#and get my laundry done

[kansasjustgotgayer]

I would really love if next weekend i actually get to have both days to myself to rest rather than helping my sibling for half of the dang day dealing with their various neuroses and coddling their emotions.

#im being extremely bitter right now because it takes a lot of energy to be kind and give up things for people even if you love them #i did all the dishes today i helped with laundry and groceries and moving stuff #i facilitated clearing the cabinets out #i got the table cleared i cleaned up their room at the apartment to make packing easier #i gave up watching the show i wanted in the living room to watch what they wanted to #when they insisted on putting together their brand new desk in their messy room instead of the living room i snapped and had a slight #attitude while stating that was crazy and a bad plan and we should build it where theres more space they start cruing immediatley #which they said had nothing to do with what i said but like #fuck #the one time i insist on something and snap just a little bit they fell apart #i cannot keep doing this where im a knight in shining armor and a part time therapist #get a SMALL grip #you are NOT the only person hoing through stuff right now #i need them to pony up just a bit cause i cant keep dragging them through this when THEY are the one that had to move out as fast #as possible #i just wanted to lay down and play nitw today #and get my laundry done #none of that really hapenned cause i was doing favors all damn day

[todayisafridaynight]

laundry takes nine years to do

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza series #yakuza 7 #seong hui #snap sketches #i love women #i wanna draw her and saeko finally..... theyve been sittin in the corner of my brain forever....... #also seong hui just pretty bro #anyway yeah i was just waiting for my laundry to be done. it done now so LMAO i should go get it bye

[bookrat]

Pretty sure my little man has a case of abundism affecting the marble tabby coat under all those white splotches

#random pet post #it really is a weird coat pattern #I'm never sure if I should describe him accurately as a white marked tabby or as the first impression people get of a black and white cat #love his little backward C's #I got all my other pets around the same time and they've been dying off one by one this last year or so #I'm down to just this 4yo kit and Bruiser #actually I'm not done whispering in the tags #pretty soon it's just gonna be me and this terrible little man against the world #and he gives me such weird problems you cannot even begin to imagine #took to the leash and harness without a bit of difficulty but I can't take him anywhere cuz he freaks out about people 500ft away #really difficult to find sitters for him cuz he gets so stressed about changes and waits until 3am to SCREAM #he's 17 lbs and wants to sleep on my chest 14 hours a day #took him on a work trip a week or 2 ago cuz of aforementioned petsitting troubles and some kind of wire got crossed #so instead of stress peeing in my laundry basket he now humps the nearest blanket covered limb to alert me of problems #he got scared of his water dish recently and is only now starting to get over it after 3 weeks of drama #he knocked it over last night and humped my leg while I tried to sleep to try and convey to me that he was thirsty #I'm thinking of getting a second cat and just fucking hoping that it'll be normal and maybe Prompto can target it for some of his weirdness

[simgerale]

me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game

#hi everyone #I’m going around hugging you all #okay now that we are gathered here today #i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best #i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time #and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol #but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine #literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything #I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake…. #I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour #then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it #and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again #I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do #so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour. #I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday #y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts #I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story #I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my #own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing? #y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents #.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire #but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself #I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump #I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions #I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well #I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day. #but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it #I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing #I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!! #I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

Books of 2023. VILLAINS by V. E. Schwab.

Time for a NaNo Prep Reread! I love Victor and this vicious little family with my whole chest. This'll be my second time rereading VICIOUS, but only my first time rereading VENGEFUL.

#books of 2023 #villains #vicious #vengeful #ve schwab #books #book photography #seriously i love these so much #shades of magic was good but vicious as my heart lol #vicious held up on the first reread a few years ago so im excited to dissect it for the Revenge Arc this time #i feel vaguely bad because i remember nothing about marcella but. tbf. how could i when victor and sydney and mitch are RIGHT there #also this is just. so much better. than hench.... #i finished hench at three o'clock this morning just to be Done #the pacing was Messy™ and it didn't get better #definitely brutal and fucked up (that body horror at the end was epic actually) but. overall mediocre for me.... #parts did make me laugh and i'm love the spreadsheets take but. i couldn't get over the pacing #WHICH AGAIN I KNOW IS RICH COMING FROM ME #sigh #anyway i read the first scene this afternoon but now i'm gonna watch nate wreaking havoc in heist fambly while my laundry goes #and THEN bedtime reading

[cath-lic]

idk if this is, like, cheesy to say out loud, but i really really like thanking god for the littlest things. elevator opens at the exact time i need to get in? thank you! my favorite snack is refilled in the vending machine! god’s work, baby! i narrowly avoid tripping over a sidewalk curb? holy spirit is looking out for me!

#usually my thought process when something like that happens #is less of a structured prayer #and more like YAYYY ❤️🎉 YIPPEE ‼️ GOD LOVES ME ❤️🎉 #all because i was able to get my laundry done in a timely fashion #christianity #catholicism

[ackee]

gacha games are good actually when youre too broke to spend money on them. i have to wait 50 minutes for my energy to restore so i can keep playing the game? good now ill just go do my laundry ! 🚶🏾‍♀️

#mini obsessions to get my laundry done bc i was just rotting in bed for hours before.. gotta do what ya gotta do #i could just pay $20 to get a billion energy and keep playing the game but are you crazy. #im not spending money on a spongebob gacha. -_- #txt

[cozylittleartblog]

i think i am going to make a pay what you want digital zine this year for people who want to get into making little artist alley knick knacks like keychains and stickers and enamel pins, cuz i get a lot of asks about that and i think it would be nice to put my design skills to the test and have it all in one place! that being said, what kind of questions do y'all have about this stuff that you would want answered? everything from packaging to shipping to the products themselves, what would you guys want in there? keep in mind i have only sold on etsy myself and a couple craft shows, so i can't give much advise about personal storefronts.

please put them in the replies on this post so it's all in one place!

#not art #etsy #enamel pins #stickers #keychains #zine #i will probably put my suppliers in it for everything but enamel pins but there's a whole laundry list of reasons #why people dont give up their pin manus and its all very good reasons i am sorry to report #and i say that as a collector who loves pins and wants more pins in the world #HOWEVER i will be giving as many resources as i can to put people down the right path at least!! #that being said you might not Want to just use manufacturers handed blindly to you :') so i will be including pros and cons #of the suppliers i Do give as well. sometimes a manu is great for one person and terrible for another and both experiences are valid #it will be pay what you want so you can poke around for free if you're just curious #but if you do go into business and get sales please consider swinging back around and putting a few bucks in my tip jar #for sharing copious amounts of time and research in one little place for you #not to mention all the time its gonna take for me to compile this together in a zine wjbhdfsbhgjdfg #it will be a fun project though :) something new i've never done before

[kuchipachi]

doing the bare minimum today 🚶🏻‍♀️

#walked to the grocery store and got a smoothie after staying in bed all morning/early afternoon #i did get laundry done tho plus i made rice before climbing back into bed #i still need to wash my sheets….. honestly if i didn’t somehow get today off who knows how long i would’ve put off doing laundry #self

[cat-b0t]

Hoffstrahm "in another life, I would've loved to just do laundry with you". Send tweet

#the worms in my brains have cursed me #both with the angst of this. and with the actual image of them attempting to do laundry together #if you were wondering. the laudry doesn't get done 😞 #woke up in the coldests of sweats needing to post this. DO YOU SEE MY VISION #mark hoffman #peter strahm #coffinshipping #hoffstrahm #catsposts

[lunarharp]

wip and if ppl's clothes turn pink when theyre in love

#witch hat tag #orufrey #once again yes i know i draw a lot its the autisms. i was depressed for a week lately and didnt draw dont question it. #not like i also did the things i should have done today... btw the wip is for when i'm better at colouring. #sorry about the emotional whiplash of garuato..as if it's my fault.................watched the distraught comments & priv qrts roll in 2day #sorry orufrey are more pink than the other adults in love. doesn't mean they're “more in love”...just that they're...120% in love.......... #maybe it's like that hanahaki trope thing which isnt really for me but like if the more you dont put a name to it the pinker you get #atuarto is able to slowly repress it. :/ but orufrey dont even know why they're pink they cant even work it out. #yeah go do the laundry you gay ass..not gonna change a thing

[pillowprincessvarric]

Did laundry, folded laundry, AND put laundry away today everyone clap you're sooooo proud of me you want to clap and throw me a party

#usually i only get the first part done. second as well if we are lucky. #and then it all sits in a pile by my bed that i sift through for 2 weeks until i have to do laundry again #but not today! that shit is in the closet #where! it! goes!!!!!

[starlightcleric]

Trying to convince myself I have been successful today:

I went outside! Husband and I got brunch!

Picked up my hold from the library.

Laundry.

Cooked dinner!

Did not nap!

Things I failed at today:

Playing video games with my husband because I was too tired for inventory management.

Did not finish my entire graphic novel in one sitting.

My failures are obviously equal to my successes.

#personal #goals for tomorrow are put away laundry #answer the ask game in my inbox #and get past the gw2 solo instance I've been procrastinating on #look I might be able to do savage raids in ffxiv but I am uh #not good at gw2 #it's probably good for my ego XD #rest of this evening is probably knitting #I'd like to get enough of the pattern done so it looks good for a wip weds picture XD

[snoopyblankie]

Onesie moodboards pt 3 !

This isn't my actual onesie but I couldn't find a stock photo of it so! This is kinda similar ish ! It's a cozy grey footie onesie with pockets AND a hood AND the feet come off which is nice for me be sensory ^w^

I like this one cuz I really do like the holiday season even if it's kinda rough (which I know a lotta people go through) but ! I like the idea that some day I'll have a nice cozy holiday again so! This board's got lots of presents and fun movies and activities (like baking cookies !)

#my room is all clean !! and my laundry is almost done and I showered #so I get to make the board !! #the beanie baby is one I lost when I was younger but !! I’m getting him as a gift and I’m so excited ! #lil pups boards ! #onesie moodboards ! #lil pup speaks ! #age regression #agere #age regressor #agere blog #age regression blog #clothes #moodboard ! #agere moodboards #agere moodboard #agere boy #masc agere

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

hour 14 of taking a break from art for the sake of my tendons: i am Wailing and Keening and Scratching Forlornly At My Tablet

#i dont know if im strong enough but i Need to be strong enough #cant continue doodling if ya wrist doesnt work #clenching my fists and chanting 'this is necessary this is necessary' #ive been going way too hard lately. unfortunately #curse this mortal body and its stupid bullshit mechanics that dont even work half the time #gonna cope by eating overly spicy soup and crochet #well no. i cant crochet. ten minutes of that hurts worse than scribbling for eight gay hours #to put it quite simply - but with feeling: FUCK! #absolutely unprompted #howling and sobbing and baying etc etc #i was gonna finish that commission tonight. then i was gonna start on something else i promised Days ago. #maybe get some doodles done for asks. #work on vines part 2. #but it oof ouch too much :/ #what the hell am i supposed to do now #fold laundry? clean my room? read? WRITE? ha dont make me laugh #i havent written in 2 months and im not about to start now #(said immediately before screaming into a pillow) #maybe ill like... go through my replies for once... see if people are trying to talk to me... #see if im brave enough to Directly Interact outside of asks...

[softshuji]

eldest daughter syndrome really do be kicking my ass tbh

#i just find it like so unfair yknow #im the only one who works in myhouse and full time #but i come home and the house isnt clean and i tidy up and sort everything out and tidy the kitchen anf living room after dinner and put #my sister to bed and yk if there was no one else to do these things id understand but #i have 5 brothers all of whom are adults and they dont lift a finger #its not as if any of them work bec they dont and neither does my dad #and im so so so exhausted yk? bec not everything is my job or responsibility #and i keep blaming other things for me getting sick but yknow what maybe i just dont rest enough #and the other day i was upset bec i'd had a tough day at work and i felt unwell and i cleaned up everything after dinner and my brother #said i didnt have a right to be upset bec i “chose” this. like as if i chose to work full time nd do all the chores for a family of 9 #and it just really upsets me bec no one sees an issue with it and im so mad at my mom at rhe same time #constant therapy sessions w her bec shes mad at my dad and wants someone to vent at and then he does the same abt her and my brothers #and im so tired yknow just sososos tired bec she'll complain abt how they dont do anything but then she wont ensure they do either #its just empty complaints whereas she thrust responsibility on me when i was 9 and yet my brothers are 18+ - all but one that is and they #cant even do their own laundry bec she just..... did everything for them all the time but now is mad that they cant do anything. #like yes i know my dad is a failure of a husband and a father i expected that i'll never be a good enough daughter for him and that the onl #thing he has to say about me is that im bringing shame on our family despite everything ive done but come on #im just tired and upset #its hard not to see yourself as a robot or machine when theres little room to be anything else. #and even on a day like today when i dont feel well it never stops and i just keep doing #im sad i want a hug from my gangster bf #oh god i am sorry pls do not perceive me for this #and yk what #thats why i cant stand when people are nice to me bec all i can think of is #i havent done anything to deserve this? i should have to give something in return #or if not #theres something this person must want because why else would they be nice to me when i havent done anything for them #i cannot fathom the concept that someone just wants me because its me #its literally just not possible why would anyone fo that for me