#Teeter rambles

[teeterarting]

Hi hi, I am alive!! University has been kicking my butt. I shall bring art when the semester is over ;w;)b

#teeter rambles #not art

[skyward-floored]

Ah. I don’t know which of my way too many writing project to work on

#*glances at the large pile of wips slightly teetering in the wind* #I’m... slightly overwhelmed by the sheer amount of things I’ve started 😣 #rambles from the floor #I DONT KNOW WHAT TO WORK ON #*splats on the ground* #aaaaagh

[shyshitter]

Interesting how Johnny depp donated his money to sick kid and environment charities instead of women’s rights charities like. Yea those things need funding too but buddy. Do you understand what you were on trial for?? Violence against women. You’re not gonna idk. Maybe try to amend that? Even for your image? biting scratching

#I’m gonna be honest i was on the fence during the heard/depp trial #my kid sis loves depp and i don’t like heard so i was teetering #but then i learned he made the trail so public on purpose and i decided FUCK THAT GUY #fuck the i have nothing to hide bs that’s not the issue #publicizing such a private delicate traumatizing event putting it on a platter for the court of public opinion to rip to shreds #nothing is accomplished by demonizing either party invoked in a dv case #stop letting people who are not allies dictate what is or isn’t feminist action. #demonizing a woman to prove you’re a victim continues the cycle of misogynistic violence #i don’t give a shit who beat on who or who won or lost #i don’t like either of them but heard was the victim of vicious and traumatizing psychological abuse #directly caused by depps decision to push the women’s movement back again by another 20 years #oofta sorry i saw a tweet ab it and got mad #still high posting :) #unapollagetic ranting🫶 #ava rambles #johnny depp #amber heard

[a-sketchy]

if i look at too many images of p3r i’ll get into persona again and idk if i can really manage that rn

#i’m teetering on so many edges of things to get into and with one small push i’ll become insufferable #rambles #but like fuck man. the game’s pretty. and the musiiiiiiiiiicccccc #i’d rather die than do tartarus again though. i don’t wanna do more tartarus please god no more fucking tartarus #hell in its truest form #i’ll probably watch a playthrough when it comes out and we’ll see if i go crazy again

[salty-an-disco]

I have a question about the Heathens AU

How did Primrose first reacted to the Smitten? Did she recognize him via the power of love? Does she think he's literally the same as TLQ was in her route (even tho they have some significant differences in appearence and probably maner of speech)? Because, well, technically it was him, but not *just* him then

To be honest, when I read that she was screaming in her first appearance, I instantly went "oh no. She didn't recognize the Smitten and thinks he harasses her. On no–" Glad they're ok tho, I'm happy for them

Really enjoy your writing btw! The way you do cute/sweet moments makes me wanna stim untill my hands fall off

Thank you so much for the question and for the interest in my AU!!

The Damsel, much like the voices, haven’t been in the outside world (I really need a name for the world) for long, which is why she still had her original tiara and dress when first found, and referred to herself only as “Princess” while Adversary, being there for much longer, is already comfortable as Ada, a relatively known rider within this world. But her memories aren’t as clear as the voices, she doesn’t really remember The Long Quiet clearly, only that she was saved by a ‘dashing hero’, that she recognizes in both Smitten and Hero, earning those two her implicit trust from the moment she saw them.

Don’t wanna get into too much more detail, since I plan on the next work in the series featuring Primrose’s POV (either exclusively, or mixed in with other POVs, depending on what works best) and how she feels about the other voices and the situation she finds herself in.

And iakwisjsidjrjdjdi thank you so much!!! Really glad you’re enjoying my writing, it means a lot to me <33333

#and as a side-note: Hero&Damsel’s (&Smitten’s) relationship is teetering very close to something queerplatonic going on #and I’m not opposed to it #Heathens AU #slay the princess #The Damsel #mailbox #Sal Rambles

[itspileofgoodthings]

Gosh not to whine because there is so much that is good and so much that was/is necessary and there’s so much that is right on the cusp of blooming but … I am still grieving not living at home. And that’s exactly what it is that I miss, without wanting to undo this move or regretting it because I wouldn’t undo it and I don’t regret it. I don’t live there anymore. The deep patterns of life that were a part of the home when we did live there are gone, broken irrevocably even though there is nothing at all tragic about what has happened and even though the breaking was probably (is) a step forward. And I just have to let that exist and let it be and just be sad about it sometimes. And just look the grief in the face and let it sit at my kitchen table, metaphorically. Because it’s there and it hurts.

#I’m really not romanticizing this. it was time. #especially with Nina going #I think me not going would have been a million times worse #and things were HARD. there was not the space I needed to be okay #it was weighing on me and wearing on me in ways I’d just gotten used to but also we’re getting increasingly heavier #so I know 100% that this grief is so much lighter and ultimately closer to happiness than my other choices could have promised #but it is still grief. #idk I’m rambling I just needed to say it #just —/////—-/////———-/wages earned and lessons learned but I’m right where you left me #you know? #just a little bit. just for now #it’ll pass no doubt sooner than [ expected ] to paraphrase Mr. Bennet #life just aches sometimes #and it’s fairly gentle in the realm of grief #this is not attacking my soul with an bare machete #just pulling up roots and feeling the empty spaces fill with rain and gutter water #sorry this is teetering on maudlin if not already there

[sad-leon]

You're so good at making animatics! Saline Solution is actually what got me to go read Death Wish. You're very skilled at getting emotions to come across in your drawings!

What normally comes first when you make an animatic? The song, or the fic/storyline? Or is it a combination, depending on the situation?

yooo! thats really cool to here! plus Death Wish is an amazing fic, so im glad you're willing to give it a read!

and thank you!! drawing expressions is one of my favorite things, plus if a show has good expressions im much more likely to watch it. hence why i watch more animated stuff than literally anything else

as for my animatics, they're usually based off soemthing i think about a lot, then when i'm listening to a song, i'll have flashes of scenes i wanna draw. this happened a lot with 2al, and thats why i made the devil town animatic

death wish was slightly different, but i was brainstorming on discord what song i wanted to go with when someone (i think rem) suggested saline solution, and i played and realized it fit much better than the song i was originally gonna use (jubilee line)

right now i have two other animatics in the sketching phase. one for CAS and one for a bad ending of the movie that focuses on Casey.. kinda...

im slowly getting caught up on all my projects, so once i finish the next part of finding home, i may continue those but there are no guarantee

just like how inspiration can strike out of nowhere, the inspiration can also die out of nowhere *sobs*

#rambles #asks #i actually have a third that just plays in loop in my head to the song “in one breath” #for 2al specifically they are really all just the same animatic to different songs lol #but thats cuz i really care about 2al and i listen to music constatnly #right now tho im teetering on burnout and art block so im not gonna push myself to finish the ones im currenly working on #thought about making an animtic teir for patreon which would mean releasing an animatic on patreon once a month #but i quicly realized that was a horrible idea lol

[two-crows]

it's either the affects of summer heat/tail end of summer or like a predestined fucking omen from centuries ago but how are all the birdrick artists/writers in critical condition right HELFDPBRG

#like im fucking teetering towards art block n everything too wtf #birdrick nation stay strong #the world is fucking shitty man #rambles

[mechobree]

:O the big 1k oh my gah

#rambling #ive been teetering on the edge of 1k for like 5 years #it feels great to finally hit it

[astraveil]

would love to know the dynamic between Astra and Y'shtola

HOO BOY I HAVE A LOT OF THOUGHTS ABOUT THEM ACTUALLY

Y’shtola and Astra weren’t exactly close in ARR; comrades, sure, but on a level most would consider just cordial. Getting to know each other better through the ordeal that was pre-Titan events and commiserating with the absurdity of it all, the two grew closer over time and would have certainly considered themselves good friends by the end of 2.0.

After ARR and the events of the Crystal Tower raids specifically, Astra was a fucking MESS. Heavensward was essentially the peak of her self-destructive behavior, throwing herself headlong into danger and into the arms of whoever she deemed fit for a night (with the okay from Aethis, of course). This included Y’shtola.

Even if the both of them look back on that time with a bit of regret, as neither of them were entirely in the best headspace when it all unfolded, both Astra and Y’shtola understand the importance of opening up to each other more than they did in the past.

They’re close now, a certain desire to protect the other blossoming between them even if it largely goes unspoken. Y’shtola is often the one that reminds Astra of the importance of taking care of herself, the whole of Shadowbringers opening her eyes to the lengths Astra would go to protect and not worry her friends and loved ones, especially at the cost of her own health and safety. It frustrates her, but she understands where it comes from, many a conversation being had between them as if they’d always been close from the start. Fraught with a certain tension at times, closer than most would consider a simple friendship to be, but then again…a lot of things in Astra’s life are quite complicated. They’ve learned to live with it, never broaching beyond that unless they were both absolutely certain they needed more than just each other’s company at any point (this includes parts of shadowbringers. things were stressful).

Even in the face of Astra’s near-death in Endwalker, Y’shtola would always stay just close enough by her side as she recovered over those few moons, helping where she was needed and reminding Aethis and G’raha to not run themselves completely ragged in the face of it. She could’ve sworn she heard Astra call her Shtola in the wee hours of the morning at least once, beads of sweat on her brow and locked in the midst of a dream, most likely…whether or not she hallucinated it from stress, she’s never been quite certain.

In summary because I’ve been yapping long enough, Y’shtola holds Astra’s well-being in incredibly high regard and vice versa. They’re essentially ride-or-die for each other now, even if Y’shtola isn’t afraid to chastise Astra’s more reckless decisions.

#i am RAMBLING but the main point is #they’re close. teetering on the edge of a deeper relationship but neither going through with taking that next step #and they’re fine with that! but both understand the importance of relying on each other when needed more than they did in ARR #would this be considered friends with benefits? maybe??? although it feels a bit too simplistic of a description #aethis is cool with it though (and tbf she’s *also* shared a night with y’shtola so they’re on the same page here) #and whyyyyy does everything i write turn into full-on drabbles i have a problem #but i hope you enjoyed! #astra yukihane #y’shtola rhul #astra chronicles: lore

[wispisstillverybored67]

You know... I get why Team Star are relatively harmless, and with them being bullied students makes them "The bullied that became the bullies", but I'd like to see a little more emphasis on the latter bit of the sentence.

#I've seen bullies #I've seen embittered victims becoming bullies #hell #I was teetering on the edge of becoming one #but I'd like at least a few reports of stolen pokemon #wisp rambles #pokemon scarlet and violet #team star #of course #this is what fanfic is for

[sea-buns]

Y’know, I somehow managed to avoid falling into an obsession with QSMP when it first launched, but I’ve been sucked back into Philza’s content through the sheer might of his charisma in the TOTK vods and I fear my time is running out

#i watch too many things #fucking teetering on the edge of so many could-be hyperfixations as if im not deep enough in this hole already #i havent even finished the totk vods im on the last one. but when i was binging them it really left no room for anything else #i fricken REBLOGGED the SxF movie trailer but i havent actually WATCHED it yet #yet im sat here wanting to rewatch the anime. while im still like 2 or 3 arcs behind on the manga ;-; #anyway it will be mostly phils fault for being funny af and the nail in the coffin will be chayanne #i mean cmon little tough guy egg in a duck floaty this game was rigged from the start. + the metagame shit with the admins is too funny #if phil wasnt the perfect person to keep me engaged in this sorta thing id prolly just be sticking to the cool animatics #sea rambles #qsmp #philza

[angelnightrose]

I need to work on Reunited again because I need people to know how close Jougo actually got to completely losing it. I need people to know. He was very not okay for a while. It's great.

#angel rambles #i need people to know about slightly unhinged jougo slowly teetering towards the edge of sanity and almost falling over #it is a crime that i do not talk about that version of jougo enough #i literally only talk about jougo from before or after the mental trauma never during

[icequeen-07]

I’m in so deep in laura/max brainworms excuse me but like

,,,them going on a roller skating date,,,,Max knows that Laura loves skating so he proposes it n he lowkey sucks at skating while Laura is out here skating backwards and doing some funky fun jam skating moves so she slows down to hold his hand and whenever he falls she does too but plot twist he’s actually really fucking fantastic at skating and pretended otherwise just for the excuse to hold Laura’s hand. 

Oh! Oh! and a fun bonus: dylan/ryan double date with them. They’re both like Bambi on the ice <3 

#the quarry #laura kearney #max brinly #GOD I HAVE WORMS THIS IS SOME LATE NIGHT RAMBLING LMAO #im soooo tempted to write this fic so so so tempted #but like imagine dylan clinging onto ryan while they both teeter totter across the rink #ryan pretending like hes not super flustered by it and dylans trying not to kill them #I have boogie wonderland on loop can u tell #I THINK IT WOULD BE CUTE #I have angst with everyone but im in a fluffy mood #im feeling sooo benevolent today *twirling my hair around my finger* #max and dylan being chaos together on and off the rink <3 #laura and max being the POWER COUPLE OF THE SKATING RINK <3 <3 <3 #radioheads #thats such a cute ship name omg I love it #lmao adding this but feel free to add ur thoughts!!!!! #I love love reading them!

[musicals-and-mushrooms]

where did that video of elizabeth and alex doing funny bows go? It was a compilation with all the funny stuff they did and for some of the video it had the i wish that i could be like the cool kids song in the background it was one of my favourite videos ever because thats what i would want my theatre experience to be like if i ever made it as an actress but i think it was taken down. Does anyone know anything or have it saved?

#beetlejuice the musical #alex brightman #elizabeth teeter #broadway #bows compilation #bjtmtmtm #robyn rambles

[moinsbienquekaworu]

But what about men when they're bruised & bloodied

#i won't blorbotag but if you know what i've been watching recently you know who the blorbo is #i'm lucky to be watching a show that loves to show me my darling blorbo in all kinds of injured states #his own blood on himself someone else's blood on him cuts and bruises and wounds and stitches in a lot of places #and obviously pathetic little lost kitten face but that's emotional hurt not something physical #talked about it with my friend m and they said they liked their women bruised on occasion (in fun contexts or just standard violence) #but they weren't a fan of the blood and honestly i'm too fascinated by blood to be indifferent to it #blood has a fantastic colour a texture that makes it look good and i don't know it's just Something #there's another guy in the show i'm watching that has bad bruises on his face for a while #and every time he showed up on screen i was like 'owie that must hurt' and at the same time 'wow he looks good in those' #they weren't sexy bruises to be clear he just got hit in the face repeatedly. in a non sexy way. extremely unsexy #but like it gave his face a dimension it just Did Something!!! #and right before that i was teetering on meow meow territory with another character #he was the reason i made that 'i need to learn to draw bruises' post and honestly still haven't mastered those but i need to #to give my blorbo some fun bruises for once instead of unsexy dangerous ones #wow i have a ramble tag now