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#also ik this doesn't matter it's just a video game but this is like an indirect insult to me
moonscape · 3 months
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emery was just telling me on how he joined a pmd server and someone was spouting bs about "unionizing against chatot and his wage abuse" so she sent them my post explaining the system put in place by the exploration federation and it IMMEDIATELY got accused of being a romhack like girl are you fucking fr. people really are just this stupid about his character on purpose huh
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b0vidine · 13 days
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I realized having 1000 CCCC AUs with every guy having nicknames is really confusing so here's my simplified list of who everybody is and all my AUs!
(No pictures included this time if you need visuals feel free to ask but I also tag my AUs when I post about them so checking my acc should also work!)
Encore:
Whole turns his thirds into puppets:
Whole: Snare
Mind: King
Heart: Dove
Soul: Wander
Post Encore:
Puppets turn back into humans and get over their trauma together!
Whole: Snare
Mind: King
Heart: Paladin/Pal
Soul: Piper
Encore Swap:
Since creation there's been the idea that Encore is a secret swap AU. King gets called a Whole often. Help him!
Whole -> Soul: Icarus
Mind -> Whole: Noodle
Heart -> Mind: Artificer
Soul -> Heart: Stasis
Jest [Encore]:
My friend Oswin has a silly guy named Buttercup and he wanted to put that guy in Encore. They are all clown themed and play little games to earn their memories back!
Whole: Salem
Mind: Majesty
Heart: Kea
Soul: Amble
Bad End Encore [Also known as BET] :
Me and Rosy collab to ruin the Encores happiness.
Whole: Ivory
Mind: Cassiopeia/Cassi
Heart: Rouge
Soul: Poet/Piper (He's dead so it doesn't matter)
Miracle AU:
Made before Encore. I wanted a CCCC AU but had no ideas so I slapped them into my Marble Hornets AU.
Whole: Source
Mind: [Doesn't have a name :/]
Heart: Serene
Soul?: Ardor
Choir:
Hmsw are biblically accurate angels.
Whole: Seraph
Mind: Ruler
Heart: Cherub
Soul: Throne
[Creative ik]
Gamer AU:
When a new loop begins and Heart and Mind start fighting Soul tosses them into whatever video game he's into at the moment to try and make them get along.
This is a collab AU now that I share with Oswin, Ledge, and Francey. While the AU was my idea originally the only guy that's technically mine is Heart, who goes by Mono.
Mall AU:
Another collab AU. HMS live in a dying mall and their only customer is Whole.
I again only have the Heart of this AU, whos name is Murid. This AU is shared with Nova and Alex.
Marble Hornets AU:
The last AU for this list and is another collab with Andy and Rosy. It's exactly what is seems like, HMSW but in Marble Hornets.
Surprise! I have the Whole of this AU, who takes Jay's place in the story and also takes his name. I also have Skully who is named Eclectic.
Honorable mention to me and Andy making an inhabited Jash AU together. That one was just made on straight up telepathy.
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kaguyass-houraisan · 17 days
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got any dc character headcanons? specifically for the s2 cast but any work fine!!
Let's see... I don't have a brain that thinks a lot outside of her own ocs because I have a brain the size of a walnut so...
James: in a greeting he was speaking perfect Spanish and he's Brazilian and they speak Portuguese so I would like to think at least one of his parents is Mexican or he has lived there bc he also claims he loves Mexico so yes this is true and real
He also makes the cliche tiktok youtuber videos and makes Aiden do challenges and mukbangs w him and he can handle his spice but Aiden can NOT... I also like to think he takes longer to get ready in the morning just because he admires himself in the mirror for a bit. But it's no biggie bc Aiden spends 5 mins a day admiring James in return
Riya: honestly I Hate how people use the DC pride pic to say everyone else missing is straight like what if they were in traffic and missed ?? Like personally I just like to think Riya has never explored her sexuality at all and is not really aware of her interest in women (maybe someone here likes Riya x Grett just a little) so she doesn't say or claim anything really
But I do think she'd also do fashion campaigns. Like beautiful woman on a magazine cover. Ik she'd look so good w editorial makeup and fashion on..
Aiden: he is eastern european coded to me... not sure what country but he and Tom (season 1) are in that group to me.. also he calls James things like "snookums" "snuggle bun" and most importantly his "beautiful god of beauty" period 😌
Hunter: he does drag or something like that, his name would be something like June Thanasia (euthanasia) or The Bride.. or I was also recommended the name Bloody Mary like some kind of Lady Gaga or horror themed one
You will see an upcoming post of how I imagine one of his drag looks to be and I had a previous post of him in a wedding gown for this very reason, I think he likes the corsets and lots of jewelry and beads !
Ally: she likes to cosplay video game couples or ships and just not tell Tess that it's gay as hell like. She will dress up as Link and make Tess be Ganon to fulfill Ganlink or Ally as Zelda and Tess as Midna to fulfill Midzel... I also think she has posters of female video game characters who gave her the Bi Awakening...
Lake: absolutely is secretly fashion obsessed and has very cutesy themed outfits hidden around with matching flowers to put in her hair... I really think she'd look like a human flower in fashion aesthetics
As for Season 1.
Miriam: doesn't know what an air fryer is and she doesn't want to know either get it OUT of her face and I also really want to believe if Jake doesn't live with her she will have him do so after all stars so they can spend her final years together making memories and doing mundane things like shopping cooking and wandering around at 3 am for no reason
Fiore: I refuse to believe she doesn't treat a random ass stuffed animal better than real people, I guarantee she has at least ONE and it's def a unicorn like bye or cat like on her pjs byeeeee
Ellie: She had an emo phase and I know she had one bang over her eye and wore ties over everything and had a studded belt and such.. I know her power
Jake: that man is Chinese to me we've seen how I draw him this is hc I will DIE ON. I don't care whether he's Wasian or not, what matters is he really wants to wear more hanfu but is shy about it... but I like to think he loves womens Tang or Qing dynasty hanfu the most...
Also bc onc is SO disrespectful to him (I'm dramatic) I know they'd never admit he can play an instrument he SO gives me the type to have had a band in high school like tell me he isn't giving that energy
Tom: he smells bad, but to tame this he probably smells like your average cheap men's 3 n 1 body wash like think dove or suave or something like that like you can't convince me he isn't sweating balls out here, also he's secretly into fashion and desires to wear all the mini skirts his heart desires
Grett: passion for fashion like LOOK at her outfits ? Wearing heels and running around ? I know she desires so badly to dress more freely and even more showy, but because of how poorly she's been treated she is a bit insecure about her body and how it looks in certain clothes.. but I know she will learn to love herself the way we love her and wear the most stunning outfits and jewelry her heart desires
Ashley: I am going to be crazy w this one but as someone who's family hails from the North of Mexico, I have to think she's somehow Mexican BUT PROBABLY A NO SABO KID.. like I doubt she knows one word of Spanish other than swears but this is MY truth
Drew: he used to look up boys kissing on YouTube
I can't think of other bullshit I thought of but this is what I am thinking do we have thoughts opinions any add ons or disagrees ??
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therantsofawriterrr · 3 months
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Ok, so I've spent the last three days and a whole sleepless night reading the Perfect Marriage Revenge webtoon and there were some changes in the show that I didn't like. This will have spoilers so read at your own risk.
Okay so first of all, the accident was totally different. In the show, Do Guk hits Yijoo's car, and then a truck hits both of the cars, now ik I'm going into logistics, but umm. The truck driver. Man didn't even stop for a SECOND. Like bro you hit two CARS, which prolly had a person or people in it and you just go on driving. In the webtoon, it's actually like a pedestrian accident? Idk how to call it but basically, Yijoo walked out on the road and the traffic lights were red or smn like that and Do Guk hit her with his car and he got hit by another car. Smn like that. This change doesn't really matter to me, only the truck thing irks me a bit.
Another change that I do not like at all was Manager Kim. So basically in the webtoon, it wasn't just Do Guk and Yijoo that died, it was also Manager Kim. All three of them had tattoos on their wrists. Basically, his story was that he used to be in the same orphanage as Yijoo and when she got adopted by her shitty "family", he saw that it was his dad's girlfriend because of whom he died. Also, he draws!!!!! He joined as the secretary of the grandfather and the stepmom found out that he was a spy and had an accident orchestrated, so his was the car that hit Do Guk's which caused them both to die. I hate that in the show, they show him literally KILLING Yijoo. Plus, they didn't even give a reason as to which he helps her in the show. In the comic, he's like I couldn't help you the first time, so imma do it now. Oo oo and and, after a lot of the plot happens, Yijoo tells him to lead his life and put himself first, to start drawing again and all. It was soooo nice. He held an exhibition to show his dad's paintings to everyone and went to France to study art. I was scared that he'll be killed off or there'll be like a stupid love triangle, but thankfully that didn't happen.
Another thing, Sehyeok actually kinda understands that Yura is an obsessed bitch and lets her go which kinda made me happy, BUT THEN, it turned out that he was more of an a-hole than ever because he slept with Yura when she was absolutely shitfaced and literally called him Do Guk. So umm yea. And also, they showed Yura struggling too. She had his kid, and idk one of the last scenes kinda gave me the vibes that she's probably understood the fact that this obsession with Yijoo was just gonna make her end up ruining her and the kid's life. I don't rly care that they changed that in the show, but reading the webcomic kinda made me hope that she was able to get out of her situation and go far away, so that she could restart her life and take care of the kid.
More of Do Guk and his brother's enmity was revealed. It was mostly just the brother kinda hating on Do Guk and trying to make his life hell all his childhood. Also Do Guk had a video game company. There were lots of changes that I didn't rly mind, but ig these were some of the ones that irked me the most.
Also, Do Guk and Yijoo had three kids. THREE. THEY HAD TWINS, AND THEN A DAUGHTER. AND A CAT. MAN. I WANNA SEE THAT VERSION NOW.
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seelestia · 1 year
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dialing 1-800-SEELESTIA....
🎝 🎜 ♪ 🎝 🎜 ♪ 🎝 🎜 ♪ ~
line connected!
“ wow that's some dulcet elevator music there- oh shoot it started- ahem. okay... sooo... notable personality traits. shy as strangers, very talkative but also a good listener as friends. i'm very open and easygoing, but also serious and responsible when needed. oh, and i'd like to think of myself as creative! my hobbies and interests include cafe hopping, listening to music, writing, and video games - creating, playing, and watching them, that is. my love languages... i have been thinking about this and i think giving physical touch and quality time comes very naturally to me! i'm very bad with gift-giving... but other than that, receiving any signs of affection generally makes me happy. and lastly, my mbti is infj! that is all- oh, if a certain yashiro commissioner is listening to this, you better spoil my favorite puppy- i mean- cousin, and take care of her since she's been working so hard as of late!! ”
voicemail ended!
thank you so much for choosing 1-800-SEELEETIA's speed matchmaking services! the keyword: dulcet is inserted . . . congratulations, your result is successfully unlocked! [ submissions are closed, event post. ]
lia's note: I KNOW, I KNOW— before you raise an eyebrow at me, ik that you selfship with this sussy scribe but you two do fit quite well! heh >:) sorry zhongli (/j)
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「 YOUR MATCH IS . . . ALHAITHAM! 」
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ALHAITHAM has always been a lone wolf; he comes and goes without a trace, never does he linger in one place for too long. Any type of relationship is cut short because he has lots of places to be, people to observe, and matters to investigate — but not with you.
You view the world through a more subjective and emotional lens whilst he is more objective and harsh. A gaping difference, but the way you express your views with him are insightful, so much so that it never seems to be a waste of his time. It almost makes ALHAITHAM want to stay just a little longer and he is not fond of that.
He often remarks on how he finds your easygoing nature slightly 'irritating', but he'd be a total liar if your ability to be serious doesn't make up for it. At least, you have some common sense and know when to act, unlike some of the foolish people he has met before. (Yes, that is a praise, don't look so shocked.)
Also, if you somehow manage to persuade ALHAITHAM to accompany you to a café, you'll most likely find the scribe buried with his head in a book whilst listening to your musings. "The people here are so loud," he says, yet he doesn't seem to mind at all when you're the one talking... Favoritism much? (In his defense, your voice just happens to be the most tolerable.)
「 RUNNER-UPS: Ayato, Diluc. 」
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its-coda · 2 years
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I'm incredibly interested in your Yagami in P4 AU 👀 I actually have a whole P4 AU with my friend based off of Judgment since they're two of my favorite games I'm completely invested in this crossover
Okay so!! The timelines and details are gonna have to be a bit fucked bc p4 is set in 2011 while judgment is in 2018, so let's just not think about the year lol
Yagami is a detective sent from the city to help investigate the Inaba serial murders. He wasn't involved with the Mole just yet, and the Okubo case was still pretty fresh to him.
When he first arrived, he started by asking a few Yasogami students about the murders. Yu was one of the students he interviewed.
He properly met the IT after they ran into a group of thugs. Kanji was about to throw hands, but Yagami stepped in and took care of them instead. Naoto recognized him as the detective from the city, so he introduced himself to the rest of the IT. Someone even asked him for info, but he refused to say much.
After he left, Naoto told them about what she knew about him. How he used to be a lawyer, about the whole thing with Okubo... y'know how everyone introduced Yagami lol
One day, as they were discussing the case at Junes, Yagami overheard them and confronted them about it. Saying how they shouldn't get involved bc it's dangerous, etc. They argued for a bit, but eventually Yagami let it go and left. They became wary of him, because he clearly noticed that they were being way too involved in the case. So they tried to keep their distance with him.
A few days later, they saw Yagami being interviewed on TV. Other than asking him about the murders, they also asked him about the rumors of how he let a murderer run free back from when he was a lawyer, making him real uncomfortable. He managed to awkwardly shut the topic down.
The interview was obviously followed by him appearing on the midnight channel.
When he fully appeared in the tv, his shadow appeared as a judge in a courtroom, talking about how he would "condemn" anyone he deemed necessary. How the truth doesn't matter to him.
When the IT came to save him, Yagami's shadow appeared and told Yagami that he only came here to run away from his mistakes, because he didn't want to admit or think about how he caused an innocent woman to die. His so called 'judgment' only led others to their misery, 'condemning' them to a bitter fate. He couldn't live with himself, so he was only trying to prove himself so he could be a 'hero' again, in hopes that it would overshadow his past. But he knew that sooner or later, someone else would have to pay the price, that it was inevitable the moment he decided to be involved.
Yagami denied his shadow, and it transformed into a dog-like creature with two pairs of arms, one pair holding a dagger in each hand. An unbalanced scale protruding from its back.
The IT fought his shadow, and Yagami eventually accepts it as a part of him. He gets the persona Anubis. (I am aware that he's already an existing persona. I simply do not care.)
His element is Garu/Wind (I'm honestly still torn between wind and light, but i think wind suits him better? Light suits Anubis better, but hm..)
Yagami wanted an explanation, but he told them that he had a concussion, which he guessed happened from when the kidnapper tried to get him into the tv. He doesn't go down easily, so he figured the kidnapper would resort to hitting his head to get him to black out.
When he recovered and met up with the IT again, they explained the midnight channel and the tv world to him. Now that he knew that world was strongly related to the murders, he asked to join the team.
He joined with the Judgment arcana lol. (Yeah ik that's supposed to be for the IT. Again idc.)
Fun fact i started thinking about this crossover when i was watching Yagami's dancing videos, and i thought about him dancing to specialist lmaoo
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asakiyumemishiii · 7 months
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!!!WARNING!!! - TLOU spoilers 4 both part 1 n 2 - i also get a bit NSFW when i talk about Joel at times (MINORS DNI THOSE 2 PARA!! THERE’S A WARNING WHEN I START <3) - nothing i'm saying is new. i have no original thoughts!! literally just a post about everything i felt while watching the game ~(>_<。)
the whole reason i got in2 TLOU was ‘cus that one, 'Remember, when you're lost in the darkness, look for the light,' audio on TikTok was trending n everyone was like, 'omg TLOU audio!!' n i was like ??? what is TLOU ??? n then it just all went downhill from there. TLOU has consumed my life in its entirety since the start of July. what a cute coincidence that i get in2 TLOU on the game’s 10th anniversary ヾ(≧▽≦*)o anyway TLOU talk time :3333
DISCLAIMER: i didn't play the game myself ‘cus i don't have any type of console (n i don't play video games) so i watched MKIcenFire's gameplay of the TLOU Remake on PS5 n it was like 12 hours long i think n i watched it twice. then i watched the HBO show, then i watched the same guy play TLOU2. okay anyway i know the game well enough (I HOPE!! I THINK!!) also i read Reddit posts about the game's ending in p2 ‘cus i think other people’s take on it is soooo fun 2 read. if anything i say here is straight up just the wrong take like just ‘cus i'm stupid or missed the point of something, do NOT tell me ‘cus i will start crying immediately but tbh i will probably also not care sorry.
okay so,,,the whole game??? is a masterpiece??? plot-wise n visuals n MUSIC n characters???????????? EVERYTHING IS SO WELL WRITTEN ARGDHFHSHS i loved it. i'm not a gamer btw like the only 'games' i play are Taiko no Tatsujin (PC) n i watched people play undertale but that's it i guess so i don’t have anything 2 compare TLOU 2 but omg it's so good 2 me just as it is AHHHHH.
i'm so bad at being coherent. <///3
anyway everything i'm about 2 say is not going 2 be anything that hasn't already been said but i need an OUTLET!!! i think the game is so fun n maybe it's my own insane raging daddy issues but watching the Ellie (cargo) 2 Ellie (babygirl) pipeline was SO healing 2 me (n also absolutely devastating) like HOLY SHIT HE'S JUST A FATHER 4 READ!1!1!
okay gonna talk right now about how i feel about Joel n Abby ‘cus i have the most opinions about them `(*>﹏<*)′
i know TLOU1 is like Moral Dilemma the game but like i just think it's so simple really. Joel did what he did ‘cus Ellie became someone he really cares about. IMO he never really stopped being a father so Ellie just becomes his youngest daughter n a father's love knows no bounds, doesn't it? he quite literally did everything in his power 2 make sure no one would hurt his own n i think that's so... insane,,, (i wish dads were real)
i don't understand people who hate on Joel like actually *hate* him with their whole life. if they hate him ‘cus of what he used 2 do (being a hunter, etc…) then like,, that's stupid ‘cus he had 2 do what he had 2 do 2 survive. n maybe at the time that was the only way he knew how 2. he's a bad guy ‘cus he did bad guy things (like henry said) but that doesn't necessarily mean he's not a good guy or that he can't redeem himself i don’t know it just seems weird 2 not like him ‘cus of what he used 2 do that we didn't even explicitly see, n was only stated. also i get that people hate him ‘cus of what he did ‘cus like, yeah, i get it, he DID take away Ellie's right 2 'save' the world n he took her out of there without her consent BUT she's also a minor (yes i know laws don't matter but you know,, it's the principle of it i don’t know) n he decided 2 make the choice 4 her ‘cus she obviously couldn't do it herself n i think it was the right choice. also the fireflies didn't give her an option either like damn they couldn't at least ask her if she wanted 2 like say goodbye 2 Joel i don’t know like yeah ik in p2 she said she would have wanted 2 die 4 the cure but like she wasn't even told that making it would entail her dying ‘cus she explicitly stated that she wants 2 follow Joel after everything was over, so like,, yeah Joel took her choice away 2 save her life but the fireflies were going 2 force her 2 die 4 a cure that they themselves weren't even 100% sure would work. n 4 what??? she's the only immune person alive as far as they know n they won't even do SOME kind of tests first ON ELLIE 2 find shit out like i don’t know it seems kinda pointless 2 just kill her like that just 4 a chance of a vaccine. i know Dr Anderson did SOME testing b4 n a lot of research like we can see all the scans when he was talking 2 Marlene in p2 but did he do any testing on Ellie herself? i don’t know. ik all this what-ifs don't even matter n i'm just trying 2 justify Joel's actions but it's the thoughts i have hhhh like let's say the vaccine does get made... who is going 2 ensure that everyone gets a fair chance 2 have it? you're telling me FEDRA or the fireflies are gonna distribute it or something like that?? like it's not possible. also how would they get the vaccine 2 everyone in the world?? n like you think the raiders or hunters are gonna care that they're vaccinated n suddenly be good again? they're just gonna be better at murdering n like also what about all the infected. there's way 2 many of them. sure with a vaccine, lives would have been better but they're still living in a post-apocalyptic world, n more people are going 2 die than be saved n i like 2 imagine that Joel knew all this (maybe) n he chose Ellie anyway.
actually i don’t care i like 2 think he immediately stopped thinking when Marlene said they have 2 kill Ellie 2 make a 'cure' n he just didn't care about anything else anymore. yeah that fits better in my head !!
this text post is all over the place anyway uhmm Abby time.
i'm gonna put it out there right now: i do NOT fuck with her at all. also let's normalise understanding a character, all their motifs n everything n still being able 2 dislike them. i hate people who are like 'oh if you dislike/hate Abby then you obviously don't understand her character' LIKE???? yes, i understand her??? her character is literally a parallel 2 Ellie's. Abby's redemption mirrors Ellie's damnation. 'you can't get mad at Abby 4 killing Joel when he killed her father.' like shut up yes i can?? in fact here i am getting mad right now. it's a cycle that never ends. Joel kills Jerry, Abby kills Joel, Ellie kills Abby's friends while searching 4 her 2 get revenge, Abby kills Ellie's friends ‘cus Ellie killed hers, n it just continues. they're both doing 2 each other the exact same thing each of them are doing 2 the other. their motivations behind all their actions are literally the same. i get it. if one side starts, the other doesn't stop. they're literally 2 sides of the same coin, i get it. i totally understand why Abby did what she did. but that DOESN'T mean i have 2 like her??? Abby dick riders getting mad n pissy when ppl don't like her as if she's not the literal antagonist of TLOU2 when you play as Ellie. she's the other playable protagonist when you play as her obviously but when it's Ellie's pov, she's obviously the villain ?? just like how Ellie is the antagonist when you play as Abby??? or at least they're both the anti-hero,, maybe,, in each other's storyline. anyway i don't care 4 Abby. i understand her character but i still dislike her. 'you only hate her ‘cus she killed Joel!' yeah… exactly. i also am aware that as someone who is insane about Joel, i am being hypocritical right now ‘cus the people who hate Joel are probably the same people who like Abby n vice versa. anyway moving on. i also don't particularly understand why people say hating Abby = hating Ellie. like yeah they're extremely similar but like,, we played around 15 hours of TLOU1 like obviously i have a stronger emotional connection with Ellie n Joel??? is that a superficial reason 2 dislike Abby?? yes but i don’t care!!! i do not fuck with her at all!!! yes i understand that Abby has gone through things that deserve sympathy/empathy 2, but like... i'm still inclined 2 be more biased about Ellie n Joel though... also like Abby told her dad that she would want him 2 do the surgery on her but i think it's easy 2 say that when you're not the one actually doing it. like we all would probably say we don't mind dying 4 a good ‘cus until we actually have 2 die n it's like,,, I DON’T KNOW like it just seems so simple 4 her 2 say she would die 4 the vaccine but she's only saying it 2 make her dad feel better n ‘cus she's not the one actually going through with it you know???? rhfjdjfjjdhh i don’t know i hope so far i'm making sense. also Dr Anderson never answered Marlene when she asked if he would do the surgery on Abby, which is an answer in itself, n that's soooo hypocritical of him 4 real sigh
okay i think that's all the character opinions i have (probably i don’t know) now i'm gonna talk about the scenes that drive me CRAZY
UHMMM THE 'you're not my daughter, and i sure as hell ain't your dad.' OH MY GOD??? the first time i saw it i paused n almost threw up ‘cus if someone i thought was a father figure, or just like the first adult that didn't disappoint me in my life since i came out of the womb, said that 2 me when i am quite literally begging them not 2 abandon me, i would simply just drop dead n die n you would never hear from me again. THE UP N DOWN GLANCE HE GIVES ELLIE LIKE HE'S SIZING HER UP 2 B4 HE SAYS IT????? Ellie is better than me 4 real ‘cus i would never forgive him 4 that (lying, i would forgive him if he stabbed me 4 fun) like holy shit he hit her where it HURT. yes i know he did it ‘cus he was scared that he already got so attached 2 her but JEEZ MAN that's BRUTAL. the way her eyes LITERALLY drop n you can see every miniscule detail on her face detailing how HURT she felt when he said that... graphics were INSANE
GOING FROM THAT 2 THE 'oh babygirl...' SCENE??????????? WHIPLASH IS REAL BYE. ofc not 2 push aside everything that happens in between ‘cus Ellie fought like hell 2 keep Joel alive. ARGHHHH she never left him even when he asked her 2 n even when he wanted 2 leave her first, she never gave up on him :((( they care about each other SO MUCH i'm going 2 be SICK. right okay, the babygirl scene??? it felt like my heart was being healed from all the angst 4 real. the way his face is SO soft when he's trying 2 get her back 2 him like OH MY GOD also the fact that there's dialogue but no subtitles or voiceover so it's up 2 the audience's intepretation 2 tell us what Joel says 2 her when he's CRADLING her face is so fucked up. ‘cus i know some people think he's saying 'i'll promise i'll never leave you again' n some think he's saying 'i promise i'll never let anyone hurt you again' n TBH EITHER WAY, MY HEART CAN'T TAKE IT 4 REAL LIKE TBH I'M GLAD LOWKEY THERE WASN'T ANY VOICEOVER ‘CUS I WOULD NEVER STOP REPLAYING IT. BUT I WISH THERE WAS A CONFIRMATION OF WHAT HE SAID. THE WAY ELLIE'S EYES GLAZED OVER N JOEL JUST KEEPS HOLDING ON 2 HER N MAKES SURE SHE'S LOOKING DIRECTLY AT HIM WHEN HE'S COMFORTING HER??? i cannot fathom being loved that much, like it's actually UNREAL 2 me.
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okay here's where it gets NSFW a bit so MINORS DNI this paragraph PLEASE thanks!! anyway i have a woman hard on 4 Joel the second he was introduced. yes i have daddy issues, next question. anyway he's SO fucking fine n he's a good father so double smash. everytime he came on2 screen, so did i. uhm the scene where Joel is torturing david's men, i replayed it 8347345 times n tbh with one hand 2 (/hj) n LIKE.. Joel beating a bloater with JUST a MACHETE like yes the bloater alrdy took some damage b4 but HOLY SHIT that scene was hot. Joel was always constantly hot n the creators KNEW what they were doing when they designed him... like that,, n gave him THOSE voice lines,, search Joel Miller voice lines on YT n just close your eyes bro that shit is straight up P*RN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i genuinely think he's so attractive. i would let him do the most atrocious heinous filthy things 2 me. you CANNOT leave me alone with him ‘cus i would not let him out. i would find a way 2 mesh our bodies tgt (☆▽☆) he's genuinely so handsome n fine!! i literally want 2 stick a straw in his tip n suck his milk. i am so sorry 4 making anyone read that but i mean it unfortunately. if i was in TLOU i couldnt be trusted 2 patrol with Joel ‘cus he would probably kill something or someone 4 my sake n brush it off as nothing n then i would tackle him n start sucking n fucking him so good like we would not make it back 2 base. we're going twenty rounds with no breaks. the only break he'll be doing is breaking my back n splitting my pu$$y in half with his massive cock.
OKAY ENOUGH
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Ellie's 15th birthday :( i'm a space kid so it just hits SO hard,, like everything he did 4 her. the dinosaurs n the planets. the way this part was only like.. i don’t know less than one hour of the whole game n it was the happiest part of the game imo (uhm Dina n Ellie n JJ are bittersweet 2 me OKAY!!) THE WAY THEY TEASE N BANTER N LIKE ARE GENUINELY SO ADORING WITH EACH OTHER. Joel pushing her in2 the water n jumping in 4 her when she asks. JOEL FINDING HER THE COUNTDOWN TAPE. HOW FUCKING HARD DO YOU THINK THAT WAS HUH? ASKING IF HE DID OKAY??? HE'S LITERALLY SO FUCKING SWEET!!!! HE'S JUST A FATHER WHO LOVES HIS DAUGHTER BRO PLEASE GOD LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! THE WAY HE WAS SMILING SO SOFTLY AT HER IN THE SPACESHIP??? HE WAS WATCHING EVERY LITTLE DETAIL 2MAKE SURE SHE WAS REALLY HAPPY.. THE WAY HE BARELY EVEN SMILES IN THE GAME N DURING THIS SCENE HE WAS FUCKING GRINNING BRO OH MY GOD. he literally gave her the moon, stars, n the planets :( they deserved 2 be happy man i fucking HATE TLOU2 HHH they could have had so much together HNGDHFHH Joel didn't even get 2 meet JJ :(
please b4 you come at me with the 'Abby deserved happiness with her father too!' just save it man. i don't care n i don't wanna hear about it like DNI with this post if thats all you wanna say <;3
Joel's death. i knew he was going 2 die but like when i was watching p2 i didn't think it was going 2 happen THAT fast. never cried so hard (lying) 4 real he didn't deserve all that. okay he did (i guess, whatever...) but that shit was cruel n 2 do it in front of Ellie 2... man,, Ashley Johnson needs every award 4 the voice acting in that scene,,, holy shit was it so painful 2 watch 4 FUCKING READ. n the aftermath like when i saw Ellie taking Joel's jacket, my mind immediately went 2 Harry Styles' Cherry where he said, 'i noticed that // there's a piece of you in how i dress,' :( THE WAY SHE BURIES HER FACE IN HIS FABRIC LIKE SHE'S BREATHING HIM IN 4 THE LAST TIME... THE FLOWERS IN FRONT OF HIS HOUSE, THE BLUE HYDRANGEAS SHE LEAVES AT HIS GRAVE SYMBOLISING FORGIVENESS n REGRET ,, THE PIC OF SARAH N  ELLIE ON HIS TABLE :( THE BROCHURE FROM THE DINOSAUR EXHIBITION THAT HE KEPT :( THE WOLF (WLF) N THE MOOSE (JOEL -> PROTECTOR) MOTIF :((( GOD THIS GAME IS SO FUCKING TRAGIC I HATE IT SM literally crying so hard right now. the way Joel’s death was so trauma inducing 4 Ellie that during her breakdown, in her flashback, she recalls what happened n it was so much worse than what actually happened. the stairway being longer n the way she falsely remembers Joel calling out her name n begging 4 help n the way she kept pleading 2 stop??????? i literally hate everything. THE FACT THAT SHE WAS HOLDING JJ ALL THE WHILE 2??? PLEASE MAN,,, WE 4 REAL CAN’T HAVE SHIT!!! ALSO the way the game just literally lost it’s colour after Joel dies like the colours got all muted/ desaturated n all the nature/wonderment we used 2 see in TLOU1 just like disappeared after Joel dies,, mirroring Ellie’s emotions/ state of being BYE that’s so genius i don’t care if it’s obvious HHH it’s such a neat little detail 2 notice.
the scene right before they find the hospital n Joel is holding Ellie’s limp body n he’s frantically, desperately trying 2 see if she’s breathing n he realises she isn’t n the fucking ice cold water i KNOW he feels running down his spine ‘cus the scene is becoming 2 familiar again,, he knows he could never live with himself if he fails another one of his girls… the way he’s just giving her chest compressions even when he could have been shot at any moment n it’s just a perfect bittersweet parallel 2 Sarah’s death GOD he loves his daughters SO fucking much. a father’s love is something i’ll never comprehend or experience ever GOD.
'if somehow, the Lord gave me a second chance at that moment, i would do it all over again.' if someone said that 2 me i would literally start throwing up (but /pos). the fact that Ellie JUST decided 2 try n forgive him n then he just dies... ND kys why would you do that 2 me. Joel could have said something like 'i regret doing what i did,' or 'i'm sorry,' but instead he says he would do it all over again, not knowing how Ellie would react like she's already so angry at him n he doesn't even hesitate 2 say all that even though he knows it could set her off. he stands firm that what he did was right ‘cus 2 him, he would rather have Ellie alive n hating his guts 4 the rest of his life no matter how much that hurts rather than her being killed 4 a world that was beyond saving anyway n that is so insane 2 me 4 real. 2 be loved that deeply that he would damn the whole world just 4 his daughter. please don't talk 2 me. he does not care if she hates him 4 real he just wants her alive n that's SO!!! he's just a dad who loves his little girl :(( n in TLOU2 Ellie, at the heart of it all, is just a little girl who misses her dad :((( i hate this game. ALSO the detail in this scene is CRAZY, you can literally see Joel's lip quivering minisculely n his eyebrow is twitching n he's literally holding back tears BRO GOD he loves Ellie sm n ARGHFJDHS the way after that scene Ellie gets woken up by Jesse the next day n she tells him she overslept but every other time b4 or after the INCIDENT she never has a good night of sleep. DIE.
i don’t really know how i feel about the ending of TLOU2. it’s angsty n all but the boat image being no longer in the dark means that there’s hope 4 Ellie 2 like become better or something like that right? yeah i don’t know i just wish there were more scenes of her with Joel, n Dina (i can never get enough okay) but in all seriousness, despite how many times i’ve said i hate TLOU2 i do think it was a good story. imo tlou1 was great n didn’t necessarily NEED a sequel (stfu let Ellie stay 14 4ever HHHH) but i liked it anyway. i wanna know what happens with Tommy n Maria though, like are they separated separated or does Tommy find a way past his hatred n back 2 her??? n what happens 2 Dina n JJ?? are they okay? does Dina tell him about Ellie n Jesse? oh man i miss Jesse :( he would have made such a good n cool co-parent. ARGHHHDDJ low-key wish i could break in2 the creators’ home n demand these answers {{{(>_<)}}}
hmm some miscellaneous thoughts:
ELLIE IS SOOOOO WOULD’VE, COULD’VE, SHOULD’VE CODED BRO YOU CAN’T TELL ME OTHERWISE.  ‘AND IF I WAS A CHILD, DID IT MATTER? IF YOU GOT TO WASH YOUR HANDS’ n ‘IF YOU NEVER TOUCHED ME, I WOULD’VE GONE ALONG WITH THE RIGHTEOUS’ HELLO???????? literally her entire arc w/ D*vid LIKE that scene where was hunting her was SO scary,, it was scarier than having 2 watch Abby make out with Owen.  [All I used to do was pray // Would've, could've, should've // If you'd never looked my way] how many times do you think Ellie regretted the moment she decided 2 follow D*vid n his friend 4 the medicine. wait- no like not that she regretted trading 4 the meds ‘cus i feel like she would’ve done it again 4 Joel but like she probably would do it safer n less trusting I DON’T KNOW like i bet she feels INSANE thinking about all the ‘what-ifs’ if she never followed D*vid sigh i’m so bad at voicing my thoughts jesus how did i ever score an A 4 my lit analysis when i was in secondary school,, the brain is 4 real crazy. ANYWAY. 
THE BRIDGE??? ‘If clarity's in death, then why won't this die?’ despite already killing D*vid brutally, she’s forever haunted by the trauma it caused n i know she feels like she should just get over it already but she literally can’t ‘cus that was the moment she really killed killed n he tried 2 ruin her n i bet she would do it again but she hates that she probably liked killing him but she’s so right,, Ellie i would do it again n again 2 bae dw. ‘Living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts // GIVE ME BACK MY GIRLHOOD IT WAS MINE FIRST’ oh my God… bro,, give her back her girlhood it was hers first 4 fucking real. she never really had girlhood 2 begin with,, FEDRA definitely was shit 2 her, she lost Riley when she disappeared then she lost Riley again when she died then D*vid happens n it’s like,, give her a fucking break jfc bro she never really got 2 be just a girl, or even a child, i don’t know where i’m going with this but that one line is SO her 4 real she just,, every bad thing that happened 2 her was never her fault or deserved like everything that was taken away from her… give it back GIVE IT BACK return everything n everyone that was taken from her bro that’s so fucked. okay the chorus n outro uhm,, ‘And the God's honest truth is that the pain was heaven’ the satisfaction of killing D*vid is definitely this line, n maybe also everyone she killed while avenging Joel (maybe, but probably not ‘cus i don’t think she liked how violent she became) maybe the pain of her survivor’s guilt was heaven 2 ‘cus it meant she got 2 meet Dina n Jesse n spend more time with Joel 2. ‘And now that I'm grown, I'm scared of ghosts // Memories feel like weapons // And now that I know, I wish you'd left me wondering’ LAST LINE IS HER TALKING ABOUT KNOWING THE TRUTH 4 REAL. ‘MEMORIES FEEL LIKE WEAPONS’ Ellie’s PTSD is strong in this one 3:
‘God rest my soul, I miss who I used to be’ Ellie when she had 2 kill her inner child n went on a rampage 2 avenge Joel. Ellie when she learnt the truth n had 2 live with her survivor’s guilt. Ellie when her relationship with Joel got strained n tense not like it used 2 be. Ellie when she lost herself 4 real.  ‘The tomb won't close, stained glass windows in my mind // I regret you all the time // I can't let this go, I fight with you in my sleep // The wound won't close, I keep on waiting for a sign // I regret you all the time’ literally her relationship with Joel isn’t it?? she lowkey regrets that she met him (IN A WAY) ‘cus he took her choice away 4 her life 2 have meant something n like i know she tries 2 forgive him (n eventually does) but like i don’t know i feel like those lines are so her n Joel. ‘I fight with you in my sleep,’ ‘cus she doesn’t really talk 2 Joel right but she definitely can’t fucking sleep right knowing what he did. i think it hurt 2 much 2 look at him so the only time she actually got mad at him was when she wasn’t awake. (hope that made sense `(*>﹏<*)′ i feel like the regret line isn’t so much talking about her relationship with Joel but rather herself, i feel like it resonates more with how she treated Joel, i just know she wished she could have said that she wanted 2 try 2 forgive him MUCH earlier if she knew she wouldn’t have that much time with him left. also Dina, she probably wishes she could find her again at the end. SIGH
ELLIE IS MY TEARS RICOCHET CODED 2!!!!!!!!!!! ‘AND I CAN GO ANYWHERE I WANT // ANYWHERE I WANT // JUST NOT HOME’ LITERALLY HER AT THE END OF THE GAME ‘CUS SHE’S ‘FREE’ NOW BUT WHERE DOES SHE GO? WHERE WILL SHE GO? WHO WILL SHE TURN 2? BYE FUCK OFF WHERE/WHO IS HER HOME ANYMORE. I HATE IT HERE. ‘You had to kill me, but it killed you just the same’ ELLIE WHEN A PART OF HERSELF DIED WHEN JOEL DIED OR LIKE WHEN SHE KILLED A PART OF HERSELF 2 AVENGE JOEL N LEAVE EVERYTHING BEHIND ARHGDSFGDFSJH ‘You turned into your worst fears // And you're tossing out blame, drunk on this pain // Crossing out the good years’ Ellie when she literally became someone she never wanted 2 be n drowned in her need 2 get revenge. ‘And you're cursing my name, wishing I stayed’ Ellie n Joel. literally it’s just her missing Joel. i hate bitches 4 real.
Dina deserved better. she straight up deserved SO much better than what Ellie gave her. the way Ellie left her alone in the theatre?? the way Dina was up all night helping with the map n i don't even remember if Ellie said thank you or not?? Dina IMMEDIATELY giving her mask 2 Ellie when hers broke??? Dina being with Ellie every step of the way n Ellie leaving when all Dina wanted was 4 her 2 stay??? ‘prove it, stay,’ DINA WAS BEGGING BRO N ELLIE LEFT N MY FUCKING HEART,,, Dina you deserved so much better ily you are so so so hot 2 me.
i don't want 2 think about Yara n Lev :( they loved each other so much n thinking about them makes me so sad. i also don’t want 2 think about how Abby n Lev parallels Joel n Ellie or anything like that, please leave me alone >︿<
Ellie's descent in2 becoming someone so violent was so devastating 2 witness. she literally had 2 sit down n was nauseous the first time she shot someone in p1 n we see her become this mindless (not really ‘cus she gets ptsd) killing machine in p2 is so crazy (she looked so fucking hot doing it though). she literally loses her mind 2 the violence in order 1 avenge Joel ‘cus she loves him that much, its so twisted. ALSO her saying 2 sam that her biggest fear is ending up alone n THEN IN PART 2 SHE ENDS UP ALONE????? ND KYS THAT'S SO FUCKING HEARTBREAKING
THIS SONG?????? THE SONG JOEL SANG 2 ELLIE,,,  TROY BAKER’S VOICE SINGING IT??? THE GMV?????? the song is literally about Ellie n Joel (TヘT) ‘If I ever were to lose you // I'd surely lose myself’ WHAT THE FUCK someone pulling my heart out while i was conscious would hurt less. ‘All of my stolen missing parts // I've no need for anymore’ Joel when he found Ellie n recovered the part of him he thought he buried when Sarah Died n how he learns how 2 love again MAN. ‘Back when I was feeling broken // I focused on a prayer // You came deep as the ocean’ both Ellie n Joel were looking (if indirectly maybe) 4 something 2 save them from the darkness, internally or not, n they saved each other. THEY SAVED EACH OTHER- Joel found someone 2 love n cherish, n Ellie found someone who loved n cherished her n didn’t just want her 4 her immunity PLEASE they love each other SO MUCH. ‘All the promises at sundown // I meant them like the rest’ Joel talking about caring 4 Ellie, Ellie talking about how she’ll try 2 forgive joel.  ‘Hey angel, I am here to stay // No resistance, no alarms // Please, this is just too good to be gone’ ANGEL???? kys. Joel really did try 2 stay. he tried so hard 2 fight. the last line being some type of foreshadowing towards his death ‘cus i guess good things really do never last. HE JUST WANTED TIME WITH HIS DAUGHTER OKAY. 
HBO Show time :3
i think the show was really good,, holy shit episode 6 when Joel is sniping n he's making sure Ellie gets out of the place as unscathed as possible?? i was like captivated bro i was watching with my eyes wide open n barely breathing ,,, their performance was so good. loved episode 8 obv the babygirl scene was so healing AGAIN. i don’t know i don't really have that much 2 say about the show after watching the game ‘cus like essentially it's all the same except the show cut out some parts n added others. Bill n Frank episode was so tender :( n Joel's monologue 2 Tommy saying all he does is fail Ellie... my God pedro pascal recited his lines PERFECTLY,, director yelled cut but he heard CUNT instead n delivered.
YOU KNOW WHAT sorry 2 get NSFW 4 a bit AGAIN but i sat there clenching my thighs SO TIGHTLY when he gunned down the entire hospital. literally had heart eyes n everything watching that shit.
‘so time heals all wounds, i guess. // it wasn’t time that did it.’ WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. THE WAY HE PURPOSEFULLY MAKES EYE CONTACT WITH ELLIE WHEN HE SAYS IT, LIKE HE FULLY TURNS HIS HEAD 2 MAKE SURE HE MEETS HER EYES SO SHE KNOWS WHAT HE’S GETTING AT N THEN THE EYE CONTACT THEY HOLD AFTER HE SAYS IT N THEY WAY HER EYES WIDEN N IT’S LIKE GOD CAN YOU EMOTIONAL CONSTIPATED BITCHES JUST SAY I LOVE YOU PLEASE ANYWAY THE WAY HE WIPES HIS EYES 2 AFTERWARDS??????? THIS SCENE WAS SO SOFT GOD FUCK
WHY DID THEY CUT OUT THE PART WHERE ELLIE JUMPS IN2 THE WATER WITH HENRY N SAM N HE KEEPS HER AFLOAT LIKE THAT SCENE WAS SOOO IMPORTANT IMO 2 SHOW THAT JOEL THINKING OF HER AS 'CARGO' WAS SLOWLY DETERIORATING I DON’T KNOWJDSSDH BUT THE WAY SHE KNOWS SHE CAN'T SWIM BUT SHE KNOWS JOEL WON'T LET HER DROWN LIKE THE WAY JOEL GOES 'i got you, i got you,' LIKE OMG????? HNHGDHFGDH
WHY DID THEY ALSO TAKE OUT THE SCENE WHERE JOEL LIKE GETS CAUGHT UPSIDE DOWN IN BILL'S TRAP N ELLIE HAS 2 SAVE HIM LIKE THAT SCENE WAS SO FUCKING COOL JDHSDJSDF JOEL WAS SO COOL THERE SIGHHHH
PEDRO PASCAL N BELLA RAMSEY DID SUCH A GOOD JOB OMFG BELLA RAMSEY DESERVES ALL THE AWARDS BRO HOLY SHIT she's such a good actress. their relationship n their chemisty on n off screen is so precious ahhhh they did so good!!!
here r some tiktoks that have me sobbing immediately n gives me immeasurable amounts of grief:
https://www.tiktok.com/@iostlegacy/video/7213479467690249480
this is the edit that got me curious about TLOU in the first place. i was BAMBOOZLED thinking i would get a cute father-daughter duo game (i did but it didn't last) FUCK i love TLOU
https://www.tiktok.com/@cast1ebyerss/video/7242296022716697858
it's the way she becomes this person she obviously doesn't want 2 become,,, which you can tell from the way she gets literal PTSD after the first time she tortures one of Abby's friends 4 information,, like actually tortures,, but she continues doing all that fucked up shit in the name of revenge 4 Joel ‘cus like she loves him SO MUCH!!! ‘when i get home, i’m gonna bury you,’ SHE HAD 2 KILL HER INNER CHILD KYS FUCK anyway the transition from her being all alone n violent 2 her 14 yo self AUGHDHSVSHHSHSHS the way she was she was literally fighting 4 survival during that time (not saying she isnt now like TLOU2) like she was like on 'roadtrip' with  Joel fighting infected almost everyday but she was still so much happier n innocent-er AUGHHHHH the pipeline is 2 real omfg i freaking love Ellie hfhdhdjdbd I love Ellie Williams in my head she is Ellie Miller anyway,,
https://www.tiktok.com/@lcvesrobin/video/7199341136308210950
THE FUCKING TRANSITION FROM TAYLOR'S YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN KID 2 THE 19*5'S ABOUT YOU IN WHICH THE LYRICS ARE 'do you think i have forgotten about you?" KILL YOURSELF,,, ALSO THE FUCKING CAPTION?? ‘CUS SHE WAS ALWAYS ON HER OWN BUT THEN JOEL SHOWED UP N WAS THE FIRST PERSON 2 PROPERLY LOVE HER ENOUGH 2 QUITE LITERALLY OR WTV DAMN THE WHOLE WORLD N HE JUST FUCKING DIES N SHE ENDS UP ALL ALONE AGAIN FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU LONELINESS REALLY IS THE WORST THING IN THE WORLD I JUST WANTED THEM 2 BE HAPPY MAN her only fear was 2 not end up alone n thats all she was in the end (choking on tears)
https://www.tiktok.com/@ramsyvsp/video/7246107689821015338
‘YOU GO HALFWAY ACROSS THE COUNTRY WITH SOMEONE’ // ‘I SAVED HER’ please i can’t take it anymore i literally have work, i work at a job n these bitches got me on life support ,, trying not 2 cry ,, abt 2 talk 2 my supervisor with tears in my eyes thanks. Ellie wanted 2 save the world n Joel wanted 2 save his n that’s exactly what he did.
https://www.tiktok.com/@qshleyvsp/video/7249372913017588999
please don't even talk 2 me.
https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSLssF7ah/
self-explanatory. what if i actually started throwing up like /srs.
uhm okay here's like just me talking about Joel n Ellie ‘cus i have daddy issues n the thought of being loved that dearly makes me physically ill. 
i love Joel’s character SO much. the way he’s always been some kind of father/protector 2 EVERYONE around him is so,, he loved Sarah n when he lost her, he lost himself n he dedicated his life 2 protecting the only family he had left ie Tommy n even when that went 2 hell, he was then protective of Tess (let’s be honest she was a milf who could fight like a bitch mwah gone 2 soon) n then Ellie. he was always being someone else’s ,, defender. the way he obviously closed himself off after he thought he failed Sarah n the way he got attached 2 Ellie n ultimately let her in n just seamlessly fell in2 the role of a father again like he was just shrugging on an old jacket. SARAH TAUGHT HIM HOW 2 LOVE N ELLIE REMINDED HIM HOW SIGHHH,, Ellie n Sarah could’ve been the best sisters UGH also the way Ellie was always by herself n she really only had Riley n then she lost her 2 n then she met Joel n he was the first person in her life that didn’t let her get hurt (ish) n actually gave a shit about her so she let him in (SIGH) even though she was probably so scared of ending up alone again (SIGHHHH) n they just. THEY’RE THE ONLY DAD/DAUGHTER DUO EVER MANNNNN
i love their relationship. i love them 2 death. they are so insanely lovely 2 me like how they go from barely tolerating one another 2 risking their lives 2 save each other. being loved by Joel means he doesn't care how violent he has 2 get 2 keep Ellie safe n that's exactly what he did n i can't even imagine anyone loving me that much n it makes me ache 4 someone older who would stop at nothing 2 keep me safe. omfg i'm getting off track. anyway, Ellie loves Joel so much that she's doing everything 2 forgive him, knowing she thinks she's worthless without her immunity meaning something n that is so deep. i love their relationship so dearly. they are so somft 2 me. ignoring the murder n all. i don’t know i just. i never had a connection like Ellie has with Joel. ever. n just like thinking about how if i were in Ellie's shoes, i would just be constantly in awe that someone has the capacity 2 love n care 4 me as much as Joel does n how is he not bursting at the seams. i love Joel. i wish dads were real. sigh okay i think that's all.
yes, that's it. thanks 4 reading. love you xx 
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I've had this dream before, a while ago, where I find a garden and I notice signs and stuff saying it's been maintained by some lovely LGBT people. The main girl has dyed red hair and they have 2 other friends; one named Timmy and the other I forget the name of but also has dyed hair. The garden is usually vacant and shifts around from dream to dream, but this time it was like a very fast rushing river going down I think the middle, and the garden was maybe 8 feet wide and 10 yards long. The whole thing was gated with an entrance. These few people were 14-20, and just overall very friendly wonderful people. (This is where it deviates from the reoccurring, usually i just find the garden and the signs, and just hang out in the garden by myself) i hang out with them in their garden for a bit, then the dream fasts forward (or maybe I just forgot) to a time/place where I'm running a small shop out of a house (well, really it looks just more like a house with really long hotel hallways, but the dream tells me it was a shop as well and that we had customers) me and these people have together as friends. It's late at night, and we're sending off some customers, who were a family; the dad had long hair and was reminiscent of that lost media of the wizard guy BlameItOnJorje made a popular video on, and I don't recall the rest of the family's appearance. The dad was also pushing one of those hotel baggage carts containing all their possessions (I guess they were homeless, but the dream tells me they were travelers or something). We watch them walk slowly into the woods through the front door window, not creepily or anything either btw. I think Timmy kept trying to send them off, or like talk to them as they're going out/go outside to talk to them as they're walking away, which would've been a nice gesture but we kept stopping him because it would've been weird. This is a crudely drawn image of what the front of the house looked like.
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This whole front entrance is like 5 feet wide ( in a spacious way), the door is near entirely glass and the rest of that front wall is taken up by 3 window panes, so we can see really well outside. Then, I swear to God, the 3d emoji meme (look up 3d emoji, the first result is a red bubble sticker, that guy) was standing outside. Here's another diagram
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Oh, and this is a good time to mention that this whole dream has been in the first person. Sidenote, right before I fell asleep, I saw a Taylor Tomlinson clip where she talks about an emoji that looks like "pacman getting a colonoscopy" so that's probably why this guy appeared. Anyways, we see the emoji man, and the 3 of us were all rightfully scared shitless. us still looking through the window, everytime someone looks away the emoji man changes something, usually his expression (though I never look away). One time someone looks away and the door is opened and something is put inside the house, I don't remember what. Then, another time, a block of lit yellow TnT is put inside the house (which in this dream opens doors, idr what it does in the Minecraft mod) so I close the door we all start running. The emoji man gets in anyways and as ik running down the first hall I hear a voice that says something like "oh and by the way sometimes he'll fjbgkm us, so doors will open automatically and you have to close them" as if I was in a discord call with a friend introducing me to a horror game, though this doesn't break the immersion or signal me to lucid dream or something. As I'm running down this first hallway (10ish yards?) At the end of the hallway there's a door on the floor and I open it and I guess the emoji man falls in or something, and i sense I'm now being chased by Ms pacman (but scary version) and then the dream ends.
I'm pretty sure that whole end bit with the emoji didn't matter, and only appeared because of some media I consumed before sleepytime but that first bit I really think is meant for me to get new friends; my current friends I generally don't like, I think they a lot of the time aren't great people, that and after waking up I was really sad because the LGBT guy with red hair who maintained the garden wasn't my friend and he seemed really cool or something, that's what I feel like the dream was about.
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Ik we've been on a Redestro streak but I've been feeling Tomura lately 🥺
Prior to the PLF, you're a doll for him to hold, fuck, watch him play video games, and vent to. But now that he's got more resources now, he wants to reward you for being so good to him (you know better than to scream too much or act like you have a choice when he wants you). Plus you've seemed a little more listless and depressed now that even more people see you with him: touching you, having you sit in his lap, looking at the marks he left on you from last night...being alone with him was hard, but being watched while he did this to you while nobody did a thing was an all new kind of hell.
Even after his injuries from his fight with Redestro, his sex drive hadn't slowed down at all. He wants you and you only to help with his physical therapy and bandages, and of course he wants you to "tend" to him as a patient by sucking him off or using those soft hands/tits when he can't fuck you as well with the cast on. Maybe he even has you dress as a nurse for him too.
And now that he's a big bossman, he wants to celebrate and enjoy this new level of power and influence by making you his "personal assistant" on paper. Basically you remind him of what meetings and stuff he has each day and gets him meals and snacks and stuff, along with everything else he made you do prior to this.
He's fucked you so many times on his desk, practically in every fucking office in the mansion. Sometimes he keeps you from changing clothes and you have to spend an hour or so in front of everyone during a meeting, with rumpled clothes stained with cum and a refusal to make eye contact with anyone. They all know what you are to him, and they know better than to get in between the two of you in any way.
His bed is huge, but he still insists on being right next to you whenever he's sleeping or he's just relaxing. He can't cuddle and rub his cock between your thighs on the other side of this king-sized bed, after all. He spoils you with anything you want without asking, partially to reward you for being compliant but also to apologize for kidnapping you and making you his. He doesn't regret it, but he knows it's painful and traumatic for you. And he's NEVER going to let you go for as long as he's alive; even if he wasn't trying to desperately find a way to remain himself and live on without AfO taking control of him completely, he wouldn't let you go. You can't be free, but he wants to make sure that you can at least be happy with him as often as possible.
He's much more gentle in bed, but he's still raping and molesting you at the end of the day. It's still just as intense regardless of if he's being rough or not, and for him it's so cathartic. He has so many bottled-up emotions that had no outlet for so long, and being able to love someone the twisted, warped, horrible way he loves you feels so good. Even when you're still crying and/or plead for him to stop, he knows your body well enough now to know it feels good for you too--no matter how much you wish he was completely wrong.
You don't hate him, at least not as much as before. It's complicated. He's violating you, he kidnapped you, he's done so many horrible things to you, but when he holds you and is gentle and opens his heart...as black as it is, it still exists. You know WHY he is the way he is, and whether it's Stockholm Syndrome setting in, something close to requited love, pity, or all of the above, you actually want him to be happy and will cuddle him back or smile every so often at him.
He doesn't know if he deserves it, but he's so happy that you do.
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ty for the ask !!!!
💎 are there any fun facts or trivia that you would like to share?
toby fox did the battle tower music. thought that was cool
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💢 what do you NOT like about your hyperfixation? is there something you would want to change about it?
Stop it's unironically among one of my least favorite mainline pokemon games i actually kind of hate it .. yet the characters keep me trapped here, cruelly.
this is going to sound very passionate and longwinded but the truth of the matter is: i like to think about why i like or don't like certain things in fiction so i can make my own writing better. alsao i use too many words. idc that much
im still a widdle bit mad about dexgate but also i hate the entire plotline bc it doesn't make a lot of sense and is kind of just a reskin of sun/moon plot-wise without any of the elements that made sun/moon a really good character-driven game. i guess it's supposed to just be a story about um. ceos are bad (again)? energy crises aren't a problem because it's not happening right now so trying to stop it is the REAL villain??
the main plotline just kind of sucks and doesnt really make any sense nor is any of it built up or even mentioned until the very end. rose's reveal as a villain is limp and forgettable because he never does anything that like, sets him up as a villain or establishes him as a threat. we're told "nvm he's evil now" and then he's immediately gotten rid of anyways
and ik the usual defense is "it's a kids game and it's not that deep" which yeah fair. but also i do feel like kids notice when something fuckin sucks and deserve to like, play video games that are actually good. id argue its fairly important to have well-written kids media because it's the way a lot of kids are introduced to new concepts or ways of looking at the world. if that makes sense. i wrote up a long thing about how pkmn black/white rocked my worldview when i was like 10 but i am tired now
anyways this got long the tl;dr is i hate the game i thought it was bad. Gamefreak stop relying on crunch challenge
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Ik its mostly Mike and Jay content around here, but if you would enjoy writing a post abt what Rich's dream girl is like, I would be intrigued ✨
Thank you very much for the question!
Maybe its the laughter, maybe its the endless positivity, maybe its just that he seems like an authentically wonderful person... but I definitely think there's an appeal to Rich.
Here’s my thoughts about Rich in a relationship:
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Did you know that Rich didn't even live in Milwaukee when the guys started their videos? He literally drove in from Chicago every weekend to help them out and do Mr. Plinkett for Half in the Bag. How sweet is that?
This leads ne to believe that Rich would really appreciate a woman who was equally as sweet. He'd notice and appreciate the little things- like buying him a new 12-pack of pop when he's running low or making him birthday waffles with the Darth Vader waffle maker because you know he secretly loves it all.
Mr. Evans has always struck me as guy who is very dedicated and fiercely loyal. Mike has been making him fall down flights of stairs and steep embankments for 25-odd years now, and Rich is still his friend. So if Rich chooses a lady, I think it would be for the long haul.
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I think Rich would love building things for his lady love. Like if she was a big reader, he'd build her a whole wall full of book shelves. Or make her a custom craft table for sewing costumes.
I believe it goes without saying that Rich is a nerd and I think he'd love a girl who was just as nerdy. Someone who enjoys playing board games, going to Ren Faires, and isn't opposed to the possibility of running a two-person DnD campaign just for you two. Just a couple of dorks living their best lives. 
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Rich is used to being the butt of the joke (damn that Mike Stoklasa!), but he's pretty amazing at not being phased by it. I think that would translate into lots of very playful jabs with his lady friend. Just fun little teases like calling her 'Julia Child' when she looks a fancy meal, then she points out how painfully dated that reference is by calling him Columbo.
I imagine that Rich does a lot of sweet, dumb things for his girl. Like buys her her favorite kind of soup when she’s sick and gets “the good crackers” as an extra special treat. Or he cheers her up by dressing up in the gold tracksuit and doing a little dance for her. He’s fine making an ass of himself as long as it makes her laugh.  
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I think Rich would really appreciate a girl who found enjoyment in things without alcohol. Folks in their 30's and 40's tend to rely on booze as a social lubricant and also as their chief mode of recreation. Though Rich doesn't seem to have a problem with hanging out with drinkers, I think he'd love to have someone he could be sober with and still have lots of dumb, silly fun. It sucks always being the only sober person, especially when everyone wants to hang out at breweries or bars all the time.
I think Rich would also love a girl who valued comfort. Like a gal who collects fuzzy socks and sherpa blankets. It seems like every other week she's buying a set of flannel jammies or another fluffy comforter for the couch. And he teases her about it for a minute and rolls his eyes, but he knows it makes her happy, so he always lets it go.
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I think Rich's gal would also have to be able to take a complement, because I think he'd be quite open about his love and appreciation. Plus, he's a font of nearly endless positivity, so I'd imagine he'd be super supportive and always looking on the bright side no matter the situation. Rich is a light in the world, and think an ideal woman would try and be the same for him.
Lastly, and as much as it might pain her, Rich needs a gal who doesn't mind NOT having cats. (He's allergic). But I suppose he might be wiling to take a daily Claritin if she really wanted a cat cause he’s just that sweet.
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I have this really good friend who is really strongly against porn (religious reasons) and man... I know she doesn't realize how much the stuff she says about how awful people who look at porn are makes me feel like shit because I don't think she really realizes I'm one of them. I mean... I try to do the right think with like consuming drawn stuff rather than stuff from big live action because it's way easier to know the drawing's not being abused but... you know how it is, just as bad in a lot of people's minds
Plus I have done pretty deviant tastes, and even though I can break it down and point to the root of stuff (for example if I like something drawn where like a young boy is doing something with someone older... I fucking know that's, you know, me putting myself in the role of the little boy and thinking about getting affection I never hit because I was straight up neglected according to professionals) and that I know fiction from reality... like I said, none of that matters
Like this is a really good friend, great person, very supportive. Just doesn't know this and kind of tanks my already non existant opinion of myself and makes me feel even more like a mistake that ought to get on erasing myself
Anyway, sorry about using your anon like a confessional box but... this has weighed on me for years, just want to get it out
You're a good person, you clearly mean well, I'd be following if I didn't avoid discourse. Anytime I see you on my dash though you're always trying to do the right thing (even the times I disagree, you clearly are trying to do the right thing)
Hope you're doing alright
Again, sorry about the weird long fucking ask here, take care
(Boy I hope I'm not somehow sending this to the wrong person, just noticed I can't check while in the ask screen)
the thing with many anti-porn people is that they’re more against the porn than they are the ethical treatment of people. They often use the abuse of real people and victims of trafficking to justify it because if you disagree, you’re going to look like a jackass. They use that to basically keep people from disagreeing or pushing people into a corner. It’s kinda like how peta uses being anti-animal abuse but then takes issue with video games like their anti-pokemon game and the #blathersisoverparty bullshit they did. Or how people who are against gun violence say call of duty makes you violent or a school shooter and then try to use it to get rid of a medium rather than trying to address the root cause of an issue. Or like how antis will cite scentific studies completely incorectly and misrepresented to say certain ships/content are gross and bad.
Its less about protecting people and more about morals. Otherwise, they’d have no issue with drawn and written porn which has existed as long as, if not longer than RL porn. It’s also why many centers for sexual abuse, trafficking, etc. focus more on the root cause of issues within society like different cultures and have a nuanced view of it as opposed to people that are just anti-porn. Just because you do something good, doesn’t mean that you did it exclusively for them. Sometimes it can just be that helping someone bettered your own morals and goals.
Otherwise, they wouldn’t have an issue with something that is written, drawn, or animated. It basically fills the niche but without any risk of abuse. Yet, for some reason, they’re even against that being drawn and consumed even though its a far less evil with far less risk than RL porn. I’m into some pretty deviant stuff myself like werewolves, fantacy creatures, tentacles, etc... you aren’t finding that anywhere beyond a written or animated story. Hell, my personal preference is hentai over most anything else for fap material. 
And sometimes, someone can be a good person but not a good friend for *you*. I had to deal with this a lot where good person =/= being a healthy person or relationship. Some people ik on facebook are good people but still post things that make me feel like shit as a person. Because of that, I don’t really hang around or limit my contact with them. 
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I'm glad I was of help, I can completely relate to getting hyper fixated on something related to school (which sometimes has been just having to go back to school after a 2 day holiday) and feeling like my life will be forever ruined when I have to finally face the school related situation but nothing actually ends up happening
In my case I don't really cry but I end up feeling pretty uncomfy and sick(sometimes puke) with all the anxiety, and similar stuff is the case for a lot of my friends which is just really sad :(, it's just a mixture of asshole parents/relatives that we will forever end up defending because it's just ingrained in our mind to defend adults and people who'll say school performance doesn't matter when we panic but then get inredibly upset when something goes slightly wrong (ie passive aggresive bitches :cough: teachers :cough: parents) what makes me feel grounded these days though is my brother who's a decade older than me and he seems to be living pretty satisfactorily despite being not being the best at school and recieving the same shitty remarks from my mom as I do, he has good friends, enjoys video games like he did when he was my age but still is also a responsible adult which makes me realise how insignificant all of this is and I'm more than capable of getting through it, all of us are
these set of exams I have prob done my best job avoiding the anxiety and I'm happy that I have and I assure you they will be barely an eighth of the difficulty of a typical written exam, most kids will do good and if you've done most of the prep already you'll barely have to do any revision, after you give the first one you'll prob get what I mean
as for my username, I changed it to the one I use on other social media because yes it's hard to remember (literally a keyboard smash because I didn't think I would be using Tumblr often when I made the account)
these are the sample paper links
https://cisce.org/publicationdetail.aspx?id=96
http://cbseacademic.nic.in/SQP_CLASSX_2021-22.html
(idk why writing asks on the web version doesn't allow links), these are how your forms are going to be because they are the official ones(well depending on whatever board your school is under)
and ik how exciting it is to wait for exams to get over so you can do something creative you're into, for me it's drawing and I have so many fanart ideas with all these comebacks and my new flaming passion for resident evil (idk how this happened), let's get this bread!
also, I too, am an averagewelcome to the playground enjoyer (。•̀ᴗ-)
good night!
#fuck school
this ended up being quite a long answer but i actually enjoyed answering it!! the answer is under the cut hehe
gosh i get hyperfixated on every little thing like today school sent out a revised time table?? with new dates for the exam??? when our exams were supposed to start on thursday this week?? which would be fine tbh its extra four days to study but at the same time i was mentally prepared for the exam on thursday yk?? and now math is my last paper yall-
my anxiety gets triggered like that too!! i tend to get panic attacks or sort of blank out in stress because im so anxious and then it refrains me from functioning like a normal human being😭 i just sort of short circuit and then pray for the best lmao, and yes!!! i totally get the need to defend your parents/adults because they are at a level of superiority to you?? its like some sort of twisted duty?? honestly good for your brother, and I'm glad you have an example of the sort!!!
unfortunately im complete opposite this is the exam i am the most stressed out and anxious about rip💀💀but honestly that confirmation you've given me as someone who has gone through it is really comforting, mine start on Monday and i am in full on study mode
!! i didn't mean you had to change your username bby i just meant you could have given me a nickname for the tags but if you're more comfortable with this one that's great!! i think its cute<33
AND THANK U SO MUCH FOR THOSE SAMPLER PAPERS YOU ACTUAL ANGEL ✨✨✨ I SHALL TAG THIS FOR RESOURCES FOR LATER
i am actually always on the web oversio nf tumblr for the most part because my asian parents refuse to let me have control over anything and have put a timer on my phone so that it konks off the moment an hour is up🤡😭 the life of an indian student 💔💔
and omg you do fanart??? is that where the suggestion of people doing fanart for my fics for my milestone event came from?? in that case i would absolutely love to see what you'd create taking inspiration from my fics but don't feel pressured to do so!! and you have a flaming passion for resident evil, while mine lies with genshin lmao
📢WELCOME TO MY PLAYGROUND SUPREMACY 📢
good night! I'm sorry i answered this so late i was studying all day rip, but thank you for this ask it was a lot of fun, I'm going to study a little more before i go to bed and yes #fuck school
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eienias20 · 5 years
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30 Days of Smash
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On my Twitter i was filling all this in for the last month of hype before Smash Ultimate. It's out tomorrow so I'm gonna post all my answers from Twitter here!
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30 Days Left. Favorite Mario character to play as? BOWSER! He brings the power and I'm all about hitting hard :D I especially love the new dropkick he picked up recently and his changed running animation. He's just fierce! Also, a 10/10 dad
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29 Days Left. Favorite Zelda character to play as? SHEIK! I just think she's awesome. She's a ninja assassin! What's not to like? The new moves she was given too, the bomb and bouncing fish, I enjoy those. Sheik is just cool
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28 Days Left. Favorite Pokemon to play as? That is gonna go to Greninja, no question! Another smash day another ninja, what are the odds haha. completely unexpected Smash 4 newcomer. I got back into Pokemon with X and Y and I love Greninja, he came at a perfect time!
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27 Days Left. Favorite Ultimate Newcomer? Simon Belmont for sure! I'm not super experience in Castlevania, played only a few games but everything about his reveal and just him as a video game character has me super excited to play him!
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26 Days Left. Favorite Echo Fighter? Goin with Dark Samus cause of how unexpected she was. It's super cool that Metroid has gone from having kinda 1 character (as both are indeed samus) to now having 3. That's rad. And Dark Samus, she just looks cool!
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25 Days Left. Favorite Fire Emblem fighter? Easy! It's mah boi the all powerful radiant hero Ike! Brute force is my thing and he has that in spades!
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24 Days Left. Favorite Fighter from another series? Well that'll go to Shulk. He is currently the only Xenoblade rep (hopefully that changes) but he is another fighter I greatly enjoy playing as and he's a great character from one of the best games of all time!
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23 Days Left. Favorite Assist Trophy? THE BLACK KNIGHT! I'm so happy we're finally getting more worthwhile Fire Emblem content. I was super stoked just to see the Killing Edge, but one of Daein's Four Riders? Awesome. And he looks so strong! Is perfect!
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22 Days Left. Most useful or favorite Pokemon in Ultimate? No one of them really sticks out to me as my favorite...a lot are really reliable. Think I'm gonna give it to Keldeo for this one. He has crazy range and he is relentless!
21 Days Left. Favorite stage in Ultimate? There are WAY too many stages to just pick one favorite. I mean, THERE ARE SO MANY! But I remember the Dream Land GBA stage in 3DS and being SO HAPPY to play on it, I'm so ecstatic that its back. That Kirby game was my childhood!
20 Days Left. Favorite Song in the Smash Bros Series? That is a ridiculous question. Nigh impossible to answer. There are a lot of good tunes but Imma take it back to Brawl with the rock awesomeness that is Tabuu's theme!
19 Days Left. Favorite alternate. Again a lot i like but i gotta give it to Mario's stars and stripes. It's just so good XD
18 Days Left. Smash 64 "main" Ah yes. Back in the days when Ocarina of Time dominated my gaming life! The Hero of Time, Link was my go to and to this day he's one I still enjoy playing!
17 Days Left. Melee guy. Well for the gamecube days the character I stuck to the most was still the Hero of Time, Link. No one could really pull me away though I greatly enjoyed Falco and Marth too
16 Days Left. Brawl character I played the most as eh? That was mah boi IKE! To this day I'm so surprised how unsurprised? I was he got into Brawl. I don't remember being super shocked. I got into Fire Emblem prior Brawl and I LOVE Radiance and Dawn. Ike in smash? Rad!
15 days left. My Smash 4 boy is SHULK!! Most wanted newcomer at the time and infinitely happy he's in Smash!! Woooo!
14 Days Left. Least used / most disliked fighter. Jigglypuff easily. There is no valid reason for it to still be here. And when he was revealed, dark pit. Still think he's a dumb addition
13 Days Left. Favorite Final Smash. I'm a giant Xenoblade nerd so the more Xeno the better. And Shulk bringing his crew in for the smackdown is too good!
12 Days Left. Most disliked or least useful Final Smash Peach's simply cause it doesn't do anything. Also Jigglypuff and ice climbers smashes. Just boring really.
11 Days Left. Favorite Smash minigame. Huh. Tough. I always did appreciate the original break the targets and board the platforms. Really challenging stuff!
10 Days Left. Favorite Smash item. The assist trophy. Such a Cool idea bringing in other video game characters for aid. So many cool peeps out there!
9 days left. Character you'd most like as an assist trophy. Never really thought about this. Since we got more FE assist trophies I say Xenoblade. Someone not yet in like Sharla Reyn or Melia
8 Days Left. Character I'd like to see as an echo fighter? No idea. We aren't getting anymore echoes so it doesn't really matter. I got nothing for this. I've failed you all!
7 Days Left. A DLC newcomer I'd want? Easy. Rex and Pyra! On the eve of Xenoblade 2's anniversary! I want the bestest otp of 2017/2018 of the best game of those years. It's that good!
6 Days Left. Who do I expect to play the most as in Smash Ultimate? Most likely Shulk since I'm a Xenoblade obsessed nut and Ike comin in after that cause the Radiant games are the best FE games. MONADO BOI AND HERO OF THE BLUE FLAMES
5 Days Left. Assist trophy I'd like to see as a fighter? That'd be Lyndis. Ever since Brawl where there were only 2 FE peeps s on the roster. She's a great character (betterthanallthe3dtrash) and would actually give some origin variety given again, 4 3ds characters.
4 Days Left. Most unlikely yet desired newcomer? TETRIS! I say it a lot. Very unlikely. Not so much personally desired but i think it'd be really funny in the best way
3 Days Left. Very first Smash Bros memory. I guess that would be just...playing Smash 64 with my sisters. Making up stories going from fight to fight and pretending blue Fox was Falco. It was a simpler time.
2 Days Left. Greatest smash memory? Idk how great but my first 4 man 99 stock smash. I did it on a whim in Smash 64. 4 DKs in kongo jungle. It took forever. But as the lives fell and it narrowed down. I realized how much time i truly spent XD. I've done it in every smash since
ONE. DAY. LEFT. FAVORITE FIGHTER EVER? SHULK! SHULK IS BESTEST!
Smash is tomorrow y'all. Let's all have some fun!
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