#REAL ONES WILL RELATE 😭

[skitskatdacat63]

They are like catnip to me 😵‍💫

#CANNOT ESCAPE THEM FR #every day.... #i look at pics #i scream over said pics #i send pics to my friends #we scream over said pics #i want to draw something about said pics #i gif the moment the pics are from #etc etc etc #REAL ONES WILL RELATE 😭 #yes i have a very normal relationship with this ship what are you talking about #it hasnt taken over my life in an inconceivable way wdym? #i swear to god once i can draw again we will br on vettonso lockdown #<- i say as if my blog on vettonso lockdown every single day of my existence #was having a moment last night over 2013 pics okay...... #i gotta change my header TO THEM #catie.rambling.txt #vettonso

[uncanny-tranny]

It's always, like, mildly annoying when people see a het trans couple and go "all that work just to be straight?" like... one, you don't know if they're straight and two, trans people don't owe you a queer sexuality to "make up" for the fact we're trans. Transhet people aren't a subtype of trans people, they're members of the trans community, and the queer one if they so desire!

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #and i don't really vibe with the word microaggression but it's very that #like it just comes across like people think trans folks owe them queerness and cabaret preformances y'know? #and we cannot *be* if it means the way we are being isn't this carefully curated version people have of transness + queerness #and it can kind of warp your desires and understanding of yourself because you *want* community and to be seen and to be allowed to just be #this isn't universal and the 'you' is impersonal. i am aware this is a broad range of experiences and not everybody can/does relate #my overall point is that it's probably not the best move to act like this toward trans people #maybe i read too much into this but it's just something i have seen over and over and over and over . . . again #shoutout to the real ones (heterosexual and/or straight trans people or people in straight-presenting relationships 👍) #back to playing the lelda of zelda (is it bad that i don't even call her zelda anymore i just go 'THERES LELDA!!!') #it sounds wrong to call her zelda now 😭 #the LEG OF ZEG. SWORD SKORD???? BREATH OF THE WEATH!! -my brain 24/7/365

[paperlovesadness]

Jo: What's your favorite season, Al?

Alex: ....

Jo: ....

Alex: ....

Jo: ....

Alex: ....

Matt: there's only four.

Alex: ....

Jo: ....

Matt: ....

Alex: autumn.

[x]

#I just listened to it again and thought everyone could use a reminder 😭 #I WILL NOT BE ALLOWING CRITICISM AND BEING MEAN TO HIM HERE THOUGH #I understand this whole interview on such a deep level; oh boy #The relatability is high with this one #anyway. I love him. This is adorable and hilarious and just so real and relatable all at once #// my posts #interview Al #Al the Capricorn gal #lil jokey jokes

[iloveyouitisruiningmylife]

i met a real life girl today who knew what patriarchy meant

#i mean we didn't meet today she's from work the cool kpop one #but she gave me some formats to make and the client firm had like 5 ppl and all of the same family so we were trying to figure out how they #they were related #and on their aadhar i saw that on women's aadhar before the address they write w/o (wife of) #and i told her oh i figured it out they are married and these are their kids and she was like ooooh how do you know #so i told her this and then i said 'kitna patriarchal hai na women ke aadhar mein likha hai wife of but men mein toh nahi likha husband of' #and she was like HAINA??? maine bhi yehi socha like women are their own persons too koi property thodi hai apne husband ki 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #THE RELIEF istg feminism is real after all and women aren't all like ew barbie

[kimmkitsuragi]

look this will be extremely 2016-core of me to say but. 16 year old me would genuinely cry if she saw dan and phil announcing their gaming channel is back with a video featuring jacksepticeye

#i know their gaming channel was still active in 2016 BUT DO U GET MY POINT???? #im ngl i do not keep up with these guys anymore the last time i actually try to keep up was when they came out #and then i started to not enjoy their recent videos :( so i stopped #hopefully i have enough cringe living inside of me so that i can still watch their gaming videos :3 #once again im ngl even if i dont keep up w these guys anymore they still mean so much to me tbh like....... #it's s hard to explain #above all else; they literally taught me english!!! 😭😭 not even kidding!!!!! #i remember i started watching their videos while i still couldnt really understand english that much sdhfbdfh especially not spoken english #WITH accents mind u #and im 100% serious the moment i realized 'HOLY SHIT i can actually understand spoken english to a good extent rn????' #i was literally watching a dnp video at that exact moment #so yeah dnp literally taught me english. this is only one of the reasons why i care abt them deeply still #let's not get into the more emotional reasons #anyway another thing is sean was THE reason i got into gaming im not even kidding 😭 #i just realized i was so fucking real in middle school. a non-english speaker whose fave youtubers are #3 english-speaking dudes with Hard Accents. hell yeah #i need this exact energy with german rn #anywayyyyy i was also gonna say something else sbhsdbfdbfs im sorry for rambling but #everytime i open up sims 4 my thoughts are always related to dnp gaming channel fr #🗒 #sorry to be cringe or whatever btw #dnp

[kkujo]

last night i had a mix of tinnitus and sleep deprivation induced auditory hallucinations which was basically just like. literal microphone feedback. and i think it was triggered by me testing my microphone yesterday bc the feedback was awful but yeah i was lying awake and all i could hear was extremely loud microphone feedback in my brain i'm so glad it's over 😭

#worst hallucination i've ever had #like usually if i'm bad enough to get hallucinations it's just like murmuring/whispering but i can tell it's not real #worst ones i've had before is like screaming and that's only if i'm rlly sleep deprived. sometimes knocking on my door too but #it's never too bad yk. but the mic feedback hallucination was unbearable 😭 #but also i've had olfactory hallucinations where i smell cigarette smoke #ik it's definitely a hallucination bc no one in my family smokes and it only lasts a minute #ykw typing this out i'm starting to think maybe this isn't normal. #i don't think i'm schizophrenic or anything? this isn't that common and it's usually triggered by sleep deprivation or stress #but i did start having delusions the other day where i fully believed everyone was plotting against me and trying to upset me #and i have had extreme paranoia/paranoid episodes in the past but it's been a lotttttt better this year so idc if that's related #but idk if these things are normal to an extent or if i have some kind of psychotic disorder but whatever it's not affecting me that bad so #like. it's not having a big impact it's just scary when it happens. i have like anxiety n shit so idk if i'm just prone to being paranoid #anyway if anyone knows abt these things pls tell me if i'm normal or not 😁 #i'm 99% sure it's not schizophrenia or anything i just want someone's opinion bc idk how normal hallucinations are ☹ #but it's typically if i'm like. stressed out to the point of panic attacks or if i'm rlly sleep deprived. so it might be normal ish #ask to tag #< sorry ik discussion of this stuff could potentially be distressing but idk how to tw tag it :(

[daydadahlias]

If you could live in any of the alternate universes your writer friends have made (let's say just 5sos related right now) which would you pick

oh my god it’s 100% For Real by Molly because I want to watch Spaced Out so bad it’s stupid

#nobody tell molly I told you this. #pigeon #anon #spaced out would be one of my favorite shows if it were real sigh #I love this lets say 5sos related #bc like I do not have any other friends ahjdjsjs #I have ONE friend from Panic! shoutout to Em #I want to see Luke Hemmings play a sexy guy in space 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[soft-serve-soymilk]

And for more rambles this evening: Why HAVEN’T I played Tokyo Mirage Sessions 🤔

#It’s literally like ‘What if persona?? And fire emblem?? together????’ (Except they executed the concept in the weirdest way possible) #But for real talk is it a Persona spinoff or an FE one. Really blurring the lines here imo #Sure we have the cameos but look at the battle system. It’s got the Atlus LanguageTM in it #Dia and Rakukaja and all the fun stuff :> #Yeahhhhhhhh the executives are dysfunctional tonight babes #Society if my brain operated normally and had energy after school instead of being fatigued as fuck 😔 #N/oragami’s hiyori was relatable man. I too will just collapse anywhere in pseudo-narcoleptic fits #So sleebytired and distracted all the time… god when I turn 18 I’m getting myself some medication. #I’m sick of playing on hard mode all the time 😭 (practically Tales’ Intense because of my parents) #If anyone feels like sending something motivational so the brain gets off it’s high horse I’d gladly appreciate it 💖 #just pav things #sometimes you need to vent idk.

[toxicoldmanyaoi]

thinking abt this again

#i really need to let go of my real madrid-barca rivalry hyperfixation (i don't even support either club 😭) #but i just find it so fascinating from an outsider perspective like damn these guys were not normal abt each other #also i think its interesting that mourinho almost constantly brings up the past in relation to pep whereas pep seems to almost deliberately #ignore it (except in that one press conference where he uses “working relationship” to describe their time together)

[volfoss]

It's really funny looking back at my old concepts for this doll/character and seeing oh I was going for x vibe and now that I'm redoing it (and with better techniques/tools/practice kind of) it's going so much better than it did before

#twist rambles #like. why did i want to do full acrylic on the lips 😭 it does NOT look like real lip texture i promise #this is mostly thanks to a VERY helpful bjd forum member who was very patient with me but i feel that even tho I've taken over 6 months off #doing faceups this one is better than the one i tried to do last on her. weirdly parallel to the first faceup i did on cordy tbh bc that was #after YEARS of not practicing or doing it but doing more art related stuff. and it turned out very well for the time i was doing it #and thats how this is going. i think doing digital art has helped a lot weirdly like I'm working in more subtle layers and building it up #which works better for well. guy w insanely shaky hands disease (esp rn. ive been up nearly 24 hrs). so im glad its going well so far :) #hope that will continue bc i rly am happy w it thus far. rn just waiting for like 5 min until the sealant is dry and then... more eyebrow #work :/ <- hates doing the eyebrows. would love to never ever ever have to do eyebrows again okay.

[lavenderjewels]

I’m too busy rn to write a whole thing on my thoughts on this jjk chapter (now it’s officially translated and out) but it’ll be good to have more time to sit on it

#soooo busy but having real life be so hectic actually helps lol bc I’m not too sad or angry about the chapter #maybe I would’ve been a few years ago when I. cared more about media in general but school and life is too much to add that on top haha #saying this as if any chapter w yuuji focus won’t crush my heart completely :( #buuuuut thinking about the chapter rn #don’t like how we got to gojo dying. or how the time skip is placed. bc those questions have to get answered #but I would’ve preferred some to be sooner than later. or at least more time w gojos internal thoughts that aren’t fight related #I do love the actual airport state of death scene. those in between states are my FAVORITE in jjk #and imo nothing seems ooc I like how the scene can be interpreted in many ways #love that nanami gets to be so prominent too. it’s fitting #I don’t really care about gojo being ‘offscreened’ since the flashback was him dying #but yeah all my issues are things that I think could’ve been solved in previous chapters but this one in itself is fine #also how I view all this depends on where the story goes ofc but I’m just here for the ride #jjk spoilers #jjk 236 #need to reiterate this but mark my words that next chapter is just kashimo fight #I’ve known jjk long enough to understand there’s never breathing room when it comes to any deaths 😭

[crossbackpoke-check]

I have to ask about good dog bad dream <3

🥰🥰 oh i was HOPING for this one. ok so y’all may actually know a little bit already because it exists in the tags as tyler borzoituzzi but! good dog bad dream is the working document title/notes compilation for a fic that started with the premise of “well you see that’s actually not a dog that’s my blorbo from my hrpf shifter wolf au—”

and, because i have never formally addressed it or put it anywhere other than the tags, three important details about this fic:

this IS a semi-au fic about the detroit red wings, set vaguely in the 2018-19 season, because the wings sucked that year (but not as bad as 2019-20)

this is ALSO a fic that is mainly about tyler bertuzzi and dylan larkin, with some other wings thrown in because i've never met an ensemble i couldn't shove into a love story

this 100% exists because of mickey redmond calling tyler a junkyard dog every chance he gets and me every time going "okay but what if literally though" -> 🐺

#me 🤝 the detroit red wings hippo campus hive mind #liv in the replies #the way that this fic exists fully formed in my brain & i just need it!!! to come out as a narrative!!! #where is the brainworm to print fic button. where is it #also the way in which i’m just like ‘yeah the fic is tyler borzoituzzi’ ok but can we have a title please. like a real one. #because somehow out of 20 pages of bertuzzi-thesis-dog-related quotes i have not found a title. ???? help. i also have a whole titles note #for just collecting phrases to use as titles (sometimes with specific ideas sometimes just vibes sometimes like oh i like that phrase) #not to mention the fact that my quote doc for the bertuzzi thesis has a more embarrassing title but like it’s fine!! #UPDATE THE DOC HAS ACTUAL WRITING IN IT 🚨🚨 I REPEAT WE HAVE REAL NARRATIVE NOT TAG NOT!FIC #WE ARE AT A SOLID ALMOST 1K!!! THIS IS THANKS TO Y’ALL!!! don’t ask how long the document with notes is tho. also how many scenes are done 🙃 #anyway i have had this reply written for like two days but keep not posting it because i wanted to be able to have something written to give #but also there’s another ask about good dog bad dream so this one will be info (boring) (sorry) and i will post a snippet in the next ask <3 #me vs not wanting to spoil things vs literally the entire plot of this already written out in the tags: fight #tyler borzoituzzi #WAIT MY TAGS DIDN’T SAVE 😭😭😭 #you’re missing the one of me going ‘🥺🥰☺️😭💕‼️🥹 thank you for the ask’ #lmaooo tumblr out here like ‘bro you can’t do that every time someone sends an ask’ ok well watch me. what if i DO cherish every interaction #wip ask game

[shopcat]

sorry but people saying a character has adhd instead is so aggravating like we get it babe. and it's fine it is but to directly oppose autism like that is so weird and i won't say ableist but it's... yeah. also the entire reason steve even made it for all of the rounds is because people think he's autistic so ???????

YEAH like honestly even if he did make it so far on popularity why wouldn't he therefore win on popularity either... dustin is killing him. and like the way i see it is even if it's popularity people aren't actually stupid .. more people like him = more people who think about him = more people think he's autistic it's not rocket science or like. cheating somehow

ANYWAY silly poll aside yeah the adhd thing is Whatever i have adhd as well but it's . upsetting and does just hurt my feelings when ppl end up mirroring things that literally happen irl 😭😭 like people don't want to accept autism it's not palatable to them they can't relate to it but adhd is MORE palatable i guess and there's less societal stigma and hesitance there and i'm not being like... dismissive to allistic adhders this is not an oppression olympics thing i grew up being The ADHD kid in special ed like trust me i get it but i would LOVE! if an autistic person could go "i think this FICTIONAL character is autistic :)" and someone with adhd just went Awesome :D 👍 you don't have to say "okay well i think they have adhd instead". IT'S JUST LITERALLY RUDE also you could literally just say "audhd is cool too" like there doesn't have to be this weird division. i don't think they're comparable there is actually VERY little crossover in the conditions (also i heard once recently by someone doing an audhd study any crossover attributed to it is because something like 60%!! of people with adhd just have undiagnosed autism. so..) and these are conditions real life people HAVE and you're just throwing it back in their face. autism isn't good and cool enough for MY beloved blorbo he has adhd because adhd is cool. and then it's revealed half the time they're fucking neurotypical anyway like what is your damage actually.

#asks #no yeah i love my poll but this stuff happens all the time anyway which is just so. whateverrrrr.. #im sorry you dont think someone is cool enough to have autism that is a loss for you #i once lost a bunch of followers bc i was talking abt how ppl give ROBIN an adhd like diagnosis #purely from the standpoint of a person without it. and i was like what the fuck r u talking about 😭 #like at the end of the day its just UPSETTTINGGGG for everyone these characters arent Real the conditions Are. relating to a characer is #one of the nicest things we've got on This planet of earth... so of course anyone saying their fav has adhd cuz they have it is cool #but when its to directly oppose another hc... kinda rude

[bylertruther]

not to be a bitch but it's so funny how most henry stans just like. totally ignore everything to do with will as if this show doesn't exist all because henry went after him and refused to let him go. as if will is not his perfect character foil. as if it's not all leading to what happened in the upside down and how the only stories left to learn are those of will and henry. like... . .. ok. this is me, ur resident gatekeeper, officially snatching away their stanning licenses until they pass their necessary continuing education courses aka rewatch the show 🤨

#(i'm kidding abt tht last part don't come 4 me u kno i'm an obnoxious little shit 🫣 BJDHFBDJ) #yes eleven is the one that opened the door for him in every way and made him but. this story started because of will. because YOUR man #couldn't let WILL go. like ........................ ok #brenner couldn't let henry go which meant el couldn't let henry go and when he came back henry couldn't let will go . #the show starts bc everyone is looking for will they keep el around bc she helps them look for will steve comes back bc he feels bad but #he only got roped up in it bc nancy got roped up in it and jonathan and he got roped up in it bc will went missing #like. almost every single character ....... goes back .................. to .................. w-[GUNSHOTS] #even the actor tht u thirst over says it like 😭 #sorry i know he's not real i KNOW henry isn't real it doesn't actually matter idc idc idc idc do whatever u want #but it's just Funnie to me. how do u ignore like. 1/3 of his story like that especially when it's gonna be the focus next season LMAO #and that's not even mentioning how they totally ignore will AND what he did to him with the mind flayer. I'm Sure It's Not Related At All #Tho Right? Right Guys....? #i have 2 laugh. anyway! lov n light 🫶

[mishkakagehishka]

I still think it's so hilarious that Mika hated Anzu/us (or, actually, pretended to) at first because like. I genuinely was surprised to find that out bc based on how he talks to Anzu/us in !! I just never would have guessed. And then I read an earlier story where both show up and he goes "You're the enemy. I'm not speaking to the enemy. Get away from me >:(" and it's sooooo cute <33

#esp that one line in theeeee uhhhh #what was it the story related to the card where he's washing the dishes in tears #where he goes ''if you do this i'll start hating you for real'' #like he LITERALLY exposed himself but didn't even notice😭 he's so stupid i'm in love with him #ensemble stars

[rucow]

u know, i like the phantom having a human appearance more tbh, i like it bc its more realistic that way and i feel her situation is something a lot of us with visible scars can relate to? idk i enjoy realistic things that make sense to me n stuff 🥴

#txt #i mean i had ppl call me ugly just bc i have moles on one side of my face so 😭 #but scars are something so much more personal and ough. idk just being Different in society is enough to force you to be mistreated and #turned into an outcast #im not a fan of the phantom being a horror element/villain and all that #i like her being like. u know . a real person #who was horribly mistreated based on things that were out of her control (her appearance) #bc i feel thats something a lot of us can relate to #speaking as someone with a lot of visible scars on most of my body 😬 #i stay covered up bc of it so yea . i can Relate to the phantom in a few ways (also our passion for art n music) #i just think she's neat 🥺 #okiee im done rambling im so sickly and bleh #poto #although ofc i understand a lot of ppl just enjoy the whole horror aspect of the story and thats perfectly fine