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#WHY HAVE THEY ONLY DONE THIS FOR THE WIFEBEATER
bonefall · 5 months
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"Back in my day we loved our abusers or just disregarded them. We would never smash their heads against a wall until they agreed with us"
So... so you're just admitting you tried to Love and Kindness the abuse away?? You did that??? You think it's BAD to fight back against someone who is BEATING YOU?
Or does that mean, "we never demanded better treatment or justice. We just waited for our abusers to realize the error of their ways, like good victims."
I REALLY hope they get paid enough to go to therapy, this is actual factual abuse apologia. I am once again legitimately concerned for the mental health of these writers
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ellieslittlewh0re · 10 months
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Temptations part 2 - stepsister! ellie x fem reader
part 1 - part 2 - part 3
*pictures used are not meant to represent reader
wk- 2.5k
additional tags: reader is Joel’s bio daughter (no race is described), sarah doesn’t exists in this bc I said so, ellie is adopted, rocker! ellie, band! ellie, loser! ellie, perv! ellie, weed! mention, ellie is kinda awful in this, like typical f*ck boy beat, reader and ellie are polar opposites so they kinda don’t get along, reader is a overachiever, ellie is a deadbeat, nothing too crazy happens in this part (yet), clothes are described (both what reader and e! are wearing)LOTS of s*xual tension, mutual pinning and gay longing etc…
*sorry for the pov change I wanted this to read like a typical x reader
It was the next day, and Ellie had no idea that you heard everything... down to the breathy moans and whimpers that exited her mouth while she fucked herself raw.
It was almost 2 in the afternoon, and Ellie hadn't come downstairs yet, and you weren't complaining because how the fuck are you supposed to face her after that?
You sat on the couch, scrolling through Tiktok but not really watching them, your mind too busy thinking about how your name sounded coming from Ellie's lips.
At first, you didn't want to believe it- you wanted to be appalled, but you weren't- in fact, you felt quite the opposite. It was alluring, inviting almost.
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While listening to her curses of your name, your hand slipped down to your panties, teasing your clothed cunt as your forehead rested on the wall that separated the two of you, but you stopped yourself, snapping out of it like it was an evil curse.
"This is wrongThis is wrongThis is wrong" You repeated to yourself over and over as you crawled under the sheets, squeezing your eyes shut and pretending it was a weird dream.
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"You're not watching that show without me, are you?"
Ellie said as she reached the bottom of the stairs, walking into the kitchen and grabbing a glass from the cupboard.
"Hu-? No, of course not." Your head flicks from your phone as you jump, too busy in your thoughts to notice the squeak of the stairs as Ellie came down them.
"Am I interrupting something?"
Ellie sits next to you,  bringing the glass to her lips as she chugs the water until it was almost empty.
"What? No-?" You scoff, getting defensive because you know your lying.
Ellie sat the glass down on the coffee table, leaning her back into the cushion, throwing her hands up that suggests she comes in peace and doesn't want a fight.
"Where are you going? You got plans today or-?" Ellie asks, motioning her hand at my outfit.
Truthfully, you didn't have plans, but you woke up early, and nerves on high alert didn't allow you to sleep much last night. You were anxious and couldn't sit still hence why you did your makeup and put on real clothes this morning.
"Oh, no. Jus' felt like getting ready." You shrug.
Ellie's eyes go wide with a dramatic expression of shock on her face.
"Done up all pretty with nowhere to go?"
She asked rhetorically, teasing you, but she meant every word.
Pretty. She called you pretty... but she only met it in a friendly way, nothing weird, right? That didn't stop the way your clit began to throb in your panties- or how your thighs instinctively squeeze together.
"It's criminal, right?" You laugh, dipping your head down to avoid eye contact.
You wondered how Ellie could face you after last night and how confidently she spoke to you- is she not ashamed of it? Or maybe you heard it wrong, and it wasn't your name she cried out in pleasure.
"If you want- my band is playing at Owls tonight if you wanna come."
"Owls the bar? Didn't someone get killed there last summer?"
A chuckle reverberated in her throat as she nods.
"Yeah- that's the one."
She leans back, manspreading as she interlocks her fingers, twisting her knuckles between them.
She was still wearing her black wifebeater and sweats, and you can't help notice she's not wearing a bra. The vague shape of her breasts through the thin fabric made your head spin.
You quickly look away, not wanting to get caught.
"Look- I know it's not really your scene or whatever, but you should come..,might help you loosen up a bit." Ellie said, the corner of her lips tugging into a grin.
You tilt your head at her, squinting your eyes before widening them.
"What? Do you think I need loosening up?"
You ask offendedly, but not in a serious way.
Ellie's tongue glides over her top of row of teeth, her cheeks turning a deeper shade of crimson.
"I dunno, do you?"
Ellie tilts her head to the side as she spoke, a cockiness to her tone that contrasted her freckled flushed cheeks.
You held your breath as your stomach erupted into butterflies. Even with her hair all messy, bags under her eyes and chapped lips- she was dangerously attractive.
Ellie thought the same thing about you. You were dangerous. "Eye candy" is how she would often describe you to her friends, conveniently leaving out the part where she was talking about her innocent little step sister.
Ellie's eyes fixated on your lips, trailing down to the top of your breasts that spilled over your low-cut lacy tank, eyes continuing to your short skirt that bunched higher from your crossed-legged position, leaving the tops of your thighs visible.
Ellie had to tear her eyes away, a shaky breath- more like a growl- passing her lips as she did so.
"You don't have to come if you don't-"
"I'll go." You cut her off, a sense of excitement taking over your tone as you lean closer.
Ellie's eyes go wide with shock, not expecting you to be so eager.
"Are you sure?"
"I mean.. I'm kinda curious. I've never seen you play for real before." You shrug, sounding enthusiastic about the idea.
Ellie clears her throat, biting the tissue on her inner cheek to stop herself from erupting into a toothy smile.
"Okay- cool..cool... uh- it's in downtown so we have to leave around 10."
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"Els! What should I wear? I didn't bring anything for this kind of occasion." You yell from your room, sounding frantic as you rummaged through your options.
It was 20 till you knew the rest of Ellie's band would be showing up. You thought you gave yourself plenty of time to get ready, but time slipped you both, too preoccupied with Ellie insisting on teaching you how to play video games.
It was a pitiful attempt really. Your aim sucked, and you could never remember the controls- but Ellie enjoyed watching you struggle anyways, cracking jokes like "pretty sure Helen Keller would be better at this than you, doll." and "good thing you're pretty."
You ignored the nicknames in that moment, but now you felt a pressure to look your best for tonight.
Ellie opened the door to your bedroom, lifting her head to look at you, but she froze.
You were only wearing a bra and a skirt you couldn't decide if you wanted to wear it or switch it out for something else.
Ellie swallowed hard, knowing she should look away, but she couldn't. A soft pink, lacy bra that was definitely see through, framing your soft skin with its ruffled pattern.
"Uh- that seems pretty good." Ellie teased, pointing a finger at your half-dressed body.
You roll your eyes, a frustrated huff leaving your mouth as you turn back towards the closet.
"M' serious, El. I dunno what to wear. Can you help?"
Ellie clicked her tongue behind her teeth, pretending to think when really she was just buying time- enjoying herself as you stood half naked, whining and pouting for her help.
"Here-"
Ellie finally musters the common sense to peel her eyes away, looking to your bed that had miscellaneous pieces of your wardrobe scattered on top.
"Wear this."
She holds up a simple, y2k style slip dress, candy apple green that had little pink bows at the base of the thin straps.
Your eyebrows scrunch in confusion, taking the dress from her before holding it to your front, looking down at it before looking back up to her.
Ellie observes, her eyes taking their time as they scan your body. Her bottom lip tucked between her teeth.
"I dunno, Els... you don't think it's too short?" You ask innocently, turning to get a better look in your floor length mirror.
Definitely. That's why she picked it.
"No. Plus we don't have time, everyone is on their way over." Ellie said, adding a tinge of annoyance in her voice to make it more believable.
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"Y/n! We have to go." Ellie yells from the bottom of the stairs, checking the time on her phone.
"Coming!" You ring back, stumbling down the stairs in a pair of kitten heels, throwing a small purse over your shoulder.
You used your few spare minutes to top off your makeup, adding small silver hoop earrings and a dainty heart pendant necklace to finish off the look.
"Sorry! I'm ready." You say out of breath as you meet her at the bottom of the stairs, smiling wide at her.
Standing there in front of Ellie- she immediately forgets- no... she doesn't care about the time or if she's late or not because holy shit, you look like something out of a xxx magazine in Ellie's mind.
The dress stops just below your ass, but if you bend down, that would be a different story. The fabric cinched below your breasts, making them full and spill over the top. Your hair is perfectly messy, stray baby hairs framing your face.
"Is something wrong?"
Your question snaps Ellie out of the trance that you put her in, her head lifting to your face.
"No- nothings wrong- you just look..."
She hums, looking over your body one last time.
Your head tilts in confusion, worried what she might say next.
"You clean up nice, is all." Ellie said more quietly, like saying it too loud would be like admitting all her sinful desires.
You smile are her warmly, eyeing her over and poking a finger in her chest.
"I can say the same for you."
She chucked, looking down so that you wouldn't see how bright her cheeks burned from your compliment.
Ellie wore a loose muscle tee- black and hand torn by Ellie herself, the logo of a band you didn't recognize in faded letters across the front, cropped just enough to where her lower stomach poked through along with the waistband of her branded boxers.
"Are they here?"
You ask, pointing a finger over your shoulder to the front door.
"Oh- uh.. not yet- got pulled over for speeding or something, but they should be here soon."
Ellie scratches the back of her neck- a nervous tick of hers.
You hum in acknowledgment, walking past her to sit on the couch, crossing your ankles with your hands tucked between your thighs.
Your hands were clammy, and your stomach started to twist- your nerves were starting to get the better of you. It was all very out of your comfort zone- the crowd, the music, hell.. even hanging out and getting along with Ellie felt alien.
"You want a shot?" Ellie asked, noticing the way you were starting to get cold feet and wanted to do everything in her power to keep you in her grasp.
Your face lights up, visibly delighted at the suggestion.
"Oh my god- yes please." You exhaust dramatically.
You move to the kitchen, taking a seat on a barstool.
You watch Ellie open a cupboard, reaching for a couple of shot glasses. Your lips part as you watch her shirt rise up, leaving her toned stomach on display. Her slim waist contracting, making the muscles even more visible.
Your stomach tightens, biting your lip as she walks over to you, blissfully unaware of how you were staring her down like she was a meal, and you were starved.
"Titos or fireball?"
Ellie holds up the two bottles for you, looking up and based on her reaction (a scoff and a grin tugging the corner of her lips) your stupid stare did not go unnoticed.
"Keep it in your pants, would ya?" Ellie asked rhetorically, teasing you where she knows it would make you burn the hottest.
Your jaw drops- shocked and embarrassed, your face grows warm.
"Oh my god- YOU'RE unbelievable." You exasperated, yanking the clear liquor from her hands and started to pour it yourself into one of the glasses.
She watches as you toss your head back while simultaneously filling a glass for herself, the cocky grin on her face never faltering.
The vodka burned as it went down, leaving your throat tingly as you tried your best to not make a face.
"Wow- didn't know my baby sis was a pro."
Ellie teased before doing the same, tilting her head back and downing it in one go, not flinching like she'd done it hundreds of times.
"What do you mean by that?" You questioned the sarcasm in her words, furrowing your brows as you leaned in, your breasts plunging out further as they rested on the countertop.
"Nothin' angel. Jus' can't imagine you partying it up at that shiny college of yours."
Your tongue pokes the inside of your cheek, wanting to prove her wrong- your grab the handle of liquor and pour another shot, swallowing it with more determination this time.
Ellie closes in, resting her elbows on the other side of the countertop dangerously close to you.
You felt warm, not just because of the alcohol, but because of how close proximity she was. All her features- scars and freckles, were crystal clear. Her lips were chapped and full, her eyes a darker shade of green than you remember them being.
You lean closer, leaving only a few inches between your lips and hers- enough to feel her breath mix with yours.
"You don't know me as much as you think you do."
It came out like a whisper, soft and dripping with need. Your back straightened as you widened your knees- allowing the surface of the seat to be pressed against your thinly clothed cunt, chasing friction that you desperately needed.
Ellie's eyes widened in surprise before they narrowed in, growing frustrated and hungry. It's like you were toying with her- punishing her, using her own fucked up fantasies to your advantage. You simply wanted to gave her a taste and see if she'd bite.
She bit her lip before wetting it with her tongue, leaning in to ghost over your lips.
"Guess I have a lot to learn."
You practically whimper into her, restraining yourself from closing in fully to feel her lips on yours, when a knock at the door interrupted.
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elsweetheart · 1 year
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modern! ellie would be the type to get mad when you tell her you took your car in for an oil change. She’s be all: “i could have done it for you??” And when you tell her how much you paid for it?? she’d be seething she loves helping her pretty princess with her car
omg fjdjd this is so my hotneighbour!ellie …..
she catches you in the driveway when you’re arriving home and she’s all
“whats with the face?”
you pout, leaning against your car door and she smiles at the hello kitty dangler she can see swinging from your dashboard inside. “just went to the garage for an oil change. pretty much stripped my bank account, i hate going there.”
she stands up from the skateboard she was using to slide beneath her own car she was working on, frowning. “why? how much you pay?”
“440” you sigh and her eyes nearly come out of her head.
“how much— alright get in the car.” she walks around to your drivers seat, climbing inside and sitting down and you raise an eyebrow, never actually having sat in the passenger seat of your own car before.
“whats the matter?” you ponder, climbing in.
“oil changes should cost what, like $20? at the most… $150 but it’s unlikely.” she shakes her head angrily as she begins to drive. “such assholes. they only run up the money because you’re…” she trails off, deciding not to say what she wanted to.
“i’m what?” you frown and she looks around pointedly at the decorate seat covers, pink wheel and hello kitty dangler, raising a lazy hand in gesture.
“they can tell you… don’t really know jackshit about cars… no offence n’all. you’re a girly girl.” she explains and you pout thoughtfully, nodding.
“huh.”
“why didn’t you come to me? you know i’d do that shit for free, right?” she exasperates, turning to look at you as she drives. you’re in the middle of eyeing her in her dirty white wifebeater, hair stuck to the nape of her neck from sweat. your eyes snap back up to her and you sigh.
“i just didn’t wanna bother you with it, you know? you’ve got your own car to work on and… feels like m’taking advantage of you.” you furrow your brows and she shakes her head, raising a hand to cut you off.
“no, come on. next time you come to me, yeah?” she shoots you a serious look and you melt a little, nodding obediently. “good girl. don’t let these assholes screw with you like that.” she rasps under her breath and you have to take a moment to control yourself.
she pulls up, stepping out of your girly decorated car which is quite a funny sight, until of course you spot the look on her face as she steps up to a mechanic.
“who serviced this car?” she demands and the guy looks around dumbly.
“uh— jerry.” he points and ellie’s nodding him over, staring him down.
you then stand there as ellie forces him to recount each step of what he did to your car, calculating the cost it should be — $40.
“look, mix up’s happen—” the red faced man tried to explain but was cut off.
“a mix up? let me get this straight, slapping $400 on top of her bill is a mix up?” she paused for a beat, but didn’t wait for an answer when his mouth opened to jabber out an excuse. “refund.” she waves an arm, swaggering backwards from him to check on you, nervously stood by your car.
“uh— uh—” the man stuttered and ellie cut him off again.
“uh, uh—” she mocked and you nearly burst out laughing. “you gonna stand there with your mouth open or you gonna run the lady her money?”
you got your money back, and ellie still had a look at your car once you got home, rectifying the mechanics shabby mistakes (cursing and complaining about them the whole time, of course.)
“let me pay you. for all that. just a little bit please?” you plead, clasping your hands together as you stand over her, her legs hanging out from underneath your car as she checks everything beneath it. she slides out, squinting in the sunset up at you.
“nah.” she shakes her head, carelessly before pushing herself up, wiping her forehead with a rag. “c’n thank me by bringing me a glass of lemonade. how’s that sound?”
“i suppose that could work, my lemonade tastes pretty good.” you grin, sauntering off proudly to make her some. she watches you leave, eyes raking over you — wondering what else tastes good.
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With the way Walt wasted no time to start abusing Jesse as soon as they partnered up, and considering Walt treats Jesse like he's his son AND his wife... Do you think this means Walt had been bursting at the seams to abuse his real son and real wife this whole time, and only with Jesse did he have a chance to do so?
*Pushes glasses up on nose as though I am a respected scholar in a legitimate field of study* Ok so I hate to answer a compelling question with a kind of roundabout, not at all concrete answer but here goes: Walter wants to do whatever Walter wants to do, in the moment, without having to concern himself with that pesky, pedestrian little irritant known as ye olde consequences. He’s your basic old white fart who, because he grew up with the oxymoron of the white man as a vehicle for both exceptionalism and the Everyman, believes that consequences should not apply to him, and feels that he has been hard done by because, shocker, his stagnancy prior to the beginning of the series hasn’t resulted in everything he ever wanted falling into his lap! He does abuse both Skyler and Flynn over the course of the series, the assault on Skyler in season two being the most overtly violent of these instances, though it is heavily implied in season five that this isn’t even a one time occurrence; “I can’t even keep you out of my bed!” It’s also in season two that he peer pressures his teenage son into drinking to excess to gain the upper hand in his one-sided pissing contest with Hank, and this mirrors the ways in which he flexes his control over Jesse in front of Gus and Mike. Walter is dangerous precisely because he doesn’t view himself as an abuser, it’s not like he wistfully daydreams about slouching around the house in a wifebeater, terrorizing his wife and kids until they walk on eggshells around him. In fact, he’s shown throughout the series to act like a little pissbaby throwing a little pissbaby tantrum whenever he’s treated by his family like the monster he is. He wants to be able to act on his anger, to rape his wife and bully his son, without being subject to any of the organic repercussions these actions would inevitably induce. He doesn’t want to play the part of the mild-mannered family man anymore, or put in any of the work required to keep up that front, but he still wants to be seen as the provider and benevolent patriarch. He wants to have his fucking cake and eat it to.
That’s where Jesse comes in.
Walter loves Jesse, he does. The problem was never that he didn’t love Jesse, it was why he loved Jesse. Walter loves Jesse more than Flynn, that much was confirmed by Vince in a quote I can’t find anymore for the fucking life of me so you’ll just have to take my word for it ig. Walter might even love Jesse more than Skyler. But he doesn’t love Jesse as a person so much as a conduit, as an indispensable resource. It’s pretty vital, actually, that the person Walter projects all his shit onto isn’t a part of his immediate family, because then Jesse can be whatever he wants him to be. It’s great for Walter that Jesse’s a junkie, because then, according to societal norms, he doesn’t have to see Jesse as human when he’s taking out all of his anger on him. When Jesse isn’t being malleable enough for his liking, or even if Walt’s mad about something else entirely, then Jesse’s just a junkie, a nobody, an ungrateful, petulant fuck-up. When Walter is being rightfully shut out by his family or needs Jesse for some material task, then Jesse is practically family to him. They’re partners. It’s a terrible burden to put on an impressionable 24-year-old, a pretty fucking shitty thing to do to someone who trusts you, more than they should, and an impossible exception to live up to, to be someone’s everything.
So when Jesse inevitably fails at it, inevitably falls short of this perfectly imperfect idealization of himself, he is punished, horribly.
Walter never would have done the things he did to Jesse to Flynn, or to Skyler.
He doesn’t love them as much.
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octuscle · 7 months
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Mate, I wouldn't just throw away all the hard work I've done over the last few years now. Ever thought about taking a vacation? Just switch off for a few days. Mallorca is supposed to be lovely this time of year. The air is pleasant, the sea is still warm…
Okay, the flight from Stansted to Palma was really exhausting. When you have the scallies as close to you as in the plane, they are not relaxed. Then they are loud. Then they are obtrusive. And then they have a dubious body hygiene. You just want to get out of the plane. In such a hurry that you take the wrong bag out of the hand luggage compartment. But you only realize this when you are sitting in the cab and want to tell the cab driver the address of your hotel. The only thing in the side pocket is a Thomas Cook voucher booklet. With vouchers for bus transportation. And for a two-star hotel in the third row in Magaluf. Damn, your wallet is gone, your documents, your money. How are you supposed to go on vacation for a week with 200 pounds in your pocket? Okay, according to the voucher even 10 days. But all inclusive. Fuck, make the best of it.
The cab driver throws you out of the cab. Obviously you have no money. The first bus to your hotel has left in the meantime. But the Thomas Cook representative shows you where the next one is waiting for you. In the bag was a pack of cigarettes. Actually, you don't smoke. But it's a vacation.
At the hotel, the lady at the front desk tells you that you have a voucher for half a double room. Your roommate is already upstairs. She can't give you a second key. If you want a single room, it costs 50 euros. Fuck again! Fucking Euros! You don't have any… You thought there was no euro since Brexit. Dude, get a grip… You can't get a clear thought together. Before you go to the room, you take a sip of the free sangria. Shit, that's sweet! A Guiness would be better now. One of the scallies from the plane bumps into you from behind. Your Sangria flows over your shirt and your pants. "Don't giv two shites, mate," says the chav. "but ya're wearin' way too much for a vacation in mallorca anyway." And laughs. It doesn't help, you have to go to your room and change. You knock on the door. Once more. Once more. One more time. "Hey, what the fuck, i'm fuckin' reel na," you hear from the room. "Mate, let me in, i dinnit hav a fuckin' key!" Did you really say that now. Your mate opens the door. Condom over rock hard boner. Makes high five, turns around and fucks the chick again.
You go into the bathroom with your bag. Fuck, your mate has already done a great job. You count at least five condoms. In the toilet, on the floor, in the sink. You take off your wet and sticky clothes and look what's in your bag. Five minutes later, you're standing in front of the mirror in surf shorts, wifebeaters, long white soccer socks and Adidas flip-flops. Now put on the fake gold chain. Hehehe, perfect for the pool party!
It is 02:00 o'clock, when you are drunk again at the room. From inside you hear your roommate snoring. You yell until angry shouts come from all the other rooms except yours. Hehehe, in the room next to you lives one of the horny guys from Liverpool, whom you have blown a while ago. He lets you into his room and you climb over the balcony into yours. Try it at least. You fall. Fortunately, you are on the first floor. Nevertheless, you have to puke from shock. And then you fall asleep in the flowerbeds.
After a week, you know which waiter you can bum cigarettes from. And which guest will give you ten euros for a blow job. Best vacation ever. Fuck yeah, your underpants are all either pissed or jizzed. You don't have a single clean t-shirt left, but on the beach you bought some fake soccer jerseys for a few euros. And the EA7 sports shorts look like real ones too. Hehehe, Liam lost his shirt in some chick's room again. And Darren is drunk again! Without you they wouldn't even find their hotel….
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Tonight Germany plays against England. You want to go by bus to Palma. Watch the game. And no matter how it ends: Afterwards there will be a juicy brawl with a few German fans. As I said: Best vacation ever!
Fittin' pic found at @scallyplanet 
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armaniinthehayloft · 1 year
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life as we know it. ( part two )
in which two of you and jack’s closest friends have passed in an accident and for some insane reason, leave the two of you their home and in custody of their infant daughter, josie.
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The two of you had yet to figure out sleeping arrangements considering the fact that there was only one bed because your friends were happily married. Something you and Jack were not and both were disgusted at the idea of.
So while Josie laid peacefully in her crib in the other room, you and Jack were going at it about who was sleeping where. “Well, I’m not sleeping with you so don’t get any ideas. I don’t mind sleeping on the couch, really.” You shrugged, “Okay.” Jack muttered with a laugh climbing into the bed. You scoffed, “You’re an asshole. And just for that, no, you sleep on the couch.”
“ I already told you, I’m not sleeping on that hard ass couch, Y/N. So either you stop being stubborn and just get in the bed, or sleep on the couch. Your pick.” You huffed, hesitantly climbing onto the bed. “See?”
“Don’t push it.” You said, suppressing your smile. And again came one of those moments where you both sat in silence wondering what the other was thinking about. “Jack?” You said, breaking the silence. “Yeah?” He responded, turning to look at you. “Why do you think they chose us?”
“I haven’t the slightest idea. But I know they wouldn’t give their daughter to just any two people. And although you won’t admit it, I think we work well together when we aren’t arguing.” You sighed. He was right. And you knew whatever differences you both had weren’t worth fighting over at the expense of a babygirl.
And with that, your eyes began to grow heavier and heavier until you drifted off to sleep.
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You and Jack had obviously done something right the night before because Josie slept peacefully the whole night through. You even slept well enough to wake up early and make breakfast.
As you finished up by putting you and Jack’s food onto plates, he walked into the kitchen with Josie on his hip, giving a toothless smile as she played with Jack’s chain.
He wore a white wifebeater along with grey sweatpants. You tried your best not to make your reaction to how he looked visible as he walked in. You quickly brought up a subject, trying to distract yourself, “Did the CPS lady ever mention when she’d be coming to visit?”
“She never gave a specific time or date, she just said to always be prepared because they do surprise visits often.” You rolled your eyes, “How convenient.” He nodded, passing Josie over to you before sitting down at the table, “I see you cooked?” A smile grew on your lips, “Yeah, try it.”
He began to eat the french toast, practically moaning at the first bite before going at it. “Look at your Uncle Jack tearing my food up.” You said to Josie pointing at Jack causing her to giggle.
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Jack had always been one to be spontaneous and especially at the worst of times. When you asked what time he’d be home he responded with a shrug, so here you were, sitting with Josie— surprised at how good Bluey was. You were learning a couple of new things from this toddler show yourself.
It was around 9:35 at night when you heard the doorbell ring. ‘Why would Jack ring the doorbell?’ You thought, ‘He has a key.’ You opened the door, your eyes widening in surprise when you saw that it was the CPS caseworker. When they said surprise visits, boy did they really mean surprise.
“Oh, hi!” You said with a nervous laugh. Jack had yet to call and let you know when he’d be home. “Hello, may I come in?” You nodded repeatedly, “Yes, of course.” She looked around a bit, seeing no sign of Jack. “Is the other guardian here at the moment?” You shook your head “Um, no, he should be on his way home from work any minute now.” Suddenly, you heard a car pull in to the driveway and let out a low sigh of relief.
As he walked up the stairs and onto the doorstep. You heard a female voice horribly whisper, “Hurry!” To which Jack responded to with a low, “Be patient.” He swung the door open to see you with a pissed off expression on your face and the case worker with a confused one on hers. “I’m sorry, did I come at bad time? We could always reschedule—”
“No ma’am you came at the perfect time,” You led her into the living room where Josie sat, watching her cartoons. “Please, sit.” You said happily through gritted teeth as Jack walked into the room behind the two of you after kicking the girl out. You noticed Jack could barely walk straight. Not only had he brought some girl into the house with a baby present but he’d gotten drunk too. You were more than angry right now.
“So, I just have a couple of questions for the two of you. Is that alright?” You both nodded. “Where do you both see yourselves in say.. 5 to 10 years?” You opened your mouth to speak but Jack said something before you could. “I see—“ His sentence was interrupted by a hiccup. “My career taking off more than it already has.” He continued. You shook your head, looking over at the lady to see if she could see how drunk he was but she seemed to be buying it.
“And you?” You cleared your throat before starting, “I see myself expanding my business and growing it even further and at a faster rate. I also see myself growing to be a better guardian for Josie.” You were surprised at yourself for being able to get all of that out with how nervous you were. “You know what,” The lady said with a smile. “I think that’ll be it for the day. You two seem eager to foster Josie and be great guardians for her. I wish you both the best , you two are a lovely couple.”
“Oh, we aren’t—” Jack nudged you in the side softly with his elbow, “Thank you, ma’am. Have a great night.” He said, smirking at you but you saw nothing funny. You were more annoyed with him right now than you’d ever been. You sat on the couch waiting to scold him with your arms crossed as he led her out.
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bonebabbles · 9 months
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So since my rose-colored Gray Wing glasses have been torn of my face and stomped into tiny pieces, I’m now wondering if my perception of Clear Sky’s arc is also skewed. I thought his redemption arc was well done (until Star Flower came back) because he was sincerely trying, wasn’t expecting forgiveness, and (unlike a lot of redemption arcs) was not forgiven by most of the characters right away because of how bad his actions were. Until he got with Star Flower, I thought his redemption arc was damn near perfect. Do I have on rose-colored glasses for his redemption arc?
Clear Sky's "redemption arc" is one of the most incompetent bits of writing that has ever blighted the entire series and I promise you I'm not doing hyperbole. It is so bad that it drags down everything it touches, including Gray Wing, Thunder, Acorn Fur, and the entire concept of StarClan.
And, unfortunately, both things you cited there absolutely did not happen, I am going to have to eat your glasses. I'm gonna munch. I'm gonna cRUNCH
"He was sincerely trying"
He wasn't. He just stopped actively shredding random people on his border and then whines that he's "Trying So Hard," using it as yet another guilt trip tactic because he's still an abuser.
The SECOND anyone gives him any criticism (FOR BRINGING A WIFEBEATER INTO HIS CLAN MIND YOU), he twists the fact they're supposed to "forgive him" against them, starts calling Gray Wing slurs for having asthma, and gets offended at a warning while huffing, "no one tells me what to do!"
Like a big fucking baby
And he only let Tom into his clan (even implying he's not a REAL cat because he's fat + an ex-kittypet) because he promised he could show him how to "fight dirty."
AND ALSO he is fully aware that this man kidnapped children in a previous book; but Blazing Star completely forgets major details of the previous three books in a way that is absolutely unacceptable. You are practically reading a new continuity.
"He was not forgiven by the other characters right away"
He was. He was literally, immediately forgiven in the very opening of Blazing Star. By Gray Wing and Thunder, because the narrative decided that Everyone Is Responsible.
Even back in First Battle, right after the fight ends we get a line that gives Bramblestar a run for his money. "WE let it get too far." The narrative even scrambles for some reason to make a woman responsible and grabs Tall Shadow for some fucking reason.
Acorn Fur doesn't even mention that CLEAR SKY WAS STARVING HER FATHER before she decides to move in with him, because she would miss her parents too much on the moor... those parents who just died. In the battle Clear Sky started.
Everyone immediately forgives him and kisses his butt because "The guilt will hurt him more than any actual consequences :((( He was just under so much pressure of leading guys.... which is why he should continue to lead............"
I've actually had a hard time continuing my reread because I've actually been fucking enraged at how Thunder is swooning over his daddy "finally looking at him" uwu
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This is painted like a good thing. This is a sweet and nice thing that finally, the abusive ghoul who shoved his face into a festering wound and said he shouldn't have been born just before trying to kill him and all of his friends 'respects him.' Oh Joyous Day Yippee Hooray!
How this ruins the other characters
It destroys Gray Wing because it makes ALL this dogshit behavior that he displayed for the first three books correct. In spite of how GOD awful this "Redemption Arc" is, you are supposed to believe that there is good "deep down" within Clear Sky. That all of this abuse apologia was wisdom. Gray was, and IS, right to take every insult and understand it as humility, and the Clear Sky on the page is actually a Good Boi who Really Does Love His Clan.
It ruins Thunder because even after ALL of that physical and emotional abuse and neglect, he's still supposed to honor Clear Sky as "You'll always be my father." These destructive impulses to want his approval are good and natural in this narrative, not something to confront or fundamentally question.
Fuck, just look at the Tom Redemption. The writers LOVE abusive parents. Even if they beat the shit out of your mom, get her killed, kidnap you, and had no part in raising you, "they still love you and would die for you." Tom's Redemption and Clear Sky's Redemption are just different lines in the same song.
Acorn Fur moves in with the guy who held one of her parents hostage and ultimately got both of them killed
And STARCLAN forms to "tell clear sky what to do," because in the baffling Fear vs Greed Dichotomy this series thinks is some kind of thesis, Clear Sky was just "afraid," not "greedy," and that means his fucked up little head can be fixed by the comfort a religious force can bring. He wasn't abusive because he loves having power over people, the thing that is right there on the page, nope, he really was just worried about death or responsibility or something.
This isn't even getting to the person he is in later material. He's a MONSTER in Moth Flight's Vision, as if his growth never happened.
And this is taking him all at face value-- in a meta sense, the sheer amount of female characters that get brutalized just for his man pain is legitimately dizzying. 2 mates die, 2 innocent women slaughtered, a child beaten and another starved to death, and even pregnant Star Flower gets pinned to the ground and licked on the face as her assaulter talks about how much he wanted her as a mate
This is the worst arc in the entire Warrior Cats franchise and it is spinning on the crap-axis that is Clear Sky's 'redemption'.
The arc is bad BECAUSE it is working towards this idea, that the best villain the series ever wrote has to become the writer's Poor Little Meow Meow halfway through 6 books, so we can get to our regularly scheduled Born Evil Foreigner Villains Who Hate Love And Friendship.
Imagine TPB but Fireheart cries that self defense against Clanborn cats makes you Just As Bad, Tigerstar was just scared or something, and you get two Diet Scourges. That's DOTC.
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For the requests: maybe Brott? (Brick x Scott)
full disclosure: i haven't gotten to TDROTI in my rewatch yet (mid-TDWT rn) so if anyone seems OOC i apologize it's been a while since ive seen it!! but i think brott is a super cute pairing and brick has always been one of my faves from the newer casts so i hope you enjoy :)
also on my ao3!
Part of a soldier's duty is to keep alert, and notice the little things not everyone else does. Brick may not be top of the class, but he had to have gotten picked for the new season of Total Drama for a reason. And if he really wants a shot at the money, it's probably best to start strategizing before the game even begins.
Which is why Brick starts people-watching as soon as he boards the boat to the island, so he can get a head start on sizing up the - somewhat intimidating - competition.
The most obvious threats, he checks out first. The girl in the grey tracksuit is clearly super athletic, as is the guy in the jersey he's pretty sure is named Lightning. Loud, both of them, but probably also headstrong. Easy to anger. Brick's known plenty like that over the course of his years of training. They'll be ones to watch out for, for sure.
The big guy is quiet - really quiet - and Brick's positive he's got to be secretly housing some mad brains up there. The small kid with the glasses won't get anywhere in the physical challenges, but in Brick's experience, those types of people can serve up a truly merciless smackdown of intelligence. Brick wouldn't call himself dumb, but he's never exactly been an Einstein - watch out for them, too.
Zoey is sweet - she'd introduced herself to Brick near the top of the boat ride, obviously eager to get to know her fellow competitors - and therefore not much cause for concern. Ditto Mike, who seems both nervous and excited, and ultimately, non-threatening. Dakota (and he knows her name is Dakota, because she'd loudly announced herself as she'd sashayed on board) is caught up in her own glossy glamorous self, the curly-haired guy too wrapped up in his video games to give Brick cause for much worry. The Italian girl is a little scary (not that Brick's afraid or anything, haha) and the small kid in the green sweater has done nothing but meditate this whole time. Yeah, they shouldn't be a problem.
Neither is the loud girl in the pink jacket. Brick never caught her name - he's sure she introduced herself, but she's been talking the ear off of everyone non-stop and in all that prattle, none of it seems to actually hold any merit. And Brick would know a thing or two about merit, yes sir!
Chatty Cathy's current victim appears to be the only other remaining contestant - looks like your classic Nova Scotian farm boy, chopped red hair, threadbare wifebeater, unimpressed look on his face. Brick doesn't know his name, or his deal - strength from years of outdoor chores? Some hidden smarts no one would assume of him? Brick has no idea. Come to think of it, Brick's not even sure he's heard the guy say a word. Not that it's in any way easy to get a sentence in edgewise with pink jacket girl around, of course - had she said her name was Tracey? Sarah?
"What are you staring at, buzzcut?"
Brick instantly straightens his spine, standing at attention, embarrassed to have been caught looking at the farm boy. "Nothing. I wasn't staring at anything."
"Uh, yeah, you totally were," says pink jacket. "It was so obvious! By the way, did you know that my great-great-great-great-great uncle Gordon first coined the term obvious wayyyyyy back in - "
"Put a sock in it," farm guy mutters, and strangely, she seems to listen to him. He diverts his attention back to Brick, advancing on him like some sort of terrifying jungle cat. "Trying to size up the competition?" He sniffs, thin lips curled into a sneer. "All you need to know about me is that I'm gonna kick your sorry ass off this island."
Brick stands his ground. "With all due respect, you don't know that for certain. Mr....?"
"Scott." He grabs a hold of the front of Brick's shirt, pulling him in close and oh no, he's hot, and whoa, he's got freckles like everywhere. "I'll make sure you won't forget it, private."
And with one last withering glare, he lets go of Brick and stomps away.
"Wow." In all that had just happened, Brick had forgotten Staci (!!) entirely, but she's throwing an arm around his shoulder now in what she likely thinks is a comforting manner. "That guy is gonna eat you alive! Speaking of cannibals, my cousin's sister's dog's landlord totally eats people! Chris would probably love to have him on the show, yah, he's a total maniac but I bet he'd be great for ratings, ya know? Ya know, my great-great-great-great - "
But Brick isn't listening to a word. He's staring down at his shirt, positive he can see the imprint of Scott's fingers seared into the fabric there, because why else would Brick have burned the way he did when Scott touched him?
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"TIM!"
Tim was lying on his bed when he heard his big brother call him from the kitchen. He knew why his brother called him and a big smile formed.
He hurriedly went downstairs, and there he was, his bodybuilder big bro, wearing a tight white wifebeater that showed all his muscular features. As he was about to have dinner, a steak was sitting on the table in front of him.
"Come on, bro. I need my daily protein shot." The muscular man said as he banged the dining table with his hands.
It started as a joke a few weeks before. Tim told his jock brother that cum contains a high amount of protein and is good for muscle building. His brother immediately trusted him as Tim was a nerd and the smart one in the family.
Now every day before dinner, he would ask Tim for his daily dose of 'protein shot.' He would jerk his little brother's dick with his strong bodybuilder's hand and collect the cum in a shot glass before enjoying it like an appetizer. Being gay, Tim didn't complain. It's pretty much his dream come true.
Tim had another idea this time, though.
"Hey, bro. You know that sometimes when I cum I would miss the shot glass and spill it all over the floor and table?" Tim asked as he rubbed his big bro's bulging bicep. Being proud of his body, he didn't mind, of course.
"Yeah. Such a waste." The big bro said, licking his lips after.
"I know a way to make sure it won't happen again. "
"How?"
"Well, what about instead of using the shot glass, you put my dick in your mouth when I'm about to cum so I can shoot directly into your mouth? That way, nothing is spilled." Tim knew his big bro was an idiot who only cared about his physique. He would 100% agree to this.
"That's an amazing idea, bro! Fuck yeah! You are a genius!" He said as he flexed his biceps. "What about pre-cum? Does it have high protein too, bro? "
"I think so" This is definitely not true, but what the hell, Tim thought.
"You leak pre-cum a lot bro, so what if I jerk you off with my mouth instead? That way, We don't waste the pre-cum as well."
Tim was taken aback at what his big bro said. It was even better than he planned.
"O-of course! That is an excellent idea!"
Tim's big bro immediately kneeled in from of him and slid down Tim's shorts. Tim's rock-hard cock twitched as he felt his big bro's breath on his dick. Pre-cum was already flowing from his cock.
"Shit, bro, you're already leaking." Tim's big bro said as he licked the dripping pre-cum, from the shaft all the way to the cock head. Tim shuddered uncontrollably as he felt his bodybuilder brother's tongue on his cock.
Then, he slid Tim's cock in his mouth. A loud moan escaped as he felt the warmth and softness surrounding his cock.
"Ahhhh... You're doing so good, brother. It feels amazing!" It was actually the first time Tim got his cock sucked. Nobody really wanted a skinny nerd like him. But there he was, getting his dick sucked by non-other than his 250lbs straight bodybuilder brother. "Make me feel good, bro! The better you make me feel, the more cum I shoot!"
Hearing that made the bodybuilder go crazy. His tongue was twirling all over Tim's cock. He knew he was doing a good job when Tim's moan grew louder.
"Aaahhh... F-flex your biceps bro! S-show me the progress you've made!" Tim asked, and his bro happily obliged, flexing his massive bicep for him to see.
Seeing his brother doing a double bicep pose as he sucked the life out of him made Tim go nuts. He grabbed his big brother's hair like a cheap whore and pumped his cock deeper into his bro's mouth.
"Here you go, bro! Your protein shot!" Tim said as he pumped his cock faster. "FUCK!!! HERE... IT... COMES!!!!!!!"
Tim's entire body was trembling as he shot his nerd juice into the bodybuilder's mouth. It was the biggest orgasm he's ever had. Tim's cock was pulsing non-stop as he shot more and more of his warm thick protein juice.
After he was done, his big bro pulled away. He could feel a drop of his cum dripping from the side of his big bro's mouth, but he quickly brushed it with his thumb before sucking it up.
"Wow, bro! That was a lot of protein! This way definitely better!"
Tim said nothing and collapsed into the dining chair beside him.
He can't wait for tomorrow night already.
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Ask no further!! Here it is, yours truly the humble narrator for you this morning!!! Its kind of long cause I dream writers-style and it sucks-lol
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It was late, my eyes prying open as I pulled my head up and off the metal surface, the digital clock upon my desk burning bright with red digits. '6:47AM'  The numbers looked like a throbbing headache, this being what my mind registered as the fifth time I'd checked to see if I had finished my paperwork. One page, crinkled and half written, remained before me. I could see the blur in my eyes before I realized multiple tears had began to fall out of frustration, my voice echoed within my mind, frustration apparent to myself. 'I've been here hours! Why does this shit keep coming!?'  My hands came up to wipe my eyes, the stress steaming off of me through the lab coat I had resting over me. "I've walked by here four times already.." A voice all too familiar to me spoke, Texan accent ringing as I turned to peer over my monitor. "Wha..?" I blinked, readjusted my glasses to sit straight on the bridge of my nose, "Uh, a-are you looking for someone?" I was partially aware of what could happen, my dreams usually had a way of letting me know how I could shift a situation.
I ignored them all, totally enamored by how much detail was put into such a lucid one. The colonel looked like he'd just gotten back from a mission, wifebeater stained in bluish-red blood that trailed down to his dirt-stained cargo pants, it looked brutal. "Aren't you one of the science pukes that actually knows how to care for the avatar bodies?" It wasn't for what my mind had concurred, I cursed myself. "Are you done with your plant bullshit yet, I don't have all damn night?!" He sneered, obviously becoming impatient, which caused me to stand quickly, blatantly ignoring my desk head of hair and indents from how I'd passed out. "I'm sorry, here, come on this way to the back." I tried to sound less intimidated, less bitchy, less attitude that I usually give. (Believe me, fuck with me about sleep I'll end your life.)
As I gloved up, winding around the table that the tall creature chose to sit on, I snuck glances at him, watching his movements to reveal his state of undress to me. It was large, the wound, a gash about the length of my whole arm from shoulder to fingertip and it was lightly oozing blood. "What did this? Viper-Wolf?" It was a shot in the dark, but the gash had ridges, "Yeah, after I was chased by some god-damn monkeys.." His voice grumbled, the vibration falling down and through my hands as I cleaned the dried blood off. As for my response, I only hummed, not too sure what he'd want in return other than a reason to get upset or worse. Soon I was finally ready to begin stitching the wound, the needle in it's curve softly pierced his flesh and he hissed, low, pained with a small grunt. His gaze burned so harshly into the top of my head that I could feel my brain melting inside, his large hand coming to roughly pat down its hold onto my shoulder as I threaded through him for the fifth time, tugging the clear string lightly back to hear him purr, "Good girl.." from the depths of his chest, "Take your time.." I swallowed audibly, gaining further anxiousness while my hands aimed the tool back and shifted it through him again.
___Visual Cutscene___ (Ill cut the banter short babies- But yeah, I'm a smartass and that's why were here now-)
Soon, I found myself pinned between him and the medical table, the metal tinging slightly with every time my lab coats buttons brushed against the table-legs. My thighs had been hoisted up and gripped at the knee, folding me roughly in half against the plush of my breasts almost enough to hurt due to the pressure against my lungs. His grin imprinted itself in my head, I whimpered at the sight of his eyes narrowing at me, challenging me to peer down ever so slightly to see the sight of something so incredibly large that my head would turn to putty at just the tip.. "Still think you're tough shit, princess?" He teased, head poking lightly at my thigh through my tights, which had been ripped during the process of his manhandling, his shaft trailed down to the tear at my entrance, the slick already unbearably wet and coating everything. "Always will, until proven wrong.." I replied, face still cherry red. "Good.." He drawled, finally plunging into me, my vision instantly going white-
THEN I FUCKING WOKE UP!!!!!
Thank you for coming to my ted talk!!
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OH MY GOD?????????? I WISH I COULD REMEMBER MY DREAMS THIS VIVIDLY BC FUCK
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firespirited · 2 months
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i am getting really tired of people claiming accountability without the slightest bit of accounting. Endless words and tangents and discourse and jack shit of actually showing and doing anything.
Might not like AA much but at least there's a workable model for making amends. Two people in a row claim to be in therapy using the words of restorative justice and dialectical thought and nah there's no actual action there. Even conservatives go to "rehab" that's actually a swanky spa.
But what's tough is watching people buy into the digressions, the point by point dismantling of the latest gishgallop. What do you is you set a target and you stick to it and you dig in your heels and repeat the question. Because we're not having a debate here, justice isn't a debate.
There's famous lefttuber who did a bad thing during a period of their life when they were on drugs, they didn't just go to therapy (which they do practice daily), they also gradually came off drugs and are now straight edge, they're upfront in relationships about their past and reach out to trusted people who will be honest with them when they're second guessing strong emotional reactions. I respect that.
I have a friend with impulsive shopping issues and it's complicated yes she has a hundred reasons why she needs some sort of release but she also hands over the accounts when she's not doing great and switched credit card limits even when she is because if the electricity went off it wasn't just her getting hurt.
I have this process for the first 3-4 months on any new meds that can affect mood: it's vulnerable and feels really infantilizing in the moment to be fully open to being monitored for anything out of character... and the implication that you're delusional when confronted: well it stings; but how else are you supposed to be sure that you're not accidentally hurting anyone. These people are my anchors and it takes guts to say "hey that was kind of out of pocket".
These people who may have read the restorative justice work but didn't apply it and only picked up new words and traps to keep people on their toes. Like how wifebeaters go to therapy and learn how to better hide their coercive control.
I'm done with the working on yourself narrative, do some community service and show us your sign in sheets, can you actually stick to anything for three months? Do any grunt work or just get lauded for your testimony and great company?
anyway this is mostly about local politics not youtube. 💀💀💀 but youtube extravagance makes the hidden patterns overt you know?
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.. opinions on wind runner? i feel like im one of the only ones that genuinely hates her sometimes
If you feel like the only one who genuinely hates her, I think you need to look around more. Wind Runner is a very widely disliked character, because she's often used within the story as a small antagonist who "threatens" the authority of Tall Shadow. Gray Wing dislikes her. Thunder is openly cat-racist to her. She spends several books trying to break through the moor cats' xenophobia to join a group that came to HER LAND.
Then, when Moth Flight is old enough to be a relevant character in Forest Divided, Wind Runner is turned into Yet Another mean mom the very moment Moth displays ADHD. She's contrasted to her mate Gorse Fur, who is a Soft And Good Dad, and ultimately MASSIVELY punished with the harrowing events of Moth Flight's Vision (even though, for most of that book, she's completely right.)
Ask yourself why they're especially harsh on WIND RUNNER for being mean to her child, in the arc with Tom the Fucking Wifebeater and his redemption death, plus Thunder being forced to stop being mad at his abuser Clear Sky, please.
To me, Wind Runner is an intense, ambitious woman who's demonized for it in a way that men just aren't. She's subject to several misogynistic trends within WC, plus a huge helping of xenophobia that goes absolutely unexamined. If DOTC cared at all about women, it would have treated her with the nuance she deserves.
Wind Runner is treated with nearly endless suspicion by Gray Wing through books 1 - 3, while he's bending over backwards to suck Clear Sky's toes.
Her wanting to join the group that came TO HER HOME and being a bit pushy about it earns a stronger reaction from Gray Wing than Clear Sky murdering people.
She's pressured into changing her name "to fit in," and it's still not enough. She wanted to join the group so bad she changed her name, at the request of the Mountain Cats, for a chance of being better accepted
This came after she'd already saved Jagged Peak's life when a burrow collapsed on him. She's plenty trustworthy.
She keeps doing shit to try and prove herself to this group of assholes. Remember Bumble being dragged back to her domestic abuser? Gray Wing interprets this as a power struggle, when WIND RUNNER WAS NOT EVEN PART OF THE GROUP AT THE TIME.
From Wind Runner's POV, she did something that the Moor cats wanted done. It was fucking evil. It was committing violence against another member of the out-group the cats see her as.
But who actually has the power here? Tall Shadow does.
Gray Wing said it himself that she could have come up with some excuse for Bumble to stay, and she didn't. In fact, any cat could have spoken up. No one did.
and still. STILL. Wind Runner gets nothing. Her reward is Gray Wing surmising that actually, her doing their sick dirtywork was a political move.
It's more consistent as a motivation with how Wind Runner wants to join their group. The thing she's been doing.
She only actually gets to join the group after Thunder starts publicly hurling slurs at her for suggesting they need to be ready for Clear Sky to attack them. "What do you know about peace? Last time I was here you were NOTHING BUT A ROGUE WITH A ROGUE'S NAME"
Gray Wing even starts purring when she gives birth, because her ambition goes away briefly and she "stops bossing everyone around." this is treated like a sweet thing. god forbid women retain their personalities when they have kids
She loses her first premature child to a seizure and Gray Wing starts proselytizing his religion to her. "Maybe it's a good thing your weakest child died because Jesus has them now" I want to beat him with a hammer
When her second child gets sick, Clear Sky has a bright idea that involves killing it. I refer to this as his "reverse leper colony" suggestion. He only develops a sense of humanity towards the sick when his brother's pregnant wife is in danger. Wind Runner and her kitten barely seem to clock as people to him.
It's only after her SECOND baby succumbs to a horrible, painful death that she decides the moor cats are assholes, and she goes to start her own group. It's LONG overdue. I was extremely excited to see it.
Now. Listen.
I've been treated just like Moth Flight before. I've practically heard the scolding in Book 6 Chapter 3 verbatim. I'm not downplaying anything about Wind Runner being harsh to her; being yelled at like that never fixed the problem.
What I'm saying is that this is the SAME arc that summons the hollowed-out ghost of Storm to coo that Clear Sky "never drove anyone away" with his abusive behavior and gives Tom the Wifebeater a heroic redemption death.
So why is the scolding from Wind Runner treated as unambiguously harsh? What's the difference between her and them?
Why is it that outside of this little bubble of the community, you can get buried in a flood of people crying about how "Clear Sky made Summisteaks Butt he thought it was the right thing :((( He feels bad about shoving Thunder's face in a weeping, pus-filled wound and trying to kill him :((((" but Wind Runner is mean about Moth Flight not catching a rabbit and she should be skinned alive
Why is WIND RUNNER held responsible for the death of Clear Sky's child in Moth Flight's Vision, WHEN IT WAS COMPLETELY HIS OWN FAULT??
So, why should I hate her? Because she's mean to the idiot protagonists? Because she's Yet Another Bad Mom whose actions ARE treated as Bad in the story, in the arc famous for openly weeping whenever someone's mad at their abusive dad?? When she has this whole horrific, unexamined story about how incredibly bigoted The Settlers are towards her and the extremes she goes to in order to please them?
I'm glad she's mean, actually. She should have been even meaner. I think she should have a gun
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misterjauthor · 9 months
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FULL-SERVICE MEN: BARBER
“HAVE a seat, bro.” The black man, built like a football player, gestured toward the cushioned bench against the wall. “I’m almost done with his haircut.”
Who’s this guy? Where’s Tony?
I closed the heavy glass door, which rang the bell above it, and went to take a seat.
The buzz-cut man resumed his work on a middle-aged white guy sitting in the shop’s only barber’s chair.
A small pole with red, white, and blue stripes spun on the upper left corner of the mirror.
Maybe Tony was sick and asked this guy to take care of his customers today.
At least the guy was hot. A welcomed change from seeing Tony’s fat ass whenever I come here.
The barber’s tight black wifebeater showed off his tattooed arms from shoulder to wrist. A thin gold necklace hung around his neck, contrasting his dark brown skin.
And, damn! The bulge in the front of his gray sweatpants was impressive.
While waiting my turn, I couldn’t help but stare at his crotch.
“Next.” the muscle-bound barber said.
I snapped out of my trance and got off the bench. “Oh, that’s me.”
“Have a seat. I’ll be right with you.” He shook the hair off the cape before going to the counter to process the other guy’s payment.
After sitting on the bulky barber’s chair, I looked at myself in the mirror and combed my fingers through my slick back hair.
At thirty-five, some gray has mixed with black. It stressed me out. But my wife loved it, especially the ones in my beard.
The bell on the door rang after the customer left.
“So, what can I do for you today?” The barber covered me with the black cape.
“A haircut and beard grooming. Look at this.” I opened my phone and showed him a picture. “That’s how Tony usually cuts my hair.”
“Are you a regular?” He started working on my hair.
“Yeah.” I sat still and looked at him in the mirror. “Where’s the fat bastard, anyway? Are you filling in for the day?”
“The shop’s mine now. He sold it to me.”
“Oh, I didn’t know. I haven’t been around for a while. That’s why I needed a haircut.”
“He wasn’t able to tell anyone because he needed to move to Seattle to take care of his sick father.” The barber offered his hand. “I’m Omar.”
I brought my hand out from under the cape and shook it. “Miguel.”
Omar resumed cutting my hair. “Is this just a regular haircut, or are you getting ready for a special occasion?”
“My wife and I are having dinner at Chef Dino’s. It’s our thirteenth wedding anniversary.”
“Fancy. Happy Anniversary, Bro. I hope my fiancee and I will last as long or longer.”
“Thanks, man. Have you two set a date?”
“Nothing definite yet. But we’re thinking most likely after the baby comes. She’s seven months pregnant.”
My phone vibrated inside my pocket.
I brought it out to see if it was my wife with last-minute instructions before I went home to get ready.
It was from Jason.
The preview of the message showed an eggplant and peach emoji.
My heart thumped inside my chest.
Before the straight barber saw, I put the phone back under the cape.
After our first encounter at the house, I had sex with the plumber multiple times. I would usually go to his place or sometimes to his office on the pretense of delivering plumbing supplies from my hardware store. His employees had no idea their boss fucked me from behind while bent over the desk.
The phone on the counter rang.
“Bro, I’ll be right back.”
“Go ahead, man.”
Omar walked away.
While he talked on the phone, I replied to Jason’s message: ‘I can’t. Dinner plans with my wife.’
‘Don’t you rather want to eat this?’
A picture of the dick I’ve been sucking for the past few weeks showed on the thread.
Shit!
My dick came alive inside my boxers.
I turned the phone over and looked toward Omar.
He lifted a finger and mouthed, “One sec.”
After giving him a thumbs up, I typed a reply: ‘I can’t. Anniversary.’
“Sorry about that, Bro.” Omar stood on my right, holding a beard clipper. “I don’t have a receptionist yet.”
I shoved my phone back into my pocket. “It’s okay, man. I know what it’s like when you’re understaffed.”
My phone vibrated again.
But I ignored it.
“You have your own business?”
“I own Chavez and Son.”
“That big hardware store near here?” He whistled.
While running the device through my beard, something soft and meaty pressed against my elbow.
My whole body tensed at the unexpected contact.
Blood rushed to my dick, tightening my pants.
Oh, my fucking god. Was that Omar’s dick?
The bulge in his sweatpants lifted off.
I relaxed and discreetly adjusted myself under the cape.
“Did you see the basketball game last night, Bro?” He asked.
Pretending nothing happened, I said, “It’s fucking crazy, man. I lost a bet with one of my buddies.”
Omar went to my left while talking about the awesome plays last night.
I grunted and nodded to whatever he said, distracted by the phantom pressure of his dick on my elbow.
Stop overthinking it. He didn’t do it on purpose. It was just an accident. “Are you okay?”
I snapped out of my thoughts and looked at him holding the beard trimmer. “Yeah, sorry. I just remembered something.”
“Don’t worry, Bro. All I need to do is shave the edges, then you can go home and get ready for your dinner with the missus.” He reclined the chair, making it almost horizontal, and went to the mirror.
I held onto the armrest in silence.
Omar returned with a small can of shaving cream and stood next to the chair, squeezing some on his fat fingers.
His massive bulge was inches from my face. An outline of his dick showed on the sweatpants.
Heat spread throughout my entire body, making my arousal more intense.
Good thing the cape hid my crotch, or he would have seen the teepee under it.
As he leaned over, his dick pressed on my arm and stayed there while applying the cream to my cheeks and neck.
My heart pumped faster, sending more blood into my raging dick.
I wanted to grab the straight barber’s meat and massage it. But instead, pushed my arms into his dick without making it too obvious.
Jolts of electricity traveled all over my body as more of the black man’s fat sausage touched my skin.
Closing my eyes, I gripped the chair tight and savored the feel of it, wishing it stayed on me longer.
Omar stepped away, taking his dick with him.
No! Don’t go.
I sagged on the chair and squeezed my hard-on under the cape while he couldn’t see.
He picked up a straight razor from the mirror, leaned over me, and started shaving the edges of my beard.
While trying to stay completely still, I avoided looking at his stubbled face.
The beefy black man moved closer to shave the other side of my neck, pressing his bulge against the back of my hand.
I gasped, and my whole body stiffened.
Oh, god.
“Are you okay?” He made eye contact before checking my neck. “It doesn’t look like I nicked you.”
“No, I’m okay. I was just surprised. That’s all.”
His dick stayed pressing on me as Omar resumed.
Sledgehammers pounded inside my chest.
My dick twitched, and precum leaked out, soaking my boxers.
Was he doing it on purpose? Does he want me to…? If I’m wrong, I’ll have to find a new barber when I leave the hospital.
Oh, fuck it! I’m doing it.
Slowly, I rubbed the back of my fingers against the meaty bulge.
Omar kept working, unfazed by my actions.
I continued but with more pressure.
“Miguel, if you tease the snake, it might get angry.”
Without moving my hand off his dick, I looked up at him.
My heart pumped a million times a minute.
“Can you handle the snake when it’s angry?”
“Y-yes.”
A smirk showed on his face. “Just let me finish this.”
I nodded.
Omar wiped off the excess foam with a towel when he finished.
My erection pushed against my pants like it would burst out like an alien from a movie.
He returned the chair to its upright position and removed the cape from me.
“What if customers come in?” I asked.
“Easy.” Omar went to lock the door.
While waiting in silence, I vibrated with excitement.
After pulling the blinds down, the muscular black man stood next to the chair.
I grabbed and massaged the sizeable bulge through the sweatpants.
He cocked his chin at the massive tent on my crotch. “Looks like someone wanted to make my snake angry this whole time.”
“You’re the one who’s been pressing his dick into me.”
“It’s because I knew you were a fag the moment you came in. And you’ve been staring at my crotch while waiting for your turn.”
“How did you…?
“The shop is full of mirrors. You think I wouldn’t notice the fag who keeps looking at my dick?”
Fuck! Am I that obvious when checking guys out? I need to be more careful.
“It’s a good thing you came in. With my fiancee pregnant, I need someone who can take care of my dick. You want to do it for me?”
“Oh, god, yes.”
“What are you waiting for?” Omar put both hands on his hips, showing off the muscular tattooed arms.
I shoved my hand inside his sweatpants and stroked him through his underwear.
“Look at you,” the straight barber scoffed. “Pretending to be straight by getting ready to celebrate your wedding anniversary with your wife. But right now, your hand is inside another man’s pants, holding his cock.”
“It’s a big cock, man. It’s not even hard yet.”
“You like big cocks?”
“Yeah.” I nodded.
“How about big black cocks?”
“Even better.” I inserted my fingers in the waistband of his sweatpants and pushed them down until they dropped to his ankle.
The shape of a meaty dick pointing down pushed the front of his white briefs.
I resumed stroking him through the cotton.
“Go ahead, fag. Show me how much you want it.”
I pulled the elastic and hooked it under his low-hanging balls.
A full bush of pubes surrounded the black, cut dick.
Using underhand, I wrapped my fingers around the fat shaft and jacked him off.
Omar pushed his briefs halfway down his thighs. “Yeah, that’s it. Make my dick hard.”
I leaned over the side of the chair, took his dick into my mouth, and started bobbing.
He gasped and gripped the hair behind my head.
While holding onto his thighs, I sucked the barber’s dick harder.
His dick grew between my lips.
“Motherfucker! Your mouth feels so good.” He pulled his wifebeater up and hooked it on his neck, revealing more tattoos on his ripped torso.
I produced more spit to make the blowjob wetter and smoother.
“You’re fucking talented. Better than my fiancee or any bitch I’ve been with. Have you sucked a lot of cocks before?”
“Let’s just say this is not the first cock I’ve sucked.” I resumed sucking while sliding a hand up and down his abs, feeling the contours of the solid muscles in my palm.
Omar’s hard dick filled my mouth.
“Where were you the past couple of months? I could’ve used this amazing mouth when I needed it.”
I held onto the base and stroked the spit-slicked shaft. “If I knew you would let me, I would have visited sooner, man.”
He put his dick back in my mouth. “Don’t worry. You can make up for it by coming here whenever I tell you. Do you want that?”
“Mm-hm,” I mumbled with his dick in my mouth.
“Whenever I don’t have a customer, come over and service me. I may even make you when I have customers so you can service them, too.”
Fuck!
I moaned at the thought of being passed around by different strangers.
Omar chuckled, “Someone likes the idea. Let’s see if I can make that happen.”
As I continued sucking, I jacked the bottom half for added stimulation.
“Fuck, I miss getting good blowjobs like this.”
I took him out of my mouth and slid my lips on the side of the shaft, from base to head.
“Get back on that dick.” He gripped my hair and made me suck him again. “Take it all.”
Adjusting my mouth, I tried to take more.
With his hand behind my head, he pulled me into his crotch, burying his meat deeper.
The head hit the back of my throat, activating my gag reflex.
But instead of pulling away, I took more until it went down my esophagus.
A hand touched my neck. “Damn! I can feel my dick stretching your throat.”
While the big black cock plugged my airway, I looked up at him.
“Such a talented cocksucker.” Omar petted my head. “From now on, I’ll feed you my dick every chance.”
I pulled away to catch my breath and wiped my mouth with the back of my hand.
He pushed his briefs down to the ankles, stepped out of his sweatpants and shoes, and stood in front of the chair. His big black cock pointed up at an angle like a flag pole on the side of a building.
I wrapped my hand around it and stroked it.
Precum collected at the tip.
“Look at what you did to my cock, you fag. It’s leaking.” Omar swiped the clear liquid with a finger and shoved it between my lips.
I sucked the sticky man-juice off his fat finger.
He pulled it out and pointed to his meat. “Clean that up.”
Leaning forward, I sucked his leaking dick into my mouth.
More of the salty nectar burst inside my mouth.
“Fuck!” Omar leaned against the mirror’s counter.
I held the dick at the base and swirled my tongue around the head.
He gripped the counter tighter.
As my tongue ran the sides of the shaft, I slid my hand up his muscular torso until it reached his nipples.
“Yes, play with them.”
After taking the dick back in my mouth, I rubbed the erect nubs between my fingers.
Omar thrust his hips, burying his dick in my throat with each bob. “This mouth is the best. I wonder if the other end feels good, too. Do you get fucked?”
“Mm-hm.”
He pulled out. A long rope of spit stretched from his dick to my mouth. “Take your clothes off. I’m gonna fuck that pussy.”
I got off the chair and removed my clothes.
Omar turned me around, facing the mirror, and bent me at the waist.
I grabbed the counter and looked at him in the mirror. “Do you have lube?”
“We can use this.” He grabbed the bottle of beard oil in front of me.
“That would be better than nothing.”
After putting some on his fat finger, he pressed it against my hole and pushed in, stretching me open.
I shut my eyes at the intrusion.
The digit started slowly moving in and out. “I’ve never fucked a man’s pussy before. Can you take my big black cock, fag?”
“Yes.” I nodded. “Just loosen me up first.”
Another finger went in.
“I bet I’m not the first black man you’ve had.”
“No.”
“You’re such a fucking slut for cock.”
Once he had three fingers fucking me, he pulled out and put some beard oil on his dick.
I looked at him behind my shoulder. “Please, put that big black cock inside me, man.”
“Don’t worry. I’m gonna stuff your pussy good.” Omar slapped my ass cheek and pushed the head through my hole.
“Fuck! That’s a big cock.” I gripped the counter.
His dick stretched my anal ring with each inch.
“You’re so fucking tight!”
“Tighter than your fiancee’s?” I asked.
“Tighter than any bitch I fucked.” He put one hand on my hip and pushed his length further in.
“Loosen it up with that big black cock. Wreck it until I walk funny while taking my wife to dinner later.”
Omar growled and started fucking slowly.
I wrapped my fingers around my dick and stroked myself to match his pace. “Yes, keep going. Fuck my pussy, man.”
“Look at you.” He grabbed onto my shoulder and fucked into me faster. “Trying to fool people you’re straight and macho, but what you really are is a faggot who wants real men to use your pussy. Am I right?”
“Yes.”
“Say it. I want to hear you say what you really are.”
“I’m a faggot who wants real men to use my pussy.”
Omar fucked me harder and faster until his dick bottomed out inside me. He would pull until only the head remained and slam the whole thing into me in one go.
I braced myself on the counter.
The slapping of flesh, mixed with my whimpers and his grunts, filled the barbershop.
He pulled out. “Get up on the chair and stick that ass out.”
I climbed up and knelt, facing the backrest, arching my back to present my gaping hole to the straight barber.
“You have the best pussy ever.” Omar stabbed his big black cock back inside me and started fucking again. “I can’t believe I’ve never had it before.”
“It’s yours now, man. Fuck it anytime you want. You can use me as your cumdump even after your fiancee gives birth.”
The chair shook with each thrust.
I grabbed on to keep myself from falling over.
At this angle, his dick rubbed against my prostate.
“Oh, shit! Keep fucking me right there.”
Omar bent forward, pressing his chest against my back, and grabbed my shoulder while pounding me from behind.
“Please, you’re getting me close.”
“Did you let Tony fuck your pussy like this, too? Admit it. The fat bastard has been fucking your ass for a long time.”
“No, he never fucked me.”
“I bet you wished he did,” he whispered in my ear.
“Oh, god, yes. I fantasized about him pinning me down with his massive body, helpless while getting fucked. Shit, I’m cumming!”
My dick exploded, shooting cum on the leather backrest and the seat until nothing more came out.
“Fuck, I’m gonna shoot, too.” He shoved every inch of his black cock inside me.
“Breed me, man. Make me go to my anniversary dinner with your load inside me. Mark me as yours.”
“Ah! Here it comes.” Omar let go, injecting his creamy load inside me with each slam of his hips. “Take it all.”
After draining his balls into me, he stopped thrusting but kept it inside me.
“That was fucking intense,” he said.
Our sweaty bodies pressed together while we caught our breaths.
Once we recovered, Omar pulled out and gave me the towel he used to wipe the shaving cream off my face.
I cleaned my jizz off the chair with it.
After putting our clothes back on, I paid him and walked toward the door. I need to go home and get ready for my anniversary dinner.
“Hey, Miguel.”
I looked behind me after grabbing the handle.
“If you need my services again, you know where to find me.” Omar grabbed his crotch and winked.
Miguel’s encounters will continue…
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notroosterbradshaw · 2 years
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you don’t get to taste the honey without the sting of the bee (alternative, incomplete ending)
I had a few requests to fix Rooster being a dumbass, I had written this and didn’t enjoy what I was writing, but Rooster wasn’t all entirely shitty in the fic. I just finished it where I finished it (no editing, no real end, it was only a small idea in my head, never something I thought would get the notes it did). Here’s a small part, but no more to come, soz friends x
you don’t get to taste the honey without the sting of the bee (complete)
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Getting home was a non-event. Rooster had bombed you with texts that you responded to, you weren’t going to leave him hanging and replied to each one evenly. You weren’t angry, per se, not anymore. Just tired of the same old shit. You showered, brushed your teeth and climbed into the beautifully made bed Rooster had done without thinking that morning. He mostly stayed over, but most nights stayed on base to let you sleep and avoid waking you at stupid o’clock when he had to slink out in the morning.
You were still awake when you heard Rooster make his way in a few hours later. Keys dropped on the bench with his sunglasses and phone (he never brought his phone to bed, he preferred sleep over any distraction – you were the only exception to the rule). He appeared at the doorway a few minutes later, a glass of water in hand and paused as he leaned against the doorframe.
“Hi,” you said, confirming you were still awake.
“Hey,” he said softly, but didn’t make an effort to join you in bed, but asked, “Is your alone time over, or can I join you?”
“I need you to join me,” you said sadly as he nodded slowly and walked to your side of the bed, caressing your face. “I don’t know what’s wrong with me.”
“I don’t make you feel self-assured enough, and that’s on me,” he sighed, kissing your temple. “I don’t want you to feel like I’m trying to make you feel bad because believe me, I’m not. I’m just a dumbass who talks to people when I should probably be more conscious of who I’m talking to…”
“You think of that yourself?” you asked quietly.
He sighed, shaking his head. “Bob spelled it out pretty clearly.”
“He’s a smart guy when he opens his mouth.”
“Very smart,” Rooster acknowledged. “He sees fucking everything.”
“He does,” you agreed. “It’s the quiet ones you gotta watch out for.”
“Suppose so. Look I’m sorry, I know I should be more mindful.”
“She was gorgeous, Rooster.”
He shrugged simply. “Not to me,” he leaned down to unlace his boots and put them under the chair near the window along with his shirt, wifebeater and unzipped his jeans. He went to his side of the bed and slid into the cool, crisp sheets, sidling right up to you as you rolled back to his embrace.  “You still don’t get it. The only woman that turns my head is you,” he sighed. “Maybe I take that for granted because I am too comfortable, you’re right. So, let’s make things uncomfortable.”
Argh, that’s not what you wanted to do, but you rolled over to face him and try not to get lost in those deep hazel eyes. God, why are you so handsome? You wanted to accuse.
“I will be more conscious of my actions around other women.”
“Thanks.”
“But you have to trust me. I would never cheat on you. I love you, and only you. Yep, women talk to me, I humour them. They offer me their numbers but I have never once accepted one in the time you and I have been together, even when we were just fuckin’ around when we first met, I was off the market well before I asked you to my baby. Didn’t need those women then, and I certainly don’t need them now.”
“Okay,” you said meekly. “Thank you.” 
“Have faith in us. I’m always going to be here, it’s going to take a mighty big fall from grace for anything to ever separate me from you.”
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badgerstep · 5 months
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the thing that’s so fucking annoying about “well do you just want to see tom suffer? is that for anything but your own satisfaction?” is that it veers sooooo fucking close to the point that carceral punishment is bad, but then like…. ok so then why no real restorative justice in the books.
bc here’s the thing: if we’re supposed to believe tom actually grows into Not A Wifebeater then he needs to be able to say, “i’m sorry, i see how what i did to you was wrong, you didn’t deserve it, i’m not going to ask you to forgive me, but you deserve to know that i know now that i was wrong. you don’t have to let me into your life again. i know what i did was unacceptable and i’m working on becoming better.” and this is the BARE minimum. he should still have to narratively PROVE that he’s changed, SHOW the character growth, PROVE that he’s worthy of trust again. (and, also, turtle tail and bumble should not be obligated to forgive him! what he did to them was violent and horrific and you don’t have to forgive your abuser even if they are TRULY sorry for what they’ve done! this isn’t a bad thing either!)
to say that all the meaningful growth happens after death when accountability can no longer even be truly had is just… pathetic and cowardly. and what a terrible message to send children. that you can and should only expect better of someone after they die, but they’re immutable in life.
just. what a goddamn mess.
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I’ve done lots of swimming and exercise in my life but I’ve never really put on any proper muscle, also doesn’t help that I look kinda baby faced. So I’ve always gotten a little jealous when I see pics of big burly bearded rugby players or like wrestlers and athletes who seem to ooze manliness, any chance you could do something to help ease my jealousy?
There are certainly worse things than having the lean and toned body of a swimmer. But I can understand you, I myself have tried for a damn long time and in vain to develop the body of a real man. But even I somehow always remained the boyish swimmer. Let's see what we can do.
In the morning, before work, you swim your usual laps in the pool. 40 lanes of 50 meters each, the normal training. But when you get out of the pool today, you are horrified. What a shitty time! You haven't been this slow in a long time. And yet you feel in top shape! It's silly, but as punishment for the bad time, you do push-ups and burpees on the edge of the pool. Fortunately, there is hardly anyone here at this time. Officially, the pool will not open before a few minutes. But as a member of the swimming club you are allowed to enter the pool earlier. The pool attendant watches you do your exercises with a grin and asks if you've been working out more for mass lately. With your body you should have problems gliding through the water. You look down at yourself. Fuck, yeah! Your pecs have definitely gained mass. As you shower, your hands glide over your body. Feels different. Better! And especially hairier. Fuck, you really need to shave. Why actually? You like to soap your fur on your chest.
Did you make a mistake in the locker? These are not your clothes… Instead of your suit, there's a wifebeater, a boiler suit and a bomber jacket. Jockstrap and white socks. Everything is not clean anymore… Heavy work boots. Yeah, right. You have to go to the construction site now. You're a plumber. Your van is parked outside the swimming pool. Hey, it must be the chlorine, you're really crazy in the head. Or maybe you're just hungry. On the way to the construction site, you quickly get yourself a couple of meatball rolls. Yes, it's only 6:30 a.m., but you need meat now. At the construction site, it's all about rugby again. The games of the last weekend. The games of the next weekend. A colleague says that as coach of the Junior team you should be harder on his son. It would be a dream of his if you could make him as much of a stud as you are.
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You like the job as a coach. But as long as you can, you'd rather be on the field yourself. But before your training starts, you do a few sit-ups to warm up. You are slowly approaching the age of 40. But you still have the body of a Greek god. You pause for a moment in your workout. Your colleague's son comes out of the clubhouse and waves to you. Horny guy. Yes, you can really take him a little harder…
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