#also the autism but that's just a coincidence

[henrycollins]

things i do that my friend has assigned to george henry hodgson:

collect squishmallows

lose hours of his life to soap carving asmr videos

window shop fantasy dildos on etsy

read dragon erotica on his kindle with his bitchy little readers

#the terror #george hodgson #also the autism but that's just a coincidence

[punkitt-is-here]

#my posts #shitposts #my dad is a true sweetheart he just also holds the most threatening presence possible by shear coincidence #people think he doesnt talk much with strangers because hes a tough guy but im 99% sure its the autism

[boy-armageddon]

autism has you scouring the internet for a video of a guy you like making fucking tofurkey for an internet show at like 3 in the morning

#yes this was a bad decision. yes it was worth it #i can post if youd like but it might be dubious legally so idk #but it was great. whitney is charming as ever and doing the autism hand thing as always #he does a lot of autism mannerisms i notice. not because i think he's autistic it's just a funny coincidence that he was doing the things #that i do that are an autism thing #the lady he was cooking with asked 'well what can't you do' #and he paused for a moment with his hands on his hips and shit and sighed #and was like #'giving birth' #took everything in me to not lose my mind. wasnt even that funny!!! #lady also asked 'do you get down to lil wayne' #(he mentioned listening 2 lil wayne earlier) #and he was like 'yeah yeah!!! i like driving to his music' #if i didnt mishear her at least #also he has a cute smile + laughWho said that #evil neighing compilation

[forlorn-plushie]

My fantasy heartbreaker project has bug-people 'fairies' as a species. They're MTG-color-pie Red, and so I've named the red-like (blasting) magic "carmine", a color named for an insect from which dye is made

#worldbuilding #I just keep making puns. Forever. #This is NOTHING compared to the level of pun my blue space-cephalopod archivists have become #their species name is six puns rolled together #one of the puns is 'I used the Hindi word for blue as part of the name because they are on British Museum levels of stealing relics' #the british octopi went to india and stole the WORD for BLUE. And that is ONE OF THE SIX PUNS IN THE NAME. it is the most complex but shh. #i spent like three hours just naming them and im so proud #autism moment though. as I recognized and also have been told by several friends #this is fun to me #and yes i did pick carmine because of Arknights. Yes the bug pun is a coincidence. HOWEVER i am ascendantly pleased #i should pick a tag for my text posts so i can find them probably #oh i have a good one actually. someone has 'shut up name' as theirs so #stuff it plushie

[welcometogrouchland]

Pacing back and forth rapidly rambling to my parents like a mad man trying to figure out whether or not I experienced sexism at film school today or if these guys are just assholes in a different way

#ramblings of a lunatic #like they made a couple comments about how one woman in the department (who's always stressed bc she has a busy job)- #-clearly doesn't ''like guys'' and gave them the wrong equipment to set them up for failure (??? okay???) #and proceeded to organise things so that. none of the other members (who were all girls and here's where i can't tell if it's coincidence) #-had ANYTHING to do on set. like didn't ask them to set up tripods (we all went to thr class where you learn to set up tripods...) #didn't ask them even to hold things or plug things in (they did ask me but only bc i spoke up and volunteered multiple times) #didn't even really talk to us much bc they were off in their own world setting up equipment (that we didn't need btw) #and i can't tell if they were just really focused or being exclusionary! #and i don't think there's a clear answer to any of this. if it did happen it's almost definitely unintentional. #it might've just been bad optics. again unintentional. and i don't know how the other girls felt or if they were bothered #so i can't claim to speak to collective experience #I'm just. I'M JUST PACING WONDERING IF I'M CRAZY #also i told them the one day i was available was today and they showed up and proceeded to have nothing for me (or any of the girls) to do #and now i don't even know what i could do. maybe ask the editor if they want an edit assist bc that's one of the roles #siiighhhh #also feel it's important to mention that one of the guys was on the autism spectrum #so i can't tell how much of it was exclusion bc he thinks he's the only one competent enough to do these tasks (and that coincidentally- #-the only other guy in the group is also the only one competent enough to help him) #or if he was just having a relatable social ineptitude moment where he didn't realise the rest of us felt useless and excluded #and i don't know how much that context effects the end result BC I DON'T KNOW IF THIS WAS REAL OR IF I'M JUST A HASHTAG FEMINAZI SJW LIB #UGH #(use of the word feminazi was ironic parody of the way sexists speak pls pls pls don't think i ever talk like that irl)

[sunny-m00n]

heyy, just reading your intro post it kinda seems like you might have adhd and/or autism (as someone who has both myself and knows many people who have one or both), if i were you i'd check out some symptoms and find people talking about what it's like to have them to see if you can relate, might help understand a bit about how your brain works, and even if you don't think you have either it might help find ways to deal with life and your brain a little easier cause you clearly have some similar symptoms

funny you say this now, I’m actually going to the doctors on Thursday to check- my friends keep saying I probably have both and my therapist has started agreeing- I’m kinda scared in case I do have one or both, but excited to have something to call it besides “my brain being weird” (plus maybe accommodations?) so wish me luck? Lol

#sunny screams #moony asks #if I had a nickel for every time someone said I have ADHD Autism or both I’d be pretty well off- #And if you can get that just from my into post not including the sensory issues like texture and sound and focus problems then what will a #doctor say? #Also I have actually looked at people explaining what it’s like to try and see if I can help my friends with those and have often had #moments of “oh crap I do that… eeeeeh probably just a coincidence” #starting to think it’s not a coincidence-

[ladysqueakinpip]

cinematic parallels

#we just finished rise s2 finale #during this i screamed out NEO TWEWY??? #this is stupid #we watch the movie tomorrow night and then were done 😭 im going to miss this show #listen. listen. it started with nicolas cantu voice acting #then the autism coded leads #the sohcahtoa battle cry?? #plot involves underground hidden cities... #and also mystical otherwordly beings apparently unleashing red cursed energy and darkness tendrils on the city #to terrorize humanity #cool! #i have. a media type. apparently. #it could just be a coincidence but its weird it happened twice!!

[mwydyn]

When your friend is like I can't help you idk if you're going on a date "this man is strange" and "he throws me off"

Have you considered most of what you know is being filtered to you via 5 layers of derangement and autism he might be being really normal I couldn't tell you

#i can't even be mad that he is being confusing because i know i am too #the autism really really cranks up when i am with him it's so unhelpful im normally actively chatty 😔 #the two times we have met up outside of like lessons i also slept like shit (please be a coincidence) so i am very tired #he might just be like wow this guy is really awkward i will try to accommodate that #worm food

[wanderingmind867]

It's really easy to get in your own head and make yourself uncomfortable, isn't it? I'm starting to think this became a bigger problem lately because of my mom's death, but I can't say for certain. This uncertainty makes me somewhat upset, because it means I won't be able to know what is the correct answer and what isn't.

#my thoughts #neurodivergent #autism #actually autistic #asd #autistic #overthinking #grief cw #griefrecovery #grieving #griefmartyred #i also wonder if it's why i feel tired sometimes #or if it's just coincidence #random thoughts #neurodiversity

[inexplicably-spookified]

oh yeah i feel like rambling about usagi so here's a collection of fun facts from over the years

takes after her father physically (most notably in terms of ear shape) but has a more stocky, shorter build like her mother

grew up in a small, isolated village built by a group of refugees who had nowhere to go after the war - there's only a handful of members, and most of them are younger, having been taken in as orphans during/post-war

since she was raised by her father, she gets a lot of her personality from him, and a lot of her traits are a result of a slightly sheltered, biased upbringing - not being able to read human writing, a mistrust of humans/human-made creations, etc. however, her hatred of robots, while certainly encouraged by her father, stems from her experiences during the war as a young child

if she were a human she'd most likely have super short hair but i draw her human form with long hair to mimic her ears. also she would teach crossfit and constantly attempt to convince her friends to sign up, not for the money but because she's just super enthusiastic about it

the kind of person who will try and strike up a conversation with random strangers - she's quite social, to the point where she'll talk to anyone, even humans, if she's stuck with one and bored enough

her favourite food is dried dandelion roots (she likes to chew on them), her favourite colour is (unsurprisingly) green, and she has a mild fear of wide open spaces

she got her scar at a young age doing something stupid but i haven't decided what yet and i think it's funnier to keep it a mystery. if asked about it, she makes up some wildly different and untrue story each time.

despite her social nature she likes to wander around by herself, though she'll always stop by her village and makes an effort to catch up and check in with her various friends

#squid rambles #(wow hey haven't used that tag for a while) #usagi #my ocs #also it's kinda funny how unintentionally adhd-coded i made her lmao #like i came up with her back in highschool #i think... around or before the time i was diagnosed with autism #which is a coincidence because i only got that started bc i thought *i* might've had some kinda adhd-adjacent brain fuckery #(i did as it turned out but that didn't get diagnosed till this year) #anyway i don't know if i was just subconsciously projecting or just wanted a slightly goofy character and those traits happened to match #maybe it was both #also hi hello i feel rambly in general tonight! feel free to send asks about stuff to get rambled at #i haven't really talked here properly for a while...

[pagan-corruption]

My NSA agent watching me go from watching Mass on Catholic TV to listening to Emperor:

#I am NOT religious I just have AUTISM #It was a complete ironic coincidence that I would watch a Mass video on Holy Thursday but that's how it be #also the Priest's robe had a design that looked exactly like the elk rune Paganism W

[bukuoshin]

Okay, it's. It's probably safe to say I'm autistic, lol

#rae rants #i took the autism test twice before and. both said 'yeah autism' but i was like. well it's just one test and maybe it's coincidence. #the r one. anyways. yesterday. i found a site that was like a megapost of autism tests and i took... i think 6 tests from established #like. medical journals and psychology sites. and they all were just like 'yeah you have autism' so. #i mean I'm not gonna get a diagnosis but when i was going thru the questions i was like. 'doesn't everyone do that? no one does that!' #when it was decidedly not the case. and then idr how but i got on quora for a related but different topic and got to some #question by someone who is highly suspecting being autistic but didn't understand one of the questions. and before ppl even got to their #explanations (which i always inherently understood) they'd be like 'sorry for the block of text for smth that could use a 2-3 word answer. #that's a symptom of autism.' and when i told my mom abt that she was like. yeah. thats you. #also. i think this is funny. 3/5 of my family has gone 'am i autistic?' and told that to each other. #and we went to watch my brother the other day do a presentation thing for the career he's going into. and we could recognize him (aside from #his unique clothing set-up-- he was rhe only one w a black coat and tan pants) we could identify him cuz he'd be a loner or he'd like. #waddle a little bit while walking. and i know i have a bit of a bob to my step and my mom waddles too (but thats a medical thing). #and after i finished the test i was like. oh yeah isnt 'strange gait' a symptom of autism. #and when i told my mom she was like 'yeah i think we're all autistic. but we're not getting diagnosed bc let's avoid bigotry.' and. yeah. #i mean. obvs its not just cuz i too a handful of online tests. ive been exhibiting symptoms my friend. like ones i should have seen and gone #'well duh' like im selectively mute. always have been. and when i read 'mostly autistic ppl are selectively mute' i was like. #'but im the specialest little exception in the whole wide world :3c' #as well as other related shit. ya know. #knowing my history tho i haven't been officially diagnosed with anything but it's all in my notes. like my medical chart. #so with my weird good-bad luck I could straight up be like 'i have exhibited signs of autism since early childhood' and they'd write #that word for word in my chart. which avoids the oppression of a diagnosis but also doesn't help me much besides that ya know? #if we're mutuals you might have seen me be like 'do i have autism? no i don't have autism but this post is so relatable.' #whilst exhibiting symptoms. #... is 'exhibiting symptoms' offensive to say? it's one of those phrases I've been stuck on lately cuz it's real short hand for #'i recognize this bc i am familiar with it due to my experiences with mental health' but idk if it's taken that way :\

[ars0nism]

i love writing and coming up with events that are totally not based on my lived experience like my oc being miserable because he had to be with his parents for the holidays

#i am. tormented #its also complete coincidence that the parents of said oc do love him they just also. suck as parents. #and i projected my flavor of autism on him #its ok his husband brings him dinner when he skips for autism reasons once hes married #im also definitely not giving him the support group i need #or giving him understanding loved ones #or letting him cut off his parents the moment he can #or-

[monsterbisexual]

more n more often lately i just have the thought of like if i could just have a big dramatic freakout where i didnt worry abt it inconveniencing anybody making em feel uncomfortable/upset etc etc cuz i dont think ive ever actually done that unless i was a v tiny little kid cuz as long as i can remember ive worried abt that stuff more than i worried abt how i was feelin n how maybe if i just let myself scream a lil (not at someone. dont wanna hurt ppl ever ever or be mean) or idk. fuckin..thrashed around like a freak or smth maybe id end up feelin a lil better after

#ive had a harder time dealin w that lately i think cuz like externally besides this v recent fucked up thing w my friends #my general life situation hasnt changed much #its just that i cant handle shit as easily as i used to now everything gets to me so bad #cant just let shit go not that i was ever actually good at that #but i just feel myself gettin irritable quicker lately n thats the scary thing cuz like what if im mean to someone id wanna die #but like yea also its just hard dealin w anything cuz every little thing feels like a huge world ending thing or just makes me feel so bad #n its weird bein like this cuz its like..the last time i was Completely unmedicated i was like. 13 yrs old lmao #n i know its related to that but i try n convince myself its a coincidence that things are so hard lately but like lmao cmonnn #p #dlt ltr im fine just feelin extra insane abt shit idk #also abt the never lettin myself freak out cuz itd be a burden on others #i rly do wonder if thats part of why i went so long undiagnosed autism-wise #had to do that shit myself when i grew up cuz they didnt want a weirder kid n probs didnt see it anyway!

[jellycatstuffies]

Unfortunately, I have bad news. My disability money that I receive because of my Level 2 Autism, my main income, has not come in this month due to a bureaucratic mess-up that is going to take too long to be solved and may also not come in next month. (I am in Germany btw, and it is not just a stereotype that bureaucracy here is horrible and just... hellacious)

Coinciding with that, my parents have stopped supporting me financially thinking that the money that the state gives me now is way more than I deserve and that I am somehow living "the rich life" with that... I get this money because I cannot work a job. If you could work a job in Germany, they would absolutely make you, but they have ruled that out for me now completely. The money one does get as a severely disabled person is not more than what a non-disabled unemployed person gets (a fact that is unethical and immoral in my opinion but that as a sidenote) We have special needs, for example, I need meal replacements due to my autism which I am also working on having covered by insurance, but again, it is taking forever.

To make it through this month after having paid my rent, I will need some other financial support. I do have some of my Jellycats up for sale on my Ebay and may put up more (shipping outside of the EU is not an option for me, sorry) but I would appreciate it more if this post was shared so I might receive some emergency Ko-fi donations.

I would not be writing this here if it wasn't an emergency. This blog is about Jellycats and the autistic boy that loves them and sharing them with the world. It is making me uncomfortable to post this in my safe space which is why I will delete this post after the end of the month. But for now, I am desperate and do not know where else to turn to.

(I will continue to be posting on my blog as usual, that is not changing, although please understand that I am under a lot of stress right now and the frequency might be less this month)

Thank you for reading, for sharing and for your support, whether financial or emotional, it is greatly appreciated.

Happy Autism Acceptance Month💖

-Victor

Ko-fi / Instagram

#jellycat #jellycats #jellycatstuffies #personal #jellycatplush #autism #autistic #actually autistic #autism acceptance #autism awareness #actually autism #signal boost #disability #actually disabled #spread the word #mutual aid #neurodivergent #actually neurodiverse #autism spectrum #autism special interest #audhd #neurodiversity

[elemom]

hc:

As an apology for ruining Zane’s original pink apron, the ninja all independently decided that they were gonna buy him a bunch more various pink aprons. After that hilarious coincidence, they ended up making it a tradition. it’s become a thing they do during the holidays, and they’ve even started (trying) to make em themselves, eventually making it a contest to see who can find the silliest/best/coolest apron.

so far he has:

- a classic “kiss the chef” apron

- a bunch of actually normal ones the ninja got him before they started competing

- “this machine kills fascists”

- a bootleg apron with a funny typo

- “I <3 NNC” (he got this one some time after season 2)

- a really, really ugly one from the 70s/80s. like an ugly christmas sweater but an apron. it has garland

- one with a fake tuxedo printed on it

- “autism be damned, my boy can work a grill”

- “I died and all I got was this lousy apron”

- “I died twice and all I got was this lousy apron”

- “I died three times and all I got was this lousy apron”

(After this, they just decided to keep a tally and add new deaths in sharpie.)

- one that’s just COMPLETELY bedazzled

- “Why do they call it oven when you of in the cold food of out hot eat the food”

Some additional things i thought up:

One year, he got a ridiculously complex smart apron made by Nya and Jay. It connects to him via bluetooth and has a built in timer, a thermometer, a pH probe, multiple headphone jacks, a disc drive, a screen display, and more. (Jay used that display to play Bad Apple, once. And yes, it can also connect to Zane and run doom.)

Kai and Cole made him one poorly put together out of quilt patches. The front of it had his name in a different font and size for each letter, as though Kai and Cole had just grabbed whatever they could. Somehow, it came together really well, and they won the competition that year.

Lloyd once gave him a normal white apron, in which he hid a bit of red dye. Lloyd forgot to mention that it needed to be washed alone. Insert Pink Gi Part 2

Wu gave him a magical apron that can never get dirty. *With his permission this time,* Zane and the others tested it out. They ran over it with their vehicles, used kai’s power to light it on fire, and reenacted their food fight scene (this time with the leftovers from the last time Cole tried to cook.) It never got dirty. Wu was so smug about it.

#ninjago #lego ninjago #zane julien #this was a draft from awhile back but screw it it’s christmas #ninjaposting