#and now I'll probably go sleep

[b4kuch1n]

red lion wizard !

#pokemon #swsh #champion leon #wizard leon! one of em! #chose to color this one foolhardy style lmao. well it is done. I did Minimum cleaning up #this set is. well Im gonna draw the design sketch like with the toy doctor #but yeah the Other name for this one is 'wizard of performance' #which. uh. yeah there u go #Im actually flipfloppin between thinking this looks fine and feeling like I fucked up big time.... idk why. probably bc I put a h #uge splash of almond flavoring into this tea instead of like. two drops. like I wanted to #its literally like drinking perfume. why is vanilla fine when you add more than a few drops in but almond extract poisons you in real time #like why does a food flavoring smell exactly like something you Shouldn't eat. why is it made like that #well. I will sleep now. and maybe I'll dream. and then I'll know #have a good night lads! we are not immune to propaganda.

[michsmeesh]

hrhhrhrhhh jovier hghrhhh brokeback mountain au hhehjrhjjhgjhkejgdjnhknj its literally 5 am and i just finished these and i hate how they turned out but WHATEVER

i just cant stop thinking about these two and its making me sick!!!!!!!

#jovier #javier escuella #john marston #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #au stuff #will probably draw more for this but for now... #have this little thing jovier nation #my art #michsmeesh #idk this au is just. eating me up from inside #because its literally THEM #im gonna go cry myself to sleep now bye #and tmrw i'll draw more requests #well. #later i'll draw more requests

[hyunniesgirl]

This picture just made me think about bf!lee know waiting for you after your classes ended, because this person in your university keeps hitting on you even though you already told them you have a boyfriend.

Minho will walk to you as soon as he sees you and throw his arms possessively over your shoulders when he gets closer, smiling to your friends and making sure everyone around knows you're taken and that he's not letting anyone take you from him.

#it's 00:54 I should be sleeping but I'm really thinking thoughts that shouldn't be thought #don't feed the delulu #my delulu getting out at this hour #I'm going to sleep now because I'm already posting this that probably doesn't make any sense I'll decide it tomorrow #stray kids #skz #skz imagines #skz x reader #skz fluff #stray kids imagines #stray kids scenarios #skz x y/n #skz x you #skz lee minho #lee minho skz #lee minho x reader #lee minho x you #lee minho x y/n #lee know scenarios #lee know x reader #lee know stray kids #lee know #lee know x y/n #lee know x you #lee know imagines #lee minho scenarios #lee minho imagines #skz masterlist

[hajihiko]

you know when a cat falls asleep on you so you're not allowed to move and might as well just take a nap yourself? That's right. This was a calculated plan. Diabolical, even.

#Fuyuhiko said go the fuck to sleep and then went to sleep #Dumping this here now bc I #Am gonna be too busy for the rest of the day probably #Wait FUCK I forgot queueueues existed! Ah well I'll use that next time #Day 300 and something of overthinking the specifics of relationships. I'll get there never folks #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #Danganronpa #Danganronpa 2 #danganronpa 2 goodbye despair #Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #Hajime hinata #Kuzuhina

[why-the-heck-not]

no those aren’t weird sex noises coming from ur neighbour’s apartment; it’s ur local insomniac slap & folding bread dough in the wee hours of the morning

#also I was doing that for wayy too long bc I think I autolysed a bit too long so the gluten structure just isn’t gonna be the best no matter #how angry I am at the dough but also idk why I’m bothering bc I’m also 80% sure the sourdough starter is not ready for bread yet #so like I’m going to have the densest loaf tmrw morning/this evening #this is a trial run abt if I remember how to make bread and if I'll actually have something edible it's a bonus #also it truly is meditative so I lost track of time bc ugh the texture of dough is just very nice #good thing abt naming it (the starter) Elvis that I now have my ’’bread making music’’ set and it’s honestly vibes #also yeah in a phase where I sleep abt every other night (unless I like rly rly try but even then it’s like max 4h and I dont get it and I #hate the process of desperately trying to get sleep more than like wasting time making inedible bread) #a human disaster but at least I will have bread #a very dense bread probably but bread nonetheless #march 2024 #2024

[s4pphic-sh3nan1gans]

I SANG UMAZANE MISLI ‼️‼️‼️

(that's me on the left and that is the face of someone smiling despite the fact they cannot fucking believe what just happened 😭)

#WHAT THE FUCKKKKK AKSJAKSSHSKSHSKVSKSH #BOJAN'S GAZE IS SO INTENSE I SWEAR I COULDN'T FUCKING THINK AAAAAA #he smiled at me so wide 🫠 guys I'm not okay holy shit #also I couldn't hear myself AT ALL so I know I probably sounded shit but oh well 😭 #I'll post all my videos and photos and probably a concert report tomorrow but for now I'm gonna go sleepy sleeps #it's 2am and I'm fucking dead 😭 #BUT HOLY SHIT?!?!?!?!?! I'M IN SHOCK STILL I love them so much #joker out #bojan cvjetićanin

[pngheavy]

the winner of today's brain lottery is Monomi 🎉🎉🎉

#kaa.txt #dress asks tag 2024 #im sleepy now so I'll go to sleep #i'll probably draw more tomorrow

[theotherrichardpapen]

...because any moment may be our last. everything is more beautiful because we're doomed.

#looking through my drafts and seeing this post unfinished and knowing in my core I'll probably never actually finish it . #but strangley enough i don't hate the way it looks with only those 2 panels ? beauty in simplicity or something idk #woe unfinished post be upon ye #honestly probably wouldnt even bother posting it were it not for the fact i was hit by a sudden wave of sadness #by being reminded out of the blue that alex really does just . lose nigel that night #enough deep level analysis my brain is all out i think . but just the simple fact that nigel dies that night #and alex has to go on for the rest of his life post-ending carrying that grief and loss with him #i know we talk about how nigel isn't truly 'gone' in the sense that they're one now and jack is supposed to be an amalgamation of the two #a product of their union and 'consummation' that night at the yard #but he's still gone . no matter how much alex might try and follow in nigel's footsteps #no matter how hard alex tries to tread that same path nigel did to feel close to him #he's gone . they will never have that moment beneath the house ever again . and alex has to go on living with that #anyway . normal again . imagine dropping a song rec like i used to. aha . go listen to sick like me by in this moment. #like minds #murderous intent #nigel colbie #alex forbes #nigel colbie x alex forbes #edit : THEY'LL NEVER HAVE THE MOMENT UNDER THE HOUSE AGAIN !!!!! #thinking about the moment where nigel sits across from alex after he shoots john #and the contrast to the scene in the crawlspace . nigel is trying to connect he is trying to get alex to see to understand #but now alex is closed off. something may be irreparable broken between them #do you think it was the moment where nigel starts to despair . to plead . realise that he needs to find a way to make alex truly see #i need to get some sleep

[papersnatch]

OH GOD I JUST REMEMBERED PEOPLE EXIST UHH . SURE YEAH HAVE AN OLD MEDIC LOADOUT DOODLE

I have 0 Idea who this guy is or what his name is . all I know is that he uses the quick fix and he DEESSPPIISSEESSS the cold ! Like despises it with every fiber of his being

now that I think about it I should probably work on fleshing out my characters more- Wait It's Literally 1 Am Nevermind Goodnightie

#i do have a vague lore idea for 'im #but im not really sure where to go with it #if i come up with anything interesting I'll update yall #but. #knowing me #probably not #tf2 medic #tf2 loadout #tf2 oc #tf2 #team fortress 2 #tf2 fanart #art #ok im going to sleep now byeeee #hopefully i didnt forget any tags

[achairwithapandaonit]

anywayyyy i loved the toymaker i hope people write gay ass fanfic of him and the doctor

#doctor who #i did watch the original toymaker serial (in all it's reconstructed still image glory) but that was over 5 years ago so i don't remember #anything except teenage me was enamoured with steven's hair and there were clowns #i was really impressed by the new version of the toymaker tho. he was so freaky and as much as i know it would be terrible to bring him bac #again and again like a regular villain i want to see more of him ): like nooo doctor don't banish him forever. i like him ): funny toymaker #i'm gonna be so disappointed when they innevitably bring the master back out now cause i'll just be like rip you are not the toymaker #okay silly ranting done. i'm gonna go to sleep now (lying probably) #dw spoilers

[mattodore]

i leave you with these 🫂

#river dipping #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #a burning house to live in #echthroi #alessandria zeferino #delphi sol #blur into you #dionte duval #nicholas xiao #be the thing that buries me #lykos #i'm done going through my screenshots folder #it's always fun to do but then i realize i've been looking at photos for like. two hours. #fdjgkbnkdfjhnkdgh #so i'm doneee....... #see what i SHOULD be doing is getting together the outfits i need for the bound pics i want to take... #but now it's one in the morning and i'm kind of tired... so i'll probably read and go to sleep instead #oh but i do wanna go thru my friend's blog too bc i just realized i didn't do that yet like i normally do #but when i wake up....... !!! i will start on those poses i need to make so i can make alessandria and delphi as corky and violet #i'll come back and tag everything tomorrow morning #<- said this then forgot to tag all of them in these posts until just now and it's like six pm dfjhkdnjh nevertheless!

[softceleste]

The fact I honestly thought I'd pull off playing College Craze and being normal about it, and then less than a week later I've already played it multiple times, made a duel MC au, a Pinterest board, and recreated some of the PopMe pages, is genuinely not lost on me.

#college craze #katie talks ifs and vns #i made psds for new contacts and calls too but didn't really have a use for them in this #also i just bs'd vidtok if it pops up I'll redo those but >.> i think you can tell who my favorite RO is so far okay (it's Pierce) #and then jay shaun ruby and trish also have me by the throat like if Trish has 0 fans I'm dead okay #I've known those characters literally like 4 days and I'd go to bat for all five of them already ok - my beloveds #anyway madeline mostly follows canon (the divergence is Ches exists and Ches is canonly the one fake!dating Shaun for Mad's tuition) #otherwise what the vn throws at Madeline she gets ok and then Ches breaks canon... so much it'd be probably too long for the tags #but this is what i get for being like 'this oc I've been writing for a decade+ would be down so bad for Pierce and Shaun lemme do a #playthrough with her and see what happens' - this happens apparently 😂 listen the vn helped me get through the entire time my mom was #in the hospital (she's home now) so tbh it was a really appreciated distraction <3 #extremely long post #long post #edits:mine #college craze: ches #college craze: madeline #college craze: madeline x jay #college craze: ches x pierce #i had fun with these though like Madeline messaging Ches to ensure she isn’t going to come in and find Jay in the dorm #and Ches being like ‘yeah my vidtok is 100% Pierce’s fault’ yikes I need to sleep I’m excitedly tired rambling #sorry if this post is annoying (and for the lines under the categories breaking future me will fix that in further edits if I post more #those may be relegated to the shit post blog though we’ll see posting oc stuff makes me so anxious ngl) #im just hitting post I’ve been staring at this stressing it like two hours now jfc

[bunnihearted]

🏥🦷

#damn my teeth on my left side reallyyyyy fkn hurt #last night it started hurting so bad i couldnt fall asleep #i took some regular over the counter pain pills nd they brought down the pain a bit #so it at least didnt hurt as bad as it did first #but now after sleeping a few hours it still hurts :// #idk what to do... bc i've googled but it is like impossible for me to know what this is. could be anything rlly #nd w physical health stuff im not as terrified bc i can just go to the ER. when i was there it only cost $15 lol #but dental care is so fkn expensive i dont even have that in my account #anyway. i could get an 'urgent appointment' which i get financial aid for... probably. thats the thing. it's not 100% certain #idk what i should do bc like i could wait it out nd see if it'll pass nd then wait on my appt the 6th may #or maybe i should call my dentists nd ask them what they think nd if they can give me an urgent appt.. #i hate calling tho. i know that sounds ridiculous esp when im dealing w pain but my avpd makes it so so hard for me. i'd almost rather not #if i was smart nd normal thats what i would do. just call them nd see what they decide for me. maybe i'll wait nd see nd call tmrw.... #nd idk abt the pain. like it rlly hurts but it isnt extreme i think.. but when i press one tooth it hurts a lot nd makes me worried it's #dying 💀 nd like u can actually die from teeth pain nd complications... nd infections nd stuff. it's scary af 😭 #idk if my tooth is dying nd i need to contact a dentist rn or if its smth that can wait for a bit #i mean if i had a job nd a salary i'd book an appt for tmrw nd get it checked but i have to discuss w myself bc i cant afford lol #ugh this is the reason im terrified of dental problems. the pain is awful nd theres nothing u can do if you're poor #my head keeps spinning idk what i should do abt this 😭 i csnt make up my mind. just want it to go away on its own but i know it wont #nd it hurts so that i can barely sleep or eat or concentrate. so i rlly dont know..... #oh if only things were easy

[bu-blegh-ost]

IT'S 3 AM AND I HAVE A FUN IDEA.

Okay picture this. After Black Sea the Albatrio decides to tackle the problem of the big tree that makes Jay's mum die. They get their crew together and set sails towards the centre of the world again, in search for a way to see it and cure it. Save Jay's mum and all that. And as they sail they suddenly get bumped by another boat, size similar to Alphatross. They look over and who do they see? Jayson motherfucking Ferin, sailing the same goddamn way as they do. So it turns out that after the fated 100th episode encounter Jayson learned abt his wife's condition and took a leave. This entire time when the gang was Black seaing he was doing research and finally found a way to fix everything. He took a small navy ship and settled alone, but turns out it is hard to man a ship yourself, even if you're a one-man army. So reluctantly Jayson Ferin and Riptide Pirates settle for an uncomfortable truce and join forces to save Jay's mum. Could you imagine the comedic possibilities?

Gillion and Jayson basically entering this hilarious rivalry of sorts. Gill eyeing that DAMN Whalebone Sword still stuck inside of Jayson, trying to repeatedly take it out or awkwardly explaining the value of the weapon and how cool it would be if he could just kinda give it back. And Jayson Has none of it cause that DAMN fish always talking and annoying him, jumping around, always there to hype Jay up against him. At this point he's just so sick of Gill, he keeps the sword inside him AND on display on purpose and Gill knows it and it pisses him off even further. They fucking compete to do more badass shit together and Gill makes it a personal goal to make this Man emote in Rage before they Reach their destination.

Chip, who Jayson barely saw or acknowledged throughout both of their meetings trying to talk to Jayson and he's just like "And who are you again?" And that just fucking gets Chip into a frenzy cause how could he not know him at this point??? "Hello??? Chip? Captain of the Riptide Pirates? The capitainest of them all? Anything? I'm cool like the other guys I swear, it's not my fault I was busy fighting a piss wizard instead of you okay? Fuck, piss wizard sounds so lame but it wasn't okay?! Bshshsjsjs nevermind bye!" XD And he also tries to do cool shit around Jayson so he can see him in action this time, cause he just can't take it that Jay's dad Has neutral feelings about him.

And Jay? Oh Jay. I imagine my girl goofing and having fun with her Boys. Her family. And I imagine her looking towards Jayson observing them from time to time. Maybe his gaze is Stern. Maybe uninterested. Maybe a bit longing. And maybe for a second she becomes that small girl, cowering under this gaze, feeling stupid for wasting time doing ridiculous things no proper navy solider would do, but then she shakes it off, looks at Jayson with a stare just as unwavering as his own and she goes back to having fun with Chip and Gill, because facing this gaze is not so scary anymore. Jay's own eyes scream "Look at the family I made. Look how proud I am of them. Look what you lost. I chose them, they chose me. They made me who I am and they made me believe that I do not need to fear you." And maybe Jay also tries to do cool shit in front of her dad, just so she can show him how far she's come without him. Honestly I feel like this entire trip is a massive show-off fest to establish dominance and that's hilarious to me.

Also literally any interaction Earl may have with Jayson. Holy shit. I feel like this is a forbidden fruit no one should be allowed to imagine.

Also if Drey is still on the ship, he pretends he isn't. My Man just hides in the barrel for DAYS. Not risking that shit xD

But also I'd like to think that by the end of it all, once the tree is saved Jayson would leave peacefully, with no attempt at capturing anyone. And it won't be that they are magically on the same side, no. But he'd leave with respect for them. Respect for Gill, his resolve and willingness to always stand by his dauther no matter what, respect for Chip once he realizes that the moment Chip drops his acts and starts being himself and ordering the crew in the time of crisis, he's one of the best leader he's ever seen, and respect for Jay because he finally sees that his little bird grew to be one of the most powerful people he Had ever known. That maybe he was the one severing his little bird's wings. That perhaps she made a good choice for herself. That perhaps he finally understands.

#jrwi riptide #just roll with it #gillion tidestrider #gillion jrwi #jay jrwi #chip #chip jrwi #jayson ferin #thoughts that don't let me sleep #help #for real tho pls tell me you guys see the potential of this too #like this would be such a fun arc #i'll go sleep now #but probably i'll just be thinking abt this more #this took and hour to write wth

[bobbinalong]

i've been livetweeting this drawing on twitter, lol, so have a wip here, too

#i'll probably go to sleep now #wip

[nebulouscoffee]

genuine question does anyone know what to do when you feel like a nervous breakdown is coming? like is there a solid reliable way to stop it or at least prevent it from getting really bad

#dw I'm okay at the moment... I think #distracting myself by making a playlist lol #but I had one earlier this week & I'm still kind of scared from it #literally couldn't move or talk or do anything for the whole day #like my phone ran out of charge early on & if you'd paid me a hundred dollars I wouldn't have been able to go charge it #I know this is a regular occurrence for some ppl ofc (much love if that's you <3) but I'm not at all used to this so it's a bit scary #it's late. I want to go to sleep. I've been missing out on sleep all week #but I'm literally up worrying that I'll have another messed up nightmare & it'll start off another one of these things ugh #probably gonna delete this in the morning but for now would happily take advice <3