#and i will always choose sleep

[kikker-oma]

#in my head i had something cooler #but then i looked at my clock and realized i didnt have time for cool #not if i wanted sleep #and i will always choose sleep #so you get my one hour version haha #linked universe #linkeduniverse #lu fanart #lu twilight #whumptober2023 #whumptober

[choccy-milky]

MC doing what we all wished we could do (aka napping on the floor with ominis )😴💕

#ill never get over how he just sleeps on the floor its so cute to me and seems so at odds with his personality which makes it better #hogwarts legacy #hphl #ominis gaunt #ominis gaunt x mc #ominis gaunt x oc #ominis x mc #hogwarts legacy ominis #hogwarts legacy fanart #hey look everyone its my nameless MC aka just brown haired clora LMAOOO #its like when u play a fighting game and you and your friend both choose the same chara. this is clora with a diff colour scheme BAHAHA #this has been in my wips for like a year im not even joking im glad to finally actually draw it properly LMAO #i also love how all of my ominis centric posts involve him on the floor/talking about the floor LMFAOO EVEN THE SMUT ONE #what can i say i just love a man who isnt afraid to chill on the floor ok #also i love a hypocritical man LMAO apparently. i always make seb a hypocrite and now im makin ominis one too #HOW COULD U SLEEP ON THE FLOOR MC? #meanwhile #also srry but dont get ur hopes up for more ominis content anytime soon this was just in my wips and i rly wanted to finally have it done #A RARE TREAT FOR THE OMINIS GIRLIES #choccyart

[chrliekclly]

i am aware of the effect she has on women

#dee reynolds #artemis dubois #the waitress #iasip #always sunny #deetress #artemisdee #dartemis #one day ill choose one of those and stick w it #sunny ladies #s16 #sunny spoilers #artemis #waitress #i cant rmemeber my tags its 4am nd im so sleep deprived but i need to queue this while im thinking abt it #screencap #charlie has cancer #the gang goes bowling

[takadasaiko]

You lack conviction.

#Ahsoka Spoilers #Anakin Skywalker #Darth Vader #Ahsoka Tano #I LOVE this #I was so wrong on my theories #but I LOVE this #the way he combines Anakin and Vader's fighting styles #and the fact that it's so very very Anakin in his teaching method #there's no soft handed approach for him #there's only sticking her in the middle of a life or death scenario that won't ACTUALLY get her killed #to make sure she doesn't die when it comes down to it #to force her to fight like she is going to die #to choose to live #and the fact that he's not just magically back to pre-Vader Anakin in his afterlife is... not what I would have thought but it fits so well #pieces of Vader will always be with him #but Anakin is in control here #I think he's a whole lot more balanced in death than he ever was in life #I have so many thoughts and feelings #there may be a mini meta incoming tomorrow after I've had time to sleep on it

[becauseplot]

Writing this at ass o’clock in the morning so excuse any incoherency but I can’t stop thinking about how important it is (for me personally) to view/headcanon qFit as entirely perfectly 100% human, and by extension, qCellbit as well.

Like I’m sure ppl have talked about it before but there’s just something so intriguing about having FitMC be Just Some Guy who was hardened by the Wasteland, sculpted by the atrocities he witnessed and committed, no claws or wings or horns or tails to help him. No extra arms for when he lost a limb, no enhanced hearing to make up for his damaged eardrums, no tough scales for when explosions melted his skin, no powerful hybrid instincts to guide him through his life. He is doing everything (hurting, helping, building, tearing, creating, destroying, strangling, soothing, hating, loving, killing, healing) with nothing but his one human hand, which he’s hardened with callouses until it became a set of claws in its own right. He’s been guided by a gut feeling for over ten years now, because it’s all he’s got.

Now. qCellbit. I love cat hybrid qCellbit soooo much, don’t get me wrong. When I think of qCellbit or when I’m writing him, he’s usually a cat hybrid. But just like with Fit, choosing to view qcellbit as 100% human is just as enriching. Small little kid, defenseless and soft and alone, thrown into a warzone. Had to eat his own kind and kill with his teeth and nails and bare hands to survive. Became the most feared thing within the prison walls. Had to learn late in his life how to be a “normal” person in society, something that takes so much time and effort and therapy that sometimes he doesn’t think he is a person. On his bad days, and even on some of his good ones, he views himself as less than human, a creature incapable of loving and being loved. He looks at his hands—tender, naked flesh and blunt nails, ten fingers and two palms—and still sees the claws of a monster.

#qsmp cellbit #qsmp fitmc #character analysis #dont mind me im just rambling #tbh there is a LOT of overlap between qcellbit and qfit #especially in the ‘learning to love’ department. like just look at fitpac ‘baby steps’. look at spiderbit ‘kill for you but never you’. #as always i might come back and edit this #for now i try to sleep gn #actually one last thing #I dont meant to imply that hybrids are ‘sub human’ with the qCellbit analysis #i just mean to say it’s vvv hard to do the ‘man who is nothing but a monster’ symbolism if he’s got like. physical claws and fangs. #like you can do it (depends on how you wanna read qcellbit) but choosing the human->monster route is the most intriguing option for me

[sevensoulmates]

7x05 Eddie Spec (Claw arm call)

A lot of people have been talking about the promo and Buck's date (rightly, because !!!) but I haven't seen anyone talking about the rest of the promo with the dude with the claw hand being a speaker at a convention talking about "the secret to self-control" with the sign "I'm the boss of me" behind him, while his hand seemingly takes on a life on its own and tries to hurt him.

Given how we know this episode is gonna have a huge Eddie plot and will likely be Eddie-centric if not feature him heavily, and calls are usually supposed to reflect whatever is going on in the character's personal lives, I can't help but feel like this "self-control" convention is pretty interesting to see in relation to an episode where Eddie's going to be struggling with his relationship with Marisol (and maybe his sexuality subtextually).

Eddie and "self-control" have already had a tumultuous relationship over the course of the whole time he's been on the show. A lot of Eddie's personality is very restrictive, not allowing himself certain things either because he doesn't think he deserves it, or because he would rather sacrifice his own wants and needs in order to prioritize someone else's (usually Christopher's). Eddie's irrational need to always be in control of himself (hence why he was so in denial about his panic attacks) has caused him many many issues over the years, and while he's definitely started unpacking a lot of it, especially in regards to his military service and his relationship with his dad, he hasn't really done so in regards to his relationships, and I think that's on purpose.

"Self-control" is also "self-denial" which is also in the same vein as "repression" and I just can't help but feel like this call will likely mirror Eddie, in that the "hand that suddenly has a life of its own" and is now coming back to hurt the man, is a reflection of something within Eddie that he's tried desperately to control before, but will now take on a life of its own. When you deny yourself something, it's usually denying a desire of some kind. And I think that it's time that Eddie's desires that he's been so desperately trying to keep under lock and key for years will finally take on a life of their own, and the more Eddie desperately tries to wrangle it back inside, to shut it up, to stifle it, to deny it, the harder it will fight back and the worse it will hurt him in the process.

My prediction for that call is the second that man finally stops trying to control his arm will be the second he's free of whatever is "possessing" it. Because in actuality, the arm isn't being possessed, it doesn't have a life of its own (it may or may not be something medical idk but my guess is still that it's likely something psychological). The man's arm is a part of him. Just like Eddie's sexuality is a part of him. And Eddie can only find harmony in himself, and stop hurting himself by making choices he knows he doesn't actually want, when he stops trying to control the Unspoken thing inside him and lets himself be free.

I'm not saying Eddie's going to be having any big revelations in this episode, or that it's going to be resolved right away but this call will likely be a strong hint at where Eddie's story is going to go, and 7x05 will be just the start of it.

#911 abc #eddie diaz #911 speculation #7x05 speculation #my hope is this episode marks the start of eddie's arc of releasing all the expectations he and others put on himself #and starting to choose himself and being HONEST with himself #but my bet is it's probably going to get worse before it gets better #7x05 will likely be the episode in which things get worse #but hopefully soon after things will start to look up for him #there's a song I really love that reminds me of buck and eddie #called Do You Wish That You Loved Me by Sleep Token #and the song is about a person singing to themselves in the mirror #wishing they could love themselves #that's eddie in 7x05 #eddie is saying to himself You Don't Know Me #but he will know himself in the future #and he'll find that he's a man who has always been worth loving

[napping-sapphic]

You should make me fall so deeply in love with you that it’s embarrassing

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #and BEFORE any of yall say that ‘oh um actually love is never embarrassing’ shit— fight me #respectfully we cannot vibe #half of love for me is goinn around KNOWING that i would eat a cardboard box if it meant i could see the person i love smile at me #and it is my god given RIGHT to cringe at myself for it #also love in general is so fucking embarrassing #having the feelings doing the in love thing expressing it #it’s all EMBARASSING #the whole POINT is that the love makes me do it anyway #like if i love you enough to EXPRESS it??? like damn i love you A LOT #like obviously it’s different for everyone but this is what my post is about #and i am choosing to say in advance that NO this is not where we’re doing any of that ‘love is never embarassing’ business #let me watch someone trip and think it’s hot so my brain can go: :/ #in PEACE pls #embarassment or cringe isn’t always a bad feeling and yes i WILL die on this hill😤😤😤 #im gay and i like sleeping

[pup-pee]

slooper!!!!!

small doodle i decided 2 digitalize

goodnightyy now :3 queueueing tjis weee

#i dont think bart would snore but i do think he drools #this makes sense #i sweeear #im having a moment where im just like damn…ppl like my chibi art more than my regular art #ehich is kinda downer till i realize OMG PPL LIKE MY ART!!!:D!!!!!! #ty ppl who like my art it makes me :3 makes me rlly happy!!! #my thoughts r like i might as well post my art even the 1s i dont like as much bc some1 will like it i think! then i try my hardest not #2 delete it lol #usually the art i dont rlly want ppl 2 see tho i just dont tag @ all #which always makes it scary when ppl do find it cause like WOAH ok skdhkskjcks notes on old posts is like the same thinf #idk y im typing about this stry im sleepyyy #bart finally sleeps 4 half an hr after rolling & wiggling 4 hrs b4 #then he wakes up & just enters daydreaming land idk #brrrrtgbnnnnbbbgfg aasaaaaaaaaaa #bart allen #puppee art #queue #or scedrulee?? im choosing a tando. m tome hehehehe

[warpedpuppeteer]

We keep talking about jealous Buck and how Eddie is going to assure him he's not being replaced but how about we talk about jealous Buck and how that makes Eddie feel?? Can you imagine, if that's what gets Eddie going?? Like, he's over there thinking fuck, this man is literally so hot for me he's going feral because I'm friends with some dude. Can you imagine Eddie liking this side of Buck? Liking the fact that someone loves him enough that they're getting possessive of him? And even as he assures Buck (which he always will), he can't help but think he wouldn't mind Buck being jealous over him again and staking a claim on him? Like, he's Buck's and Buck is his. There's nothing or no-one who can change that but the thrill that shoots up his spine at the thought of Buck staking a claim on him makes him go oh, O H. No one has ever fought for him before. Shannon chose to leave (twice) and Ana didn't even put up a fight (not that he wanted to but still) and here is Buck, they're not even together and he's all bothered by this guy who's apparently getting too chummy with Eddie and while everyone doesn't think twice about leaving Eddie behind, here is Buck, choosing Eddie, fighting for him, getting jealous and possessive over him, to keep him in his life and fuck if that doesn't make Eddie feel all kinds of thrilled.

#buddie #thinking with my lizard brain on this one #something something about how they always choose each other #ngl it would be kinda funny if this is what makes eddie go wow maybe i can date buck #and it sends him on a self discovery spiral #and he's with frank like frank frank i think im in love with buck frank oh shit im in love with my best friend #and frank is like bro it's fucking 3am go to fucking sleep I'll see you tomorrow during your therapy session #then he hangs up like fucking called it best friend my ass #gimme eddie getting all hot and bothered watching buck be all angry over him #eddie diaz #evan buckley #evan buck buckley

[solradguy]

Having ADHD but only having it just enough to get the like 2 symptoms left out of every conversation about ADHD fills me with an apathy that has no practical solution. Rolling up to the ADHD conversation like "Some days I can't focus and everything pisses me off and the best I can do is lay on the floor with music on and scowl at the ceiling until it stops because if I don't then I'll be mean to other people because I have no patience when I get like that" just makes everyone side-eye you because they immediately jump to the conclusion that you want to commit unspeakable acts of violence.

But a lot of people don't know that this is something people with ADHD can experience. The only time I ever see it mentioned is when I go out of my way to find research on it...

#textpost #I'm actually in a really good mood right now and had a really good day but I've been thinking about this for a while #Like I've been to a behavioral specialist this IS ADHD albeit a milder form of it but NO ONE ever talks about the Grumpy Threshold™️- #-in conversations about ADHD. It's always about how it makes people loud and easily excitable #Which are also symptoms of ADHD and I recognize that those symptoms are significantly more common than the main ones I experience #But it would be nice if there was more awareness about the cranky side of it lol #It doesn't make me physically violent or an absolute asshole it's just like being annoyed by everything cranked up to 11 #Turbo grumpy. Low heat simmering frustration #Wellbutrin's helped a lot and I've figured out most of the things that causes it so I can avoid them #(shrill sounds/voices and ASMR are two big ones. *Especially* ASMR) #But some days I wake up and my brain chooses anger and there's nothing I can do about it besides ride it out rofl #Anyway thank you for coming to my TED Talk I have to go to sleep now good night

[bijesperfahey]

So because of the Percy Jackson show I decided to reread the books....and then unlike when I originally read them I also decided to actually finish the follow up series

anyways I just finished the magnus chase saga and I can’t believe rick riordin wrote the gayest fucking relationship possible and didn’t fucking commit to it

#they're a package deal they're always together they help each other face their traumas okay the usual two close male friends shit #except it's worse because like blitz (dwarf) and hearth (elf) are ALSO like dwarf society is underground and elves need the sun #but i will build you a tanning bed (ignore the details of that) so you can comfortably stay in my home #we shall sleep side by side I shall gift you with fashion I will cover you with my jacket while you sleep #we will go into battle together (litterally I will ride your shoulders into war) #rick riordin talking about a canon couple: they needed each other like blitz needed hearth #at least once does blitz refer to hearth as my elf like ????? #choosing to believe magnus is an unreliable narrator so I don't lose my mcfreaking mind #*takes a deep breath* I am going to be normal about this #but i'm also gunna main tag this #blitzstone

[playablekairi]

only this, only this is gonna be the death of me

#good omens #marianas trench #uh i was possessed and couldn't sleep until i'd finished this #marianas omens #<- watch me become a menace with that tag now #graphic design is my passion frog dot png #wow i haven’t made an original post in…….. years #i KNOW tumblr’s gonna nerf the hell out of this too because i don’t know ideal image size/spec details oh well 😔 #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #even tagging for engagement... who am i #this scene is on a friday morning iirc but i wasn’t gonna change the lyrics 🤷🏻‍♀️ #speaking of lyrics: azlyrics and spotify have conflicting opinions of these lyrics #but to my ears it's always been a little bit of both so 🤷🏻‍♀️ #choosing to die on the ‘no’ as opposed to ‘know’ hill even though the alternative might've been more painful here #my edits #f15 #text edit #god’s perfect woobie #bastard [affectionate]

[pixelatedraindrops]

Yuma Kokohead.

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AKA The easiest character for me to torment with illness 😷

A prime whumpee candidate.

I gave him a sprite edit for every basic illness known to man and made this category chart. I may have a problem. This sprite editing is addicting.

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Shinigami you're not helping.

The lactose thing is just a headcanon. I've seen a lot of memes and shitposts with it and I was like, yes this is canon to me now

Shinigami just causally eating that ice cream right next to him to rub it in his face while he struggles to intake the milk, god what an asshole

TW// Emeto

alsotheaftermathofthesecondrow

Poor baby... ;-;

At least Shinigami has a non-existent warm beverage for him lol

Credit to this mini-fic for the nausea edit inspiration

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Feel free to share your sick headcanons w me if you got any for him.

#master detective archives: rain code #yuma kokohead #shinigami rain code #whumpcode #illness #whump edit #sickness #fever #cold #allergies #emeto #illness whump #sick whump #my urges to torment this poor boy is astronomical #there is way too much bait in the game for me to not #after the scenario in chapter 0 I already made headcanons for him #this is lowkey for other sickfic writers #choose your weapon LMAO #sprite edits #pixeledits #my edits #I'm sorry I keep tormenting poor yuma #its just TOO EASY... #and editing his sprites is so freaking addicting #illness whump writers and artists always have that one character they always mess with #I think I may have found mine #my own fic inspired me for the first two #this is why I didn't get any sleep last night #I've lost control of my life with this #i love how I say I’m not into emeto at all and yet I make this lol

[colemckenzies]

based on memes i assume that lamp lighting is more popular than overhead lighting on this website but as a Big Light Supremacist i am curious about the actual split so:

#i know that for some people it's context specific so just choose the main one #bc for me it is no context i ALWAYS prefer the big light unless im literally like. reading in bed before sleep

[earthly-apples]

Day something something not getting over toxic yaoi

I hate them

#wish I had the art power of an animation student #says the person who always chooses to sleep

[ofpd]

obv im biased here by what im familiar with and im not like, someone who knows all that much about world history but sometimes it really seems like the history of the jewish people is one of the most singularly fucked up real-life large-scale narratives to ever exist. like holy fucking shit dude

#im always thinking abt bethematch.com bone marrow donation signup asking you to choose your ethnicity #and giving you dropdown menus with overarching titles such as 'european' and 'asian' and 'african' and 'jewish' #i need to go to sleep #txt