#YOu GUYS HAVE BEEN SO PATIENT

[gotchibam]

Espeon, Dusk Lycanroc, and Sylveon ko-fi doodle for Kaitlyn!

I'm accepting pokemon ko-fi doodle requests here! ✨

#artists on tumblr #pokemon #espeon #dusk lycanroc #sylveon #gotchibam arts #ko-fi doodle #thank you sm for the request!! <3 #i'm sorry this took so long ;_; #been having an art block for the past week so I couldn't finish any doodle #I think i'm getting back to it now tho esp. since the weather here is cooler now #w/c helps a lot (the past days has been terribly hot so yeah) #anyways i'll get back to ppl's msgs soon!! #also need to update stuff for my kofi members >_< #i'm getting behind a lot of stuff but I hope u guys can be patient w/ me ;o;

[okkennymay]

Commission for @jaxinkh

Ooooo lookin fiIIINE Jason Todd! Ahhh This new year has been going better than I'd ever hoped it could!~ Ahh You waited so long Jaxinkh, Thank you for being so patient- I'm most definitely putting a disclaimer on my next commission page that the times they may take may vary wildly thanks to my health o(*￣▽￣*)ブ

#Batman #Wayne Family Adventures #Jason Todd #Commission #Okkennymay #jaxinkh #Painted commission #JUST ONE MORE CLIENT AND I'LL HAVE FINALLY REACHED YOU MARCUS! WOOOOOOOO #after so so so many months #goodness I've been so lucky to have the most patient friends and clients in the world ;w; You guys are the best #thank you for not getting angry at me for things taking so long-It's something I fear greatly #But time and time again i'm met with kindness and understanding it's finally dawning on me that I don't have to be so afraid all the time

[firenati0n]

several sentence sunday <3 :)

hello my friends <3 thank you to @thinkof-england @littlemisskittentoes @porcelainmortal @magicandarchery @msmarvelouswinchester @getmehighonmagic @piratefalls @itsmaybitheway @hgejfmw-hgejhsf @nocoastposts @theprinceandagcd @dragonflylady77 @onthewaytosomewhere @duchessdepolignaca03 @priincebutt @captainjunglegym for the tags :) :) early birds dangggg!!

here's a snip from my au of the bear but it's a character study on alex (spoke about it a bit during a wip game here). this is chef alex aka carmy!alex:

Alex dices and slices and chops and juliennes, the top edge of the knife digging into his index finger and leaving a deep pink indent—physical proof of his hard work. Something tangible to hold on to, as real as the vegetables neatly stacked in front of him, as true as the erratic pulse he can feel in his fingertips. He leans into the sharp pain, his wrist aching and finger throbbing from the speed. His back is curled into himself, crowding his body over the kitchen counter, errant curls falling into his eyes as his knife moves at lighting speed, struggling to keep up with his racing thoughts. "You gotta come home, Alex." Alex's knife picks up at a punishing pace.  “Mom needs you. I need you.” Everybody wants something. He's not sure how much he has left to give, to slice off of his heart and serve up. Ugly presentation.

xoxo roop

+ no pressure tags under the cut and open tag as always <3 please tag me if you use, i want to see :)

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#roop writes #rwrb fic #fics #several sentence sunday #chef au #rwrb #fic: carmy!alex #this hurts me to write bc it is so personal #it's not just a character study on alex #but almost on me as well #so #hope you like it because i do be crying while writing ajfsdkljflasdf #the words have not been coming easy these past few weeks so thank you for being patient and sticking around #idk what's going on in the noggin but it is Not Great #hope to get this lil guy out soon though #or maybe not! time is fake :)

[megueggu]

design piece of Jasper for Youso ✨

#sfw #clean furry #feline #cat #druid #moon druid #ttrpg #reference sheet #commission #my art #it's like a mini ref but you know #if ur wondering how i'm we still don't have hot water #it's been 15 days without hot water lol #and our washing machine broke second time today #but we are managing #im seeing a psychiatrist finally next week #and i rly rly rly hope i can get some meds #bc ive been off meds since sept and it's greatly affecting my mood and my work #i literally don't have any brain power to do art it's so frustrating lol #anyways love u guys thank you so much for being patient with me #im doing my best but i'm just super slow

[moxymaxing]

normal oak 🤯

#worlds most transgender boy #anyways cooors and shit it’s hard #that has got to be the worst misspelling of colors where is autocorrect when I need it #also ive been thinking about my bad power fantasy guys. yeah it’s terminal #if my next art post is them then I need everyone to be very patient with me im going through the horrors #(<- it could be so so much better if the artist could just take my hand and be normal about women) #tbh a lot of my problems with it have to do with how the artist is. but I can only find very bad machine translations of the novel </3 #i suffer every day for what. for no pd this saturday. #that’s enough rambling in the tags thank you #normal oak #mart #dndads s2

[crimeronan]

side effect of having my hydroxychloroquine work really well is that i'm forgetting what it felt like to be Really Horrifically Sick. both because of the emotional distance and because of my general memory issues. the memory issues are a LOT worse concerning Times When I Was Horrifically Sick.

so i'm actually pretty grateful to my past self for the amount of time i spent oversharing here. if i scroll back like seven months in my autoimmune tag i can find posts of me essentially going "eh, i'm sleeping for 22 hours a day but i don't really care anymore bc i've accepted i'm gonna die" and "life sux. can't breathe or think or feel my chest but that's constant so i don't wanna go to the ER about it AGAIN" and "docs took 14 vials of blood 4 x-rays several lung images several lung tests and an EKG before i even left the hospital today. even tho they havent gotten my test results back yet" and i'm like god Damn.

I REALLY LIVED LIKE THIS????????

#if you have ever been the favorite favored patient at an american hospital. you know. #presumably triage is similar in other countries too i just know the american experience is very tied up in. cost benefit analysis #you have to be in BAD shape to be taken seriously at american hospitals. even the good ones. (especially the good ones??) #if you're waiting in the ER for four hours bc of triage it sucks. if you wait for 60 seconds because of triage uh. #You Are In Deep Trouble. You Are In Much Deeper Trouble Than An Annoying Waiting Room #WOW i was so fucking sick. i'm just. flabbergasted. #like i know intellectually that these things happened and have vague memories of all the testing processes and stuff #but i don't Feel it anymore. those things happened to a different person. please god let me have hydroxychloroquine forever #do you guys remember me being sick?? i think some of you actually might remember it better than i do which is. WEIRD. #anyway. back to fic editing now #autoimmune tag

[crabussy]

I want to take a bite out of someone's arm but I'm too shy

#it's ok to reblog this post and ignore the rant in the tags I don't mind at all /gen #hi guys #got another load of trauma from school #and I am not dealing with it well at all my legs have been shaking so badly for 4 hours now #had a panic attack so bad that my face went numb and the edges of my vision went black and my legs gave way #I hate my teacher she's horrible god I can't even go into it here there's so much #I'm tired of getting abused at school I've been to half a dozen schools and have not gotten traumatised at ONLY ONE OF THEM #I have no adults I can go to about this #whenever I try to talk with her and the head teacher about the situation and why I'm fucking terrified of her she acts so patient and kind #whenever I'm alone with her she will yell at me about everything I'm doing wrong and continue yelling even when I'm in tears #she will berate me and put me down and insult me directly #when she gives feedback she always puts effort into making it hurt #the language she uses for negative feedback is never what a teacher should say it's always personal and uses your weaknesses to hurt you #I get really bad intrusive thoughts about her hurting me physically because of how terrified I am of her #the worst part is she acts nice and sweet whenever she's not picking apart my weaknesses and being cruel about my disabilities #I felt so sick after that I haven't eaten since #vent tw #trauma tw #listen to my gibberish boy #ggod I hate this school

[plantwithoutplot]

Speak Up, Boys! Chapter 11 wip update:

After 6 very long months of fighting this godamn chapter among other things I finally finished the first draft!!! 🫠🫠🫠

This means that, starting tomorrow, I can 1) start typing it, and 2) start answering your asks on tumblr/comments on ao3!!!! I have been keeping these safe as a motivation for me to keep writing, and as a reward for finishing that draft 🥹🫶

Thank you so so so so much again for your support and kind words, you guys mean the world to me 😭🙏❤

#aslinn rambles #speak up boys! #one piece #ao3 #asl brothers #FOR REAL YOU GUYS ARE THE REAL MVPS YOU HAVE BEEN SO DAMN PATIENT••••

[questionablealibi]

Hi hello the folder for my sona reference sheet got corrupted again heres a doodle of my sona to compensate the long overdued sona reference sheet

I am so. Frustruated :')

But I WILL STILL BE TRYING to finish it! >:( But it won't have proper lineart because i think that was the problem with my attempts? I dont think the program could like,, handle it or something? I'm not sure ^^; but i will finish the reference sheet in some way!!! >:) Thank you for being patient!

#Alibi! #Crashed for the SECOND TIME #I JUST WANNA MAKE A SONA REFERENCE SHEET FOR MY MOOTS 😭 #hmgnrhhr you guys have been so kind and patient with me thank you thank you thank you thank you 💓💓🥹 #We'll be getting this reference sheet sooner or later!!

[found--family]

they couldn't let cesar and jesse return bc they would've taken one look at dean and cas interacting and known they had it bad for each other

#and sam is just like. oblivious. bc i think that's funnier 😂 #meanwhile dean and cas are pining away for each other like the beautiful dumbasses they are.. #cesar says to cas all easy and patient and knowing: so how long have you been in love with dean? #and cas is surprised and scared and tries to deny it but overcompensates by saying he loves all of humanity #meanwhile jesse is talking to dean like: what do you mean you're not in love with him dude i have eyes. dean: ??!! #cas @ cesar: i love dean bc i love humanity i love them for all their faults and quirks and beauty.. *thinking about freckles + bowlegs* #dean @ jesse: you don't know what you're talkin bout man! jesse: oh so now you're going to get angry and defensive like that isn't #overcompensating and an obvious tell that i speak the truth. dean: yo-.. shutup!! #cas @ cesar: .. humanity really is quite remarkable and so worthy of love when you think about it. and affection. and praise.. #dean @ jesse: --swayze always gets a pass!! jesse: oh so he's on your celebrity exception list? dean: yeh man of course he is. #jesse: mhm. even though he's a guy? dean: ... who HASN'T had gay thoughts!?! #cas @ cesar: humanity should really eat more vegetables and drink less alcohol and sleep more. but this life can be difficult #and habits are hard to change and i will be there to help in any way i can like making coffee just the way humanity secretly likes it.. #dean: *frazzled and exhausted as jesse hands him a beer* --i prefer the classics: Say Anything. When Harry Met Sally. Princess Bride.. #jesse: *nodding along as they chat about chick fliks* cas @ cesar: i help with humanity's laundry. i once found a pair of jeans #in humanity's room with the legs torn off. i thought something awful had happened during a hunt but humanity wouldn't be able to #regrow his legs without my angelic assistance.. unless humanity met another angel.. *white knuckles the chair in possessive jealousy* #dean: *getting teary as he talks about dory's story* sam: *walking in on cas cracking the chair + dean sobbing into his beer #but taking no notice bc his eyes are on the ipad in his hands* so get this-- #destiel #crack #thoughts #😂😂😂😂😂

[crescentfool]

with the year coming to a close, i hope that anyone who's reflecting about how the year went remembers to be kind and fair to themselves with how you evaluate the year as a whole.

i think there are definitely times when life throws things that are... Not So Great at you. whether if it's some external circumstance that surprised you, or maybe your mentality wasn't at it's best. i wish for anyone who's encountered those kinds of challenges to be able to triumph over them and be able to say that they got through it.

heck, it might still be a work in progress even though you've kept chipping away at it, and that's ok! the results will show themselves eventually as you work through it! and i hope that we can all remember to be patient with ourselves as we go through these processes (learning, healing, etc.), because damn, it can be frustrating when you feel like you're "not there yet."

knowing that life can be rough at times, i think it's unfair to yourself (and others) to discount and downplay any progress you've made this year- whether if it's something that you did for the first time, or maybe you came to a new understanding and insight that you didn't have in the previous year.

it's not to say that you should undermine the validity of your experience with hardship, but to take the time to remind yourself what makes life worth living. to recall what moments were the most satisfying to you- and use it to strengthen your resolve for the next year and beyond. no amount of hardship will ever take away from the fact that you deserve to have hope that things will get better.

i hope that looking back on the year, you don't leave out the things you cherish. that you can remember the good that came this year. whether if the small victories are things like meeting someone new, trying something out for the first time, or making some strides in a long-term project/obligation...!

i wish everyone a happy new year! may it be prosperous, and that your life can move in a direction that's close to what you want out of life. you're all going to do great! remember to congratulate yourself for what you did well! despite everything, you're still here, and that's wonderful. never forget that!

#lizzy speaks #hello everyone. i know that there are *checks calendar* still 20 days left of december and 2023 #but i've had a lot of strong emotions and feelings i've had to sort through as i've been thinking about how 2023 went for me #so a lot of what i've written here comes from the perspective of someone in their early 20s #it's like... a crash and burn from when you were a teenager thinking that you know everything #and realizing how big the world is and how many responsibilities there are #all while a feeling of overwhelm looms over as you try to sift your way through the world and adjust your understanding of it #for me i've definitely had an underlying thought that 'you should have your shit together by now why aren't you there yet' #and it's! not motivating! at all! to think that way. and it's made me more than ever want to be a friend to myself. to extend a patient- #kind voice to myself that reminds me that others are also trying to navigate these feelings and to accept that i'm not going to have an- #instantaneous understanding of how one goes about adulthood. and neither will they. even if they look 'put together.' #like... these people have also undergone similar stresses and along the way figured out how to navigate through that space #and personally i've found peace in knowing that there are people who are older than me. trusting that they've dealt with these things too i #some shape or form and that them living... being here.. is proof that we shall be fine in the end and that we will move past what plagues- #our mind. there's definitely been some... anger i've had this year that. school didnt teach me these things or skills!! i was so mad lol #but hey if we are little guys who are living on planet earth for the first time we shouldn't condemn ourselves to an unrealistic standard- #of going through life and being able to instantly do everything 'correctly' and know how everything works #i'm still working on improving that patience... and also trying to put in the work to understand these things. #in the midst of a very tough week for me i was tempted to say that 'nothing happened this year it was not productive' #but then i was like. that's. objectively not true if you just look at other things. also theres worth in life outside of 'productivity' #...i think i passed 20 tags at this point. but like. my favorite thing about 2023 was meeting so many cool awesome people! #who would've known that funny lil squid game could bring so many connections and friendships i cherish! #thank you so much! for being a part of my life and changing me for the better! for giving me many fond memories! #and i'm very grateful to anyone who supported me and my art this year... for sticking around even though i wished i could do more #it means the world to me knowing that there's proof that i exist and have touched someone's life in a positive way! thank you! truly! #ANYWAY. happy early new year. i hope everyone can nourish a friend in their head that extends acceptance and patience to themselves #as we try and make sense of the world together. there will be things that we don't understand yet! but one day we will! and it'll be like #wow! look how far i came! i'm okay! i'm alive! yipee! thank you for reading this post i made to get my feelings out! have a nice day!

[chickenparm]

weekly reminder that i'm not dead, just workin' on myself!

#chickenparm deep lore #word vomit in tags incoming #things have been Not Great for the past few months but we're getting better! #i been going to therapy and seeing a psychiatrist #and working on getting my brain in a better place so i can function at the level i want to #i'm almost there i can TASTE it #anyway thank you guys for being patient while i haven't been writing a damn thing #and also all the silco people that haven't ran from me yet when the genshin plague struck me #and if you're just here cause you like me well then i like you too buddy #but yeah #sit tight for the follower milestone requests to be filled #and also my 30-idea long to do list for tartaglia fics #and whatever the fuck is gonna happen to lyney once i have him in my grasp

[queenofbaws]

The Tale(s) of the Champion a Dragon Age: Inquisition fic by TheIcyQueen

“But Varric’s quarters are so small,” Josephine said in a voice more suited to, perhaps, finding out the Divine had been resurrected, only to be strung up in the town center and assassinated a second time. “Oh, I certainly hope you’re wrong about that, Inquisitor, I hope she found other lodgings if she did in fact stay the night. I can’t imagine there’d even be room for two people in his room…Andraste, they would’ve been right on top of each other the whole time!” Well now, there was a mental image! They would’ve… Hang on. Wait a minute. Wait just a minute.

Chapter 6 now (finally) on AO3!

#dragon age #dragon age inquisition #dai #dragon age fanfiction #queenie writes dragon age #my fanfiction #oh i can't. express to you guys. how good it feels to be adding words to this one again. #sending out the MOST love to my dragon age buds - you guys have been so patient while my brain's been away T_T #happy early valentines day to ME from ME

[rowenabean]

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#awful day guys. truly awful. #my buddy doctor is away for the second time in three weeks AND i was away a couple of days in between #so I'm covering all her patients and i haven't caught up from the LAST time she was away #i am also very bemused by her decisions. you know what i am NOT doing anything with that test #you ordered it last time (a test i would never do in a baby) and it came back weird so i called paeds and they said i would never do that #test in a baby #WHICH I WROTE DOWN #i do not know WHY you ordered it again and i am NOT making it my problem this time around #anyway. very long day. then my coworker set the alarm on me. then i finally went out to my car and to cap it off #it had been raining and my door leaked??? the driver seat was all wet! #what an end to a day #i have ordered curry but i had to order from the kinda flaky place bc most places are closed on a Monday #so hoping it doesn't take forever and i can enjoy a curry at the end of a terrible day

[yuukimiyas]

hello hello friends!! ໒꒰ྀི◜ ཅ ◝ ꒱ྀི১◞♡ i hope everybunny has been doing well!! i’m slowly but surely easing my way back into the city life so you’ll see me around more!! <33 tmrw here in the states, on 1/25, i turn 26 yrs old!! ૮꒰ྀི ∩៸៸៸∩ ‎꒱ྀིა & it is v nerve wracking & exciting!! & in all honesty…i am SCARED!! i feel so ill prepared & not ready!!! ໒꒰ྀིஇ﹏இ`꒱ྀི১ but tmrw is chloe day!! & i can’t wait to celebrate it w all of you!!! <33

#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals! #my lil break has been v restful & much needed :3 there’s still a TON im stressing ab tho :// but ik it’ll be okie !!! #im missin you guys so so SO MUCH!! i hope you all didn’t forget ab me!!! i have lots of stuff in the works!! ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১ #first things first…i need a new theme ໒꒰ྀི𖦹﹏𖦹꒱ྀི১ so im gonna be lookin for stuff for that today!! #ik i have a ton of askies to get to!! i will make my way through them i PROMISE!! <333 #it feels v v good to be makin my way back here ₍ᐢ.ˬ.⑅ᐢ₎ tyasm for being so patient w me <33 it means the world to me!! #well today is my last day bein 25!! EEEP!! ໒꒰ྀི ∩´﹏`∩ ꒱ྀིა i am scared but im welcoming this new age w open arms & an open heart!!! ILYASM!! #i’m not so good w bdays but knowing so many of you care ab me makes it all the more bearable ᜊ꒰ ᜊ ´ ˘꒱ ੭♡ #OOO & boyfie is doin well!! he is so sweet to me & is bein v kind & nice so dw friends!! i am in good hands!! i PROMISE!! <33 okie ttyl!!