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2022 draws to a close... it is time now... the questions...

1: What did you do in 2022 that you’d never done before?

WENT TO THE OCEAN!!! BABEY WE FINALLY MADE IT!

Also wrote a TV pilot script which has altered the course of my future in ways that are yet to be determined....

I did some other things, of course, but nothing as big as those. Like, I went to the renaissance faire, and tried hot pot, poisoned myself with mold. Just a tastes of some firsts.

2: Did you keep your new year’s resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

I made... so many. It was too much.

Read 10 books--- Yeah, I technically have started and failed to complete many books. This does include Dracula -_- I’m so bad at finishing things. I’m trying to finish one before New Years.

Go to an event I wouldn’t normally attend--- I mean, I did go to the ren faire... so I want to count this.

Run a mile in less than 12 minutes outdoors--- I didn’t try lmao once it was warm enough to run outdoors I had completely forgotten.

Apply for at least 4 jobs a week----

I was trying to film a second a day too and that ended in... February.

Yeah, anyways, I don’t know. I got to be more reasonable.

3: Did anyone close to you give birth?

Nay! Least you count all the girlies at work.

4: Did anyone close to you die?

Nay!

5: What countries did you visit?

I’m still working on that ok?

6: What would you like to have in 2023 that you lacked in 2022?

Watch as KT chooses “career” for the fourth year in a row... Honestly, no. I’m going to say a feeling of community. That’s what I really want.

7: What dates from 2022 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

I will probably forget everything. I still remember the queen died on the 8th of September. I don’t know why I remember that but I doubt it will last.

8: What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Writing the script. I mean, it has changed a bit, and will continue to, but it was a big step in this journey I’m on. And as you know, I rarely finish things I start, so this was a big deal. Even if it never sees the light of day.

I read it to my family at Christmas and my oldest bro-in-law told me to keep making it because he likes it.... HUGE compliment coming from him.

I have also written the outlines for several other episodes for this not-real TV show of mine. I think I’m up to 5 outlines, in addition to the script. So, yeah. Even if it never gets to TV I might make it into a webcomic. Like, I'll make a pact that if I haven't gotten it made by the time I'm 30, I'll start making it into a webcomic instead.

Plus, I’ve been working a lot on my portfolio. I need to finish that up in January and then I’ll be applying for grad school! Scary but exciting.

9: What was your biggest failure?

My biggest failure of the year was probably whenever I applied and interviewed for that broadcasting job. I was really bummed that I didn’t get the job because of the following reasons:

1) It was “the perfect” job for me, I was perfectly qualified and it was in the perfect place, as close as I could get to my “dream job” without leaving the state.

2) There was three (3!) openings. The odds should have been in my favor

3) I knew someone who was already working there. Just embarrassing to me like, ok, so he knows I didn’t get the position. We went to school together our resumes were VERY similar ya know? How did I not get it?

But my biggest failure did lead me to self-reflect. The job search the last few years has been so hard. Getting this rejection was a very big “I can’t do this anymore” moment, so I was thinking, what has brought me satisfaction in all this? The answer was the TV show I write in my notes app.

And because I believe in that enough, I guess I’m going to go do that now instead. Either way, it’s been really fucking nice since then to have just completely given up on the job search. Just so nice.

10: Did you suffer illness or injury?

Yes, first I was sick... idk some time in Spring. Then I drank mold and became poisoned that way, so that was fun. And this last week I’ve had a stomach bug so wooo! I look forward to being well again.

11: What was the best thing you bought?

I bought the new tablet. It is really nice. But it would really only be useable thanks to Will, letting me borrow his computer all the time these days.

12: Whose behavior merited celebration?

I respect all my friends for their behavior and growth or dealing with challenges. It was tough ages 18-24 dealing with losing friends, but now the people I choose to surround myself never worry me, or shock me, or even come close to disgusting me. That’s not something I could have said when I was younger (sadly). But now all my friends are super solid and I am proud to know them.

13: Whose behavior made you appalled?

I don’t know... sometimes my coworkers do stuff but I wouldn’t call it outright appalling? At worst it’s petty drama or bootlicking. But I’m very good at leaving things at work so I don’t care.

14: Where did most of your money go?

They keep increasing the gd rent grrrrr

15: What did you get really, really, really excited about?

The ocean and the beach and the accompanying aura was really cool. I was so excited in general for summer and warm weather, which I think I’m just thinking about because I want it really bad right now.

Chainsaw Man anime! It’s been great showing it to Will, now he knows who tf I’m talking about.

16: What song will always remind you of 2022?

I really don’t listen to pop songs anymore but on our drive to the east coast we discovered Brick + Motar which has become a staple in our home, so pretty much all their songs.

17: Compared to this time last year, are you: (a) happier or sadder? (b) thinner or fatter? Richer or poorer?

I’m probably in all ways about the same. This is what I talk about when I say all the last few years have been a blur because things really don’t get better or worse they just stay the same.

18: What do you wish you’d done more of?

Focusing on finishing things I started. Running theme here, I know, lmao

19: What do you wish you’d done less of?

Play stupid little games on my phone. I seriously get addicted to these things.

20: How did you spend Christmas?

Went home. It was really brief this year. I'll make sure my visit next year is an extended stay.

21: Did you fall in love in 2022?

Never stopped.

22: What was your favorite TV program?

Some things I enjoyed this year: Severance, What We Do in the Shadows, Arcane, Chainsaw Man, Spy x Family, Jojo Part 6, Bee and Puppycat: Lazy in Space, Fringe, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood, Gravity Falls, and many docs.

23: Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?

Nah.

24: What was the best book you read?

I have been and should be finished reading “The Song of Achilles” soon. I enjoy it because before I played Hades, and as a former greek mythology kid, I hadn’t heard of Patroclus, and I enjoy learning more about him..

25: What was your greatest musical discovery?

I did a lot of musical discovery this year. Like, more than usual, probably not a lot compared to most people. First off, I discovered Of Montreal (not from Montreal sus) TV on the Radio, and of course my Spotify top song of the year: “Heart It Races” by Architecture in Helsinki (I have yet to listen to a single other song of theirs because I just know nothing can top this).

Will discovered Brick + Mortar, and Fish in a Birdcage, which I have coveted.

I have also enjoyed That Handsome Devil and Spoon. Although there is more diving to do with them.

26: What did you want and get?

New drawing tablet.

27: What did you want and not get?

New laptop. My tastes are just too expensive and so I ended up using the money for other things.

28: What was your favorite film of this year?

EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE!

29: What one thing that made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

Writing things for myself and then reading them off to Will. Oh, yeah, my TV show has a fan! Just greenlight me baby!

30: How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2022?

Visions from higher powers. But mostly I don’t wear pants at home. I’m not wearing pants as I write this.

31: What kept you sane?

Socializing. Going outside. Going for walks. Music. My notes app.

32: Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

I don’t care about celebrities but I do care about Aki Hayakawa.

33: What political issue stirred you the most?

I lost rights this year so..... oof.

34: Who did you miss?

My kitty cat.

35: Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2022.

I learned not to compromise on quality of life? Life is filled with dreams. You gotta follow the string of satisfaction.

It’s easy to get caught up in a stream of “well I have to do this, and then that, and then I’ll be happy.” Which is pretty much how I have lived my life up to this point. I went to college because I thought it was a step to happiness. I wasn’t happy while doing it. I should have done something else, I think. It was unhappy times.

Like, I don’t really like my job, it’s not what I want to do for the rest of my life, or even a year more, but it’s something I can do now, while pursuing other things that DO satisfy me... and THAT’S the satisfaction I have in my life. Before, it was just a step while I waited for something better. But I realize that’s not a good way to live life.

36: Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

#lifeblogging #Tl;dr of this is that I wrote a script and didn't read any books lmaooo #year in review

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lavanda-celeste · 1 month

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hi ya buncha freaks how's hell going

sorry sorry ill stop being rude to yall now I was just in a really bad place mentally when I made all previous visible posts

I see that a lot of you sticked around even after my account fell apart, thanks for that (even if some people probably jus forgot they were following me lmao) so uhh I'll keep you updated from time to time

(info under cut)

again, as I said before, I'd rather wait until the uh, "founder" (aka foot glove with a clip on it lmao) hits 18 and maybe makes an announcement about allowing nsfw (probably not tho) but don't worry in case theres no announcement or she just says no I'm planning to make ocs based on Wh1tty and Upd1k3 that like, aren't straight rip offs but still have the same vibe if U know what I mean

another thing is that I've definitely decided that if I start drawing again I'll just post to Aryion and no where else, sorry tumblr-only folks, but I've been advised to gatekeep my stuff a little more so dumb kiddos don't come snooping around, and also back when I got into trouble some people reacted to screenshots of my art like I committed murder and gave birth to the antichrist or something (which btw were screenshots of the Endo version of the Wh1tty X Cotoni comic, which is pretty much one of the tamest things you can find on this whole community??? idk man, frickin kinkshamers)

so like, if I stay confined to aryion, not only the site is explicitly said to be 18+ when you enter, but also like, if someone enters there and gets disgusted, it's not my issue man like aryion is literally the v*re website why would you enter it if you don't like it LMAOO (sadly I checked and Aryion art does show up on Google images and there's no way to get your art outta there, oh well, at least it seems safesearch blurs most of it)

Last thing for now I hope is that uh, if you see that my opinions seem to swing or not stay consistent, that's Cuz uhhhh I don't own the brain I'm in LMAO, look I don't wanna falsely claim we've got one of those rare Dissociative Identity disorder stuffs but we definitely got something going on alright

so um using a term from that area because I lack better terms, I'm not the "host" but at least I'm in good terms w them (again), now the issue is their right hand supervisor lady fucking hates my guts man. she won't let me cook in peace fr fr, she even made on us that nasty bloody "tattoo" mentioned in the comments of one of my previous posts, rn I'm writing this very late at night since she doesn't seem to be very aware at these hours lol. it's jus that back in around december-january she fucking beat the shitttt outta me for getting us all into trouble, rn tho things more or less chill but again I'm not really allowed to do much still, jus waiting to see when it's appropriate for me to return to cooking the good shite

oh I might have to change my artstyle to avoid (or at least lessen the probability of) any potential connection to the "host"'s account, yea it's gonna suck having to develop a new one

so yea see ya uhh later in the year in a few months probably, remember to stay sane and do not lower ur standards when consuming v*re content (haha consume lmao)

#non-art

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mythicaldemigoddess-of-deltarune · 3 months

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It's Been A Stressful Day But Hopefully It Will Be Better...And For Next Year

I know that one of the problems that I was having some days ago, was when I was on Tumblr, which it might of been around January I think when it started and well it's February now, and yeah apparently there was still a problem, cause my original password wasn't working despite the fact I tried to log on to fix well the last post that I had made around...let me check...

okay it was around January 24, 2024...

and during that time when trying to write that post that has to do with a type of fan theory the connection kept going on and off on me, which was only making me feel not too happy...

sure we figured out why it was happening and it was technically fixed.

but when I did log off after finally writing what I wanted to write down, I notice I forgot to put the word "just" when trying to explain the whole not just myself type of talk...and when I wanted to fix it and log back on, I was having trouble doing so because the connection kept going on and off on me....it pretty much stink.

and one of the reasons I hadn't tried to fix it until now, to ya know fix the post from January 24, 2024 to which I'm glad I was able to fix and there were other parts I needed to edit as well...

I think before I take some much needed Rest and Relax after today's events, even if one of the good things is that I was finally able to get on here...but I'm planing to log off for a few minutes or seconds and then log back in to see if everything is truly 100% okay, if so help me if it doesn't work, I might have to do it all over again...

even though today has been a bit stressful and a bit of a bad day...

the good day part was finally being able to post what I wanted to post and even talk about some fan theories.

I hope I can post something up for Valentine's Day in a few days, but I don't want to make any promises just saying that I hope to draw something for Valentine's Day and post it up on here on the same day.

after I log off for a few minutes or seconds and log back in, I will make another post on here, and then I will be going to bed...

because my having trouble sleeping before and then deciding to try to log on to tumblr only to find out my original password wasn't working, it makes me believe what was happening around January, might of messed up my original password...maybe the next time that happens, I will try not to log off or log on when the connection is acting up and hopefully it doesn't do something like that again...

anyway wish me luck in checking seeing everything is okay now.

also I do hope next year will be 100% better, even if this year has it's good side but it also had it's bad side too...like what was going on around January 24th, and I really hope that doesn't happen again.

#do not reblog without permission #stressful day #bad day #good day #talking about feelings #my thoughts #february 2024

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intrepidacious · 1 year

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I posted 1,534 times in 2022

That's 1,357 more posts than 2021!

376 posts created (25%)

1,158 posts reblogged (75%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@traitorjoelite

@sweetascanbee

@foreverindreamlandd

@marvelettesassemblenow

@intrepidacious

I tagged 1,534 of my posts in 2022

#nika reads - 585 posts

#bucky barnes x reader - 381 posts

#nika replies - 371 posts

#inbox - 297 posts

#tiff 🌤 - 116 posts

#time after time - 116 posts

#ren 🐝 - 99 posts

#steve rogers x reader - 96 posts

#bookmarked - 84 posts

#sleepover time - 74 posts

Longest Tag: 129 characters

#please reblog if you liked this whatsoever :') i'm queuing my replies so i don't clog your dashes but like. i worked hard on this

My Top Posts in 2022:

time after time - masterlist

summary: After what starts out as a fairly normal mission, you find yourself stuck in a time loop. Which would already be bad enough in itself if it didn’t also mean having to watch Bucky die over and over again.

pairing: bucky barnes x time witch!reader

series word count: 47.7k+

warnings: f!reader; more or less canon compliant; time loops, canon typical violence, repeated major character death (in a russian doll/supernatural's mystery spot sort of way); slow burn, mutual annoyance to reluctant friends to lovers; negative self-talk; just a lot of angst (but with an eventual happy ending i promise!!)

this series is set after the events of the falcon and the winter soldier and will include spoilers for marvel projects up to and including multiverse of madness

a/n: welcome to the fic i've been thinking about for almost a year!! i am beyond excited and terrified to finally start sharing this. if you want to get notified whenever i post a new chapter, you can follow @intrepidacious-fics and turn on notifications or follow along on my ao3 💚

please mind that my blog is 18+ only, minors and ageless accounts will be blocked

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set me free

summary: Once upon a time, a soldier fell from a train. Thankfully, this time, he is found by gentle hands, and a beautiful voice keeps him safe from the cold.

pairing: bucky barnes x nymph!reader

word count: 6.4k

warnings: bucky dealing with the loss of his arm; a pinch of angst for flavour; reader is perceived as female by men in the forties, but what does that really tell us?

a/n: hi. i really like this one. it combines two of my favourite things, fairy tales and 40s!bucky 😌 title is from the song her voice from the little mermaid musical <3

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358 notes - Posted May 18, 2022

moving on

summary: He gets caught up in the lines and the streak of sunshine on your skin, until you catch him staring and raise a questioning eyebrow, so he looks away, reluctantly, unable to hide the small grin that appears on his face.

pairing: steve rogers x reader

word count: 6k

warnings: friends to lovers fluff, a pinch of angst for spice, heavily leaning into the fact that steve can draw and yes that’s a warning, canon compliant apart from. ya know. the moon stuff

a/n: i've been coping with the passing of stephen sondheim last november by listening to sunday in the park with george nonstop ever since. writing this was basically a love letter to that show and maybe the most cathartic thing i’ve ever done.

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396 notes - Posted January 11, 2022

Build a blurb hehehe! 🩹 tending to each other's wounds, 🚪 showing up at the other's door, begging for comfort, 🍯 friends to lovers, 🔥 slow burn - Enjoy >:3

heal me, baby

summary: Your friendship starts with you cleaning up his wounds and Bucky paying to get the blood stains out of your couch. Something else starts, too.

pairing: bucky barnes x nurse!reader

word count: 2.6k

warnings: canon typical violence, some fluff, s.h.i.e.l.d. still exists AU, protective bucky strikes again

a/n: lisha heard me request prompts to write something short and decided to go with slow burn. thanks for that, love. happy easter and joyous pesach to those of you who celebrate, i hope you're all well <3

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466 notes - Posted April 17, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

not even a little

summary: The problem of living with Bucky is that he makes it impossible not to fall in love with him. Even though you could list several hundred reasons why it’s a bad idea. And you have.

pairing: roommate!bucky barnes x reader

word count: 5.7k

warnings: pining idiots in love, slightly questionable roomie behaviour, simultaneously the softest and cockiest bucky i've written so far, blink and you miss it throwing shade at iron fist

a/n: this is my very late submission for kathie's (@pellucid-constellations) love letters writing challenge <3 thank you for this lovely idea, writing this was a challenge indeed but that is, as they say, a me problem. also huge shoutout to @barnesafterglow and @sweetascanbee, this really and truly would still not be done without you. love you both 💛

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852 notes - Posted April 7, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

#nika rambles #THIS IS SO LATE BUT IT WOULDN'T LOAD FOR DAYS #not a whole lot of surprises there but yay tat made it to the top five <3 #and moving on as second runner-up aaahh!!#love y'all

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monstersandmaw · 3 years

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Evening to ya, Ghosti✌️😆

Sorry if the wording sounds silly, but I wanted to ask if you know any rituals I could do for the New Years. 🤣 Christmas hasn't been exactly an easy time for me for various reasons and I tend to get the holiday blues pretty bad, and for a long old while New Years has felt very similar. I'm doing my best to feel hopeful and to have some faith for the new year, but it's turning out to be trickier than I anticipated. So I wanted to ask for suggestions as to do anything that could help feeling more hopeful, I dunno. :3

Though feel free to ignore this if you don't have the energy for it. I hope you had delightful holiday however you celebrated!!! 😊💖💖💖💖

Hey anon! (it’s now afternoon here in the UK, and it was morning when I started this! I got a bit carried away). I don’t know that I’m necessarily the right person to ask about this, but here are some ideas of things I’ve found helpful/centring/calming anyway which you could draw from. Other folks, please feel free to chime in with your favourite ways to put the old year to bed and welcome in the new one!

(first of all, I’m sending you lots of virtual ghostli hugs to help drive away those holiday blues. That sucks, and I’m so sorry it’s been so tough for you.)

Here’s a rundown of what’s below, and I’ll put in a ‘keep reading’ so that it’s not an incredibly long post! Some of it is more on the ‘spiritutal’ side of things, and others are just mundane and practical things.

Congratulate yourself on making it through the clusterfuck that was 2020

Make some tea and meditate on what’s been and what you wish for

Go outside, be still, and breathe deeply

Let go of negative events and thoughts by writing them down, then safely burning the paper

Disconnect from social media for a few days (or however long you’re comfortable with)

Start a bullet journal

Write lists of goals for 2021 and then refine/distill them down to 3 manageable objectives

Commit 100% to 6 months of positive change

Pick three dates/months in the year when good things will happen, and make them happen (including growing veg/fruit)

Light a candle on the full moon or New Year

Ok, so, first of all, you’ve made it through this year!! That’s no small accomplishment, given the sheer volume of absolute shite that has been flung at us from all angles, no matter where in the world you live. Celebrate that. Seriously, I’m not being flippant. Take a moment of stillness wherever you are, be ‘present’, and just think about the fact that you’re here, right now, reading this post. Not everyone is here any more for one reason or another, but you did it. Congratulate yourself and celebrate that. Treat yourself to a slice of cake (or something you really enjoy) specifically to celebrate making it through 2020.

Make a cup of tea (try a new blend or recipe perhaps, or stick with your absolute favourite), or make a comforting drink of your choice. As you pour the water into the cup, breathe in the steam and enjoy the scent of it. Try and imbue all the positive things - memories, achievements, moments etc. - that you encountered this year into the tea/drink, and think about them growing in strength as the tea steeps, and envisage them continuing on to next year too. When you drink the tea, you take the positive thoughts into yourself and they become a part of you. You could try it in the morning with a caffeinated drink (if you enjoy those) and let it fuel you for the day, or you could try a herbal tea at night to let the good vibes steep overnight while you rest. Make it part of your daily routine; a private meditation.

Go outside and find a quiet spot somewhere and either stand or sit and just soak up the atmosphere. If there’s a tree nearby, think about the way its roots are planted in the earth, its trunk stands tall, and its branches reach towards the sky. Feel that space inside you. Breathe deeply in and out, visualising your lungs filling to the deepest parts, starting at the bottom. Count to four for each inhale, and six out (or whatever you’re comfortable with, so long as the exhale is longer than the inhale). This will help to still you and calm you.

If you have something fireproof (can just be a ceramic bowl), take a piece of paper and make a moment to write down all the negative things about this year, using a pen that you’re comfortable with. If you’re not one for words, draw pictures. You can make it really beautiful or just scribble it all down - it doesn’t matter. Get that shit out. Look at it for a while and read it through, mentally letting go of each thing as your eyes pass over it, then light one corner (carefully!!!) and let it burn somewhere with good ventilation (a cooker hood is good for that, but outside is better). Visualise all that negativity being swallowed by the universe and let it go. My favourite line from the Seamus Heaney translation of Beowulf comes at Beowulf’s funeral when a Geat woman is singing her grief at his passing to the sky, and there’s the simple sentence: “Heaven swallowed the smoke.” How beautiful is that? The sky swallowed up her grief as she poured it out to the universe. The negativity might take some time to vanish from your life (it’s not going to disappear at the same time as the paper, sadly!), but watching it go can be the first stage of letting things go. I did this last year, and I’m only just letting go of the last things on that list, but it was a start, and it made me feel more at peace.

Disconnect from social media. I know that with so much more happening online this year out of necessity, we’ve become even more dependant on our phones and computers, and it’s wonderful that we have this chance to connect with people when we can’t see them face to face, but social media can also act as a crucible for negative feelings. People usually post the best or the worst aspects of what’s going on for them or what they care about, so it leads to a skewed view of both the world and of what’s going on amongst our connections. It’s easy to start feeling insignificant next to someone else because of their achievements or their looks etc. and it’s also easy to start to get a bleak outlook when the news is full of terrible stories and people are reacting to it in a volatile and often knee-jerk way. Take some time off - uninstall the apps, or put the limiter setting on, or just step back - for a day, two days, a week, whatever you’re comfortable with. It doesn’t have to be forever. If you use those platforms to talk to people, tell them what you’re doing, and give them another way to reach you if they need. No need to isolate yourself completely!! Think about how you felt before you started it (write it down?) and do the same afterwards, and compare. If it didn’t work for you, then that’s fine too.

Start a bullet journal! Now is the perfect time to start bullet journaling. I first started this year when I felt like time was slipping through my fingers and my life was out of my control, and it’s really helped me to get a sense of order back. It’s not the magic cure-all for procrastinators and time wasters, trust me, but it can help to organise your mind as well as your day, and keep track of your habits etc. It can be literally whatever tool you need it to be. There’s a trend on social media - particularly Instagram and YouTube - that shows off these gorgeous journals that are basically works of art in themselves, and while it’s absolutely fine to aspire to that if you want to, the essential point of the bullet journal is to be a tool. You can buy print-outs from Etsy if you don’t fancy doing your own spreads. But don’t get completely hung up on pretty spreads and layouts because you won’t use it fully then. If you’ve got ‘new book fear’, like I did, make your own! I literally started my journaling by folding a few pieces of paper over, slapping a few stickers on them to cheer them up, and writing some lists. I didn’t buy a ‘proper’ journal until July 2020 when I’d got the hang of what I wanted out of the tool, and how to use it. I adapted one or two things, and I’ll be changing one or two things for next year, but it was a good way to start.

Here are two ‘minimalist’ journals and styles that I found helpful when setting mine up. They focus on usefulness and practicality, rather than overwhelming, artistic spreads and cutesy designs. I’m about to do a ‘plan with me 2021’ journal video for YouTube, so I’ll put that up when I’ve finished it, in case that’s helpful.

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Write down the things you want to achieve for 2021. These can be more abstract concepts like ‘more organised’ ‘healthier’ ‘start a business’ etc. Then, when you’ve got as many things as you’d ideally love to achieve/accomplish/manifest (don’t hold back at that stage), take another piece of paper and choose a maximum of six from that first lot to focus on, and below that, choose just three absolutely essential things to focus on. Make those your things for 2021.

Now, this one is a personal one for me, so it may not be applicable at all to you/others, but I’ll share it anyway. For me, I need to make some significant lifestyle changes for my physical and mental health. So, I’ve decided to commit to 6 months of really hard work to bring about those changes. Time is going to pass anyway, from January to June. Six months will come and go anyway. Where will I be in six months’ time? I could be physically and mentally exactly where I am today. That thought is super depressing to me. Or, I could devote 200% focus, commitment, and energy, and bring about those changes, and be the ‘me’ I want to be in six months’ time.

It’s like the adage of ‘given a week to write a speech, it will take you a week, but given a day to write the same speech, it will take you a day’ - your brain will tell you it takes the amount of time that you have at hand to accomplish the task, and that’s simply how long it then takes. Use those three things from the 2021 list above, and commit to making those three things happen.

As an aside, tell someone (whose opinions you value) that you’re going to do this. By telling someone, you’re helping to cement the idea in reality, and you’ve got a support to turn to if it gets rocky, someone to cheer you on, and someone to celebrate with who knew what a struggle and commitment this was to you in the first place.

Pick three points in the year where good things will happen. Book yourself something nice, save up for something and have it delivered then, or tell yourself that you will have achieved [x] by May, or September, or December. For me, it’s a working draft of my novel, and certain health goals by October, but make it yours, and keep those points fixed in your mind. It will help 2021 not to be one amorphous mass of time, and will give it structure and form. You could also choose to grow something in a pot - lots of vegetables can be grown cheaply from seed in a pot on a windowsill, and you’ll have something tasty to eat at the end of it!!

Here’s a slightly gentler idea to finish with:

On New Year’s Eve take a moment to yourself, go outside if it’s not raining or too cold etc., light a candle, hold it (safely) in your hands, and be still. It doesn’t have to be exactly at midnight, but it will help your focus if it’s dark. Otherwise, go to a quiet part of the house and turn the lights down so that the candle flame is your focus. As before, think about what you’ve achieved this year, and be honest, not just negative! It’s very easy to say ‘oh I didn’t achieve anything, it all sucks, it was all awful’, when there will be tiny victories tucked away in there, I promise you, even if it was the toughest year of your life. Then think about where you are at the moment, mentally and physically. Acknowledge that state of being. Look at it with honest eyes. This moment is not for anyone else, so you don’t need to colour it one way or another. It’s for you. If you’re finding it hard not to be negative, be neutral. Let those thoughts come and go, and then turn your mind to the future. Mentally feed those negative thoughts into the flame in front of you, one at a time. Say it out loud if that helps, but do what makes you comfortable. Let the light from the flame fill your mind and your heart, and think about your intentions for the new year.

Tonight (30th Dec) is a full moon, so if that is significant for you, you may wish to do this tonight instead of tomorrow.

I hope that some of that gives you some inspiration, and I hope that people will chime in with their own new year’s rituals and habits. Be honest with yourself but not harsh, and be positive but not unrealistic. This year has been one hell of a ride, and we’re not done yet... Here in the UK, we’ve got the highest numbers of Covid that we’ve ever had, we’re in the harshest lock down (Tier 4) and can’t visit anyone, and we’re also going through Brexit (which is proving a nightmare for everyone, especially small businesses...).

Control the things you can control, and learn and employ systems to ride out the things that are beyond your influence. And take heart - you have a family of folks on here, all across the world!

#new year ritual #new year #resolutions #new year resolutions #rituals #ritual

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Tagged by @theinquestitor for some monday night fun :^)

Name: Joejoe Pronouns: yes, i am pro nouns Zodiac Sign: Aquarius (hell yeah), Scorpio moon (😎), Virgo Rising (yuck!) Height: 5'10" & i wish i was taller Current Time: 10:30, but not by the time i finish this post Birthday: i'm a January Aquarius :^) Nationality: Mexican/Italian. & I speak neither spanish nor italian, à la place je parle un peu français et 少し日本語 😁 Favorite Bands: hrm... Bastille, 8 Graves, Empires (RIP), MCR. yeah these are all bands i'd go see in concert, IF THEY HAD ONE Favorite Solo Artists: Marina Diamandis, Florence Welch, Kevin Gates, GACKT When you made your blog: Made this one Summer 2013 Why did you choose your url: this blog has had several URLs, this one is because i think it's funny Last show you binged: i don't watch a lot of shows, but i think it was Castlevania and i didn't even finish it Following Count: 371 Follower Count: 205, and i'm sure half of these ppl followed me back when this was an A E S T H E T I C & Reference blog which was years ago ahahaha Average Sleep Time: uh ~5hrs. and time i go to sleep? who knows~ Other Blogs: Midorimahou - my art blog, but i hardly post anything i draw anymore :^T & Magusking - wolves, fire, night time, snakes, scary things, sexy things, cool shit, slow and only like 300 smth posts cuz i rarely see this stuff on my dash, but it's fun to look through. & now i'm reminded of my other other sideblog i should revive 🤔 Last thing you googled: dont use google, last thing i looked up: L'Arc-en-Ciel lol. I couldn't remember if they capitalized ciel Currently Wearing: pajamas Instrument: played clarinet in grade school, know some piano, tried the bass guitar Dream Trip: I want to go to d*****land france just for the ratatouille ride. i also want to go to rome Fave Food: chicken (but not fried chicken), chicken gnocchi soup, chicken & dumplings 🤤, ur telling me a chicken fried this rice? Fave Song: eh? hrm. how can i choose? I'll just share this french bop i listen to on repeat Top Three Fictional Universes: Dragon Age's Thedas, do i want to live there: no. whatever the fuck was going on in the The Phantom Tollbooth, do i want to live there: maybe. & i'd live in ffxiv for the catboys alone, idfk what's going on there tho

Tagging: @yuyuhakush0 , @pandorakarp , @bemused-writer , this one is long so not gonna tag too many of y'all, but if any one else wants a reason to talk about themselves like i do, tell 'em i sent ya!

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nakakatakami · 4 years

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BNHA 252 official translation.

review? I still don't know what this is man and also I'm late this week

Lemme start by pointing out that there are butt ton of people see this, media exposure dudes? Pls hori show me the interviews after this.

Everybody already seen gremlin Bakugou

He is a ferret, look at that smooth SHWOOP

And we have panels where I just like the cartoony look the bois have. look at deku WHY DO YOU LOOK LIKE YOUR 5 YEARS OLD, petty bakugo is petty

Both of these bois are pretty in their own right, in how hori draws the three bois Shoto looks the beefiest I feel like hori needs to draw deku more with his beef smh.

Let's start with the serious stuff shall we?

Yes deku feel bad for making Natsuo feel bad about not being "kind" and forgiving his dad, even if it's by accident.

Yes Natsuo be suspicious, it is wack how endeavor only became a human now I completely agree, BUT BABY DONT WASTE YOUR TEARS ON HIM.

Kids the the light in the future, kinda a call back to remedial arc when Shoto was the light that sparked Endeavor to be less of a piece of shit.

Endeavor gonna get swallowed by the darkness it's told in the stars

Bakugo's hero name, he is waiting to tell Jeanist ofc but can we get like bakugo internal Monologue about everything he feels when he reveals it cuz like we never get to pick his brains.

Of course hawks has good eye sight he is HAWKEYED hahahaha I will walk my self out

Fuyumi looks so pretty and I love her having her mouth open the entire time, Yas recognize fuyumi workin hard, this gurl turned into a mother figure as a kid.

All i can say on the last page is

PLOT POINT PLOT POINT PLOT POINT PLOT POINT

Rei is getting out of the hospital, Everyone gonna live away, its winter, endeavor gonna live alone in his estate. HUGE ESTATE, ALL ALONE, NO POSSIBLE EXTRA CASUALTIES.

I want it to snow because blood always look pretty against it not saying someone gonna get hurt

God pls hori get the media involved already OR IDK THE POLICE

Bakugou was perfect this chapter, I need more Shoto characterization ngl but Natsuo was killing it this chapter as he always does

Is this arc done or what? Like they will still do internship with endeavor even after the break tho, apparently winter break is 10 days and it ends around after first week of January.

ARE WE GONNA SEE SHOTO HAVE A BIRTHDAY IN THEIR NEW HOME OWO WITH REI??????

Is that when we will get more Touya or are we gonna go back to more low stakes school stuff? If so I hope it has shinsou.

#bnha #bnha manga spoilers #bnha 252 #natsuo todoroki #endeavor #enji todoroki #shoto todoroki #todoroki fam #bakugou #deku #pup reviews #official #bnha theories

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petra-creat0r · 4 years

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Howdy there my Creative Creators! Oh wow, I haven't talked to you since last year! Ha, get it? Because it's a new year now. Not just that! A new decade! I haven't experienced a turn of a decade since I was 6! Back in 2010! Wow, can you believe it? Well, I don't have much to celebrate the arrival of 2020, but I do have some stuff to update y'all on. And doodles. So let's get to it!

First of all, because it's a new year, I need to update my signatures. Should I have probably just removed the year from my signature? Probably. Am I going to insist on putting the year in my signature so I can keep track of everything? Yes. So here are the new signatures that will be found on all of the comic panels and or pieces of art that I create this year. (If I make any digital art pieces this year... I can't guarantee)

Any ways! I'll probably be able to draw and post more because (hopefully) my new approach to scheduling will give me more free time, well... Free time that isn't just time taken away of when I should be working on something and I'm just procrastinating. So yeah! Expect more posts guys! And expect not all of them to just be new ask blog updates.

Also, here's the first panel made in 2020, no context until the next update comes out on Friday this week.

And yes! All of you heard me right (or read me right I suppose). The next AtDFF update will be thus Friday! One of my New Year resolutions was to be better at scheduling my activities, homework and work so I procrastinate less. Starting January 3rd, I will be attempting to update AtDFF every Friday! Spreading my work into different sections throughout the week and communicating better with my background artist (and girlfriend). Also, I'll be updating AYC ever Monday. So yeah. No more month long waits between updates. And hopefully we'll just miss the point where it takes me two years to progress two days into the comic. Yep. It's been over a year since I started the comic and it was set on August 18th, 2018. It's only passed one day in comic time... But with around 5 updates per month, we should totally get to School Daze before August 18th, 2020! (Depending on how 2nd semester of Sophomore year treats me.)

Happy New Year and see ya later Creative Creators.

Alright. That's all. Whew! Welp! I wish all of you a new year and decade! So just relax, take care of yourselves and have some doodles while we all prepare for the chaos that this new year (and new decade) will inevitably bring.

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werm-whole-skwerm · 7 years

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thank you, i like that nickname. i just have,, like, for the past few days, felt really good for some of the day and been like 'i'm getting better!! there was never anything wrong!!' and then like,, just feeling bad for the other part of the day. and it's getting closer to the end of the school yr, i only have a few wks left, and like,, last wk i had two exams and a presentation and they havent been graded yet but i think i did bad and i feel like i'm bothering all my friends and like they (1/?

like they don't like me that much and. idk. earlier today my best friend texted me telling me that she deserved to die and i got rlly worried abt her bc i just. love her a lot and she's an online friend and i've had one other online friend try to kill herself twice last year, and another online friend just like... idk what happened to her bc we used to talk everyday p much, for hrs and then one day she just didn't comeonline and i haven't heard from her since, it's been almost a yr, so,, (2/?)so she could just,, drop out of my life so easily and i just really don't want that to happen i want her to be happy but. and i mean i think she feels better now than she did earlier but?? i'm still worried abt her. and i didn't do well in school last quarter and i'm trying but i don't think i'll do that great this quarter either and ?? my parents dont know how i'm feeling and my mom called me randomly a few days ago 'to make sure [i'm] doing okay and happy' and i started crying while i was (3/?while i was talking to her and i mean i don't think she noticed bc it was at the end of the phone call and it was quiet and i think my voice sounded normal but ?? idk. i just. don't want to keep doing this. i mean i will, bc i have to, right? but i don't want it to be summer again. i don't want it to be halloween again. idon't want it to turn into fall again. i don't want to keep doing this. i'm not doing enough and i just. can't imagine the future being good. after this quarter i'll have (4/?i'll have all the general university requirements done, but i don't know what i want to major in. my parents keep bugging me to choose a major and apply for jobs and scholarships, and do good in school but i haven't done any of that and . it's just hard and i don't want to do any of it. i wish i'd never existed. but it's okay. it'll be okay. thanks for asking, sorry for the rlly long answer :/ (5/5)also--i keep imagining cutting my wrists and . dying. i guess. it almost feels like there's an itch under my skin there. so i've been drawing vines w flowers coming off of them there instead. so it's pretty instead of just making me feel awful. idk. that's been bothering me too. (6/5)

Well first off never apologize for having a long answer. I asked, and I’m glad you told me. I want you to be able to unload like this. It’s good for you.

Secondly, I’m so, so, so terribly sorry that you’re feeling like this, that you’re going through this. It seems like so much to bear at one, and it’s truly not fair that you’re having to shoulder all of this at once.

I don’t know if it helps at all, but I understand what you’re going through. I do. When I was 17, I had a really bad mental breakdown that lasted until I was 21. I didn’t do anything. I was depressed, wanted to kill myself, I didn’t leave the house. I just started college at 21 this January and moving to get my life in order. Don’t let anyone rush you, alright? Don’t let your mom or your friends or anyone else try to pressure you into choosing something you don’t want to do. My mom still is doubtful about my major in linguistics and a minor in Japanese studies, but I’m doing it because I know I love it and I want to do it. If you don’t know what the fuck you wanna do right now, that’s alright! That’s totally gucci! That’s what general studies programs are for, and if you change your mind, and you decide on what you want to study, then you can totally just change your major! That’s the beauty of it. Don’t let them pressure you into anything you’re uncomfortable with, Sweetpea. You need to do this at your own pace, for you.

And I know kinda pushing through it is tough. You’re gonna spend a lot of time just going through the motions, and it’ll feel almost hollow and empty. But, fun fact from big sib Lexie, you’re gonna really appreciate doing it, ya know? One day, I promise you this, you’ll look back and you’ll really realize how amazing and strong you were for having to push through all that. It’ll suck in the moment, yeah, but when you’re finally on the other side, the absolute astounding pride that you’re gonna feel for being able to pull yourself through the worst times of your life on your own merit, and even with some help from your friends, is gonna be the most overwhelming joy you’ll be able to feel.

I know that all probably seems so far away from now, but time passes in the blink of an eye, Sweetpea. Before you know it, that time’ll be here, and I hope, I really do, that you’ll be able to pull yourself through this so you can come out on the other side. Even if it’s slowly, I want that for you. I wanna see ya be able to smile and truly say that you’re proud of what you’ve been through and what it took to get there.

Because ya know what? I’m proud of you, dude. I’m so proud that you’re in school. I’m so very proud that you’ve managed to stick around this long, that you’ve managed to power through your bad habits and awful thoughts. I’m so proud that you’ve taken to positive outlets like drawing on yourself, making yourself feel pretty and good with flowers. Because that’s what you deserve, Sweetpea. And I mean, I know it probably won’t mean a whole hell of a lot since I’m just some random person on the internet, but I always want you to know that, okay? I’m so proud of you as a person, Sweetpea. I’m honored to call you a friend, if I might even be so bold. And I love you a great deal.

I’m proud of you, and I love you lots, Sweetpea.

#lexie answers #ask fuckery #long post #suicide cw #Anonymous

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The Sinnerlings: Martha & Ralphie's Kids With Bratty Kitten (2023)

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Credit for Helluva Boss goes to VivziePop

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[Note: Even If The Drawing itself isn't Mature, but the tags that are being used for this is "not for kids" and "mature audience only" because of ideas that involve Sinnerling Orphanage and how the more dangerous sinnerlings need to be watched and keep them away from the other sinnerlings for safety reasons. and there is also a idea about very protective Hell-Storks, and how half of the Sinnerlings end up being babies, which could be very rare and not happen as often, but even if they are called Sinnerlings like the much older children, the baby ones are still very innocent and the Hell-Storks are very VERY protective of them and well it explains it in this, even if I talk about Sailor Moon first before talking about the drawing and the weird idea I have about a Sinnerling Orphanage and how it works.]

I drew this on December 31, 2023....so yeah, last year.

I was going to post this some hours ago today/January 8, 2024.

but I ended up going to sleep after watching some episodes of Sailor Moon, which I had just found out that only half of the English Dub has Sailor Moon go by Usagi, and after you finish the ones where Chibiusa goes back to the Future, it turns out the next DVDs so far after that, that has the next season....while still having the english subtitles so you can technically watch it without being censored...

so yeah, if Usagi has that voice actress and she's called Serena...

it means that it is the dub version where they will have that lie about Haruka and Michiru being "cousins" when really they aren't.

and I decided not to watch all the episodes on that, and check the other DVDs, so even FishEye...

if ya are gonna put DVDs of the English Dub together, make sure it doesn't mix with the censored version where they basically lied about Haruka and Michiru being cousins, at least the first half of the DVDs keep the original version...well I guess maybe it's only half the DVDs that has that English Dub version...I can try to watch the episodes of the season where Haruka and Michiru appear in later, with the original language and have the English subtitle with it.

at least they aren't saying Sailor Uranus wrong, even if it is a English Dub that I can still like, but at the same time I wanted to watch a English Dub version where Haruka and Michiru aren't censored and that lie about them being cousins...

maybe I will watch Sailor Moon Crystal Series later, maybe to make sure the English Dub on the DVDs of it did some form of justice for those two...well, it is possible the Sailor Moon Crystal Series does have Haruka and Michiru as love interests of each other, and don't have them as you know...

should make sure to not mix certain English Dubs with the more better ones who don't lie about two characters being cousins.

I mean I know I once thought they were cousins when first seeing them on Sailor Moon, but then I learned that those who did the dub where Usagi goes by Serena, that Michiru and Haruka aren't cousins.

I mean they could of made it so those two as childhood best friends who lost touch for a while until the day Haruka awaken as Sailor Uranus, but having them be cousins when really they aren't and hiding the fact they were more than just friends...

so yeah, it sucks they mixed that English Dub version in with the English Dub version that isn't censored...I will try to watch that season again another time, along with the one where people's dream mirrors are being targeted...I will watch Sailor Moon Crystal later...

if I had known before that they were going to mix different English Dubs together, ones that aren't by the same people who do English Dubs for Sailor Moon....ya don't mix them up, you put them in a separate box or case, so of course I'm going to be disappointed...

but maybe once in a while I watch that English Dub version, but I would preferred to watch the version where Haruka & Michiru isn't censored, which one of my hopes is to see it in the new series version of Sailor Moon that is Sailor Moon Crystal.

it also sucks what English Dub of Sonic X did to Chris, who turns out had parents who are a bit in the Gray...

so yeah Chris Thorndyke's Mom & Dad are Gray-Parents.

and the English Dub lies about that too, which it might be important to get both the English Dub and the version where it does have English Subtitles and hopefully isn't censored to hide the fact that Chris's parents kinda sucked, even if they do love their son but like Chris's Mom could of turned down the part in the movie and picked spending time with her son, yeah Cream still had a right to be mad because she was away from her Mom...

but Chris's Parents are Gray-Parents, even if some Gray-Parents aren't always so bad, and at times you don't figure out a beloved cool parent character is a Gray-Parent until you get to the next season.

Greg Universe was a Gray-Parent, and we didn't even figure this out until Steven Universe Future where he takes Steven to where he lived...I think both Greg and his parents are at fault.

both sides could of had some kind of compromise, plus Greg's Mom or Dad might of not allowed him to have music because he would always turn the volume up too loud, and it could be possible his Mom or Dad could go into pain from the volume because of them being sensitive loud sounds...

it's like ya can still like Greg, but then you realize that even when you like him, he didn't take Steven to a doctor once or even let him go to school, even home schooling would of been great, and the teacher would either come to Steven's home or do their classes online with other students who do home school.

I still don't like how Greg said to Steven "your a Gem, your not like other kids." he might be so, but he could of said your Half-Gem, Steven is still Human, and Connie's Mom has a right to be a bit mad at Greg for never taking Steven to the Doctor.

even if it does turn out that Isaac Sumdac is a bit of a Gray-Parent, but at least he made sure Sari had Tutor-bot...

but he could of made a Doctor-bot and Nurse-bot to make sure to take care of Sari if he needs a check up and take care of her when she's sick.

Blitzo's Dad ain't really a Gray-Parent, he is more of a Toxic-Dad, and that goes for Stolas's Dad as well, who pretty much sucks at Daddying...

Paimon makes Phenex seem like a better parent in comparison.

like even if a Earth Angel's Soul Name is Small Lilith Amethyst Phenex, it would be likely Phenex wouldn't be the one to raise her and when the the said Earth Angel was born, she had to be given to a Caretaker, a Angel that is a Caretaker is possibly those who act like surrogate parent to a newborn angel, even the hybrid ones that are earth angels...

and yeah, I know that the name Small Lilith Amethyst Phenex,

spells out SLAP...it's both weird and kind of funny.

anyway I wouldn't be surprised if Eddie also known as The Bratty Kid, well Bratty Kitten in this drawing...

had both parents who were either Gray or Toxic.

even if we might not see Eddie in any future episodes, it would be interesting if in the Fanon Timeline, he became a Sinnerling.

a Sinnerling is a Sinner Demon who was formerly Human, but are a child...

plus it would make sense that even Martha & Ralphie's kids become Sinnerlings....as for children who end up going to Heaven, which thanks to a video talking about the Cards, I learn that those who do end up going to Heaven in Hazbin Hotel, are called Winners.

well maybe the children would be called Winnerlings.

I also learned about Sera and Emily, and Emily seems like the type that would be on Charlie's Side, but we wont know for sure until we see how she's like in the show.

why does Emily make me think of that song "Me and Emily" by Rachel Proctor.

and if Emily & Charlie end up meeting and forming a bond, and that bond forming like family type where they form a sisterly like bond...

that would be a "I Sib It" cause once again, ya only use "I Ship It" for the romantic type ships, you NEVER use it for the platonic types, even if the parents in the "I Fam It" type are in the "I Ship It" but when it's the whole Family, it is a "I Fam It"

even thinking about those two forming a Sisterly Bond, even if it might not happen in the canon and might end up being fanon...

it makes the song The Great Divide by The McClain Sisters,

match those two, my O.T.S. is gonna be Charlie & Emily, even if it is only in a Fanon Timeline....which the O.T.S. is suppose to stand for One True Siblings....yeah I'm weird for viewing it like that.

anyway if Martha and Ralphie's Kids did have names, even if they are only named in the Fanon...maybe the daughter could be Riley and the son could be Martie or R.J. short for Ralphie Jr.

and yeah it is possible that some fan theories about Sinner Children, could be right....that like the Adult Sinners, they will be stuck as children...possibly both physically and mentally, not really growing up.

but in theory, it could be possible for them to grow up both physically and mentally even if originally they stop when they unfortunately lost their life in the Human World.

the idea I have is that, well even if it is for Fanon...

is that like how there is those Asmodean Crystals that can disguise Hellborns as Humans, there could be other type of Crystals besides Asmodean, that could allow a Sinnerling to grow up...

of course it could only be done, if they are adopted by a Hellborn or even the Royals like Charlie's Dad and the other Kings and Queens.

which we can only count the 8th King/Queen/Monarch who is The Embodiment Of Melancholy in the Fanon Timeline...

this Defective Earth Angel still says that one needs a blanket, a movie and comfort food, and a comforting hug, but only if they want a hug, if they don't feel like being hug at the moment, then one must respect that wish and only give them a hug if they truly want it.

anyway like I said about the possibility of Sinnerlings being able to grow up and age, it might only be possible if they wear a certain Gem or Crystal (that is NOT the Asmodean Crystal) and they have to wear it on a day and month on their birthday if they want to turn the Age they would of been when they were still living in the human world.

some Sinnerlings never had a family or did but still end up living in a Orphanage in the Human World before wrongfully ending up in Heck...well those who run the Orphanage for Sinnerlings, could have the special crystals (again NOT the Asmodean Crystals) that is given to the Sinnerling's adoptive parents, either they be Sinners or Hellborns.

of course those who run the Orphanage For Sinnerlings, know better than just to give the child to anyone, and even if it is Hell, they might have some morals to know not to let any harm come to either Hellborn or Sinnerling Children and to keep them safe.

there could be some Orphanages that have both Hellborn and Sinnerlings in it, of course that would still be in Fanon...

but even in a Orphanage where it has both Hellborn and Sinnerling Children living in the same building, when a Sinnerling is adopted by their new parents, those who run the Orphanage will give the new parents a Crystal that is suppose to help the child grow up, and if they choose to stop using it at some point when they become a adult, that would be their choice.

some of the Sinnerlings, can end up being babies, which could be seen as very rare and there is one way that can happen...

and it has NOTHING to do with not being baptized...

like even if the babies either being newborns or from the ages 1 to 3 years old, are still called Sinnerlings, but they would still be innocents.

like in the Fanon, when the Cleansing Day, even if those Exorcist also called Exterminators try to harm those babies and even the other children....they could end up having a protective bubble around them that those Exorcists can't get through, so they can't pop those bubbles no matter how much they try...

because those children are under The Great Goddess's Protection.

yeah, I know that Omni-Mom will likely never be mention in both Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss, which is why we have the Fanon.

and I can't help but wonder if how the Feminine Energy, being treated the way it was, counts as abuse...?

and yeah, I still refuse to let certain Eon-Boomers hurt Omni-Mom and hurt the balance between the Masculine and Feminine, even if it has gotten a bit better and healed, even if it's still in a fragile state, and it may have that toxic feminine energy in it, which isn't as dangerous or high as the toxic masculine energy...

of course some toxic-feminist don't really help the cause, and at least the Moxie Movie does better, even if the main character loses her way for a while and hate on guys who don't deserve it.

but at some point, she is brought back to the positive side and hating on the right kind of terrible guy who actually deserves it.

and believe me, the guy who is in that movie who actually deserves to be hated on, would be the type that even The Radio Demon Alastor wouldn't forgive. I forgot the guy's name, but I know he is a REALLY bad person.

anyway it might make sense that Eddie would be a Cat, because it references to his words of being a "Cat Person" and well because of that, I decided to draw him as a Sinnerling Kitten.

it could be possible that because he died in Hell instead of the Human World, it could take much longer for his soul to reform and end up in Sinnerling Kitten form in Hell, and instead of falling from the sky, like most Sinners do, he would likely wake up in the meeting room of I.M.P. and wont figure out he is a anthropomorphic kitten until he leaves and looks in a mirror.

even if Sinnerlings who do end up dying in the human world, do end up coming from the sky, those who are still babies would likely get a Hell-Stork fly to where they will fall but catch them and have them in one of those blankets and take them to the Sinnerling Orphanage.

the Hell-Storks are lucky not to have to do that job too much, only on rare times...and it only happens because of stupid humans in the living world.

yeah the idea might be Fanon, but it could work very well in the Fanon Timeline....so a Hell-Stork makes sense.

like the Hell-Stork could have three heads and very sharp fangs and be very protective of Sinnerlings, especially baby ones.

it don't matter if ya are royalty or overlord, you try to come any where near the sinnerling baby, then the three headed Hell-Stork will get really aggressive and will not hesitate to try to bite them all while protecting the baby in the blanket.

the Hell-Stork could also have four eyes on each of their three heads, making about twelve eyes.

like even if Lucifer loves ducks, he could know not to mess with Hell-Storks. cause Hell-Storks don't listen to the Kings or Overlords....

it could turn out that the Hell-Storks are less aggressive to the Queens and I guess even Overlords like Rosie and Velvette.

they are only really mean and super aggressive to the Kings and Male Overlords. I like that idea works for the Hell-Storks who's job is to protect Sinnerlings and make sure that they go to the Sinnerling Orphanage safely.

for Sinnerlings who aren't babies, and if they are older sinnerlings.

they are given a carriage that the Hell-Storks pull, like instead of one there is two of them and they will fly to the Sinnerling Orphanage.

so yeah since Martha and Ralphie's Kids aren't babies or even toddlers, they would be given the carriage pulled by Hell-Storks.

which means they don't fall on the pavement like their parents, but because they all end up dying and going to the same place, even if Martha & Ralphie's Kids are taken to the Sinnerling Orphanage, another Hell-Stork could go down to those two are and give them a card that reads they have 24 hours to come to the address to pick up their son and daughter or else they will be in the full custody of the Orphanage until they get adopted by a Hellborn or another Sinner, or on rare times a Winner from Heaven...

of course if Martha and her husband Ralphie don't make it to the Sinnerling Orphanage on time, not only they would lost custody but they would be given a restraining order where they aren't allowed near their kids or even know who gets to be their new parents.

plus if Martha wants her kids back even if she and Ralphie don't make it before the 24 hours are up, they would have to do a lot of paper work that could take them a very long while to finish but even if they do end up finishing the paper work, it is not just up to the paper work to let them have their kids, but also the ones who run the Sinnerling Orphanage.

and if the people who run the Sinnerling Orphanage decides to turn them down even if they do the proper paper work, then there is no changing it.

how they could turn Martha and her husband down even after they do the paper work to get their kids back, would be if some papers about Martha and Ralphie and how they were like in the living world, even when getting papers about their kids and how they were in the living world as well, the Sinnerling Orphanage will still keep the children but would make sure they are watched and not harm the other children at the Sinnerling Orphanage.

it is a type of safety that keeps both the other children and the others who work at the Orphanage safe in case some of the other children are very dangerous.

and in a Fanon Timeline, the reason why Succubus aren't hired to work at the Sinnerling Orphanage unless they are hybrids...

is because they will cause the innocent baby sinnerlings seizures.

the only way this can be prevented is if the Succubus or Incubus wear a special bracelet with gems on it, that will block the lust energy that would cause harm to the sinnerlings.

a full succubus and incubus aren't allowed on the property because they place the much younger sinnerlings in danger, and most of those who do end up in danger of a seizure will be RH Negative and have chances of being a Empath...

plus with Sinnerlings who are RH Negative and Empath, they need special care because they are really sensitive to Hell's environment.

plus if a Sinner or Hellborn Couple or a Couple who are both a Sinner & Hellborn want to adopt the RH Negative & Empath Baby, those who run the Orphanage will have to give a list to the new parents on how to take care of the baby, such as having a dream catcher over their crib and also to keep the windows closed and have soft padding on the walls, floor and ceiling because baby and toddler sinnerlings with RH Negative blood type and Empath powers, tend to float and fly around the room when they use their telekinesis.

like picture if someone at the Sinnerling Orphanage left the windows open and it made the news.

like picture Katie Killjoy on the news talking about a flying Sinnerling going around the Pentagram City, and what would be funny is that the RH Negative Babies are at the moment more powerful than Overlords and can possibly pick a Overlord up like it was nothing and throw them across the other side of a street.

but even if the said baby has fun flying around, and picking up and throwing a Overlord....they can't stay outside too long because they will still be really sensitive to Hell's Environment and they will likely get sick or have a seizure if they get around a full succubus who isn't a hybrid.

hybrids who only half-succubus or quarter succubus, are safe for them to be around because the hybrids wont cause them to go into a seizure.

even if Ozzie and Fizzie were to adopt a Sinnerling who is not only a baby but was born with RH Negative blood and have empath like powers, Ozzie might know to keep his and Fizz's new baby safe from energy that will cause a seizure, such as drooling and twitching.

I had my first seizure when I was a baby, I think maybe a year old or almost close to it. and I think the reason why my seizures have stop, is because the town we live at now has safer energy and less dangerous energies from both people and place.

Hellborns and Sinners who work at the Sinnerling Orphanage could be made to wear Amethyst and Rose Quartz so they don't cause the Sinnerlings who are RH Negative and are descendants of the nephilim, to come sick with a fever.

it can turn out that even those who come to adopt are required to wear them to keep the RH Negative babies safe and not get sick.

it might be a weird and strange idea, but it is for the Fanon Timeline of Hazbin Hotel & Helluva Boss.

and anyway maybe I will draw idea sometime...and I guess it would make sense that when those who do adopt those RH Negative babies, they have to have the baby wear a baby bracelet with a amethyst and rose quartz on it when they go out and the bracelet could be taken off when they need to sleep in their crib but there would need to be Amethyst, Rose Quartz and other gems for protection around the room.

anyway hope some like that very long idea as well as the drawing of Martha & Ralphie's Kids as well as Eddie in their Sinnerling forms.

even if it isn't canon but would fit in a Fanon Timeline in a Helluva Boss AU, even a Crossover type AU that is a mix of Hazbin Hotel AU and Helluva Boss AU and a few added Crossover Universes.

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