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thegreatyin · 24 days

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it is more than mildly bothering me to look up dungeon meshi discussion between fellow anime-onlys and watch people call the funny purple eyed elf boy (thistle) a dark elf. like. i haven't read the manga but ive seen that one strip explaining the difference between them and normal elves in the dunmeshi verse and uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh that's incorrect i think,

#it BOTHERS ME. IMMENSELY.#can a man not have a skin color?????#sorry for venting about something that absolutely does not matter on main lol #i just think the implied 'all elves are naturally light skinned and dark skinned elves are Some Other Race Inherently Different' is uhhh #it's bad. actually.#yin-thoughts #dungeon meshi #idk???? it's not that big of a deal????? but also i Dislike It Greatly????????#maybe im just overreacting #it's just BORING too. why make dark elves just elves that are black. make em freaky purple cave dwellers or something idk

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ev1lmorty · 3 months

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how you perpetrate violence in the name of something almost holy to you and one day itll rush in through the front door but tonight youre a scared, fed-up kid who severed every other outlet. you should eat more often. it makes you cranky.

#blood tw #ok to rb #im just like #not. putting this on main for obvious reasons #this feels to specifically charged #av.png #idk i might later at least rb it #for reference this isnt my soecific hc for how evil rick got his scar its just pointless vent art lol #sorry if this makes me look crazy in front of the hoes

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mustangs-flames · 9 months

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#sorry i am just venting #will delete later or something #but yeah i just worry abkut my writing sometimes #i know my au isn't very unique or anything and i just worry it's not... enough? i guess?#idk how to put it into words #but yeah #i feel like every part after part 1 fails to meet any expectations people have #like it's not good enough #and I'm not sure exactly why #maybe it's the slow pacing? or the fact i focus on character driven stuff? or maybe people only stuck around for alt!cesar and don't-#find the other characters as interesting?#idk #just silly thoughts and feelings please ignore it #they'll leave soon enough I'm sure..#this is about htb au but im obviously not putting this in the main tags for it #lmao sorry #might go take a nap or something lol

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dandyshucks · 4 hours

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need Guz to hug me tightly for like an hour solid oh my god dhdjdkl I went driving for the first time in over a year and I chewed my lip raw 😭😭

I'm starting to look like a caricature of Anxiety with all these physical symptoms and signs LMAO

#this is so ridiculous fhfjdkdl #i do not like driving fjdkdl i know i should not be on the roads #but unfortunately i have to bc i live rural and also my parents insist i ''just need more practice''#practice is not going to fix the dissociation 😭😭 practice will not fix the Other Drivers being shitty and scary and reckless fjfkdl #it might make it slightly easier bc i wont have to think as hard about shoulder and mirror checks and roadsigns and speed limits #and where i am located on the road and intersection rules and whatnot #but like... it does not fix that i live in a town (and world lol) where ppl are fucking bonkers on the road #i had someone riding my ass for like a full five minutes. we had only two feet btwn us. MAYBE. IF THAT MUCH.#he was BIG mad that i was going the speed limit #and THERES A POLICE STATION LIKE RIGHT NEAR THAT AREA MY GUY IM NOT GONNA GO OVER THE SPEED LIMIT RIGHT THERE LMAO ????#also im a rule follower usually so i do tend to go Exactly the speed limit fjfkdl #and maaannn that makes people SO fucking angry dhfjdl its impossible to drive Anywhere without having someone right on ur bumper #its so ridiculous like... that's not helping anyone ??? ur not getting to ur destination faster by riding up on somebodys ass ???? hewwo ???#ANYWAYS. i drove around the neighborhood and then went up the highway and thru some intersections and then into the main core of town #and then i got my dad to take over from there bc it was lunch hour and the core of town is a lawless land at the best of times #MY NERVES ARE FRIED. i need Guz to act as a weighted blanket or one of those pressure therapy vests for me LOL #im like... shaking fhdjsl that was far more than i thought we were going to do for driving today good lord #IM OKAY THOUGH I SURVIVED I DIDNT EVEN HIT A CURB OR ANYTHING #i think I've only hit a curb once so far in all my times driving and that was on my second time driving on a road i think #so pretty good track record... im a very careful driver fjdkdl i work so hard to be safe and drive smoothly #during my driving test the only thing the test guy had to critique was that i waited at an intersection when i could've gone #but the reason i waited was bc i wasnt sure i could make it across the traffic lane before the oncoming vehicle got to us #so it was like. a safe decision overall but a little too hesitant which can actually be unsafe fjdkdl #AUGH ANYWAYS SORRY FOR RAMBLING SM #driving stresses me out so bad and my lip is all raw now and i have so many physical stress symptoms the past few days fhfjdl #after tonight i should be able to calm down a bit hopefully fhfkdl theres a thing we're going to tonight thats been stressing me out so bad #but after tonight it'll be over and hopefully I can get myself settled down again fjfjdkl #dandy.cmd #vent //

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stonerzelda · 1 day

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also I never said after all the doomposting but boss + coworker that hates me have been weirdly nice to me this week. So idk if that's because they either feel bad, know they potentially did something illegal/wrong by me, or they're building up to fire me and make it look like I was always the problem idfk you get it. Something like that idfk. But yeah interesting that now that I'm 100% checked out and not at all caring or putting in the effort like I have been in the past 5/6ish months Now is when I get treated like a person lol

#sorry this is my vent blog now. i guess. on main always and forever #i shoukd probably start at least tagging these posts huh lol #I'm sorry everyone ily all thank u 4 dealing with me nonstop complaining ily ily ily and im sorry

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prisonpodcast · 1 year

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#this is gonna be kind of a vent and it may be incoherent so..#seeing everyone talk about how they want to leave dtblr these past few days is so relieving how are we all thinking the same thing at the #same time #idk for me I’m probably not gonna go anywhere but I cannot lie. the fact that our community is more discourse and neg than #actual talk about content is really draining sometimes #it also dosent help that there isn’t that much content recently that I find interesting aside from the occasional dream video #so I guess there really isn’t that much to talk about except for drantis and how much we either love or hate Karl Jacobs #tbh I miss lore LOL the fandom was more fun when that was going on + also it’s wayyy easier stomaching discourse about #fictional characters than real people #like don’t get me wrong I’ve neg posted about ccs too but sometimes this community will talk more about how they hate Karl than like. their #own faves content. like I don’t even care about Karl in the slightest but like it’s just draining when there’s so much negativity all the #time instead of like. live-blogging and excitement over new content #not just Karl tho I used him as an example but like. everyone on the ‘ccs dtblr hates’ list #AND it dosent. help that I don’t really care about George or sapnaps content like at all and Im more of just an sbi main who also likesdream #which sucks bc there aren’t many sbi fans that are normal enough about Dream to follow #so I don’t fit with that community either #and I still don’t really feel like I fit with dreblr too bc I’m more of a ctechno main but idk lol #and like the few non dtblr people I follow seem to always be having such a much better time than us which really dosent help #sorry for the random sad post lmao #I’ll probably delete later I just want to get it out of my system bc sometimes complaining about things makes you feel better about thething #and before anyone’s like ‘just leave why’re you sat here complaining’#I like this community and I like talking about my interests and reading posts about stuff I like on here #I haven’t really lost interest in the content there’s just a lack of it. I just wish the community was less neg all the time #like it’s even something I need to work on with myself lol #this is so long LMAO it’ll probably get deleted in a bit

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radicalhighway · 7 months

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man. sux to see ive actually radically dropped interest in pokemon. been meaning to replay violet for yonks now and i still have yet to even buy the dlc. used to be day 1 super excited go crazy go stupid over that shit but now its just smth neat i can put on the back shelf and interact w later. wild

#id say ‘oh maybe it has smth to do w my recent departure from a friend group’ but #no. i think its just harlivy/dc filling that big interest role now #like i still love pokemon to death its just. not my main thing anymore #which is weird and kinda sux bc its been my Thing since i was like. 5.#anyway. im not back yet. just wanted to pop in i suppose. had a bad mental health crash a few days ago n im still recovering lol #everything sucks and is bad when u purposely make ur friends u talk to daily hate u so u can remove urself from a cycle of pain #but it only makes it worse for urself. but hey. least they should all be doing better i suppose #eugh sorry for venting online ill stop that shit right there and just go back to my hidey hole. take care xx #bloom doom

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hands0mejack · 1 year

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i used to collect keys and fancy glass bottles until my mom threw away everything i owned that one time and i lost most of my stuff + broke the most expensive hannibal funko pop that my friend bought me

#vent #jack.txt #saw a post about collecting things and was like wow remember MY collection?#now i dont collect anything because im poor and have so much trauma about my things being pawned off or destroyed since i had no rights ig #my mom pawning off everything i had when she got upset with me because it was actually “hers” since i didnt buy it :)))#sorry to vent i just had another argument with her and basically told her not to talk to me until she apologizes for deadnaming me #and now shes taking it out on my little sister because she isnt involved in my life anymore smh #happy easter i cant stand my family and they hate me for my trans gay autistic swag B)#tw: child abuse #tw: abuse #idk what else to tag this sorry for venting on main #me 800 miles away from my family chilling playing video games on easter and scrolling tumblr. wouldnt be any diff and hasnt for 4 years lol

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sweetlee · 1 year

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f/o's come lay beside me challenge (pretty please)

#txt #i feel so lonely rn i jus wanna be beside someone !!!#school has been awful recently and i dont have anyone i can properly talk to anymore :(#im so restless with how things are now but i dont have the balls to actually say anything about it LOL #does this count as a vent #sorry guys #thoughts are just spewing out i cant stop myself #vague posting about my problems on main (do you still think im cool)

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aaaaaaaaaaaa-a · 2 years

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#vent #i always hate venting on main #but i literally have no where else to vent so its like.. this'll have to do #sorry about that lol #but anyways #ive had a thought the last couple of weeks.. that if i could throw up black sludge.. id be fine #and it feels like this black sludge is trying to drown me #and i cant.. make it go away #it rises and falls like a wave and somedays it pulls me under #It feels like falling with nothing to hold #just reaching out for something to grab but I only sink further #and right now... im just waiting for it to return me to shore

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