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sowthetide · 2 months

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heyyyyyy *saunters saucily into your ask box* congratulations! you have written a character so appealing that i cant stop thinking about her! and considering shes an alternate version of an already fictional character, i literally have no one else to bother about the brainworms she gives me. so, youre stuck with me. (side note if you do get sick of my endless asks just say the word and i will limit myself to like. two per chapter. probably. i can be normal i promise) ANYWAY i was listening to incredible amazing bigbrained theon playlist this morning and foreigners god by hozier came upand. the way i see it, in asoiaf canon theons one of the characters with the most interesting relationship with religion. he has the conflicting background, and doesnt really seem to connect with either. which isnt bad, not every character needs tk be spiritual, yet he is also some sort of mesiah figure??? like he has visions and talks to the weirwoods and has SO MUCH religious imagery like im not gonna get into it all but dude literally got crucified?? at a stake??? shit idk man. i like it. i like the part where he swears by the seven WHILE AT THE ISLANDS BEFORE HIS DEATH BAPTISM CEREMONY bbg theyre not pagans. but but but back to quenn- i feel like this is more emphasized in her story? maybe thats just me being delusional but (she lights insence in the sept after cat leaves hahahha im normal about this i swear) shes been abandoned by ALL the gods but still prays??? and for what??? stability???? hope?????? shes can seem like such a pessimist at time, a down to earth realist at best, but SHE STILL PRAYS. to what god???? im not very eloquent with words but you should listen to foreigners god the end byeeerer

-TeaInABowl

Why, hello again ;-) You're so nice to me 🥺 I really appreciate it cause I've been dealing with some Family Issues lately ❤️

Also, you do not have to tell ME about the pain of Quen brainworms!!! Thank god I have goddcoward, Ashen_Onion, and, of course, Y'ALL to scream with about Quen with, because otherwise I'd have probably lost my mind by now. Never worry about being normal because I've spent the last year being increasingly Unnormal about Quen, with extensive daydreaming about all of the Saw traps I have/will put her in.

You've reminded me to update my Quen playlist (the link is around here... somewhere...), but I also reallyyyy need to finish my Theon playlist too... eventually...

But back on topic! Yes, Theon's relationship with religion is such an interesting part of his character, and it's something that really drew me to him while reading (as someone with a complicated/agnostic outlook on religion). He has an unusually strong connection with the North's old gods, which is especially apparent in his ADWD chapters (which are some of GRRM's best-ever chapters, I will die on this hill), and I can't wait to see how that (hopefully) intersects with Bran's journey in TWOW.

I took this aspect of Theon's character and ran with it for Quen, as she has a lot of exposure to all three of the main religions in Westeros: the Drowned God during her childhood on the Iron Islands, and the old gods + the Seven during her time with the Starks. Quen has a closer relationship with the Seven in particular, due to her closer relationship with Catelyn/Sansa/Arya/Septa Mordane (by nature of being female in this 'verse), but she oscillates between all three when the occasion calls for it.

What is she praying for? Does she even believe in any of these gods? Who knows! Quen certainly doesn't. But she'll pray to the gods of the people she loves, so their gods might protect them. Also, as my dad would put it: "there are no atheists in foxholes". This is to say, Quen will cling to whatever gods get her the hell outta this clusterfuck in one piece. And, unfortunately, she finds herself in an inordinate amount of clusterfucks. She's clusterfucks Georg, really.

"Foreigner's God" is Thee Theon song fr. We all listened to it and collectively went THEON 🫵 If anyone has any other Theon song recs, I am always open to suggestions... 👀

#ask #another ask??? you're spoiling me ;-)))))#it was also such a relief after some veryyyy unfun Family Stuff :'-)#my parents rock but my brother? call me asha the way i very much Don't Like That Asshole #A LITTLE BROTHER MAY LIVE TO BE A HUNDRED BUT HE WILL ALWAYS BE A LITTLE BROTHER!!!!!#gartin rartin rartin martin was a prophet for that line #anyway. onto chapter 40!

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bootlegfrank · 8 months

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OOOO WHAT COLOR ARE YOU DYEING YOUR HAIR????? How did it come out???? The dedication to taking the laptop into the bathroom:’) THE DEDICATION HANNIBAL DESERVES!!!! FR there’s so much to pick apart about it. This show is making me worse and I gotta say…not mad. Like why the fuck did watching Hannibal make me go “you know what I kinda understand cannibalism now” fuck sake LOL which I know to you isn’t wild but for me…this is not normal for me to think ALAKAKSJDJDHDJCJCJC don’t watch this yet it’s spoilery but it’s an edit OF FUCKING MCR X HANNIGRAM AND….I actually screameddshwjwjwwjsjsjsjjshs THEY CANT DO THIS TO US AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PLEASE WATCH IT AT SOME POINT IM DYINGGGG AGGWYQUJWWJ MCR AND HANNIGRMAKWKWJWJSJS

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT8YEKP8t/

Someone also drew them as the revenge album cover….YEAH IM GOING INSANE omg AND I saw someone do embroidery of the angel scene which I had to tell you about since you really liked that one^.^

AWE thank you for catching me next time you’re so sweet <333333 imagining that makes me:] THERES CRIME IN ARTEMIS FOWL???? Okay this is fucking hilarious I can’t stop laughing this whole time legitimately this whole time….I had that book series confused with Guardians of Gahoole so I thought Artemis fowl was Owl warrior cats until just now LMFAOOOOOOO

Be careful what you wish for because I’m starting to finally embrace my out there thoughts and already it’s hard to restrain myself ITS REALLY WEIRD FOR ME bc I have so much internalized shame even just around existing. I feel more shame around the most simple shit than people do with their fucked up fantasies so it’s gonna be interesting where this goes>:))))) fun fact I sent you an anon about that before we even started going back and forth hehe throwbackkkkk<3333 you not being able to hold back any noises<33333333 oh fucking perfect I know I’ve mentioned making noises myself but I loooveeeeeeeeeee hearing them from others especially if it’s because of me and what I’m doing to you godddd I wonder what kinds of noises you’d made mhm you know I had the thought tonight of getting close to your neck and then sinking my teeth in when you don’t expect it hehehehe too bad I don’t have fangs that would make it even better don’t you agree? You calling me your good luck charm oh mygodjsjshd that made me happy stim hehehehehehehe oh yes I would let you:) there’s so much I would let you do. You know normally I don’t have much awareness of my bones day. While I read what you said I touched them to your words and felt them. Later I touched more of my bones and giggled like a dumbass idk why but touching my hand bones made me laugh there’s so many in there like way more than I’ve noticed. Though it would be a lot nicer if you were the one touching them instead. They don’t get enough love!!!! And you would appreciate them. I feel like my bones I have the most awareness of are my ribs which sometimes I do run my fingers along, my collar bones used to love those though I’ve been neglecting them in recent years which is :( and my hip bones those are fun to touch. OH AND MY JAWLINE I used to love it haha god I would love to run my finger along yours and kiss along it. Your fascination with bones is intriguing to me. Have you always been into them? How did your fascination with them begin? I hope mine are up to your standards>.>

It’s not stupid at all!!! Lots of people get nervous for their first day. You’re going to do great baby!!! You’re very smart and capable and you’re gonna look cute in whatever outfit you choose. Jealous of all the people who get to see it. Letting me help you pick out your outfit<33333 let’s see hmmmmmm black is your color so you definitely should wear black:] WEAR AN MCR SHIRTTTT and shorts^.^ omg with like boots…yk like combat boots or something like that. That would be sickkkkk

Okay so I ended up dying it in two separate sessions and it's kinda complicated to explain haha. So I used to have a black mohawk, then that grew out (I cut the mohawk shorter) and I bleached all my natural hair and dyed it neon green, then that neon green started to fade and my roots grew in, so yesterday I took a pair of clippers to the back of my head and cut it shorter there before throwing bright red over my entire head, then today, after that, I got my remaining black hair dye and just started pinching locks of the previously-black mohawk between dye and dyed the mohawk section back to black that way, and I took the hair lining my temples and forehead and ears and dyed the edges of those black, and grabbed random strands from the side and dyed those black too. So. All-in-all, my hair is black on top with bright red and black sides. Sorry that got convoluted hahaha. Haha I think it's cute that Hannibal made you think that <3 I think there's two sides of cannibalism that really appeal to me, both the primal animal need to eat flesh from another of your species, and the way Hannibal turns all the meats into culinary pieces of art, I love dedication like that heh. Aargh okay well now I can't wait to watch that video! I guess I'll just have to keep on bingeing <3 Maybe I should branch out and draw some Hannibal too sometime, should I post that here or on my other fandom account? Would people here be interested in Hannibal art by me?

I have absolutely no clue what Guardians of Gahoole is but I'm dying at you thinking Artemis Fowl is about owls hahaha you're so cute <3 I mean it's a fair mistake to make, fowl is a classification of birds hehe.

I also feel a lot of shame surrounding existing, but I get so happy that you're embracing yourself, you deserve all of your own love <3 You don't have to restrain yourself for me baby, but I get it, tell me whatever you feel comfortable telling me about <3 Hehe I was reading this part of your message and immediately thought of that anon, and it was you after all! Mmm I'm not particularly noisy in my room at night, but I'm sure I would be with you darling, you bring out all these parts of me <3 God I'd love for you to sink your teeth in my neck, it's one of my favourite feelings, bite as hard as you want/can baby, make me feel your teeth in my skin for long after. Hng if you had fangs... I love the idea of fangs so much, the sharp pain as they pierce skin, the little bead of blood that'd well up, I'd love for you to sink your hypothetical fangs in my neck ;) There's so many bones in the hand indeed, and so many tendons, and the carpal tunnel... I saw three cadaver arms and the one where the tendons were exposed... and the teacher pulled on them to make the fingers move... oh how I love how the human body works. I bet your bones are so pretty darling, I bet they'd feel so nice under my fingers, gently prodding you to feel any bone I can get my hands on, that you'd let me do that... <3 Collar bones are so pretty, such a perfect little dip to push a finger into to feel the muscle... I love ribs too, the little hills and valleys, tracing them up to the sternum... Hmm your jawline, I bet your jaw would fit so perfect in my hand <3 I don't exactly know how my fascination started, I've always loved the animal skeletons in high school biology classrooms, but I suppose it started as an eating disorder thing. You know all those emaciated girls and boys? How you can practically see right through them because their skin is pulled so taut? There's a morbid fascination in there, outside of the admiration I've always felt. Isn't it insane, to have someone so skinny you can practically see their bones slice through the thin veil of their skin? It's something that intrinsically scares you, someone so skinny you can just tell it's not good for them, but it's beautiful too. The human extremes. I also just love gore, though that's a recent development I suppose, morbid fascination too :] There's just something so magical about knowing what goes on inside a body, to have the privilege to see it with your own two eyes, it's as much arousing as it is beautiful to me. For all that I express that I hate humanity, the human species is a sight to behold <3

Thank you darling for your sweet words <3 I'm definitely going to wear an MCR shirt,just gotta choose which one hehe. It's gonna be pretty cold at 7am so I don't know yet if shorts will work, but I'll let you know what outfit I picked <3 Thank you for your help cutie I love all those ideas <3

#wonder if i can make a monochrome black/red outfit to go with my hair hehe #oh man im gonna go all-out emo methinks i think thatll be a fun spook for my new classmates :]#i hope youve been having a wonderful weekend darling <3 #warnings:#cw death #ed not ed sheeran #asks

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imfiguringitoutlovely · 3 years

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Hey I love your blog and wanted to submit a quirk! Thank you so much for doing our requests your an amazing writter ❤️❤️❤️

Ability: allows reader to shrink down things and people and return them back to full size when shrunk these items become much more dense and harder to damage. The drawback is that the item will slowly grow back to normal size and the power has to be reused they also have a limit to 4 things shrunk at a time not including themself.

reader is also extremely shy and when feeling flustered will accidently shrink themselves and get stuck until calmed down.

They are a 1A student who went to the same school as mina where she was their only freind but moved schools after parents split up.

With platonic class 1A!

(thank you again I hope I got the format ok)

class 1a and thumbelin

pairing: platonic!class 1a x gn!reader (they/them)

genre: crack fluff and some comfort!

warnings: itty bitty blasty boy being feral and itty bitty mineta almost getting squashed into grape juice

author's notes: i've never watched thumbelina. but uh. boom, you're thumbalin DJXNEKSK

ALSO IDK IF YALL COULD TELL, BUT I L O V E QUIRKS THAT CAN BE ACCIDENTALLY ACTIVATED, ACTIVATED VIA EMOTION, OR COME W LIL OUTSIDE QUIRKS LIKE THE BIRD QUIRK AND THE IDEA OF READER SHRINKING IN THIS ONE LIKE NDNXKEKS????? MWAH, CHEFS KISS, MY FAV SUPERHERO TROPE HEHE

(father aizawa looks so 🥺 here IM SAYIN LIKE 😭)

may i start off by saying, yOU ARE SO FUCKING COOL OMG

YOU'RE EVERYTHING ANTMAN WANTED TO BE 😤😤😤

THEY LOVE YOU SM. LIKE. 😭

so your first day, right? you walk in, and you pretty much keep to yourself. and then you hear a loud gasp and your name before you're being tackled in a hug.

"[Your Name]! I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW YOU APPLIED!"

for a few moments, you stayed confused, and really tense. who was-?

you saw the horns, and really quickly you were pulling away to look at them and confirm.

"m-mina?!"

"YES-"

y'all it was so cute 😭 you were so damn happy, insisting on staying near her as much as possible and spending basically most of the day catching up on life with them.

your brightness on that day...

it drew so much attention to you 💀 BC THE SUNSHINE-

and when people realized that you were actually rather shy? damn, ok, they didn't know they had two red-faced cool-quirk main characters in their class 🙄

BUT FR YOUR QUIRK IS SO COOL TO THEM

IT'S KIND OF DISORIENTING THE FIRST TIME YOU USE IT IN BATTLE??? BC??? WHERE DID YOU GO, AND THEN THEY LOOK DOWN AND REALIZE YOU'RE ITTY BITTY AND I N V I N C I B L E.

and THEN YOU DO IT TO THEM? LIKE. OKAY HOLD ON.

the ones who demand you return them to normal: bakugou (feral), iida (egotistical attempted-murderer❤️), todoroki (would not like feeling so tiny, but can see tactical advantage)

the ones who never want to go back for like 10 min: mina, denki, koda (surprising, ik, but he'd be so excited to talk to the tiny animals 🥺), mineta (the fucking perv, his mind goes to how he can use it to spy)

the ones who are just utterly fascinated and want to team up w you more: asui, jiro, kiri (he'd be literally unbreakable fr), midoriya (nerd takes notes), sero, uraraka (she'd be so tiny and strong that she'd be able to get closer to people/things and make em float it'd be magical), momo (creations wouldn't be as big, but greeeat for escapes/stealth), shinso (he's already v stealth, but people are more likely to respond to a voice if they can't see where it's coming from like "who's there?" or smth)

those who be like 🧍: aoyama, toru, sato, shoji, ojiro (none of them know what to do w this so they just 🧍)

no matter their op on what it feels like,, they know it's actually a very very helpful quirk. people underestimate, and a lot even tease, but it's all fun and games until midoriya delivers a powerful, leg-breaking kick at 2 inches tall-

SERIOUSLY THO SOMETIMES IT'S SO FUNNY TO YALL

BC YOU'LL BARELY BE ABLE TO SEE EACH OTHER, AND THEN SOMEONE JUST GOES F L Y I N G ACROSS W THE SAME POWER AS A HIT IF THEY WERE BIG

IT'S GREAT

and the density does mess w you a little bit. you go from feeling really tense and tight to... not? it's strange, and can be harmful if you're not careful, but your class is always sure to help you when it gets you feeling out of whack

esp mina omg y'all besties fr 😭

ALSO TINY KACCHAN

TINY KACCHAN, AND HE GETS SO P I S S E D AND YOU GET ALL OVERWHELMED AND FLUSTERED BC HE'S YELLING AT YOU AND DEMANDING YOU CHANGE HIM BACK SND YOU'RE TRYING BUT THERE'S SM GOING ON

THAT YOU GO TINY TOO NOOOOO

and you both just like 🧍🧍 LIKE

HE WANTS TO KILL YOU.

everyone is seeing this bc yall are supposed to be training to work together,, but you're all flustered and small now because you feel bad and embarrassed that everyone was looking at you,, and now bakugou is tryna chase you around,, but eventually he starts getting bigger and

OK YALL CAN'T TELL ME TENTACOLE WOULDN'T TRY TO COMFORT YOU

LIKE 😭 HE'S SUCH A GOOD GUY, AND AN AMAZING FRIEND. YALL DONT HAVE TO BE MEGA CLOSE FOR HIM TO GENTLY ASSURE YOU THAT IT'S ALRIGHT AND HELP CALM YOU DOWN

the others try, but honestly only him, momo, and occasionally koda can. sometimes uraraka bc they're so naturally calming people that 😭

secretly tho,, the whole class thinks its a p adorable quirk of yours. like the way you can't hide when you get flustered

shinsou instinctively takes on the big brother role bc i said so, sorry not sorry. he knows you're strong and perfectly capable, but for some reason can't help for the life of him not seeing you as a younger sibling in need of protection, even if you're older.

BDNXN OK

so one time you're forced to work w mineta. and you make him tiny. but he gets T I N Y. AND HE ALMOST GETS STEPPED ON,, PLZ IT WOULDN'T KILL IT BC OF THE DENSITY BUT YOU CAN'T HELP BUT CRACK TF UP 😭😭😭

also yes the class can tell when you're pushing yourself too much

esp after seeing all the growth and progress everyone had been making (hell, even monoma was getting his time up) you started to get anxious abt your abilities

four things/people at a time besides yourself was still a pretty fresh step forward, and initially you were very proud, but over time it just felt like less and less of an accomplishment. yes, tou pressed for a fifth.

and no, it wasn't going well.

during one training,, you were REEEAAALLY pushing. and aizawa was trying to help you w that, but he didn't realize just how hard he was pushing bc... well, naturally, you being more reserved, you didn't say anything about it. he didn't notice until you were bordering tears, and rather uncharacteristically starting showing how hard you were straining out loud.

"ah-... AGH! I CAN- I- HH-!!"

he started calming the pressure, realizing that maybe this wasn't the greatest ideas. and then a fifth object started shrinking. you saw it, and pressed harder, the motivation driving you, but then the other objects started growing. why was this happening? they were supposed to go back to normal on their own, a new shrinking object isn't supposed to effect them. why the fucking hell was this-?

you didn't realize his quirk was being used on you until you relaxed for a moment and all four objects stayed the same size. you tried catching your breath and then were aware of the eyes on you and :(

as soon as he blinked, you were shrunk down.

yeah, it was...kinda awkward. and you wanted to hide forever.

but then

a couple of them, namely momo, shinsou, the dekusquad, koda, and tentacole, showed up at your door.

and they. they told you how awesome it was that you made that bit of progress. momo even made little toy versions of the things you'd shrunk, and suddenly you wanted to shrink again HRNDN

BC THEY WERE SO SWEET???

and the rest of the class obviously cheered you on the next training, and the next, and the ones after that.

they believed in you. but ultimately? they thought you were pretty fucking cool no matter what.

tiny tame thumbalin hero :D

#bnha bakugou #x male reader #xmale!readerblog #x gender neutral reader #nonbinary #x nonbinary reader #bnha #mha #bnha midoriya #my hero academia #denki kaminari #mha x male reader #sero hanta #boku no hero academia #my hero academia shinsou #mha quirks #bnha quirks #read with me lovelies

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strvwberryblcnde · 4 years

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👫 ford nd bradley

send a 👫 and I’ll write four headcanons i have about our muses’ relationship.

i feel like they have a recurring theme of rooftops.... they’re always hanging out on them historically in threads bt i also feel like they have a couple of different things they do on rooftops. obviously a staple is drinking an atrocious amt n smoking until their throats r hoarse with it bt. i feel like once bradley invited him to a rooftop in college n when he arrived she just had a duffel bag w a bunch of watermelons in. how had she lugged them all up there i honestly dnt know. n it would be a weird cathartic thing in a way of just. hurling them off n watching them splat on the pavement a few stories below. inevitably once bradley said smthn rly alarming bt she’d say it in her nonchalant way like. sometimes i picture it as my skull when it cracks open. all tht gutted fruit kind of looks like brain if u stare long enough. if u know what brain looks like. know what i mean? n she’d look at him n smoke n do a small smile like tht wasn’t the most horrific thing to say in a casual conversation..... Just Bradley Things <3 bt then also maybe this wld evolve into a fun thing where she brings a sharpie n they draw someone they kno tht pisses them off on the watermelon to give it a face before they toss it. she probably drew elias once n before she threw it she was like She Slept In My Bed! Sh-sh-sh-sh-she Slept In My Bed! pretending to remix him crying at the party tht time before lobbing it n laughing when it exploded into mulch. mayb once it hit a car windshield of a professor n the alarm started blaring n they were like. shit. n had to run away. bradley wld laugh as they ran she finds chaos amusing

i dnt think they’ve ever kissed tht i can recall???? n in a way bradley is probably kind of thankful fr tht. it’s like when ur a kid n u shut ur eyes like somehow that means the monster won’t b there bc u can’t see it. her eyes r very much shut to the concept of ever actually indulging tht want bc it just is clearly.................. a doomed possibility tht she knows shd be let go. black balloon by the kills playing in the bkground. even if they were in a situation where they got told to kiss as a dare or smthn like that i feel like bradley wld deflect from the dare being given n start roasting a random npc tht had given her the dare just fr the sake of shifting the focal point of conversation n avoiding it. it’s jst a bit like giving a crumb to a starving person n expecting them to nt want to eat more. it’s better to have nothing at all than to get a taste of something bt know u’ll never be allowed to feel full. he’s destined to get married n have bebes with vee n bradley knows this n knows she’s destined fr........ something else shall we say! reminds me of the new girl nick n jess scene where he doesn’t wna kiss her on the dare n she’s like why not let’s jst do it n he blurts out NOT LIKE THIS!!!!! n she’s like huh.... except the roles r reversed n bradley wldn’t say tht it’s just. the sentiment. it’s a nice daydream every so often when she’s drunk enough to nt be able to ignore it bt that’s what it’ll have to remain <3

ok so building from tht one time when she vanished fr a month to mexico n didn’t even contact anyone except fr ford in the form of rly weird concerning postcards when... she was unravelling a little mentally..... they were mostly incoherent n just saying random choppy sentences that didn’t quite cooperate with one another n just.... making strange jokes n doing little drawings n whatever..... bt i feel like there was one that was the least nonsensical of them all tht bradley never sent to him bt she just kept it fr herself n the front was a beach at night where nothing was rly visible except fr the moon in the water n everything was almost jet black. n on the back she just wrote “i don’t want to be scared any more.” bradley hates being vulnerable w her emotions so much n any admission of a bad feeling she categorises in her brain as stupid n childish bc of her dad’s brainwashing so idk if she wld ever share this w him n..... she’d usually expect herself to erase the evidence n rip this up into pieces n throw it away bt she just can’t bring herself to. she doesn’t know why. in a way it feels like the only physical manifestation of the trust she has in ford tht she’s ever been able to put her hands on n hold. n even if it makes her feel small tht isn’t something she can bring herself to get rid of. subconsciously she doesn’t wna give up on the idea tht someone is still capable of reaching her like tht

lastly. idk if u remember tht one time she lived in a loft n she ws rly depressed n she just let a bunch of randoms come in n party in her place all the time n she ended up w so many strangers jst.... squatting in her place n partying 24/7 she’d hv to lock herself in her bathroom if she wanted to b alone fr a minute to breathe in her own place... she jst was not doing well.... which was made most evident by the fact she splashed a bunch of black paint of her white brick wall n painted out a rly messy weird scrawled lump of a Thing with holes for eyes and teeth. it kind of looked like a wolf bt nothing Of This Realm. if we’re being real it ws meant to be her dad n how he’s always with her no matter where she is jst Looming. she was just.... Not Okay to say the least bt. i feel like one time she wld have greeted ford if he came over n she’d just b in her rage against the machine tank n no pants smoking lking so run down.... someone get her a banana bag iv..... some vitamins.... please im begging..... n anyway i jst feel like if he saw that on her wall n saw all the people there he’d evict them for her bc she was at a point where she honestly didn’t care abt anything so wouldn’t even think to do it herself n maybe he’d come back w white paint n go over it once she’d finally let herself crash enough off 45987425 drugs to get a few hrs of sleep..... jst like...... them being there fr each other is always thru indirect acts i feel rather than actual acknowledged words n. sighs. i can just see this being the conclusion to tht whole destructive narrative or at least an attempt to rectify it. again bradley hates being vulnerable bt she wld just rly briefly be like. thanks. nt even looking him in the face n then just change subjects like she hadn’t said it. ask if he wanted to go to a dive bar n shove ppl over in mosh pits so they gt stampeded like mufasa fr the thrill

#gasclines #bradley milligan | ford denvers #meme #suicide ideation tw #mental illness tw #abuse tw #drugs tw

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angiogenic · 4 years

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dude props to u for doing exams,, could not be me 😳😳 we dont function in home enviroments we drop out !! but fr real tho hope the quarantine is aight for u. So enlighten me my fellow kny addict, what are kny characters u would lov to write for in the future ? u said u love tamayo and i stand with u,, demon scientist queen who gets shit done and exacted her revenge ? 💍

LISTEN. listen. i fuckin respect that if i was smart i would have deferred the rest of the semester but its my last one so i figured id [grits my teeth] fuckin graduate already

screams…. screams…….. this fucking series has given me brain rot and i wanna write SO MUCH for it !!!!!!!! i love the characters so much !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tamayo is probably top of my list cuz like i mentioned i ADORE her. i love unhinged women and i ESPECIALLY love unhinged women that hide the fact that they’re about to burst at the seams… i was workin on a modern au w her n shinobu so heres a lil snippet

Tamayo stands across the platform and smooths the fabric of her skirt. She adjusts her satchel and tucks an errant piece of hair behind her ear. Shinobu watches her. The way her spine is as straight as the strap of her bag, her brow as straight as the edge of her spine. It’s as if her whole body wishes to become linear: a seamless pane of glass with no fissures or cracks. At best, a blank surface. At worst, a means of separation or distance. The creation of solitude.

SHINOBU…. shinobu………. shinobu shinobu shinobu……… actually the butterfly sisters in general….. i was playing w the idea of another shinobu character study but from kanao’s perspective after shinobu [REDACTED]

also a mui character study CUZ HE’S…. JUST A LITTLE BOY !!!!!!!!!!! when i first read his backstory i was fucking DEVASTATED & i found his character 2 be one of the most interesting of the pillars…. like i really really love him and there’s a lot of aspects of his character n backstory i wanted to explore… like his memory loss from trauma (both emotional & physical), his relationship w his brother & taking on parts of his personality after losing his own identity… that fucking scene where he was lying next to his dead brother for days(?) after the demon attacked n his wounds started festering before amane n oyakata found him n raised him back to health… the fact that he’s a child prodigy ? fuck dude idk there’s so many parts of mui’s character that i am simultaneously fascinated w and heartbroken by…. im getting emotional just thinking abt him

recently been interested in obanai… mostly because of this fic so i wouldn’t mind doing something quick abt him (but usually when i say that it turns from 500 words to 3k so??????)…. also saw someone on twitter saying “he/him lesbian obanai” & it was like a galaxy brain moment so.. u know… obamitsu rights…..

rengoku probably… never thought abt him too much but 1. train movie hype 2. drew him recently and it turned out pretty good so now he’s on my mind… maybe a modern au sanren ??? or renkaza…. akaza is so good go @ the kny movie please hurry up i need it…….. anyways uh rengoku’s got low self esteem & a big personality to hide it & i would love 2 dig around n explore that

my favourite awful man sanemi shinazugawa….. actually both shinazugawa brothers but mostly sanemi…….. like sir…. that’s my fucking son……….. i already have a shit ton of sanegiyuu fics in my wip folder but i would love to write some more sanemi-centric stuff.. again, maybe a character study like wasp’s nest ? i like writing in that disjointed angry style & i think it would suit sanemi lol…. n e ways here’s a lil silly sanegiyuu snippet just cuz… i can lol

Sanemi moves to stand, a little wobbly. Giyuu remembers he should offer a hand instead of just watching Sanemi struggle but as soon as he does, Sanemi swats him away. Uses the hilt of his sword as support, knees popping as he pulls himself up.

“Old man.” Giyuu says.

“Eat shit.”

hm ok this is embarrassingly long thank u for asking im so chatty !!! its me procrastinating on studying !!!!!!!!! would love 2 hear more abt ur opinions on kny characters n who ur favs r… feel free 2 dm if you’d rather chat over discord but im groovin either way…… & as per usual, love u angel n be good !!!!!!!

#kny spoilers mayhaps ?#this is so long........ ur honour i love all of gotouge's characters so much............

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Episode 2 - “Y'all. Vote me out fr cause I'm inactive as fronk” - Joshua (through Autumn)

I hate flag-making challenges. I will not be helpful at all, and I hope that someone else can take the reigns and lead us to victory. I honestly feel safe going into a tribal council, but I do not want to test that theory.

Next morning

With Chips and Jules working on the crest designs, I feel confident that we will do well in the challenge. Maybe not the best, but definitely not the worst. I still have the same anxious feeling that my tribe is not active enough for my taste, but I will just have to live with it for now. Besides, at least this is not immunity because that we increase my anxiety by so much. But, I keep forgetting to search the idol hunt which is my bad, but it is just so hard and long that I do not really feel like searching all the time lol

ART CHALLENGE <333 i love these challenges. Jess made my picture 110% better and its super cute. The note that she wrote with it is also hella cute and I love the whole HP aesthetics bc i never got to go to real hogwarts ;-; but i'm sure most of yall can related. The boys weren't too helpful but nick was better than jacob who is sick. Nick was way more active aka jacob said 3 sentences the entire challenge sooooo…. if we lose idk I might just save jacob anyways bc pregame relations.

Won reward, but now we have to win immunity again. I really hope that this reward helps us continue to survive. I don't want to have to vote anyone out. We've been getting first, but I really just want to survive this challenge, its known to be hard.

I think I have been stuck with the second most challenge inept tribe in the history of my ORG career. I literally said so many answers in my version of the story and Jules just fucked it up. And then they got the girl's name wrong. And then they started mixing up characters. I know I did well, but fuck these people. God. Now we need a tribe to get 0 which is very unlikely. I will just resign myself to tribal. I hope and pray that these people have some common sense and do not want to vote me out

Listen. Listen. Listen. I dang knew this story was going to be Harry Potter based. I knew in my brain and in my heart that I shouldn’t have been the one to start that thing. What do I do? Start the dang thing. Oh well. We did alright. I would be shocked if we won tho but if we don’t I’ll be relieved. I def don’t feel confident enough but I really had a lot of fun with my tribe. I really miss this and really hope that my time isn’t cut short! I feel really good about my tribe mates sincerely. And that’s kind of scary! I would hate to see any of us to go and how it’s going to affect the bond we have if we vote someone out. In this moment with Max sitting out, it may be him who goes if we go to tribal. I hope that isn’t the case. I’ve got my fingers crossed for us. Huff Puff strong!

Honestly Jules dropped the ball sis!! But it’s okay, I love her. She’s really nice and I know she tried her best. Plus she’s in an alliance with me and Owen, so we should have the numbers against Joanna or Miguel if we go to tribal. Personally, I’d prefer Joanna to go. She’s kinda domineering, but she’s also an asset in challenges thus far. She is organized and direct. I’ve also talked to her a bit more than Miguel, so I guess I don’t really care who goes.

I’m happy I didn’t fuck up the reward comp and the shit that I drew got us a win!

I really hope I don't bomb that challenge, I answered everything that Kevin talked to me about.... I think! The rest of them tried very hard but I am SOOO glad that I asked to do my part at the end because my memory of repeating things is horrendous but I'm usually pretty good at bullshitting test answers... too bad I got some of the multiple choice stuff wrong.

I think that if we do lose I am still in a good spot on this tribe and hopefully I won't be in danger. I feel like I'm on everyone's good side and Max kind of just disappeared so maybe we could just vote him out this round? Idk.

Hopefully we don't have to worry about it. I smell a swap coming up pretty soon and I just hope I'm either with Owen or with some of the people from my tribe. I have no idea if they know anyone or are close with anyone in the other houses.

I'm still feeling the closest to Lily and Kevin but I have been talking to Landen a good bit too these days so hopefully we'll be safe or we can all just agree on Max.

16 minutes later

OOOOOH IS LANDEN PAVING THE WAY FOR A MOVE TO SEND MAX PACKING???

He just told me that me, lily and kevin are precious angels that must be protected and that he likes Max when he's around too so that sounds like something... HMMM...

I can't get cocky, I always go home when I get cocky. But I like this.

my host chat saw this first (shout-out to Drewie and Dennis): Y’all I’m an idiot. I thought I only knew 2 people in this game (Owen and chips). Then I remembered I also know Jess, Autumn, and dan. Literally love and respect each of you my brain just don’t got the strongest memory no more. I’m so sorry!!!! I literally just told landen I only know 2 ppl. I’m just gonna try to not remember it happened.

Ugh.....I need to get it together.

I love my tribe talking to each other now that we have to!! Everyday I'm like damn either I'm on the bottom or I'm not the only one with piss poor social game. Ok so... the moment the hosts said we got 1 point, I started getting ready for tribal lmaaaooo. No sense crying over it either because all the tribes basically just had to show up in order to beat that

Like how could we not go to tribal with a score of ONE? That shit's embarrassing hahaha. That's like when your teacher passes the test back to everyone sitting around you but not you so you KNOW it's bad. But you know what? It's all good cause I'd rather us take the L now and get it out the way and we can all laugh about it cause losing won't be funny after long. The real question is: will Gryffindor do this the easy way or the hard way caaauusse we all know who the weakest link is. I just wanna see if someone puts two and two together without my prodding. Chips already said we voting together right and I'm like yes sir. There's no better place than being on the same page

WE WON OMG!! Jules basically gave me nothing, which is fine, i understand, but i'm so impressed that we pulled that off. Absolutely killing these reward challenges really helps!

"Y'all. Vote me out fr cause I'm inactive as fronk."

Tonight we learned Joshua is a feminist selfless man that I stan because he's volunteering to go home without me having to put his name out, which I was going to do. Like imagine if every guy had that kind of self-awareness, to recognize why he should be the vote and then embrace it instead of wreaking havoc. And wanting to see others succeed more than yourself? King shit! He knew when to hang it up and did just that. Like the number of times I've seen a vote get complicated for no fucking reason because everyone wants a fight to the death. Enough- I'm old, tired, and cannot exert too much energy at once. We got a long game ahead of us, not to mention quarantine. So from the bottom of my heart, thank you Joshua. We need more players like you and I appreciate your service

im back back BACK AGAIN with another confessional! not much has changed but a few updates for the sake of these being required :) 1. max has become even more inactive, he's not reached out to me personally since the first day and any time i messaged him after that he's sent me nothing back that i can build a convo off of, so we just have stopped speaking. Luckily this challenge only required four people and everyone else SHOWED UP!! or at least spoke about their availability, while he did not. However in his defense he said he was having some issues at home and i feel for him but his inability to connect has been an issue before he spoke about anything in our tribe chat with us. I'm trying to give him the benefit of the doubt but this point my relationships with the other 3 are leaps and bounds ahead of where I am at with Max. Maybe he can pick up some speed if we continue winning challenges but, it's not looking too hot. SPEAKING OF CHALLENGES, well first we lost reward AGAIN, but we won immunity.. AGAIN! thank goodness for not being first or second boot, i always love being able to avoid these early tribals and if i can get to a swap without seeing one that would be ideal, but also if we do go and maybe vote out max? wouldn't be the worst thing. Moral of the story we won and thats exciting! however.. if we didn't.. the first big push of strategic talk came up with landen when he hinted at being frustrated with max's lack of presence which I also share. I do believe if we lost me and landen could have most definitely picked up ruthie and lily to form a four against him, if he even came to tribal. That would be my ideal situation and if we continue on this tribes hopefully it gives me a nice cushion to fall on if we do lose so i dont have to entirely blow up my social game within the first few rounds by voting out someone i've built a connection with. If max can go and the remaining four hufflepuffs can make a swap I would feel good about that, and maybe in the right circumstances we could work together on the swapped tribes because i genuinely like all of these people (yes max too but in this specific scenario he wouldn't be included bc... well..) anyways to close this off i still absolutely ADORE lily, she is fun and our conversations are really good, and same goes for ruthie, hopefully i dont have to see either of them or myself go home before we can really start playing because i think we could do some damage. :) ok anyways this was longer than i thought it would be goodbye

I'm still not over the fact that I was able to answer 7 of those questions right. I have the memory of a plastic fork. I also love that we are SAFE!

I do kind of hope things get spicy and we swap this round and become two tribes of 9. That'd be cute. I don't want VI to get bored and crack on me. BUT ALSO I think I have solid enough relationships with almost everyone on this tribe... so who knows?!

Also... these hoes really out here trying to search for an idol in PUBLIC. IN PUBLIC. WHAT ON EARTH IS GOING ON HERE?

Dear diary, seems like we keep winning challenges, which is great but tbh i feel like every time i give a disadvantage to my team because english is not my first Language, and so far its been a vocabulary test and a listening and speaking test. I mean I knew I signed up for school but damn. Give me some macarena or drinking tequila challenge and I'll crush it

bippity boppity boo im back again with almost no content kdfasjhdskjfh

Ravenclaw working smarter and we keep winning, period!!! Thankful that y'all put Dan and I together....bc truly we will be unstoppable in these competitions. I kind of want to lose soon though to see how things would shake out, but I don't really have bad blood with anyone. Joanna seems passionate enough in the tribe chat and the challenges, even if she's dry in PMs. Miguel still won't give me anything other than a "how are you," but I hope the best for him in life lol

Still love Jules and Dan, and we made a three person alliance, but I haven't talked with either of them much one on one since it happened.... I really need to step the social game up eventually, but right now, I'm coasting, and maybe that's what I need before I find the time and resources in this game to strike!!

The idol hunt is hard but Dan seems onto something. Honestly he's gonna be a big threat sooner or later so he's sticking around as long as I can keep him! The last two games I've been in I've seen "goats" get dragged to the end and locked in final 3 positions, and then these perceived goats have ended up winning. so I want the big players in this game to rise to the top and fight it out in the end!

let’s say i am como we dice.. fed up with a lot :flushed: a lot meaning joshua starting to get on my nerves a bit! he’s genuinely sweet n all but.. the way he complained about us losing by putting down others work HHH pissed me off. which is why i will be voting him out hehe.. but so far my misting has worked because no one wants to vote me out! mwah

Slytherin killed the memory challenge. We thought we were all gonna flop bc all of us thought we sucked at memory stuff. um well we knocked it out of the park? Ravenclaw got 4 and huff/gryff got 1. We got 7 so oops. I do hope things turn out well for Gryffindor but no one I really know/care about is in that house so I'm not too worried. I hope they continue to lose or even hufflepuff since ravenclaw has 2 of my friends in it.

I have been TERRIBLE with confessionals but only because there's really not been much going on? I have an alliance with Dan and Owen, and even though I wrote off Joanna I was DEFINITELY wrong in doing that. Miguel is sort of the outlier. Our team is kinda iconic though? We've done so well on all the challenges. I might be the weakest link? More to come.

it's pretty sad but the whole tribe has agreed to vote max if we lose, basically he's just never around because of what's going on at home and like thats sad but... we gotta do what we gotta do *shrug*. I'm really feeling good about Hufflepuff moving forward, i've never bonded this much this easily with EVERYONE on a tribe and i just feel like if we keep winning or even if we lose and have to vote out max, we could be a great group for the future. especially i feel great about working with kevin, we dominated eve's game after eve came between us in 2020 that dastardly witch... :P (juuust kiddin. love ya!) but now we could totally do well in this game too i think.....

lily and ruthie are just so sweet and we really bond talking about pretty much anything,, especially lily is a great conversationalist and i just find it so natural to talk to them both. i'd love to work with any combination of people from hufflepuff in the future, hopefully i start sucking a little less at all these challenges. i think i did pretty great on memory :D

So here is the summary of what has happened since last time

We had a reward challenge that was drawing. Mine sucked. Apparently 3/4 so no reward.

We played Telephone. My team didnt realize that details are the most important parts of that and didnt share then with Autumn so Autumn didnt share them with me. Then I didnt know them when asked about them.

We scored 1 point and lost. Since I still have no alliance I'm scared that it could be me. So I kind of got an idea how everyone was feeling.

Juls let me know she wanted to vote Joshua and- it's not me so that's fine!

Then I was talking to Autumn about it and - OOP! Josh asked to be voted out. So unless he plays an idol I'm supposing he is leaving after asking to go.

woo my tribe won immunity!! we are safe! i’m glad bc i’m forming good relationships with ppl on my tribe. i think we all get along rly well so i hope we keep winning. the challenge was fun and i slayed bc i’m skinny mwah

Ya know what’s refreshing? Being on a tribe that actually wins!!! The last three games I’ve played I’ve been on flop ass starting tribes.

Now we’ll lose every challenge

10 minutes later

This sickening bitch just found a hidden immunity idol!!!! Good until f6 L A D I E S!!!!!!

HI BARBS SO I WAS GROUNDED SO I MISSED THE CHALLENGE BUT MY HUFFLEPUFF BABS SLAYED SM SO IM LIVING

CONFESSIONAL 2.1 —

Not much strategy has happened this episode, just simply tribal bonding! We are SlytherWINNING, getting reward and immunity this time! How wonderful.

Regarding my tribe mates, I love all three. I pray, pray, pray we make swap, i do Noh want to be a dirty bad guy and have to vote one out.. yet. Haha.

I was drunk during immunity, one full glass of rum & coke, so I am shocked that we won immunity. Honestly, I feel silly admitting I was drunk to my tribe because... if I can do that when drunk, imagine if I was sober. Competition Beast, duh.

I also gave up my run this round for the tribe to use. Was partially social, partially I just do not understand how to do the Hunt, so I might as well help the greater good. Either way, it comes off positively.

Hoping for a smooth journey for a little longer!

x nick

Joshue has basically quit at this point so I have no fear going into tribal

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