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esse-lunam · 2 days
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liberals dont talk about shifting realities cuz they too busy shifting they gender
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enbysiriusblack · 3 years
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wolfstar one-shot:
(the translation from Latin is in these // and will be straight after the Latin part. I also don't know that much Latin so some of the Latin i searched on a website and may be inaccurate)
Remus Lupin was anti-social. He avoided seeing people, talking to people and being surrounded by people. So he spent the majority of time in his flat he shared with Lily and James. He would go out of his way to avoid having to talk to people, which resulted in him becoming fluent in Latin, the dead language. He would speak Latin whenever someone tried to speak to him as there would be hardly anyone who understood him, and he could therefore get out of any and all social interactions.
It was Sunday, and Remus had a day off his work. So, as usual he had planned to sleep for half the day. However, around 8am there was rather loud shouting outside his room, waking him up way to early. So while he plotted the death of James Potter for disturbing his sleep, the noise got louder and louder.
Remus opened his bedroom door after getting dressed for the day and glared at James, who was casually holding their TV in his arms while he was pushing some guy away from him with his legs. The stranger had black hair that laid at his shoulders, multiple tattoo's popped out from his rolling stones t-shirt, he had left his leather jacket laying on their sofa and was currently trying to lunge at James only to be pushed backwards again and again.
James suddenly noticed Remus' presence in the room and as he kicked the other guy backwards once more, he turned to face Remus and tried to act nonchalant.
"Hey Moony, this is Sirius my unbiological brother. He's trying to steal our TV to watch some dumb show" James said, still holding the big TV on his arms but was slowly losing his grip on it.
Sirius jumped over the sofa to introduce himself, however as Sirius held out his hand and grinned at him, Remus started to once again, speak in Latin to avoid a social interaction.
Remus folded his arms round himself and said "ego postulo scelerisque" //I need chocolate//, one of the most common sentences that Remus says.
However to Remus' surprise, the stranger laughed and replied "ego habio scelerisque, vis aliqua?" //I have chocolate, do you want some?//. Remus unfolded his arms, as James smirked at them and shouted "hah, your plans not foolproof remmy boy, go socialize with him" and he finally dropped the TV back down and strutted to the bedroom he shared with Lily.
The stranger picked up his jacket from the couch and put it back on, making his way to take the TV but as soon as his hands reached out for it, James shouted to him from his room that if he touches it he will indeed perish. So the stranger flipped off the closed bedroom door and made his way back to Remus.
"So do you speak English or do you only understand it?" The stranger tilted his head, staring up at him. Remus frowned, unsure what do. "I- yeah I do, I uhh speak English" he replied, embarrassed and wanting to run back to his room.
The stranger grinned again, annoying remus once more. "Cool, I'm Sirius. Wanna hang out?" He asked, walking over to a cabinet of shoes and picking out a set he assumed was Remus' (it indeed was) and waking back over, giving the shoes to him. Then Sirius went back over, took the jean jacket of one of the coat hooks and handed that also to Remus. Then he went back to the couch, sitting on the side of it, swinging his legs back and forth and staring at Remus expectantly.
Remus rose his eyebrow at the boy and chuckled slightly. "You ask me if I want to hang out with you while you're giving me my coat and shoes so its more awkward if I say no. Deus, hoc peur" //god, this boy//.
Sirius jumped up off the sofa and walked back over to Remus. "So, is that a yes or a no the? possumus loqui latine cum nos ex, quod si facit vos magis consolatoria" //we can speak Latin when we are out, if it makes you more comfortable// Remus thought about it for a bit, and looked back at Sirius eager and enthusiastic face, it reminded him of a puppy wanting to go on a walk. Remus smiled and started to put on the shoes and jacket, to Sirius' delight.
They walked out of the flat, Sirius jumping around, and made their way to the elevator. As they went down to the bottom floor, Sirius started up a conversation in Latin. They walked over to a coffee shop and stopped there. Remus went to sit down after telling Sirius his order and a few hours later they left the coffee shop, both knowing so much about the other after their non stop conversation.
Remus felt drained afterwards and as they made their way back to the flat, Sirius realised this and said goodbye to Remus, texting James not to bother him when he got back there. Remus smiled and started to walk in the building before turning back round and catching Sirius climbing onto his bike. He pulled his hand back from the door and ran after him.
Sirius lifted the helmet back off his head as Remus caught up to him. He frowned, confused as too why Remus wasn't going inside. "numquid oblivisci aliquid" //did i forget something?// he said, eyebrow raised.
Remus bit his lip, "etiam" //yes// he replied and grabbed Sirius hand, pulling him off the motorbike and into the building. Remus still clutched onto his hand as he guided him into the elevator and clicked the button to his apartment floor. "You forgot the television, dumbass" he said, trying and failing to hide a grin on his face. Sirius laughed, "you're letting me have it?"
Remus shook his head "of course not, its not yours. But, you can come watch your show in the flat with me... if you uhh,, want to that is?" Sirius grinned, "of course I do, are you sure you want me to though?". Remus pulled him out of the elevator, nodding his head.
They sat on the couch next to each other, watching the show Sirius was willing to steal for. Remus turned his head, watching Sirius laugh at the TV, and thought about the boy.
It was the first day they had met but Remus knew. He looked at the other boy, his black hair stroking his shoulders, his silver starlike eyes glued to the TV screen, his lips, god he wanted to kiss him.
He knew it in that moment. Watching Sirius laughing at a stupid joke some character made in a nonsense tv show and sing along to the annoying theme tune. He knew it.
Volo quod unus. Amicus meus, Socius meus, Vitae meae sodalis. Aeternum.
Lunam et Stellas.
Lupus et Sidus.
Lupus Stella.
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esse-lunam · 7 days
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(me, chanting at every shifter from afar) BE CRINGE! BE CRINGE! BE CRINGE!
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esse-lunam · 2 months
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i think a lot of ppl on shiftok (and on here too tbh!) focus far too heavily on the PROCESS of shifting rather than the result. which is fine in moderation, of course, but when all you think about is how you get somewhere instead of the destination, thats when things can get complicated.
enjoy the journey - absolutely, but dont divert your attention from where you're actually going! remember that the actual action of shifting is a very miniscule part of all of this, living in your dr is much more long term!! your drself isn't concerned with how they got to that reality, they're simply concerned with living in it.
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esse-lunam · 5 days
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ATTENTION ALL FAME SHIFTERS!
can i have ur autograph (shy)
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esse-lunam · 14 days
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if cringe culture was dead there would be barely any anti shifters in this essay i wi
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esse-lunam · 13 days
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if you arent for a free palestine, you shouldnt be a heroic or public figure in any of your drs btw. keep it consistent babycakes.
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esse-lunam · 26 days
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havent posted on here in quite a bit... sorry! anywho
shifting resource i'd like to recommend!
so if ur like me then ur reeeeally excited abt the clothes ur gonna wear, then ur gonna like shuffles by pinterest
its basically a collage making app, but u can use cutouts of basically any pinterest post, including clothes! i use it to put together lil outfits, ill post a few i made for my 90s fame dr :3
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keep in mind that ur probably gonna have to cut out plenty of things by yourself, but it's pretty easy, especially if you have even a minimal amount of photo editing experience. its connected to ur pinterest account as well, so u have access to all your pins! not sure if its available on android but i do know its available for apple
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esse-lunam · 13 hours
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ovulating as a shifter is a fucking nightmare
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esse-lunam · 3 days
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poster for my 90s fame dr + signed by drself version!!!!
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esse-lunam · 15 days
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an introduction to: my 90s fame dr!
please read this god please there's art in here also ive put 5+ months of work into this dr at this point so i swear that there's interesting shit in here yall I SWEAR I AM NICHE.
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reblogs greatly appreciated! this took me forever teehee
ohhh my god this is a long time in the making, ive put this off for so, so long and i really couldn't tell you why. this can act as a script me into ur dr post if you like as well!
for starters, you can find my pinterest board for this dr here :3 just in case u want some cool visuals i guess :3
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so lets get the basics outta the way shall we?
full name: marley jo veitch
nicknames: mar, marley barley, mars bars, tink (reserved for s/o), living poet (public figure nickname type deal? yknow how stevie nicks gets called the white witch? yeah that)
pronouns: they/she
DOB: june 1st, 1970 (which makes me a gemini btw!)
occupation: musician (piano, violin, guitar n bass, some drums, and saxophone), poet, author (fiction and nonfiction), actor on occasion, also a comedian that one time
skills: all things music + writing basically, film analysis, pop culture analysis i guess, home decor, drawing, fashion?, and being the most autistic person in the multiverse
appearance stats: 5'3", 145ish lbs, long brownish-reddish hair with some light brown highlights in there, sorta wavy but barely
body mods: COVERED in tats (theres a tattoo section on the pinterest board but i also drew some so), septum piercing, snake bites, and a fair few ear piercings. and also i have glasses but thats not a body mod thats just a thing on my body.
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"workin and workin't? you have a job?" more on that later!
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relationships and such! with photos!
s/o: robert sean leonard
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"hey, do i recognise this guy?" you might! he played notable roles such as neil perry in dead poet's society, claudio in much ado about nothing, and james wilson in house md!
best friends: dylan kussman, allelon ruggiero, alexandra powers, and kimya dawson
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"do i recognise more of these people?" again, probably! dylan, al, and alex were all in dead poets society, and kimya is a musician best known for her indie songs, some featured in the movie juno!
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my career! (oh good lord)
writing based - undedicated musings
(1986-1993)
alright so this is a bit hard to explain, bear with me. undedicated musings is an anonymous newsletter-based poetry... publication? run by me, under the pen name 'chartreuse', and the whole shtick is that i write poetry, love letters, and whatever else to the person i'll end up spending my life with, but the recipient of said writings is completely unknown, even to me, so im kinda just writing to nobody. until! i actually set my eyes on someone (obviously rsl) and then the writings start to get a bit more specific and yearn-y and personal. since the recipient is anonymous, all the writings are written for a 'vermillion'. both chartreuse and vermillion's identities are revealed when we get married in 1993. and no, rsl doesn't know that i'm chartreuse, nobody does until i reveal myself. i think its kinda cool :3
film based - dead poet's society
(1988-1989)
so for starters, i was part of the crew that worked on the set of dead poets society, now all my friends (except kimya, her and i become friends in the late 90s) make sense! my actual job on set is kind of a vague be-here-and-do-a-bit-of-everything type deal, so there's no set title beyond "assistant to lead" even tho it's essentially government assigned 'friendship' LMAO. but! me and the cast get on like a house on fire, so i kinda just get to tag along on their wacky teenage-ish boy adventures. this totally does not stem from a desire to be part of a teenage boy friend group, and i am, in fact, totally cisgender. i am also lying. anyway, without going into too much detail, me and my s/o-not-yet-s/o (will be referring to him as rsl from this point on) sorta have a painstakingly long will they wont they type deal, because i guess i like torturing myself. we meet a day before all the actual film stuff starts just as a sort of preliminary get to know eachother because you'll be in close proximity VERY often for months. thats some time in march - june-ish? of 1988 (i shift to my dr the day before!) and we don't actually get together until june of 1989. so.
also! some changes to the movie because i can make those: knox overstreet is now played by matthew lillard instead of josh charles, because josh charles is a fucking zionist and i dont want to associate with him in any reality! knox also isnt a b plot to the movie at all, instead focusing on meeks and pitts because i find them much more interesting! and also knox's b plot is creepy as hell! also, the racism against natives (read this!) is completely gone! no thanks!
music based - MAURZI
(1988-2004 technically)
strap in boys because this is the main event of this dr and the lore is VAST. MAURZI (must be spelled in all caps, like MF DOOM) is a sort of musical person/character i've made to tell the story of via a series of albums. i release my first single in october of 1988 titled "lunarian", which is a fun little song about a being from the moon arriving on earth and having some inter-planetary culture shock. and thats the only song i've actually planned! i release 6 total albums that map out the MAURZI storyline kinda
- MAURZI (1989)
- GONE TO SHIT! (1991)
- Charmed (1992)
- I found Him in Santa Barbara (1995)
- Waterworks (1998)
- also bibliography (2004) but those are released as songs By Me and not MAURZI, just released under the same artist. MAURZI storyline ends with Waterworks.
now here's where you get the very extensive MAURZI lore. MAURZI is a sort of alternate-universe representation of me, where in i'm much more famous than i actually am in my dr, and i am absolutely RUINED by my fame in a fuck ton of ways. each album is a different section of her life so i'll explain it album by album. also for reference, in my dr capitalism/ currency isnt a thing, but in the MAURZI... verse? it is. because i like anti capitalist art! same goes for most other media im in/ participate in, actually. MAURZI uses she/her pronouns btw, i dont.
MAURZI - my self-titled album is about as close and personal to my life as i'll get, which an average amount because i still throw in some songs about shit that i have not at all done/ experienced. (ex. songs about cheating, toxic relationships, and things along those lines. thankfully ive had a mostly healthy relationship with relationships! except that one time!) MAURZI is new to the music scene but she's here to make some lovely tunes to help process some stuff! artists im taking inspiration from include (but are not limited to): sarah kinsley, dodie, jeff buckley, tv girl, mitski, and peach pit.
GONE TO SHIT! - MAURZI's first album blew the fuck up! now she's thrown into the midst of dealing with an incomprehensible amount of attention on her at all times, which she was absolutely not prepared for. what does she do to cope? sex drugs and rock n roll, baby! she also gets addicted to 2 outta those 3 things! can you guess which ones?? now, obviously, this album is entirely fictional and is only tangentially inspired by some life events, heavy emphasis on the tangentially. artists im taking inspiration from include (but are not limited to): the nonstick pans, panic! at the disco, forest, david bowie, chappel roan, and king gizzard & the lizard wizard.
Charmed - the love song album! this is basically comprised of songs i sorta wrote about rsl, but changed up a fuck ton because i wrote them while i was pining and did Not want him to knkw who they were about. in terms of MAURZI stuff, she meets someone just after deciding that she's gotta clean up her act if she wants to exist healthily. recovering alongside a loved one and them being a motivator for recovery! now i should specify here that MAURZI's s/o is not the same as mine, and is entirely gender neutral/ doesn't even have a canon(?) human appearance at all. they're named Vermillion because we love a callback! artists im taking inspiration from include (but are not limited to): the smiths, siouxsie and the banshees, james blake, queen, laufey, and her's.
I found Him in Santa Barbara - yknow how when a banana ripens too much and it starts to tuen brown? yeah imagine that logic but applied to recovery, i guess. NOW IS A GOOD TIME TO REITERATE THAT MAURZI AND I ARE TWO DIFFERENT PEOPLE AND MAURZI IS JUST A CHARACTER. essentially MAURZI had a spiritual awakening and "found god." but what that ACTUALLY means is that she started viewing vermillion as a sort of god? but she's keeping it on the down low (making an album about it) because she doesn't want vermillion to thing she's CRINGE. themes of loving a god, being IN love with a god, being in lust with a god, temporarily thinking youre a god? stuff along those lines. its a bit intense, VERY experimental and.. heavy? both in themes and in musical style for some portions. this is my fav album out of all of them if you couldnt tell. artists im taking inspiration from include (but are not limited to): sleep token, WILLOW, type o negative, slipknot, lemon demon (specifically songs off spirit phone), hozier, violent vira, pierce the veil, gorillaz kinda, bjork, kate bush, deftones, destroy boys, and rammstein probably.
Waterworks - so yknow how MAURZI was having a whole trouble with god moment? yeah well thats gone now, no i haven't figured out how that'll work narratively, thats for me to figure out in like 10 years from now (now being 1988, naturally.) we've returned to our self-titled roots in terms of musical style! now we've just got some fun themes of trauma and such! and then that's the and of MAURZI as a character story wise, as i said earlier the album after this one is just a Me album. same artist inspo as self titled!
and guess what! music lore isnt even fuckin done! my music in this dr is a multiverse in itself goddamn. so basically the album covers for each album tell a completely seperate story about a completely seperate alter ego/ character/ whatever named Moonzi. name given by my audience (which is my excuse for coming up with such a shitty name and then keeping it.) the story of moonzi, without going into too much detail because i dont wanna type it all out, is a sci-fi type story about a being from the moon (lunarian callback!) on a quest to bring this space artifact back to its original place, basically. a bit more on it later, emphasis on a bit. also! each album cover is drawn by a different artist, and each album artist animates one official music video off their respective album, just cuz i like art and stuff! those music videos kinda follow the moonzi storyline loosely, but incorporate MAURZI elements. is this confusing? hope not. drawings!
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writing based - novels
can you believe im still not done? like not even close? certified yapper. anyway! my 3 fiction novels (Manchester, NH - 1991, Curator Rye, 1997, Sand Dollars + Pearls - 2008) are about my ocs basically! thats it really, i dont feel the need to share the plots of those tbh.
writing based - autobiographies
two? yep! one is a fictional autobiography about MAURZI (MAURZI - 1999) and one is a non fictional autobiography about me (Radio Free Marley - 2012.) take a shot every time i say MAURZI and you will need to get your stomach pumped. she just. she means a lot to me :3
film based - doctor who
(1994-1999)*
*these dates are when im on the show btw, not its total runtime, same applies to other cr existing shows.
big disclaimer: never seen doctor who. dont know the plot, dont know which doctor i'm gonna be, i just wanna be in it.
so! my version of the doctor is kinda weird. its one doctor, but played by two people, but theyre one person. we're both the doctor. and by we i mean both me and rsl, obviously. the viewer sees the doctor as two different people, but NOBODY ELSE IN THE DAMN SHOW besides our little companion buddy guy (played by my cr friend fish!) SEES, ACKNOWLEDGES, OR IS ABLE TO VIEW THE DOCTOR AS TWO PEOPLE. its really complicated and i really did not have to make it that way, but its cool to me so i really dont care. also we're breakjng the doctor who cycle of boring suit and tie (this is NOT about you 15 <3) and going steampunk-esque. again, cuz i wanna.
film based - house md
(2005 - 2010)
marley veitch be in a show without rsl challenge (failed.) i play a character i made up named Nanette Amesbury who is essentially wilson's first ex wife. does he have a canon first ex wife? think so (i actually havent finished house oops.) do i care? you can take a guess. nanette (nicknamed ninny - which im well aware means dumb) is the director of the pediatrics department at princeton plainsboro and she kinda has a fwb type deal with wilson before figuring out shes a lesbian, having a crush on cuddy, being besties with kutner, then leaving the show in season 6. (zeth if ur reading this yes i made her show up for more than 2 seconds she just. means so much to me. also i want cudbury content.) im also a writer for the show so im there for its entire run time :3 i really like this show :3
film based - moonzi
(2016)
YEAHHHHH BABY SHES BACK!!! moonzi's storyline gets adapted into an adult swim animated tv show! i do screenwriting, stiryboarding, and voice acting! style wise, think teen titans mixed with bojack horseman mixed with archer. sick space visuals also!
comedy based - dying art
(2020)
idk i wanted to do a standup special! dunno what it's about. ill leave that up to future me to decide because this isn't happening for 32 damn years and i really just dont wanna come up with a standup special rn.
film based - radio free marley
(whenever)
i wanted a biopic, but i wanted it to be both about me and MAURZI, and how points in my life influenced or inspire songwriting. so the episode structure is like
ep 1: about me, point in my life
ep 2: about MAURZI, point in her life thats sorta related but not entirely to the events in ep 1
ep 3: about me, point in my life
ep 4: about MAURZI, point in her life thats sorta related but not entirely to the events in ep 3
ep 5: you get the idea
and then this goes on for 12 episodes and ends with the MAURZI story wrapping up and with me sorta retiring kinda. dont know when it'll be made, probably at some point in my 60s or whatever. im permashifting if you couldnt tell btw.
and thats it! after all this im just kinda existing and living life and whatever else. so with that outta the way i'll list some fun facts and i'll FINALLY BE DONE JESUS CHRIST IVE BEEN WRITING THIS FOR LIKE 3 HOURS.
- i live in new york city! manhattan to be specific
- i also have a lake house in new hampshire because i Need to be in a rural area at some points
- my house's interior design is very 70s themed and its WHIMSICAL AND FUN! maximalism, whimsigoth, nooks and crannys to be in, fun and varied seating options, conversation pit, loft bedroom, whole 9 yards. ive also got a gazebo on my roof!
- i have 2 siblings in my dr (not here im an only child in my cr womp womp) named lia and monty, theyre my best friends in my cr!
- ive also got a cat! she's a ragdoll kitty named yvonne, shes a sweetheart!
- i scripted out light pollution so the sky is all pretty at night, highly recommend you do the same
- im in STOMP at one point, dont know or care when, i just wanna be in it
- robin williams........... he is a father figure to me................ sniff sob
- yes i scripted out his death i simply cannot deal with that
- PUBLIC TRANSPORT AND WALKABLE SOCIETY!!!!! NO MORE CAR BASED US SOCIEY WOOOO!!!
- i cant fucking believe i havent mentioned this yet but im scottish?? im not scottish in my cr i was just thinking about david tennant when i was forming the dr idea back in january and it stuck. MAURZI is american tho
- hilson is canon in my dr LMAOAOOA
- thats all i got
sweet lord in heaven above if you've read this whole thing im giving u a big kiss. this is so long and i really dont wanna proofread it so im not gonna, excuse any spelling or grammar mistakes.
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esse-lunam · 22 days
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shifting tonight bc im soooooo sick of accidentally looking up my name on pinterest. time for those search results to be real bc this is getting ridiculous
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esse-lunam · 7 days
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shoutout to shifters with weird drs. shoutout to shifter furries. shoutout to shifters with drs of medias/fandoms that are famously "cringe". shoutout to shifters with kids show drs. shoutout to shifter furries. shoutout to shifters with like 25 seperate drs for the same media. shoutout shifter furries.
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esse-lunam · 2 months
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willing to bet that most (if not all) anti shifters dont give a flying fuck abt the mental health or sanity of shifters, they just think its cringe. these ppl rly need to befriend some furries or smthn cuz good lord
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esse-lunam · 2 months
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ive noticed that a lot of people seem to be confused when it comes to "acting" as your drself, mostly when it comes to LOA. i believe using the word act leads many people to be under the impression that they are different people from their drselves. NO!! big, loud, friendly reminder that you are your drself!!! that is you!! right down to it, no matter what, that is you!
my s/o('s acting teacher, i think) in my main dr put it best in a podcast, but i'm too lazy to find the clip, so i'll paraphrase.
"dont act as if you're handing [character] the keys, actually hand them the keys. as far as the audience is concerned, you're not an actor, you ARE that character. so dont act like them, be them." or something along those lines.
now obviously this is acting advice and not shifting advice, so it may not resonate with you quite well, but i'll rephrase.
dont act as if you are your drself, theres no point in acting like yourself if that's who you are already. be your drself, and thats actually quite easy to do considering that ITS YOU!
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esse-lunam · 15 days
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random things that motivate me to shift
- conversation pits!
- shitty diners
- no more periods!!
- infinite weed suppy,,,,
- stick on stars on the ceiling :3
- just. robin williams. dad i miss u
- that one sun and moon with faces fabric pattern I NEVER STFUUUUUUU abt it
- DEADBPOEGSOCIETUUU
- also the secret history
- quiet lakesides with docks and stuff
- cats purring
- night skies full of stars
- maximalism
- my s/o that was in drag that one time and it was never photographed. it's genuinely devastating. i need to see it desperately
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