#Secret F/Os

[echoes-lighthouse]

I know I said I was only going to make a moodboard for the secret f/o that I didn't already draw BUT did you know that I love my 🌌. He's my scrungle wet pathetic creature and I simply could not go without appreciating him.

Here's a moodboard for our selfship: he's on the left, I'm on the right, and our dynamic is in the middle.

Here's the art for my secret f/o introductions!

#my selfships #secrets of the stars #my moodboards #secret f/os #f/o moodboard #selfship

[babys-breath-and-blue-roses]

F/O Catalogue!

This is the f/o list I've been dreading making because it truly is just too damn long. Item order is f/o; s/i; relationship; ship tag; fandom tag; source media. I might forget to say something if/when I update it, sorry about that!

Allison Hargreeves; Blake Baker; Found Family; Blakes Insane Found Posse; We'll Share An Umbrella (Academy); The Umbrella Academy

Amber Sweet; Drew Larsen; Romantic; See Past The Pretty Face; Repo! The Toxic Love Story; Repo! The Genetic Opera

April Ludgate; Barb Sawwheel; Romantic; For The Love of Goth (Girls); It's A Walk In The Park; Parks And Recreation

Argyle; Henri Rose; Romantic; Roseweed; Stranger Things Have (Never) Happened; Stranger Things

👿🧂; Romantic; You're Not Beyond Repair; Secret F/Os; (Poly with 💟🍷)

🐝🌅; Romantic; Your Love Is My Drug; Secret F/Os; (Poly with 💥🌕)

😈🔪; Romantic; You Could Set My Broken Bones And I Know CPR; Secret F/Os; (Poly with 📚🌌)

Chrissy Cunningham; Rory McIntyre; Romantic; She's Cheer Captain And We Kiss Under The Bleachers; Stranger Things Have (Never) Happened; Stranger Things

🟡🐕; Romantic; Best Friends To The End//Better Off As Lovers; Secret F/Os; (Poly with 🔵🐩)

Diego Hargreeves; Blake Baker; Found Family; Blake's Insane Found Posse; We'll Share An Umbrella (Academy); The Umbrella Academy

Don E; Gemini Moss; Romantic; Lov E Dov E; s/iZombie; iZombie

Dustin Henderson; Dan Henderson; Familial; Nerds of a Feather Fight Monsters Together; Stranger Things Have (Never) Happened; Stranger Things

Emily (Corpse Bride); Adolphine; Romantic; She May Be Dead But Love Is Alive; Give It Up For My Corpse Bride

Emma Swan; Chava; Romantic; Swan's Eve; My Very Own Fairy Tales; Once Upon A Time/Descendants

F. Tony Scarapiducci; Eddie Autumn; Romantic; Lovely Autumn Leaves; Give Me Space (Force); Space Force (Netflix)

Five Hargreeves; Blake Baker; Found Family; Blake's Insane Found Posse; We'll Share An Umbrella (Academy); The Umbrella Academy

💚🤡; Romantic; I Feel Something Deep Inside I Never Felt Before; Secret F/Os; (Poly with 🐔💞)

Graverobber; Zasha; Romantic; Dumpster-Diving Dumpster-Dweling Dumpster-Dating; Repo! The Toxic Love Story; Repo! The Genetic Opera

Grelle Sutcliffe; Velvela Adolphine; Romantic; Come On Baby Don't Fear The Reaper; Black Butler

Harry Hook; Gavrila Gothel; Romantic; Lost Children/Stolen Childhood; My Very Own Fairy Tales; Once Upon A Time/Descendants

Jane Margolis; Eli McGill; Romantic; Poppy Seeds And Asphodel; Break Bad and Call Saul; Breaking Bad/Better Call Saul

Jean-Ralphio Saperstein; Simone Sawwheel; Romantic; Sapersawyer; It's A Walk In The Park; Parks And Recreation

Jesse Pinkman; Eli McGill; Romantic; A Love That Shines Like Crystal; Break Bad And Call Saul; Breaking Bad/Better Call Saul

Jimmy McGill/Saul Goodman/Gene Takovic; Eli McGill; Familial; Better Call My Dad Saul; Break Bad And Call Saul; Breaking Bad/Better Call Saul

Killian Jones; Chava; Romantic; Smooth Sailing From Here On; My Very Own Fairy Tales; Once Upon A Time/Descendants;

Klaus Hargreeves; Blake Baker; Romantic; Immortal Tolerance; We'll Share An Umbrella (Academy)

Liv Moore; Kennedy O'Leary; Romantic; Liv Laugh Love; s/iZombie; iZombie

💥🌕; Romantic; Love-Starved Puppy Dog; Secret F/Os; (Poly with 🐝🌅)

Loni/Lani; Margo DunBroch; Romantic; Break Rules/Change Fate; My Very Own Fairy Tales; Once Upon A Time/Descendants

Luther Hargreeves; Blake Baker; Found Family; Blake's Insane Found Posse; We'll Share An Umbrella (Academy); The Umbrella Academy

Madison Montgomery; Davey Greene; Romantic; That Witch Sates You; Homemade American Horror Stories; American Horror Story

Mal; Amit Tremaine; Romantic; We Could Be A Better Boyfriend; My Very Own Fairy Tales; Once Upon A Time/Descendants

Movie!Betelgeuse/Keatlejuice; Poe Reeve; Romantic; Reeving Mad About Her; Beetlejuice (The Self-Inserts! The Self-Inserts! The Self-Inserts!); Beetlejuice (Movie)

Murray Bauman; Teddie Oslov-Bauman; Familial; Theories Held Together By Yarn and Spite; Stranger Things Have (Never) Happened; Stranger Things

Musical!Beetlejuice; Loten Burke; Romantic; Creepy Old Guy And Cute Young Bride; Beetlejuice (The Self-Inserts! The Self-Inserts! The Self-Inserts!); Beetlejuice (Musical)

Nacho Varga; Di Lyman; Romantic; To Di For; Break Bad and Call Saul; Breaking Bad/Better Call Saul

Nancy Wheeler; Gerrie Sawyer; Romantic; The Priss and The Pauper; Stranger Things Have (Never) Happened; Stranger Things

Nicky Nichols; Reggie Heron; Romantic; Let My Love Be Your Drug; Orange S/I The New Black; Orange Is The New Black

🐔💞; Romantic; As I'm Getting Ruined (Like Really Trashed) I Only Wanna Look In Your Eyes; Secret F/Os; (Poly With 💚🤡)

Peter B. Parker; Kit Herringbone; Romantic; Cat And Spider Game; Into The S/Iverse; Into/Across The Spiderverse

Poussey Washington; Rivka Haza; Romantic; Love Is Stored In The Library; Orange S/I The New Black; Orange Is The New Black

Reagan Lucas; Rye Buckson; Romantic; Love We Did Our Best And We Will Again; New Girl In Town; New Girl

Red/Ruby; Ambrose; Romantic; The Wolf And The Living Dead; My Very Own Fairy Tales; Once Upon A Time/Descendants

🔵🐩; Romantic; This Is A Love Song In My Own Way; Secret F/Os; (Poly with 🟡🐕)

Rita DuClark; Berry; Romantic; That's Rich Coming From You; s/iZombie; iZombie

Robin Buckley; Dan Henderson; Romantic; Deranged Rebel; Stranger Things Have (Never) Happened; Stranger Things

Sam Carpenter; Brianna Macher; Romantic; Like Fathers Like Daughters; Scream Your Name; Scream Franchise

Guide; Shprintze; Romantic; Tale As Old Or Older Than Time; Who We Do In The Shadows; What We Do In The Shadows (TV)

Steve Harrington; Teddie Oslov-Bauman; Romantic; Turn My World Upside-Down; Stranger Things Have (Never) Happened; Stranger Things

📚🌌; Romantic; Could You Be Seen With Me And Still Act Proud; Secret F/Os; (Poly With 😈🔪)

Teddy Lobo; Daya Daytona; Romantic; A Little Too... Familiar; My Unhinged Renfield/What We Do In The Shadows Crossover; Renfield

Toonjuice; Vera Snow; Romantic; Our Love Is Vera-fied; Beetlejuice (The Self-Inserts! The Self-Inserts! The Self-Inserts!); Beetlejuice (All Media Types)

Uma; Rivka Fitzherbert; Romantic; Tower & Ship; My Very Own Fairy Tales; Once Upon A Time/Descendants

Vampire Steve; Indigo Loomis; Romantic; Indigo Vampire; s/iZombie; iZombie

💟🍷; Romantic; Hope You'd Miss Me//Wish You'd Kiss Me; Secret F/Os; (Poly with 👿🧂)

Viktor Hargreeves; Blake Baker; Found Family; Blake's Insane Found Posse; We'll Share An Umbrella (Academy); The Umbrella Academy

William Afton (movie ver.); Leveret Raglan; Romantic; Springlocked And Loaded; Five Nights At The Furry's

And for the F/Os I don't have ship names, S/Is or stories with yet, we have the Crush List (item order is character; relationship; source media)

Bolin; Romantic; Avatar: Legend of Korra

Hobie Brown; Romantic; Into/Across The Spiderverse

Iroh II; Romantic; Avatar: Legend of Korra

James Patrick March; Romantic; AHS

Jimmy Darling; Romantic; AHS

Mei, Ting-Ting & Su; Romantic; Mulan II

Peter Parker/Spider-Noir; Romantic; Into/Across The Spiderverse

Ramona Royale; Romantic; AHS

The Countess/Elizabeth March; Romantic; AHS

Yao, Ling & Chen-Po; Romantic; Mulan/Mulan II

#s/iZombie #Beetlejuice (The Self-Inserts! The Self-Inserts! The Self-Inserts!) #We'll Share An Umbrella (Academy) #Who We Do In The Shadows #My Very Own Fairy Tales #Break Bad and Call Saul #It's A Walk In The Park #Stranger Things Have (Never) Happened #Orange S/I The New Black #Scream Your Name #Homemade American Horror Stories #Into The S/I Verse #Give Me Space (Force) #Repo! The Toxic Love Story #Give It Up For My Corpse Bride #Five Nights at The Furry's #Come On Baby Don't Fear The Reaper #Secret F/Os

[rosesloveletters]

I’d make a gush post about my F/O and how patient and attentive he’s been while helping me to eat more, but he’s a secret F/O so I don’t post about him ever and, while I don’t think he’d like that, I think he’d be amused by the mystery of it. 

#secret f/os #self-shipping

[vellichorsdesire]

fellow secret f/o havers i am holding your hands and handshaking you even.

just remember you aren’t any less of a selfshipper by keeping your f/o secret, that those feelings of being left out by wanting to interact with those reblog games or want you and your f/o to be drawn are super duper valid.

your secret f/o(s) love you super duper much whether it be romantic, platonic, queerplatonic, familial, anything, yes even if you maybe havent consumed the media they’ve been from for a while or you think you dont give them as much attention as your other f/os (if you have other f/os). of course they love you even if you don’t post or gush so much about them.

also you deserve $500000 dollars in cash

#❥ vels ramblings #self ship #self shipping #secret f/o #just my thoughts honestly…. #also when ur only f/o is secret haha and you dont plan on anymore f/os. pointing at mee

[thelilcreature]

its easy to tell regressors that I self ship but it's hard to tell self shippers that I regress....

#I have some parental f/os and characters I'd like to regress with #I even have a small list of characters that remind me of me when I'm regressed #agere #sfw agere #age regressor #age regression #fandom agere #age dreaming #I just don't know if a lot of people would accept it #I'm even more secretive about it than self shipping #Hence why I feel very alone when I regress

[cherry-bomb-ships]

Sometimes I get worried abt if my ego is going unchecked but then I remember that I'm the coolest person in the world who can do nothing wrong and everyone wants me and loves being around me and then I stop worrying about it 😎

#mostly joking but i do genuinely have a bit of an ego tbh. may or may not have googled definition of narcissism in the past #but i dont think im that far into it hehehe uwu #my gf can definitely attest to my ego moments 💖💖💖 i feel like its much more of a secret part of me that my f/os might find kinda hot #theyre like 'ur sweet and kind but deep down u love being praised and told how amazing u are all the time??? take me now 😳' #sorry this post went off the rails fast hrnsjxhxbf. take all of this as /hj btw #ruby rambles #ok to rb

[selfshippingpolls]

Do you have any f/os from Vincent: The Secret of Myers or Therapy with dr Albert Krueger?

You have f/os from vincent the secret of Myers or therapy with dr Albert krueger?

If you can reblog this so I can get bigger numbers

#selfshipping #selfshipping polls #self ship #self ship polls #selfship #selfship polls #vincent the secret of myers #therapy with dr albert krueger #f/o #f/os #romantic f/o #Platonic f/o #Queerplatonic f/o #familiar f/o

[angeltism]

they're all fucking freaks btw. I love them though

#➳ the fool speaks #(they = fictional men I'm being secretive about) #(surprisingly as far as I'm aware none of them are sainth's familial f/os. shocker i know) #(sorry I'm seeing how many times I can joke about that before it becomes unfunny)

[deathnot-e]

hello ! it's five (.❛ ᴗ ❛.) (i wish you could ask on sideblogs ... guh ;;)

do you have any media that your like that you think your f/o('s) would enjoy ?? i always love imagining sitting them down and watching movies wahaha (っ˘ω˘ς )

have a wonderful day ! no pressure to answer or anything ♡

high five! uh, no. hi, five! ♡ [couldn't help myself haha] just going to tag you so you know I've answered you, @5-lover

that's such a cool question asdfghjkl. ♡♡ that being said, I have absolutely no idea.

I feel like L and light could watch anything but crime tv series. things like criminal minds, etc? they'd be insufferable about them. true crime documentaries though? they could spend an entire day watching them together, commenting, etc. they'd indulge niko and/or kuroh and watch other things with them once in a while though.

my son niko would be really into avatar: the last airbender, ghibli movies and my little pony: frendship is magic. 100%. honestly this boy is such a ray of sunshine he'd watch pretty much anything and find something enjoyable about it. I can't imagine niko "bitching" about media. if anything, if he hates a show/movie/other he'll just. stop watching/etc and move on.

mikami I feel is like kuroh : sci-fi all day, everyday. doctor who, star trek, star wars, back to the future, the good stuff. ♡ also reads a lot of books in his free time. sci-fi, auto/biographies, stephen king for some reason. he's read his copy of battle royale so often it's very very very decrepit lmao.

my two secret f/os are book nerds, so I imagine they'd love movie adaptations of their favorite books. one of them probably adores the lord of the rings. c'mon now.

dedan... probably watches horror movies and laughs his butt off about them. I can see him being the type of guy who thinks it's so freaking unrealistic. probably laughs at james bond-esque movies too. and he loves futurama. don't ask me how I know, I just do.

#kuroh's mailbox. #5-lover #thank you so so so much for the ask! ♡♡ #hope the tag works because tumblr was a lil shit. #omg I need to tag all of my f/os now. noooo. #[f/o] evil wet kitten. #[f/o] pathetic wet kitten. #[f/o] pancake kitten. #[f/o] righteous wet kitten. #[f/o] screeching wet kitten. #secret f/o's placeholder tag. #secret f/o number two's placeholder tag. #good. I think that's all of them.

[echoes-lighthouse]

Hey, since you’re now answering questions from that dark/unconventional ask game, then how about 💭 and 🎧 for your selfship with Stolas? (I’m curious about how you portray him, since he used to be one of my favourite characters in the first season…)

And also, 🏴‍☠️ for any other ship that you might have that is more fluffy~

– villain-in-love

Heck yeah! Thank you! (dark/unconventional selfship asks)

It's funny, I have so many feelings about the pilot Hazbin characters vs. the Season One Hazbin characters, while people who came in for the Amazon show don't have the same disconnect: in the same way, people who were there for Helluva Season 1 have a lot more feelings about the Season 2 character changes than I do, because I watched it all at once.

Anyways, let's get into the Stolas questions!!

💭 What scenario do you return to when you think about this selfship? How does it make you feel?

With Stolas, I think often about the minutes between the scene and the conscious aftercare, where I have to leave him and get the food, get water running in the bathroom, clean up the things that we used.

I think about the unbinding, running fingers over and under his feathers to make sure that he's not hurt (not that he would be, but it's the routine that matters), I think about the seconds when he's just catching his breath, exhausted and still deep in subspace but just on the brink of resurfacing, that glassed-over and delicate contentment. It feels like the beautiful colours on the clouds before the sun rises into view: the best part of a sunrise.

🎧 What song reminds you of your selfship?

My My My! by Troye Sivan is my general Stolas song, but when we're dealing specifically with our selfship..... hmmmmmm, it's gotta be a Depeche Mode.

Let's go with Mercy In You, by Depeche Mode. That's the right vibe.

"You know what I need when my heart bleeds I suffer from greed, a longing to feed On the mercy in you"

🏴‍☠️ Do you have any dark AUs for your more fluffy selfships?

None that I've already fleshed out, but I do have a few that I'd be interested in exploring!

-I think there's space in my Zero Rick ship for an AU with a less functional Rick... whether I'd keep him in the Zero brand or branch out into a more C-137 adjacent universe I'm not sure. -I'd still be open to an AU where my self-insert is a sinner for my VoxVal selfship, which I think would be about 90% more fucked up than my "canon" selfship with them -I currently write the fluffy parts of my Night Vale selfship but rest assured it's actually super fucked up, I just kind of never write about that part of it because I like the fluffy parts also and I want people to like the ship :p

#those fantasy questions always make me zone out for like half an hour #i'm like hang on i have to get deep into this #i always have the edges of my favourite fictional scene to return to with my f/os #but it takes work to get fully into them and then back out again #secrets of the stars #kink mention #subspace mention #suggestive #nonsexual kink #ask games #my selfships

[vellichorsdesire]

nonhuman f/o(s) who don’t have a heart that love hearing your heartbeat… pressing a head to your chest and feeling calm and comforted at the sound, some sort of hand on your neck or wrist to feel your pulse. feeling/hearing it get slower when you enter sleep, along with your breathing amidst the background noise that lull them to sleep if they need it, or your heartbeat quickening when an intimate moment is shared between you and them

#(me who revealed secret f/o is nonhuman) Idk. I just think nonhuman f/os are a little neat. #also IDK HOW HEARING HAPPENS WITHOUT AN EAR BUT. YEAH…? so i added some feely touchy too… #this imagine mostly directed to me i like imagining them on my chest but busted this one out of the drafts in case others like #self ship #self shipping #f/o imagines #self ship imagine

[riotshipping]

lord help me . new f/o dropped

#trailcam recordings #i’m not saying who it is. i might give him a secret tag . for funsies. #gonna clarify i don’t have any issue with anybody knowin who it is i just think it’s funny and enriching to have secret f/os

[mrs-bluemarine]

"I thought to drop in here, I've been busy with that bilbo and his whole burger buisness. Finally got his ass, ANYWAYS. Hope you enjoy your valentine's day because it's coming to a close and maybe ill get you some gifts, some chocolates, anything, aslong it aint expensive! I aint your sugar daddy, you got your other guys for that. ALRIGHT I got work from upper management, I gotta bounce, I'll see you around. And I love you, mwah."

- C

TELL UPPER MANAGEMENT YOU'VE GOT MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO. COME OVER HERE AND LET ME KISS YOUR COLD DEAD FACE

#this is so in character. to me. i love it sm #TYYY KATHY WATHY THIS IS SO PERFECT #i love the idea of all of my f/os knowing about each other. and they're cool with it. and they're constantly throwing me #in each other's direction. fantastic #asks #h0t-p1nk-ch33tah-pr1nt #⚰️ / bury all your secrets in my skin

[frozenhi-chews]

I'm going absolutely feral over so many things I think I just need to go outside and jump on the trampoline

#i feel like ive drunk an energy drink. and i havent had one since. two weeks ago #im not having another energy drink for a VERY long time. if ever #man #also im mostly goinh feral over my f/os #im currently drawing my secret crush and its insane #oooaaahhh let me out of this cage #the cake doth speak

[mothfinite]

okay fuck it 🌻 reveal because

HES SO CUTIES !!!!!!!!!! 🥹

#꒰ loverboy.exe ꒱ 🩷 #🌻fortomorrow.rom #HYPERVENTILATES ANXIOUSLY IM ALWAYS SO SCARED WHEN I REVEAL SECRET F/OS #im so scared of revealing 🌟 too cuz im so attached to them as well that its ULTRA scary #but look at her......the little bow!!!!!!!!!

[sundybundy]

Calling a character an F/O for us is kind of weird because.,. A good portion of the time its characters that members in our system are just like "Oh that's my normal other. They're just not here rn."

#Perryposting #Like we saw a poll about having 'secret' F/Os and Mary was just like #Well how do I explain that its not really a 'secret' F/O but more just like. I figured everyone knew already that he's my husband LOL