, they played several remixes of bon jovi songs, pretty weird… I don’t remember much else xD

Have you ever smoked a cigarette? Yep, I usually do every day…

What’s your hair like at this present moment? mostly dyed in black and with a little piece of it dyed in pink xD

Are you more comfortable sitting or lying down? Laying, it’s easy to get to sleep hahha

What’s the worst film you’ve ever seen? Hum idk, there’s tons of it! XD

Are you and untidy person? yeah, my room is as messy as my life @way-beyond-wildest-imaginations I make your words mine hahaha

Have you ever been a fan of*NSYNC? not actually :/

Do you watch a lot of Television? I used too but since I stopped living with my mom I stopped owning a tv so… I haven’t watched much in 4 years xD

Do you think you’re fat sometimes? Yes all the time :(

Do you like to flex your muscles? Wtf…I guess no…

Do you think you’ll ever get plastic surgery? If I had money maybe… I don’t have nothing against it, everybody alters who they are in some way…

Have you ever completely misunderstood what someone was saying? Yes, like always hahahah I probably misunderstood some of this question xD

Favourite kind of cake? cold cake, with coconut <3

Was it a boy or girl to text you last? A boy, that lives with me

Name something you are doing tomorrow? Going to college unfortunately

Do you sleep on your stomach? I used to but I’m old now and it hurts if i stay in this position for too long :/

Where are you going to be at 4PM tomorrow? At home I hope hahaha

Last time you saw fireworks, with whom&where? I don’t remember, probably the New Year’s Eve with some friends in the Av.Paulista…

Are you missing someone? My cat!!!

Do you like horror or comedy? i love both! ^^

Who did you last share a taxi with? No one, last time I took a cab i was alone

Dogs or cats? Cats! But i like dogs too

What were you doing at 12 this afternoon? Eating or studying

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? I have pretty sure I won’t even in 3 years from now

What’s your favourite season? Why? i like the end of the winter cause where i live is not so cold nor hot…

When was the last time you did something you knew was wrong? Today, everyday I do shit wrong :/

Did you have any unread messages when you woke up this morning? Yes

Who was the last person you hugged? My friend yesterday, she wasn’t feeling good

When was the last time you cried? Two weeks ago I think

Who was driving the last time you were in a car? My roommate

Does any part of your body hurt right now? Yep, my backs, my knees and my neck.

Do you like your bed? Love it 😍

Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Only my moms heart :/

When did you last talk to your brother or sister? Kinda never, he was born last year so…

Do you ever want to know which person you are going to marry? I already know, it’s John Frusciante or nobody u.u hahahahah

How much cash do you have on you? 6 bucks and i have to live this for 2 weeks

Are you tanned? Only my arms and face probably xD

Did you get any compliments today? Not really I think

Have you ever gone to court? No

Do you get jealous easily? Yes, but I try to control and not show it

Would you ever want to swim with the sharks? Yess!

What are you going to do do on saturday? Idk probably stay home im poor

What is in your back pocket? My lighter

What were you doing at 3AM this morning? Happily sleeping

What do you usually do first in the morning? Drink water or check my cellphone

Are you good at math? Hell no

Any plans for friday night? Netflix and popcorn probably

Do you have a little crush on someone? Yes, john fru is my eternal crush ❤️

How old is the last person you kissed? 30 years

Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? Because he was a hot Italian ;)

I’ll tag: @negans-archangel @fru-strated @fajantas @perfectoutliness @daddykiedis @snort-me-john2 @i-am-corn-holio

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woainiyeehaw · 4 years

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30 abril 2020 5:20am

i kinda just want to get this off my chest? i dont know when ur gonna read this. probably u forgot about this blog and i reminded you that it exists or i told u i wrote something on it for u... either way you find it. just wanted to say it.... idk if it sounds selfish... i dont want it to sound selfish bc i care about you and want you to be happy and feel only good things (aunque no pueda evitar que sientas cosas malas también u.u). me has ayudado en muchas cosas de mí misma. algunas a propósito y otras sin darte cuenta. you are amazing on your own and im so happy you let me experience your existence with you. i kinda wanna do that for a long long time. i am... really weird and paradoxical. and also im always all or nothing. but those things cant define me fully as i am. you know parts of me, idk how many but you know them... and you also know my way of feeling and thinking enough to know what hurts me or what makes me happy or worry or etc. ive always felt something for you. anything. the feeling was there and it just became bigger and bigger every time we interacted. every time you texted me. every time you let me get to know a part of you. every time i saw you be happy about something, or sad, or get angry about it. or be clumsy and funny, or cold and distant or thoughtful and caring. you made me feel this with just being you. and this feeling is so... unlike anything else. its unique like you. like the person who made me feel it. the best way i can describe it is as me wanting to let you be you and support you in all you want to do, help you get up when you fall, be there for you and knowing you will be there for me too. and also knowing that i will love and support you no matter time or place. its such a weird feeling... its gonna stay here with me, and it goes farther than us. its more than this. i cant explain myself. nosotres tenemos esto, pero el sentimiento es más allá de esto. no está ligado a nada ¿? es como un sentimiento flotante en todos los demás que están ligados a acto-consecuencia. supongo que el acto al que esta ligado es tú existiendo y la consecuencia este sentimiento. pero tú existiendo es algo muy impredecible, y el sentimiento es estable. no sé. son las 5am y quería sacar mis pensamientos porque me estaban sobrepasando. te quiero más allá de esto, de nuestras pantallas, de lo físico, más allá de esto que estamos viviendo. no sé qué es eso ¿¿?? o si estoy loca jaja. sólo sé que es así. intento ponerle nombre, razón, ubicación, fecha de caducidad como a todo lo demás que hay en mí pero no hay. no hay nombre, no hay razón (exacta. porque sé que viene de ti. pero de ti complete, no de ninguna parte en específico), no hay ubicación, no hay fecha de caducidad. nunca me he sentido así y tengo miedo de sentir esto y que salga mal. que te haga sentir mal, que te hiera. no sé si esto hizo sentido para ti. i tried my best to put in words these strange feelings in me... but i keep thinking. why do i keep thinking? maybe bc im falling asleep and all i want right now is to be next to you so i can wake up and feel you here beside me, sleeping calmly. so i can hug you and go back to sleep with you, knowing you will be there all the times that i wake up. knowing that we have eachothers backs. thats reassuring... and it makes me go to sleep peacefully... i feel like i want to die feeling like this. or maybe that death feels like this. being at peace and content with what you have at the moment... maybe after few decades spent with you i would die and feel that peace of knowing we stayed together and felt happy with eachother for all those years. not everything can be happy, but the happy memories will stay with me. and i will let go of this life remembering them.

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