#and is like 'fuck i am so good at this hunting thing'

[aroacewxs]

sharing some of my rui headcanons :]

i mentioned this in that rui gender poll from a while back, but i am personally a believer of any/all pronouns rui with gender that cannot be labelled whatsoever. i think he'd generally consider and present himself as male, but doesn't have many strong preferences about it. doesn't actively make the effort to dress "femininely," but he'd probably fuck with long skirts if given the opportunity!

and all of you know how much i base my personality off of this by now, but. aroace rui :) aroace rui who has always understood romance as a concept, a trope. he can pick up on romantic cues, but purposefully chooses to pretend they don't exist. the mere thought of him experiencing romantic attraction fills him with so much disgust he has to distract himself for hours. i'd ramble a bit more, but then we'd be here for too long..

i think he'd have really good sleight of hand! he's always had an interest for things like card/coin tricks, and picked up more after learning from kaito :) he always has a little trick or illusion up his sleeve and occasionally performs them for kids at phoeniland or just on the street!

despite having really good dexterity with his tools and tricks, he is terrible with sewing and needles. tsukasa has tried everything in his power to teach him, but nothing stops him from accidentally pricking himself.

incredibly susceptible to cold temperatures. is usually wearing a couple more layers than necessary

doesn't get sick often, but when he does, the illness hits him like a TRUCK. it takes him at least a week to recover. he's huddled up in blankets like a poor and frail victorian child, and he can barely work up an appetite. the kicker: he doesn't realize he's feeling Bad until somebody points out how horrible he looks. and that's when it settles

always needs something in his hand to fiddle with! super super good at spinning his pens and pencils (sleight of hand), and is often found twiddling with his longer strands of hair. he also has a bunch of miscellaneous screws and trinkets and trash in his pockets that he keeps to fidget with.

rui has intrusive thoughts (projecting).. most of them come from his deep fear of hurting others and anxiety regarding social perception and safety

this is already kind of canon i think but. whenever rui ever makes the effort to actually clean his room (shocking), he almost always gets distracted by something he finds, and soon enough, cleaning is no longer of his concern.

shitty handwriting. he CAN write neatly, but he just chooses not to

i think he'd be really good at game pigeon word hunt. and sudoku. and crosswords. all the word puzzles. and it pisses tsukasa and nene off a lot. emu is his worthy rival

sensitive teeth. can't bite into ice cream...

this is a given, but aside from theatre, i think he'd be super into other performance arts like ballet. he'd be really intrigued by how storytelling can be completely reliant on visuals and motions with no words and lyrics. ballerina rui au is also something i've brewed in my brain a while ago but the logistics are funny

his opinion on mint chocolate ice cream: taste is perfectly fine but he doesn't appreciate the chocolate chunks at all

weird sock collection. he will die if he doesn't have a funky pair of socks on his feet at all times. aside from when he sleeps probably

lots of unfinished word documents.. he's had a few aspirations about writing an actual novel instead of a script, but the ideas are like ping pong balls in his brain that interfere with his other priorities so he never actually gets much writing done.. one day he will though

that's all i can recall for now.. i'll make more soon if i think of more! this is also a humble request for any other rui headcanons you may have that aren't mentioned here.. hehehe

#project sekai #kamishiro rui #rui kamishiro #wxs rui #i absolutely adore this purple fuck #if you couldn't tell

[mitoad]

i had a thought about marine life cod something something sighhhh and now i wanna draw them. all of them.

the first thing i thought of was vampire squid!konig.... you get what i see right, or like, he could be some other (massive) squid

gaz reminds me of a nurse shark.. number one, they're cute and look sweet, number two they look awfully boopable🎀🎀 there's no number three but just look at pictures of them that's literally gaz

soap would be a ray maybe?? specifically a spotted eagle ray. he could be a narwhal too because they're silly <3

phantom jellyfish!ghost obviously!!!

i'm thinking price could be a whale, but i'm not sure what yet? i;m so indecisive... beluga!price or humpback whale!price, perhaps?

and nikolai is a pilot whale like are you joking

i have no ideas for the others yet sadly because i have a little pea brain, but ill probably come up with some things soon...

fellow anon, DRAW THEM . I LOVE MARINE LIFE COD AUS SO MUCH RRHHRHRHRHRHRHRHHRHRHRHRHHRHRHRHHRHRHRHRHRHHRHRHRHHRHRHRHH !!!!!!!!! please pleasep lease dra them if u have time ....... they give me brain juices... .. . .. .

yayaya !!!! konig could definetly be a vampire squid !! tbh ive always seen him as maybe under the octopoda order (mostly due to the insane amounts of cthulu nd octo konig in this fandom) but i can certainly see him as a vampire squid !!! he gives the vibes- generally trying to contain the power he has and not get unnecessary blood on his hands (vampire squids are detritivore) nd a lot less menacing than it seems . more of an avoidant personality as well !!

and YAYAYYYAYAYYA gas is definitely some type of less aggressive shark !!! honestly nurse shark matches him the best but i occasionally believe he is a catshark or epaulette , they're easygoing and docile (IF UNPROVOKED) and so so cutie patootie i project my fav sharks on him bc he is my fav character

and soap does give ray vibes, but hear me out : eel soap >!?!! especially variants that hunt via electricity (like him !! but he uses bombs that arent necessarily IEDs but SAME THING) and r super duper energetic a lot , but oh em gee,,,,,,, he would make such a good spotted eagle ray .....

ok we all agree on phantom jelly ghost its cannon guys he is literally the big mysterious jelly

and price , although i like to think of him as a great white (better dynamics w/ other characters), he honestly would match a lot of species of whale much better . i forgot the name of this species specifically , but i do believe it was some type of bleaked whale ?? they scar white from injuries over time, and have a long lifespan . most of them will turn white over their lifespan due to the injuries that they get, and i think that does go after price's military career and how his scars the events he's lived through have sort of become part of him (ghost could definitely be this species too now i think about it), and how he's lived past points where his allies have fallen .

OK NIK AS A PILOT WHALE . YEYSYYEYS THATS FUNNY AS FUCK HAIJASHFKFH

i would like to think that laswell would be some form of species of whale , maybe one that is intelligent and capable of many forms of mutalism relationships due to her being ... yknow .... insanely based ....

makarov would be an orca. highly intelligent, only realised to be extremely dangerous once studied. ganging up on every fucking fish in the world. capable of competing with other apex predators like great whites.

graves.... unpopular opinion, but he is a stonefish . sneaky bastard and incredibly fucking dangerous . but stupid looking and a silly skrumkle very much so .

nyways i am too tired to think but i will go to sleep dreaming of the 141 eating salmon tonight ......... thank u very mysterious but very lovely fishy anon ...........

#🍵 mito's rambles°｡ ⋆⸜ #cod modern warfare #call of duty #cod mw2 #cod mw3 #john price #john price cod #captain price #captain john price #kyle gaz garrick #kyle garrick #cod kyle gaz garrick #john soap mactavish #john mactavish #cod soap #simon ghost riley #simon ghost #simon riley #ghost cod #konig #konig cod #cod konig #konig call of duty #konig mw2 #vladimir makarov #call of duty makarov #cod makarov #cod graves #philip graves #graves cod

[justheretolurk003]

What gets me about the scene between Claudia and Louis in the back of that truck is Claudia's vulnerability. Delainey Hayles is a genius bc she NAILED that look. Claudia's anger has disappeared and it instead has left way to her anguish. She is looking at him like a daughter looks to a parent who has betrayed their children. She does not know whether it is safe to trust him because everything until then has reasonably showed her that it is not the best choice. And then he says that it is her and him, but how true is that? Louis keeps aligning himself with hegemony.

And let's not even start with the sociological implications of this. There is a reason why s1Claudia calls Lestat massa: there is a racial power imbalance between Lestat and Claudia, and by extension, Lestat and Louis. But Louis instead aligns with hegemony: the whiteness and maleness of his lover, the protection that comes with that. Claudia is the most oppressed of the dynamic, and she is the first one to rock the boat. She yearns for freedom. And on top of that, Louis knows he has failed Claudia. You can see this in Jacob Anderson's BRILLIANT performance; his insecurity when he sees phantom Lestat, him trying to bury that insecurity and be a good father/brother for Claudia. It is not only that he keeps loving and yearning for Lestat, but it is also a hunting reminder of his failures to Claudia, his inability to be a good father or a good brother or a good anything to her. He seems to be burying and silencing the bit of himself that says that he will fuck up, that he is not strong enough, that he will fail her again. The tragedy is Louis is not honest with neither himself nor Claudia, and Claudia trusts him. Claudia''s vulnerability is exposed, and even though she is an old woman, when she looks at him she looks like a child. A child that needs love, but nobody is willing to give it to her.

One last thing: I love that Claudia and Louis' race has been swapped, and I am here to argue it is important to the narrative. It reinforces so many of the themes and dynamics of the series, and makes it hurt more. How many women of color have been betrayed/hurt/left behind by the men of our racial group bc them identifying as men lets them align more easily to hegemony? And the way this betrayal combines with the betrayal between family relationships? OH I LOVE THIS!!!!

#interview with the vampire #meta #claudia #louis #lestat #delainey hayles #jacob anderson

[gauloiseblue]

Ok so, you don't have to do this if you're not accepting requests. But I am way too insane about IOFAB and idk why. It has been in my head since the beginning of May. I couldn't focus for weeks, that's how good it is (it didn't really help that the Kendrick v Drizzy beatdown happened).

Can we have more stuff in the IOFAB verse? Maybe something from König's POV (this guy has to be aware that he's just making her hate him even more)? Maybe life after the last escape/shooting incident can't believe the guy actually did multiple rounds with a bullet in his shoulder that's gotta hurt, pregnancy, or kids? Or maybe domestic horror fluff (if that's actually a thing)? Or something about how he managed to keep reader as his lawfully kidnapped wife (this guy definitely put trackers in her ring)? I just realized that I keep referring to reader/darling as his wife even though they ain't married yet Or maybe even an alternate timeline in which deals with what would happen if they did meet but those guys had to actually disclose that they found those survivors which would mean König would not be able to have her?

IOFAB König is so different from the other yandere Königs because he actually shows his hand right in the beginning. Like he's not just some oWo shy guy that is a yandere that goes “maybe I should keep you here with me so that you wouldn't leave me, schatz haha jk... unless 🙂”. He just straight up “You're with me now. Sooner you accept it, the better it will be for you”. He wouldn't hurt reader but he definitely wouldn't hesitate to drop kick a kitten or even his children if they would somehow aid her in her escape.

Something something he would put the world at her feet but wouldn't ever let her see her family ever again. Something something you could put the world through eternal winter and starvation but he won't ever let his goddess go, not even for 6 months. Something something he would hunt her down in their next life. Something something God never blessed him so he's taking one of His blessed angels for himself. Something something he's worshipping the ground her chained feet walk on. Ok now this is getting too long. In short, this guy warrants the “Why are you like this” microscope and “You're not a human nor a dog but a secret third thing” and you don't have to but if you want to, please please please please please can we have more IOFAB?

Zero, you're now officially the number one fans of IOFAB XD idk if I should be glad or concerned about it.

I mean, if you wanna theorize about their future and stuff, I'll gladly answer it. But for me, the story already ended here. I don't really plan to write a continuation of it. Maybe I'll write a lil bit of it in other people's POVs but that's it.

As for König's POV, I think we've covered a lot about his psychology. Like, of course he knew she hated him, but it wouldn't last. If he keeps on giving her what she needs (tolerance, space, care, etc), she'll eventually come to love him, or at least tolerate his presence. It's like a 'trust the process' situation.

I won't really write about pregnancy and kids, because it's more fun when I let the reader decide what's best for her. My actual HC is she'll only have 1 kid, and it's a boy. That's it.

There are 3 endings that I've thought about, it's either; (1) she manages to escape with the help of the maid (The Handmaiden storyline, wlw), (2) she's staying with him until the end (Göth's dream), (3) she's rescued by the third party, there's a possibility that he or the reader dies in this scenario (the realistic ending). But I won't make either of them canon, bc where's the fun in that?

As for the AUs, I haven't got the right idea for it. I think yours is good, but I honestly don't know where to start 😅

Personally, in my humblest opinion, I think shy yandere shouldn't exist in fiction. I fucking hate it, because it's very manipulative in the cheapest way. Like, they'd appear "harmless" like a weirdo, but would go 180° at any given chance. And what makes me hate them the most is that they'd go back to their shy shell when they're being cornered. They can't and won't take any responsibility for their actions. Oh, he kissed you without your consent? Well, that's your fault bc you seduced him (even if you didn't). Every time I read about a shy yandere man, I just wanna bash his head with a bat. Like, you're not fooling anyone with that attitude. Just take what you want and admit it, even if it means you have to be ruthless.

I must admit, IOFAB König does hold a "secret third thing" vibe, because I don't think he exists irl in terms of personality. He's like, if patience is taken too far, and if patience is the source of horror. He doesn't really worship her, but he views her as the rarest and the most exotic thing. If you ever read about the exotic animal keeper, or the curator of the rarest arts, then you'll understand why he behaves that way. They're very patient, and they're very possessive of their treasure. If the tiger that they keep bites their arm, they won't put it down. They'll find a way to tame it—they'll try to win its affection instead. If one particular art requires so much maintenance, and so much cost to keep it in good condition, the curator would pay for it. They won't abandon the art piece, because they know how much it's worth. That's how König views his wife.

I know it sounds like he's objectifying his wife, but sometimes humans love their things more than other humans. I'm just using that feeling as the base for IOFAB König.

Maybe I'll write about the domestic horror stuff, but I still don't know how, so no promise 🤔

#little-shit-with-zero-control ask #cod #call of duty #konig x reader #IOFAB #personal rant

[vagueiish]

concept: astarion getting cocky after taking on that bear, a night or so later coming across a deer and thinking 'hah, this should be cake!'

...and then getting absolutely wrecked by a whole herd in an almost cartoonish display of violence because deer are vicious fucks and it's the prey animals you have to watch out for

#astarion #i'm basing this off science i read here so i'm probably wrong #but i also dont care enough to do research and confirm either way because #it would be fucking hilarious to me #bc larger predaror animals are lazy fucks anyway right? unless theyre hunting or whatever #astarion gets the drop on a sleeping bear. maybe the bear wakes up #gets a few swipes in -- which is where astarion's mentioned bloodloss comes in #but ultimately astarion comes out on top #and is like 'fuck i am so good at this hunting thing' #which.....he's spent 200 years stalking the streets of a city doing a completely different type of hunting #certainly he'd have to have stealth down and know how to defend himself in case something goes wrong #but hunting animals is a bit of a different ballgame isnt it? #so he gets lucky. and then gets cocky #and he probably doesnt know about deer. yknow? #or maybe he would but that's not funny #so some night later. aw. a fawn! #fuckin bambi should be easy pickings #so he's about to take a bite when... idk. would it be funnier if he just gets gored by an antler or like... #hears a rustling. here comes another deer staring him down #he waves the deer away like 'don't worry. i'm sure i'll have room for your blood as well' #and then the deer hisses at him and charges him and he has a moment of realization that #He Has Fucked Up #more deer join the fray. he barely escapes with his unlife. #at camp the next day it's clear he's been in a scuffle #he lies and claims he barely escaped like a gnoll attack or something #does anyone believe him? i dont know #somebody uses the tadpole to see the deer massacre #those who dont know laugh at him. those that do.... #'dude. you can't just fuck with deer' #and they all have a laugh about it later

[killemwithkawaii]

Why didn't anybody tell me that, upon the stroke of midnight on my 30th birthday, I would suddenly be struck with the irresistible compulsion to completely refurnish my bedroom???

#k.e.w.k. overshares #*turns 30* ...MY FURNATURE CAN NO LONGER BE PLASTIC #I CRAVE THE FEEL OF WOOD AND STEEL #(and also scented candles... SO MANY fucking scented candles...) #so yeah if anybody has been wondering where I've been for the last week and a half (?) the answer is: #obsessively refreshing the 'free stuff' page of craigslist #scouring thrift stores and garage sales #and prowling the streets of local neighborhoods in hopes of snatching up spring cleaning freebies #PSA: It is the time of year that rich people yeet perfectly good shit on the street #keep them peepers peeled and GO GET YOU SOME SCRATCH N DENT TREASURES FAM YOU (AND ME) DESERVE IT 👀✨ #I already got a book shelf some little knicknack shelves to go on top of the book shelf two cube shelf things and some shoe racks #for like $25 + cost of gas ✌ UwU 🏆 #and now im off to hunt down a dresser because I am an Adulty Adult Man possessed 🤷‍♂️ #Edit to my own unpublished draft: DRESSER AQUIRED (SHES DIRTY AND COVERED IN STICKERS BUT SHES MINE AND SHES BEAUTIFUL QWQ ✨)

[autogeneity]

incredible that I even ever imagined I'd be able to do a cv, research interest, AND personal motivation in 6 hours because today I'm just trying to think of a personal motivation letter and I cannot think of fuck about shit

#well I have till the end of the month for this one #seems like a pretty good option #except for (a) I'd have to move inland #and (b) it seems more focused towards industry professionals and I'm not sure how good it would be if #at some point I decide to go for PhD #like it's not even an MSc #it's an MIT #however at the present point in time I *am* looking towards industry work so #it's probably fine #but an MSc would be good for both options. should my wishes change #however I imagine this might be easier lol. especially alongside work #sooo #anyway yeah what the FUCK does one put in these things #m #whining #I might also try for their MSc but I gotta hunt down supervisors which is a whole nother nightmare

[prettyboysdontlookatexplosions]

the “don’t perceive me / stop posting absolutely inane shit” tweet is sometimes (not always) me at rejectiom sensitive dysphoria twitter like a part of me doesn’t understand how you can say you are ruled by anxieties related to the approval of others and also go around in public proclaiming you believe yourself to have scientifically proven more intense feelings than almost the entire rest of the world. my personal niche and to be clear INSANE version of this is that if you claim low self esteem but also have birthday parties for yourself a part of me does not believe you

#actually in general a lot of times people who have talked about self esteem or other related problems do things that like #to me would require unfathomable amounts of self confidence #less so these days / less each year etc etc but #people really take for granted being normal about stuff i have definitely been too Fucking Nuts to even contemplate #although if i am forcing myself to be mature and wise #i guess there may be things about me other people would feel similarly about #like. ummmmmm #i have zero anxiety about cover letters and generally job hunting is not like #emotionally fraught for me #and job interviews are fine and can even be fun #i am also totally impervious to the opinions of genuine strangers #i don’t get embarrassed in front of random people i don’t know and don’t understand why anyone would #i also don’t really do the thing where i lie awake at night thinking about embarrassing stuff i’ve done #or overthinking interactions i had #ok. i think that’s my roster of reasons i could be accused of faking low self esteem #oh i also think i’m a good writer and don’t cringe reading my old writing. that’s a good one

[messmerism]

i was feeling overwhelmed with how huge the map was so idk why my solution was to go to fucking battahl 🤨🤨 and get even more overwhelmed 🤨🤨🤔🧐

#clyde.txt #it is fucking bruuuutal and i am feeling the fatigue of trying to explore every inch of this godforsaken map #but also i'm trying to like speedrun it but it's stressing me out not Knowing Every Single Detail of the map like the back of my hand #and i am sooooo afraid that I just like never will. bc it is soooo huge and so slow going and there's so many fucking things there's just #no way to get to which is what stresses me out most like girl i'm not gonna remember.... i think i'll go token hunting again tho i did so #much main quests.... they're soooo good and this game is so fun and good i am just So So Overwhelmed good lird

[spicyicymeloncat]

Goddddd adulting is so hard. People keep asking me if I have the [static noise] and I’m just like [windows error sound]

#fr tho I’m like can you do x for me and they’re like actually you have to specify further and I’m like I?? don’t?? know?? #there’s so much faff and fuff and fuss and paperwork in order to just get the things you need to get the things to survive #feeding yourself literally requires you to: #write emails like poetry bc ETTIQUETTE #Hunt down everyone who can confirm you’re not crazy (aka people who didn’t know you well) #sell your soul to dinosaurs #try not to be depressed whilst living in this literal hell we call a society #and on top of that in order to make the fucking food you have to be good at FIRE #AUGSJKEKEKEK #Also the sell your soul to dinosaurs tag could be me referencing old ppl but no #i am actually working at dinosaur land lol #AGJSKEKELLSKDKLDLDLSKDKEJJS #I wanna go back to 2011 #i just wanna sparkle dog and rawr xD #instead capitalism is bottle flipping my brain rn #HWHWHDJDKKDKDLDL

[natcat5]

nothing will throw off your schedule for the day like seeing a posting for a job you really want at a place that would look fucking stellar on your resume when you are not actively job hunting and so do not have an up to date application package locked and loaded

literally three and a half hours of my day that I very much intended to spend doing something else!! oh well

#bc i am not actively job hunting actually getting this position will throw my life into chaos #the posting did not outline hours and if it's fulltime im fucked #even partime ill have to either drop a summer course or drop one of my current jobs #possibly both #and it feels like a dick thing to do to my current workplaces! #but also: this job would be so fucking good on the resume #....anyways bc this is such a hot commodity im not even going to worry about #how it will utterly destroy my summer plans #bc the competition is gonna be fierce lol #if i get an interview ill start worrying #not before #natchat5

[infizero]

literally never felt more personally connected to a character than lake infinity train they make me ill

#that bitch is aroace ambigiously transmasc. send post #god. god. they srsly drive me insane im tearing up just thinking about them. #''i am a PERSON!" goodbye.walking into the ocean #THEIR STORY MAKES ME CRAZYINSANE i cant take it i cant take it. book 2 is so fucking good i'll never get over it #seeing them struggle in a system that doesnt view them as a person. that doesnt care about who they are or what they want #only what they can do for others. and them having to fight so fucking hard to get out of that and find a place where they can be themself #without being hunted down by the fucking police for it. finding someone else who accepts them and loves them and wants to help them #and just. just the fact that lake goes the whole thing looking the most transmasc i think someone could possibly be #while being referred to with she/her and by a name they don't identify with bcuz they haven't thought of a better one #and by the end they've renamed themself fucking LAKE of all things #IT LITERALLY STARTS WITH THEM SHAVING OFF ALL THEIR HAIR AND DITCHING GIRL CLOTHES LIKE. WHAT MORE DO I EVEN HAVE TO SAY #DAWG THEYRE LITERALLY THE REFLECTION OF A GIRL AND EVERYONES TRYING TO FORCE THEM TO LIVE LIFE AS THAT GIRL #like the stuff with being tulip's reflection and everything and lake trying to escape that identity. its sooooo transmasc #god. god. i cant fucking take it #serena.txt

[todayisafridaynight]

LITERALLY almost included a bit asking if you think Jo stole it from someone more peepaw than him but there isn't anyone like that so far... So glad you're with me on that one... he's like the equivalent of Bontan Hunter Ryuji for old men...

Speaking of having things in common with Jo, the silver lining to being compared to Judas is that Jo can be too... Not That Your Mom Had A Point but YK... I would giggle at least a little bit...

Oh also Yokoyama didn't say the Ijin 3 would have minor roles, he said that about the Jimas (which, I mean, That's Been The Case lol); SO accurate that his word is like a fae's though

SO FAR. we do not know of any nursing home patients SO FAR we got three months...... ryuji aint here to nab pants anymore its time to let the elderly commit acts of minor inconvenience that can quickly escalate into acts of major inconvenience

AND A THIRD RENDITION HAS HIT MY INBOX ????? WHACK...... i will In Fact giggle a bit at this esp at how confused he looks LMAO

OH YEAH SEE I REMEMBER THAT that rings a bell.. very easy to mix up J words :) <- Ijin starts with an I

#snap chats #wait what i was gonna say. OH YEAH no there is one thing about judas i take with me in the edgiest way possible #the one play where he goes 'why didn't you make me good enough so that you couldve loved me' to jesus. im p sure it was to jesus. #yeah i fuck with that quote LMAO so fine mom you can keep your judas comparison and ill spit it back at you. like the angsty adult i am LOL #unrelated but semi related if you squint bit time #while i was still hunting for my hat i found a letter to my dad from an old acting school he went to decades ago #i'd always known his nickname was 'jo jo' but to actually see it printed 'jo jo' on a letter was funny #yeah thats all i got LMAO BYE

[extervus]

Sorry to Skyrim OC post in 2022 [<- not actually sorry] but I'm starting a new character and this one is gonna be a Skaal-born Nord Werebear hunter (as in, she is a werebear who is also a hunter. She doesn't hunt werebears). Her whole deal is that she's trying to embrace her Skaal roots (she was adopted and raised by a Dunmer and Imperial couple outside of Solstheim after her birth parents died) by becoming a great hunter. And of course she's a werebear so that's another reason she really likes to hunt. She's also gonna be a master at illusion magic because her Dunmer father had her go to magic school when she was young so she uses that to aide and hone her hunting skills. No she doesn't consider it cheating. At some point she's gonna join the Dark Brotherhood because her Imperial father had ties to them so they caught wind of her marksman and illusion skills and reached out to her. Her name is Vibeke :)

#shut up max #story behind her name is that her birth mother named her after one of the thirsk hall chieftains that lived like thirty years prior #which is canon btw there was a thirsk hall chieftain of that name 30 years or so prior to the events of Skyrim #listen i get way into the elder scrolls lore im sorry [<- once again I am not actually sorry] #anyways basically gonna be a marksman heavy run + illusion magic to assist #might throw in some restoration cause its always useful #considered giving her the ritual stone (using the Andromeda Standing Stones mod) #because then every animal she hunts and kills would turn into a ghost and aide her in combat #(only the most recent like three) #but i cant think of a good reason for her dabbling in necromancy other than like. idk. her fucking around and finding out #guess she could pick it up at the college when she inevitably does that questline #also im still debating as to whether she should join the companions or not #i want her to start off as a werebear but if she does the companion questline it might fuck it up #with her already being a lycanthrope #so id have to cure her temporarily #plus companions is more fighting/battle #she just wants to hunt and track things down (which still fits the companions but still)

[mangostar]

went back to the rampage i was stuck on in mhr and made it online and the 3 other ppl carried me so hard im so thankful

#i hate rampages i think im just gonna do them all online now they r so difficult #and even with op ppl the apex monster had so much damn health like what the fuck #well now i can actually continue the story! yay! #the one thing i am thankful for in world is that there r no rampages. downside is no dogs and running everywhere is so slow #i also caved and got another monster hunter game becuz it was on sale #i think i may be a bit obsessed #they’re such good games i love the monsters and the world and hunting them even tho i suck #they’re a bit grindy and rly confusing but nth a google search won’t help 👍

[raeathnos]

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#the good news is I finished paying off my student loans back in 2020 #the bad news is my husband still has $16k in them #we’re pushing buying a house/moving to another state again #which sucks #but I’m also tired of the way I’ve been treated at work for fucking years now #and we’ve already had to push buying a house and moving back several times #I was mostly staying cause I’ve been there so damn long and that looks good to a mortgage company #but enough is enough #I don’t get paid enough for what I put up with so after my surgery in a few months I’m job hunting #nervous about it but I am in a leadership position and that always looks good on a resume #realistically if I can find something that lays a few more dollars per hour it would be good #I think I figured that as long as that happens then I can be the sole one saving and my husband can focus on laying down his student loans #and also he can save for a new car cause we only have one right now #I figure in two years he should have laid off the loan + gotten a car and then he can go back to helping to save #we’re not that far off from having enough now for the down payment but like things would be tight after buying with his loans and the car #two more years with my parents sucks but it is nice that they’re not charging us rent #so we’ve been shoving as much of our paychecks as possible into savings #we got pushed out of the area we were hoping to go look in when inflation skyrocketed #we were figuring we’d probably end up like 45 mins to an hour away #but if we save for two more years we’d wind up back in our target area and we’d have more of a cushion #or we could pick like a closer area like 15-ish mins away and have even more of a cushion #eh #it kinda sucks but I feel like it’ll all work out in the end #my life for so long has felt like it’s been hurry up and wait #what’s two more years at this point if after that things are way better?