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buddaheadcannonsonice · 7 years

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Hey, I really like your writing! Could you do RFA+V, MC is in a relationship with one of them but one of the other member in love with her?

Edit (Jan. 28) : So, I did not change Jumin’s part but i felt shitty for not doing the rest of the gang so here you guys go

Really sorry it was overdue -P

Jumin

Watching her was hard.

She was always smiling and even though it wasnt for him, he still felt like it would cure his life maybe even the entire world

It didnt matter that she had no money or status

She was a queen like no other

Yes, she was kind and sweet but he loved that she was brutal, passionate, and fierce

but above all: she was honest

The things he learned she didnt love about herself, he loved a thousand times more- no an infinite amount more

He wont lie, he hated Seven for the longest maybe still does

He took her away even though his job could hurt her

even though he could offer MC more protection than Seven and more opportunities

he found himself hating Seven

But MC was happy

And thats all that mattered to him

Even if it meant that she wouldnt smile like that for him

She wont show him the faces she makes when shes sad, happy, angry, excited, lost in love, orgasming, and even ignoring him- he knows that it cant ever happen

But he liked to think about what it could all be with her:

How she would be the most favorite flavor he could ever taste

How shed be his favorite place to go to when he wanted to fade away from his troubles

He enjoyed having his dreams revolve around her belonging to him, being with him- him belonging to her, and them becoming something much more than a physical and mental attraction

At the beginning he didnt expect anything from talking to a strnger, he didnt see her like anyone important enough

But as the days progressed, he felt her drowning his thoughts

Hed think about the girl in the apartment whod look at her phone at ungodly hours of the night and still manage to stay awake during the day to do her work (or whatever she did)

At first he thought maybe taking on more cat projects would help to regain his focus

he felt that instead, it enhanced his daydreaming and even night dreaming of her

He felt that maybe it was something unhealthy how hed dream of her at night too and figured he needed a doctor or more time with Elizabeth III

When he realized that what he needed was her, everything in his focus dropped

He’d never felt such relief and such calm and such a high all at once- he felt alive and warm and sad all at once

Like his tangles were unraveling slowly

he hoped that she felt the same for him when they talked, but he was mistaken

when he knew it could never be like that

his heart swelled and everything warm and beautiful made his heart cry out for MC

he knew

It would always be him swimming alone in a vast clear ocean sea, with his feeling exposed and no rescue boat or life saver to come for him

It hurt.

Knowing that this love he has for her wont have anywhere else to go but to disappear into the ocean exposing him

He could find someone with status and power yet still be kind and fierce and even a model but none would ever match to MC

She became the name he whispered when he needed help, when he was frustrated, when he was sad, and when he wanted relief

He sometimes wished that they had never met or that MC was a different person with a different personality but even then, he knew

he would always feel something like this for MC however she was

WHen Seven asked for advice on which places offered the best catering for weddings to the space station

Jumin knew he would always look at MC and Seven together on an island where they were unapproachable as he floated in the ocean that exposed him and his. Heart. Hurt.

Jahee

It took her a while to realize that it bothered her for more than a few initial reasons

It was all confusing for her; granted she never had this happen before

She should have focused on her work instead of silly fantasies

But oh how she wanted for her fantasies to work out

She didnt want to become jealous of the one person she admired and followed

She didnt want to harbor any terrible feelings towards Zen

But she did

She didnt want MC and Zen to date because she didnt want MC to be with anyone at all

She did care about Zen’s career

But that wasnt the main reason as to why she wanted both of them to be single

It took her a while to realize that the feelings she had towards Zen were completely different than those she had towards MC

The one thing they both had in common was that both were gorgeous people

But towards MC she felt something else that she couldnt make herself feel towards Zen no matter how many times she tried

But ofc she didnt want to ignore their happiness and success

Zen will forever continue to be her idol

He was an amazing actor, model, singer, and person

But the one thing he had that no one else could ever be lucky to come close to in comparison was:

The love MC had for him

Even as she threw rice towards the new bride and groom

Jahee vowed she would never let anyone know what she felt and thought and instead would channel her feelings into supporting Zen’s career and MC for whenever MC would need her

She promised herself and god that she would never stop loving MC

She didnt want something so precious and pure to disappear just because it would never grow into something more than just friends

Even if she would become the godmother to their unborn child

Zen

With his rising career, he lied to himself a lot he was very good at it

Constantly repeating like a prayer that she was better off

That MC wouldn’t have to worry about crazy actresses or crazy fans making her life complicated with lies and rumors

That she could live a better life with no worries or fears or anything except for what she would wear for the day and what she should eat

Had she chosen anyone else, Zen would have objected

Bc no one could ever be good enough for the princess

But he knew

He knew that Mr trust fund would provide

Whatever MC would want or need: he would provide

And Zen would be okay with it

As long as he could see her smile and not want for anything

Zen would learn to live with watching them from afar

He would be okay with having to watch MC from atop the stage while she cheered with Jumin

He would eventually learn how to stop drinking beer on a nightly bases and quit smoking as well

Maybe he hoped to eventually learn to love someone other MC

Someone who could love him in a way that doesnt feel like its slowly tearing something from within apart

maybe even for before the wedding

being best man was something that took him by surprise

but whether Jumin knew how he felt towards MC

he would only give words of encouragement and support

for as long as she would need it

maybe by the time they have a child, Zen would have found someone to replace MC

even if for a little while longer he could continue to love her

He would stay this way for as long as he could hold on

Yoosung

Once was fine

Once was okay

But twice?

Twice was not okay

Not after the last time

He did not feel comfortable with MC and V being together

Not after what happened with Rika; he did not condone their relationship

But he couldnt vocally oppose them

How could he?

All he knew was how to play a video game that consumed his life and came between him and being a better student

How could he offer MC a life when he couldnt even prove to himself that he could go a day without playing a stupid video game

And for what?

All because Rika died? Becuase Rika was with V who made him feel like he was hiding more than just a few details?

But he knew V would treasure MC.

The moment he saw them exchange rings, the moment they announced their pregnancy, and the moment he saw their small family together; he knew

Watching V hold their child in his arms made Yoosung feel like he should leave for a while

Maybe go visit his parents for a few weeks

becuase it became too much

To watch the person you love live a life you envisioned for yourself with them was too much for him

He only came back when he heard the news

V had died.

He should have been sad

and he was! sure baby boi

but he was ashamed to admit it to himself that he was low key relieved

so instead he focused on helping MC and the child she had with V

He knows he could never replace V; he was glad of it too

but he didnt want her to feel like she was alone

He always volunteered to help take care of the child and babysit and even coach her baseball team he fought for her to be allowed to join the boys team in the first place

he did everything he felt a father would do

When she called him “uncle” it made him feel like he cant ever be a father figure

even more so when MC began to date again after 7 long years of being widowed

Even if it wasnt with him or for him, he would always look after that child like his own and love her mother while she loved another man

707 / Saeyoung

He was okay with it

He knew he failed

The moment MC sided with Unknown, he somehow thought that she would be safer with this stranger

If he was good enough to be hidden from 707, then he was good enough to be hidden from other people;

People that would hurt MC

And that was all Seven needed

All that mattered was that MC would be safe wherever she was

He didnt like it; he didnt like not knowing where she was

Who she was with or why

Maybe she got the message after he pushed her away many times

But it would be something he would have to learn to be okay with

Becuase he was the fool to have let emotions overcome him

he was silly to have thought he deserved someone as caring and even understanding as MC

hurting her to leave him was the only thing he knew would work

And it worked.

After she left with Unknown, he rarely saw her

the times he did see her, she seemed happy

granted she saw the other RFA members more than him

But he was okay with it

That was what he needed to know that he was going in the right direction

He told himself his love was wasted on her

But it wasnt

if anything it was what kept him alive and sane; it was all he knew

Alive and sane until he could find out where his brother was

Maybe then he could find something to fill the void and emptiness MC left when she left

But when he saw who MC was with

He figured that Saeran wouldnt need him either

if both of the people he loved the most had each other

All he would need to do was to look at them from the sidelines and make sure they would be okay and safe; everything else would just be white noise

They were the most important people in his life and nothing would ever change that.

Even if they were also the people who didnt feel the same way he did towards them.

He told himself he would learn to be okay.

He put her in harms way

He avoided taking in the chat for that reason

When she addressed him, he felt warm and cared about

When she defended him for reasons she couldnt understand herself, V felt like maybe there was love after death

that maybe Rika wasnt his only soulmate

And he regretted that he didnt meet MC before the rest maybe even before Rika

But with how she interacted with Jahee

he felt jealous, which was ridiculous right?

Yet, it wasnt

When they moved in together and opened the cafe

it was all falling into place for both Jahee and MC

And he didnt dare take that away from MC

She deserved someone to watch over her and he knew that Jahee needed MC just as much and he did

He should have said something before they moved in

but he didn’t find it odd.

When they decided to adopt a dog he felt cold and distant

When they adopted their first son, he felt heartbroken

When MC asked 707 to be the godfather his heart was shredded

But when Jahee asked him to be his godfather of the child MC was carrying,

he wanted to say no

But when MC was eager to make him also a godfather he dindt have the heart to say no

He wont ever be connected to MC like she was with Jahee

but he could at least have a reason to stay close to MC

He wouldnt cry or shed any tears, as long as he had the chance to look after MC from afar

and hey, even if his goddaughter looked like her mommy, he saw the truth through her

That both of her mommies were perfect for each other and he was glad to have stepped back to allow for their family to flourish.

Unknown / Saeran

Unknown knew he wasnt warm or soft or loveable

He couldnt provide MC with enough reasons that would have made her be with him

Why would she have chosen him?

It didnt surprise him that MC was with someone completely opposite to him

Someone who was warm and soft and loveable

And someone who could introduce her to their family and not have to hide away the crap of a life they were dealt with

She wouldnt have to feel burdened to carry a heavy load of pain and memories he tried to suppress

She could be happy and enjoy another family and maybe talk about casseroles or baby stuff with her mother-in-law

And have political debates or maybe talk about a silly show with her father-in-law

And not have to worry about being killed or hurt or tortured or anything he went through as a child

Saeran pretended to not care that she was getting married to a vet

Or that she was close friends to his brother

He even lied to himself that he didnt care whether she was alive or not

but he couldnt

Even if she didnt know he existed or that he loved her

Saeran wouldnt show himself before her again

Well, thats what he told himself

but he made his way to working on going to her work daily for a cup of coffee

To find a way to cater at the wedding

to work on days she would appear at the baby store

and even work one day at the school her child would go to

He didnt want to let MC go

but seeing her life with Yoosung and their child;

He couldnt take her away from the happiness he could never have provided.

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