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booksandpaperss · 2 years

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We as a fandom are rlly underestimating how confused and *hurt* Mike is gonna feel when he finds out Will lied about the painting like-

Quick disclaimer before I explain: this is not any sort of Will slander. I love Will Byers so much only Mike Wheeler could top how much I love Will kdkdjsjj

Ok now with that said, let’s look at the whole PaintingSituationTM from Mike’s perspective:

As far as Mike is concerned, he’s pretty much told Will multiple times that he doesn’t feel like his relationship with El is working anymore. He’s thinks he’s being clear, and he probably just assumes Will understands that since Will has *always* been able to understand Mike instantly.

Unfortunately, he’s completely unaware that Will is convinced Mike is in love with El because Will fully and wholeheartedly believes that he’s wrong for how he feels abt Mike, and Mike being in love with his sister is some sort of karma. This is what causes Will to push Mike towards El in a misguided but well meaning attempt to make him feel better. To will, it doesn’t really matter if he’s lying, because *of course* El needs Mike, who wouldn’t need Mike? Will needs Mike, and if El and Mike are in love, of course El would feel the exact same way, right?

But Mike doesn’t know any of this. All he knows is that his best friend (that he’s also in love with) is actively pushing him back into his relationship with El. Even if Mike is confused by what Will said abt El’s feelings, since it doesn’t add up with what he *knows* is happening between them, he chooses to believe Will bc if there’s anyone that would always, *always* be honest with Mike, it was Will, and Mike knows that Will would never push Mike back into his crumbling relationship with El based on only a lie… or so he thinks.

Now, Mike is once again under the impression that El still needs him romantically, hence his speech in surfer boys, where he tells El what he *thinks* she wants to hear from him in a desperate attempt to save her life. He also most likely feels like he owes it to El to try and love her romantically, since he *does* love her, and he thinks she needs it to be romantic, so he makes himself try bc if there’s anything we know about Mike wheeler, it’s that he feels like he needs to be *needed* in order to be worthy of someone’s love (someone plz give this boy a hug omfg).

Alright, keeping in mind all that messy context, let’s go back to what we know about m*leven. It’s pretty likely that El is gonna break up with Mike in the first (or maybe second) episode of s5, and she’s gonna tell him he shouldn’t have lied, and that she doesn’t need him the way he thinks she does. El’s gonna dump Mike’s ass again and enter her girlboss era (Max will be so proud). This…. Is gonna leave Mike HELLA confused. Why did El ask Will to make that painting about how she needed Mike if she didn’t??

And it’ll click for him: Will lied. Mike’s not gonna understand why, all he’ll know is that Will lied to him about El’s feelings and basically set Mike up for failure. Mike’s gonna be confused and hurt just from that alone, not to mention that fact that he’s ALSO still trying to come to terms with how he feels about Will, even though Will unintentionally gave Mike a set back for that. And we know Mike wheeler, when he gets really confused and upset about his relationship to and with Will (guys, trust me, unaddressed mutual gay feelings can make a friendship a MIND FIELD) what does he do? He gets angry and lashes out.

In conclusion, this is gonna massively blow up in Will’s face, and byler is going to have their worst argument yet. If we think the rain fight in s3 was bad, this is gonna be so. Much. Worse.

On the plus side, the fights gonna obliterate most if not all of Mike and Will’s built up miscommunication, so we’re gonna get a high payoff, it’s just gonna hurt really badly first 🥲

If you made it this far thank you for reading all of this and I hope you enjoyed kdjsjsj

I love analyzing these two so much I think abt them 24/7 it’s a problem 💀

#byler #byler analysis #byler painting #mike and will #mike wheeler is gay #will byers deserves happiness #byler s5 #byler endgame #elli talks byler

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tired-fandom-ndn · 1 year

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hey!! read some of your acelu stuff and it got me thinkin: au where luffy Does get pregnant young. this au can go two ways: ace leaves before knowing abt the pregnancy, or ace finds out and winds up staying with luffy until they both can set sail .. whadyou think?

- 👁 anon

- 👁 ANON AGAIN sorry for bothering again but 2 things part of 1st ask: how do you think the strawhats would be different if Luffy had his kid with him? how would ACE react??? just wanted to propose: the idea of ace having like. a MASSIVE breeding kink has me thinking of him just being also highly possessive of Luffy and putting marks all over him just to "claim" him

BLESS YOU FOR THIS ANON

So first of all, I think what would happen with Ace 100% depends on how early Luffy gets pregnant. I honestly think their relationship would become sexual way earlier than it should've been but if Luffy doesn't become pregnant until he's ~13, then Ace could very well leave before either of them know. And I don't really think Luffy would think to contact him or even be able to if he did.

If he becomes pregnant earlier though (which is very much possible, puberty can start a lot earlier than people think), Ace would put up a vicious fight to stay. Leaving Luffy is hard enough but leaving Luffy and their kid would be horrible for him, especially with his issues with his own father (and Luffy's dad too tbh). I don't think he would be able to actually stomach essentially abandoning his lover and child the same way that he sees Roger's death as abandoning him and Rouge.

But on the other hand. . . I don't think Luffy would be easy to convince. Yes, he wants Ace to stay of course, but they made a promise, to themselves and each other. Luffy would see Ace staying, even if only for a few more years, as giving up on his dream.

I think the most realistic scenarios, depending on how the argument goes down, would be 1) Ace leaving with the promise that they'll stay in touch and that they'll be together again the moment Luffy and their kid set sail or 2) Ace staying and setting sail with his family when Luffy turns 17. But I would like to offer a secret third option, where Ace leaves and forms the Spade pirates, but then they just. Hang around the area. They aren't usually on the island, but they're always nearby and Ace pops in all the time, always claiming that his crew has definitely been leaving. Luffy knows this is bullshit and it aggravates him but it's also nice to have Ace around.

In the first scenario though, where Ace leaves before he finds out that Luffy's pregnant, the Strawhats would all go through the same process, starting with "why the fuck did this kid bring a toddler on his pirate journey" which turns into "Luffy's really fucking weird, this might as well happen" and ends with "I would raze the world to the ground for this child." They love Luffy and his kid so damn much. They'd also take fights a lot more seriously because, with a (mostly) defenseless child onboard, they're not taking the risks that they would in canon. The Thousand Sunny also has a captain's room so that Luffy and his kid can have their own sleeping space.

If Ace found out in Alabasta, he'd be completely done for. He would desperately want to go after Blackbeard still, but the idea of leaving Luffy and their child behind, especially when he'd already been absent his kid's entire life, is not something he could stomach. He would end up resigning from the Whitebeards entirely to stay with Luffy and the Strawhats; he joined the Whitebeards because he wanted a family but didn't realize he already had one waiting for him.

Also yes, Ace just wants EVERYONE in the world to know that Luffy is HIS. And with Luffy's frankly ridiculous healing factor, Ace has to work very hard to make sure that he's always marked up enough that no one will see him and think he's available. Also Luffy got started on birth control because they CANNOT handle another kid on the ship but he and Ace are basically counting down the days until they can start having more children. They want a BIG family.

#Anonymous #acelu #shipcest #pregnancy #one piece #ua

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andro-dino · 1 year

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I am not sure if you are still in this phase of fanning, hOWEVER I could not get it out of my mInd— any soul eater x beyblade Headcanons???

OH YIPPEEE SOUL EATER AU TIME

- so one of the pairings I’m most certain about is Shinobu being a scythe (which is mostly because I found out Soul and Shinobu have the same Japanese va) and Zyro being his meister. I think they’d still have a similar dynamic at the beginning, with Shinobu being reluctant to partner with zyro, but he gives in eventually. I imagine he started just fine as a solo weapon but he realizes that he’s even stronger with Zyro, and even though it takes a while for them to be able to really match wavelengths, once they do, they’re a pretty unstoppable pair

- When it comes to soul eater aus, I’m always very indecisive about who I wanna make weapons or meisters, and team dungeon is no exception to this. On the one hand, masamune being a meister works really well for his character (I think I might think that partially because he reminds me a bit of Black Star) and I think Toby as a weapon could have really cool abilities (kinda similar to the enchanted sword which is ironically called masamune) but on the other hand, I think it’d be really cool if Toby was like a super strong meister who dual wields masamune and Zeo, who can both wield each other if need be. Masamune obviously being a masamune sword (though in the series he is compared to lance, so that could also work) and for Zeo, initially I really liked the idea of him being one of those super massive anime swords but him being a dagger or something along those lines could also be really cool. I think their goal to become number 1 together could translate really well into them being determined to become death scythes. I also think it’s be really interesting if when the falling out between Zeo and Masamune happens, their wavelengths become unmatched and it’s a whole big thing. I think it’d be neat if Faust ended up being something to do with black blood n all that and in the end, Zeo and Masamune make up and end up needing to bring him back together, so they finally team up again and resonate for the first time in a while and it’d be a whole big emotional moment n everything.

- On the idea of black blood, I think it could definitely be applied to starbreaker as a whole and be tied with the arrangements n everything. Not sure exactly how it would translate beat for beat or anything but it’s a neat thought. I think Damian and Ziggurat could have some interesting parallels to Crona and Medusa, though I think it’d be really interesting and probably really sad actually if Damian actually did end up becoming a kishin in the end. I think a similar concept could be applied to Jack too but I don’t think Jack would fully kishin-ify (which is funny since the first kishin in the show is Jack the Ripper) and I could see him eventually becoming a dwma student afterwards

- yk this is a rough idea that I only just now had but it’d be so fucked up if Doji and Ryo used to be partners and one of them (not sure which would be the weapon here, probably doji, which would be really interesting) successfully turned into a death scythe but then yk. that’d be really dramatic I think

- I’ve talked abt sakyo and takanosuke in this au before so I won’t go too much into it here (but I do love them dearly they r definitely some of my favorites here) but an idea I absolutely adore is before them partnering up, Takanosuke being a weapon looking for a meister and being set on Zyro at first. At this point Shinobu and Zyro would already be partners so I think it’d be fun to see a jealous Shinobu getting completely ignored by takanosuke trying to convince Zyro to partner with him. Obviously this doesn’t work out and Takanosuke keeps looking, which eventually leads him to Sakyo.

- Ive mentioned Sakyo being able to fight with his soul wavelength before and I think Ryuga probably would be able to too. He’d also definitely ride solo and never partner up. Also, just thinking abt this now, I realize how well the stuff with the dark power can work like madness too. It’d work almost exactly the same with doji trying to amplify ryuga’s madness in the dark nebula and Ryuga eventually being consumed by it before learning how to conquer it and eventually help Tsubasa who goes on his own madness spiral. Only addition would be I definitely think Doji would be affected really hard by madness too, basically losing himself to it by the time fury would take place.

-another team I have a lot of trouble deciding roles for is excalibur, because the most obvious and logical route would be Julian being a meister and dual wielding Sophie and wales (who I think would be spears) and Klaus being a solo weapon, however, the sword and axe route with Julian and Klaus being weapons wielded by Sophie and wales respectively is also really interesting, especially with the potential comedic element of Julian somehow being related to canon Excalibur because that would be really funny to me.

I like to think that at some point, Sophie, wales, and Klaus become really interested in the story of Excalibur and Julian pipes in with a “trust me, he’s really not all that” and they’re like “YOU KNOW EXCALIBUR?” and are very insistent on him introducing them. They are eventually underwhelmed as all are, but not before being shellshocked upon finding out that Julian and Excalibur are related

I’ve had this in my notebook for a while lolz

#axel’s silly little thoughts #I’ve thought about this au a lot can you tell

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lichfucker · 3 years

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i would love to hear about why all of the ted lasso characters would fail survivor but especially rebecca

hhh ALL of them... okay the vast majority of the players can be explained away with just "physical prowess enough to make them a threat in individual challenges but dumb as bricks and would not be able to strategize themselves out of a bad spot"

this is abt to get long lmao so I'm putting individual ppl under the cut

nate is the most obvious first boot I honestly feel bad about it. bumbling, socially awkward, has NO idea how to assert himself without being an asshole about it (in the rare instances when he does assert himself at all), and even if he's smart enough to be a great strategist (which he absolutely IS), he can't convey it well enough to convince his tribe to overlook his (probable) lack of challenge ability. most of the time, people don't want to draw harsh lines in the sand on the very first vote so they can pretend everyone's getting along and still friends, so nate would be a sort of freebie vote that it'd be easy to agree on.

beard is too much of a follower. what ted says to dr sharon abt him is, "that man has had many lives, many masters." he's very comfortable being led by people with stronger personalities, and even when he disagrees with their calls he will still execute them like a perfect little lackey. the thing about beard is that I think he'd go VERY far in a season of survivor! I think he could EASILY make it all the way to the end! but I just don't think he can WIN. he's genius-level intelligent and SO strategically savvy, but more than that he is fiercely loyal. he'll attach himself to the right person (or the wrong person, as it were), and even if he is whispering in that person's ear all the way through, he would be TOO content to let them take all the credit, he wouldn't push back against them if they disagree with his plans and make a lesser move instead (the whole beginning of 'beard after hours' is him berating himself for not standing up and making the hard calls even when he knew they'd be better), he wouldn't turn around and slit that person's throat at the end to further his own game, and he would make himself socially impenetrable to everyone else. nobody could get close to him, nobody could like or understand him, he'd probably be seen as good collateral if the opposition couldn't strike directly at whomever beard works with, and if he DOES make it to final tribal, I think he'd have a very difficult time convincing the jury that he deserves the credit and the limelight. he wants to win, I just don't think he believes he deserves to.

ted and roy actually would have the exact same problem, which is "physically and strategically competent, but so FUCKING ANNOYING to live with that they get booted for the sake of tribal quality of life." roy would isolate himself socially with his aggression, and ted...

ted is the antithesis of what a "good survivor player" ought to be, which I actually think could work to his advantage in a number of ways? like I think more typical players would find him incredibly unpredictable because he's sharp enough to see what the best moves are, but generous and self-sacrificing enough not to make them. like, there's a reason he's a coach and not a player. there's a reason he says that he doesn't measure success in wins and losses. if he could survive the first few votes, his social game would be AMAZING-- the entire first season of the show is about him wearing rebecca down through the sheer magnitude of his friendship! lesser survivor players would be so endeared to him that they couldn't fathom voting him off, but they're the ones who are getting picked off in his stead. moderately savvy survivor players would not trust a single word out of ted lasso's mouth; there's no fucking way a man can be this kind and this sincere, not on survivor, it's just not possible, he must be plotting something MASSIVE, we have to strike first before he gets his chance. and the truly brilliant survivor players would realize that he IS genuine, he IS sincere, he IS loyal and giving to his core, and that's DANGEROUS. you can't let someone like that make it to the end or they'll take your million dollars. best to shut it down at the jump.

and above all that, I just think that ted... ted would thrive in the pre-merge, in the tribal portion of the game, he's SO team-oriented, but post-merge, in the individual game... perhaps if he had a solid alliance he could also feel that way about, then it might suit his temperament, but ultimately I think he just. wouldn't want it badly enough. I just think the significant majority of people would be vastly more self-interested than ted would be, so they'd take the shot first.

higgins is an interesting midpoint between all three of nate, beard, and ted, in that he's a henchman through and through even when he disagrees with his boss, he's a pushover who'd be seen as a liability in physical challenges in the early game, and he's off-puttingly friendly and polite to the point that nobody would trust that he's being sincere even though he absolutely is. early boot, maybe second or third.

maybe it's just because I've got cook islands on the brain, but jamie (esp season 1 jamie but like. season 2 as well lmao) would play A LOT like early ozzy. an arrogant wonder-boy who's good at everything (did you know there's literally a survivor casting archetype called the "amazing ace"?), with a heart-wrenching underdog story (playing for richmond, that is), an absolute beast in challenges, a huge threat but always immune, he'd win his way to the end but ultimately be beaten out in final tribal by someone smart enough to have dragged him along as their meat shield the whole game.

and as for rebecca... g-d. this one I think hurts me the most because she has everything going for her, she doesn't have a single one of the problems I've listed for anyone else, but I do genuinely believe that rebecca still loses. she's strong and she's smart and she's assertive and she's ruthless and she's sociable and she's a great liar and she's ambitious and she's ADAPTIBLE (she immediately bounces back after not getting the sun to run the photo of ted and keeley and comes up with an alternate plan that will still serve her own endgame, and by g-d being able to roll with the punches and change course is the single most important thing a survivor player can do), but rebecca still loses.

even if we set aside the fact that survivor on the whole is not particularly kind to women over 40... season 1 rebecca, especially early season 1 rebecca, is spite-motivated to the point of self-destruction. she will set her sights on one target and she will be relentless in her effort to get that person out and it'll make her so myopic that she won't see her own end coming immediately afterwards. nobody on that tribe wants to be her next victim-- better get rid of her once she's proven what she's capable of.

she's also dreadfully insecure in the wake of her divorce and when her polished veneer cracks enough to let it show (how many days of being rained on do we think it'll take for her to slip? my guess is five), some people will see it as the vulnerability that finally allows them to connect with her on a human level, while others will see it as a threatening endgame storyline and an exploitable weakness.

there are some juries, particularly old-school juries, that wouldn't vote for her in the end purely based on the fact that a million dollars is just a drop in the bucket to a woman like rebecca mannion welton. that would be a real shame, and a disservice to the game she would have had to play just to make it that far.

what's more likely than that, though, in my opinion, is that rebecca... loses the drive to win. I think that somewhere along the way survivor stops being a game that she is playing, stops being a competition, and instead becomes a journey of personal growth through adversity. I think she, like ted, stops measuring her success in wins and losses. I think she proves herself more capable and resilient than she ever thought she could be, and that is worth more to her than the money or the title of sole survivor, and she stops fighting for it. and maybe the jury admires that, and gives it to her anyway, rewards her transformation. or maybe they don't. maybe they view it as a concession, a forfeit. but I'm not certain that that moment of revelation happens at the final tribal council. I think it happens just before. I think it happens after the final immunity challenge, and she tearfully and valiantly allows herself to be voted out just inches from the finish line. I think rebecca is the fallen angel of the season, and she goes off to the jury with her head held high, which is nice, and so very noble of her, and the fans would be DYING to have her play again but she wouldn't, because she'll have gotten everything she could have wanted out of her survivor experience, and she doesn't need the crown on top of it.

I think rebecca COULD win. she just WON'T.

#jockjamsandjellies #thanks jack #bluh bluh #honestly I'm a little tipsy and this hurt me to write #rebecca's arc in the show of her becoming a better person is literally an arc of her becoming a worse survivor player #and that's not to say that it's impossible for someone who's kind and honest and open-hearted to win survivor!!#bc plenty of those people have!#it's just that... I think she'd end up pulling a rafe in guatemala and valiantly falling on the sword right at the end for NO REASON #when victory was otherwise all but guaranteed!#also I didn't mention ted's panic attacks at all because I do not believe they would matter lmao I've seen multiple seasons #where people had panic attacks during challenges that they weren't even participating in #and then those people made it all the way to final tribal and one of them even won #survivor #ted lasso

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ssaalexblake · 4 years

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star wars spoilers

ros spoilers

move onnnn

like actual proper major spoilers and i’m making this intro long in case mobile decides to hate read mores today

...

Anyway like, i am a Shallow sw viewer who isn’t actually likely to kick up a fuss abt what i didn’t like in any serious way even tho i got issues, But i wanna say what i really liked b/c?? there were moments in that movie with themes i Loved and i don’t wanna be negative nancy for this franchise because i am actually incapable of taking it seriously tbh no matter how wtf or wild it is and i just Gotta;

First of all. The entire franchise was worth Rey it for calling Leia Master.

like, they added her in best as they could, which wasn’t fabulous but i can’t really say how they’d work their way around that tbh so i’m not gonna rag on abt the Leia plot But god they proper confirmed she was a Legit Jedi thank u V much.

Chewie!!! Got!!! his!!! medal!!!

they put porgs in the movie, it was my only request and i recieved. i am content.

also the effects on old palps were Incredible and Creepy and!!! props to the vis effects teams

also s/o to the choreographer who planned out rey’s fighting style to look like gymnastic tumbles but with a murderous glow stick. love it.

idk what extended sw canon now says about force powers being able to heal But the old eu book shatterpoint is one of my faves and i loved the inclusion that Rey can just like. Heal.

also lol i heard daisy ridley on the radio this morning and she was supposed to be requesting songs to air but didn’t know the names of them and i have Never related to anybody more than i did in that moment.

look ok, that rey and kylie could literally fight each other when not in the same room was Really Cool ok

tho i would have Paid to have seen the pov of an outsider while they had lightsaber battles from miles away tbh b/c that would have been Wild

i had one Horrified moment where i thought the ‘rise of skywalker’ thing was a Pun about kylie dragging his ass up from that hole and u have No Idea how thankful i was @ the Rise sequence

also i, a massive mace windu fan, was Ecstatic his voice was present in the proceedings

which were A) tacky and B) Abdolutely my favourite thing ever.

it’s a space opera ok i am allowed to Want to be here for the tacky heartwarming shit

‘is that the navy??!?!?!?!?@ ‘ no sir... it’s.. .People’ was one of the funniest yet heartwarming sequences in anything ever ngl

HORSE WARTHOGS

inexplicable lin manuel miranda cameo

rey’s temper explained due to the fact that she is related to... Vilanelle

and look ok, i Always hated the idea of Rey being related to the skywalkers and Any crap meta that she had to be family for it to Count properly. It was an insult to found family, any form of adoption etc etc and i am.. Actually very mollified by this familial turn of events lol. It has a certain symmetry. and sw is literally built on the idea that history repeats but... different.

i was’t against rey being related to anybody, i just didn’t want her to be a skywalker because like... she was gonna Be a skywalker b/c legacy isn’t about blood, and uh... least i was right. i am naturally happy abt this.

also when i watched tlj the first time i was CONVINCED at the end of the movie she’d raise luke’s x wing from the depths as yoda did for luke in esb, and was Super off put that i was wrong. I was not wrong just... my timing was off. luke rose the x wing for her. ur yoda now luke. deal with it.

the other ex storm troopers who laid down their weapons!!! all of them!!! fin is not alone, they only have power by making you think you are alone!!!

i Really loved that thematic thread btw

also richard e grant’s performance was actually kind of chilling

but i am glad that i can still happily say that every character in sw Is a total unmitigated idiot. All of them. Stupid. Idiot rights. Yes, this is a plus point.

i also liked that it’s Kind of obvious hamill and ford picked up slack for what Would have been carrie’s scenes??? Like, it’s horrible she’s not there but they obviously care to do that in her stead. it’s sad but makes you smile.

as much as i’m not a kyle fan and never will be, and as much as i am not a fan of the ship, i can’t say there there weren’t decent thematic threads around the rey and kylie plot. Her symbolically killing kylie in a fit of rage, actively actually rising to his bait, realising as luke did in the roj climax that she had let the dark side get the better of her But having the power to take that Back and heal him and Stop even after she’d done something. It’s like the originals but not. And so, kylo is dead and Solo walks again. Was this plot My thing? No. But i appreciate the symbolism of him being stabbed through the stomach like he did to Han, and i appreciate the contrast of her actions after doing that versus His after he did it. What a difference.

i said this wasn’t a complaint post but u wanna know the worst part abt the movie??? how cheap the sith dagger looked. surely u can do better than that???

anyway, 3po’s red eyed when he translated the sith was hilarious tbh.

also hilarious: sw’s response to hiring Another brown haired white lady was to Only show her eyes in a way that was Incredibly conspicuous and was therefore unintentionally hilarious.

Finn is Explicitly force sensitive now and it’s over for y’all

wedge!!!

like... the sith amphitheater??? with the ghosties of all sith past (i think??? my interpretation anyway) was Genuinely creepy???

this is a Bit of a side note, but Luke was Perfectly in tune with tlj luke??? Because tlj luke changed tune before the end of That movie when he gucci booted his astral ass to distract kylie, him Saying his fear was wrong was merely verbal confirmation of what was portrayed in tlj. really. That’s not them backing away from tlj, it’s afffirming it.

i really loved that hux just got That death. I liked that while he Was used for ridiculous comic relief, the narrative did not forget he was just straight up evil.

L A N D O

that i all. that’s the point. just lando.

sheev palpatine’s late entry for Shittiest parent/paternal figure in the sw universe Was at the eleventh hour but by god did he give it his all to win the competition.

things only relevant to cm fans: they killed kate callahan’s husband!!! :((((

critics are slamming them for like, hardly killing anybody but I for one am happy they didn’t go grimdark and just went. Fuck it, we’re gonna keep being bullheadedly optimistic and most everybody lives, deal with it.

s/o to that gay moment that lasted like 2 solid seconds but i’d have preferred it if she’d been like, making out w/ chewie tbh.

that hug!! the trio hug!! my ot3!!! that i am even more convinced would Properly work as an ot3, too btw. Poe spent the whole movie jealous finn is into Rey, while confused abt it b/c He’s also kinda into Rey in that han/leia Tension kinda way, but Finn is also into Poe but not in the Puppy way he is with Rey, in the ‘i am so in love w/ you i don’t realise it but i trust you with the world’ kinda thing and Rey also has the Tension thing w/ Poe and would do anything for Finn but she’s like... Busy. B/c like, unfortunate family reunions and the awkwardness of being a millennial Actually offered a decent job that your morals do not allow you to take and the crisis that leaves u with.

anyway what i’m saying is the ot3 is Sailing in my head. look how it ended!!! Sailing.

however, i would like it known that the lady at the end Should have heard the word skywalker and Run for the hills. missed a chance.

But also Rey Did find that family of hers Maz told her she’d get ahead of her!!! i hate how many ppl say that was dropped or forgotten. like wtf??? what are finn and poe and chewie and bb8 and 3po and all the army of droids that love her and all the resistance that does too??? Luke and Leia??? y’all obsessed with blood when it comes to sw. She’s got her family.

now i Could make a complaints post but i just... I’ll leave that to everybody else and their mothers for now bc they’d be better at it anyway. I liked This stuff. Except for that point about the dagger. that sucked.

#and once again i gotta say fuck to keep this outta tags #believe it or not the is a positive post #i... did not start watching the space opera thinking i'd get stunning cinematic achievements #so i'm not like... actually disappointed bc i expect nothing *shrug emoji*#but as listed #there were many many things i liked to the point i enjoyed watching even tho a few things i Hated #and god i hated them a lot #but also the sw can be super dumb and some of y'all takes on inconsequential parts are.. . absurd #spoilers #sw spoilers #ros spoilers #rise of skywalker spoilers

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clamorbelli · 5 years

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whaddup . it’s ya boy , skinny penis . ok so there’s not much to put here except hi to any new people that might’ve not seen my intro for noelle & angelo ( CLICK HERE ). i’m jaz, & this here is my newest babe, sebastian higgings. i’ve definitely missed stuff, but underneath the cut u’ll find plenty of fun stuff abt him. and by fun i mean tragic , bc sebastian is a piece of shit. ; )

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TRIGGER WARNINGS : death, drugs, alcohol, emotional instability, therapy mentions, unhealthy habits, blood mention.

◟ * ◊ ─ keith powers + cismale + he/him » * believe it or not sebastian belongs to the higgings family. they are 26 years of age and are known to usually spend their time around buena vista apartments. the photographer has been living in victoria for 22 years. the people closest to them describe the bisexual + aquarius to be +inspired and +autonomous as well as -callous and -debauched.

sebastian is the ( current ) eldest son of the late johnathan and sasha higgings, born to the couple when they were happy, in love, and a shining example of what marriage should be. sebastian was a momma’s boy through and through from the day he was born, severe separation issues plaguing his infantdom, only rectified through intense therapy. his bond with his mother, even after finally being convinced she wasn’t the only nice person in the world, never wavered however. they were thick as thieves.

there was never anything remarkable about seb’s childhood except his fondness for the family camera whenever they went on holiday. his parents first believed it was a desire to model, but they soon came to understand it wasn’t being in front of it that seb wanted, he wished to be behind it. from then on they gave him a disposable on every trip, and before long the house was full of his amateur photography.

when he was ten, the unthinkable and unfathomable happened. his mother died. seb had been an entirely normal, average kid up until that point, but part of him died the day his mother slipped away forever. it was impossible for it not too, with the amount of time they’d spent together, his dependency on her at birth, the fact she was his best friend and it didn’t matter what the kids at school thought. as a child, he was ruined, affected for the rest of his life in ways he didn’t quite understand yet.

seb was sixteen by the time victoria was adopted into the family, and his reign of terror on victoria had long since begun. he came home with bloody noses and bruises more times than he could count, he sneered and spat at other kids in the playground, knowing they could do little except beat him to a pulp and have their parents foot the bill. he started drinking all too early, dabbled in drugs no sixteen year old should’ve touched, spent nights away from home, uninterested in the new woman in his father’s life.

victoria, however, was a different story. the pair got on like a house on fire, likely because of their bratty, conniving ways. at that age sebastian was like gasoline and his newfound sister was the match. natalya still had seb’s heart from when they were kids, his sister being the one thing in life he still felt warmth for, but victoria had managed to form a relationship of her own with him. for a while it was them against the world, until cassandra stepped in, pitted the girls against each other, and made life infinitely harder for a boy already on the brink.

he and his father argued daily. blazing rows that ended in smashed kitchenware. seb was losing it but the higgings patriarch failed to see his behaviour as anything more than childish cries for attention. seb didn’t know the empty feeling in his chest wasn’t normal. he didn’t know he shouldn’t play with girls emotions until they cried. he didn’t understand why he only felt things when he was getting into schoolyard fights or looking through the lens of a camera.

seb graduated high school and chose to do an online course for photography, honing his skills whilst remaining close by until his sisters graduated. when they did, he only managed a year without natalya before leaving the city himself, he would miss victoria dearly, but they facetimed every day and skyped properly at the weekends. before he left he told his father to stick his businesses up his ass. he was disconnecting from his legacy. his final words to his father were full of toxicity and rage, as they had been for 12 years now.

he went to new york, cliché and crazy as it may have been, and found a surprisingly immense amount of success. through some ridiculous means, his shots were picked up by a local, renowned photography blog, the owner of the blog also owning a gallery, wishing to display his work. from then on it was up and up. seb travelled the globe, was able to shoot the most incredible places, spent his weeks on planes and trains and on his feet. he had his dream, he made a name for himself, he didn’t need his father.

seb may have had the career of his dreams, but his personal life was a shambles. full of one night stands with no substance, exes that hated his guts, friends who’d found it too unbearable to be around him. he was arrogant, confident in himself to a fault, unable to connect with passion on any level except with his work. he was a riot, a fun guy to be around who was willing to try anything once, but he lacked the ability to form meaningful relationships. people came and went and seb was left, alone, in his fancy apartment somewhere in manhattan. he was as lonely as he was the day his mother had died, things in that regard had never changed.

the phone call he received when victoria died shook him to his core, the male feeling something other than debauchery for the first time in a long time. his father? a fucking waste of space who failed to keep his children safe, but victoria? he flew home just days ago, having one emotional instinct left in him – his brotherly instinct. natalya was still alive and god knows seb was going to lose another member of his family.

PERSONALITY :

ok so yeah, seb’s an dick. when i say emotionally unavailable i mean . . . highly, on an unhealthy level that requires some serious therapy. seb lost himself when his mother died and since then he’s been trying to find some solace in these flings he always has but, of course, he never will. he’s apathetic when it comes to people becoming attached to him so tends to be particularly cruel with ppl who get involved w him.

asshole . like, just not . .. a nice person . will point out someone’s faults, will tell u if ur skirt is ugly as fuck, willing to laugh in your face if he thinks what you said is stupid. just doesn’t . . give a f. needs to grow up.

hOWEVERRRR R rr. ofc if he was like that 24/7 he’d never even get people into bed in the first place so he can, of course, turn on the charm. he’s very flirtatious, loves sex and sexually charged conversations. flirting is a hobby for him and it’s one he has fun with. if ur not looking for anything deeper, seb isn’t too bad ig . if you can engage him on things he wants to talk about, keep things chill, not take his dickheadedness to heart, etc, he can be manageable. sort of.

massively confident, but unfortunately it’s justified. he’s beautiful, he’s talented, he’s rich of his own accord, and he’s successful. he’s massively independent, but finds it hard to work in a team.

he’s ! lowkey ! a visionary !!! when it comes to photography he really is that bitch and is genuinely incredible at his job because it’s something he’s actually passionate about. he never turns down the opportunity to photograph, so even though usually he loves money, he’d be willing to do a lot of photography for free whilst he’s back bc ? he just loves doing it, and it reminds him of his mom and how she encouraged him.

uHhh bad habits to the max. the only one of my charas who regularly takes hard drugs and drinks, has a penchant for mdma and is looking into microdosing to help his artistic ability.

WANTED CONNECTIONS :

exes from before he moved away

fwbs

best friend, probably only 1 bc . . . intolerable

any kind of connection from before he moved, bc it’s always exciting to see someone again after four years right

enemies lmao

people he knew in new york, if anyone has charas who’ve been there recently

people that were friends with vic

i dunno i’m not good at these y’aLL KNO I LIKE BRAINSTORMING DOMFDOD

give me some angsty shit too

#victoireintro #❛ · ˚ . — 𝒗𝒊. casey frey fan club! › out of character.#finishing off memes and getting to ims now ! finally odmfksds

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welshpope-blog · 7 years

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lifelesson 1.....the old saying about turning into mother is inevitable ...is true smart people dont fight it

ive heard these words twice in my life once from my mams lips when i was very young and ten years or s9 later from mine and as i too have a teensge daughter qpproachimg her 16th birthday (despite my mind attempts to convince that im in a gallas type time warp and ill wake up to my little princess her even smaller brother and that me and their father still together ...where as the reality is she is damn near 16 i have hand me downs off her which i need to use a belt with,shes got bigger feet ,boobs i used to pray for coz i was like an ironing boaed,and neday now she’ll over take me and il be the shortarse mam with hwe daughter towering over her taking the mic and not for the first time ill come to regret doing that to my mam)and i dare say shes spoken those same words...it wud have been nice wen on those times we uteered that phrase we were handed a card that we cud hand down to the next generations that said try as you might you will become your mother fight as you might it will happen,it saves the moment of horror experienced by me mam nearly twenty years ago and me a few years ago wen it dawns on us that despite our best efforts we are becoming like our mothers,ii remember thinking my mam prude and puritanical and not with the times whivh with some things back then she was and i swore blind i would be different id be laid back,approvhablw mam who wud be eastgoing on sex,booze and class c drugs and my childrens friends would think im awesome and me and my perdect happy kids wyd never ever quarrel because of my disapproval,,massively innacurate fantasy of course coz even if i had stayed all chill and hippy and with their dad he as man who never smoked and taken nothing illegal and has never been arrestd certainly wudnt have been “couk” with it,as it i am nowhere near hippy cool mam,the second i heard myself tel them “do as i say not as i do” i felt the change coming visual proof vame in the form of a photo omy mam at a similar age which shows more than ne other photo the similarities final confirmation was provided by my youngest remarking that im turning like jis nan more and more and by someone calling me jo before correcting theirselves as for my mam of course shes getting more like my nan my nan used to eff and blind on the answer mavhune that she hated talking to machine my mam is getting more tevhno wary every year ,y nan collected hand bags,my has a clothing vollection that vash 4vlothes wud fork out 4 fiqures for my nan wud hide chocolate in the salad drawer and tell thr grsndkifd she run out ,y mam hordes pepsi max under her bed like its abt to become illegal both jave the tact of and angry rhino on skayes the diplomacy of saddam hussein,both are dunny infuriating old mares so presumably in the future i will be able to watch my mam antagonise bharles or william 9n a mointain so loudly that the new programme cut prince charles one and only trip to cardboard city out og the reel vyr enjoy it as did the locals in 19994 who were cheering her on while we hid and cringed amd my little nephew will go home in a few years scream8ng blue murder abt nanna jo protestimg outside the school and its embarrasinf as i did the year she died ,and with me well i swore id be cool wtc..if i cud fit my daughter with a vhastity belt and threaten ne potential boyfriends with a shotgun i would and went mental when she wanted to go to comucc9n dressed as harley quinn who wears next to nothing and offered to make her a galek costume whicj wud be ok...she didnt go at all...im a, uncool old fasjioned and so clueless..and we argue more than me and my mam i i have nightmares abt being told im becoming a grandma before im old ,and if i thought my mam puritan teenage me wud be mortified to find out she grows up and is more puritanical and stricter than her mam,,so to my daughter casy,jade if u stumble across this one day heed this warmimg amd listen well i tried to fight becoming like my mmam harder than most as you know and its fauled and cost god knows jw much in expensive odd hair dyes ,awful photos and wasted rnrtgy fighting fate,be sensible and give in ,yes ull become like me but im becoming like nsn smf nsn like nsnns ruby and a mix if all thre will result in u being hilarious,argumentative and goof in a fight with a love of music,bright volours and enoygh madness to go p9ck on the next royal stupid enough to come to pontypool and become a family legend that no1 sure was all that epic and three grnerations before you will call a truce 9n the afterlife long anough to be proud

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