#actually wait no heres a better idea

[castorfell]

Mount Rageon hair products must be insane

#dreamworks trolls #trolls band together #velvet and veneer #trolls velvet #trolls veneer #fanart #castorpng #they dont have hairspray its straight up glue #dont even wanna think abt combs #actually wait no heres a better idea #their hair is bendable like pipe cleaners

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

come get yer Laughin'stock! get it hot off the press! free Laughin'stock right here!

#biting and ripping and tearing and maiming and wailing and sobbing and flopping around like a dying fish #Thank You to this round of requesters! banger ideas the lot of you! #this lil 'excersize' made my night a lot better <3 #all of these were so much fun to do #the tango one and the winter one especially! #if you dont see yours here have Patience! #im not done! #scribble salad #laughingstock #barnaby x howdy #howdy x barnaby #ive actually thought soooo much about them getting married and how they'd go about it #and each time i come to the same conclusion #on the day of. like ten minutes before theyre supposed to walk down the aisle #howdy bursts into wherever barnaby is waiting and is like 'this is a hassle - lets skip this show' #and barnaby is all I Thought You'd Never Ask <3 #so they straight up run away from their own wedding. hand in hand and laughing like idiots #exchanging rings in the woods and sneaking things from the bodega for a picnic #in a more modern setting i imagine theyd just sign marriage paperwork at a courthouse #and then go to the nearest high-rated cheap diner #hard cut to everyone at the venue like 'where the fuck are they???' #finally frank notices that the ring pillow wally is holding is devoid of rings. where did they go. shrug #actually in a modern setting i think theyd skip the actual wedding altogether #too much money + too much effort #the store closes for a few days and then they show up on monday with rings nbd

[asukachii]

(I don’t like putting watermarks so, PLEASE, if you want to post this gif somewhere GIVE CREDITS! Also, don’t use it in edits/videos. Thanks~)

#new header (!) #trigun #trigun stampede #vash #vash the stampede #my edit #asukachii #header #started the new trigun series and i'm loving it #never watched the original or read the manga but i'm considering the idea now #considering more the manga than the anime actually #i edited out the wall and meryl #added a coloring and two little drawings #vash is adorable here #i love his smile #click on the gif for better quality i guess #the funny (not funny) thing about this edit is that at first i edited out only meryl #i redrew the wall and i was like. wait. why am i leaving the wall here when i could edit it out as well? why keeping the wall here?? #so after meryl i decided to remove the wall and redrew the sky behind #and then same thinking process for the moon/planet(?) #masking wasn't expected but it happened

[quietwingsinthesky]

i do love canon amy & rory but god, does some part of me wish they really had gone with the idea of the doctor picking up a child as a companion (and then later, that child’s best friend with a huge crush on her.) with the rest of the season really not changing at all, except now it’s amelia pond with an angel in her head killing her and lost alone in the woods. it’s little rory who dies and is forgotten and becomes a toy soldier. if this is going to be a fairy tale, then let it be one. children have never been safe in fairy tales.

#it wouldn’t have to change any of the actual plot of the season. except MAYBE amy’s choice but even then i think amy’s choice would be the #one episode where they should be adults. if only for the half where they live in a village in that dream. #because that’s the kind of future that children would dream up. they live in a little cottage and nothing ever goes wrong and their best #friend visits them all the time even though they’ve grown up. #they aren’t actually adults there just children with an idea of what they should be as adults and acting accordingly #and it would still end the same way. #but idk its just. rory’s 2000 years waiting for amy inside the pandorica is already tragic. yes. #now imagine its a kid. a kid in a little roman soldier helmet who will never grow up. who will not leave his best friend. #he loves her and she’s more important than the whole universe and that sort of love is supposed to MEAN something in a fairy tale! #its supposed to melt the ice out of hearts and transform people from stone. #and what that love means here. is that he will have to wait 2000 years. a child and a box. #little rory and the amelia who followed the doctor’s letters to the pandorica. and she doesn’t recognize him again. #and amelia in the pandorica… 2000 years a child trapped in a small box waiting to be rescued. #s5 is already fucked for them but it could be worse. it could be so much worse. #and it would make the doctor choosing to take her place in the pandorica to save the universe later even better. #because who else but the doctor would put the fate of the universe on the shoulders of two children and realize much too late what a #monstrous thing he’d done. and still have to hope. have to hope. that amelia would remember him fondly enough to bring him back to reality. #the logistics of all of this would have been a pain lmao. child labor laws in acting and all that. #BUT. hypothetically. it would have slapped. #doctor who #amy pond #rory williams #<- also this entire time ive been referring to him in my head as rory pond so much that i fuckin. forgot his actual last name. #and then like if you want them to be adults in s6 or whatever you can just timeskip to them getting married and still have amelia remember #the doctor there. it would work. it would. #amelia pond au

[basilibino]

Season 8 was like 6 years ago(I feel old) and I know ppl have differing opinions on the Mr Echo thing (but it was intended, made it to storyboard and blocked animation and then dropped, soooo) but. I can see his recruitment p easily tbh. Bc the whole reason Dr J was in that lighthouse was because he was resurrected, forced there, and ordered to build Skulkin vehicles by Samukai. But Samukai in the flashback we see has already been deposed as leader of the Skulkin/Underworld. Which means the orders to do so most likely came from Garmadon.

And since Mr. E is one of the head honchos, he's likely an early arrival to the team, so I don't think Harumi has a whole lot figured out at this point, she's just got her Trauma and some Bad Influence Friends and an obsession with Lord Garmadon. So. Like. Plausible deniability road trip that she's just visiting important markers of Ninjago's recent past, all of which involve Lord Garmadon in some meaningful way; its sightseeing, its cathartic, and it gives her time to develop her dream Motorcycle Gang/Resurrection Cult. She's not looking for anyone at the Lighthouse, but she is looking for vehicle blueprints so she can be the Koolest leader on the block. But oops she looks in the basement and there's an Echo.

And she's flipping out bc??? A Ninja???? In the Lighthouse basement??? I mean it makes sense that it would be this one but???

Except this rusty old robot has no idea what she's talking about with this Ninja stuff, he's just waiting for his dad to come back.

And Harumi pauses.

Because how long has he been waiting? He's not sure, he had no proper way to measure time in the basement, and he doesn't have the best view of his clockwork heartpiece. But it was after his father saw a strange ship docking; Echo was worried it was the People who had locked up his father in the first place, but instead his dad sounded happy when he saw whoever was out there. It could have been a front, though, as clearly it was never safe to let Echo back out. Then Dr J popped down briefly, while everyone above was resting, to tell Echo he was desperately needed elsewhere, that it wasn't safe to bring Echo, but that he'd be back in no time.

And the pieces are fitting together for Harumi. And she's like. Your dad's dead, bro.

And he's like. What? Did he die doing what was needed of him?

And she's like. Oh, no. He died a few years later.

And he's like. Why didn't he come back for me????

And she's like. Probably because they kept him away.

And he's like. Who's they?

And she's like. The Ninja I was talking about earlier.

And it surely can't be hard in universe to find pictures of Zane and Dr J post s2-pre s3, so she pulls one up and shows Echo who is freaking out bc why is that one kind of like him and Harumi explains that that was the droid his father created first, that he became a Ninja, and that hes probably the one who took their father away and kept echo waiting for years.

But Echo has doubts, shocked as he is abt a new older brother, he wants to believe the good in the situation so he's unsure. But Harumi mentions that the Ninja's failures to uphold more than their self preservation/interests has led to uncountable losses and devastation in Ninjago time and time again, before delving into her own story. And she seems so kind, and so hurt, and I do think there's a genuine connection btwn these two that forms from this shared emotional torment that they decide came from the Ninja, and now Echo is more receptive.

And then Harumi gets to start her Garmadon pitch because wait! If Echo was made here, then that could only have happened because of Lord Garmadon. And she reiterates that he's the reason she and her city could have even survived The Great Devourer. And maybe Echo's family-by-creation left, maybe they were untrustworthy and lacking, but that's OK bc if you look at it all a certain way, Garmadon is more of a father to Echo than Dr J was. And Echo is a vulnerable, overwhelmed mess who just found out his dad fucked off for years without him and also died, and also he has a brother??? Who their dad clearly seems to have favored??? Did they even know about Echo??? Did they delight in their life free of him???

Basically. Kinda Spinel-core but getting abandoned and left completely alone does that to you. Especially when the first person to find you after being abandoned is a deeply hurt and misguided teen who is probably kinda desperate for someone, anyone else to see the Ninja the way she sees them.

#i was thinking abt the idea of citrusshipping #and how it could have flowed into Mr Echo. with morro as the vengeful influence tinting these #one sided experiences to associate ninja with loss #but theni was like 'wait a sec tho bc Harumi does that also and its her gang called the sons of garmadon #and if youre very carfeully squinting and cherrypicking out pesky details and nuance. like harumi would be. #echos existence is thanks to Lord Garmadon. and there is no better replacement dad than garmadon. you should be a son of garmadon. #and echo would probably listen and she could get him out the lighthouse and off the island' #and anyway i kinda ship Harumi and Echo now? #i like citrusshipping its funney but i think i actually ship this dynamic now #its. fucked and manipulative but its also like. genuine and just. two scarred young people and harumi gives echo her distorted view #of the world as the gift of her love #so its like she wasnt trying to manipulate echo. not like she was trying to manipulate Lloyd. #but she did take someone in a v fragile state and begin shaping his worldview to match hers. unconciously but still done. #like i can also see her bringing him to the mainland and she and UV and Killow are his tethers which means everything he sees radicalizes #him further...and draws him in closer to the fold #anyway if he and harumi smoochie kiss then shes why he got rebuilt in Crystallized. also i think mr F stands for 'Mr Fun Guy' #echo zane #harumi jade #ninjago harumi #quietmystery? #idk what the ship name would be but im here for it #mr e ninjago #mr echo #echo/harumi #tbh i said i kinda ship it now but it could also be friendship #sons of garmadon #...ok til abt the morro-echo-harumi trio hcs and Yes #this is just more of a like. canon compliant ish take where morro is still gone from the narrative #love the idea of the 3 in a vengeance trio tho

[camels-pen]

gang you're not gonna believe what i just found looking through my google drive

#one piece #sanuso #ZERO recollection of writing this btw #im actually laughing so much because like. i cant believe i also had the idea for a sanuso bodyswap back in 2018. #wrote most of a fic about it. #and then COMPLETELY forgot about it until i discovered it just now when i wanted to properly organize my writing files #it was such a delight to find i just gotta give it a couple extra paragraphs on the ending to finish it #(and a few extra lines here and there to give a better visual) and im gonna post it here #ahhh oh my god this was nice #(disclaimer i was very much too lazy to edit this & there's probs hella mistakes but #i'm just keeping here as a reminder of how far i've come since then) #wait im making this a new post bc that'll be better for tagging purposes

[bisaster-energy]

im not even done my current kuwameshi fic and im already getting ideas about new ones...

#kuwameshi #give me a sec i'll reblog later with the actual idea but like #WHAT IF UM KUWAMESHI BUT UM. PRINCESS BRIDE AU... #i also have another song fic idea but it's way sillier than the one i have on ao3 #based off you me and steve by garfunkel and oates #i got the idea cos i just remembered when yusuke got back from training with genkai the 1st time and instead of a 1 on 1 date with keiko #kuwabara is also? there? and it's just so funny to me like what. and then they're supposed to all 3 go to the movies together? #AND WHEN THEY GET THERE THE 2 BOYS DITCH KEIKO?? for a mission yeah but she doesn't know that!! #and then yusuke and keiko actually go on a date alone and it gets interrupted cos of younger toguro #and shortly after kuwabara shows up so it looks like he was bound to come across them?? #as far as a i remember the next time yu and keiko get together alone is the day he tells her to just wait and she's like im literally #not gonna wait for you <3 and it was so funny she just walked off lmaoo #anyway im trying to say i wanna make a silly little fic addressing the fact that keiko is like. pursuing her crush on yusuke #but kuwabara is kinda just. always there and it's fun she does like him but it's just awkward #planning on having her ask kuwa to maybe give her and yusuke some time alone like maybe just avoid their next outing #and kuwa is like oh damn :( ok good luck and yusuke shows up to the date and he's like woah wait. where tf is kuwabara? #keiko is like bruh. and she makes up some shit about him mentioning that he felt sick or wtv and yusuke is like ''then y are we here? #i should check on him. i dont think that guy has even been put outta commission by anything but my fist!'' and keiko just follows him #cos what else can she do. and kuwa is fine ofc and yusuke is like bro what gives i thought you were sick and kuwa is dense sometimes but he #catches on from keiko's desperate look and he's like well i got better *flexes his arm* and yu is like i knew you were too dumb to catch #a cold. and he's stupid happy that kuwa is fine and can come with them after all ''hey he's fine ya hear that keiko'' #and then keiko is watching this whole exchange eyes blown wide open and she's like actually i just remembered i have plans #you two should totally go without me tho and yu agrees so easily that it just solidifies that she made the right call #kuwa is looking back at her all confused and she gives HIM the good luck thumbs up. he gets as red as his hair and #yusuke is worried he really is coming down with something

[zaacoy]

💫Hihi tmblr!! Zaacoy update post!!💫

So for a little over a month my physical health has been in rapid decline. Started off mild! Thought it was just a particularly bad bout of allergies or some infection, began racking up more and more issues and weird symptoms, it became debilitating after a few weeks, and I was taken to the ER and admitted to the hospital. Which is a good thing because the specialists there were really quickly able to figure out what the actual issue was! Turns out that I have a pretty bad autoimmune disorder and that for the past month or so my body was pretty much self destructing! :D! Spent a really long hard week in the hospital figuring that out but! We were able to catch this thing really early before it caused any substantial long term damage to me and my body seems to be able to take the medicine I need to not die from this just fine. So I'm safe!! And alive!! Hooray!! Still a bit shaken from the whole debacle but I'm on the road to recovery and better health now! I got discharged from the hospital yesterday, very happy to be home!!

Over the past week they've had to prick me and put IVs in both arms for blood draws and medication purposes about a dozen times all put together so my hands, wrists, and arms are currently very ouchy and fragile at the moment. They'll take a couple days to heal and then I should finally be able to comfortably draw again!! I've missed drawing a lot, very very excited to finally get be able to get back into it!! x3!! And that of course means more freenoodles and other zaacoy art soon! yippee yippeeee

Thank you for your patience with me! I'm not very good at keeping tmblr updated on things as they go on, apologies for just disappearing for a bit ehe ,:3 I've seen ALL of the stuff sent to my ask box and I'll starting working on getting to it soon! Expect more of me around for the rest of the summer, for real this time!! And have a good one!! Zaacoy update post ova! >:3

Sneaky sneaking a few tang screenshots as a treat for those who read to the end teehee here is he

#Zaacoy update post #I see the ideas you people add in the rbs too rest assured when I get better I'm drawing some of those too #soooo many fluffy freenoodles ideas I can't wait to draw again ehehehdjdjej #hands heal faster I wanna go now garaghdjdmsmdn #Still curious how many people actually read my ramble tags- here have a cookie for getting here teehee 🍪

[mimimarilynart]

@toastedbuckwheat Happy birthday my love🥰🥰

#For Adam <3333333 #Bae's birthday 2023 #Love you so much babeh I can't wait til our little getaway to finally happen ugh!!!! #*TACKLES YA* *HOPS AROUND BOUNCE BOUNCE* #here's our minguo ​babies u////u I'll try to take better pics ugh but ofc send bae ze actual drawings #scanner picked up the colours but made them kinda pale as always aaaaa #didn't manage to tie the two pieces together as much as I hoped to bcs I had no idea how I was gonna colour either one when I sketched XDD #but but it's okay I think this still works ahahah #*CUDDLES BAE HARD* keeping them safe and far away from honges #minguo au #Ec x Lomi #Lomi x Ec #Eol x Aredhel #Ec #Lomi #Eol #Aredhel #SS #sweethearts #lovers #camellia

[idk-bruh-20]

(^originally from @thisisnotourlasthunt)

The degree to which this meme calls me out specifically i-

#😂 #LITERALLY THE ENTIRE POINT OF MY BLOG #sticking my lil plot ideas into your brains then clapping my hands like welp my job here is done #can't wait to see the end result of your blood sweat and tears like good work team we all contributed equally #thoughts #.....am I the loki pretending to be odin of the irondad fandom #just requesting lil stories from my chair #please understand that I worship y'all who actually do the writing part #the heroes we need #irondad writers my beloveds #WAIT NO BETTER COMPARISON #@ irondad fic writers i am your Guy in the Chair

[thebleedingeffect]

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#okay I'm talking in the tags of this post cause shit is happening in my life and I gotta talk about it somewhere #one part of it is my step brother crashing and burning before my very eyes and there's nothing I can do to stop his own destructive actions #so it's just me watching this poor kid ruin his relationships and blame everything and everyone around him as he does so #despite the fact that he's undeniably been treated horribly at times- he's just turned that anger back onto others and himself #and I have no idea what to feel as I watch him get arrested. have drug problems. because I'm just waiting for the inevitable spiral #it doesn't help that my mom has been comparing us and saying that I'm the much better child and she wishes he was like me #not understanding that I could’ve been him if I was just more angry at the world at that age instead of being so sad and scared #and that leads me to my fucking mom cause like- I love her. we've been through alot of bad shit with her #I've almost done some really bad shit for her and I know that she loves me more than anything else #but it feels like its been getting more and more suffocating cause I'm not sure she's able to start seeing me as an adult #and start loosening her grip around me and let me breathe. to have my own experiences without her by my side #to be able to go places and imagine a future without her constantly by my side #she talks and it's like she doesn't even think to wonder that perhaps I want to form my own experiences #and experience the world on my own terms because I feel like I've spent my whole life having so little damn control #religious family. shit and neglectful father who turned into the exact opposite and nearly killed me. family who refuses to listen and talk #having to move and run immediately. put survival above all else. go to school. get out. and god I just wanna breathe #she loves me so much and I love her too. but I feel like I'll be sooner crushed if I stick here for long enough #I'm just mad that my life has been nothing but absolutely no love. sudden waves of intense love. absolutely nothing. sudden spike #and I feel like I'm just finally starting to form good. healthy relationships on my own terms and actually make friends #because I had no idea what I was doing when I was a kid cause I was so fucking lonely and hurting #now I just. gotta figure out how to tell my mom that I can't carry this expectation that I'll continue to stay forever by her side #it just feels like I'm her child first and a person second. and it sucks. it really sucks. #ough. spins and spins and spins and spins-

[brainworms-all-night-long]

Heeeey guess whos back from the dead and also beaten the art block alogations!!!

Me :D

Its me, and i return with Nine as per usual

#sonic prime #i knew i wanted to draw something cul with nine for a fanart but never had any ideas #until i kinda randomly started scribbling and it gained form #exept halfway trough rendering i kinda gave up on it cause i didnyt like how it looked #so it sat in my endless list of wips for a long time until i dug it out yesterday #and viola!! #is here and done #the backround sucks but im not even gonna bother thinking of something better cause fuck backrounds #it looks plausible enough so on the internet it goes #no wait i actually love the hands they look cool asf im really proud of them #miles nine prower #nine the fox #me does arts #actually finished doodl

[silenthillbunni]

🐇🩹🚪

#i hate myself real bad today.... like it's this constant gnawing feeling in my stomach nd chest #i am such a fucking burden. i am deadweight weighing everyone around me down. im such a fkn pathetic failure #our living situation is rlly bad nd unhealthy nd toxic. im the only one who can disconnect nd shove it all down nd wanna pretend like nothin #but my sister nd my mom are going insane like they cannot stand it anymore. nd they're also getting super depressed so im worried #my mom's been trying to apply for appartments bc she's been on waiting lists for several years so she can actually maybe get one #so they were thinking that my mom nd my sister can move nd me nd my sister can live here #she even found an apartment close by that she would actually get!! so they could move!! #however...... you're not allowed to put more ppl on this contract so if my mom moves me nd my sister can stay here :/// so she cant move.... #cant** stay here #she cant move at all unless my sister nd i have our own places... #my sister has a job nd is an actual responsible adult. so she wont be long until she fixes that #but me???? im 25yrs old... never had a job. cant even graduate highschool even if i try. i have no fkn idea how to survive on my own!!!!! #im just a fkn burden on my mom. i keep her down. i chain her down nd keep her feom being free #im such an awful daughter. im such a bad person. im so worthless. i hate myself for hurting her #i hate seeing her so sad nd depressed bc she wants to get out of this situation so bad #and *im* the one keeping her here. im the reason she cant feel better. bc im a pathetic fkn 25yr old who lives off of her mom like a parasit #ooof i ... i hate myself more deeply than i ever have. how can i do this to my own mom???? why am i so useless???? #idk what to do. idk how to move out!! where to?? how do u get a place to live??!? #atp i'd even take living with someone else. like renting a room or smth. just to free my mom of the curse that is me #but idk how to find anything like that bc im completely and utterly incapable nd useless #i feel so bad for my mom.... i know she doesnt want this but it makes me wanna kms even more #if im dead i cant weigh her down i cant ruin her life!!!! if im dead she'll be free of me. im nothing but a parasite she deserves to be free

[misc-obeyme]

Dont feel bad for not being able to write. Sometimes our brain does not brain

Ahh, thank you! It's absolutely been like that lately. It's just extra annoying when I want to write but it just kinda refuses to happen.

One of the things I do to counteract writer's block is to work on something else. So instead of working on my next request like I want to, I'm writing Solomon smut with my MC lol. I haven't written about Ciaran in a while, so I think it's actually helping? I'm actually writing, so that's a plus. I had to take several days off because nothing would happen and I was just getting irritated.

But I'm hoping that things will get better now that I'm actually able to write something again. Usually I just gotta get things flowing and then it's back to business as usual!

But you're so right, sometimes the brain just does not brain. Every once in a while, my brain statics instead and then I have to recalibrate lol.

#I actually have an idea for the next request too so I'm waiting until I'm feeling like I can do it justice before I finally write it #it's been a whole thing the last couple of days #so if anyone noticed why I wasn't on here reblogging or anything for a couple days #that's why #I'm doing better now though #tired-writer-in-progress #misc answers

[iwantyoursexmp3]

my beautiful autistic mind is so picky and annoying sometimes because my biggest struggle with writing at the moment is the fact i dont like how the name bobby looks written out but i like how it sounds and also know that is his name it literally cannot be anything else. but every time i look at the letters i'm like.......

#thing is it's literally a whole thing in the damn story about how he hates his Government Name so i have to honour his real name!!!! #actually this was one of those moments where a character came with a name #bobby was a moment of wait were you always there and i just didnt notice you because i saw a pic on pinterest #that gave me an idea for an RR storyline the storyline being a character dies from AIDS #which is something i have been SO apprehensive about this whole time because i didnt know if i wanted to write the AIDS crisis and include #death so directly...but then my mom died and i became hyperfixated on death LOL #(and realised the way i could approach it respectfully + in a way that honours) #anyway i was like wow with my better expertise on the AIDS crisis + personal experience with loss i feel like i can write this kind of #storyline but who dies?? and i have to make them a fully fleshed character bc i always do #but thats like especially important here. he can't just be a body + vessel for other characters' grief journeys #literally immediately my brain was like so his name is bobby he looks like this he was born in august and he loves this david bowie song #i dont actually know if he still likes the david bowie song (my first image of him had dialogue inspired by the song) so that is info FOR M #but maybe i should revisit that lol.....anyway he just appeared #more details + development came with time as always but i dont have like any conscious #memory of that it just happened #like i forget he's only existed less than a year bc he's on beau/felix/dorothy levels of developed. WOW! #was also never meant to be beau's bestie and i can't remember at all how i decided that it also just happened #oops i accidentally infodumped

[the-kipsabian]

aight im looking at my wip list rn (like actual work i have started so far)

#time to try to remember what each of these are lol #but welp im not gonna bother myself with these today we'll see tomorrow. try to get something done or whatever #i feel like im writing a lot and idk maybe im being a bit pushy at myself about it? but also i have six wips right now which. never happens #and i mean in a way where i intend to finish at least some of them so like #plus im enjoying it. while im pushing it it also doesnt feel forced in a way like i genuinely enjoy making this stuff #i just like to poll it a lot cause im indecisive most of the time and it gives me a better pov on what people might be interested in seeing #ofc im still first and foremost writing for myself but i mean it helps if people wanna actually read stuff lol #..also yes i will be getting to the requests again soon. just seeing few new characters i should tackle is kinda intimidating oof #tho i have ideas so. eventually. wont open new requests before those are done thats for sure #sorry about the wait im just like that lol #anyways heres a poll first for this weekend. maybe we'll do request work next weekend since im all free then hmmmm #night is an absolute mess on main