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Jack says so sullen when he says "evening" for some reason
liminal spaces! well, liminal times
"as if some tie were loosened" auuugh making it pretty explicit how Dracula prevents people from speaking. I can't believe there aren't a ton of essays about the use of speech/silence in this book
The way Mina says "dear" is so ......
oh god her voice trembling as she says "you are going to be so good to me"
"There is a poison in my blood, in my soul" the emphasis here is so good
god Mina is killing it here! agonizing to listen to her but also I am so impressed at how well she's managing this conversation.
(but she's so scared oh my god)
the way she says "and go out into the dark" is BREAKING ME
oh but in the midst of this her nerdy adorable "hotch-pot"
the wistful way she says "your lives are God's, and you can give them back to Him" because she can't anymore, she has been rejected. she's trying here but...
the little moment of silence after she tells them to kill her
"what is that time" once again Quincey getting right to the point
the way she goes from almost rushing "drive a stake through me and cut off my head" to trembling and almost losing her voice on "or do whatever else may be wanting" MINA
also. jonathan's silence through all of this is SOOOOOO
oh the music, and Quincey's voice going rough as he says "I swear to you"
Jonathan's voice shaking especially on "oh my wife"
god the absolute love and the tears with which she replies to him
"let it be at the hand of him that loves me best" god this is. agonizing to listen to
oh my god, Mina, telling van Helsing to get Jonathan to a) kill you and then b) look back on it as a happy memory is a pretty damn big ask!
the way Mina uses correcting herself in this conversation is so interesting
AAAAGH Jonathan's reaction to the request for the Burial Service
THE WAY THEY SAY "oh, my dear" and such KILLS ME
the pleading insistence on "it would comfort me, my husband". She knows he cannot refuse to give her comfort like this
FUCK JONATHAN READING IT. AND CONTINUING IN THE BACKGROUND/GOING IN AND OUT. AAAAAGH
and Jack crying this is so awful
Jonathan's crying breaths in as he asks "oh Lord, what is my hope? truly my hope is even in thee" first SO PAINFUL second SO GOOD third what perfect lines to end that segment on because he is trying to put his hope in God but is having great difficulty doing so, and Mina was his sustaining hope when he was trapped by Dracula but now she's the one in such terrible danger and-
his sniffles :((((((
Jack I think maybe Jonathan is as full of despair as ever. Glad you feel a bit better but I suspect it is not all of you.
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It Happened Quiet (DBS Broly x Superpowered! Reader)
(I gave the reader powers because I can 😈; implied future romance, ‘I can fix him’ literature)
When she’d first discovered her way with words, Y/N had been afraid to speak. There wasn’t a way she could control it. It hurt the people she loved, and only brought bad luck. Her voice only brought her fear—so she lived in silence.
Never did the possibility of helping someone with her power occur to her. Never did she think it would save the people she loved so dearly.
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“Y/N, you good?!”
I looked up at Bulma incredulously and shook my head, but nothing could really compare to being able to shout no, i’m not fucking okay. But I’d given up shouting, at least until it became the last resort after our Saiyans got defeated. So I bit my lip hard enough to taste blood, hid behind Whis, and muscled through the horribly disorienting feeling that only comes from watching gods battle—after all, I was one of those gods’ backup plan.
I bit back a scream as a stray blast exploded next to us, flying to my feet in terror—I should be at home, cuddled up on the sofa with a couple of chocolate brownies, watching some dumb soap opera or prank show on tv! Not shitting myself surrounded by a sea of lava, feeling the literal world quaking around me, risking my fucking life just in case the weapon of mass destruction inside my throat might come in handy. They had no idea how lucky they were I physically couldn’t complain. Well, Whis aside.
Then—a scream.
“Aaaagh!”
My stomach flipped at the sound of Goku’s agonized cry and I looked out from behind the refuge of Whis to see what had happened. I almost yelped as a body flew directly past my face, and Goku’s body crashed into the rock. I looked to Vegeta on the ground next to Bulma, totally out of commission as well. My shoulders slumped. It was definitely about to be my turn. I signed, asking of Goku was okay, Bulma watched my hands, then turned to him.
“Goku, Y/N’s asking if you’re okay!”
He smiled weakly. “I’m…”
I rose my eyebrows.
“I’m gonna need a minute…”
Shit.
A gentle swoop in the air behind me made me whirl around in alarm, seeing Whis calmly evade the rabid Saiyan as he roared in frustration, throwing punches and kicks furiously. My stomach clenched into a fist. I was definitely going to die.
Focusing on what I could control, I turned to Bulma, signing again.
Tell Goku to Instant Transmission all of you, I instructed.
“What? Why?”
I’m going to talk the crazy one down, you guys need to be out of the way.
She paled visibly in the glow of the lava. “Don’t need to tell me twice. Help me with Vegeta.”
He let out a pained groan as we struggled with his weight, but ultimately managed to drag him over next to Goku.
“Goku,” Bulma said, nudging him.
“Ow.”
“Sorry,” she apologized, “Can you Instant Transmission us out of here?”
“Uh…yeah…”
I turned to check in on Whis and the Saiyan—Whis was barely even moving. With a relieved sigh, I nodded to Bulma.
Get out of here.
“We’re out! C’mon Goku.”
“Uh-huh,” he muttered, trying to lift his arm.
“Oh—do you—do—“
“I…I got it.”
“It really doesn’t look—“
His arm finally lifted and curled, and they disappeared. I stared at the empty ground for a moment, then braced myself at I turned around.
“Whis!”
The angel cooly turned his gaze to me, dodging the Saiyan’s attacks.
“Yes, Y/N?”
“Bring him over here! I got this!”
Whis rose his eyebrows, considering him, then looking back to me.
“Do you?”
“Just get him over here!”
“If you insist…”
In a flash, Whis landed in front of me.
“He’s coming, shall I move—“
“Oh my god, he’s huge—“
“Y/N…”
“It’s good, I’m good, just stay close in case I need a quick escape.”
I stepped out from behind Whis, fixing my eyes on the crazed, bloodthirsty pair that shifted to meet mine. My heart jumped at the Saiyan’s devilish grin upon finding a new target, but I held my ground, swallowing. My voice would work, it always works, there was no reason to think otherwise. I looked to Whis, gesturing and jutting my head to tell him to get out of earshot. He nodded and hovered, flying away. The green-haired berserker snarled at the sight of Whis departing and flew after him until—
“Hey!”
His head immediately snapped towards me. I fixed my gaze on his and relaxed my shoulders. The thought of getting a giant, glowing, green-haired and completely nuts Saiyan to obey my words, let alone hear them seemed incredulous.
“Come here,” I commanded.
Just as I’d feared, he only stared in confusion, then shifted his attention to where Whis once was, but he’d disappeared. He growled as she searched the area, then fixed his eyes on me again. My stomach dropped. Oh, fuck.
He started to fly closer to me, clearly sizing me up. I wasn’t going to give him a good fight, but I doubt a berserk Saiyan has such epicurean tastes in who they pummel into the ground. I gulped, holding his chilling stare as he closed in.
“Stop,” I said weakly.
His ignored my voice, and my stomach flipped. Shit, I was too scared. I needed to calm down. I closed my eyes, feeling the air grow static around me as he got closer. I opened my eyes, looking up to meet his gaze.
“Stop.”
He halted, and relief flooded my body. I let out a shaky breath, then smiled.
“Calm down,” I gently told him, “You don’t need to fight anymore.”
I watched with slight amazement as the tension in his shoulders released, and his hair slowly began to turn black again. The rage that clouded his eyes started to clear.
“Come here.”
He coasted over and landed in front of me. I swallowed, feeling my legs buckle as I was dwarfed by his towering, muscular figure. I glanced up, hoping to meet his eyes, but I only got an eyeful of his chest. I craned my neck to meet his eyes behind his dark hair. He was staring at me in bewilderment, and I’m sure I was doing the same.
“No more fighting,” I said, “The fight’s over.”
He frowned, muttering to me. “…Over?”
I nodded. “It’s done.”
He didn’t seem convinced. “But…”
“But?”
He looked away, posture sinking.
“What is it,” I asked.
“My…”
He frowned, then fell silent. I lifted my hand slowly so as not to startle him.
“May I?”
After considering my for a moment, he nodded.
I reached out and gently touched his arm. He tensed in surprise but relaxed soon after. I closed my eyes, seeing a blur of images—crashing and loud roars and unbearable thirst—until it finally zeroed in on a large silhouette. It was a man. He was hunched over, leaned against the mouth of a cave. Although I couldn’t see it, I knew he was frowning deeply.
“You were meant for more than this, Broly,” he said gruffly, “That bastard—King Vegeta—he did this to us. He’s reason why we suffer like this.”
His head turned to us. I swallowed, feeling uneasy. I didn’t like the feeling of being under his gaze.
“We will avenge ourselves, son.”
I heard thunder rumbling in the sky.
“I’ll make sure we get the justice we deserve.”
Lighting struck behind the man and my ears filled with agonized screams—I was blinded by pale white light, then blasts and battle cries, and in the midst, I could see the cold, dead body of a strange bearded man in a purple skirt. Wait—I’d seen him before, he was here, not just a moment ago…was he dead? My thoughts were violently interrupted as cold sweats covered my entire body as a shock of pain snaked up my entire arm and I pulled away from him, crying out despite myself. Gripping my wrist, I watched as my hand shook uncontrollably and turned to look back at Broly. He had crouched down in concern.
“You’re hurt,” he said softly.
I shook my head, trying to reassure him. “No, no, I—“
“I’m sorry…it’s my fault.”
He kneeled down, reaching for my hands and taking them in his. I froze, watching his large hands engulf mine. Despite their gentle hold I could feel the power coursing through them—power I just witnessed.
“I…know the shaking.”
I looked up at his face with more ease. His features were rough, but his countenance gave them a delicacy and care that was mystifying. He felt my stare and looked at me, but I timidly averted my gaze.
The tremors throughout my arm and hand went away as he carefully squeezed my hand a few times. It felt strangely warm between his palms; I wonder if he was using ki. I slowly took my hand back and he easily let go.
“Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.”
“Ah, lovely, it seems you’ve tamed him.”
The pleasant lilt of Whis’s voice made my spine go erect with inexplicable embarrassment and quickly move away from Broly. I cleared my throat.
“Anyone left”, I asked.
“All that seems to be left is Lord Frieza…although he seems to be less interested in keeping up our little skirmish.”
I moved past Whis to fix my eyes on Freiza’s small form in the distance, my stomach twisting with disgust and fear. A pang of shame always followed when I remembered I still feared him, but I had to cut myself some slack—it was Freiza, after all.
“If Freiza’s all that’s left, this fight’s over.”
If anyone knows the extent of my abilities, it’s him. Despite the fact I could feel that he was staring at me from so far away, I turned around, looking at Whis.
“We should leave.”
“And what of…I’m sorry, I never got your name,” Whis remarked, turning his attention to the Saiyan.
“Broly,” he said.
I looked towards him again, but broke my gaze when I realized he was still watching me.
“Well, Broly…where do you have to go?”
“My father,” he said quietly.
Whis nodded. “Your father died on the battlefield, am I correct?”
Broly shrunk even more. “Yes. It was…my fault.”
“Your—“
I caught myself, going back to signing again. Broly eyed my hands in confusion.
Your fault?
“Y/N is asking why it’s your fault,” Whis said.
He looked at me soulfully, his dark eyes filled with guilt and fear.
“I lost control. I always do…I hurt him…”
He fixed his eyes on the ground and his hair hid his face. I swallowed at the familiarity.
“Well, then, what are we to do,” Whis muttered to himself.
A glowing light suddenly surrounded Broly that made me jump back in alarm—was he that upset? I yelped and grabbed onto Whis as he shot up from the ground and into the sky. I watched in bewilderment until my eyes settled on Shenron and his subsequent departure. A wish?
Not too long after, a small ship flew into the darkened skies after Broly into space. Whis and I shared a look and I awkwardly let him go.
“Seems like that problem is solved; shall we reunite with Goku and the others?”
I stared quietly with a soft ache of disappointment.
“Yeah.”
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Okay first off please ignore that this is from the new chicken run movie (although I got to say the new chicken run movie is really good so if that doesn’t deter you that’s also great) but also all this Shuggyuta family talk coupled with me having this song on repeat for the last few days has done irreparable damage to my brain and I just need you to imagine a Uta growing up Montage set to this song with me:
https://youtu.be/UNjPjQdwmHc?si=m4NXRCfd2OGKuLbZ
… although now I’m also thinking about Saunst + their daughter with this and my heart is bleeding even more at the thought of Sanji just being a tiny bit overprotective of his little girl while also being aware she’s gonna grow up some day and go her own way and aaaagh! God! „I just want her by my side for my whole life. She's the brightest light and the highest high. And it's hard i know. One day she'll have to go and leave me behind But i never wanna say goodbye couse she's so sweet“ LIKE ARE YOU FUCKING ME SIDEWAYS WHAT THE FUCK
Anyways. Chicken run soundtrack, oddly feels inducing for some reason
Don't worry about this song being from Chicken Run. I am like, the least judgemental person when it comes to soundtracks and music because the things that seem the most absurd can have the best of music. Heck, I listen to the Ducktales and Animaniacs soundtracks a very not normal amount- Also the Trolls soundtrack is so fucking good?? Honestly, musicals. In general. (Ducktales isn't a musical but y'know, good music in general, and the Darkwing Duck theme song is one of my favorite songs ever?? And every time Dewey sings I cry with joy but that's because it's Ben Schwartz and I absolutely love his voice). I AM SORRY I GOT TO CARRIED AWAY- I- I used to have a very heavy hyperfixation on Ducktales I am sorry.
And I haven't watched Chicken Run, by the way, but Paloma Faith is a great singer and this song is just SO beautiful?? I can totally imagine a whole montage with Shuggy/Uta and Sanuso/Their daughter that I definitely don't have a whole OC of ahahahahaha (I am so normal I definitely don't have two twin daughters and a little guy created for these two hahahah-). It's just,, So cute.
I think both Shanks and Sanji would be the most sensitive dads ever and they'd cry just thinking about their children growing up. It makes them really emotional!!!!!
#thank you for this i might watch the movies even#because good music goes brrr#one piece#shuggy#sanuso#uta one piece
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Me while watching Last Twilight Ep. 4
At this point, I might as well accept that P'Aof will be making me cry every episode. I guess, that's his new modus operandi 😅
1. Sidenote: I only noticed that the disclaimer part starts out blurry, then eventually becomes clearer at the end. It's a cool (but totally unnecessary) detail.
2. Sorry, as an avid black coffee drinker, that's a lot of coffee. The fvck. I also didn't see Mhok add any sugar in it 😂 Also, Day's way of asking if Mhok is single is just 🤭🤭🤭☺️ It seems, all of Mhok's tenderness are directed towards you, Day.
3. Oh? Mhok is introducing Day to his family's most valuable possession - his dear sister's car. That's the closest Day can get to "meet my family" tradition in a lot of Asian cultures.
4. Ngl, I laughed out loud when the DJ just started to (unknowingly and mercilessly) trigger Mhok's barely hidden feelings towards Day. How apt. 😂 Also, how many times will GMMTV murder their artists' voice just to make them sound like horrible singers in a series? 😅😅😅
5. At least, Porjai knows that her fiancé is a cheating piece of sh*t. Also, Mhok introducing Day to every important person in his life is just 🤭🤭🤭
6. Porjai did say "No return". I kennat 😂😂😂😂 <Aaaagh, Gee is finally heeeere!!!!>
7. Ah, fvck. I knew it. I'm crying again. 😭😭😭 I just feel sad for Day and all that he has lost when he became blind. But then, Gee, spoiled it all by playing wingwoman for Mhok lol 😂
8. This is what I'm talking about - since nobody knows about Day's condition, it will be difficult for him to show his face in public. Why didn't the family just tell everybody? Or at least Day's friends and teammates? 😭
9. That's a roundabout way to hold hands 🫢🫢🫢😳 Also, the fvck, not only is this Keng a cheater, but also a mooch? Why am I not surprised? Mhok, hit him harder!!! 🤬 <after 5 seconds> Oh, my gods. Porjai is pregnant??? By that bastard??? Mhok, go back and murder that fvcking assh*le.
10. I don't know why, but it looks like Day doesn't want his old partner, August, to know about his condition yet. The way his face looked relieved when Gee said the names of those who attended their coach's farewell party says a lot. 🤔
11. The way that Mhok knows where to exactly find Day 😅😅😅 Also, Day shouldn't have challenged Mhok like that. Now, it is solidly established that Mhok is indeed "hot" while singing Day's song. I kennat 😂😂😂
12. Gee just doing a wingwoman's work. Again, I kennat 😂😂😂
13. Day getting properly curious of Mhok's face after that waist holding photo op? 😲 and the way he smiled when he confirmed what everyone was telling him. Also, even when blurry, Mhok's face is just <chef's kiss>.
Yes, Porjai, be very suspicious of perfume-wearing Mhok 😂😂 But also, ugh. I guess it is only a matter of time before they introduce us to August. I wonder what kind of chaos he will bring to Mhok and Day's relationship?
#last twilight the series#last twilight series#last twilight ep 4#mhokday#mhok x day#jimmysea#jimmy jitaraphol#sea tawinan
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PORTRAIT - Ah, still delay—thou art so ■■■ 4
Author: Akira
Characters: Akiomi, Makoto, Izumi, Arashi
Translator: Mika Enstars
"I’ll kill you! I’ll kill you! I’ll kill you!"
[Read on my blog for the best viewing experience with Oi~ssu ♪]
Season: Winter
Location: Modeling Office
A couple minutes later, at the agency Kunugi Akiomi belongs to…
Akiomi: —I’ve returned!
(Whew… I only just came back, but I feel so very tired already!)
(I’ll grow old in no time at this rate. Just about ten years and I’m going to be decrepit!)
(It’ll be hard for me to continue my modeling career, and then I’ll be in a pinch!)
Makoto: ……
Akiomi: Oops, sorry. I had brushed you aside.
You can come in, Yuuki-kun.
Makoto: ……
Akiomi: (H-He’s kinda restless, isn’t he? He keeps looking around all over… He’s like a cautious small animal.)
(Maybe he’s a bit of a timid child. Maybe he’s scared, he absolutely refuses to make eye contact with me…)
(Well, I’m usually scared of places where only adults are present, too.)
Makoto: Onii-chan…
Akiomi: Ah, yes, Akiomi-oniichan is here~♪ Handshake~♪
Makoto: Not you… Where’s Onii-chan?
Akiomi: Ahh, you mean Sena-kun. But I told you as we walked here, I doubt he’s at our agency—
Izumi: Aaaaaahhhh!
Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!
Akiomi: (He is here~!? And he’s on a rampage while making some sort of strange noise~!?)
Arashi: Akiomi, Akiomi.
Akiomi: Oh, Narukami-kun. You’re at the agency this late again? Your parents will begin to worry if you don’t head home soon, you know.
Arashi: Home’s fine. Instead, do something about him, please.
Izumi: Aaaaaaaaaahhhh!!
Akiomi: Umm… He’s hard to see since he’s in the dark, but that’s Sena-kun, isn’t it? What is he doing here? And why…?
Arashi: Please don’t flood me with questions.
Um, I’m not sure why, but apparently he’ll be working at our agency from today on.
Akiomi: Is that right? Come to think of it, the president did say something about a transfer to our agency, didn’t he…?
He didn’t look too happy about it though, so I figured it wasn’t anything like a famous model.
I see. So maybe that was Sena-kun he was talking about?
Arashi: I dunno. Instead, can you hurry and do something, Akiomi?
Akiomi: But I don’t know what I can do…
Akiomi: Uhh, Sena-kun, what’s wrong? Are you okay? If you cry, your eyes will turn red and interfere with work tomorrow, you know.
Arashi: Akiomi, you’re so bad at comforting others it’s almost sad.
Akiomi: I’m being pitied by a toddler!?
Izumi: Aaaagh! Shut up, shut up, shut up!
I’m quitting being a model! There’s no point if I can’t work with Yuu-kun! I hate hate HATE Papa and Mama!!
Akiomi: Huh, Yuu-kun?—
Makoto: Onii-chan!
Izumi: …!? Yuu-kun!
Makoto: It’s Onii-chan~…♪
Ehehe, it was true, Onii-chan really was here!
Thank you very much, umm, Akiomi…-oniichan.
It’s all thanks to you. I’m always indebted to you.
Izumi: Onii-chan? Yuu-kun, what are you calling this guy “Onii-chan”?
Izumi: Isn’t that supposed to be meee? Isn’t it I who's your Onii-chan, Yuu-kuuun?
Makoto: Mhm! ♪ But, this person is… Onii-chan, too?
Izumi: So you guys are a threat! You guys are my enemy! All of you, everyone in this agency is my enemy!!
Arashi: …… (Doesn’t say anything and smacks Izumi in the cheek)
Izumi: …!? Aaaahhh! Did you just hit meee!? I’ll kill you!
Akiomi: Wait, don’t fight! Why did you hit him, Narukami-kun?! You can’t use violence!
Arashi: ‘Cause he was annoying…He’s annoying and unpleasant and should just go away.
Izumi: I’ll kill you! I’ll kill you! I’ll kill you!
Akiomi: P-P-P-Please calm down, Sena-kun! I’ll make sure Narukami-kun apologizes!
Arashi: Why should I? Isn’t it his fault for making all that noise?
Makoto: Aha~♪ Onii-chan looks cheerful and happy today!
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"#I NEED TO TALK ABOUT MY AU IT'S MY LIFE FORCE WWWAAAAHHHHHH"
I haven't read any of your fics yet, spoil me.
UH UH UHHHHH INCOHERENT RANT IT IS
OMORI. HE'S HE'S DONE SO MANY BAD THINGS RIGHT. RIGHT???? OKOKOK BUT WHAT IF HE REALIZED THE WEIGHT OF HIS ACTIONS AT THE VERY LAST SECOND RIGHT BEFORE HE FUCKING DIES (er. "dies." whatever you interpret him disappearing after his fight as) AT THE END OF THE GAME
OKOKOKOK SO THAT'S SAD ENOUGH RIGHT??? RIGHT???? DUDE IMAGINE THE GUILT HE'D FEEL. i know omori's not supposed to have emotions but shhh he does in this AU, so like. think about it. THINK ABOUT HOW MUCH PAIN THAT REALIZATION WOULD BRING TO HIM. HE WAS SO DEDICATED TO HELPING SUNNY ONLY TO REALIZE HE'D BEEN HURTING HIM THE ENTIRE TIME IT MAKES ME WANNA CRY (<- i wrote it)
that's it, that's gomenasai. it's gomenasai's ending at least. everything before that is buildup on omori's character+omori's slow acquisition of a consciousness and subtle emotions with a lot of tidbits about how much he cared about sunny without any idea of what he was really doing. HE CARED ABOUT HIM. SO MUCH. BUT. AAAAGH
anyways, onto yurushite. YA BOY'S BACK. HE'S ALIVE. why is that? really stupid reason but it's bc sunny's homesick as hell after moving and just not doing okay in general (his friends don't forgive him or basil for the Truth™) so he really just needed someone to talk to or just. some kind of comfort. so omori just...manifested again as a result. it's stupid, i know, but in my defense, it's pure wish fulfillment and also in a fanfic, not a novel i'm being paid to write. i think i can be let off the hook
so what's the first thing our boy does upon being back???? nothing. absolutely fuck all. he just wallows in white space for the next *fumbles paper* two years. by that i mean two years in headspace and like, a few days in reality.
what the fuck is that supposed to mean? headspace got a timeskip, that's what i mean. 4 years pass by in it in between the game's ending and yurushite's beginning. omori came back at its halfway point. also because of that he's grown older(16, the same age as sunny, to be specific. though i should probably clarify that he was 14 upon first coming back since that was 2 years before the timeskip finished up) and instead of looking prettier he's just gotten more disheveled. i draw him like he's a prettyboy but don't be fooled. this kid is completely dripless and cannot take care of his hair. like bro you're not supposed to cut that with your knife you dummy
anyways for the next two years he's sitting in white space wallowing in his own guilt and is noticeably Not Okay.
SO AT SOME POINT HE JUST GOES. FUCK IT. SUNNY'S ALSO NOT DOING OKAY AND I'M GONNA DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. SO HE DOES.
(there actually is something specific that gets him to make that decision, but i'm gonna write it as a bonus thing here someday)
yknow how in the game it's hinted that omori can kiiinda influence sunny's actions? okay uh here he straight-up possesses him in his sleep. I KNOW IT'S STUPID BUT STILL
anyways. so he starts getting sunny to take better care of himself during the night. he gets him to go on jogs, eat leftovers he refused to chow down on earlier, grab midnight snacks if he's starving, simple stuff. ofc sunny catches on to this, and the second he realizes it's omori pulling this shit, he immediately thinks he's just gonna cause him trouble again. OMORI'S JUST TRYING TO HELP BUT ALL SUNNY CAN THINK OF IS THAT HE'S HURTING HIM AND AND WAAAAHHHHH 😭
oh god i'm only talking as far as the first 3 or so chapters of yurushite um uh i'm gonna stop before this gets too long
#I LOVE MY AU A NORMAL AMOUNT.#omori spoilers#omori au#tsumi to batsu au#yurushite fic#ask#anonymous
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merry christmas! currently writing up a nasty jiwoong fic with daddy jiwoong. but im also thinking about daddy jiwoong AND daddy matthew making you feel good
merry christmas anon!! you’ll have to send me the link to the fic when you’re done so i can read it hehe :3
stoppp this would be so good aaaagh :( your daddies matthew n jiwoong playing with you, making you feel sooo good bc you’re their baby n they love u so much !!
they’d be so sweet taking care of you, asking you what do you want, baby, giving in to your whims and fucking you so good you fall apart for them so easily :( making sure you cry if that’s what you want or just making you cum for them,, watching you lose yourself on their cocks like a good baby :(
#where’s clown anon when u need em sigh#so short again but the thoughts just aren’t coming to me as easily rn :(#zb1 hard hours#☆. ˚ ₊ 𓏸 *asks
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Miraculous Awakening Thoughts
So now that I've actually had time to digest (and re-ingest and re-digest) the miraculous ladybug movie I want to gush out about what I did and didn't like. Spoilers below the break.
WHAT I LOVED
Marinette's lack of having it together in the beginning and having the anxiety about messing up because she kind of is a disaster was a great starting point for her character in this movie.
Gabriel Agreste got a lot of improvement. Outright evil to morally gray, actually behaving like a fashion designer and not just a big business man, using his miraculous taking a serious toll on him, those fucking pipes of his...I could go on, but I like this condensed but complicated villain more than the series. Especially at the end where he faces actual consequences and doesn't get to peace out on his terms.
The Ladynoir development, which was clearly the main focus of the movie, felt a lot more fun even when it was being condensed (rushed?) for the sake of time. I've seen a lot of critique of how LB and CN don't just spend more time hanging out and goofing off with each other and seeing them do just that felt great, especially when they have their teasing nicknames for each other and you get to see them grow from insufferable rivals to best friends and more.
Adrien having more of a spine in the movie than in the series felt good. Him telling off his father was a satisfying moment, and his frustration evolving into anger in the final fight felt natural.
I like that Tikki and Plagg chose their holders instead of having their holders chosen for them. Sure Adrien didn't get a Master Fu moment that showed his worth to Plagg, but Tikki basically seeing Marinette do her thing and going "yeah i want her" before slipping into her backpack seemed more earnest.
Speaking of Tikki: she has SO MUCH MORE SASS and I love it. I've always loved Tikki and how sweet she is with Marinette, but now having that extra layer of vibrant energy was a great touch. Especially when Marinette tries to ditch her, Tikki shouts "YOU D-", and then just pops back in. Also the shameless shipping gestures. Love her.
THE FINALE REVEAL, AAAAGH IT MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH STUFF. Putting aside just how gorgeous that dress is, that emotional climax of the two lovebirds finally knowing each other and getting to be together without any secrets felt amazing. Adrien crying tears of joy felt perfect in that scene.
"Stronger Together" is probably the best song I've heard in a musical movie in a very, very long time.
Marinette's dad getting more screentime and focus was great, even if it only happened for two scenes.
All the little nods of how the two heroes are made for each other: the beginning intro, all the photos on Alya's phone, the back-and-forth scene cuts where they're talking opposites about each other, how dorky the two really are...soup for the soul.
Special shout-out to the thumbs-up scene for making me laugh harder than it really should have.
Second shout-out for Careless Whisper being used correctly in both the ironic and unironic senses.
WHAT I DIDN'T LOVE
Poor, poor Plagg: most of his subtle points and nuance just got tossed out the window just so he could become fart jokes?! Why?! Granted the cheese was going to be a thing, but...man, where's the rest of his character? The friendly chats with Adrien? The glimpse of his relationship with Tikki?
Why didn't Ladybug have Lucky Charm or Miraculous Ladybug during the second fight onward? Okay she wouldn't have either during the first fight, but we don't get to see her unique thinking process with weird items or see her repair the damage of all those fights, which is an under-utilized quality in superhero media these days.
The Adrienette angle of the love square didn't get the proper exploration it needed, and while I realize there wasn't enough time to fully do it justice it would have been nice to see Adrien also have a moment or two where he's starting to see Marinette in a different light and having the same conflict that Marinette had over Adrien vs CN.
The final battle didn't feel quite epic enough, and it's clear there wasn't enough time to do it properly. I would have added a few minutes more where LB and CN actually get their act together and make a bigger dent in HM before they get curbstomped, at least.
The Volkswagen product placement was jarring, and the heroes being there to endorse the cars under the Eiffel Tower felt out of character for a couple of teenagers who are taking a relative serious duty. They're teens, but they're not out for fame or fortune.
Nathalie was waaay under-utilized, but again I get that this was probably because of lack of time, which is a shame.
There's probably SO MUCH MORE I could take apart, but I should probably stop here. Suffice to say: I love this movie, it's a solid 9/10, and I can't wait for the next one in this specific universe.
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bread the teacher was talking about her experience of 9/11 and she was so sad she looked like she was about to cry but i kept thinking about “no thats tomorrow” AND I KEPT LAUGHING!!!!! I FELT SO HORRIBLE IT LOOKED LIKE I WAS LAUGHING AT HER AND I DONT THINK SHE SAW BUT AAAAGH I COULDNT STOP LAUGHING I FEEL SO BAAAD AAAAAH😭😭-🍎
IM SORRY PLEASE TELL YOUR TEACHER THAT SOME RANDOM CANADIAN TEENAGER DEEPLY APOLOGIZES
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Therion gets like DEATHLY ill and Alfyn works himself to the bone trying to save him, and he works so hard and there's a lot of close calls but Therion pulls through. He pulls through. He's okay. And Alfyn just breaks down sobbing, so relieved that he's really going to live. Thank you Dohter, thank you Dohter. And Therion is happy too, obviously, but he tells Alfyn he doesn't need to cry. It's fine. It's not worth getting that worked up over. But Alfyn doesn't think that at all. Therion is completely worth getting that emotional over. For every reason in the world, and one more: for all of the lives he's saved, he's never been able to save the ones that really mattered to him before. But now he has. He's saved someone he truly loves and he couldn't feel more hopeful that the specter of death that loomed over his life had lifted.
I read that one post where you wrote 4 hc’s about alfyn and the whole ‘alfyn finally saves someone who matters to him’ and ‘specter of death’ stuff is feeling very familiar (in a good way!)
THERI SAYING HE ISN’T WORTH GETTING WORKED UP OVER…. MY HEART. WHY WON’T HE REALIZE THAT HE IS WORTH IT. AND THAT HE DOES DESERVE TO BE LOVED. AAAAGH
these 2 deserve to be happy forever because I say so
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im F O R E V E R going to think about sonic crying in episode 52 when soon leaving earth after previously in episode 51 seeming completely fine doing so like- we don't even get to see his face while he cries like it's sooooooo, they are seemingly implying that sonic was just as much emotionally affected by having to leave earth as chris was effected by sonic having to leave but he was trying to not show it like chris tried too- and its the first time he cries and in the show and it's aaaagh! x!sonic i love you a lot
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ride the cyclone once again ripping my heart out and killing me and making me weep and also making me love life and love breathing and being a person hee hee (this is a cry for help)
sugar cloud got me sooo fucked up bro like IT AWLAYS DOES BUT FUCKKKKKK FUCK FUCKF UCK i cant take this shit bro like
ALL OF THE SONGS they make me so fucking sad at their base levels like they are so depressing no matter how upbeat they are like sugar cloud is all about loving her life and who she was as a person but she fucking she needed to DIE to realize it its so fucked man UAUDFG
the part in talia where mischa starts rapping again because he wants to be with her so bad and now hes fucking angry cuz he cant be with her im IT MAKES ME FUCKIN SOBB
LIKE IT SLAPS SO FUCKING HARD BUT THE PAIN IS
I CANT IGNORE IT AAAAGH
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And so: my Jedi Survivor playthrough, still in progress. Drama just happened. There was one development I didn’t see coming, at least in the way that it occurred. (I mean, [redacted] was acting sus as hell, but they did surprise me with a key detail.) And no specific spoilers, but let me tell you: Greez just made me goddamn cry. Making the comedic characters sad is dirty pool, Respawn.
The game itself almost had me crying already, too, albeit with frustration. First it crashed on me twice while I was trying to fast travel around Koboh, and the second time out, I got an alert about a corrupted save file (aaaagh). I pulled a slightly older one off cloud storage to be safe. Then a few mission checkpoints later, there was an event where I had to pull down a pile of debris, with the R1 + X prompt clear on screen, but the R1 wouldn’t register and so I just hopped around like an idiot. Had to quit and restart to fix that. It was followed by a fight I actively had NO patience with after all that, and I bumped the difficulty down to story mode just to get it the hell over with.
And then, yeah. Things happened. And there was me. With the crying.
Anyway. The game’s great. Genuinely. It’s great. Caveat: WHEN IT WORKS, and when I’m not fumbling around figuring out what to interact with to progress something. Maybe wait for a few more patches. But yes. It’s quite a thing, and I love this crew.
P.S. Just walked past an ISB officer who was totally Liam. Hi, evil Vax Liam!
P.P.S. The very last scene before the credits glitched out in hilariously jerky-jerky fashion — and I thought from the patch notes that it wa supposed to be fixed already! Hahahahawhooops. Oh well. I got the gist.
Damn good story, though. Merrin is the best of all of them. Kata is a sweetheart (and is fortunately very understanding). Greez remains fantastic. BD is always best BB. And Cal, my boy, my bro my guy my dude, gets what might be the best/creepiest/most ludicrous/still kinda the best button prompt in ALL OF GAMING in this thing. Press F (okay, L3+R3, whatever) to…
Well, definitely not to pay respects.
More spoilery thoughts later, maybe. For now I need to finish catching fish and take some more pictures around the Spoiler Planet. It’s made of pretty, okay? Okay.
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ajj last night was really good but im going fucking insane thinking about jeff rosenstock tomorrow his set is only 45 minutes long but i WILL be crying. aaaagh. aagahahhgbaghhg.....gagg.
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Top 5 video games (any variety, not just Fire Emblem)!
Honorable mentions include The Binding of Isaac: Rebirth, Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days (or the KH series in general, really), Portal 2, Kirby Planet Robobot, Dark Souls 1 & 3.
5) The Legend of Zelda: Majora's Mask
I played both Ocarina of Time and Majora's Mask last year on my 3DS (with a QoL mod for Majora installed), and while I kinda liked Ocarina and mainly respect it for its legacy, I absolutely adored Majora.
I couldn't put the game down, I 100%'d it, I adore the three days mechanic, I fucking love Termina and its atmosphere and just the whole creepy-melanchonic-odd tones the whole game has. Especially with the masks.
Not to mention facing quite literally impossible odds while everything is working against you over, and over, and over trying to stop the moon from destroying the world, with Link never getting any recognition for his deeds. It just hits a lot harder than the usual fated battle against Ganon because if anything, this game is a desperate struggle against Termina's fate.
Also I just found the game a lot of fun and is currently my favorite 3D Zelda game.
4) Fire Emblem Echoes: Shadows of Valentia
Well, of course Echoes is here!
It's my favorite FE and the direction I'd love for the series to go, it's simple yet so fun and Valentia and its characters are wonderful. Definitely the game in the series that's most dear to my heart.
3) CrossCode
I only played it a few months ago, but CrossCode quickly became one of my favorite games and my absolute favorite of the games I played in 2022 and I am begging everyone to go play it
It's an incredibly polished Action RPG with Zelda-like dungeons set in a futuristic MMO (although the game itself is single-player), the gameplay is incredibly fun and the story is even better, it kept me absolutely hooked for months and the characters are wonderful, especially the protagonist Lea, who's both canonically mute and arguably the best character of the entire game. Also she's my newest blorbo.
Also the themes almost seem tailor-made for me to obsess over and just AAAAGH GO PLAY CROSSCODE ALREADY
2) Undertale
...I mean. Does this game need any introductions?
I feel everything that could be said about Undertale has already been said.
I played this game in 2016/2017 and it stuck with me hard, and after these many years the attachment has only gotten higher thanks to Deltarune, obsessing over theories and details with my UTDR mutuals and etching some of my favorite tropes (like symbiotic posession) into my heart. I even made some new friends because of it!
I have a huge feeling Deltarune is gonna dethrone it once the full game comes out if Ch2 is any indication, but Undertale will always be special to me.
1) Mother 3
Ah, Mother 3.
This game is very much in a Majora's Mask situation where its predecessor is more popular and beloved but while I respect the legacy it left behind I loved the sequel far more.
Gameplay-wise the game fixes almost every issue I had play Earthbound and makes it a lot more fast-paced and fun, but the story is very much what makes Mother 3 the masterpiece it is.
Beside the themes sadly becoming more and more relevant by the day, Mother 3 has often been described as one of the most heartwrenching videogames of all time and for good reason.
I almost never cry but the ending left me about to sob, and that was with me getting spoiled.
I can't recommend this game enough.
Sure, it's not been localized, but grab a ROM and the unofficial translation patch and you're good to go. Just play Earthbound first.
#not fire emblem#ask replies#iturbide#my rambles#if you haven't noticed the quickest way for me to love a video game is if it hits me right in the feels#by the way you should play every game i mentioned in this list#trust me you won't regret it
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Hanekoma opened his eyes and the first thing he became aware of was the warmth beneath him. He was laying on his stomach against another, and it confused him even if it did feel familiar. He hadn't slept this way in years...
"Good morning, tiger."
Hanekoma's throat tightened at the voice, and he opened his eyes to find himself gazing up at his father. The man ran rugged fingers through his hair and smiled down at him.
"Nn... Dad...?" He could barely find his breath as he reached out, ran his own hand along his father's jawline. "What are ya doin' here?"
A gruff laugh emerged from the man, and Hanekoma almost melted to hear it again, after all of these years. As if he weighed nothing at all, those rough hands pulled him up closer, and Hanekoma's father pressed his forehead against his. Hanekoma sighed with relief and joy at feeling the touch of his parent, a comfort in all this time of strife.
"You've been struggling, haven't'cha, tiger?" His father whispered, and he pet Hanekoma gently. "You've been havin' some trouble, eh?"
"Yeah," Hanekoma whispered, and he lowered himself down to nestle into the broad chest. "I've been having a lotta trouble. I've messed up a lot, an' I'm scared, and I dunno what to do anymore. I'm gonna lose everyone I love if I keep this up and I... I just... I just miss you so much, Dad. I miss you an' Mom so much. I don't-- I don't have support like this anymore..."
While he spoke, tears welled into his eyes, and before long Hanekoma was unravelling against the older man. He sobbed into his chest, and his father wrapped powerful arms around him to squeeze him into a tight hug. It felt as if he were being held together by his father, like he might literally come apart into ribbons should he be released. But in an eternity and in no time at all, Hanekoma could feel the sunlight from outside of a nearby window shining over him, and he felt more comfortable than he had in months, in years. He felt happy and safe and loved, so loved.
“I’m sorry,” he sighed, rolling away so that he could sit up. His bed, but not his house... “I shouldn’t have...”
“Hey, it’s alright,” his father sat up as well, and he reached out to rub small circles into Hanekoma’s back. “You’ve been going through a real rough patch. You really need to cry sometimes, ya know? An’ you need to breathe. You can’t keep goin’ at this pace, ya know?”
Hanekoma nodded, and he leaned over to rest his head against his father’s shoulder, “I know... I’m gonna go get some help. Things are just... a lot harder than they used’a be. I don’t know how to handle myself anymore. An’ I don’t... I don’t have anyone to lean on. Every time I try I end up hurting them... Just wish I could have you guys back. Someone to lean on when it’s hard.”
“Aaaagh,” his father gave a skeptical groan and leaned his own head against Hanekoma’s. “You don’t need us, tiger. You just gotta learn how to adapt with the new environment. This sorta thing takes some time, but you’ll be alright. Why don’t ya just take a break for now, hm? Mom’s making some breakfast if ya want some.”
“Y-yeah... Yeah. I wanna see Mom... I... I want my mom back...”
He could feel tears springing into his eyes all over again as he got out of the bed and wandered out of the room. As he came out into the hallway he realized it was his childhood home that he was in, and his mother was right where she always was in the kitchen. The sunlight outside seemed overly bright, enough that he couldn’t make out any details through the windows. But he wasn’t concerned about it. He couldn’t be. His mother was standing in the kitchen and the whole house was filled with the smell of her cooking and he was so so happy. He didn’t even question how little sense this all made. He was too at peace to even try. When he took a seat at the table, and his mother greeted him like she always had and pressed a kiss to his temple as she served him a plate of food, he felt so at home.
They ate and talked and enjoyed each other’s company, and Hanekoma forgot about all of the things stressing him out. None of that mattered when he was sitting with his family on a sunny morning and laughing at his father’s terrible jokes and listening to his mother speak in a voice he’d thought he’d never hear again. It was beautiful, and as the breakfast was winding down and his father got up to take up the plates, Hanekoma’s mother came to him and hugged him tight, wrapping him in her warmth and kissing his head gently.
“It’s almost time to go,” she whispered. “You have a lot of work to do. But don’t worry. I know you’ll be alright. You have always been my brave little lion, and I know you can take on any challenge presented to you. You always have. Don’t worry so much, Sachan. I know you’ll do just fine.”
“But what if I mess up?”
“You’re adaptable. You’ll be okay.”
Hanekoma opened his mouth to talk again, but found himself opening his eyes to darkness this time. It was cold and he was alone and there was silence all around him. He was jarred for a moment as he tried to figure out what had happened, but it finally dawned on him. He’d been dreaming. Of course he had been. There was no way to really see his parents again. But he wasn’t so torn to wake up without them. He was just glad he got to have such a wonderful dream. And so he leaned back and closed his eyes again, and breathed deeply. He just needed some time. Everything would be okay. He just needed some time.
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