#and i’m so glad that i could help

[hariboz]

this is gonna be a very sappy post so tldr: i love ollie i love my son i could not be happier than i am right now knowing he got first place

i’m so happy and so incredibly proud that ollie got first, he truly, truly, truly deserves it and i cannot wait to see him actually get to debut, perform and do all the things he has been dreaming of and working towards for years. i’ve been with him, voting for him, keeping up with him, promoting him ever since he was first introduced in boys planet; and while i think he was gravely overlooked and cast aside during bp, i’m also glad he could grow and learn from this experience to show a completely new side of himself through asy. i’m so grateful and glad he could improve and be happier with himself, prouder of his performances, and that he could stand there proudly when receiving the praise, encouragement and attention he never got during bp. ollie deserves nothing but the best, he’s so incredibly talented and hardworking, humble and so sweet. i cannot wait for him to live what he has been working for so long.

i’m so grateful i could watch him grow so much, and i’ll be with ollie for as long as he wants to pursue this dream. whatever he decides to do, i will support him because i genuinely think he’s made to be on stage. i’m so happy for him, and i hope he comes to realise that he does deserve this, that he deserves to be so loved and appreciated.

#maise x asy ! #my son made it and i don’t think i have ever been so happy #this makes me genuinely so happy i’m so incredibly glad he gets to be first and do this #and i’m so glad that i could help #even though it wasn’t that much i still helped & got him votes so i would like to think i contributed to his win

[passionpeachy]

Sorry if this is weird but I wanted to say it's so comforting to know that there are other lesbians in their mid-to-late 20s who haven't had their first kiss or anything. I know gay people in general tend to reach those milestones later than cishet people but I've always felt like I was way behind even my gay peers, and it has really put a dent in my sense of self-worth. So, you mentioning that you've never kissed anyone made me feel a little less alone. :) Love your art and hope you are doing well.

You should look at the concept of "your first kiss" less as a milestone you have to achieve at a certain age and more of an intimate thing that happens when YOU want to do it, if you even want to do it at all.

I have no idea what your situation is like, but personally I literally just haven't felt a super strong urge to kiss anyone near me here in this very South Texan city. People aren’t really “visibly” queer here with pride flags and stuff, including me. We’ve only had 2 small Pride parades before and that’s it. I'm sure this would eventually change if I lived somewhere more queer-friendly with more sapphics who were my specific type (butch and nonbinary lesbians are pretty much nonexistent here. I once got embarrassingly excited when I saw one(1) online who lived here. It’s like all the real attraction I’ve been deprived of all my life hit me like a truck. No, I’ve never talked to them lol)

......but I'm not saying the girls here aren't ever cute or anything. They’re beautiful actually. Mostly bisexual latinas. I've definitely had some gay moments here and there. It just wasn't enough to spiral into more than light flirting and a cheek kiss, I guess. There’s also the severity of insecurity and mental illness that makes one a homebody, but I don’t want to get into that right now.

So while I want it, I love the idea of it, I'm not really that ashamed about being inexperienced this late in life. Seems more common than people are willing to admit tbh. ANYWAY, I rambled too much. My point is you shouldn't tie this to your self-worth and don't let anyone, even other queer people, make you feel bad about it

#asks #and sorry I replied to this so late. was trying to find words to say…. #and I’m glad you like my art and I could help you feel less alone

[hellsite-hall-of-fame]

Asking anonymously because I don't want anyone to find my current blog but I'm the person who wrote that Carol of the Bells history rant. My partner and I were talking about how it tends to turn back up every December and I jokingly said "yeah, if hellsite-hall-of-fame ever reblogs it I think my soul might leave my body". But then it occurred to me that you probably did? So I checked, and you did, and my soul is, in fact, exiting my body because somehow my horrible college tumblr has a legacy.

it absolutely has a legacy, that post is wonderful-

#also this is amazing omg #i’m so very glad I could help facilitate such shock and soul-body-exiting lmao #also I think i’ve reblogged it every december for a few years now lol #hellsite hall of fame #ask #the hellsite answers #anonymous

[thebroccolination]

THE EX-MORNING SERIES CONCEPT

By now I think many people have heard that KristSingto’s upcoming series is an original script that was written for them. What we also have confirmed is that it was written about them.

[source]

KRIST: This series was written by P'Backaof and directed by P'Lit where they created this script from the start deliberately for the two of us and they got information for the characters etc. from KristSingto directly. In the series, the name for P'Sing is Tamtawan, and my name is Phatapi. And Tamtawan Tamtawan and Phatapi are KristSingto themselves.

INTERVIEWER: Does that mean you play yourself?

KRIST: [laughing] Yes, we act as ourselves, so it's not difficult at all.

Today, Aof elaborated on his part on Twitter:

[source: @backaof]

[translation: @_beinglistener]

And Jojo added:

[source: @jojotichakorn]

[translation: @_beinglistener]

So, two gay men are the leading creative minds behind KristSingto’s comeback series. Time to study up on your KristSingto history, kids. \:D/

Long live sanctioned RPF. 🎉

#krist perawat #singto prachaya #kristsingto #the ex morning #i’ve already seen the same tired ‘guess rent was due’ about krist and #i see on twitter when people link my thread about krist to people still insisting he’s homophobic #man’s rich #he works constantly #he even said it’s something he regrets now that his grandmother who raised him passed away #he worked so much he didn’t have as much time for his family—who he helps support #he is quite literally considered bl royalty #he has more queer people in his circle than straight #waa (gay) is his mentor #aof (gay) wrote this series and jojo (gay) thought up the concept so even professionally he's supported by queer people #you don’t have to like him #and you don’t have to admit to sending death threats to a stranger who doesn’t speak your language based on rumors you didn’t verify #just y’know #admit quietly to yourself alone in your head that you were wrong and you caused harm to a person who didn’t deserve it #plenty of actors use bl as a stepping stone to bigger jobs #he’s not one of them #he wanted to do bl for years but gmmtv told him he could only work with singto #so literally the only reason kit didn’t do bl until BMF was scheduling issues because singto wanted to study abroad #and singto couldn’t get a fixed date for it and then the pandemic messed with his plans even more #i’m glad to see more and more people are understanding who krist is recently #and even in the series they made pathapi’s controversy an impulsive act of anger #krist has said he used to struggle with being hotheaded #and one of his apologies for the igs was even something like ‘i acted without thinking of how it would look out of context’ #he just wanted people to stop harassing him for his sexuality but the context isn’t in the igs #anyway my go-to when i’m too tired to talk about this is always this #if he had ever been homophobic thai people would be the ones leading the charge against him…but it’s interfans

[goldkirk]

.

#everything’s fine and I’m fine I’m just saying this to say it rn #I don’t know what I would choose to do if he WAS still alive and I COULD still report officially #but a large part of me is really really glad that that mayor is dead. and I don’t ever have to hear him or see him at events or feel his #unusually long weird fingernails and iron grip while telling me to smile for pictures ever again #a part of me would love to confront him #but most of me is just glad he’s gone and can’t scare me or make life hell for my parents ever again #he never should’ve gotten away with all the things he did for so many years. but he did. #now that we’re here in the present. it’s a gift to get to move on from it knowing he’s not still out there at least #he was a gross greedy person with police and government power and never should’ve had those positions for so many decades like he did #but that being said. he can’t ever speak to or touch me again. #I’m not grateful now. I wasn’t grateful then after he stopped pretending either. but I’m glad I get to walk away and never live near #any subdivision or building or anything else with his name or picture #ever again. and he’s never able to touch another child ever. good riddance. you gross greedy poor excuse for a public servant. #now I’m gonna go try to write some of what I’ve learned into a fic to help my future self and others #who do you think came out on top at the end of the day mayor L? #I came out of this with friends and kindness and gentleness and healthy rage. you died just as greedy and fake and paranoid as you lived. #I hope you got better towards the end. for your wife and family’s sake. #I get to protect others from people like you for the rest of my life. and I’ll win. #because I deserve it and every current kid deserves it too. #shh katie

[babisawyer]

Jackie realizing she’s gonna have to take care of shauna and jeff’s ghost baby

#🐇 #yellowjackets #truly it’s so interesting to me how much better this season is than the first that literally never happens for me #the current timeline is finally getting interesting. Jeff is still the best part #love how fast misty took to being a cult that is so her™�� #Jackie liking poppies is interesting to me both in the Jackie is gay camp and also you know the whole thing with wizard oz and her death #the ending was so fucking depressing I need a nap now #like I’m so happy they didn’t eat the baby that would have been so incredibly cheap but glad to finally have answers #like do we think shauna was dreaming or had she temporarily crossed over because like where was Jackie and the French dude #I’d say it would make sense that Lottie could be there somehow #idk it reminded me a lot of Jackie’s death of course so I have many questions #I will say the cop story line is pretty stupid like no fucking way is any of this legal and also let’s kill that creep cop shauna #I will help you girl I will drive the get away car #I was also like wondering awhile ago if Lottie’a camp is near where the plane crash was #and my best friend and I were like no there’s no way and then they tell us it’s in New York so like possibly close to the boarder? #I tried looking up cherry hill but I couldn’t find anything idk it’s probably totally unlikely and they just also happen to be in the woods #I didn’t get a preview for next week is there a preview? idk #my complaint this week is where is Jackie lmfao where is her ghost why wasn’t she in sex ed give me something I’m not ready to move on!!!!

[why-the-heck-not]

09.12.23, saturday

realized waaay too late that the bachelor’s thesis sign up isn’t just a ”click some buttons”-thing, instead u gotta fill out topics u’d be interested in. So I’ve given myself a nice long time of 3 days to decide before the deadline 😌 bc

I’m

dumb !! :)

So spent a good amount panicking & cursing all my life choices bc obv u gotta (i’ve given this 0 thought before this very day (even though I should’ve I’m aware) so like not the ideal situation to put urself in)

Then spent a good amount desperately looking through things and I think I have some sort of vision now (something to do with cyber investigation/cybercrimes (i think,, maybe.. still got a couple days), not too sure exactly what, but a faint idea would be enough for now. It also would make sense; always been interested in criminology (and shit like that) which I also minored in so that’d tie that up nicely)

Nothing else bc made the grave mistake of ”just gonna read a little this morning” and suddenly realizing it’s 2pm and I’ve read like 100pages and done nothing else the whole day

#it could help also bc been thinking abt going that way on the career path and this would be a good chance to see if I REALLY like it #or if I’m just accidentally basing my entire personality on Criminal Minds the tv show again #like if I get bored & done with it in 6 months then I could be for sure that it’s not the thing for me and won’t go chasing something I onl #like the idea of (big fear bc how would u ever actually know what any career is _actually_ like until u try and then u could realize u’ve #wasted years on just the idea of something) #i’m so glad tho I didn’t open this on the day-of #like at least there’s some days #i’m gonna think abt this for a bit more today & write a rough draft of what I’ll write on the form #and sleep on it & think abt it a bit more tmrw #and on monday I’ll send it in #i think that’s a long enough of a thing to make sure I’m just not grasping at the first idea I had just out of desperation #today #december 2023 #2023

[pixlokita]

I wish I could afford adhd medication, to be able to study yeah but also so I can sit down one day and actually be able to read the fics I haven’t been able to catch up on.

#pix habla #adhd #it’s like ? it got so bad now I can’t even read fics and I thought it couldn’t get worse than that #but now also cómics #hell… I can’t sit still and watch a movie or a show unless I’m doing something else and not even paying attention to it #i could cry tbh #this is hell on earth for me #and i think it’s affecting my art too #Im glad I can find inspiration from my friends but I want ? to also have more ? #even music is hard to pay attention to sometimes and it makes me feel hmm overwhelmed? like it’s just noise #dude #well anywya it’s been kind of #a bad day #i wish I also had a job too #maybe it would help #not only financially but #just help me work on my focus too

[hotluncheddie]

I absolutely love your chubby!Steve series!

I think partly because it challenges the fckng fatphobia my family has raised me with, acting like anyone who doesn't "fit" into their clothes anymore is fat and that's bad. Which *i* think is fckng stupid. I'm personally more at ease with my body. While being skinny (always was) ... ever since puberty or hitting my 20s I'm not a stick figure. I have some curves and while that's really nice if you feel comfortable in a woman's body - i've been struggling with gender and my little tummy fat, my thighs, my ass and always felt too feminine. I know I have a nice body (I feel strange about saying that) but in my eyes it's a lot of femme sexy not masc sexy. If it makes sense. But to get to the point 😂 I think your series has helped me too with reevaluating my depiction of whats masc and what's femme. And also how curves on men are hot and good and beautiful.

I'm obviouely not 100% there and probably won't ever be. But it helped a tiny bit! So pleaaaaaase never stop!! It's so good!

I really hope this all makes sense

(at first I wanted to make this anon but I'm gonna be brave about it! And yes it would be okay posting this publicly. But you can also answer if you want, privately)

hello friend!! ty for being brave and sending this! im so so so glad you’re enjoying them!!!

sorry i’m only just answering this too i kept thinking about what i wanted to say bc i never expected these stories to cause these kinds of thoughts. but it’s so cool!!

there is something so interesting about the way androgyny is so connected to thinness. and curves with femininity. like i saw an insta reel and this girl was doing butch outfit inso but she was a bigger, curvy woman and it kinda blew my mind like id never seen it before! they looked great!!

like masculinity and femininity is performance but i totally get the frustration of like having to counteract your ‘base’ in order to perform the way you feel most comfortable. if that makes sense. like i so often want a t-shirt to fit me like it would a skinny skater boy but i also think i look pretty hot naked haha and i know that’s me with my traditionally ‘feminine’ body shape. so i feel like i get what ur saying? sorry if i’m way off

but yeah i’m also sorry you’ve been struggling with your gender i hope it hasn’t been too dysphoric for you!

its just really interesting that you’ve sent me this tho. when thinking about like, how everyone interprets art differently. like, i honestly just started writing them bc i find bigger people really attractive. i wasn’t really trying to say anything about fat phobia but i totally see how it’s all connected. like i just think bellies are hot and i find peoples chests hot, like, boobs or pecs, whatever, its just a really nice, beautiful area. so i kinda wanted to just get that attraction out in writing because im trying to be less embarrassed about what turns me on. maybe that's why i write eddie so goofy, thats me still being a little embarrassed but also just maybe makes it all more accessible to people. idk.

but yeah i guess it’s just nice to talk about different body types, especially with such a traditional american male character like steve. i’ve just never found like a six pack very attractive, personally. i find strength and curves and softness and bigness really nice so idk i hope i’m giving a little more representation to that.

#hotlunch #ask #<3 #ty for sending this really #i’m so glad it could help you #i hope my reply makes sense kinda? #what you said just made me think about a lot of different things #chubby steve harrington

[inkykeiji]

aaaah what an incredible response!!!! (´∀｀)♡ thank you so much to everyone who’s sent something in, i can’t wait to write these!!! i will no longer be accepting any more requests <3 the words that have already been claimed are:

#1 early summer with bmb tomura

#2 pigeon with touya-nii

#3 strawberry moon with flawless tomura

#4 mint green with flawless tomura

#5 schools out with bmb tomura

#6 thirst with 1950s keigo

#7 dilapidated with sugar daddy natsuo

#8 bunny with twin!dabi + twin!touya

#9 lash with flawless tomura

#10 dark hair with bmb dabi

#11 sweet cream with flawless tomura

#12 faulty with 1950s keigo

#13 exposed throat with touya-nii

#15 can’t stand it with tag keigo

#16 pasttime with sd!nat shouto

#17 loon with dark academia (prof!) keigo

#18 dried fruit with tnii natsuo

#19 ten years ago with tag keigo

#20 car with sugar daddy natsuo

#21 psychology with touya-nii

#22 footbridge with bmb dabi

#23 blue dress with bmb dabi

#25 county fair with flawless tomura

#26 sickness with flawless tomura

#27 ravens and crows with dark academia touya

#28 time for [blank] with sd!nat touya

#30 archangel with touya-nii

last updated: oct 24 @ 9:42am EST

#@ the anon that sent in dark academia touya #please send in another one!!!!!!!! #i’d love to write for him but that word was already claimed by the time you sent it in >.< i’m sorry!!! #that’s why i wanted to make this list hahaha so everyone could see what had been taken so far <3 #eeee this is so much FUN i’ve never done something like this before!!!!! #the lil pieces are totally unedited so #they’re literally just for practice/writing exercise but i’m so glad you guys are helping me n participating <3 it means so much!!!! #inky.prompts #clari chatters

[starbuck]

well… just went from my worst mental health crisis in seven years to completely fine in the course of a day, so we’re doing great on that front.

#only thing i did differently was last night i begged my dad (deceased - never knew him) for help #and within an hour i could feel the burden lifted off my mind #so not to be all like ‘i was cured of my madness by my father’s benevolent spirit’ but like. 🤷🤷 #i’m just so glad it’s over #still feel a little bit delicate for sure #but i’m being gentle with myself and doing the best i can to keep things low stress and positive #wish me luck! :))

[killa-trav]

do you ever just think about how lando was too shy to ask seb for a photo at the autosport awards many moons ago and then on seb’s last ever gp weekend, was in the middle of the paddock with seb on sunday singing sweet caroline

#no cos i’m going to go insane over those two #like they are my babies n i love them dearly #and their relationship is so 🥺🥺 #and it’s so criminal that we didn’t get many seb x lando interactions #but we would’ve had more if mclaren (mainly zak) weren’t pr merchants #but oh my god could you have imagined if piasco happened w seb #n mark was like u terrorised me for so many years #n now i finally get one over you! #nah but i’m glad he went to am bc they loved him dearly #but ik he would’ve done so well at mclaren #like he would have done so well this year n helped mclaren massively #but oh well #seb x lando pls always be friends i beg #sebastian vettel #lando norris

[punster-2319]

So how do we all feel about Frozen on its 10th anniversary? Does it still hold up for you all?

#frozen #disney’s frozen #disney #walt disney animation studios #10th anniversary #it’s surreal how huge that movie was during 2013-2014 #disney hadn’t had a movie become a cultural phenomenon like that since the lion king #it’s nowhere near my top 10 but i’m glad it help make animated disney musicals super popular again #but at the same time i wish the princess and the frog and tangled could have been the movies to do that since they’re much better #but we eventually got moana and encanto out of it so it’s a win-win

[akkpipitphattana]

it really means the world to me to know i’m my nephew’s favorite person

#and i don’t mean in a oh he said i was way cause like he has but he’s also six so he says someone new every week #and sometimes he just wants to annoy his parents or grandma #i mean it in a we were helping my sister and brother in law move today and he cried when there wasn’t a car available #for us to drive from apartment to apartment together #and in a he asked for me to carry him into the house #and in a he hasn’t seen his sister in a while and almost started crying earlier talking about her and i was able to cheer him up #and in a when he’s really throwing a fit i’m the person they ask to come help and calm him down #and i don’t love it purely for the like the pride aspect tho i’m definitely proud of it #but he’s also six and been through way more than he ever should have and i’m so glad that i make him feel safe and loved and listened to #i never want my own kids but if i can be a safe place for the kids in my life that’s all i could ask for #liz rambles

[callixton]

ohhh i’ve been home for like three hours and already i am on edge. i feel like i can’t cough now bc my mom hears and it’s distressing her over the overall state of my health so much that she came into my room with tears in her eyes. like i know it comes from a place of love but holy shit i cannot take this all summer.

#and i really do miss her and am glad to be home #but she’s apparently had a bad run lately when it comes to drinking and i am freaked out #it’s also that it comes from a place of her feeling like she’s failed as a mother and like shit just happens! you can’t do anything to help #- me no matter how much we both wish you could do this is just hurting us. #i hate being touched when she’s drunk too it just makes me feel wrong and scared and i feel bad bc she’s just trying to tell me how much she #- cares but also wtf am i supposed to do. i’m disabled and it sucks but you telling me how sorry you are just makes me feel like i need to #- protect your feelings #and then she ruins any chance i have at resting bc i am so fucking on edge and i hate it i can’t do this #it’s gonna be fine. i just need her to stop drinking right fucking now and that’s not gonna happen #ted talks

[arthur-r]

what’s really embarrassing is my roommate on the phone with his mom saying “yeah i’ve been getting really sloppy i haven’t cleaned in a week it’s terrible” and my side of the room is just like that. all of the time. and i feel guilty but he also hasn’t ever said anything to my face he moved my stuff some at the beginning of the year but has never talked to me about it and i’m also so fucking ill that i just cant really handle adding that to my list while trying to also not fail school. so here i am being a terrible person i guess. did i tell you guys about turtle-person. have i showed my bracelets. i’m gonna go to sleep but in the morning i need to show my bracelets

#help i have work tomorrow. i also feel sick and strange. wish me luck #the sun was around today which was incredible but also i think it gave me too much mental energy #cause for the first time in forever i had the brightness of spirit to go for a walk. but that’s not the same as having the blood flow for it #so i think i overexerted myself cause of being finally happy and mentally energized i forgot about being physically disabled #i also had to explain POTS to somebody today and she was literally like ‘oh is that the thing where you need to have salt’ and NO like #i do have a really high salt intake to cope with POTS. but that’s not the fucking thing yknow?? like no that’s not what the thing i have is #it has nothing to do with salt. salt is a fun little coincidence that it can help with water retention which in turn helps with POTS #and it raises blood pressure is i think the other reason? but anyway idk i would honestly rather she just not know about it than have like #that very particular tiktok version of it like i am so glad for internet knowledge being spread and stuff and i mean. i guess even the posts #that i’m about to complain about are good for making people feel like they’re not alone. so maybe it’s fine. but i was going to complain of #the videos that are like ‘‘that one POTS friend’’ and it’s just like. salty food. instead of like. having to sit down?? BEING FATIGUED?? #and like whatever. whatEVER but i wish it wasn’t getting conflated with one particular little way of treating it. even though i use that way #i don’t have needs-a-lot-of-salt-disease. like that’s not the point. that’s not the issue. it’s not a salt deficiency. salt just helps #and it doesn’t FIX it. it just helps. that’s all #ANYWAY EVERYTHING IS FINE. i feel sick though. but i’m gonna sleep and i’ll be fine #i miss before i had a job cause then i could sleep all day if i skipped class and it would be really nice. but now i have a job i would be #missing on my responsibilities for. and I don’t actually have accommodations. but im gonna sleep i’ll be fine #and library book cart is actually so rollator. like as far as being able to walk the library situation is such a win #anyway i’m gonna go to sleep now. but yeah idk i’m sick and a mess what else is new. but i have something whatever i’m good theres something #unrequited love for life or something like that. ok im gonna go to bed sorry for being weird and strange all the time!!!! #me. my post. mine. #delete later