#SMILES and they all even have names

[boygirlctommy]

gazes off into the distance. maybe i should work on monster band again...

#my post #the wondrous oc tag #monster band #the lore is stored in the tags #shakes them (my ocs). i dont know what this story is About yet and i need to decide that before i really go anywhere else with it #idk idk i think its about balance #i dont think ive ever explained much about this story. so theres these 2 magical deer that are like. gods i think maybe #and one represents truth and knowledge and light #and the other is lies and secrets and darkness #and the light deer reveals itself to a group of people its decided have proved themselves Curious enough #and basically makes it their mission to. expose every secret. personal or cruel or even like magic shit #and they think 'yippee were doing the right thing :]' bcus the dark deer (which the light deer told them is evil) is getting weaker and the #light deer stronger !! but um as they continue exposing all these local secrets eventually they get caught in the crossfire and a few of em #are like 'wait thissucks actually' but its not until one of em exposes the secrets of the other members of the groups that the others are #like. wait this is fucked up you cant just do that. bro you cant out me to my mom wtf is wrong with you. #and and um that one guy is kinda far gone and practically controlled by the light deer and the others are like 'Hey Maybe These Twin Gods #Were Originally Equal In Power For A Reason' #and now they have to try to fix everything. but yknow you cant just un-tell someones secrets man so idk how they do all that #smiles. idk how to write endings #SMILES and they all even have names #zenith is light deer and nadir is dark deer #the sorta controlled guy is aster james (or just aj idk he goes by both) #and the others are nerris kal and day!! #kals full first name is kalideoscope :] and day's is yesterday :]!! #idk i like sillay names #fun fact i named aj Aster (latin for star) over a year before i added Astronomically named deer representing light and dark #it was his destiny to get possessed by the light deer....

[intranetprincess]

my Roman Empire or whatever is that G-man isn’t really called G-man their files are just called that. like oh yeah we just call em that coz the files say so. THE FILESNDKDM😭😭😭

#sometimes a girl is just her file name #gman #half life #hlvrai #does no one refer to him by name #I have so much grief about this #they’re not even an individual ALL EMPLOYERS ARE GMEN #nameless #nameless creature #im upset. #i cant stop spamming the gman tag im gonna get put down #BUT LIKE WHAT #his zesty smile in the picture i need to fist fight him.

[120percents]

i just think it’s so funny that zoro does not even wanna comment on the usokaya situation when usopp explicitly asks and he very pointedly looks away when they kiss and yet he proceeds to butt in every single time sanji flirts with a woman or implies he knows about romance to redirect attention back on himself like god i wonder where your interests lie…

#also the goading sanji into talking with him and just commenting on every single thing sanji says... ok! #zoro is patient 0 of terminal sanji-itis #this is the live action but i mean... this is also animanga zoro and zoro in the movies at times is it not LMFAO #but while they were fighting and then even when he was asking for seconds of the dish and sanji finished his dialogue and zoro CONTINUED #do u want his attention or smth? are you happy you have someone who u can bicker (flirt) with every day and can hand ur ass to u and u him? #also sanji just BEAMING and smiling whenever they bicker is just insane INSANE like yeah they're enjoying this... wow... #also obviously zoro has all the weird UST charged dialogues with multiple MEN like i truly don't know how u can see him as straight lmao #anyways... i just needed to ramble anyways... i fear s2 will be insane with new pet names and arguments I'm actually so hyped #like oh i wanna see the look on sanji and luffy's faces when zoro calls out his finishing move LMFAO (let him be a loser pls) #OK RAMBLING OVER FR... i just like talking about zosan idk #zosan #zs #opla #tagging for spoilers ish #sanzo #zorosan #sanzoro

[daily-hanamura]

#persona 4 #p4 #persona 4 magician manga #hanamura yosuke #yosuke hanamura #you know despite all the evidence i dont think yosuke actually realises that he's actually quite attractive and good looking #kou talks about girls coming over to check him out and sure maybe it's just the novelty of him being a new student #but his hometown friend katsuragi FOR SURE has a crush on him look at this classic shoujo scene where katsuragi sees a text from yosuke and #smiles in a way that has him being teased like ooooh is that from a girl #getting a text from yosuke makes katsuragi smile in a way like one would when they havr a crush OK I DONT HAVE TO EXPLAIN THIS FURTHER #ITS TOO OBVIOUS AND I LOVE IT BUT #this is a yosuke centric blog and all these to say.... i wonder if yosuke is actually just seriously oblivious #to when people are interested in him #i think it stems from a place of low self esteem like “oh who could possibly like me” even when hes actually quite a solid catch #yosuke probably receives letters of confession in his shoebox and thinks they were placed in the wrong box so he politely returns them #when they actually have his name on it he just laughs and says wow theres another yosuke/hanamura in this school? #or assumes its a prank by someone else #i swear this boy had the most OUT THERE mental gymnastics going on #yosuke talks endlessly about how he wants a girlfriend but i bet you if a girl asks him out his response will be “go where?” #“oh maybe later? i have a shift today but if it's a junes related issue you can find me at the grocery dept! seeya!” #theres the whole “disappointment the moment he opens his mouth” thing but come on #theres going to be at least some confessions from people who have only seen him from afar #not to mention that yosuke canonically likes fashion and always dresses well #honestly maybe yosuke's rizz lvl is so high that it just circles down into the negatives #only joking i think he does get interest but he doesnt realise #and because everytime he does attempt to flirt hes immediately rejected he thinks hes never had any interest #which i think is just not true #and i havent even started talking about yu lmao #anyway the magician manga was devastating for my mental health and i beseech all of you to resd it as well and then cry about it with me #he's good with his queue

[ladynicte]

Something that always breaks my heart is how during the House of Hades Nico is described as smiling and grinning actually pretty often, but later on in his pov he mentions that it's hard for him to do that, or really emote as a general.

Which means my poor most specialest little boy in the whole world Nico di Angelo was constantly going out of his way to mask and smile at the rest of The Seven even though he didn't know them basically at all.

And he had also just gone through literal hell while everybody except his sister was super rude to him the entire time.

And the whole time they are all just thinking about how he looks creepy when frowning but that they prefer that because his smile is even creepier.

They are all so mean to him whyyyyy

#poor nico he was probably thinking yes imma smile imma be helpful and not threatening even though i just went through tartarus got #kidnapped and i also miss my friend Percy so much whos like one of the two only people in this ship who have any good faith on me that my #voice breaks at the mere mention his name #but i will still do my best and the rest were all like ew why is it looking at me like that #nico di angelo #Luna's meta #<- i mean its presented really silly but its a genuine observation i made while reading so the tag fits #either way house of hades is just a big testament to nico di angelo being the most autistic character ever i raise my case

[shakingparadigm]

this is random but one of my favorite ALNST joke OCs is a girl who had a massive crush on Ivan and was able to date him for a little while because he felt bored enough to accept her. what follows is the most excruciating insanity inducing half-relationship in existence (they lasted 3 weeks before she gave up trying to understand him)

#her name is saya!! saya ng #she had the biggest crush on ivan and when she asked him out he said yes in the most casual way ever that she thought he was joking #the whole time they're “together” she's nervously looking away and blushing while ivan's eyes are trained on that gray haired boyfail there #whenever she'd ask to do couple things with him like hold hands or eat together he'd comply for a little while #but then he'd say something important came up and that he had to leave #she understood because of course! he's a top student surely hes busy no worries #he always seemed to have a wall up. smile never faltering but never fully genuine either #he always looked at her like he was seeing past her and not like he was looking at her person #he was a good and charming conversationalist but even though she got to spend more time with him #it never really felt like a “relationship”. more like two people roleplaying the actions of a relationship #because ivan was so closed off #she started noticing till more all because ivan kept noticing him #and she noticed how he seemed to change when he noticed till. like tills presence was enough to rewire his brain #she quickly realized she was nobody next to him and broke it off #anyways she got sent home because she wasn't good enough to graduate (she wasn't particularly good at anything) #she watched all her friends (dotori/acorn #round 3 and 4 kids) #die on screen #and when she's sent to a different singing competition she loses and dies #her name saya ng combines to make the word sayang #which in my language means: a waste #okay. this was supposed to be funny but now that im saying it #it low-key sounds kind of diabolical #by the way this idea is inspired by the Patreon info about ivan #(he CANONICALLY would accept anyones confession if he was bored enough. V and Q said that theyd tire of ivan being so closed and mysterious) #imagine being in the “recovering from dating ivan” club #alnst #random

[moeblob]

Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

#my characters #waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit #deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee #and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name #deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c #man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while #he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair #ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so #its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons #but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me #and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not #fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew #and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable #while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts #and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed #so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en #so you know maybe its that idk #and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now #and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it #and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad #that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal #and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it #the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer #anyway story time in the tags again #im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note #its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him #he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times #and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea #and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you

[solarspinel]

A small part 2 for the tadc/fnaf sb crossover.

The Princess is not happy with her situation and if experience has taught her anything, then stabbing the problem with a sword usually works.

#//Jax was Vanessa's first victim before she went after Caine. He didn't even do anything to her yet. #//Him being a smiling purple rabbit just freaked her out. For obvious reasons. #//also if you have any au name suggestions I'm all ears. I can't think of anything. #tadc #the amazing digital circus #tadc fanart #tadc pomni #tadc jax #tadc ragatha #tadc zooble #tadc gangle #tadc caine #tadc kinger #fnaf #fnaf sb #fnaf security breach #fnaf princess quest #fnaf vanessa #crossover #tadc au #fnaf au

[tequiilasunriise]

Wenclair’s peak dynamic is that Enid would die fer Wednesday, Wednesday would live fer Enid, and they would kill fer each other.

#i said what i said thank you and goodnight #we love u murder gfs!!! gfs willing to sacrifice it all fer each other!!! #Enid’s big thing being dying fer Wednesday is smth i dont need to explain #but Wednesday willing to live life like truly live it embrace it ENJOY being alive in not just the gothic macabre way #but truly smile and appreciate all the wonders of the world? to not see existence as a prison but rather a playground? #the sun would burn out in a supernova all in the name of love #the sun loves with an all consuming heat death that is tumbling affection sparking through the cosmos #its brutal its destructive and its so s o damn beautiful #but the moon? #the moon may appear rather lonely in her night sky #but her way of loving is learning to truly *live* i tell you #to outlast even the greatest of extinctions so that she may tell the remaining dust clouds about her lover #the moon may look like she is surrounded by bleak darkness #but make no mistake young traveler #for she is queen of the night and she plans to have a long long reign #the moon’s way of loving is preservation #sun ann mood!!! ​life and death!!! devotion that always declares screams pleads ‘love me love me love’ #thats what its all about ur honor #wenclair #woewolf #enid sinclair #wednesday addams #wenclair warriors rise up #oh yeah both would totally kill ppl fer the other but thats just canon ahem ahem hyde v wolfie

[mcdannowave]

#h50 season 6 #happy smile #scott caan #h50 bloopers #danny williams #hawaii five 0 #cute adorable blond smiling..w/ those crinkles there just making everything better ❤ #(i don't have the same energy i once had to look from which ep this laugh from blooper is from.Still. enjoy it) #Also.just had to test a few things w/ this gif. bc my blog is still unlight ban.ed for some reason #(If you sent me a chat msg for this blog.I can't see it.Can only see it if u reblog or tag me inside posts) #and i'm still waiting for support to respond and to finally try to fix this.bc even I cant find my stuff on my own blog anymore #Still.Only the dashboard(or clicking on my name tag) works for folks to find my stuff.That if. they follow me or someone reblogged it... #urgh... #If things weren't hard enough already.Anxiety levels just rising up (again) #had to double meds just last days when Scott released a F- one hour+ new interview on YT #It's hard fam..and tiring..all of this #mine #é complicado quando duas pessoas que voce ama é ao mesmo tempo um gatilho pro seu pior estado mental

[thetimelordbatgirl]

Ngl youtube videos suddenly got me slowly turning into a Justin Russo hater.

#like mainly later seasons him #early seasons him is fine #but like i guess plot wise you could argue he becomes more iffy because you know the competition will be soon #and justin does want to become the family wizard #as for some reason this show still never fully tackled the fucked up shit of the idea that wizard siblings have to grow up studying magic #only for one or two or whatever number siblings to lose it to one sibling in a competition #like stevie was the closest we got to that #but like it still dont make it less bad with how justin was #like the worst example i can name is him literally refusing to save alex whose his sister btw and shes always dropped shit to save him #because he wants to project onto her that she purposely fucked up his chances to get back into the competition via #pushing the students to take the test only for them to be failed because bad guy being bad guy in reality #and basically blames her for the failure and such as a result and acts like its all an act when she is mad on the students behalf and shit #and his students have to drag him kicking and screaming just to save her from the bad guy's shit #and there's also the competition itself where harper and zeke get grabbed by a creature during it #but alex has to convince her brothers to save the two and thats just cold already on justins end with zeke #but cause they took too long they all lose the competition and magic #and both brothers especially justin proceed to treat alex like shit even during work hours meaning #fucking over family business just to get at alex #and when the dad ultimately almost sells the place justin STILL blames alex #like she was the only one working fully max was being max and justin was being a little bitch to her #aka the infamous refusing to make her orders only max's and when he does he throws the sandwich at her #and cause she was holding drinks at the time and didnt see it coming the drinks went on a customer #and also throwing table trash into her already full bin shes carrying around while cleaning tables #and therefore messing it up for her like #and alex's logo...well from sounds of shit thats just justin again being a hateful bitch to his sister with zero consquiences #even one commenter pointing how he sadistically smiled while telling her all her friends hate her #like dear god if the show was doing this to make everyone root for alex its working i hate later season justin #gonna be interesting if hes matured or not as an adult

[lemony-snickers]

dear body: when I complained about being So Very Tired for no reason, what I meant was that I wanted to wake feeling rested after a long night’s sleep, not that I wanted you to wake me up at 2:30 am and keep me awake.

#lemony overshares #ah yes there it is the work anxiety - the surety that I am gonna fuck this all up #I wonder how many times I have smiled when I wanted to sink my teeth into a forearm #Hey news flash - not everything requires an hour-long zoom #Some stuff can just be an email! #I hate the bureaucracy of capitalism! I hate knowing I am gonna screw this up! #and also the anxiety about this space - about not being wanted #I was looking forward to sharing some darker stuff and then chickened out. For what? #No one here has an expectation of me. There is no brand to tarnish no fan base to let down (lol the absurdity) #Instead I bailed on the back third of a fic because I knew it wouldn’t be under my name so who cares - got sad but it was my choice??? #Even when I try something new I can’t quite hit the right notes #Blah I am too old & tired for the same middle school bs yet here I am at 3:26am lamenting my fanfic 💀 #Hopefully yeeting these thoughts into the tumblr void will stop them repeating like broken vinyl in my brain so I can sleep #Here’s hoping 🤞🏻 #thanks for coming to my tag talk

[hella1975]

sometimes i think about the fact my grandparents literally overnight just cut us off and im like. how did u even do that. does it torment you

#eeaao's 'how did you let me go so easily' moment. like i dont let myself even THINK about this too often #bc i immediately beat myself back with the 'if it's hard for you then imagine how hard it is for mum. her PARENTS cut her off' #but like. idk. my nan i couldn't give less of a shit about which is something i always find so interesting #bc even as a child with NO basis for it or any understanding of her behaviour both past and present i still wasn't Comfortable around her #like children are smart actually. i just Knew her vibes were off and i Knew my mum was weird when she was around #like i truly dont think i ever loved my nan even when she was a very frequent part of my life #but my grandad? i ADORED him. id see him multiple times a week and he's the kindest man ive ever met #and hannah what i told you about my mum saying certain people have magnetic auras THAT WAS ABOUT HIM #like i cant actually put into words what it was about him but people just wanted to know him and spend time with him #but he was weak and let my nan walk all over him and when push came to shove he chose her and now ive not spoken to him in 3 years #& i KNOW he loved me. he thought the world of me like it's a bitter unspoken thing between me & my sister that we KNOW i was his favourite #he used to buy me egg butties at agricultural shows when my mum said no and specifically ask for two eggs #he used to sit and eat his soup with me when he came over to do work at the house #he used to play with me. he used to smile all the time. i can so clearly hear the way he'd go ''iya [my name]' with his proper rural accent #or how he'd tell anyone who would listen 'she's tough as old boots that one' #and i could make him laugh like NO ONE else could and he'd light up and go 'give over' and he genuinely enjoyed my company #i KNOW HE DID. and i havent spoken to him in 3 years. he'll be dead soon #and i cant talk to my mum about it bc it's her DAD it is so much worse for her and i cant talk to my sister about it #bc she wasn't close with him like i was and she just shuts the conversation down and those are the only two people #who know my grandad and know what he meant to me so im just here like. he literally stopped speaking to me overnight #i stopped hearing from him i stopped meeting up with him im so so angry with him the love is still there i dont know where to put it now #why couldnt he stay. why did he pick her when she's a loveless void of inhumanity. why werent we enough #hella goes home #my grandparents on my dad's side are also not in the picture funnily enough but idgaf about them. she got that grandparentless swag

[centurieslove]

finally had the guts to watch the finale again. takes me months to work up the nerve. the result? destroyed me again

#“just hold me” hits like that fucking blue truck #the FOREHEAD TOUCH #merlin screaming arthur's name bringing him back from the brink for a second #arthur not being able to take his eyes off morgana as she dies #until merlin picks him up and he chuckles and says “brought peace at last” like ?!?!?!?!?!?!?! are you FUCKING KIDDING me #gwen being so filled with pride about merlin protecting arthur and the kingdom all this time #they way her eyes are so bright and full of tears but she's so strong and so proud of her friend #merlin tracking arthur with his eyes so determined to keep him conscious and focussed on him when he jokes around #“wait a second does that mean you're doing to give me a day off?” joking so casual whilst following his gaze and keeping eye contact #the whispered panicked smile “stay with me” as if he didn't just scream arthur back from death #don't even get me STARTED about gwaine. #gaius saying he's going to have merlin's favourite meal waiting for him when he comes back #i don't even have the words to unpack that

[oh-gh0st]

#ghost's polls #at first it was just gonna be palette 1 yaknow #then my brain was like “ohhh u should do blue just in case if that looks good” #<- and it did. AND THEN #as i was looking at orchid mantis' i realized that the orchids pictured were often Purple. so.........i did purple. #and NOW i have 3 palettes that i Do not know which to pick from. so im asking all of you to pick for me. smiles #even tho i thinkkk i know which one is gonna win (based on logic and the name) #this oc WILL be up on artfight once the palette is decided. albeit a very scuffed reference sheet.... i do Not have time peoplez #just gonna say im so fuckign proud of their design. smiles wide

[emuwarum]

AVENDAY!!! I love .her

she may have blown something up but that’s not too important!

#emu does art #i hope this is not blurry #I forgot to plan a bit so just #her front legs are up on something and she’s leaning up with the rest of her legs on the ground #she’s looking up at the pretyy explosions and other flammable things (her next victims) #she’s also smiling here #this is what a happy and excited Avenday looks like #she also has a scythe tail now #now all four siblings have weird tails #Mary’s got three spiky ones #Melanie has a wrecking ball #Bro (name not yet decided) has a bludgeon #and Avenday has a scythe! #some lore about the species: they’re weird as shit and constantly changing from each generation #parents and offspring are very likely to not even have the same method of locomotion #Avenday’s mother is a giant seal dragon thing with twelve eyes #if Avenday did have children at some point in the story #one would be a weird spider with twelve limbs and the other one an ankylosaurus looking guy who can turn into a wheel #it’s fun #and it’s really only siblings from the same clutch who are guaranteed to be similar #Avenday and her siblings all have horns/antlers #and tails as weapons #in addition to the sharp teeth and very good at running #I can’t actually say their legs are the same cause #both Avenday and Melanie have hooves feet like deer and six legs #while Bro has six legs but feet more like one of those proto horses #and Mary has only four legs with feet like a dog or wolf #but she’s also tiny so she can make do with less legs #she’s eternally mad all her siblings are taller than her #she’s still extremely dangerous though