#Twice now I’ve had to use it

[sourisking]

Reminder that Harm Against Minors is a tumblr report option that should be used!

[Reminder that harm against minors is a tumblr report option that should be used!]

I’m so serious when I say this but if someone says they want to rape children fucking report them. Instantly. Tumblr will request an email response with links, and I’d suggest using a third party archive source if at all possible.

#anti radqueer #anti rq #anti transid #anti 🌈🍓 #anti proship #anti radical feminism #anti trace #anti transabled #anti contact #anti prat #sa mention #pedophillia mention #tw sa #sa tw #Twice now I’ve had to use it #One of which activity said they wanted a 14yr to post their genitalia btw #It’s funny how a proshipper immediately thought this was about their fantasies rather than something serious #Because of my tags… no the person this is about actively supports this shit #Don’t come to bitch in my tags I don’t care about you

[fahbev]

hey @sillysealll!! Im the anon who sent you this ask. I did in fact end up doing it.

So here’s my… I don’t even know what to call it? It’s not a redraw because I definitely traced it, but it’s also more than just a coloring job. I guess I can call it an edit?

Here’s my edit of the first page of sillysealll’s amazing kid gang au!

and down here is the original ⬇️

soooo… you may have noticed that I changed Jason’s outfit. That was by accident 😔. I misunderstood his clothes and by the time I realized, I was already committed. So then I thought… what if he’s just borrowing Dick’s hoodie? So I colored it red and here he is. Wearing Dicks hoodie.

also, I tried to keep with the original style, but by the time I got to inking that was kind of out the window bc I got super pen-happy.

Oh, also also! Nobody asked but this was my Batmobile ref (I flipped it)

I gotta find a faster way of coloring— I literally traced your art and it still took me 11 hours

#That Batmobile prob took the longest #I copy pasted it so I only drew it twice #but I made a bad decision with my layers so I had to ink it all four times separately #coloring it was confusing as hell and now that I’m zoomed way out I can see how odd it looks #Guys I’m not used to drawing metal that isn’t curved #I didn’t know where to put the highlights so I just shaded it like hair 😭😭 #There’s a few other things I changed but all in all I tried to stick close to your vision #also that tire and his shoes took me awhile #Want you to know also that I sketched in bright magenta #fun fact I didn’t even ink the third panel #that one was very closely traced so the sketch was super clean and I didn’t wanna ink all those details #so I just turned it black and moved the layer up #I inked the Batmobile tho #This is probably gonna be the only page I do #Anyway y’all know that hyperfixation state where you draw for four hours straight and then suddenly you realize you’re starving and also — #have to pee super bad and you don’t even know what room to go in first? #Been awhile since I’ve been able to activate that

[goldensunset]

surprise art attack!!! here’s @deityofhearts ‘s cashmere, everyone’s favorite whimsical tiefling

#pose taken directly from the kikuomiku4 album cover bc i’ve been listening to UFO on repeat for idk how many days now #finally gave me the inspiration i needed to do something like this it’s like both sad and super whimsical #actually tbh it gives me more wishful vibes now that i think about it but 1. idk what wishful looks like and 2. cashmere design my beloved #kikuo just in general has a lot of whimsysad and/or fundark which is why i love him #tbh ufo has quickly shot up to one of my fave songs it’s the iconic accordion and the tempo being unstable in places #uh anyway ignore me being a kikuo nerd again #wahhh this was fun to work on it has consumed me these past three days #jumping up and down hehehehehe #glad i finally cut to the ‘it’s done *collapses*’ stage of the arting process bc i’ve been having trouble finishing pieces lately #man i WISH i could come up with poses this good on my own. idc i’m still proud of this #my art #ok yeah i just got the time total. 12 hours #i knew it would be a long time but i didn’t think that long #tbh a lot of that was spent inefficiently bc i kept having to resize the image up when i realized the pixels were too crunchy #and when you make an image bigger the lines get blurry so then you have to redo them. yeah i had to do that TWICE. like a dummy. #12 hours used to be like par for the course for me but i’ve finally gotten faster. or maybe i’ve just stopped doing as many full figures #lol

[impossible-rat-babies]

me grabbing eyrie and shaking them is it not enough to have gone through four ships by now. is it not enough for you funny man

#first thancred then g’raha and then zenos and now I’m still thinking about redacted #I can’t even mention and expansion or it’s gonna be so obvious #moots can stash this post in a folder and in two months I’m gonna be goofy pool #me furiously filing away things into AU’s before accepting at this point there just isn’t a canon #okay okay haurchefant doesn’t count bc I never really entertained beyond what the plot gave us #and with thancred it turned into a they had sex once or twice in ARR and it wasn’t ever a relationship #even though they did end up with a messy friendship in post HW + ShB of unresolved guilt #G’raha slipped into they worked better as friends tbh #Zenos is a can of worms of you get to au’s funny man #and I’ve been vibing a lot with the one where he dies and there’s a lot of complicated grief for eyrie #and the nebulous status of what they meant to each other #enemies or friends or kindered spirit or the hero and the villain aren’t so different #I am NOT SPEAKING redacted into the world #I’m gonna rotate it in my brain #owen talks #no consistent canon we create what brings joy in the moment #and look back at what we once created with the affection of something that once made us very happy

[arionawrites]

1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!

2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr

3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!

overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!

#aritalks #i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use #not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before #and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk #but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day! #the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow #also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years #(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years #and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk) #was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!! #i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight #so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday #my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work #my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all #over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins) #but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered #(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting #when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so #just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my #mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19) #so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her #and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too #i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure #out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still #dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not #the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one #if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it #but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help #and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks #just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️

[embarrassinglastwords]

something something… night changes…

#definitely not an original thought but oh well #i’ve used that tag twice now #my hero academia #boku no hero acedamia #bakugo katuski #izuku midoriya #bakudeku #they make me sad but i love them #i’ve had enough i’m reviving bakugo myself

[dragonbonez]

You know, I bought a lot of goodies at anime expo. Including art in the artist alley!

But seeing everyone selling their art and seeing what they were selling and the different art styles and whatnot, I couldn’t help being a little bit jealous and inspired at the same time.

Like, I could do that. I could draw what I love and sell it! I didn’t see a specific type of art that I wanted and I was like, “I’m gonna have to do it myself”, and what if I’m wasn’t the only one looking for that art? Someone else out there wanted the same thing as me and I could have provided that.

Anyways, what I’m saying is that I just got fired from my job (everyone got laid off, the place is closing down) and I have an interview on Friday and if I get the job and I have financial security within the next few days I really want to dedicate some of my free time to really making some good finished art instead of all the sketching I do normally.

Crossing fingers I am lucky! 🤞🏻

#for the curious- I don’t regret buying anything at AX because I had monkey saved up specifically for it #I think I used my card only twice but everything in else was bought cash #I’ve been stashing away since last year because I know that cons are expensive #and it’s a satisfying feeling to get what you want at the moment #anyways- I’m not in dire need or anything right now #just gotta take care of finding a job soon and then we should be back on track

[sourkitsch]

Two things that are true at once:

I am not nearly as mentally ill as I’ve convinced myself I am

I am far sicker than I’ve convinced my friends that I am

#:( #my friend and I were talking about post grad plans and we were talking about how our friend is gonna move in w them + their partner #and eventually we got onto how I’m not confident on my ability to pay rent on place by myself #and then they were like omg wait we were actually just looking at a place w 3 bedrooms and thinking about who else we would want to live w #and I literally brushed them off by saying ‘oh no I’m a nightmare to live with’ and they were like no omg it would be so great!!!!!! #it would not be great. and I am hoping whatever these plans are fall through so I don’t have to say anything about it #because I cannot have roommates. my friends have only encountered my ptsd twice and I managed it well enough that I’m pretty sure #no one noticed. but it’s because the vast majority of my triggers are domestic. when I sleep over my moms house I sleep in a bedroom #all the way down the hall away from everything because I cannot hear people’s footsteps by my door or I freak the fuck out #and just the idea of people drinking or doing drugs in a place I live makes me feel like I’m gonna throw up #I’ve tried living in a single dorm before and that was bad enough that I had to move off of campus my sophomore year #I just really really really don’t want to be serious and tell them I can’t #because I know it would be unfair to all of us #I hate that I view myself as a punishment for other people but I know it’s because it is. I would be that crazy roommate that’s brought up #for years afterwards. and it sucks because I like this people even if I know not to trust them #it’s also now a pattern that when I bring something up about me not being normal people think it’s a joke. which maybe it’s my fault #I really need to go back to therapy but do not have the bandwidth to go over the incest thing with a new person right now

[roaringroa]

oh shit just noticed the only boy i’ve ever been into and who made me question for a long time about being lesbian or bi is liking a suspicious amount of wlw posts on twitter…

👀👀👀👀

…egg?

#not to speculate about his gender/sexuality but… #going through his likes and it’s a lot of sapphic anime fanart (the non overly sexualized ones) a few tweets from sapphic accounts etc #and like it doesn’t necessarily mean anything but i’ve always thought there was something queer about him #and i did ask once or twice if he was gay or bi but he said he thought about it but came to the conclusion that he was only into women #which tracks like he always seemed to genuinely be into girls #like i was his first kiss and it was real cute and he seemed to like it a lot and i did too #even though we never kissed again after that #again not to assign him a gender or whatever but IF he is trans it would explain a few things… #anyway he’s studying abroad so i haven’t seen him in a few years and only keep in contact via twitter so idk how he’s like irl rn #but really wish him the best either way! #also it’s funny that i noticed his likes now cause yesterday i was talking about sexuality with the girl i’m seeing #and i mentioned how he was one of the only things that kept me wondering about being bi until recently #my post #also as as addendum: by only boy i’ve ever been into i mean like after the age of 12 cause before that i had crushes that are prob comphet #OH MY GOD #i was looking through his tweets cause i was trying to see if he's been using any pronouns/gendered words to refer to himself lately #and he doesn't tweet much just likes stuff but a year ago he made a thread about going to a convention and in that thread he said: #'a guy got into the bathroom saw me thought he was in the women's bathroom let's goo' #and then complained about wearing heels for 12 hours for his cosplay #oh yeah #again not to assign a gender but it's looking like trans woman to me #will start adressing them as they/them in my head for now until i see them refer to themselves by gendered pronouns/words again #also their twitter name is their surname and not their given (dead?) name?? yeah... it's looking sus #don't wanna talk about this to anyone i know irl for fear of possibly outing them but dbsoafpdsnf #i wish i could let them know somehow that even though we haven't talked for a while i would support them 100% if they were to transition #it's not my place to do so so i won't but dsaoças sending them good vibes!!!

[xx0yeet-everything0xx]

both my laptop and my phone don’t work. my sem exams start this week. i have three graded projects due tomorrow. what the fuck im going to fucking kill someone

#i mean my phone isn’t COMPLETELY broken #it just shuts down/restarts every 2 minutes (im not exaggerating. I’ve had to rewrite this post twice because of that) #my laptop was glitching at first. that’s fine i can still use it #but now it’s crashed and isn’t turning on #gna cry #vent post

[un-pearable]

yknow it’s definitely very unhealthy to use tumblr as the place to dump my anxiety . like writing out what you’re feeling and translating it into understandable words is a method of processing said feelings but not. like this

#girl i need a therapist . bad. i need to get over my driving issue and this and my other seven million sleeper agent anxiety triggers #i’m doing better than in high school but it’s b a. d #average daily life is better than ‘had an anxiety attack bad enough my lang teacher let me sleep through an essay’ TWICE in back to back wee #ks. and i honestly probably would have failed a few AP exams if covid hadn’t happened. but now i have so much higher expectation s for muswl #myself. so even if day to day i’m better and more social and more productive. when i crash i crash fucking hard #and the consequences are barely escaped. i’ve gotten so damn lucky #the only reason i’m successful is bc my writings good enough to cover for the fact that i procrastinate until literally the last day for #every major essay. and i’m good at memorizing for exams. people can’t tell you’re bullshitting if everyone else in the class sucks atwriting #or is using chatgpt. fuck the big fish in a small pond accusations are true #AGH. jay rose stop. go to bed.

[burinazar]

hmm uhh my chronic recurring desire to send small spontaneous gifts to online friends (impractical because i don’t want to impose on ppl for their address and they may not need or want random shit) has been turned slightly dangerous by realizing nitro gifting exists

#first i had to sus out very stealthily whether it seemed like the person would get any use out of it #or if they didn’t use the app much beyond whichever server we talk on (many ppl are like this) #i also need to gather if they dig custom emojis enough to get joy out of it #but i’ve pulled it off three times now #honestly it could get out of hand i need to impose some ground rules for myself like idk don’t gift to the same person twice #(it ‘could get out of hand’ bc i like my internet friends too much lol) #(also iirc the only times i ever paid for nitro 4 myself were two months of basic so i have now spent 50% more on it for others than myself

[cyberthot666]

I think having no desire to further educate yourself past the basic schooling we’re all required to take & being willfully intellectually lazy is one of the worst things someone can be. especially when you live in a privileged western country & have unlimited access to the internet

[cuteniaarts]

Rough concept of 14-year-old Haya, which I’d call a quick sketch if I hadn’t spent almost two hours on it

Alternatively: Photos taken moments before disaster (read as: a few months before her parents died)

#my art #artists on tumblr #the legend of korra #seeds of the red lotus #sotrl #original character #sotrl haya #I’m actually really proud of this because I struggle a lot with making clothes look more or less original #I’ll clean this up a bit after I wake up #including evening out some parts because I’ve only flipped my canvas twice and she’s still a bit crooked #I would do it now while my creative juices are flowing but it’s nearly 6 a.m #so yeah #anyway #enjoy this gorgeous girl before she became the Absolute Worst #I genuinely love my designs for her though why does she have to suck so much :( #as I was drawing her originally she just had the dress which ended up looking too western #so I changed the collar and then decided to give her the… overcoat? kaftan? idk that thing held together by a bow #and I think it suits her really well #can’t wait to colour it #though my colour schemes could use some work. I have trouble finding a good balance between shades

[galariangengar]

💭

#this girl I was close friends/roommates with during my last year of college just got engaged with her bf of 8 years #while I am happy for both of them… idk I have difficult feelings about her now and don’t see her as a friend anymore #she used to live in the same city as me during the first like year and a half or so of the pandemic #and in that time we got to see/hang out with each other twice #first time we got to catch up for a few hours and we had a good time but it was kinda bittersweet… idk how to describe it #the second time she asked me last minute to accompany her to pick up stuff she got through Facebook marketplace #during one of those two times we hung out/she basically told me to my face that it would be the last time I’d see her #i understood initially cuz she was about to start teaching and she wanted to focus on her relationships with her bf and her family #but not long after she started teaching/she quickly started going out a lot and making new friends #then she moved to another town like 30 ish minutes away cuz her aunt kicked her out in the middle of her first year of teaching #idk I never had a good feeling about things cuz of all of that stuff I stated above #but also since she’s been trying on working to improve her relationship with her mom after everything she’s done to her #cuz we both have shitty moms who’ve said and done shitty things to us and our families #i know it probably won’t happen or won’t happen for like a few years #but in the event she invites me to her wedding/ I’m gonna be deadass with her about how I’ve felt about her #and see if she’s willing to work on improving our friendship before I decide to attend (if she does invite me cuz idk) #oh I also forgot how after she moved after her aunt kicked her out #she had the nerve to randomly ask if I could watch her aunt’s dogs during the week I was starting 3 online summer classes #she didn’t even like say hi/make small talk or ask nicely either #she just straight up was like ‘hey can you watch my aunt’s dogs during (x) week?’ #she recently congratulated me when I posted on my Instagram story that I passed my driving text and got me license but I didn’t respond #I just have a lot of difficult feelings about her now/wish I could unfollow her but I don’t wanna start shit & her be all in my face & shit #jazz uses curse! 💜

[solojihyo]

i’m so excited for bss concept photos to drop i’m going to booseoksoonify my blog

#i’ve had this zuha theme for a few months so i want a change lol <3 #and i didn’t really wanna use the twice concept pics for my theme bc i didn’t think they’d look too good so i’m hoping the bss ones are nice #i’m excited <333 #also booseoksoonify is officially a word now bc i said so #isai.txt