#Sorry about the block of tags I just have a lot of feelings

[starscreaming666]

I noticed that people were enjoying the plushies so uh *breaks your vessel*

#TUMBLR KEEPS CRASHING WHEN I TRY TO UPLOAD THE OTHER ONE I'M upset :) #I made another plushie that I wanted to post first but tumblr said :) no :) #I did this lil guy from memory so if anyone's wondering about their horns being on the wrong side that's why #I need to get a better camera :) #I know I said this but I saw the reception to Elderbug and I want to like. Reblog with a reaction pic or something because all the love #Made me really happy :'3 #I'm glad so many people appreciated them!! I have a ton of fun making these whenever I have time so seeing that people get joy out of it #Makes me glad! :D #Sorry about the block of tags I just have a lot of feelings #Hollow knight #Broken vessel #Plushies #sewing

[silveredsticks]

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#so i woke up really early #and that was okay cos inwatched avs while i loaded the dishwasher and fed henry (cat not popstar) and washed my face and logged into work #four day weekends are so nice but my bosses emails ugh #i managed to have three meetings #one of which i had to contribute a lot to #and get a ministerial response completed while watching that utterly borked nucks match #and now i am having morning tea and feeling good #ive decided its not too late to plant sweet peas #i couldn't do it cos of surgery but look its still Autumn.. #and idk i just feel gd about this week #i am enjoying organising the house in a low pressure way and writing my fic and i see neil on wed #and it is mamas birthday on Saturday so on Friday my sisters and i will have dinner at a nice place by the harbour #near where she wants her ashes scattered under the bridge where you walk round the corner and see soh #and we'll talk about things she would have hated and things she would have loved since she died #and I'll cry into my sydney rock oysters and miss her #but im missing her as i stand in the kitchen typing this waiting for the kettle to boil so you know #silv rambles #sorry i just do this on whichever blog im using the most #block the silv rambles tag if its super annoying

[athousandblessings]

A dumb me problem

Taking a mini break bc it turns out there's a difference between when I'm "meh" about a snzblr fav and when I really really REALLY don't like it, and I'm getting out of proportion hatefeels about myself about it, and like 90 percent of my feed is hazbin rn so uh.....think I'll take a lil walk in the woods or something. Sorry guys, idk why I can't be normal about this ONE fandom in particular. 😭

#sorry but i just hate it and everyone loves it and I'm getting really weird self-loathing feels about not enjoying it now?? #and i have every tag blocked i can find #And it's a lot lol #But even seeing the references in my feed is messing with my stupid brain rn #I know i know it's so dumb of me #I really am sorry and I'll be back when the obsession's died down a little #thank u and sorry again

[a-dragons-journal]

man I don't actually have anything against coining blogs but just once I'd like to check in on the hearthome tag and not have it be wall-to-wall flags and literally nothing else

[rattles tin] c'monnnnnnnnn I know there's other people with hearthomes out there, where are you. I know I don't post terribly often in the tag either but please,,,

#if you post a lot of hearthic terms and you've been blocked by me that's why btw #nothing against you it's just. deeply depressing and isolating to have your community tag literally Only be that #it makes it feel like it doesn't actually exist and is something tumblr made up to make pretty pictures about ffjdkgjdsf #which i know is neither true nor fair but nonetheless it sucks the joy out of me so on the blocklist you go sorry #this is a good 80% of the reason i refuse to use the term hearthic honestly. it's too associated with that feeling for me by now #hearthome #rani talks #journaling

[cawziiku]

I'm not gonna be responding to these anymore, I don't want to have to think about this rn, but I'm keeping the posts up

#phandom #dp #this isnt me backing down im just taking a sick day and Do Not need this rn #actually disgusting that this many people in our community is just. openly okay with this #and theyre turning it on me. as if im the one glorifying it wtf #not allowing asks on main #i really dont want to associate with this fandom anymore. any hope i had for it not being that bad is lost on me #and i hate drama and negativity and i feel like im fsrming that by responding to so many of these #i deleted a lot of other responses i was too tiref to deal with but still #might just block phandom tags altogether. i just dont know atp #ive had literally only two sane people respond out of the dozen unhinged messages #and that just doesnt feel good at all honesty. like what happened #sorry if this is overdramatic in anyway. i originally just dropped a post i thought no one would see #cause viewing this content after having blocked tags was disturbing to me #and a lot of people saw it. and a majority of those people were very outwardly okay w this #i dont gaf if its fiction. if you fantasize about that sort of thing youre disgusting and i wsnt nothing to do with you. end of story #tw pompuspep #tw

[psikind]

hey so. childhood friend of mine commited suicide late july and his dad’s trying to fund the money for his funeral service - if people have the money to donate please do the service is in 3 days (august 5th) and he’s very close to the goal but otherwise it’d mean a lot if people spread the link around -> https://gofund.me/f04d9bf0

#gofundme #suicide #donations #idk what else I would tag this with but. yeah #sorry to the people that're gonna get jumpscared by a blocked tag I just felt liek this was important to share #he was like. the one irl friend I had consistently that never bullied me because we were both so different from everyone else #we fell out of touch but I always talk about him fondly and then my mom told me this morning and just. god #I'm really glad I'm gonna have a lot of support and love this month I already know that but what a way to start it huh. #I hope everyone's doing okay. if you're in a hard place right now take this as a sign to do something nice for yourself #talk to a friend go buy some chocolate listen to your favorite song anything #and if it feels like nothing's making you happy #please trust me when I say it will some day #I know everyone says that I know but I've been there I've been through some horrible fucking shit #like anime anti-hero/rival/love interest-to-die levels of trauma #trust me. trust. me. #it will get better. wake up another day. this too shall pass #sorry for the ramble I just feel Very Strongly about this

[professorsta]

Been seeing some... wack shit in the watcher/shyan tag so just a heads up for anyone new to the fandom:

Shane and Ryan are aware of Shyan. Neither of them are comfortable with talking about it or interacting with the ship, but they are aware and don't care because the fanbase doesn't bring it up. The predominant faction of the Shyan fanbase Do Not actually think Shane and Ryan are going to break up with their wives/fiancé just to bump uglies with their dumbass friend. Those who write or create art of Shyan are doing it in the same vain as people who ship two characters who have never interacted, to further explore a dynamic not seen in "canon" and to basically smash two dolls together to kiss. If you want to talk/write/or make art of Shyan, keep it in the tags, if you hate the ship, block the tag.

The watcher fanbase tries to be a respectful, fun place to scream about our favorite three fools, but telling people to kill themselves? Over rpf is sucking the joy out of it. Sending threats to even people who just don't mind it? Is causing more attention to be drawn to the ship than just ignoring it. Shane and Ryan wouldn't thank you for causing a stir about fanfic being made about them, especially if your fighting strategy is to get people to feel ashamed enough to think that you're validated in telling them to kill themselves. How is that decent? How in your mind do you ever think Shane and Ryan wouldn't find that fucking weird as shit? More so than the people who want them to hold hands

#fuck like I've been a fan for like 7 years now #and I always liked delving into their dynamic #they are really close friends ! it's interesting to see a friendship that is essentially a partnership #because of the legality of their business #and these new fans who think they are doing anyone a favor #by stirring the pot or making people #(who have been the crux of the fandom with their art and stories) #that post about shyan feel uncomfortable #are supremely annoying and should stfu #block the tag! #Shane and Ryan don't care! #no one actualy thinks they are romantically in love fuck #shyan #sorry just I've been seeing some mean shit #and a lot of my mutuals are very kind and lovely people #who post shyan and they don't deserve that shit #watcher

[plulp]

guys i'm so sorry i write so much i promise i'm trying to get better at it 😣 i just have so much to say all the time but i promise i'll try to tone it down since i don't want to clutter your dashes

#germaphone #i feel so bad i write 15 page essays every time i sit down to talk about something #it's insane #sorry my tags are just whole blocks of text too #i'm sorry if you ever open them and it's just an entire wall you have to scroll past #i have nothing interesting to say and sorting tags are always at the top #sorry 😰😰😰😰 #editing tags so i can talk MORE LMAO: #i also feel a little silly celebrating 50 followers (now it's way more than that 😰) #because i know it's not a lot but it makes me happy anyways #thanks for everyone who's followed me after #even though i really didn't plan for this to draw any more followers (since i had rbs turned off initially) #it really wasn't my intention to get more people 😰😰 #i'll be honest i just wanted everyone who's followed me so far to submit their pcs just so i could thank them personally #since i'm not able to a lot of the time!!!! :( because of my side bloggish nature #but i enjoy seeing more people too :) it makes me happy #OH ALSO the EVERY SQUAD GOT THE post having people see it is driving me CRAZY insane #it's so fucking funny to me genuinely i didn't expect anyone to see it at all since i didn't tag it #i literally just made it because i couldn't get smosh fan out of my mind #smosh fan is the highest tier i could ever give any character

[sureuncertainty]

at least now i've gone through an important tumblr rite of passage, watching a longtime mutual become a radfem :/

#the thing that really got me was that they were talking about their morality ocd triggering them about it #bc of the way tumblr and the internet in general has this black and white approach to things #and one of those i guess was 'transphobes = bad' which like. is not what i'm ever talking about when i say that things have more nuance #that said i DO think that the way this website prioritizing hating terfs over supporting trans people is kinda gross #but anyway this person was so anxious about it and it just was depressing bc i related to that #they were SO afraid of losing friends or being cancelled over it and i was just like damn i wonder if all terfs are that miserable #but they acted like they just had no choice but to believe this 'thing' that they constantly alluded to but never talked outright about #which i am pretty sure now is just that they're a radfem or at least believe in a lot of radfem ideologies #and honestly? i go back and forth between genuinely feeling so bad for them and being like well that's what you fucking get #i wish i'd had the courage to talk to them about it but whenever i thought about it i got immeasurable anxiety #sorry for the very long tag ramble i just haven't been able to talk about this and it's been eating ME up too for a long time #i just feel horrible. i know in the past they've mentioned too how they want people to tell them why if they unfollow/block them #but i can't. i cannot. and then i'm afraid of just feeding into their victim complex by doing this #i just can't win. and it's like. i'm trans i am literally affected by their bigotry that they're acting like is just not even a choice #ALSO I REMEMBER HOW THEY MADE A POST ONCE ABOUT HOW PEOPLE IRL DON'T TALK ABOUT TRANS STUFF #LIEK IDK WHAT PLANET YOU ARE LIVING ON MY DUDE BUT I HAVE LIKE 5 TRANS COWORKERS AND EVERYONE IS VERY NORMAL ABOUT THEM #like maybe YOU live in a bad area #but you're just a really loud minority #anyway. yeah. just. oof. #still feeling some kind of anxiety about it #win rambles

[martyrbat]

playing an ongoing game called ‘learn whats acceptable to say in someones tags or get blocked’. a lot of you are losing.

#i know i can be cringe or annoying but like. theres a difference between joking on something vs fucking insulting someone you dont know #is this person talking about something they enjoy that you dont? filter the tag and post content and go on with your day #if theyre too annoying then just unfollow for a bit and check back later even #is this person a fan of a character you hate?? put it on your own post instead of coming onto someones account to bitch in their tags #you are literally insulting a real life person over a fictional character. over a show. over a comic. what is wrong with you. #unless the thing they like is actively rooted in real life hate (racism sexism misogyny ableism transphobia etc) that will reflect #and cause real life harm then it literally doesn't fucking matter if you disagree with someone. #youre not making me want to read and consider your opinion about something i literally consume for fun and because haha autism s/i #by calling me an idiot or by saying how i (a disabled person) am ‘braindead’ because i have a different opinion or whatever. #youre just being mean because you feel like you have an excuse to pretend youre superior to someone #like idk how to break it to you but dick grayson isnt going to suck your dick despite you insulting a real person over him lmao. #anyways. im going to block you if you insult me. im going to block you if you see my post on something i like thats harmless and tell me #how much you personally hate it or disagree. i dont care. make your own post because now you cant make it on mine. #and my anon is temporarily off (sorry shy mutuals </3) because a lot of ppl dont have common decency on what's okay to say or demand lol

[toomanywordsnllines]

dot.

#hmmm feeling like I'm gonna have a nervous breakdown tomorrow fun #i say feel cus I'm already feeling like I'm gonna have one #just because i git home and git distracted and forgot i had to study #i can like consult my notes but still #starting fo be apprehensive of Tuesdays cus i have to wake up extremely early (for me) #and i have exhausting subjects #i wanna tear my hair out is the feeling I'm getting right now #what a mess #manyrambles #personal stuff yee haw #vent #sorry about that #just block the tag if you don't want to see this #gonna delete this later :) #also have a lot of other emotions playing with my head so i guess that's why I'm being whiny

[lumidark166]

Being a digimon xros wars fan is suffering with few fanfictions and a lot of comparing discourse

#i am that suffering fan #all i wanted is taiki fanfic with other legend heroes including tagiru realizing Taiki need therapy #cause he feel like hanging from thin rope that really want to break #that fic kinda craxked chaotic fic with a lot of the senpai worrying about him lmao #but ig not #ngl i need to watch almost all digimon series cause i only watch xros wars cause nostalgia and did marathon for 4th time now #i did watch appmon but.. i forgot most of it... #digimon #digimon xros wars #i have love-hate with hunters arc but i still love the characters #ofc i do this shit aka characters >plot whenever people call a show sucks #lumi rambles #lumi rambles in the tags again #i suddenly talking about digimon and watch it again even though last time i watched it 3 years ago #it's because inazuma eleven another noatalgia anime remind me of xros wars cause childhood nostalgia #im so sorry for being most uneducated on digimon all i know is xros wars- #just to let you know i will block you if you tell a series/fandom hate cause it's feel like im in reddit/twitter again /neg /srs

[u3pxx]

Honestly I don't mind if you self-reblog your stuff frequently. It's your blog and you deserve to have your work seen and appreciated. You also deserve to feel proud of it! If that anon is bothered by your self-reblogs, they can just block your srb tag and move on.

ah shoot who do i believe!! OO;;

but in all seriousness, i did follow your advice! i can understand that i get really HHHHH when it comes to reblobbing my stuff but i'm simply just annoying!!! that's what i'm here for!!!! so sorry it had to be this way!!!! (/lh)

#sunnysideanswers #its been like some days now but that last anon about the bring kinda activated my flight response sorry for having anxiety ahgfdhhj #i know you were well-meaning but my brain just went 'ah fuck you made a mistake again den . death it is' #which after i warded of the rsd im more rational again wheezes #so anon who sent that #feel free to just block my 'den self rb' tag since i tend to do it a lot lot oops #anonymous

[omarfor-orchestra]

just wanted to say that you're not alone. ik it sounds dumb but i just wanted to make sure you know that you're not the only one who feels like this <3 i related a lot to your (venting) posts and wanted to extend some love from me to you. ily bestie (i used anon because i didn't want to cross a boundary and this way you can also elect to ignore this)

Thank you bestie. I promise I'm... Ok, I think, it's just frustrating and sad that I can't seem to find someone who will be kind to me (and maybe put me first for once? Is this selfish to ask? Idk) and I know I should be looking for them but I can't do much right now and I hate it

#and again. it makes me think that maybe if I don't have that there's a reason? and then i think i deserve to be alone and i start to spiral #and it can't happen because I've been feeling good for months and also I'm seeing my sister tomorrow and she just /knows/ when I'm not ok #and i hate talking about it #and also she's a lot to think about with her child and all that so. I can't exactly burden her with *gestures randomly* this #so. sorry if I'm burdening y'all ahah *sospiro di dolore misto a lacrime* #maybe I'll start tagging this shit so you can block it #rant

[jackiebrackettt]

I feel like the reason ctechno and cwilbur’s apologies to ctubbo feel kind of empty (/have so much discussion on whether it was a good apology or not) is because they both just kinda picked 1 thing to apologise for and went with that when in reality they’ve kind of hurt ctubbo a bit more than that

(cwilbur technically apologised for 2 things - not saving ctubbo at the red festival - but that was kind of out of his hands so I’m still counting it as 1 thing)

anyway to contrast this when ctommy apologised to ctubbo at the ruins of the community house it felt like a proper apology because while he apologised for 1 thing it was the only thing he’d really done to hurt ctubbo - which was putting the discs above him (also it happened right in the moment so that sorta helps with the genuineness of it lol but still!)

also with ceret’s apology like we know they’ve been working to better themself for ages and it’s the only thing they’ve done to hurt ctubbo so when she only apologised for that it felt like a good apology

so when ctechno apologises for going through with executing ctubbo and that’s it but you have playing in the back of your mind the 2 times he blew up his home + threatened to kill him and all his citizens after one of those times and when cwilbur apologises for maliciously putting the weight of presidency onto ctubbo but not for blowing up his home it just sorta feels hollow ig. not that I don’t think they genuinely meant it but yeah

#critical #<- I don’t like maintagging so just blanket block this tag if u don’t like crit #personally I’m more inclined to feel better about wbr’s apology I think a lot of ppl missed the symbolism in it #and the way that like.. whatever that place is I can’t remember the name is entirely empty so wbr did not - in fact - just saddle him with #the same problems #he’s fixing the fact he did it maliciously by doing it again without the pressure and stress that comes with it bc tbo can just abandon #that place whenever bc no one lives there he doesn’t actually have a responsibility to it #and it’s citizens #okay I really went off topic here sorry

[sawyingthroughthewasteland]

part of me wants to try using the polls since i have them to see if any of my followers actually are interested in my writing and to see if anyone is secretly begging me to write a new chapter or some shit but also I know if I get little to no responses I'll feel really sad and unmotivated so uh

i dunno

#anyways here's [insert fic I spent hours on that barely got any hits or kudos] #i know art shouldn't be motivated by the audience #although it should be kept in mind in its creation just #feeling limited by how i don't really draw ig #visual art is such an easy medium to share on here because BAM its there! meanwhile fanfics you gotta go to a different site and shit #maybe i should post chapters on here too or something #but like does anyone on here care? #I'm torn between feeling like I don't share enough about my OC or that I'm not communicating well enough but then on the other end like #does anyone care about my OC or should I focus more on explaining my worldbuilding for fallout #i know its probably the later because fallout is the thing that brings us all here onto this blog but #i dunno #I've spent officially a whole year working and flushing sawyer out #I've even written about multiple AUs with him in them and #why am i doing this. who's even paying attention? should i move my shit from fallout at a certain point? #my latest fic doesn't even have fallout in it #do i still post the chapters here? #anyways its 1 am and I'm tired #sorry for the rant #lots of writing blocks and frustrations on my end. needed to yell into tags for a bit