#Put Your Back N 2 It

[sebbys-mama]

"There is still grace in this."

"There is love with no hiding."

#put your back n 2 it #perfume genius #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #crowley #good omens #aziraphale loves crowley #crowley loves aziraphale #love is love #neil gaiman #michael sheen #david tennant

[rastronomicals]

February 21:

On this date in 1986, Metallica released their pinnacle album, Master of Puppets.

On the 21st of February, 1991, The Jesus Lizard released Goat, their second album.

On the 21st of February, 2012, Perfume Genius delivered Put Your Back N 2 It, their album.

And,

On the very same day of the very same year, but in another place entirely, Pallbearer dropped their debut album, Sorrow And Extinction.

#February 21 #Metallica #Master of Puppets #The Jesus Lizard #Goat #Perfume Genius #Put Your Back N 2 It #Pallbearer #Sorrow And Extinction

[ria-starstruck]

does this crossover make sense? no. are the games similar at all in core themes message or story? like not really i guess. would the characters even get along? not at all! did i draw them anyway? sure did!

#outer wilds #hollow knight #outer wilds spoilers #outer wilds hatchling #hollow knight knight #hollow knight ghost #hopefully by the time this pops outta the queue ill have beaten outer wilds base game and wont have to worry about spoilers or anything #ok tbh its not like hallownest and outerwildssolarsystem are That different + the player characters like....Placements...is kinda vaguely #similar sure #but the way u interact w the worlds is v different #the focus on the ways u interact w the worlds is different #also the obvious u need abilities to get places in hollow knight versus in outer wilds u can basically go anywhere #u just need to Know #which makes hollowknight v replayable but outer wilds not so much #agreeing w the senior outerwildsers that ive talked to #u can really only Experience this game a certain way Once #and itll be your first playthrough #unless u play for like. 2 minutes and then put it down n come back to it after 2 years or something #then like . sure #anyway

[taegularities]

some men are textbook villains fr

#tw religion? #kinda need to rant.. kinda wanna explain what's going on #some ppl are part of humanity but don't know how to be humane... like the guy i started talking to almost 2 weeks ago #liked him a lot bc he was funny sickeningly sweet mature and understanding.. until he was not #tl dr version is that we somehow drifted to the topic religion and i told him im not too religious and don't believe in superstition much #i was extremely respectful and even when he said that he does believe a lot i was like 'thats cool!! different people believe in different #things!!' and at first it was a normal convo until man went all psycho on me (after one damn week!!!) and started talking about how #id have to be religious in a relationship with him.. my dude i barely know your fav food can we not talk about relationships yet #but he says he doesn't even need a woman who cooks/cleans just someone who believes.. n im like i get it but i can't change myself like that #and then guy moves to marriage and is all 'well my entire family is religious' n my mom and sister (who's 16) would be putting pressure on #you n force you to pray etc.. and I'm like???? who can force anyone to a thing like that are u kidding #things escalate and my absolute STUPID ass tells him about my deepest fkn trauma to explain what made me abandon religion bc #life just never got better and this trauma remained for yrs... and he gets so angry that he says he wants to stop talking to me just to spam #me all day next day.. he'd keep messaging me switching between 'i still want you we shouldn't throw this away i have feelings for you' #AFTER A WEEEEEEKKKK!!! and then goes back to 'i wasted my time with you you were so unnecessary im in a bad mood bc of you' #even said 'you'll never find a guy with a trauma and mindset like this. i will find a religious girl but no one will love you like that' #and the worst thing is that he told his friends and mom about the trauma i had just to spite me.. note that he promised to never tell anyone #(and then still asked for forgiveness and for me to rethink whether we want to end this after telling me 473626x he wanted to end it) #(nothing even ever started you bitchass) #also note that his mom knows my mom n basically most of my relatives.. so i was here trembling for days fearing they'd get to know about it #mom somehow convinced her to not tell anyone bc it's important to me and very very fucking personal.. #but he harassed me all day - i wouldn't answer and he'd send 55 messages.. multiple missed calls like dude i got so fkn scared #my heart jumped whenever he texted he was so fkn aggressive and SO MEAN #'you just needed to adjust and we would've been okay' 'tell me are u gonna fkn be religious or not????' 'you ruined everything' kinda mean #i just :') it was the worst time and i don't think i've ever seen someone degrade me so much or make me feel this defective #but.. it's finally over. his mom called my mom and mine was like pls teach him some manners.. n since i couldn't and wouldn't text him back #and literally avoided whatsapp bc of him she ended it all for me and now it's hopefully done forever #anyway i saw jks gcf performance yday n him singing still with you put a genuine smile on my face.. ill stick to THAT boyfriend honestly lol #def gonna delete later #but ty for reading if u did <3

[sweetest-honeybee]

them having you chill on the side is how they lure you in with a false sense of hope of "it's really not that bad!~" DON'T FALL FOR IT--

but deadass i remember it was like that the first day i was a carhop at sonic, thought it wasn't too bad. literally the next day i had over a 100 separate orders i took out. i worked there for 2 weeks then gave a 2 weeks cause i was too scared to just quite outright LMAO (was my first job at 17)

best of luck to you, and am sending all the good vibes that you get a better opportunity elsewhere!!! 💛🏵

EXACTLY and I fuckin KNOW they’re making it look easier. I’m not quick enough yet to handle a line of people and that’s fine but they haven’t trained me for it yet

The funniest thing is is that so many people quit ALL at he time there and people would keep saying those people who quit were just too lazy and the workload was too hard and blah blah blah

It’s NOT. The “workload” is running around in the same open room or to the kitchen unless you spend your time in the cooler. The main managers just an ass and I have the strongest feeling she’s run out people by being an asshole to them because the second I saw the way she handled me accidentally letting a dude walk out without paying, I knew there and then that I wasn’t gonna be working there long be it that she fired me for the stupidest gd reason or I quit

#btw here’s the story about that #dude walked out with $12.20 worth of stuff and I didn’t notice til I rung up cigarettes for another guy which added #onto previous guys total right #so there’s already my drawer being short for the day AND manager had to fix 2 separate transactions #she was so snarky and bitchy the whole time she was handling it but I must emphasize that SHE handled it #I just initialed a couple receipts or whatever #second guy gets his cigs and goes but she’s gotta ring em up to make a full transaction #for a reason I still don’t know #she’s handled the WHOLE thing so far #then turns to me when the screens got the DOB thing you fill in for cigs/alcohol #and in the most condescending tone goes ‘okay. enter your birth date’ #that alone didn’t sit right with me and I snapped right back at her #bc A. I ain’t old enough to buy cigs anyways and my DOB is invalid so idk what she expected #and B. I wouldn’t have put it in anyways #she RELUCTANTLY puts in her birth date n whatnot #and alls well after #but that shit is WEIRD like I know it was my fault but that was really fuckin odd for my 4th day on the job

[strrwbrrryjam]

for all my grievances with tangled the series, one thing i cannot criticize them for is their songs, i mean, sure, not all of them make sense in context (let me make you proud comes to mind), the songs are spectacular, from the vocals to the instrumental, all of them are a joy to listen to, whether they are just incredibly goofy, like the buddy song, to heartbreaking, like waiting in the wings, whether its a solo, a duet or a group, they are wonderful to listen to

#i like the show. dont get me wrong. #though i cant deny there are a lot of flaws to the series n character n story decisions that dont make sense n infuriate me #and i will say imo season 1 is where its at its best. although yes flaws are present they dont. idk. ruin the season for me #but i cant say the same for the later two seasons. i mean. i had fun with s2 n liked the new characters but. a lot of it again imo is fille #but s3 is the worst imo cause the stakes are so high but they spend like 2-4 episodes actually on the main plot #n the rest is just. pointless filler. i mean. did we really need to learn more about fucking nigel of all characters #n i will say i am not a fan of cass' arch at all. i liked her in the first season n most of the second season but s3 just. ruins her for me #i also dont like how they treated euguene most of the time. he deserved to be treated better. he was the other main character in the movie #he deserved to be treated better not put in the back so as not to outshine cass n rapunzel's relationship #cassunzel this it not a critique of you. i liked the ship in the beginning to n i love the poly of cass rapunzel n euguene #n you can ship them to your hearts content. im just annoyed at the disrespect of euguene lol #can you tell that im passionate about the show. i mean. the potential was there but. they didn't do nothing with it. #im upset it couldnt be better lol #anyway what was i talking about #right the songs. the songs are spectacular (despite almost all of them not making sense in the context of the shows) #n are a joy to listen to. i love them all so much that i dont think there's any i dislike really. the songs are so so good #n are really fun to listen to. its one of the things that i can never fault the show for. they're wonderful n everyone should listen to the #even if you havent watched the show lol they're great #tangled the series #tts #strawberry speaks

[fish-at-fish-fish-resort]

getting emotional about splatoon again. god. that fucking squid makes me feel things about my own life im crying all over my yogurt

#pov youve been into splatoon since the first game and in splatoon 3 theres the new capn and thats YOU. thats you those years ago. #thats the kid that saved up their money to buy a wii u. opening it up the first time digging for the splatoon download code hoping it works #ans then it does and then youre in this new colorful world full of whimsy and. and then you got splatoon 2 and a switch for Christmas #and now this lonely teen gets to experience that joy again. #of opening up the switch and putting in the cardridge and inputting the online subscription code hoping it works. and then it does. #and youre back in inkopolis. #and you get yourself octo expansion after watching a playthrough while abroad visiting your family. and you get to pick the looks of agent 3 #and the game asks you because thats you. thats the kid those years ago. thats the teen playing right now. thats you. #and now youre an adult. you preordered splatoon three. you played it on the bus drive home. and you enter the story mode. #and youre faced again with yourself. #that kid finding joy in this world when home wasnt the best. #that teen finding community and frienedship n this game when they had noone to talk to #and you realize how far youve come. and youre proud of yourself. and youre happy youre alive #and now youre an adult who doesnt know exactly where to go from here. but will keep trying. #if not for yourself now. then maybe for a future you who will remember this. then maybe for the past you that you look back to. #and im not even mentioning all the transgender stuff #im not normal about this game guys #fishbrain thoughts

[eebie]

why do peopelt alk about personality types like that

#What if we were all just people!! #cos all that mbti stuff And the extent of a someone's persoanlioty is impossible 2capture #based on a 20 question online test That offers no context/reasoning behind the situations and answers it gives you #it just assumes why you chose those things u did and gives you a generalization that might be wildly inaccurate !!!!!!!!!!!!!! #but just because something is a whole load of baloney doesnt mean it cant be fun ^_^ heehee #it's silly sometimes. 2 see people describing The result i got like.. Ooooh .. they're cold unfeeling Machines... they're Evil genuis.. #and all coprrect Btw but not in the right way!!!!!!!!!!! #im an unfeeling machine the way im always on my grind and dont give a shit! And im an evilgenuis because im sexy and awesome basically #also thats all super minor stuff Personalitytypes shouldnt be 4 letters it should be about 4986534262357e^10 Letters #cos theres so much shit n overlap and basically its pointless To try n fit that into something as simple as that #Thtas like trying 2 put every color paint from every gradient from every hue and shade onto a single palette #simply impossible n you'll get paint all over yourself trying!!!! and the colors will all smudge together #and then you'll ahve to burn your clothes #but NOT if you have fun with it ^_^ #you don't wear a tuxedo while you're painting You wear that silly shit of which itdoesn't matter if it gets paint on it!! a colorful apron #basically trying to put anything in2 a binary In Sincerity is a waste of TIME but it can be fun !!! #NAYWAYS THIS IS STUFF PPL HAVE ALREADY TALKED ABOU IM SURE i just got carried away #*rubs the back of my head *Well.. heh #fuck how do u #do that thing anime boys do #where they do that. that thing i just tried to roleplay as #i forgot how #anyways this is not me being a hater Do whatever the hell u want ^_^ all tha power to u + i love u

[ubashaaa-archived]

does anybody remember that period of time where “art critique” channels just started popping up everywhere. and would like. go on DeviantArt and just poke at art, most of the time being art by kids. what the hell was up with that

#mine #there were like maybe 2 channels that were aiming to actually help art but like swear the amount of channels i saw in that time that were #that were just like do NOT DRAW LIKE THIS!!!! and the thumbnail was someones art. like i dont even know if they asked for permission most of #most of the time. like wth was up with that #back when i had a da i posted some art. and i remember you got notifs for what people put your art in folders n such #anyways i posted this one doodle and some dude put it in his 'art ill critique on my channel' folder and didnt even ask me?? #i was really young mind you. so i deleted that art post afterwards because i was scared #i dont see these channels often these days (thank goodness) but MAN.

[softwarmfur]

when you get this ask you have to answer with 5 of ur fav songs and then send this ask to 10 of ur favourite followers !

Eeeuuuuuuugh....so hard to choose....okay these are not my top 5 but they are 5 I have randomly selected out of all my favorite songs:

- RELIGIOUS MAN - Mister Loco

- Fire is Coming - Flying Lotus and David Lynch

Public Pervert - Interpol

Shredder sequel - Little Wings

Little Pleasures - TOKiMONSTA and Gavin Turek

#NEEDED COMMENTARY ON EACH OF THESE. IN ORDER: #1) idgaf if it sounds stupid the nacho libre movie and its soundtrack are personally important to me. this is my fav song on the OST #2) be prepared. this song starts with almost 2 minutes of david lynch talking about some david lynch shit. i heavily encourage not skipping #3) i could have put Evil on this list as it's basically interpol's most famous song and also one of my favorites. but. #if time is my vesselll then learning to love might be my way back to seaaaaa #4) i have so much i could say about this one....kyle field was a close college friend of my parents and i grew up listening to his music #out of all the songs on here this is probably the one with the most personal connection to me. #the shredder is already a heartbreaking song and shredder sequel is even more heartbreaking. it's good to listen to both in order. #Kyle also had a brief role in Creep 2. some of his songs also featured on the show Reservation Dogs. had me crying n shit #note: i had to put some random reupload on this list because the album this song is from is exceptionally hard to find online #5) another song i inherited from my parents. my grandma also really likes this song lol #LASTLY: i agonized over this all morning so if youre my mutual and you see this consider yourself required to do this. #and tag me if you do i wanna seeeee

[thedeadthree]

AYRENN (the exile) // FAYE (resident evil)

LHYSA (the witcher/dragon age) // PAIGE (kotsam)

VANJA (aot) // VERLAINE (the golden rose)

the dearest @leviiackrman and @preachercuster tagged me to make the loves in this cutest picrew! ty so much!

tagging: @risingsh0t, @griffin-wood, @confidentandgood, @blackreaches, @adelaidedrubman, @preachercuster, @marivenah, @pheedraws, @arklay, @rosebarsoap, @jackiesarch, @chuckhansen, @lustyargonianmaid, @celticwoman, @saintsilver, @loriane-elmuerto, @shellibisshe, @queennymeria, @blissfulalchemist, @aceghosts, @florbelles, @belorage, @amistrio, @redroci, @hoesephseed, and @nokstella and you!

#only if you want to of course! 🌿💚 #and if i missed you please take this as ur tag! also if you’ve done this already please feel free to ignore 🖤🖤 #oc: ayrenn urthemiel #oc: faye marlowe #oc: lhysa #oc: paige furlan #oc: vanja tybur #oc: verlaine vicente #(okay also miiiight think of putting paigey in s*tranger th*ings? maybe? ghost hunting? but monsters! her thing! maybe?) #(she could be a horror writer? or horror scriptwriter? still a big fan of s*tevie n*icks ✨😌) #fayes hair is a dark brown instead of brown but hehehhe if u know u know on who’s jacket that is *cough* leon ✨🥴 #ayrenn and her broken arm ✨🥴 i once again believe everyone in plaithus NEEDS to thank sabir ✨😌 #bc he’s the ONLY reason she’s deciding against making her wish that she’ll see plaithus in ashes! bc OO boy after that went down? #at the parade? OOHHH she was thinking. but she chose to have back what she lost! for the sole reason of a particular silven viper hehe #paigey and her little red streaks in her hair ✨🥺 BB book 1 and 2 the strands are blonde and in book 3 she dyed them red! #is of the sound mind that yes the way to solve and inconvenience or stress is to dye your hair ✨😌🥀 #vanjas hair has a faint red undertone but the way she looks adorable in this! that they all do? ty so much macy + jess 🖤🖤 #leg.ocs #leg.tagged #t: picrews

[nerice]

tge minor title is 'the quiet place'!!!!!!!!!!!!

#it is 6am now ive been jolting up from trying to sleep every few minutes to type out notes #(the good kind of insomnia) #tge blogging #keeping with the tag regardless bc we love a mess nd have it all in one place. it belong together #this is also keeping with the theme of kinda lame nothing titles that reference an important album tm #(engraved switchblade is also back on the table for reasons :))) #just to be clear the quiet place is not a screenplay song by any degree but. it fits the pattern n theme im taking it #+ the album its on (that i will absolutely put on repeat tmrw) is titled 'soundtrack to your escape' :D!!!!! #karmically appropriate!! #anyway yes i downloaded this app again just 2 make this post will now continue sleep attempts #can't even be mad rn tho!!!! knew that unlocking this door would scatter my brain to pieces lol

[n0ct0urn1quet]

@510snake this is us except we r both autistic

#im kissing you DIRECTLY on the forehead rn #THAMk you for lteign me infodump am very very haby rn........... #IM SORRY I HAD NOTHING RLY TO SAY ABOUT SPOTTY OR MEADOW im really trying hard to give them some character #other than meadowheart's starclan thing and . yknow. wifes #SJHDKBKJG #I MIGHT take your advice and make spotty evil or make her do smoething fucked up and malicious #i may make her cause problems on purpose! #maybe she could have like a darkstar moment and just snap and kill a bitch #I MEAN im not comparing her to darkstar she is nowhere near as shitty as he is . shes babie compared to him haha #but idk!!!!!!!!!! i DO want to have. one of her siblings die. annnnd i wannt to have them b killed by darkstar..... #OR WELL ok not directly killed BY darkstar. maybe killed by somene else but it all leads back to darkstar anyways hah #but idk!!!!!!!!!!! maybe ill give her a lil story arc of her own. alil tomfoolery a little fucked up moment or two #but anyways!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :] #i lub u bro i lub u lots....... #am verey sorey ur sic bro :[ being sick sucks ASS but im glad ur at least feeling better today and hopefully better tomorowe :] #also ik i say this like a lot but bro did u know........that um.....hhghgehe......preby voice :] #i just lov listneing to u talk okay !!!!!!!!!!!! u have a very lovly n soothing voice . tis very preby......... #preby girle voice :] so prety!!!!!!!! i coul listen to u talk for HOURS bro next time we vc YOU should infodump 2 me....... #just like about whatevr ur into rn !!!!!!! i wana hear u talke!!!!!!!!!! wana hear u go gbjfbgkjbfgjk about ur special interests!!!!!!!!!! #also bro i was alredy thinking of a short lil story i mite put into ur inbox.........itl prolly be less dialogue n more just Thoughts but #idk hopfully it makes u go :] !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #caus i lov u!!!!!!! and!!!!!!! i like making u go :]!!!!!!! i like making u habby n i like maiking u smile bro............... #ur smile is cute !!!!!!!! ur smile is contagious bc when we video chat n i see YOU smile i end up smiling too bc bjbjkvghj!!!!!!! #ur very prettyyyyyy u hav lovly long hair n a prety face n lovly shape........... hghge.......... #beeeeg tumy beeg thighs beeg ass beeg everythimg bro!!!!!!!! u so beeg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my beeg wifey :] :] :] #OKEY anyways sorey im cutting it short i am having many writing ideas and if i dont write them down right this second im gonna yell #so JFFBGJHFGBJKBJKG but goodnite pepper!!!!!!!! get goos seeby!!!!!!!!! il b here if u ned anythign tho like i said las nite............ #but iiiiiiiiiiii lubs u :] get lots of good seebs n snugle with the me pillow.......... :] :] goonites !!!!!! seep tite!!!!!!! bfbkj!!!!! : #I TRIED TO PUT A :] BUT IT CUT ME OFF !!!!!!! MEANYS TO ME!!!!! MEAN 2 HOLLY!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:[ SKJDBJHBHJGB

[cruelsister-moved2]

ugh i dont want to always go on abt it but i really wish extians were better at like... Reading the room 😭

#has anyone else seen that mb going around #w a bunch of quotes abt like grrr I want to fight god or whatever #but one of them is like something someone wrote on the wall of a concentration camp #and people in the notes are like 'wow imagining my ocs saying this gives me the feels' or whatever the hell #I've seen it several times and it just kind of makes me really uncomfortable and upset #I can never tell if im just like a sensitive gatekeeper n there doesn't seem 2 be anyone else in the notes expressing any discomfort im #just like I don't know if the feelings of someone being tortured and waiting to die bc of the god they or their ancestors believed in #really belongs on your like ex catholic trauma web weaving or whatever it is :(idk #kinda upset now😭😭😭 #they did the same w Dan pagis as well that except from his poem which is abt his parents being holocaust survivors #and they just took out one line to be like wow parents hahahs<3 or whatever #like. can you stoppppp put it back

[bangcakes]

.

#back to Overthinking HDJDJDNDNDN #glad i got called in to work tomorrow LOL #personal #i should just ask him to hang out n get it over with BUT IM SCAREDNFJFJDJXKXM #theres nothing to even be scared of bc im pretty sure im the reason he even showed up last time NDNNDNDND #literally texted me like. youre going tonight right. and then saying it should be thrilling (sarcastically. he doesnt feel much toward the #other ppl we were meeting JDJJFJD. hes said this on several occassions) #n e way. one of us has to put on our big girl pants n i guess it has to be ME DNNDJDJXJX #im also like irrationally worried that he'll find someone else. idk where since he works at home anyway and overtime on top of that but #HJDJXJXJZJZ HHHHHHH #if thats the case tho then hes not the guy for me n thats that ya.... HDNDJDJDJ #literally hurting myself on ourpose like this is so fucjed up JDJDJJDD #why cant i just like. accept that maybe he does like me. like for sure we're friends n he cares about me enough but if its romantically... #well i dont want to Assume........ #but i dont think you go to dinners filled with ppl you dislike just to hang out with a friend. i really dont NDJDJDNNZ #n e way #im just afraid to think that somethung good may happen for once. like its already a lot to handle rn that i have a job #if i also have a bf thats.... well is that even allowed for me to have #this sounds so JDJDJDJDJDJ irrational ik. but in my mind its like. idk. other ppl can do these 2 good things at once but i Can't...... #idk

[maggot-baggage]

Going through my drafts and i realize i never posted that update about this date i had with this guy last august

#it was a SO FUN but also a complete disaster #i feel bad bc like the first two dates went really well and i was feelin him but i was still like. really not doing good #bc of my job and still getting used the grief at the time so i eas exhausted and trying so hard to mask #anyway that third date we had i was tired i was hurting everywherte for no reason i eas grouchy and yes he still put up with me #which was moreso his anxiety ramping up at my avoidance but we laughed about it later #we were supposed to see a movie but the outdoor theatre he took me to was 4 hours away from my apartment. i didnt bring my phone charger #bc i thought it was the one 30 minutes away so my shit died in the middle of the drive back home. his did too. we were officially lost 4 hrs #away from the city bc we were using google maps up til then. so we were talking otw to the nearest gas station (it was 1am atp) #and i was like Dude im so sorry but i dont think this is gonna work and he was so relieved bc he didnt either #plus he planned to move like a few months later n i wanted sumn a lil longer so we ended up just beim friends afterwards #which was cool bc he was a genuinely neat dude! but we were still lost btw and it was almost 2 so we like #had to share a charger in his minivan charging port and wait til our phones had enough juice to run google again #it was like 5am by the time i got back home i had work later that night and i barely got any sleep #*** if youre out there i hope youre doing ok #i say this like i dont have his snap actually i should hit him up sometime #anyway #mag.txt