#and just. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[girlscience]

thought too much about dwarves again today and i am

#i just love them SO MUCH #there is so much good dwarf centric lotr/hobbit fanfic out there 😭 #I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH AND IT HURTS SO GOOD AND I WANT TO HUG ALL OF THEM AND SCREAM #and there's so much good dwarf(ish) music out there that is so painful and amazing #like there's so much sorrow and grief in them but so much strength and resilience and joy and love #and they are so strong and weather so much and are unbreakable in the face of such evil #and they are so loyal and honorable and kind #they are as quick to laughter as anger and joy to sorrow and quick to steadfast friendship and love #and they refuse to be ashamed of a single inch of who they are #and their culture is so rich and vibrant and beautiful #and their language and clothing and craftsmanship and jewelry and dance and song #and just. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #I LOVE THEM #and god i just KNOW they would make the best fucking meat stew i've ever tasted in my LIFE #THEY ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND WONDERFUL AND THINKING ABOUT THEM MAKES ME WANT TO CRY AND SCREAM AND MY INSIDES GET SO TWISTED UP I COULD PUKE

[conspicuous-clown-car]

AAAAAAAAAUUUGGHHHHH

themb ;w;

#i love them so much you dont understand #i would talk more about my thoughts and ideas about them #but the thoughts in my brain filtered through autism just translate to AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #with a bunch of heart emojis #fnaf #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #fnaf eclipse #fnaf sundrop #fnaf sunrise #fnaf moondrop #fnaf moonrise #fnaf ruin eclipse #fnaf ruin dlc #sun fnaf #moon fnaf #fnaf dca #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf self insert #fnaf self ship #kirbsart

[pollyanna-nana]

One of the most tragic and compelling aspects of Dunmeshi, to me, is that we’ll probably never know (unless Kui tells us lol) how Delgal actually felt about Thistle. I’ve seen people say that he genuinely cared for him as a brother and his journey to the surface was to save him from his madness as much as it was his people. I’ve seen people say that he saw Thistle as nothing more than a fancy accessory or tool that ended up going astray. Others I’ve seen (and personally agree with) say that the truth lies somewhere in the middle. But honestly, I think any one of these interpretations has the potential to be correct… and that’s just heartbreaking.

After all, Delgal is dead. Like, dead-dead. The very first chapter of the manga starts with his spirit leaving this mortal coil, taking that answer with him. And…

How he talks about Thistle here… it’s interesting. He does not ask for him to be talked down, or captured or imprisoned, but instead “defeated”. Which Mithrun interprets as asking for his death… which is reasonable, because that’s likely how the vast majority of adventurers interpreted his words, too. Obviously as he was crumbling to dust he probably didn’t have the capacity to be particularly verbose or explain the complex backstory to how the kingdom ended up this way, but the effect is the same no matter how he may have felt with it. He asked for Thistle to be killed.

But… even in situations where he wasn’t under any such time limit to explain what was going on, he still seemed not to. Most glaringly:

Yaad seemingly has no idea that it was Delgal’s fault that Thistle sought the demon’s power. Obviously he couldn’t talk to him about it because Thistle was, uh, a little out there by that point, but why didn’t Delgal explain? Was he embarrassed? Mournful? Couldn’t find the words?

Delgal was scared of dying. He wanted prosperity at any cost, and how could Thistle possibly refuse? Did he even realize that what he was the one who pushed his own brother— One who basically helped raise him despite being a child himself, and in many ways is still a child— down this path? Or was it like watching an overzealous employee misinterpret directions?

The way Yaad describes things here makes it sound like Thistle simply dug too deep in his studies and fell into madness, but we know that’s not true. Delgal didn’t “suggest” he learn magic, he wanted a mage who could help himself and his people defy death, which he admits to Thistle openly:

So, why? Why not tell his grandson, at least, the truth of the matter? Did he worry it might make the remaining residents more likely to upset Thistle, and therefore suffer the consequences? Did he just not care? For what it’s worth though, Yaad does suspect the truth from Delgal’s behavior.

He “always blamed himself” for his descent into the dark arts. This is just Yaad’s observation, and that’s without knowing that it was quite literally Delgal’s fault Thistle went down this path. So, why? Why was it all kept a secret?

Of course, this made things ripe for the winged lion to manipulate to its advantage. Clearly despite knowing he’d pushed him into using it, Delgal still thought the lion was a force of good that was misused by Thistle as a result of his madness. His face in that last panel is particularly haunting. He looks terrible, gaunt and pale with overgrown hair and missing teeth. Had he gone mad, with grief and sorrow, as well?

Could he no longer see Thistle the way he did when they were younger? No one can ask him, because he died long before the story even began.

To go back to the original question, well, how did Delgal see Thistle? None of the previous points make a definitive answer any clearer, and I think that’s just brilliant. And so, so tragic.

#polly speaks #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi spoilers #delicious in dungeon #thistle dungeon meshi #Delgal #yaad #the winged lion #thistle posting #dungeon meta #This has been stewing in my head for a while #I just. sobs. I both hate and love Delgal bc it’s so ambiguous how much he actually cared about Thistle #he definitely wronged him in any case but the severity is up in the air. and more importantly Thistle will never know either which is part #of what drove him to go so far to prove he was worthy of his family’s love and affection #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #ok I’m normal. I’m normal #I’m so normal #(lying) #(sorry)

[violetvulpini]

Something about mentors learning from their students just as much as they teach them.

(pls reblog if you can? I put so much work into these lol)

#The Owl House #Hunter toh #The Golden Guard #Darius Deamonne #Darius toh #Previous Golden Guard #Hunter Deamonne #graphic novel #comic art #All I want in life is to feed the Darius stans #I'm Darius stans #I have a few hcs on the prev GG but I'll just note in my head their name is Brune #I stg I sat down and started this project and didn't stop til it was done. Time ceased to exist #Please Titan if this bombs I will be SO smad #Edit: WE'RE ALMOST AT 20K WHAT THE HELL????? #Yeah if this hits that milestone I will explode on the spot. I'm exploding right now. Thank you all so much aAAA #Edit 2: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[recently-diagnosed-lady-knight]

In one point of Stray a mural says “It’s been 2544875556 days since robots gained their Soul”.

That is 6,972,262 years.

It’s heavily implied that humans have been gone for almost 7 million years.

And humanity is still living in their creations. They still play songs that humans had created. They created art in their image. They talk as if they are just around the corner, as if they haven’t been gone for longer then they have been alive.

Humanity’s creations following in their footsteps steps never to forget the impact they made. As B-12 said “I see a future in the companions and in you.”

Humanity will survive into the future in those it left behind. It’s a new dawn. Light shines on an ancient city for the first time. And no one really dies as long as they left something behind.

#stray 2022 #stray spoilers #stray game #stray #the messages in this game are making me cry #it’s was just supposed to be a fun cat sim but now I’m sad about how humanity is living on in those we left behind #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[sandinabottle]

Nightmare and Dream human designs because; yeah. B) felt like it. it was supposed to be just a sketch at first so I could get my ideas down but oh well ig

yellow

#nightmare sans #dream sans #dreamtale #dreamtale brothers #utmv #ut aus #sans au #undertale au #my art #help me there are too many tags i can put in #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #my brain simply refused to shut up until i drew this #currently going a little bit insane #just a little bit tho its okay #anyway im returning to the fog now #sans aus #undertale aus #utmv sans #sans

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

hold on. i just wanted to see their height difference and. and hold on-

ill probably clean this up & do the other neighbors but ohhhhh my god. hes SMALL!!!!!! TWELVE! APPLES! (bg Home included to see if Barnaby would be able to fit through the front door. nope<3)

#im imagining barnaby leaning against home's roof while home repeatedly hits him with the side window #(it does nothing) #ANYWAY SO YEAH WALLY TINY. SMALL MAN #since the only info we have on heights is that wally is 3ft (twelve apples) and julie/sally are just a smidge taller than him #then frank/eddie are 4 ft #and then howdy/barnaby/poppy are all 7-8 ft #since theyre a bit vaguer im currently hc-ing that barnaby is the shortest at 7'9 while poppy is a solid 8 ft and howdy is between them #that still leaves barnaby as an absolute BEHEMOTH #scribble salad #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #welcome home fanart #okay. okay okay okay im so anormal about this #because i fucking Love height differences ok #whether its platonic or romantic or WHATEVER I AM WEAK TO IT. ITS MY FAVORITE THING #just a big person and their little guy. a little person and their big guy. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #barnaby can hold wally like a ferret. wally can probably hide under barnaby's fluffy ears. im losing it #also the character heights are probably different than the physical puppet heights #since in the official art they all seem to have consistent size/height differences that slightly contradict their heights #which makes sense!! the big guys have walkarounds And live hands to keep em in frame with the smaller guys after all #(unless that info is a lie and there Are no different puppets bc theyre all alive and autonomous maybe but also hmmm Thinking) #still. wally is. so small #also its gonna amuse me when humans come into play #bc its like oh no!!! the puppets are all 3-4 ft tall! so tiny and vulnerable! #and then barnaby & howdy & poppy show up- #they could absolutely wreck humans. like fuck dude. theyre Huge. #id shit. just saying. if a near-8-ft-tall four armed four legged caterpillar man showed up id Pass Away On the Spot #i would say No Thanks and then Die Instantly #great now im picturing julie screeching THEY CANT STOP US ALL and then the smaller puppets swarm a person #so true queen <3 they Cant stop you all <3 especially when you have a huge fuckoff dog backing yall up

[theirloveisgross]

the mic grip ft. knuckle tattoos.

#i haven't stopped thinking about this since i noticed it #he didn't use to grab the mic like this... i mean he used to put his pinky underneath like in that middle photo #but the two fingers like that... idk man #i know i'm weird but it's just looks so good and aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

[thunderboltage]

whoops me hand slipped just like cora hehe

#from the very moment i saw this clip i knew i had to do something about it so aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa <333333 #ilove him too muc h #also lmao Law's little sweatdrop like GIVE HIM A BREAK #i downloaded one piece bounty rush just for him uwu #one piece #one piece odyssey #trafalgar law #donquixote rosinante #rosinante corazon #donquixote corazon #i my me mine #ONE PIECE ODYSSEY SPOILERS #IM NOT TOO SURE BUT ILL TAG IT AS THAT ANYWAYS

[dinxieyinxie]

I HOPE I MADE IT IN TIME AUUGHH HAPPY BORNDAY TO MY SKRUNKLY SILLY WILLY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH QWQ (let us turn a blind eye that Yonal broke one of Transfiguration Laws for Severus)

#young snape #severus snape #happy birthday snape #yonal linx #dinxdraws #i had to export each frame in capcut sobbing #im p sure theres a faster way but im so smooth brain when it comes to editing videos #lookit them #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #bebis #ALSO !! this audio is perfect for yonal since they're part of the choir #bro is just serenading sev that is so cute #WAIT- THAT JSUT GAVE ME AN IDEA FOR A FUTURE PROJECT EHGRFHGEEHE

[aishazero9i18r]

A very self-indulgent sketch doodles of Yumalia, mainly Yugo and his wakfu wings 😔😔💖

#wakfu #wakfu yugo #wakfu amalia #yumalia #amalia sheran sharm #yugo the eliatrope #yugo sheran sharm #i need to read more fanfics and see more fanarts exploring everyone and Yugo’s wings pls #like man. this guy have insecurity with showing his wings to everyone pre-s4 but i headcanon that he wants a simple head pat #more Yumalia fluff pls #this is just me coping before the webtoon comes out #another headcanon that the eliatrope wings are like non-newtonian starch fluids #it flows and fade when you gently touch and rub but solid like a stick when you grab and pulls it #i need more Yumalia fluff basically aaaaaAaaaaAAAAAA #yugo x amalia

[breakdowns-spare-tire]

I just realised

everything he feared. Happened to him:

Being strapped down and helpless while dosens of eyes and cameras watch his every move. MECH ripped him apart so they could look at him

#i have not known peace since i figured this out #it was such an innocent thought too #I was just rewatching tfp and went 'oh g1 Breaky would've HATED everything about this' #and then I went 'wait-' #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #transformers #breakdown brainrot #transformers prime

[omgitsbeewave]

i got too excited about them ignore that it was about two weeks ago, i'm back excited and can't help but scream

without text 👇🏼

hi, welcome to my screaming :3

i honestly have sam tsui treat you better cover in my head when i think of them.

they're like just two sweet polite guys, that hugs on the background and be all cute and gentle

AND THEN THEY EXPLODE SOMETHING 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

teehee

impy just feels so soft and caring, idk... crying... he just carry grian around while working and they think about how to make building better 😭😭😭

oh and also i see red, mb... im not sure.

#beewaveoffanart #grian #impulsesv #hermitcraft #hermitshipping #hermitblr #idk #grimpulse #AAAAA I LOVE THEM SO MUCH I JUST #AAAAAA IMPULSE #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #im normal i promise #NO I'M NOT #AAAAAAAAA #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #ah yes #impulsesv fanart #grian fanart

[nientedal]

Usually I just save stuff like this to my drafts until I calm down but you know what, fuck it, I'm done.

Any so-called leftist who refuses to recognize that our options right now are "genocide abroad, progress at home" and "genocide abroad AND genocide at home" and that there is a significant difference between those two options is cordially invited to eat shit and die. We do not have time to entertain your anti-voting hopeless nonsense. A future in which we are able to move towards less death will always be preferable to the one in which we can't, and if you smug, sneering little clowns sacrifice that future on the altar of your own self-righteousness because you're too high on your own farts to realize how far up your own ass you are, I genuinely hope you fucking drown. Specifically, I hope you drown in the blood of the people who will die all over the world as a result of your bizarre refusal to work towards a future that doesn't include ethnic cleansing.

This is the United States. We sell war, here. I don't know how so many of you are only just now figuring that out, but you better get over your shock like yesterday because we are out of fucking time. We ran out of time when Reagan took office if not long before. You think not voting will improve any of this?

Keep calling, keep writing, keep screaming. Governments everywhere are (slowly) beginning to listen. Democrats are (slowly) beginning to listen. But Republicans never will, and if they seize power again next year (which they will absolutely do their damned to attempt), everything will be so, so much worse for everyone, everywhere. The work is slow and painful and imperfect but it will only get done if we show up and do the work, so keep calling, keep writing, keep screaming-- and when the time comes, you show up and vote for the future that lets us build a better tomorrow instead of just choking to death in the steaming shitpile of today.

#''i can't have No Genocide tomorrow!!! so i don't want No Genocide at all!!! WAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH'' that's you. that's how you sound #''if i can't have perfect then don't even fucking bother with better!! just give me worse instead!!'' are you for fucking real #you don't care about Palestine you don't care about anything other than being able to go ''Well. at least I didn't choose this.'' #not choosing is still a choice! you stupid motherfucker! #choosing to stand at the lever and do nothing and watch the trolley crush five people is still a choice!! #how DARE you act like that blood is not on your hands! #again: THIS IS THE UNITED STATES. WE SELL WAR HERE. #not voting for Biden is not going to help Palestine! #in fact it will absolutely measurably make the situation WORSE! #for them AND everyone else! #this is the reality we are working with and if you want it to change then you HAVE to play the long game! #leftists heard ''don't let perfect be the enemy of good'' and went ''WHAT THE *FUCK* DO YOU MEAN I CAN'T HAVE PERFECT??! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA'' #and i have fucking had it! #all i can do is try to keep working towards a day when the current left is the farthest right we have #but we are never gonna get there if y'all don't wake the fuck up and get moving #us politics #vent post #so help me god if this turns into a game of Spot the Tankie in the notes i'm gonna start knifing people

[isolophilian]

it's fucking sad that Percy believes himself to be stupid or thinks that his questions are dumb. like they make perfect sense??? I was thinking the same thing???? for someone who has no explanation of what's going on 24/7, I'd say he's doing pretty good

#AAAAAAAA #THAT IS A CHILD #WHY DOES A CHILD THINK THEY'RE STUPID #BECAUSE HE'S NOT #HE'S ACTUALLY SO FUCKING SMART #HE'S JUST NOT IN THE RIGHT ENVIRONMENT FOR IT #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #LEAVE MY CHILD ALONE YOU SICK BASTARDS #percy jackson #walker scobell #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo tv show #pjo tv spoilers #isoceratops

[sadkois]

BTW. TO ALL NISHIKI FANS (AND ANYONE INTERESTED REALLY), PLEASE CHECK THIS OUT IF U HAVENT ALREADY.

it's the transcript of an interview with Nakaya Kazuhiro, nishiki's voice actor, held on March 20th,2023!!

THERE'S A LOT OF GOOD ANALYSIS BY NAKAYA HIMSELF. LIKE.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

CHECK IT OUT, THERE'S A LOT OF GOOD STUFF

#akira nishikiyama #PLEASE SHOW UP IN THE TAGS THIS IS IMPORTANT #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #translation is a bit wonky at parts but its def understandable #ALSO I FEEL VALIDATED IN SOME OF MY NISHKI VIEWS #theres a lot of things iwanna say but also i need to go to sleep god #LIKE NISH WAS DEF JUST FOLLOWIN WHAT KIRYU WANTED TO DO WHEN THEY JOINED THE YAKUZA #HES SO. CODEPENDENT. he good at actin chill at first bUT THEN NO AND '' I AM NOTHIN WITHOUT U''. PLE A SE #ALSO LIKE NISHIKI NEEDS MORE FRENS GOD #LIKE OUTSIDE OF KIRYUS LIL CIRCLE #see this is kinda why i wanted him to meet ichibanasdhgdfh #hE NEEDS AN ICHIBAN IN HIS LIFE #ok sorry this was suppsoed to just me be tellin ya all about this #also i have the transcript saved too jUST IN CASE #also yes i once again stole from discordasfdgd