#SHES JUST A TEENAGE BULLY.

[landoffreaksandfrogs]

the sylph of light has been waiting a very very long time to meet you.

#homestuck art #homestuck #aranea homestuck #aranea serket #im still sooooo mentally ill over her i rlly thought id go through the SLOG that is openbound and be like #nah araneas cant be as great as a character as i remember her surely i have been far too influenced by my own interpretation #no shes still fucking awesome to me just wholesale. shes an awful person but so good at making you think shes not #and the way she had those panels where she was paralleled to a2 dd made me go fghdfghergsr bc YEAH #she DESPISES being rushed and dd: ascend more casually just further inspires that parallel for me #it truly encapasculates how much of a passive class sylph is like. you know?? YOU KNOW?? #and further contrasts vriska and araneas personalities bc vriska SUCKS AT ACTUALLY MANIPULATING PEOPLE #SHES JUST A TEENAGE BULLY. #but aranea only needs to use her words and its like #of course the beforus trolls dont like her. bc they *know her.* aranea seamlessly worms her way in with the meteor crew and the a2 kids #because they DONT know what shes really like #and now that meenahs back she has a friend that makes her seem more *reasonable* by comparison #serket mind gaaaaames!!! #anyway. i adore her. im glad that she was a fucking idiot.

[hellspawnmotel]

“caroline, please kill me” by coma cinema

#i hope this is readable lol #deltarune #susie #noelle holiday #suselle #art tag #man i had a whole thing to type up here and now i forget most of it. ummm #basically ive been thinkin about suselle with the new info we got from the sweepstakes #specifically from noelle's perspective. because up until chapter 2 she wants susie but she doesnt KNOW susie #its an extremely shallow crush which is normal for teenagers but what makes it interesting to me is #how noelle sort of seems more attracted to the danger susie poses than susie herself #and she doesnt really make an attempt to get to know susie personally until ch 2? iirc? #and before that almost seems to hope that susie will treat her as badly as she treats kris #and you could argue whether its bc of noelle's psychological problems or if its just. yknow. a fantasy #either way my point is shes not really thinking about susies feelings. shes not trying to reform the bully or something #so consider this little lyric comic as taking place in noelle's fantasies pre-ch1 #BUT #all that said it doesnt mean noelle isnt open to getting to know susie. obviously #when she sees an opportunity noelle does reach out and not in a way where shes trying to provoke susie to hurt or threaten her #she gives susie a gift and invites her to study together. not to mention the whole ferris wheel thing #i actually think noelle didnt even consider that as an option until susie and kris became friends #and even after chapter 2 noelle doesnt really know susie all that well. and to her susie still exists mostly in the realm of fantasy #but its a start. and they have so much more room to grow and understand each other better #plus susie clearly already cares a lot about noelle #moral of the story is suselle is more compelling than just 'shy girl plus mean girl' #and i like it #good night

[forestgreenlesbian]

.

#feel like my relationship with my younger brother is changed completely forever not to be dramatic lol but i am sad #we used to b very close but he has kind of. found his faith again and gone full missionary christian which like. i knew meant the dynamic #was doomed lmao but actually acknowledging it makes me sad i feel like i'm grieving for the friendship we used to have even though #it is literally a me problem i think from his perspective he doesn't think anything has changed. but i feel weird about everything #also his new gf is nineteen and he is. almost 25 and i am the only one who feels weird about it like i know she's over 18 but! idk i can't #tell if i'm being overly cautious or if my gut instinct is right. my sister & her husband have a similar age gap but they met when they wer #both over 30 so like. it didn't feel weird. and i didn't feel comfortable actually seriously talking to him about it apart from the first #time he mentioned her over facetime (he went to another country to do mission stuff & met her there) so like an idiot i've just been #making jokes about the age gap becausee like. thats always been our thing lightly bullying each other lol but he blew up at me and said #i've had nothing positive to say about her since he's been back home and that he thinks i hate her and i'm out of line for constantly #implying he's creepy for dating someone younger. idk i felt like such a freak idiot horrible person about it. it completely blindsided me #bc yes the jokes were coming from a place of idk how i feel about this situation so i'm going to rely on the humour-based communication #we have always fallen back on as a safety thing but i guess i was wrong or the dynamic shifted or something anyway it's all fucked #& everyone is just telling me i feel weird out of some?? misplaced kind of jealousy thing?? because i'm 'losing' my brother to his gf lol #which does not feel right at all he has dated so many other girls and i have never had a problem it is literally the age gap like i haven't #even met this girl i'm sure she's very nice! i just worry about her being nineteen!! jesus. and yes maybe i do feel some resentment around #a brother younger than me who seems to be able to live his life with zero difficulty whilst i'm stuck being this unemployed loser who ruins #literally ever friendship & relationship ive ever had but i think thats ok right like i can't help feeling that. i don't fucking knowwww #am i just projecting all these sad feelings about our friendship dying onto his new relationship or like. am i right to be genuinely #concerned she's six years younger than him and still a fucking teenager!!!!!! i don't know

[lobotomyladylives]

I think bpd is a bullshit stigmatizing label thrown at women to pathologize what is very obviously a response to prolonged childhood trauma and would be better labeled as C-PTSD. that being said my god I am bpd as fuck

#my sister just snapped at me bc i said i dont want to do a ton of physical labor for the job she signed me up for which apparently does i #in fact involve a lot of it. and her being mad for even that moment sent me spiraling so badly & i had the reaction i often do where #i start hating both her & myself terribly & want to isolate forever #i think she hates her new job & is taking it out on me but it doesnt matter bc i cant handle being yelled at #and the fact thst it took me till adulthood to realize thats bc i associate it with my father is crazy. yeah its just the cptsd like #everything else. and whats nutso is how i continue to think my trauma Wasnt Bad Enough for ptsd . #just bc he didnt beat the shit out of or molest me i feel like i dont even have a right to be this fucked up #not that it was only him. being bullied at school really did not help. i guess now that i think about it the problem is that until #i was a teenager i literally did not feel emotionally secure anywhere. home or school. always the ticking of a bomb in the bg #the inevitable moment my dad blew up over nothing or i overheard my peers talking about what a freak i was #i dont know why it still hurts to think about. im so far removed from it my life now couldnt be more different #well thats the stupid fucking thing about childhood isnt it. those are your very first experiences with the world & other ppl #i do know my view of romantic relationships was irrevocably poisoned by my parents & that is never going to be undone. so cool

[the-hopeless-haze]

The writers of House MD really said let’s write the WORST possible white man of all time and they created Robert Chase MD

#house md #Robert chase #this is an anti-chase blog I just dislike him so much. #fatphobia? check #greasy blonde hair? check #pretty enough so teenage girls will ignore everything wrong with him? check. #kissed a child?????!!!! check. #harasses his female coworker for a date until she relents? check. #continually messes up procedures? check #is only a doctor to try to make his dad love him? check. #I don’t remember hating him this much when I first watched it but LOL every time he speaks I am filled with rage #I love when House (rightfully) bullies him #it’s ok blonde men don’t have feelings <3

[potatobugz]

Noelle Holiday? (Yes this is a bingo request that I guess is a semi-sequel to the previous one for Susie)

thgey call her noelle holiday the way she. brightens up. your day

#deltarune #rambles #ask game #OK CONTINUED!!! APOLOGIES I WAS AT SCHOOL FOR MOST OF THE DAY #(note: i am in high school i am a teenager nightmare nightmare nightmare) #explanations for some of these: i bingoed the “some ppl are weird abt them” one #primarily because i am referring to the spamton sweepstakes thing: when ppl were hating noelle #for that one “holidaygirl1225” post where she watched susie bully kris #i think the entire exchange is incredibly interesting. cuz from noelles perspective the girl she likes is bullying her childhood friend #& i think people need to remember that like. noelle is a child #i wish i could properly articulate thid #augh. it just bothers me ? aaahhh??? im struggling my words are failing #i really like noelle regardles like hooly fart shes so interesting. i love her i lauv her #silly girl. noelle having q blog is so funny. i love that she types like that #in all fairness i Live On Tumblr so im not entirely sure how much of the dr fandom is weird abt her but i remember seeing it when #spamton sweepstakes first came out #i am sorry i cant properly explain why i feel that way i hope u understand somewhat at least *snigfle*

[cup0fcocoa]

@starrysupercell sure! I won't really go too deep into the AU in general because that's a whole trainwreck by itself, but I can share some Amber hcs!

• Huge, huuuge inferiority complex. Along with being a klutz, she was set up to be competition for Primo and Poco, both of which excel in their professions- Amber, however, does not

• She's an optimist though! She doesn't let her insecurity shine too much publicly, and always ensures even if she can't manage to make a decent performance, she'll support everyone else

• Except for Janet. Janet upon arrival to the park got all the attention and praise, which only reminded Amber of how much of that was lacking when she first arrived. It's petty jealousy but jealousy nonetheless

• She's pretty nice most of the time, but can and will be malicious when need be. She's got weaponized incompetence at her side too, so she usually gets away with it

• She's got supernatural fire resistance. It's mainly the reason why she can handle flame so well, because she's built for it! She once accidentally confused one of Byron's mutant formulas for her oil and spilled it on herself, causing the mutation to make her semi draconic

• She's insecure about this too

• She's gotten better at her fire dancing since her first introduction to Starr Park. Though obviously she still messes up

• Nowadays though she has Maisie to pick up after her. Amber's totally glad to have a friend like her around and she doesn't at all feel anything more about the safety tech :3

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(Also, when planning the drawing for "Dance" I didn't intend to mean Amber set Janet on fire for her performance, rather Amber telling a story of fire through a fire dance! Janet burning is a separate event I'll get into if/when I talk about The Lost)

#brawl stars #stopping there before i just ramble about the FireFighters #also she beefs with multiple teenagers. girl youre like 21 why are you bullying minors #my au is very wack so sorry if these seem super surface level! im insecure #also this janet hating is 100% based off a fic i read once where Amber intentionally fucks up her performance out of jealousy #i think it was yours actually LMAO

[strikeslip]

Today I chewed through the entire third Scholomance book in a night (it's YA, it's less than 500 pages, this is fucking easy mode) and anyway, The Golden Enclaves came for me EXTREMELY HARD when describing the one kind of game El got to play with the kids her age who didn't particularly like her, and also basically every time Liesel talked (Some of us KNOW HOW TO COUNT El) and I enjoyed this immensely.

#people don't write a lot of YA where I can actually identify with the protagonist! #but naomi novik can write it apparently #you just need your protagonist to be incredibly angry all the time and slightly obsessed with fairness while also seeing the world as it is #and I REALIZE THIS IS A LOT TO ASK maybe? #she can write the one very specific way you get bullied when people are afraid of you but you're still allowed to play with them #it's just right there! on the page! almost exactly like it happened to me! #also I love ophelia thank you you may judge me now #also shanfeng I love him too #I love the one million times they're going to have to do politics at each other #It's ok if your plot can be spoiled in advance by knowing how to count because the other smart characters figure it out too! #it's just that El is kind of single track and a teenager and also going through a lot. I forgive her and love her #and maybe there'll be another book in there somewhere about the one bit nobody addresses at the end #about Atlas #the scholomance

[queer-cosette]

sometimes I think about "I worship you, I'd trade my life for yours" for a little too long and I have to go and lie down

#you don't understand it's about the sweetness and romanticness the first time #and then the second time you realise he worships her too hard almost as if he believes she's a goddess who wants sacrifices #but she's not. she's just a teenage girl who wants to not get bullied or harassed. she just wants to be happy and in love :( #and then the last time it's about how he meant he would trade his life for hers because she's still the only good thing he ever knew #coco speaks #heathers the musical #jdonica #jason dean #veronica sawyer #our love is god #i am damaged

[glimpsesofeuterpe]

.... netflix!sabrina's main plot twist is her being a dauther of a local satan, isn't it?

#just watched the first season for like two evenings #two questions that bug me rn: #1) why it took just one slight hairstyle change to make her look like a rose lalonde #2) did she actually abandon her real friends who accepted her fully #and joined fake lil shits who bullied her for being half human cursed her and tried to kill her repeatedly?? #like wat #man back in my time teenagers were dumb but not this dumb #................. #aunts and a local lilith are much more interesting to watch #hmmmmmmm i wonder why #not even a siiiingle idea why #/sarcasm

[kakusu-shipping]

The Mario movie has gotten me obsessed with the Mario Extended Family and general Mario History, to the point that I made myself a Mario Cousin Self Insert

#Emile's Arts #Mariocest #They're kissing on the mouth and it's part of the self insert so I'm tagging it #He's basically a third Mario Bro sense he and the twins are so close in age #Well not SUPER close like 6-7 years-ish #He's Uncle Tony's son because I like Tony I think he's funny he steals off Luigi's plate and that made me laugh #His full name is Emilio but he goes by Emile and he's the only family member who knows the Bros are dating #Because he walked in on them once and REFUSED to be lied to about it #Contemplating making his mama Pauline because that would be INCREDIBLY funny #If Uncle Tony had a kid with the hottest woman in Brooklyn and then she dumped him #fvgkfjgkfdjkl It makes me laugh #He likes Mushrooms and Ghost Stories #He doesn't live with the bros post movie because his mom still has custody every other weekend and he's still in school #But I think he'd skip a lot of school to sneak into Mushroom Kingdom education instead anyway #He gets bullied in school and lot and gets in a lot of fights usually but that doesn't happen in Toad School so it's much more fun #I mostly just wanted to draw the bros as teenagers and see if I can make them distinguishable #Because I might be eventually drawing all my own Mariocest stuff #Cause writing is not going great for me rn #Would love to read a Mariocest fic if anyone has any Thank You #Self Insert #Proship Selfship

[silverselfshippingchaos]

could cozy up to me- ahem

#ash rambles 💚 #i love him soooo much! i know i get stubborn about it sometimes but he really does have my heart #him and ash get together post-game so i love writing him and his development and him learning to be a better person #theyre not together during the game. theyre enemies during the game. theyre also both kinda immature late teenagers/young adults #(i just wanna make it clear that there's nothing weird there going on!! he and ash have had mutual attraction to each other since they were #kids but they dont get together until theyre adults and he is an adult in canon!!!) #but back to what i was saying #his development with ash is sooo goooddd! they spend a little while doing mercenary work together! ash has quite long hair and man ajsjajsh #the way he learns how to take care of her hair always makes me soo warm and fuzzy inside! he may be a bit of a meanie but he is a #surprisingly affectionate bf! f.f8 s/i probably also straightens her curly hair like i do and he just likes helping and stroking her hair #there's a lot of playful bickering though! lots of matches of triple triad too! whoever loses does the dishes LMAAOO #man.. he's so handsome and strong... i love how he's always so dedicated to being a knight and a protector... i know he uses that as an #excuse to like. do horrific things in the game but!!! in the mobile game you can see him develop and i really do like his redemption arc #from mean ass bully to kinda mean ally that'll protect you no matter what. his character is so good especially when you consider that he's #literally been forced into training since he was five. lots of things to analyze and think about there #but back to the knight thing!! he always says he's ash's knight! makes my heart flutter hehe! though he is very well-aware that ash could #kick his ass... and he loves it! he's not big on using her beloved guns (shes very picky about who touches her sweethearts too) but he does #like watching her epic gunslinger gf in action hehehe! okay yeah i think thats enough rambling for now #i got sick 😔 i'm okay and it'll pass but expect a lot of half-asleep f/o rambles LMAAOOO #okay yeah. tldr: i <3 s.eifer a.lmasy #your knight until the end 🤍

[gay-kurapika]

I literally love people posting about what happened to them this year. I think NYE might for real be my favorite holiday. In the spirit of that, this year I quit the literal worst job I've ever had and got a better one and I think that's great. Remember when I was working at an Arby's for $14 an hour and had a boss that was so genuinely horrible that at least one employee cried on a daily basis? Remember how she timed our bathroom breaks? Remember how she got mad when you didn't dress up for her insane weekly list of dress up days (how DARE we not wear a scarf on scarf day!!)? Remember how she bullied a guy who had worked there for 20 years so badly that he literally moved out of state to avoid her? Remember how she spread a rumor about how I was on drugs because I trembled when she was yelling in my face? Remember how she LITERALLY CALLED THE COPS ON ME because when I quit I said I was going to throw my keys in the trash instead of driving over to return them to her? Damn I've definitely moved up this year djdjahbs

#god i want you to know literally none of that was fake it was actually just like that #a teenage boy also quit because she was bullying him and he said it was too much and she mocked him for like a month after it was insane #like he was a fucking child dude. 16. literally just didnt want to be yelled at. wanted gas money not abuse #considering i quit like january of this year its been a minute but like this is still funny

[louisdotmp3]

this whole superiority complex thing that 911blr has going about not being a cop show is sooo silly. are we just gonna ignore the many episodes that are Just or Primarily copaganda? Are we gonna ignore that the highest billed actor on the show plays a cop? come on be serious and engage critically with the media you consume by at the very least acknowledging reality

#I know I’m constantly posting things I just sent in discord but my penchant for yelling publicly has grown recently hope u understand #xoxo gossip girl #911 #& on the Athena front we’re supposed to see her as right when she say. retaliates against her teenage daughters bully by arresting the girl #we’re supposed to agree when she says not all cops are bad even in the face of her own family being harassed and put in danger #by her colleagues #not to mention the way the autonomous zone was handled in the blackout episodes #or the way the recent rehab clinic episodes were handled re drug use and drug users #eye simply think it is better to go hey there’s some stuff here worth unpacking rather than to pretend it doesn’t exist

[soutsuji]

Well. Enough of that. I'm normal now (lying)

#.txt #i need to reread lonely castle and asfit SO BADLY #and yami-hara #god tsujimura mizuki is such a phenomenal writer #also i forgot that one of the characters in asfit is ALSO named tsujimura mizuki #and she's like. the one creating the whole situation they're in #the implications that could have for bsd tsujimura (who's named after her mother and has her ability) are CRAZY #because so far in bsd all the characters we've seen who were named after other characters and not authors are sort of unimportant #and lack abilities #but TSUJIMURA #she DOES have an ability but it's not her own #and her whole life has been dictated by her mother #also i've read 3 tsujimura mizuki works so far and all of them have themes of teenage depression to varying extents #and i just. i don't know #considering how invested bsd tsujimura is in action movies NOW...it would not be surprising for to have been bullied growing up #her mother 'died' when she was 19 and she joined the special division not long after #she's been on the ayatsuji job for 2 years so i'm assuming she had to have spent at least 2 years in training and stuff #and like. at 19 she should be in college #it would be difficult to juggle college coursework and being in a secret government agency #also correct me if i'm wrong but i'm pretty sure she was scouted for the special division #what (besides her existing ire) could cause someone to drop out of college to join some secret agency? an unfriendly environment maybe? #i don't know i'm basically clutching at straws here #i used to have more detailed thoughts about this very topic but i either failed to write them down or they're buried in old discord message #gaidenposting

[struggling-to-find-home]

Okay, problem: how do I say to my abuser that she does not control me in any way and I do not want her interfering with my life without getting chucked out of a fucking window

#okay but that sounded sooooo angsty teenager #but like yeah #her attempts to control my life make my skin crawl so I want her to just stop pretending that she cares about being a parent #want to drink and whine about your life as you bully your child to the point of contemplating suicide? do me a favor and stay the fuck away #i can tolerate all kinds of abuse but I draw the line at pretending to be a loving parent #toxic family #toxic household #dysfunctional family #toxic mother #toxic parents #dysfunctional parents