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ouroborosorder · 9 days

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the thing about picking up a new skill is that I’ve found that it’s best to have a medium term goal to start with. The problem is sometimes you overshoot and your goal is like, wildly unachievable for years. Sometimes you grossly undershoot and accomplish it in four days. Unrelated news guess who can play the opening riff to Raise Your Flag now

#The Urge is back #new long term goal is to be able to play Guitar Loneliness and Blue Sky. I’ve heard it’s actually not that hard #Long long term goal is still What to Raise

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stil-lindigo · 2 months

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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

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namespara · 5 months

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If Cazador ever commented on Astarions companions (instead of just ignoring them which ultimately leads to his downfall) he'd be pretty flabbergasted to see the durge he definitly has heard of innit

#also it'd be hella funny #imagine losing ur sacrificial lamb/rebellious son and he comes back with a paramour that has murder in his job description #get fd old man #cazador szarr #my art #durge #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #dark urge #astarion #riz'zodan #durgestarion

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majunju · 2 months

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cold

#twisted wonderland #my art #and here i am. semi back w twst after 2 years (2 years??!!!)#idk got the sudden urge to read a bunch of twst fics and here we r... agn #anyways adeuyuu my loves <3333333333 omg how i missed this lil silly trio (quartet??? w grim??) saurrrr much #ace is surprisingly a gentleman when it comes 2 things like this and deuce is jst naturally sweet

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inejqhafa · 1 month

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three tickets to challengers

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nobodyyourandomlysaw · 1 year

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I got that urge again only this time i want a mafia boss x sweet old lady as pairing.

#the urge is back #just a short story please #i want that sweet story of a grandma and a mafia boss meeting #and having a great time #*slaps roof of car*#you can fit so much found family in this baby #especially if the henchman get involved too #just good vibes #fluffy story #maybe angst #you decide #someone please write this #thank you in advance #i need to stop tagging so much

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julls · 1 month

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Durgetash sketchpage by wonderful @mureh ♡!! Scenes of Gortash x Durge Juria before and after "my wife has amnesia" bg3 events (⸝⸝ᵕ ᵕ⸝⸝)

#bg3 #Enver Gortash #durgetash #durge #bhaalspawn #envuri #gorge #Juria #dark urge x gortash #villain romance #mirror scene mirror scene!! my nemesis #they did a blood ritual wedding and wear rings hehe #then she comes back and wants to kill him but can't. instead they KISS with the dagger between them ahhh #beautiful sketchpage ♡♡♡#for me

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hyunpic · 15 days

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HYUNJIN | WKOREA BEHIND THE SCENES

#hyunjin #skz #stray kids #bystay #staydaily #gifs #god i feel like a cow while i watch him cause i just get the urge to chew him in my mouth like he’s grass #also im like a boomerang the way he keeps putting me through it but i still come back

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cowboythewizard726 · 3 months

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BLOOD SOAKED FALIN!!! BLOOD SOAKED FALIN!!! BLOOD SOAKED FALIN!!! BLOOD SOAKED FALIN!!! BLOOD SOAKED FALINNNNNNNNNNN!!!

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geezmarty · 7 months

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at any moment in time im like (thinks about durge/karlach) (explodes)

#baldur's gate 3 #karlach #bg3 brigha #durgelach #f #thumbed this back when I'd just gotten to moonrise towers & had to pretend I was a baddie while kind of enjoying it since you know. the urg #Brigha was Going Through It #will add id later

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ouroborosorder · 10 days

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Out of curiosity are you learning just tabs or are you learning regular sheet music notation as well?

I actually learned how to read tabs yesterday, they’re super fucking easy tbh and I 1000% prefer them already. But I do already know regular sheet music notation, since I played clarinet for 7 years or so before realizing I hated playing the clarinet. Granted, I don’t know which notes map to where on the guitar but that’s not too hard I imagine, the strings are named after the notes for a reason.

#the Urge is back

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nataliescatorccio · 4 months

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THE BALLAD OF SONGBIRDS AND SNAKES

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acathea · 10 months

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i'm sorry but dark urge seeing the hopscotch grid in the blighted village and saying "did i play games like this in my youth? was i sweet once?" has completely destroyed me

#baldur's gate #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #videogames #the dark urge #dark urge #bg3 spoilers #vanaster dreamthorne #me.txt #rotating that moment in my mind. took me so off guard i stopped everything i was doing and teared up real bad. lol!#anyway back to our regularly scheduled foot eating

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madeofjules · 22 days

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Katniss: "This fake relationship with Peeta is such a burden to me. I know he's in love with me but I wish he'd stop acting like it because it makes me feel guilty and awful."

Also Katniss, when Peeta doesn't act like the most perfect, loving, devoted boyfriend: