#and a shit ton of rambling

[brewed-pangolin]

Just imagine,

Soap MacTavish on leave. Departing from the world of responsibility and finding himself nestled deep within the mountains of.....

-

Georgia

I know, I know. It's not what you were expecting. But let me explain.

I was talking with a mutual because I had some hesitation about putting pieces of myself within my character of Soap. I wanted to give him something I hadn't really come across yet, and as a writer, how can you not put part of yourself within them?

I went back and forth on many aspects and ultimately decided on the facet of finding yourself outside of your own home country. Because that's a cornerstone of my own life story.

I am originally from Canada. Born and raised just outside Toronto. The Great White North will always be my home, where my soul belongs. But it's not where I found myself, my true self. Where my heart resides. That, belongs to two different places.

Half of my heart belongs to the Emerald Coast, where I currently reside. And the other is nestled within the mountains of the Appalachia, where I spent nearly twenty years of my summers while I lived in Virginia.

And the latter is what I'm focusing on for 4Runner Soap. Finding himself outside the walls of his own country, which in time will eventually lead him to a chance meeting with the reader. (Which will follow a drabble inspired by the 50 Word Fic Challenge we did)

I know this will not pull to everyone's interest, and I respect that. I wanted to put Soap in Scotland, but I know nothing about the geography of that gorgeous country. And I feel I would be doing it a disservice if I even tried to convey it in my writing since I've never seen it. Never felt it.

To find yourself, you need to know what the environment feels like around you. How it influences your mental health and gives you the peace you so desperately need.

Which is all 4Runner Soap is looking for.

I'm rambling, I know. But I am so excited for this. I don't even care if this series gets no love, I'll be proud of myself no matter what for getting it out into the world.

Much love. And get ready for a weekend full of 4Runner Wingman Soap.

And as always...

Stay Thirsty Soap Sqaud™️

#4Runner Wingman #4Runner Soap #just a little snippet #and a shit ton of rambling #but i love him so much #hope you will too #soap squad™️ #johnny soap mactavish #john soap mactavish #soap mactavish #john mactavish #cod soap fanfic #cod fanfic

[adriancatrin]

katara sees her brother and bff approaching something that can make them happy and says no interruptions

based on this photo from the live action cast

#my art #i learned SO MUCH about digital coloring while working on this. i can’t wait to try to put it to practice from the start and on purpose #instead of stumbling upon leagues of info when i was already 95% done lol #anyways #zukka #idc about tagging rn tbh i’m tired #fuck backgrounds dude #hate that shit #i need to do lighting studies fr tho #i can’t do interesting light i just. don’t have the knowledge #makes me sad cuz lighting really makes or breaks pieces it seems #also lol i started this then stopped for like two hours and just sketched katara a fuck ton #what i landed on here isn’t my favorite but i liked the soft + gently amused emotion she’s showing #ok whatever i’m done rambling #post

[crybaby-bkg]

“Are you ever angry?” You ask quietly, head resting in Bakugou’s lap. His thumb pauses where it strokes your cheeks, the far away gaze in his eyes suddenly snapping into focus as he looks down at you. He looks…different than you remembered, before you both were cast out of the pearly gates.

His hair doesn’t shine as bright as it used to, and it falls a little flatter without the halo pulling it up, soft. His eyes still hold that hardened gaze as a battle angel, but they’re deeper now. More sunken in and hollow, the flickering ichor now a stained crimson. His face is scarred and his hands are rough after the fall but he’s just—different.

“About what?” He asks, his lips pursed in confusion. You reach a hand up, stroking over his bottom lip, smooth a hand through his hair. You can almost feel the throbbing light radiating from him, can almost see how broad and ivory his wings would spread and hold you tight to him.

“It all. Everything. The fall.” You whisper, try not to shrink into yourself with the way Bakugou’s lip curls back in disgust. He pulls away from you and you sit up, resting on your knees, looking at him in such a way that his heart pangs in his chest.

His heart, something he’s never had a reason for when he still had his fists bathed in heavenly fire and no ounce of rebellion hidden under sinless skin. It aches in his chest at the mention of life after being kicked out with the only thing he could hold onto—you.

“Why would I miss my thoughtlessness? My inability to make a decision for myself? Why would I miss being a pawn?” Bakugou is all snarls, all snapping teeth and jowls, but it doesn’t scare you. He’s never scared you, even when his gait was limp from the impact of hard soil, and his hands grew rough, and his back grew jagged from ripped feathers.

“I miss it.” You whisper so carefully into the humid night, hands reaching for his own trembling ones. “I want to be holy again, Katsuki.”

He hisses at you, snatching away like you’ve burned him, like you’ve seized his halo and ripped it into two until it split into horns. Looks at you with such heavenly fire burning in his gaze that you want to shrink beneath him.

“Well—well I don’t. Find someone else who will, cause it sure as hell ain’t me.” You wonder who he’s trying to convince here, with his shaky voice and fluttering eyes and trembling mouth. You stare at him for a long while, lips wobbling at the gravity of it all. Your head hangs low, gathering yourself in your arms, head bowed to him—it’s the only thing you’ve ever known.

“Just hold me for now.” You murmur, eyes low as you settle yourself in his arms, forcing your way into his hold. “Please?” You tack on, unafraid of his bite, his snarl, his growl. Bakugou sits there stiffly for what feels like a century, but you’re used to waiting.

He gathers you in his arms slowly, pulling you into his chest, his body covering yours completely. And if you let yourself relax enough, you can almost feel the warmth of his wings surrounding you again.

#can you tell I watched the first season of good omens today AKSJDKDJD #this is actually my favorite subject matter to write about!! #Ive been writing about it since I was a teen and it’s just so cathartic and relaxing and melancholic in a sense #but I don’t tend to write it for fics bc I usually just write p*rn ajdkdjd #I know this kinda stuff isn’t everybody’s cup of tea but it means a lot to me #at first I was gonna make you guys on either side of each other #but didn’t wanna do the bad boy demon x innocent angel reader thing #and I feel like somebody did the vice versa version too???? I can’t remember but I didn’t wanna unintentionally steal lol #so I just did both fallen angels which I love a shit ton lol #I’m rambling sorry!!! #bakugou treats! 🍬 #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #cw religion #cw religious imagery #tagging just to be safe!

[klonoadoortophantomile]

buncha stuff i forgot 2 post =P

#i hate formatting shit sorry this looks kinda stupid #i dont like posting a bunch of pieces together on here but i keep forgetting to make individual posts once stuff is done and then #by the time i remmeber i feel like itd be weird to post a ton of individual stuff in a row. oh well #also im 4 sure working on requests tomorrow . all of this is from a few days ago actually #that last one is from february oh my god uh its a redraw of a thing from a year ago lol #okay enough rambling actual tags time #scribbles #bfdi #bfb #tpot #osc #bfdi bell #bfdi robot flower #bfdi firey #bfdi pin #bfdi pencil #bfdi ruby #bfdi bubble #bfdi match #so many tags good lird

[didiersdragon]

kai did not learn how to do makeup from nya, NYA LEARNED HOW TO DO MAKEUP FROM KAI

her liner is always sharp but it always takes her a couple of tries but kai does it without a mirror, liquid liner, one hand, no prayers, while yelling at jay, holding a depressed lloyd in his other arm, one swipe and bam. people are dead. volcanoes erupt. the fsm comes back to life. wu spills his tea. lloyd gets therapy. there are many with power greater than man may ever bear witness to but even their knees will feel a chill that freezes their very souls at the twin blades that sharpens this one man's eyes. eyes that kill and perhaps even he doesn't realise it. kai jiang-smith, master of fire but also master of eyeliner. nya never fails to be grateful for everything her brother has ever done for her, but especially for teaching her how to always. always. have bomb eyeliner.

#where did this come from #my anger at liquid eyeliners #fuck kai #/j #but cole would #thank you for coming to my ted talk #kai smith #ninjago #lego ninjago #kai jiang #nya smith #nya jiang #jinx the dragon rambles #would like to add im on a shit ton of medication right now #fuck sinuses #death to lozenges #have a wonderful day

[sapphiretanto]

Okay, as much as I love the positive Rise x 2012 crossover comics/drawings and fanfics where Rise helps 2012 with their problems, there is no way the boys would start crying or talking about their physical and mental scars upon the first meeting. They wouldn’t be open for hugs (maybe Mikey, but that’s the only one I can see). 2012 went through the ringer and no amount of Dr. Feelings/Dr. Delicate Touch is gonna help that. Here’s what Rise would have to help 2012 work through both individually and altogether:

**Please look at the “Altogether” section before notifying me if I forgot one; Otherwise, I may have genuinely forgot… this was all from what I can remember

**This is NOT bashing the fics, art, Rottmnt.

Leonardo

Possessed/Controlled (Parasitica, Buried Secrets, China Town Ghost Story)

Burdened with being the leader/eldest/Sensei

Right knee is fucked

Dislocated shoulder and arms (both causes of his arms being Super Shredder)

Weakened heart from when he died in space and was resuscitated

Has fallen off multiple high points (elevator shafts, rooftops, fire escapes)

Hands are most likely damaged from holding onto the chains that were wrapped around Kraang prime

Was in a 3-month coma

Throat was ruined

Was bitten by Armaggon

Hit by a blast meant to take out Hiidrala (The Cosmic Ocean)

Deal with having slain Shredder

Captured

Was thrown through a second story window

Cracked shell

Training/Battle injuries: hits on the head, kicks to the plastron or carapace, thrown into buildings or debris, pressure pointed

Under way too much pressure

Almost cut up by swords (Fourfold Trap)

Struggles with perfectionism; he’ll often feel at fault or like he failed for things out of his control (i.e. when Karai fell into the mutagen)

Frustrated as he doesn’t always get a lot of respect (particularly in the earlier seasons)

Took some bad advice from Splinter to heart— most of the time it added to the burden he carried as the leader

Betrayed by Karai

Raphael

Possessed/Controlled (Parasitica, brain worm, vampire, Chinatown Ghost Story)

Has watched those he cared about fallen from high places (Spike/Slash, Splinter, Zog, Leo)

Had to deal with his phobia (Cockroach Terminator, Insecta Trifecta)

Switched bodies

Lightning bolt plastron crack

Captured (and tortured - Clash of the Mutanimals, Within the Woods)

Betrayed by his girlfriend

Electrocuted

Nearly cooked to death (Fourfold Trap)

Swallowed squirrelanoids

Lost Spike to mutation

Nearly had to give away Chompy

Fell from various high heights (ravines)

Anger issues

Felt unfavored compared to Leo

Training/Battle injuries: hits on the head, kicks to the plastron or carapace, thrown into buildings or debris, pressure pointed

Watched Splinter be thrown into a sewer drain and nearly drown

Watched Spike/Slash, Zog, and Splinter fall off/be thrown off the rooftops

Donatello

Possessed/controlled (Parasitica, Buried Secrets, a car)

Electrocuted

Captured

Nearly cut up by Vizioso’s goons

Watched Splinter be thrown into a sewer drain and nearly drown

Lost metalhead

Under too much pressure

Burdened by being the only tech/science guy

Struggles sometimes with the fact that he’s a mutant

Struggles with his weapon— not handling, but that it is very simplistic compared to some of the more high tech things they deal with

Has his experiments ruined or messed with

Became mindless

Training/Battle injuries: hits on the head, kicks to the plastron or carapace, thrown into buildings or debris, pressure pointed

Has to change his jargon so his family can understand what he’s saying

Michelangelo

Captured

Tortured by Triceratons

Frustrated as he’s not always taken seriously

Mind invaded by neutrinos

Possessed/Contolled (Chinatown Ghost Story, Buried Secrets)

Struggles sometimes with accepting that he’s a mutant (earlier seasons— wanted various human friends besides April and Casey)

Swallowed by Mega Shredder

Burned his ass on a geyser (Eyes of the Chimera)

Betrayed by Bradford

Watched Splinter be thrown into a sewer drain and nearly drown

Training/Battle injuries: hits on the head (is hit a lot more than the others on the head in combat), kicks to the plastron or carapace, thrown into buildings or debris, pressure pointed

Was alone in Dimension X for an unknown amount of time

Nearly drowned (Invasion of the Squirrelanoids)

Knowingly/unknowingly and sometimes unwillingly made the bait or drew the short straw

Separated from Leatherhead

Altogether

Saw Master Splinter die (twice)

Watched their dad fall into the abyss (The Super Shredder/Darkest Plight)

Saw their world be destroyed

Survived multiple invasions (Kraang, Triceratons, Kavaxas, Dregg)

Saw their sister fall into mutagen

Fought various horrifying/disgusting mutants (Mom Thing, Squirrelanoids, The Creep, Parasitica, Dregg’s bugs, mutated cockroach, Snakeweed, Muckman, Rat King, mutated fungi, Don Vizioso, April clones/April Derp etc)

Witnessed each other’s deaths: Raph drained of mutagen in Within the Woods; Donnie - reduced to molecules in The Power Inside Her; Leo - died in space in Earth’s Last Stand; Mikey - vaporized by K’Vathrak/The Newtralizer in When Worlds Collide

Witnessed various other deaths: Bradford/Rahzar/Dog Pound, Tang Shen, Hattori Tatsu

Have had their minds taken over

Poisoned by Karai

Electrocuted

Nearly froze to death (Moons of Thalos 3)

Inhaled hallucinogenic toxins

Survived various explosions

Survivor’s guilt

Have been fighting in multiple rigged or burning buildings

Almost burned up entering the atmosphere (Battle for New York)

Had a “nightmare”— courtesy of Jei—where they were the last ones standing after their brothers had been killed

Witnessed the undead (Shredder, Rahzar, various spirits)

Possessed/controlled by Jei; dream beavers

Dimensional and Time travel

Had to fight each other or their friends unwillingly

Went no contact with April after having a hand in accidentally mutating her dad

Severe injuries from various opponents (Slash, Tiger Claw, Newtralizer, Super Shredder, footbots/chrome domes)

#tmnt #tmnt 2012 #tmnt 2012 leo #tmnt 2012 raph #tmnt 2012 mikey #tmnt 2012 donnie #rottmnt #mari rambles #not bashing just an observation #I’m sure the comics and fics are in jest #but some of them that are more serious… yeah 2012 has tons of shit #and I swear if someone asks or says the word ‘abuse’ I will block your ass

[hiroshotreplica]

bio lab post is funny and all but it did actually help me figure out if im bi or not because i couldnt stop thinking about it so. Oops

#rambling #Hopefully it stops breaching containment #It died off a ton today thankfully but holyyyy shit ibhad to mute it

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Was thinking about your au and realized that whichever neighbour wakes up last is in for a very awkward reunion

Imagine waking up to your entire neighbourhood being in an apocalyptic scenario, and you’re the last to find out about it-

technically the last neighbor is Sally BUT Julie is the last "normal-sleeping" neighbor to wake and yeah! she sure has a hell of a time! i mean tbh it's kinda her And Barnaby? they wake up within a week of each other (the neighbors wake via Pacific Rim kaiju rules) so their breakdowns overlap <3

#julie wakes up just in time for the situation to Start Deteriorating At A Rapid Pace #like 'welcome back julie! frank is very close to dying the neighborhood is quite literally beginning to crumble' #'tensions are very high and everyone is starting to lose it <3 also your memories and siblings and life and world was a lie <3 good luck!' #she and barnaby have it the worst smh #well. kinda the worst #cause sally wakes up to an (arguably) Even Worse Scenario and also tons of guilt etc etc #sally: oh so its my fault my friends are injured and/or dying/dead. cool. im going to cope with this so gracefully (lie) #(side note: the death(s) are Not her fault. they were going to happen no matter what) #(well. i say no matter what. they'd have been prevented if the lights had been turned back on but we all know that wasnt really an option) #rambles from the bog #wh lights out au #and julie does not really get time to adjust... #shit is already going down #but only a week or so after she wakes up Shit. Goes. Down. #the transition into act two occurs and thats a whooooole enchilada in of itself #and trust me a week is Not enough to adjust! #especially when frank passes out halfway through and then never wakes back up smhhhhh #julie: at least i have frank! right frank? frank? frank- #julie: .... #julie: at least i have eddie! and wally! #julie: wh- whats that? mhm. mhm. oh. really? oh... #julie: at least i have eddie!

[monn-i]

i guess what im trying to say is

i love you .

@201-klz-dead

#happy birthday <3 #if ive been not very active online recently it’s probably because ive been spending a shit ton of time working on this sorry #anywayz im gonna go take a nap now i slept super late and woke up super early to finish this #i WILL be writing a whole ass essay in ur askbox later btw #i loveb yuu <33 #hope it wasnt too sappy and gross.. i tried very hard to make it not sappy but um i eventually gave up on that haha #anywyas.. i lowv u i loev u i love u… <- i have a lot more to say on this and you will be forced to hear my insane rambles on it as soon as #i wake up from my nap :3 #happy birthday i am so so so happy that i got to knwo yu… #my art #furry art #gay furry #digital drawing #digital art

[fagdykegtws]

any cover of allies or enemies live with double electric guitar you're so special to me. the one specific version of rockslide live from river city studios I'm kissing you on the forehead. that one sleeping giants cover live from river city studios i love you. that one scars recording there are no words for the affection I feel for you. tongues and teeth with the long "oohohohhh" intro with banjo and double acoustic guitar you make me feel emotions beyond understanding. that one specific tongues and teeth recording with kate screaming down the microphone I love you so dearly. kissing all of them on the forehead, goodnight the crane wives concert videos and whatever river city studios does because they are singlehandedly doing an incredible service to me

#chewby rambles #the crane wives #can you tell I just binged a shit ton of concert and live videos.

[anxious-witch]

So uh. Are y'all sick of me yet? If I were to rearange photos and make another analysis on that....would anyone be curious about that or should I just shut up and wait for more actual content? 😂

#rio rambles #joker out #totally chill if I should shut up god knows I made shit ton of posts and comments in the past few days

[wereh0gz]

Ok I know this is just a kinda popular fan theory (and I may or may not have talked about this before idk my memory is bad)

But I firmly believe Metal Sonic is a robotiziced Sonic from a future where Eggman won.

And that's where his obsession with being the one true Sonic comes from. Because he is, or at least was, Sonic, just corrupted and turned into a weapon, stripped of his previous memories and reprogrammed to serve Eggman.

Deep down Metal knows he's really Sonic, but without his memories he fails to realize that his worst enemy is also Sonic, instead seeing him as nothing but his loathsome copy. Sonic sees Metal in a similar way, just a cheap copy of the original.

Neither of them know that they're really one and the same.

#ramblings #sonic headcanon #the fic potential for this headcanon is immense #there's probably a lot of fics out there that tackle this idea but i don't read fics that often #not without putting a fuck ton of filters to avoid seeing gross shit #and then giving up when i still see gross shit even with a bajillion filters on #um anyways

[frankthesnek]

Okay, random Stony thought.

During the post CW breakup, Tony wants to talk to Steve but can't bring himself to. So he ends up with a bunch of text messages and audio messages drafted/saved on the phone Steve gave him because it feels like talking to him... but he never sends any of them.

#ugh #because tony loves to talk its how he copes and thinks #and the one person he wants to ramble to the most is gone #like literally anything and everything he wants to say to him #and tons of stuff tony would never actually be able to say to steve in person #like its a mix of pouring out his heart and just random shit that is meaningless #because hes secretly and emotional coward and knows he will actually send them #stony #stevetony #steve rogers #tony stark #random thoughts #new hc #fuck why the sadness

[imagionary]

Outside expansion work

#And not too long later Alton released his plan to Spruce that he was gonna blow that whole safety hazard up with a shit ton of tnt #and that everyone had 4 hours to get out of the area before he detonated it #the place was a mess and bulldozer was not giving enough time for the worker and skelecogs to build this place correctly #even Steel thought the place needed to be leveled there were so many problems with it #None of the sentient employees out there had been sleeping more than an hour a night for four months #and have also been drunk nearly the entire time too depending on who it was ((working conditions sucked out there yikes!)) #so bye bye conglomerate expansion sight there is nothing but a huge crater there now #toontown corporate clash #ttcc #toontown: corporate clash #imagionary rambles #ttcc au #chip revvington #chainsaw consultant #william boar #derrickman #bulldozer #toontown oc #ttcc oc #alcohol

[rockybloo]

I'm working on retagging asks so when people click on a character's name, they see just my content of the character and not a dozen responses to an ask about them and...it's very wild to look at my Tumblr archive and see how drastic of a change the amount of asks I received after I created Glitter and Guilt is.

Like-before I made the story, I was lucky to get 3 asks in a month but afterwards there is a literal flood. Like rows upon rows upon rows of asks in just one month. Which is nice on the interaction and the "oh hey people are perceiving my characters" sense!

...but...

when it comes to me going through each month individually to retag stuff...

o h b o y

#THE PRICE OF LIKING TO BE ORGANIZED IS THAT I DO THIS STUPID SHIT WHEN I REALLY DON'T GOTTA #BUT I LIKE TO LOOK THROUGH MY OWN BLOG SO I CAN GAZE AT MY CHARACTERS AND IMAGINE SCENERIOS WITH THEM WHEN I CANNOT DRAW #SO I MUST DO THIS #also I just...know that this will make a ton of people's lives easier when they click an OC tag so they can actually see the OC and lore #rocky rambles

[waterbottle2006]

do you have any ships your partial to in terms of spm/smb? Ik the fandoms have quite the few of them so i wanna know YOUR opinon :D

OH EM GEE!! YOYRE THE ANON!!! appreciate you sm...

ANYWAYS in terms of ships i dont mind much of them. dimigi, dimimi (tbh i got a lot of dim bias) but also the underdogs mr. L x o chunks and like thats the only underdog i know

im open to plentiful of spm ships and if anyone has an interesting one, shoot it at me!

there is a lot of dimigi (and team bleck polycule) from me though as thats what ive been ADORING for the most part (you can blame lizadale for that)

but from me you'll see mareach, dimigi, luaisy, luisley, genario, probably occasionally bowsario, and a secret seventh one (only the bravest of men can encounter such a secret)

BUT TY FOR THE ASKS

#weegie rambles #tbh i have a shit ton of mario ships in my head because mario deserves love #but on the topic of ships #im a huge shipper and i will take any ship that seems interesting and i can write #but like - its goofy around these parts