#and she was more of a friend to my MC

[the-unconquered-queen]

Ngl I feel like the fortune teller's predictions back in ch 8 led me to believe b2 would be more dramatic than it was.

#playchoices #blades of light and shadow #also ik they want the friend in an unlikely person in an unlikely place to be Valax but I choose to not interpret it that way #because as someone who didn't get her scenes and who was mindful that she was helping them against her will #I feel like that 'friendship' was pretty forced in my pt but I get it for others #For me I like to think that it's Cherta because as far as unlikely places go I don't think MC would've expected to make a friend in jail #and she was more of a friend to my MC #also who was deceiving MC at the time? was it the Watcher because of the epilogue? I'm confused was he a bad guy or not

[gureshinlover]

I love that everytime i expect something from Hae in, she surprises me.

First, i thought she was gonna continue acting like usual with Eun seong even after hyun woo warned her, she said I dont trust you to Eun seong. I thought she was actually gonna agree to being with Eun seong to protect Hyun woo (i was like NO DONT BE DUMB) she literally said fuck you, eun seong threathened me and here's proof to the cameras. For some reason, i still kept disbelieving her, and in ep 12 i thought she was gonna be manipulated by Eun seong and go to the house with his car without saying anything to Hyun woo, but!! she got out of the car and said come to the house and bring me back later on, and she even talked about her being confused about faces later on in the ep.

We're so used to characters (mostly FLs) acting dumb in shows that when they don't it shocks us 😭 Thats why Queen of Tears is a fresh breath of air.

#my friend and i were watching True beauty yesterday and we kept screaming and cursing at the mc saying HOW CAN YOU BE SO STUPID #and most of the kdramas makes me feel exactly like that #but hae in isnt stupid. she can use her mind. but im so brainrotted by more idiotic series that i keep doubting her 😭 #queen of tears #rant

[alchemania]

Finally got enough energy to talk about Furina's SQ and while I loved her and the troupe, MC and Paimon were .... Not Great. I talked about this with friends but in Paimon's case especially, the way they interact with Furina feels like people who just don't understand trauma and depression and then engage with someone suffering from both in all the wrong ways.

Talking about how much of a downgrade her house is from the opera house, making fun of how she can't cook, pushing her to act when she's set a very clear boundary and then guilt tripping her after she's stuck to her guns, shaming her for not being able to fight well (Paimon literally talks about how second hand embarrassment is overwhelming and I'm just like ?????), telling her she's "not acting like herself" when she attempts to open up and be vulnerable....it's just really rough. That and the MC asking "is something wrong" when Furina gets sad over Poission ..like bro people died and she couldn't save them and she's tearing herself apart over it. Those people are never coming back and you know it and you have the gall to ask her is something wrong??? Of COURSE there is!!

It just feels especially odd because we literally get to see all of Furina's suffering and Paimon in particular is. SO mean? Like she was more understanding with Wanderer and Ei and THEY'VE tried to kill us multiple times!! I don't get it, and honestly I'm very proud of Furina for refusing to waver. Let her rest!! She's tired and depressed and she needs time to heal; and honestly fuck Paimon for trying to make her feel bad. Furina's worked harder than she EVER will.

#as someone with depression and who's highly sensitive this story quest hurt a LOT because ive also encountered people who don't understand. #i've been told i need to get over my anxiety. i've been asked what am i so tired from since i just lay in bed. #so furina's character and how she was treated hit very very hard for me. she's isolating herself and not coping well but she is TRYING. #she's trying so hard and she equates her worth to her role. like she literally tells you that she serves no more use to anyone. #and i wanted to shake her so hard. because it's not about what she can do #she has worth simply because she exists. full stop. she is loved and she is appreciated just for being herself #her worth isn't decided by her power yk?? #i hope she can rest and heal and find some good friends - after the way mc and paimon treated her i honestly don't think they should be #or if they are; they'd have to work to earn her trust cuz good LORD. they treated her so weird and so tone deaf!! #i've seen a lot of people complaining about it too so im glad im not alone. #anyway. there is something wrong with me i have cried actual tears over furina please god she needs a hug #and to be told she did a good job and she can rest now and things will get better #4.2 spoilers #genshin impact #furina

[distraughtlesbian]

literally the best part of this whole stupid book iwlove weird obsessed horndogs thee villain archetype of all time. he’s so silly. “we could’ve had a life together”, he says to his lesbian ex-neighbour who he’s just shot with a crossbow bolt meanwhile her girlfriend who he’s also just shot is half dead across the room. god i love it here he said me and the bad bitch im going to fumble

#WHAT A FUCKING FREAK IJBOL!!!!!! #MORE PSYCHOSEXUALLY OBSESSED WEIRDO VILLAINS PIXELBERRY I KNOW YOU HAVE IT IN U. #their villains are usually so cringe and one note at least this one is memorable #mind you this could have used more buildup. up until like chapter 19 he still had the benefit of the doubt #his ass was NOT beating the twist villain allegations but the fucking freak allegations were a whole separate beast #and he could be presumed innocent in those. like sure i guess these are just average fanatic werewolf hunter antics. #like EYE had my suspicions. him sending that frat bro to sexually harass mc was a fucking freak move #but like in general he was coming off as someone who was just a normal amount of concerned about a friend of theirs falling in w a cult #like girl why am i following my cringe fwb into the pool house to be all ‘babe this isnt u :(’ #i dont CARE i wanna go engage with the twist antagonist who at this point my mc still thinks is kind of normal/their friend!!! #but alas that’s just pb for you. we WILL NOT stick a landing ever. they make all the new writers swear to never write a villain that makes #sense or is well foreshadowed. ONLY side characters who you would never suspect bc they have like 5 lines in the whole book. #like you’ll never be duffy veilofsecrets you’ll never recapture that magic. #anyway. markus choicesalpha the fucking weirdo cringefail stalker incel loser you could have been…kermit looking out rainy window dot png #maeve speaks #playchoices #choices #pixelberry #choices alpha #channing lowe #markus barnes #side note this whole thing probably has a Much different vibe with a male mc #but as it is it’s like ijbol. channing is cringe and emotionally unavailable but how could you POSSIBLY compare to a buff werewolf bitch #he is so completely not a contender that its comedic to me. you think WE could have had a LIFE TOGETHER? #even if my mc had never ever met channing SHE IS A LESBIAN!!!! SHES GAY DUDE STOP IT LOL #and with a female mc and male channing its like yeah whatever average incel number 10 billion. wow youre going to kill me bc some other guy #is hotter than you? eyeroll. at least channing canonically gives great head.

[snixx]

got queerbaited into reading a book by chatgpt. is this rock bottom

#girlblogging.pdf #apparently coding isn't the only thing that thing is ass at. fetching basic information is too #i mean i Wanted to read it anyway and i knew it wasnt queer before. idk why i let chatgpt gaslight me into believing i was making it up #whatever. neither the main character nor her best friend are textually queer or in love with each other. they're both pretty boy crazy tbh #but the mc is giving big aro vibes. like she's so done with her best friend every time she starts talking about men or crushes #also her crush on this guy is giving extremely platonic im not biased i swear #she just throws herself at him because she thinks itd be cool to date her besties crushs bff #so she could feel normal like her #they do have a cute friendship though. mc and the guy. also they start dating like 2 seconds after her bff dies so it's not really romantic #also theres a very cool lesbian who gets more pagetime than the guy and whos friendship with mc is super angsty so #w #its a really good book ok i just went in with really wrong expectations #like a sapphic hiaylm #but every day i grow closer to the great truth of my life that sapphic hiaylm will never exist #and i should stop looking for it and find the beauty in things for their originality and what they are #anyway in this case the lack of sapphicness did not detract from the book at all dont get me wrong #i just found it funny

[aroaessidhe]

2023 reads // twitter thread

The Immeasurable Depth of You

a 15yo girl is sent to live with her father on a houseboat in Florida with no internet for the summer because her mum’s worried about her mental health

she meets a mysterious girl in the bayou & they become friends - and when she finds out the girl died 5 years ago she’s convinced it was murder and that she has to find the killer

anxiety & mental health, hurricane season, bi MC

#The Immeasurable Depth of You #aroaessidhe 2023 reads #this is good! #the dog is called leia which is pronounced the same as my name. and every time i hear it im like huh sjdgkf #has quite a few major similarities to funeral girl tho i personally like funeral girl a lot more. or i think FG is a bit more mature? #(the mc of FG is older so that makes perfect sense) #(very different in a lot of ways but. deep anxiety about death. ghost friend. etc) #she’s a tumblr teen. equal parts cringe and relatable djkfhgkd #she also asks a boy if he has tumblr and doesn’t use the code? smh. #anyway the 15yo-ness is a bit frustrating at times but i thought it was pretty good #love the cover also

[womanenthusiast]

finally got around to doing this! bambi's my mc for all yan games, but here's her design for @14dayswithyou specifically! more details under the cut (tw for burn scar) ♥

also rare jpeg of bambi when she finds out ren was just a persona and he's been lying to her the whole time:

#i like to think bambi's hairstyle is like.. haruko insp. bc she thinks his design is very gender #but in a way that's sneaky and appropriate for work #so when she sees ren for the first time she's like *spiderman pointing meme* #she also just recently picked up skateboarding since returning to corland bay and is NOT good at it #getting to an from work without embarrassing herself in someway is doable but nothing more complicated than that #mc: bambi #14dwy #14 days with you #my art #also her whole vibe is like.. she seems very put together #but it's mainly because her coping mechanisms #are things people associate with people who have their shit together #like she stress cleans #100% will show up at her friends' apartments #when she's had a bad day and clean everything #if she's already cleaned her own house #exercises A LOT but it can get to a point where #people are like #okay there's something a little wrong with u huh #like that calvin and hobbes strip where the dad is like #what could be better than a saturday 6 mile run at dawn in 20 degree weather followed by a big bowl of plain oatmeal and dry toast #or the one where he's out biking during a blizzard #when she lived in the city she also did wrestling and she LOVED being a heel #i def think she'd like to keep doing that but she's still settling into life back at corland bay and not sure if they have much of a #wrestling scene there #anyway all that to say she's very that meme that says fuck yoga i need to break a car with a hammer #very put together looking but one bad day away from throwing all of her dishware out the apartment window

[pumpkinnkidd]

when you are both absolute freaks but in different ways

#my art #my ocs #mottley #gerry #these are mc ocs for a realm rp :> #gerry is my friends oc not mine! i just made the ref for him #mott is my oc though. she isn’t a cat but is trying and failing to pretend to be so she’s more normal

[dat-silvers-girl]

Siyana Devonshire - HPHL OC - Hufflepuff

"For the love of every god I worship, dear... Please eat something." - Siyana, to literally everyone especially Sebastian because sweetie stop reading Slytherin's book for five minutes and GO EAT LUNCH

XXX

Full Name: Siyana Vaishnavi Devonshire

Nicknames: Chandini, Little Fairy

Age: 16

Birthdate: 9th October 1874

Zodiac Sign: Libra

Gender: Female

Nationality/Ethnicity: British/Indian

Blood Status: Muggle-born

House: Hufflepuff

#the outfit is period appropriate i did my homework #i made my combinations #it makes sense #i don't have all Siyana's info yet but i do have some things so I'm posting it #look at my new baby #sarahi has a very cute ancestor #technically she's sarahi's great grand aunt #Siyana's a mama bear #constantly concerned about friends #very much wants to mother everyone #will literally destroy anyone who touches her besties #you touch natty poppy sebastian ominis amit garreth etc??? #prepare to get ur ass handed to you #maybe one day i make seperate post about that lol #also ask me about the madness foreshadowing necklace #or MFN as Mad Cat so affectionately calls it #i wanna tell more people about the MFN #siyana devonshire #hogwarts legacy mc #hphl mc #hogwarts legacy

[spicyicymeloncat]

My topical Ninjago height headcanon is that Pixal is short but she has tall person energy so ppl tend to not notice

#also she can fly and also usually she has big mech suit so whatever #Ninjago citizen memes but they’re all talking about how short the new samurai is #Jay on the other hand is short and embodies short person energy so he gets bullied #inspired by me and my friend tbh we’re both short #Pixal and Jay are probably the only two mc I headcanon as short af #I think tall Pixal is more common but it’s fine #ninjago #lego ninjago #Ninjago Pixal

[sserrafeim]

Hello there 🌚

#nonono I can’t go back to my chevie phase #suitor who needs a more assertive (?) mc number 177282 #my friend said the other day that I want to top every powerful man that I see and I think she’s right #ikemen prince #ikemen series #ikepri #chevalier michel #ikepri chevalier #i don’t remember where this is from

[bubblegum-snowdrop]

OMG YOURE INTO YAN VNS WHICH ONES DO YOU LIKE

LMAO;;;;; YES I HAVE A HUGE PROBLEM XD

Something's Wrong With Sunny Day Jack is probably my favourite so far, Jack [who I call Jackie so much it's invaded my vocab for him] is a man who is too soft for me to cope with. Well;;; with the MC anyway XD I love him!!!

But the other ones I also really enjoy are [not exhaustive rip];

-YOU and HIM I'm gonna punch Adam and then kiss him and punch him again

-14 Days With You

-My Dear Hatchet Man

-Br0kenColors, which I keep trying to spell as Br0kenColours because we spell it as "colours" in Canada hjbfdvbhjkbhjvfbjhdbjdfbjfbjhvdfj

-Where Winter Crows Go

-Camp Willow Peak [excited vibrating as I wait for it hjbfvjhbfdbhjfdv]

-See Thru Need a Friend

-Duality I got the ending where you like them both and realized it too late lnjbgbnbjnbfjn

They are all in pre-release stages [some don't have demos yet] but 0^0 I am watching like a hawk and waiting for them. Anything that can be wishlisted is wishlisted. Anything I can wishlist later will be there the moment I know of it. In the meantime, I draw my MC girl and cry.

#yandere #yandere vns #yandere visual novels #My MC gal is the same but with 'quality of life' changes to interact better with the world #She's also always Canadian tho lmfao #she wants love but is oblivious as fuck #''oh haha he wants to be my friend!'' catch Harper screaming in the corner. Jack is growing more frustrated but quietly #Ren is slamming his head into the wall. All of them can't deal with how dense she is #Alan could hand her chocolates and roses and she'd think it's friendly she so so dense bro #Yandere and Romantically Comatose Girl. My brand of comedy hjbvhbdvbhvbhjdfvjhd #ANYWAY I'LL SHUT UP NOW HJVBHJJVDHBF

[struckbyelectriclove]

kat gets a bit distracted from developing a sexuality crisis

#listen if youre only predicted to live like 17 more years #you dont have time to internalize a lot of things/LHLHLH #so she has a bit of a distraction JLKSDJFLSDFJ #i dunno just a dumb thing #like its so funny to me that she has normal problems but also This #anxious about the upcoming test. not knowing what to do when a friend is upset. having a curse consume you from the inside out #you know!! normal teenager things!! #ekaterina solokov #hphm mc #comic #my art #my ocs #hphm #hogwarts mystery

[playandchill]

✨Are you interested in making a builder sheet for Kornada? I really want to know a little bit more about her👀✨

THANK YOU FOR THE ASK!!!

I feel happy that you want to know more about Kor💕

Honestly, i have thought about it. It's not impossible to do. But it's just i am not exactly sure how to arrange everything xd

Maybe in the future i'll make it

#waiting for July to see Daphne's new profile tho👁👁 #i feel like i need to say something more #idk but i can tell the story behind Kornada's name #she was my nameless oc until me and my friend played a vn where we just entered three random letters for mc's name #It was just KOR #i liked it and gave it to my oc >:3 #when i started playing sandrock i decided to expand her name #so her name is Kornada now

[itheume]

im playing isometric rpgs with one character and only one character

#arting #( b/ldur's gate one and two !! f/llout one !! #d/vinity one and two !!!! #but i only played through a few hours of em i have to let things marinate a lot apparently #but Anyway my tablet pen is dead and im waiting for another one to come in #but i wanted to draw digitally So Bad i did it by mouse like it's desperate times #so if tumblr crunches this 500smth x 500smth image to pieces then whoops sorry i'll be more careful when i can use my tablet again #kicking my feet waiting to play pillars of eternity like im having so much fun rn ) #( her name changes every game it's v funny esp in regards to b/ldurs gate 1 / 2 bc it's supposed to be the same mc #went from asphalt -> pavement #and then cement for divinity with her girl best friend who is Not important rn #and then cobblestone #and then for f/llout it was Hwy. yeah it was abbreviated i had to sacrifice her int stat #she did fine with a three !! she was doing well !! #anyway v fun v entertaining drawing this will tide me over for the next however long until my pen comes in #if it doesn't i need one of u to spray me w a spray bottle ok thx )

[aroaessidhe]

2022 reads // twitter thread  

Funeral Girl

a girl who can talk to the ghosts of those who come through her family’s small town funeral home & tries to fulfill their last wishes

when her classmate dies unexpectedly & wants her help, she’s forced to confront her deep fear & anxiety about death & her relationship with her friends & family

aroace MC

#Funeral Girl #emma k. ohland #aroaessidhe 2022 reads #this is very…slow sad and heavy w anxiety and grief. or at least more than i was expecting anyway #Me sitting in the back of the car with my parents trying to not make it obvious im sobbing. And it finished Exactly when we arrived. #i rated it 5 stars #Complex friend group situations. complex best friendship. also nonbinary chinese best friend #She's definitely very self absorbed and selfish? about waking them to make herself feel better but not really thinking about them. #and her friendships. but this is a major conflict of the book that’s resolved #(which i’m glad bc i was like um…..you’re not treating your friends great lol..) #i kept being like oh girl you are so fucked up get help #m/f ghost friendship!!! I like that there wasn't even a oh were you secretly dating!! from anyone #the MC is explicitly ace and implied aro; #I'm happy for her deciding that she wants to be a nurse but as someone whose mum is a nurse and has grown up constantly being told #how horrible it is bestie that might add to your stress #asexual books #aroace books #no romance