#considering how invested bsd tsujimura is in action movies NOW...it would not be surprising for to have been bullied growing up

[soutsuji]

Well. Enough of that. I'm normal now (lying)

#.txt #i need to reread lonely castle and asfit SO BADLY #and yami-hara #god tsujimura mizuki is such a phenomenal writer #also i forgot that one of the characters in asfit is ALSO named tsujimura mizuki #and she's like. the one creating the whole situation they're in #the implications that could have for bsd tsujimura (who's named after her mother and has her ability) are CRAZY #because so far in bsd all the characters we've seen who were named after other characters and not authors are sort of unimportant #and lack abilities #but TSUJIMURA #she DOES have an ability but it's not her own #and her whole life has been dictated by her mother #also i've read 3 tsujimura mizuki works so far and all of them have themes of teenage depression to varying extents #and i just. i don't know #considering how invested bsd tsujimura is in action movies NOW...it would not be surprising for to have been bullied growing up #her mother 'died' when she was 19 and she joined the special division not long after #she's been on the ayatsuji job for 2 years so i'm assuming she had to have spent at least 2 years in training and stuff #and like. at 19 she should be in college #it would be difficult to juggle college coursework and being in a secret government agency #also correct me if i'm wrong but i'm pretty sure she was scouted for the special division #what (besides her existing ire) could cause someone to drop out of college to join some secret agency? an unfriendly environment maybe? #i don't know i'm basically clutching at straws here #i used to have more detailed thoughts about this very topic but i either failed to write them down or they're buried in old discord message #gaidenposting