#THATS a good goal. lol

[obihoe]

naruto people need to become a bit more creative w their dreams for the future at some point i think like it cant be that literally every child who wants to make something out of themselves only dreams of becoming hokage. how about being a weapons manufacturer. build huge fucking scythes and kunais and other cool ninja shit. become a teacher. a trainer for magical animals. something like that. like something thats actually cool sgsgsgs and there cannot be 50 hokage per generation anyway

#posts #naruto #i mean i guess it makes sense since youre raised to admire the hokage #so every child grows up thinking this is the highest goal u can reach #and its ur duty to protect ur people etc. these tags are becoming too serious for the silliness of this post sgsgsfs #but im watching the tsunade retrieval arc rn and she was thinking abt nawaki and dan and like both of them #Of Course they also dreamt abt becoming hokage lol. like both of them #and its treated as such an honourable goal like the characters with honorable aspirations are always connected to the hokage dream #how abt coming up with something new for once LOL #u know who had the correct goal? shikamaru #i dont like him so much but his plan for the future was literally just to be some guy who is chilling #a ninja who goes on missions and looks at the sky and just chills #THATS a good goal. lol

[unganseylike]

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“Love Like Ghosts" // The Raven Cycle

When your true love is destined to die, is already dead, or will always be leaving. And other moments of ghostliness. 

#finally this post that has been in the working for so long is up. Not perfect but its up #yes we have now escalated to full songs #a song about ghosts for which i have used no quotes about the canon ghosts #overall goal here was a section for each relationship #which made me realize blue has had a canonical thing with everyone but ronan lol #ignore the fact that i could only get good angsty pynch quotes from greywaren i was struggling to find what i wanted in trc #last part is intentional repetition of different versions of blue kiss me like we have the vision of the first hurt me baby and the actual #obviously huge bias here toward bluesey but thats bc. Well. its all for them <3 #overall happy with this because i feel like it actually encapsulates song and vice versa in terms of the love and ghost metaphor #anyway bluesey car scene said absent presence #lordhuroncycle #perhaps my last lordhuroncycle unless they release new song or i get inspired lol #long post #web weaving

[opens-up-4-nobody]

It's so weird watching fullmetal alchemist in contrast to naruto. Because both are set in fucked up worlds where everyone has committed war crimes, has had war crimes committed upon them, or is a war crime. But I trust that fma fundamentally understands how fucked up everything is, including the sinister qualities of the institutions that allowed this to happen. Naruto understands its fucked up on a surface level, but also glorifies the institution and never changes.

#like the idea is similar at the root bc atrosities have been committed in both worlds on both sides and someone needs to come in #and say. thats enough. enough of this. further violence isnt helping make anything better #and fma does a better job bc it unites all the warring parties agaisnt one monster villian #but i think naruto is more interesting bc the same thing happens but the betrayals feel much more huge and the pain feels more visceral #bc the familial love is so tortured under the shinobi system and all the pain arrises from that system but it never fucking changes #bc the author still feels the need to glorify the village system despite the clear cursed god tree metaphor #idk its just interesting to me where theyre similar and where they differ #in fma the characters r more insane to me bc the fucking ego and hubris is so crazy #idk in naruto it feels more like everyone is so fucked up they think they have to accomplish their goals or die but in fma thry just seem #like they have a right to do the things they do and it unnerves me more #but hey i mostly passively watched fma over 3 days so maybe i missed some stuff lol #naruto ramblings #fma rambling #unrelated #i do think i understand now how naruto never changes. they think: weve been saved. were in a time of peace. everythings good now #and then they never fucking talk abt how fucked up everything was. they just move forward without catharsis #and thats why everything is still fucking awful. they never truely reflect

[dmitriyuriev]

More Limbo/Danzou doodles from work

#have to make do with a pen and markers so its a little messy but #anyway ive been SO HYPE having started heian-kyo its giving me everything i want #LIMBO BEING CREEPY TOWARDS HER SPECIFICALLY YESSS #Ashiya Douman #Caster of Limbo #Katou Danzou #fgo #whatever ill tag them gotta spread the LimDan agenda lol #Their manipulation of her is the most personal by far and it just fascinates me #Limbo is always manipulative but with her the very goal WAS her suffering? THATS THE GOOD STUFF

[baskeigh-ball]

Hi I love your art! It's super inspiring and was wondering if it's okay to learn off of it? Not steal it or copy! Just figure out how to draw by looking at it cause it's so cool and I love your style!!

yes of course! I developed my own style by studying artists that I personally enjoy, so it's totally okay if you do the same :]

#and thank u for the compliment on my art style #i worked very hard on it lol #super stoked to know its good enough to inspire other artists #thats like my ultimate goal with my art so its extremely flattering ^-^ #asks open

[essektheylyss]

Me: I am a goddamn professional, and I can sit down and make some progress on editing a piece of writing for a few hours.

The progress, after a few hours: .....a painting?

#it IS the first half of a painting of part of the chapter im supposed to be editing sooooo #however i did go read the end of this book as i have it and it is very fun. need the rest of the book to be as fun. and also complete. #but like. i started the day going 'ugggh this book is never going to be good or fun to read.' #but that's not true! so there. #me @ me lmfao. #HOWEVER i did turn in the edits on two pieces that i owed people! #i am in fact a goddamn professional and thats what matters. #unfortunately my brain is not convinced that a book draft is a professional endeavor even if it IS— #and a REALLY FUCKING IMPORTANT ONE FOR MY PERSONAL GOALS. #anyway. i AM a goddamn professional and I am going to go write the portion of this that connects the main parts of this chapter. #even though thats really scary cuz it has to explain a LOT OF THINGS #but once i have that set down I'll know way better what the rest has to build up to so editing will work better lol #my art #ig???

[naenaex0xx]

maybe I'm comfortable with tumblr because I get to say things I don't usually tell anyone

#like how my day is? or what dumb stuff im doing lol #my “safe space” where i got to meet people somehow (and theyre very cool :3c) #well. im happy if i get to do it now #cmon nae! sympathy points wont do you any good !! #okay so. tumblr gets to be my little planner too cause i get to write things in the momoment #so im writing things im proud of! #brushed my teeth for more than two mins today #n i actually washed a lil! its embarrassing writing this here because i dont want anyone thinking im dirty.... since its gross #but anyways.. im getting better at putting my phone down at night! #that means fixing my sleep right? i just have to sort out the mornings since i lose track of time #and struggle to leave bed (its too comfyyyy >.<) #and oh. i want to start going on walks.. #itll be hard since the house is getting done n stuff but. anytine if the day. i feel like taking walks woukd be better for me #just to keave the house. my eyes always hurts when i steo outside #n thats not good :< #those are my goals for now. i do wanna get closer to my friends. and actually make friends! #ive had no friendships for nearly a year at college lol #its just been 'oh well' but i have actually felt lonely... oh well- #i guess i wanna get closer to people? #and.. talk to ny old friends too #i feel to guilty #im not good with this stuff. it drains me #but anyways. baby steps right? who knows #maybe ill make a friend on the trip! or next year too! that sounds good #ik nobody'll probably read this cause its word vomit lol #but basically yay yippee im feelin kinds alright #<333 #posts.nae/rambles

[oscill4te]

angel on my shoulder, before starting another book or pdf: 🤨 u gonna finish one of the 10+ you started?

#im almost done with quite a few. thats fhe annoying thing ... i always wanna start smthn new lol #im almost done reading: ice and fire; the way i used to be (not a fan but my sis loves it. so I wanna finish it) and #wait. thats it. everything else im like half way or less through....... #oh wait theres “got parts”.. but idk if i wanna finish that one. idk how i felt abt that book despite osdd #i started hunger games but might drop it. only read it bc my rm was briefly super into it hehe #then started on MANY psychology books. the body keeps the score (so hard to read) and emotional incest syndrome (that book hurts) #started on the haunted self... and a pdf about mycology... #anddddd somatoform dissociation by Nijenhuis #and so many more pdfs where i got like >40 pages in and dropped it #>_< my self discipline and ability to finish something is shite as one can see lol #my aunt offered me books and i couldn't resist. i took some home #maybe i should start bringing books at work and readin them during lunch hehe um #i feel like once i get into that zone its easy to read but the hard part is tapping into that zone rip #that being said i wanna make it my goal to finish ice and fire by dworkin. a gritty book... but her writing style is absolutely beautiful.. #and finish the way i used to be. its taken me .... an ungodly amount of time to be almost done w that one #edit a few hrs later: finished “the way i used to be” yay. FINALLY. #it made me cry :( even if its a clunkily written YA book.. edy is such a good portrayal of self destruction + hypersexuality bc trauma... #idk a better way to word it but even if the book had its flaws... the ending just rlly hits ;-;

[this-should-do]

Freeman has neither the time nor the patience to deal with cowards who wont do their job, especially when they stop him from doing his

#gordon freeman #half life #blood tw #idoindeeddraw #oh m y fucking gooood finally its fucking finished #is it my best work? no! do i give a crap? no! done is better than not and this was a good idea so i wanted to finish it #anyways love doing comic based on in game events #like me having a bad day and losing my patience when i couldnt get a guard to do his job so i pushed him down stairs and then #slapped him when he continued not doing his job becuz vr controls are weird and vr lets u have empty hands #anyways inifnitely fond of the face gordon makes right before he slaps this poor guard lol #like please dont make it at me but do it again its a good look #also loving the concept where if this follows the black mesa series of events this guard gets beat to shit by aalien grunt after gordon #goes thru the door to get chased down by a goliath lol #anywyas please enjoy my desperate effort to finish a project thats been sittin gopen in krita for almost 2 months now lol #going insane with relief #but ye as much fun as makin gordon feel sad and alone and pathetic #it is equally as fun to make him have sum moments of not being a perfect victim son #hes ruthless and sumtimes u gotta be a lil forceful to get to ur goal so u gotta be a lil bad #cant be perfect all da time its just not fun #and its also simply unrealistic for everyone of these cops to be willing to follow everytime cuz like (gestures to real life in frustration) #but yeah angry gordon very good concept #peace out im gonna go eat the freeze dried bananas i promised myself as a reward for finishing this comic lol

[echidnana]

I REMEMBER. What I was gonna ask. What is the least scary silent hill game. I want to get into it but I keep hearing it's so uniquely scary that I'm like. Nervous? To just start in blind. And I trust yalls judgement

HIIII YAY OK so preface that we have to actually played any silent hill but we've seen full playthroughs of all the main numbered ones (1-4)

in our personal opinion, the least scary would be the first one. partially because of the graphics and I think partly because it feels more... puzzle based maybe? we sort of felt like there was slightly less dread in it I guess compared to the others. and also the graphics.

silent hill is definitely uniquely scary, there's this sort of dread as you uncover what's going on and realizing the context for events and stuff like that. each silent hill game is definitely scary in its own way, but to us the first one felt the most like survival horror maybe? probably because the protagonist (Harry) is going in blind and doesn't really understand any of what's going on, his goal is just to find his daughter.

also in our opinion 4 is the most scary LMAO it's very creepy and certain scenes and monsters are just so genuinely disturbing, as well as the whole premise being. scary.

silent hill's horror is pretty scary to us mostly because we don't usually like more supernatural type horror? but the way silent hill does it is really really good, like the plot and characters and the subtle stuff, as well as the overarching narrative. like there are video essays about how silent hill 3 is about being a teenage girl and the transition to womanhood and stuff and it's SO GOOD because it's told through this really horrific journey and environment. that's one of the things we like about silent hill more than resident evil, there are bigger themes and are more well done in our opinion. like resident evil is a bit more light and the themes tend to be more about material things like human greed and capitalism while silent hill is more things like trauma and abuse and growing up.

that was kind of long ANYWAYS every silent hill game has a slightly different type of horror from the others, we would say starting with sh1 is good. it's a bit more straightforward and is slightly more focused on the protagonists physical quest to find his daughter compared to other games where the motives of the characters and environment feel a bit more convoluted and stressful.

#sh1 is of course still scary #but honestly the graphics help a lot LMAO #and the protagonist... wed say hes kind of like ethan? #like hes there he has a goal hes just dealing with the shit thats happening #while the other games are more wrapped up in the lore of the town #like harry is just A Guy trying to take care of his daughter and has to deal with this weird supernatural shit and a cult in order to do so #anyways! ty for asking us lol! #you might also want to look into gameplay bc we dont know if sh1 is tank controls or not? we do not remember #but in our opinion its agood starting place to both the lore and just the environment #so the other games feel a bit more familiar bc they definitely up the ante #ALSO ALSO this is just based on 1-4 there are some others i think? #so we dont know about those #at least one of them is canon but idk how good it would be to start on it bc its sort of like a prequel thing #confluence.ask #cherrycreamsicle

[raven]

ok i need to continue doing ace attorney research so that i can have more life affirming moments of being like "i think phoenix was a theater major. focusing on shakespeare :)" and reading shu takumi say phoenix was specifically a shakespeare major. like we are on the same wavelength. nothing made me feel as good as things like this

#eventual goal with all the research and replaying the games over and over is doing a video essay lol unfortunately sorry #but i was replaying yk taking notes and i made it to case 1 of dual destinies and wrote like.. 5k words on how bad it was i was so upset #like i had to take a break. for my own sake. for context. it was about 5k words for each game prior to that. just recounting it #but if i do make a video i will touch lightly on the good games(bc they should be played) and fully summarize the 3ds ones in detail #bc theyre so bad no one should ever have to play them. thats my cross to bear. I'll play them so no one else has to ever again #its just a difficult cross to bear.

[bi-tchsexual]

In regards to my last post, the horrors have abated because I connected with community. My thoughts and opinions are now hopeful and motivated, and I feel a stronger sense of place in the world. Turns out finding like-minded people who have similar passions and goals in life is important to one's wellbeing!

#em overshares #again lol #i just found out my hometown is updating/redoing their 20 year plan and thats literally what im going to school for #loving the parallels in my life and even though i no longer live there i still feel so connected because i follow community activists! #like okay maybe my hometown isnt irredeemable and awful and as prickly as the desert that surrounds it #anyway!!!! gonna connect and maybe even organize with people to promote sustainable planning goals from afar #i was recently told that being a hot mess is good thing for me to do so that is why i am sharing so much tonight

[motheyes]

alright so that was fine

#i think it’ll be just fine. besides the building being weird and creepy and the stupid alarms i have to set #very scary i hate alarms. hate HATE alarms #and there’s these silent alarms under the teller desks and if u touch them like 500 cops show up #LIKE GIRL WWHAT THATS MY FUCKING WORST NIGHTMARE #i’m gunna have nightmares about accidentally touching them i know it #anyways it’s not so bad lol #i was there real late tonight cuz i was figuring everything out #i hate doing new stuff and learning new floors and shit it’s stressful #anyways. i did have a very good like. talk with my dad a few days ago about my future #one of my new year goals is too at least kinda figure out a career path #like start school again or something cuz i need job security that isn’t ass #and i have been doing a lot of research on social work and it’s like #perfect for me. i’m rlly excited about it #it’s literally directly helping your community and i get paid like HELLO #and i can specialize in lgbtq like get youth off the streets and stuff #literally my dream. isnane #MAN MY CAT PEEING ON THE FLOOR JESUS CHRIST

[good-tits-with-scar]

personal goals for 2023 bc why not:

be less online in general

get a new job

go to therapy

live on my own with no roommates

acquire New Cat

read more than 10 books (i used to read more than 50 a year, what happened .-.)

get back to writing and maybe finally finish something

learn to draw (or at least attempt to)

learn norwegian and french

travel somewhere abroad

exercise regularly

get bitches

make new friends

and the most important and the hardest one: stay alive

#originally it was just stay alive bc thats already hard enough #not even sure if ill make it thru toningh but im feeling good so far #but i decided to make a list of everything i would ideally like to achieve #its not very realistic tho lol #goals

[dieclownschaft]

I haaate that they're blaming themselves and each other so much now. One goal from spain and we would be talking entirely different. I hope our team doesn't fall apart over this 😭

to be fair we sucked ass against japan so. that ended up biting us in the ass.

#lets be real guys last time we were actually good was in 2016 lKJDKLAS #its been downhill since but idc i still love the nt #we SHOULD have rebuild our team since then and thats on us #we shouldnt have to depend on other teams results </3 #look at how many goals we have conceded lately... its real bad #if we at least scored to keep thing balanced <3 #we just have a bunch of mildfielders </3 #but yea i get it and we kNOW spain didnt win on purpose to go against morocco instead of croatia now lol fuck them #asks

[koruswaki]

i love karin sm because she can just point at a person and be like, ‘we’re friends now’. and it’s not the aggressive kind, y’know? in her head it’s already cemented that they are, so she’ll just kinda start talking like they’ve known each other for ages. 

#it's like those memes about an extrovert adopting an introvert LOL #thats karin. #she's such a good leader to her soccer friends. #leader goals. #has she ever been mean to them ? i dont think so. #i have to reread and rewatch her chapters/episodes