#and also a uterus actually

[lateseptemberdawn]

No but seriously. Why couldn't it be anything other than blood. Like slick?? The white discharge?? That couldn't be an option??? Even w/o the heat concept discharge in place of period blood should work fine!!!

#hello yes its me again #period talk #bc im on my period #and i just #dont want to be #but i need to he #bc uterus #and also a uterus actually #just dont like suffering bc of it #which literally happens even if you breathe #if you dont breathe then too obv #but like #if nature/god/evolution/whoever-tf-decided-you-had-to-bleed-in-order-to-give-birth had consulted me we could've gotten to a nice conclusion #and everyone would be happy #or less sad #at the very least #big L on god/nature/entity/evolution #and also then by relation for US TOO #URGH #why

[youngpettyqueen]

Julian's line of "I needed another womb for the baby, and the only two other people on board were Major Kira and me." is already very. That Man Is Trans. and listen yes you can interpret it as him saying Kira was the only choice, but then it's literally followed up by Sisko saying "I think you made the right choice, Doctor." which I know is supposed to be a joke but the implication IS there that there WAS a choice and basically Julian is trans

#star trek: ds9 #julian bashir #he's trans what else can I say #his tboy swag is off the charts #and also I love the idea of him being trans and choosing to keep his reproductive organs like his uterus #I feel like gender affirming surgeries including hysterectomies would be much easier to do in Star Trek #so it'd be interesting if he elected out of that one #anyways can you imagine if Julian ended up with the pregnancy #Julian/Miles/Keiko fic where they all fall in love over the pregnancy #also fucking hysterical imagining Miles having to deal with Julian carrying his goddamn baby #I think that'd drive him insane #I think he would suddenly become very concerned about Julian's less-than-healthy work-life balance #I think Julian would be VERY offended when Miles suddenly didnt want them going to the Alamo anymore #im thinking too much about this now actually

[mandiemegatron]

"Oi."

There's a grunt from under the blanket, but no movement.

"... you gunna sleep the fuckin' day away or what?"

I poke my head out from under the blanket and glare up at Kid, clearly not happy about being bothered at this particular moment.

"Obviously, you fucking goof, what the fuck does it look like I'm doing?"

Immediately, my face falls and I give a heavy sigh, ignoring the wide smirk on the redheads face.

"... sorry."

Kid cackles and sits on the bed, caging over my blanketed form as he murmurs,

"You dyin', babe?"

I whine and nod my head, moving closer to wrap my arms around his hips and lay my head in his lap. His flesh hand meets my hair and I give a content hum, melting into his touch as he chuckles mostly to himself.

"Coulda just said that instead of being a massive bitch about it- oi!" He barks down at me when I pinch his side, grinning into his pants as I turn my head slightly to reply,

"Says the biggest bitch on the Victoria. You're just mad cos I out-bitched you..."

Kids silent for a second before he snorts out,

".... yeah, no more pain killers for a while, you loopy brat."

I groan and hold him tighter, mumbling under my breath as exhaustion kicks in once more. He runs his hand over my hair a few more times before he quietly asks,

"... you want me to stay...?"

I look up at him with tired eyes and nod, clinging to him like a small child before letting him kick off his boots and curl around me. The second I'm comfortable, warm and slotted in his arms, I shove my face into his chest and murmur,

"I love you..."

He presses a rough kiss to the top of my head and mumbles it back, sighing heavily at the sappy moment.

"Yeah, yeah... I love you or whatever..."

It's not five minutes later that he's out like a light and snoring. Cest la vie, I suppose.

#mandies self indulgent corner ; #this was 110% for me bc my period might actually kill me this time #i like to imagine him threatening to punch out my uterus with a serious face #Eustass Kid #ok to rb #if ur also dying on ur rag rn... this ones for u 🫵

[umilily]

the one thing that sucks about living alone is no one being there to make you soup when you're feeling under the weather

#lily talks #what do you mean I have to get up and cook? #leg hurty.... back too... cold meh #sorry for being so whiny today but it has been a day #Also genuine question why the fuck do my legs hurt?? What the actual fuck is my uterus doing? #I feel like I have the knees of a 90 year old

[binch-i-might-be]

maybe I could get over the paralysing fear of any type of medical procedure or institution ever if it just meant they would rip this stupid unnecessary bitch organ out of me........

#I DON'T WANT THIS USELESS UTERUS IT DOES NOTHING BUT TAKE UP SPACE AND FUCK MY MOOD AND BLEED RANDOMLY????? #is there some kind of pill that makes you not have a period ever but that also isn't the actual pill because the actual pill is horrifying #i just want to get rid of this thing i don't need it i have never needed it i HATE IT #i'm not even on my period yet but i keep feeling like crying whenever someone even looks at me and i KNOW THAT'S HER FAULT #rayrambles

[rebellum]

The weird thing about the "well trans men have it easier than trans women because if you completely pass and go stealth and are gender conforming then you only experience horrific discrimination in medical care!" Is that, like

You know trans women pass too, right

Like that statement is gender neutral

If any trans person, regardless of assigned gender, passes, then they are safer than any non-passing or visibly gnc person

It's like these people think trans women are doomed to never ever be able to ever pass. And it's like. Do you guys... actually talk? To other trans people? Are you part of a trans community? Like, not just reblogging or retweeting stuff, but a community where you know people's names and speak to them and they know your name and speak to you? Cause it seems like you have never spoken to another trans person before.

#ITS SO WEIRD. ITS SO WEIRD SEEING THE CONTRAST FOR ME IRL VS ONLINE. #luckily i live in a place thats overall really trans friendly to ppl #and my trans communities are accepting and not weirdly transphobic towards any group in particular #so its just weird. to go from irl or my discord conmunities where we are all allies and just chill with eachother #to tumblr where there are even other trans people that are like “actually only trans ppl who were amab are oppressed” #(thereby leaving out ppl who were afab and completely overlooking the experience of anyone intersex) #also. dont get me wrong. pre/non-op trans fems get discriminated etc in healthcare too #but like. its REALLY REALLY REALLY bad for people with vaginas (whether neo or born) #and really really really bad for anyone with a uterus #like. if you can get pregnant. you can get raped and forced to carry the baby to term and the entire time be in extreme medical danger for #being a gnc pregnant person. #like trans ppl with uteri are in more danger than cis women or trans fems when it comes to reproductive healthcare.

[ialwaysknewyouwerepunk]

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#these past two weeks have been so intense that ive just.. not spoken about it once i got home from work #blocked it all out #my beloved colleague whose desk is next to mine has cancer #breast and uterus. she needs two major surgeries #they just diagnosed her two weeks ago #so we've been trying to deal with that as colleagues and friends #because we love and miss her and i am so deeply sad as well #but i feel like i couldn't process that at all bc two days after the news of her diagnosis i was asked to take on half of her work #on top of my fulltime #which i agreed to do bc i like her tasks and i want to help her and i also know i can do it #but it does feel very off bc i know i don't earn enough money for this workload to be long term and it is def like this #for the coming four months at least #so i did tell my manager that i would like a raise and. that bitch told me to BUY MORE SECOND HAND SHIT. #i seriously thought i saw my life flash before my eyes #then the day after she asked one of my colleagues who's been with the firm for over 30 years whether she was looking for another job maybe? #which caused that colleague to instantly go home in tears and be home from basically a nervous breakdown the past 1.5 week #which is her full right and i support her with all my heart but bc my management sucks it meant that we had to also carry her tasks ofc #i felt soooo spread thin and super super angry actually but i didn't even realise how angry i was until last thursday my colleague w cancer #came by the office. and talked about all of it. and i suddenly realised how sad i was but then also how angry #but i was just blocking it all out trying to stay afloat #bc we told her about what the manager had said and she said “i hope that i get the chance to really tell her how it is someday.” #“because the stress she causes with people can actually kill you. just look at me.” #and the rest of the day i felt so ready to be done with everything actually #but seeing her anger made me see my own anger #and released me of my own pent up emotions bc i had actual leg pains this week and it was purely psychosomatic #i then managed to tell some friends yesterday about what was going on and their outrage spurred me on even more #so today i emailed hr. demanding a raise #doing this amount of work while constantly feeling like the house is on fire while also struggling financially seriously makes me suicidal #and i am not joking #so.. if nothing comes of that im leaving that job and not looking back

[cheapcheapfaker]

On one hand i would like to have a large baby. my family and gilgamesh’s come from a long line of beefy, nine pound plus chunkers. I was 9 and something lbs with a full head of hair and almost a week late. I want that baby fully cooked and maybe a little overdone. tons of studies not just anecdotal show that they just seem sort of… nicer and easier to deal with, like the biggest of the litter. they sleep more. they dont struggle in general as much and they gain weight easily and they also move a little slower. not saying they dont hit milestones but a fat ass baby will stay in its potted plant lump stage a little while longer before jumping into the running around sticking fingers in outlets stage.

on the other hand, i am so so concerned for the sanctity of my gooch. a nine pound baby will tear my grundle asunder. my taint to shreds.

#the thing nobody talks about pregnancy is you already have to deal w constipation cause your body has bigger priorities #& your uterus is freaking the fuck out next to ur intestines #the chance of hemorrhoids before birth is very common #my pussy? i believe in her. #my gooch? he’s a sensitive soul. #its also a bit funny when people say things like ‘we have been having babies for millenium’ #technically yes. but at these sizes w our modern nutrition? we sure the fuck haven’t #they actually gave prenatals to pregnant ppl in developing countries and it led to MORE complications and deaths #bc the prenatals weren’t also paired w high quality modern medicine #so these large babies were just causing all sorts of chaos compared to smaller more easily birthed babies #the way our reproduction system is they are just very large parasites #they’ll steal your teeth and rip open your gooch

[ask-the-remnants-of-despair]

If Ibuki gave up her voice, what were some of the other offerings given by the remnants?

#danganronpa #remnants of despair #komaeda nagito #gundham tanaka #fuyuhiko kurzuyuu #mikan tsumuki #nekomaru nidai #akane owari #sonia nevermind #hiyoko saionji #junko twonoshima #mahiru koizumi #kazuichi souda #peko pekoyama #midnight draws #helloooo again we are attempting to actually answer the pile of asks #very exciting stuff! #anyway this is info ive been waiitng to get to for SO long wow. spelling stuff out wheeeee #also for extra clarity. mikans uterus has been replaced. and pekos mouth...sewn shut #everything else seems clear enough lol #class 77 #whole gang is basically here!!

[aeide-thea]

help

forget 'uterus havers,' i just saw 'my penis holding coworkers' in the wild and i'm dying

#like the context was extremely full of people trying to be trans-inclusive but overlooking very basic shit #like 'bottom surgery exists and people do in fact get it ever‚ ergo birth genitals ≠ forever genitals necessarily' #also 'the category of people who menstruate once a month ≠ everyone who has a uterus' #or even 'everyone pre-menopause' thanks to a little thing called hormonal birth control and also the fact that cycle lengths vary #anyway getting mad abt oligomenorrheal erasure is probably not actually the hill i want 2 die on #really i just want us all 2 contemplate whether the image is 'cupping their penises for comfort like some ppl apparently cup their breasts' #or whether it's more of a 'work circlejerk' situation #many beautiful options available 2 us here imo

[hailthedragonmaster]

i hate when you can feel your organs doing things. like why are you giving me a Sensation here. keep that shit to yourself

#it hails #primarily this applies to when i can feel my heartbeat in my chest or veins but also like. i don't wanna feel my intestines ?? #i don't wanna know what my uterus or whatever is getting up to? #actually that one is good bc it's like a warning. but also maybe don't do that?? also my bones need to stop doing things #once again keep that shit to your SELF !!

[casual-eumetazoa]

I’m having surgery on Monday (it’s elective and I’m very glad to be having it) which means I will spend all of next week and possibly more laying in bed and doing nothing. 

Therefore I am collecting suggestions for TV shows, YT video essays, YT videos in general, and podcasts (fiction and non-fiction). Sci-fi and horror are my go-to genres for everything fiction. For video essays / podcasts: science and literature are my preferred topics but I am willing to watch 10 hours of someone talking about, idk, competitive dog grooming or 17th century Hungarian folklore if the essayist really cares about it. Though I am kind of tired of super political/depressing/heavy topic video essays tbh. Not in fiction! In horror, I go as hardcore as it gets.

So yeah, if anyone has suggestions, please throw them at me. Not taking recommendations for books cause my TBR is 47 positions long :) And it terms of games I’ve been playing nothing but Hollow Knight for the last 2 months and I don’t see that changing any time soon. 

#i reblogged a list of what im watching and reading earlier today #to give an idea of what i usually go for #also im thinking of going back to big finish but i will have to go into such obscure stuff #cause i already got through so much #like all of main range and most of 8th doctor stuff #i miss main range actually #if there are any story boxes with 6 or 8 that came out recently that are good #i might try them out #anyway im getting my uterus yeeted #actually my entire reproductive system tbh #like uterus ovaries cervix etc #had to fight like hell to get this surgery #and im spending most of my savings on it #so im not excited as such but i will be so relieved #my uterus has been doing weird things for the last two years so yeah #i will probably make a post about it mid next week #im hoping to go home the same day and with no complications #after reading probably a novel worth of reddit posts im pretty sure the recovery is not so bad #and im used to pain and being in bed and such #i just hope anesthesia wont fuck up my digestion #or my mood #but weirdly i feel like the surgery might get me out of the depressive slu #*slump #its gonna feel like such a huge weight of my shoulders #one more thing to be positive about

[raystie]

wow my last post was in Feb so despite not really having a following here I still feel obligated to say I'm going through a Bad Time both mentally and physically rn I can't even be bothered to think about or play Yakuza or do anything really. not dead but I sure feel like I'm on the way there rn. won't be here for a while take care everyone

#ray txt #well if you really wanna know the tmi details I'm putting it in the tags because I love overshsring #short version is entered depressive episode couldn't regulate my emotions constant crying and racing thoughts and mood swings #eventually psychosomatic symptoms caused by anxiety gets bad enough I start also having health anxiety and freaking out that I had some #disease or illness and that I was gonna die #if you've ever had your body feel like it's dying because of anxiety it's the typical shit #chest feels tight and like it's being crushed and like I can't breathe #random pains all over sometimes muscles or stabbing pains across torso #random nausea sweating and constant loss of appetite but maybe that was the depression #anyway after multiple crying sessions and nights where I couldn't sleep until like 8am and my parents considering putting me in #psych rehab (idea got scrapped) I go see some specialists #they check my blood piss uterus (irregular cycles I only get it every 2-4 months for years now) #and x-rays and they tell me actually everything looks fine physically! there's nothing wrong anywhere they can see and all my Levels are #perfectly Normal and Average I don't have a disease or illness or deficit #so all those pains and suffering really was just psychologically manifested and my brain made it up #andi know it's true because after that visit the chest pain was a lot less Andi can breathe better now #wait but that's not the end of it! #the gyne thinks I could have PCOS but can't confirm so I get my hormones tested and turns out I have more prolactin than normal #that fool made it sound like I Needed to get a MRI scan to check the gland that produces it in my brain or whatever #i go see an endocrinologist who says oh actually the extra prolactin is most likely just from your psychiatric medications #turns out if you take those it's commonly seen to go up so I didn't have to get scanned #this was optional but he suggested I take cabergoline to lower it and also get my menstruation regular again #and that's what I'm doing now but I feel like I had forgotten what having a period is like after always going for months without it #Oh and then I saw a new psychiatrist. because I had serotonin syndrome before and my body reacts badly to medications I've taken #he suggests a sensitivity blood test which I agreed to IMMEADIATELY because I've spent almost a whole decade taking all sorts of meds and #none of it working out #I haven't gotten the results back but he also said SSRIs are out of the question #although I've tried a bunch of antipsychotics and (prescribed) ADHD medications and they didn't work out #really want this fucking test because taking a med and then getting blasted with side effects makes me feel like a guinea pig being #experimented on

[dreamofbecoming]

so i have 2 windows in my bedroom, and normally they’re both open, but obviously open windows are a terrible idea in new york rn, so all the windows in the house are closed, right? except one of the windows in my room is in a really hard to access position, and on top of that it sticks, and the last time the smoke hit the city i physically injured myself closing/reopening it, and i didn’t really want to spend another 2 weeks healing from a wrenched shoulder, so i’ve boarded it up with the plastic trays i bought to keep plants on my windowsills in, but they aren’t quite the right size so there are two little slivers of screen still exposed bleeding poison into my air, and i’ve got the air purifier running but idk how effective it is when the room isn’t sealed and my head hurts and my chest hurts and i’m just having a bad time yall

#not helping that this coincided exactly with my uterus’ monthly bid for dominance #so i would have had a migraine and cramps anyway #now they’re both worse and there’s extra stuff on top #i’m just Suffering #this is just me whining ignore me #gonna go look at more Jaskier Images to make me feel better #personal #also it’s so hot jesus christ #like it’s not actually THAT hot it’s like 80 #which is terrible #but it’s so stuffy it feels like 95 and i’m dying scoob

[spentgladiator]

Creating a group chat on insta with the title "people who should get tested for chlamydia" and adding every singe guy i slept with this summer and sending one message, in all caps, WHICH ONE OF YOU MOTHERFUCKERS STEALTHED ME and putting my phone on silent

#ive been militant about protection #why is my uterus doing this #i dont actually think one of them stealthed me #i also havent gotten tested yet im just having pain in my uteral area

[sagesilentfire]

I am so tired of people talking about women like they're Special and Magical because they can give birth. Guess what, I can give birth and I'm a normal person lmao. Not even a Special Magical Wombyn.

Like I thought we were done reducing women to being walking sex organs. Can we talk about something other than The Divine Feminine.

#vent post #this post was triggered by a short of a dying whale who happened to be female #and some weirdo in the comments talking about how Special and Magical and Sparkly women are #like seriously. shut up. #yes childbirth is one of the most painful things one can experience. no that does not make the one enduring it Better #i personally am never going to give birth. it's not required of everyone with a uterus and not everyone with a uterus is a women #like yes treat women like people and not sex objects but this is ALSO dehumanizing and antethetical to actual feminism #feminism #queue queue