#OH and the one feature where they talk abt their mom and there's like a really beautiful metaphor. i think it was yankie or myk

[waitingforminjae]

top ten best epik high feature moments whatever beenzino had going on in born hater and whoever said “i’m short, without s and r” on face id

#sorryyyyyyyyyyyyy beenzino's 'my vehicles foreign and my bitch's modellin'' lives rent free in my head #m: epik high #OH and the one feature where they talk abt their mom and there's like a really beautiful metaphor. i think it was yankie or myk

[dapper-zappa]

His Conejita, Her Spider. | Miles Morales

Pairing: Miles Morales x Fem!Civilian!Reader

Summary: While you're hanging out in your boyfriend's place, a particular sketch in Miles's room intrigues you and then you get to know the meaning behind it.

Word count: ~1,5k

Warnings: Fluff, established relationship, cute Miles, Uncle Aaron death mention, Mama Rio interrupting some couple's time 😭

A/N: I love how the "Childish Gambino inspired Miles" thing has come full circle so don't mind Miles and Y/N talking abt him in the first part of the fic. If you find any mistranslated Spanish, please let me know abt it <3

Today’s one of those days where Miles invited you to his family’s place because hanging out with his girl is simply one of his favorite things to do, other than drawing various kinds of doodles in his sketchbook. While the two of you don’t have any homework for now, there’s nothing better than to spend the time together… right? Miles’s family also grew a lot on you to the point you almost see his mom Rio as an aunt figure and his dad Jeff as an uncle figure. 

“Hi… Mr. and Mrs. Morales. I’m Y/N L/N, Miles’s classmate.” you greeted shyly. 

Rio let out a warm chuckle. “Oh mija, no need to be shy around me. Feel free to call me Mrs. Morales or Tía Morales, I’m fine with both though so you’re welcome.” (dear)

“You must be Miles’s new girlfriend!” Jeff joined. “Kinda wish his uncle Aaron is still here because he’d love to see his little nephew together with a girl he pulled up, though.” he whispered into your ear, much to Miles’s annoyance. 

“Dad!” 

The tunes from various songs in Miles’s playlist flowed through the earbud you shared with him in your ear. One of his hands linked with yours the entire time he talked about why he loved the artists featured in his playlist, and you couldn’t help but smile the entire time at your doe-eyed boyfriend passionately rambling about his favorite artists. 

He’s an artsy boy who enjoyed drawing and making , but also in love with music and how it made the world feel more alive, according to him. And you loved him for that because while you’re not an artist yourself, listening to Miles’s rambles about his favorite artists and seeing the drawings he drew by himself made you appreciate the hard work between them more. Even the fact your boyfriend’s mostly self taught in art.

“So I’ve been thinking…” you mused, getting absorbed in the song currently playing from your earbud. 

“Hmm? Told you that you’d like Childish Gambino.” Miles gently nudged your arm. “It’s obvious I love Sunflower by Post Malone at this point but dude’s discography is like, everything to me-“ 

“No no no no, it’s just that for some silly reason, whenever I look at his face… he kinda reminds me of your uncle from the photos here. I can’t exactly describe why but maybe it’s because of his entire vibe? Like, both him and your uncle have this sort of warm, approachable chill vibe? ” you giggled, trying your best to dismiss how silly your brain was being right now. “I honestly don’t know.” 

He thought about what you had just said about one of his favorite artists and his uncle for a brief moment, nodding once he found himself agreeing with it. 

“You know what, you’re right.” he flashed you a dopey grin. “Actually my uncle introduced me to Childish Gambino first.”

“Wait, what? Miles, are you serious?” 

 “Cielo, I’m serious.” he immediately paused the music from his phone. “So it all started with that one time I heard ‘Me and Your Mama’ blaring in my uncle Aaron’s place, then when he told me about the song’s title thanks to him noticing me jamming myself to it, he also said that the song reminded me of my dad falling in love with my mom. While he just thinks Childish Gambino is neat, for me his music means a lot because I was really close with my uncle and he always comes up in my mind whenever I listen to one of his songs.” 

“That explains why he pops up quite a lot in your playlist.” you said. “I like that. You’ve got a great taste.”

Miles shyly scratched the back of his neck. “You do? Well thanks, I mean- yours isn’t so bad either.” 

The more you hung out in Miles’s place, the more you loved his place and his family because of how close you were now with him and his parents. Though you just noticed a particular object displayed on his desk began to arouse the curiosity within when your head turned to face the desk he often used as both his little art studio and his study desk. 

It was a drawing of you with for some reason, rabbit ears on top of your head smiling gleefully, along with sunflowers surrounding your smiling face. It was a really beautiful artwork, from what you’ve seen. Out of the many impressive works made by your boyfriend, it’s definitely your new favorite as of now. 

“Why, thank you!” you beamed, though your demeanor suddenly shifted into a nervous one as your eyes briefly glanced at his desk. “But if you don't mind… Can I look at the little drawing on your desk?” hesitatingly, you pointed at the artwork on his desk but Miles cut you off before you could say anything else.

His eyes widened at the mention of the piece of artwork you were referring to. “Y-you sure you wanna look at it?” he stammered, standing up from the bed. 

“Yes.” 

Walking towards his desk, he picked up the paper before sitting back on the bed and handing it to you. 

“I hope you’ll like this one.” 

You took the paper from his hands and now focused yourself on the drawing depicted on the paper. You couldn’t believe your eyes as you finally got to see it right in front of your eyes. From the precise ink strokes in the sketch that made up your face’s exact likeness, how the drawing pops from the vibrant yellow, orange, and pink used in it, and to the silly little addition he chose to add this time in the form of bunny ears, you couldn’t help but love the drawing (and Miles himself) more than before. 

“You like it, cielo?” His question made you snap out of your trance.

“This is way more than beautiful, babe!” you squealed, immediately wrapping your arms around him. “I can’t describe how perfect this drawing is and the sunflowers are the best addition because they look so bright and like, everything about this is so amazing.”

“You’re welcome, Y/N.” he replied. 

By this point, both of your faces were beaming with happiness. You from being impressed by your boyfriend’s art skills, and Miles, from the fact you loved this doodle of you that he had drawn. Keeping your arms placed on his shoulders, you slightly pulled away from the embrace in order to face him while his hands reached for your waist. 

“But one question, Miles.” you retrieved the paper again and shoved it directly in front of his face. “Why the bunny ears? It’s not like I hate them or anything, I just wanna know why.” smirking, you waved the drawing to tease him until he revealed the answer..

He playfully shoved the paper away and gave you the biggest and proudest shit eating grin you’ve ever seen as he pulled you closer by the waist, before whispering in your ear. 

“Because you’re my cute little bunny rabbit. That’s why I often call you ‘conejita’, because it literally means ‘bunny’ and the sunflowers represent how much I love you and how happy you make me.”

Before you could say anything, you were interrupted by Rio clearing her throat. You immediately scrambled away from Miles and caught the sight of her holding 2 mugs of steaming hot chocolate standing in front of his bedroom door.

“Just wanna say that I made some hot chocolate, kids!” Rio chimed in as she set down the mugs on Miles’s desk. “And my oh my, Miles, looks like you and Y/N were having some serious love conversations right now from the looks of it.” she teased, putting her hands on her hips. 

“Mamá, ¿por qué no llamaste a la puerta?” Miles whined.  (Mom, why didn’t you knock the door?)

“Dios mío, Miles, ¿no te diste cuenta de que dejaste la puerta abierta?”  (My god, Miles, didn't you notice that you left the door open?)

“I’m sorry, mamá, I forgot to close the door so I didn’t notice you were coming.” 

“Está bien, mijo. Just make sure next time you don’t do it again, okay?” Rio gently patted Miles’s shoulder before she headed to leave her son’s room, only for her to pop her head back in, much to his annoyance. (It’s okay, dear.)

“What again, mom?” 

“I love you both!” she winked, closing the door and truly leaving from the room this time. 

Leaving the tiny awkward moment you two just had because of your boyfriend’s mom barging in, you both continued your previous activities of just chatting with each other while listening to each other’s playlist. It’s really sweet to know that the symbolism Miles put in the drawing of you with bunny ears meant wonders to him thanks to his adoration for you. Now you get why movies and artworks tend to be careful with the colors or details depicted there, because symbolism were pretty much seemingly small things that actually mean a lot, like why Miles chose to draw you with bunny ears and sunflowers around you in the artwork. 

You’re his bunny rabbit, and he’s your spider. How cute is that?

#miles morales x you #miles morales x reader #1610!miles x you #1610!miles x reader #atsv fic #atsv fanfic #atsv x reader #atsv x you #smokey writes #atsv #spider man atsv #spider man across the spider verse

[blue-jisungs]

Hey I saw your posts abt requests so I thought I could give you a few if I can think of any 🥰

I’m too lazy to write this myself but it’s been an idea of mine for a while. Either a Beomgyu or Soobin oneshot where they are a prince?

That’s an idea that I just haven’t been motivated enough to do myself but I would love to read what you think of based off that very short description. ❤️❤️

your future husband

a/n. thank you for requesting ^^ i hope you like it and sorry you had to wait so long!! i got inspired after watching house of the dragon lol (although it’s nothing near it)!! also i love the show, the daenerys shaped hole in my heart is reffiling with my love for rheanyra <\\3

summary. soobin, the only heir and a prince, has to choose a future wife. and you happen to catch his eye.

warnings. cursing!!

also THIS soobin lives is my head rent free, he looks so ethereal you can’t convince me otherwise <3

soobin let out a sigh and watched his friends joke around at the other side of the room. he’d love to join them. or just run away from the ball in general.

but he had to be here. the worst part was that the purpose of this event was to get to know his future wife.

"soobin, smile a bit" his mom’s voice rung out suddenly from behind and he just let out a deep sigh.

he wanted to go home. well, to his chamber since the ball was hosted in their ballroom after all.

"don’t move, i’ll go look for your dad and we’ll talk to one of the candidates" his mom smiled and patted his arm.

soobin grunted and watched his mother disappear in the crowd.

suddenly he felt like he needed to take a gasp of fresh year. the next thing he knew, his legs were leading him toward the balcony. just for a second.

when he finally stepped out, the fresh evening air boosted his energy. it was so peaceful: no people, no need to talk to anyone, no…

he saw a movement in the garden. his brows furrowed and he leaned forward to take a better look. it was… a person?

soobin was intrigued and something interesting actually happened for the first time this night. there’s no way he’ll let that slide.

he quickly looked for the exit to go to the garden. when he was passing his friends, beomgyu winked at him while pressing a finger to his mouth. he’ll thank him later.

once soobin found himself in the garden, he was quick to notice a silhouette sitting on a bench. he frowned, seeing the fancy material of a dress.

curiosity made him take a step closer and that’s when he stepped on a small branch, which caused you to turn around.

"boring as hell, huh?" you scoffed, relieved to see someone escaping the event as well. soobin let out a shy smile and nodded "feel free to sit down"

"who… are you?" soobin asked hesitantly, plopping down next to you.

"y/l y/n. a princess or whatever" you scoffed "i came here to this guy’s bride looking party– wait"

your eyes widened in horror as you turned around and looked at his face.

"you’re not this guy… right?" you gulped. if so… you’re in big trouble.

"sadly i am" he chuckled, nodding his head "but don’t worry. i didn’t really wanted this thing to happen"

"what do you mean? my parents told me it’s you who wanted a ball to meet the candidates…" you frowned, looking at him curious. even though it was dark outside, just with couple of lanterns around. he let out a defeated sigh.

"that’s what they say. i, however, am a whole different story. it’s too soon for me to get married, in my opinion. but it’s not that they care" he mumbled, playing with his fingers "”you’re our only heir” and so on…"

"oh" you tightened your lips into a line and then spoke out "i’m sorry to hear that. but… you’re a male heir. you’re in a better position than me anyway"

he looked up to meet your pensive features, e/c irises looking at the stars.

"i’ll probably end up marrying some old fuck just because he’s rich and an important ally… i’ll have to give him children. i don’t want that" you sighed.

soobin felt a rush of adrenaline. and a connection that he never felt before. it’s almost like you were meant to be. in such similar situations… and you both didn’t want to end up miserable so why not–

"marry me then" soobin blurted out, cheeks reddening.

you turned around to meet his gaze. yes, his face was red as a tomato but there was a spark of deterioration in his chocolate eyes that made you… actually consider it. and, obviously, he was good looking…

"i’m not some old fuck. i’m rich, yes. and yes, our parents would probably want us to have children but i won’t pressure you. i, myself… don’t want kids… yet" he explained, his confidence raising. soobin rose an eyebrow and shrugged "so why not?"

"you don’t know me. and i don’t know you. what if i’m a menace? and bossy?" you smirked, watching him carefully.

"honestly? you’re the eighteenth princess i’ve talked to this night. you’re the most fun to talk to so far" he send you a soft smile and his dimples showed up. your mouth parted, heart not really knowing how to handle this cute sight "i also should decide tonight so–"

"let’s do it" you stood up dramatically, reaching your hand out. then your eyes widened in realisation "wait, what’s your name?"

soobin grabbed your hand softly, almost as if he was afraid to hurt you. whilst holding eye contact with you, he placed a tender peck on top of your hand.

"your future husband" he cooed, playful smile on his lips.

[ masterlist <3 ]

taglist: @geniejunn ,, @luvhyun3 ,, @starlostseungmin ,, @elviransworld ,, @jnks6r ,, @sieunsgf ,, @lhsng ,, @ethereallino ,, @laylasbunbunny ,, @duolingofanaccount

#txt scenarios #txt x reader #txt reactions #txt fluff #blue jisungs's requests #txt imagines #txt soft hours #txt soobin #choi soobin #soobin fluff #prince au #soobin x y/n #soobin x you #soobin x reader #tomorrow x together #soobin soft hours

[teachugger69]

milestones!!

y’all i worked so hard on that shitty ass graphic design so you better read this

summary: relationships have important times that stand out (like firsts and special days!!) soo i’m bored and figured i could write what i think spencer reid would be like in some scenarios 😈😈 MUHEHEHEHE please don’t cancel or doxx me because you disagree with one of my ideas!! but i would like to hear more abt it 🙏🏽🙏🏽😏

(reader is afab for a small portion but mostly gn. also, please do not interact with if you’re a minor.)

meeting

when spencer first saw you he thought you were so incredibly beautiful (AND THEN WHEN HE SPOKE TO YOU HE ALMOST PASSED AWAY) his 187 IQ going poof in an instant just from hearing you speak, voice incredibly velvety to his ears. being up close to you made him able to take in your facial features. his eyes would travel down your face as you spoke with him, taking into consideration each and every detail as if he was analyzing a sculpture in a lavish museum. (he has a staring problem.) spencer seriously considered shaking your hand… like that’s how much he was drawn to you #what?? #zing

getting to know you personally/pals??

actually giggling bc this guy loveddd to ask you all sorts of questions. like he wanted to figure you out because he thought you were fascinating and you would be like?? spencer literally take a look at you? YOU’RE the special one… tf? every single time he could he made sure he learned more about you- almost as if he was studying you up bc there was a huge exam the next morning abt u!! he’d be so desperate bro like actual little kindergarten kid behavior on his behalf. im talking asking about all sorts of things from your favorite color or food or author. (also at some point definitely had matching bracelets or a “book club” between just the two of you.) of course, he was aware he sounded kinda silly, it was worth it. growing up he didn’t ever have a close friendship like y’all’s where he didn’t care what he did and was able to just have fun. thus, he rambled more often than usual because you allowed him to express himself freely- he found himself being able to show who he really was (rather than just masking.) he adored talking to his best friend, cherishing the conversations and always awaited the next one impatiently. (you would let him talk about like genghis khan and he would let you talk about like bagels) knowing you was a cure he didn’t know he needed.

realizing he is genuinely failing in love with you

this boy legit is a genius but cannot understand his emotions AT ALL. he may know why he feels a certain way from a textbook point of view, but he can’t really understand them all too well (maybe that’s just a me thing...) BUT one thing he did know… was that he loved you. he knew for sure that he platonically loved you, yes- but nah that man was falling head over heels before he could even realize. he noticed how he felt bored without you- even when he’s alone at his apartment which is literally his haven. he noticed how the smallest and most minuscule things made him think about you (he always found a way to tie anything back to you, duh.) also he writes about you SO much in his letters to his mom, bruh. it gets to the point where writing about anything else seemed like a chore. to him, the best part was being able to fawn over you in these letters. it felt so nice to let some feeling off of his chest. the longest part in the letters are totally about you and he writes in disgustingly prolific detail. diana literally feels like she knows everything about you- both your appearance (down to tiniest marks on your pretty skin that he described for her) and your personality that he loved oh so much (she loves you. like legit KNOWS YALL ARE PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER. ik she definitely knew spencer was in luv before he himself knew. simply because mothers always know.) he felt safe and comfortable around you #securityblanket jeezzz BRO NEEDED YOU. but for some reason he felt guilty for falling in love with you?? extremely self doubtful, of course, he settles for not telling you cause like?? you’re only friends? he feels so bad for seeing you that way and he feels sad like omg they will never love me :((

first date/kiss??

ideally, i daydream about it being impromptu. like i’m just imagining it being very intimate like maybe at his apartment and your playing chess or baking or watching movies or simply just hanging out for the comfort of each other. (it’s totally meant to only be platonic tho…)but y’all get a little closer and snuggle up?? you’re like… “spencer… i like you.”h in a little petrified whisper bc it’s scary to admit and he’s definitely like WHAT THE FUCK internally but on the outside he’s just starting into your soul with his own widened puppy dog eyes and is STUNNED. 😧 it gets so bad bro almost seems like he’s going nonverbal or having a shut down and you’re like FRICK UHHHH and you just kiss him 😜🥺 (need to have my y/n moment.) this literally ruins him like bro he’s mush atp and RED. and you’re like “OMG IM SO SORRY- i shouldn’t have done that i’m so sorry if i made you uncomfortable spe-“ and BRO CUTS YOU OFF BY WHISPERING WITH THAT ONE SWEET VOICE WE ALL KNOW N LOVE GOING LIKE “shh it’s okay, i feel the same way.” (or a sassy but caring “shut up”) he softly cups your face and KISSESSSS YOU like it’s so desperate and makes both of y’all’s lips swell and flush. it definitely isn’t rough or long but it is passionate and kinda messy. (bro was WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT he was NOT gonna miss out)

sex 🤡 *afab!reader sorry :( im not assigned male at birth so i would have written something super dumb and anatomically wrong . this is for your own good. i didn’t go much into detail, though.*

first time is after a makeout session which have become a habit. but this time y’all were READY. after an awkward little ask to make sure y’all both wanted to move onto this point in your relationship, it was off to the bedroom! you unbuttoned his shirt agonizingly slow as he felt himself growing harder and harder by the second. once you’re both undressed, he gulps like the loser nerd he is because he’s going insane by just looking at you. first person to make a move is you, gently guiding his hands to touch you. “you’re beautiful.” he whispered nervously as his slender fingers traced your skin. you would realize that he is very much loser virgin nerd so you’re like let me guide you baby. N HE’S LIKE UHH OKAY!!(you ride him let’s be fr that man isn’t gonna be able to top) def finishes early because he’s super fucking sensitive but you assure him it’s okay and he helps you finish soon after aswell. (in my head this is baby version of spencer and he’s very careful because he prioritizes your safety so i imagine he makes sure to use a condom at least for a while early on until he wants to try it without.) oh and the aftercare is amazing like he tells you facts to make sure you’re safe and he’s like clinging onto you thanking you like a million times every minute.

first time saying he loves you

for a decent amount of time BUT NAH. he knows he loves you, so why wouldn’t he tell you? it’s very early on, and he does it super nonchalant but he planned it and was working up the courage for so long like he was freaking out hit you smile and and time you love him back and he’s like… oh yeah. also addicted to telling you after the first time seriously cannot go a day without reminding you.

okayyy that’s all im gonna write because im already bored #snooze 😴 i wanna write fics but i feel like i write stupid as fuck so this is just me dipping my toes in the water 😳😈

#spencer reid #spencer reid x reader #criminal minds

[iron-sides]

dc

mcyt

aftg again lately ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

multifandom

i dont tag triggers

prns: he/she, nov/nova, sol/sun, pet/petal, sprout/sprouts, bug/bugs, star/stars, ae/aer, it/its. do not use they/them for me & if you use my neos i love you. feel free to ask questions abt my prns!

i do not give a flying fuck about batcest

if youre in the US and you dont vote blue i do not have the patience to get to know you over the internet. 👋🏻 go away. srsly i do block the anti-voting crowd

writing masterpost

if i unfollow you its not personal and i did not check your pinned, bio, or carrd-- whatever you post just isnt smth im still interested in. i dont softblock anyone ever its too much work + im too lazy

this one is less for my mutuals but i should probably say it-- anti-voting rhetoric WILL get you blocked idgaf if youre disenfranchised. if voting didnt do anything no one would be trying to stop you.

tagging system & sideblogs under the cut ‼️

most of these are for my convenience

#pinned post -> what it says on the tin (in case i pin smth else for a bit and need to find this lol) #blog upkeep -> blog upkeep #my thots -> posts where im op #my fic -> my fic #cows -> cows #for bad days -> things that make me :) #./hug -> ctommy dsmp getting hugged bc fuck you thats why #space tag -> space. of the outer variety #check later -> reference tag #loveposting -> posts about the foundational goodness joy and beauty of the world #tumblr folklore -> well known tumblr stories (the god of arepo, stabby the roomba, et al) #negativity -> more serious posts that are kind of downers. usually but not always personal posts #haterism -> me being a little hater abt shit that is literally not a big deal i just personally do not like it. the difference btwn this and negativity is haterism is usually fandom drama or fan opinions where like it Does Not Matter and negativity is more irl or political stuff #bee liveblogs! -> my liveblog tag. the tag immediately following it will be the tag for the specific thing im liveblogging (#🛸 -> catchall for my x files liveblogs. not tagged here but in my featured tags.) (#💥 -> catchall for my comics liveblogs. not tagged here but in my featured tags) (#🐝 -> catchall for my posts where i'm talking about myself. not tagged here but in my featured tags) (#📺 -> lazy catchall for talking about tv/movies. sometimes on liveblogs but not always idk if im going to keep using it lmao. not tagged here or in featured tags)

mutuals tags (i make tags as i have posts to tag with them so this is in no way indicative of how well ik ppl or how close we are lol)

#AXE HI -> axe axylotal

#eddie :] -> ed thenerdkingqueen

#oh oh pheliaaa -> ophelia knightpilled

#freshly toasted scar -> toast aroaceascension

#sparks? nevada is on fire -> sparksnevada

#framing ur MOM -> framezone

#insert toby fox joke here -> toby phantoids

sideblogs:

@astertheworld kpop blog

@caths-collection pretty stuff, aesthetics-- i use it for webweaves a lot

@cranboorysauce i store themes here idk. dont use it a ton but im hoping to more

@highranboo when i remember i put graphics etc here. again i dont use it a ton but whatevs it was originally i was hoarding the url back when i was into dsmp but then i started putting shit in there and now im too lazy to change the url so. whatevs,

#pinned post #blog upkeep #my thots #my fic #cows #for bad days #./hug #space tag #check later #loveposting #tumblr folklore #negativity #haterism #bee liveblogs! #AXE HI #oh oh pheliaaa #eddie :] #freshly toasted scar #sparks? is nevada on fire !! #framing ur MOM #insert toby fox joke here #tw flashing gif #wulfwynn #eadmund #king and lionheart

[matthewtkachuk]

okay you tackle angst so well so - “how heartbreaking.” with rafe please!

 oh my god lowkey the highest compliment ever 🥺 also because anons don’t know how to act this is NOT canon rafe but it’s also not soft rafe 

14. “How heartbreaking.”

pairing: rafe cameron x reader

warnings: it’s angst... do i even need to warn abt this anymore or is it expected from me, drug/alcohol usage, toxic relationship, emotional abuse

word count: 892 oops

Realistically, you always knew loving Rafe Cameron would break your heart. Between the recovering cocaine addiction, the association with multiple drug dealers, and the myriad of issues spurned on by his daddy issues, Rafe wasn’t easy to love. He was rash and he was impetuous and sometimes he was downright mean. He could yell and scream like nobody else, his fists could punch walls and doors. He would never hit you directly, but the holes in the walls screamed that he could. But you had loved him and you thought you could fix him and you were worried to leave him. On more than one occasion, he had made you feel like you were the only reason he stayed clean and sober. You were losing parts of yourself to keep him together.

It was that mean streak that finally had you wanting out, for good this time. Being constantly harassed, interrogated and insulted was exhausting. It came to a head one night when you returned to your apartment after a night out with your girls. You weren’t even drunk, having taken on the role of mom friend and the responsibility of staying sober to ensure everyone made it home. You had texted Rafe at midnight, telling him you would be home soon. Unfortunately like most good plans, your plan of getting everyone home safely and quickly had gone awry. You’d lost track of one of your more flighty friends, and later had to carry her into her house while your other friends waited in your car. 

It was near one in the morning when you finally unlocked the door, wanting nothing more than to slip into bed beside Rafe and fall into his embrace. You assumed he would have gone to bed at least half an hour ago, but there he was, sitting in the large chair in your living room. You took one look at the state of the living room, half empty whiskey bottle on the end table, credit card and suspicious little bag of white powder on the coffee table, and one look at his eyes and your suspicions are confirmed. 

“Jesus, Rafe,” you whimper, disappointment painting your features and you know you’re in for a confrontation. “Where did you even get any of this?” 

He just shrugs, but you know he’s still got at least two dealers numbers saved in his phone. Deflecting, he crosses his arms and gives you a disdainful look, “You’re late. How was cheating on me? Bet you weren’t even out with your friends.”

“I am so tired of defending myself, if you really believe that I don’t think we have anything to talk about.” You shake your head, exhaustion seeping into your bones as you begin to head toward your bedroom.

“Don’t walk away from me,” he growls, finally standing. You can’t help but cower as his larger frame stands over you. Sober Rafe would hate that, but this version of your boyfriend doesn’t seem to care. Maybe even enjoys the fact that you’re scared.

“God, Rafe I can’t do this anymore.” The words just slip out, and you see the look of concern cross his face 

The ‘what’ that leaves his lips is said so quietly, you almost don’t hear it. 

“I can’t do this anymore,” you repeat, this time voice a little stronger, “you treat me like you hate me? All I do is love and support you and you’re constantly hurting me.”

“You can’t leave me, I love you.” If Rafe Cameron was the begging type, he would have been begging. On his knees, hands clasped in a praying-like manner, head bowed. But he wasn’t, and maybe that was worse than the thought of him pleading for you to stay.

“But you don’t love yourself, and I don’t have enough love to do it for you.” 

“What am I supposed to do without you, huh?” he asked, and you could feel the shift in his energy from desperate to angry in the time it took you to count to five. “I need you, I can’t do this without you.”

“How heartbreaking,” you tell him drily, trying to mask the fact that it was true. Your heart was breaking, or maybe that wasn’t a strong enough metaphor. Your heart was slowly shattering into a million little pieces, being crushed finely into dust in his hands as he gripped it tightly. Truthfully, your heart hadn’t been whole in a long time. Each accusation, each insult chipping away at it slowly over time until all that remained was a heavily cracked shell. 

He follows you into the bedroom as you hastily pack your suitcase with as much of your stuff as you can. You prioritize items that have significance to you, like the photo of you and your family and the necklace your parents gave you at your high school graduation, knowing there’s a good chance anything left behind won’t survive the night with Rafe’s volatility. 

He stares at you silently as you pack, jaw clenched so tightly it looks painful. He doesn’t say a word until you’re hesitating at the front door, hand hovering over the doorknob. 

“If you leave now, don’t bother coming back,” he warns, voice dangerously low. Closing your eyes tightly for a moment to keep the tears from falling, you turn the doorknob and walk into the night.

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[lexaprodream]

what i rmr of this dream 11/25/21

met a ginger hipster drainer on the sidewalk ended up at his apartment we kissed it was kind of a party a guy asked me to play league with him but it looked like runescape when we were playing. there was another loona comeback. i walked around? i was on a bus my parents were there on their way to work my mom was telling me about a gift she got me and was like u must really treasure it huh and i for rlly stressed out by the obligation and was like no and got off the bus and told them to stop talking to me. my he person robyn was there earlier with the ginger guy. i rmr she was talking to me abt something but he was like whispering and flirting with me. when we were making out he was sitting down i was standing up and he grabbed my waist and pulled me in and asked for consent and everything . he was a davis student . i went to another party with him and jungmi ben and mae. jungmi was mad at the guy i played league with bc he went to one of their dk shows and recorded songs and posted them on his ig story without permission. the ginger guy spit in my mouth a little bit when we were making out it was gross. me and the ginger guy fought at this party? i think i was joking around and acting stupid and he said it was annoying. it was something more specific than that but i don’t remember now. other details uh. i asked league guy for his name and he thought i meant in the game he was like oh i’m #2 see here and i was like no irl and he was like why everyone wanna kno stuff abt me and i was like it’s good to categorize this info in ur brain. the ginger guy had a lot of houseplants and i was like i will not b able to take care of these for u. there was a part where i had to show my dad these emails between some1 and this problematic uoutuber they were fighting but my dad was rlly impatient and thought it was stupid. she had a song where she gets her tits out in a grocery store and dan and phil are featured in it. i had this convo w mae and ben where they were joking abt me being japanese and i was like i’m chinese and they’re like just bc whatever asian is convenient for the situation. lucas was there at some point but i didn’t talk to him.

[loptyrs-moved]

Can you talk more abt ur fandoms ocs? I like your writing a lot and would like to know more abt em

Oh my goodness I’m 🥺🥺🥺🥺 you’re SO sweet thank you!

Well, I have quite a few and some have their own deeper lore stories that go with them. If you guys want more information on them, I can do separate posts on all of them. But Here they are! I’m so excited to share my babies with you!

More is under the cut. The Picrew I used is here.

Ikemen Revolution

Black Army Side

Corrin Fukui

Age: Appears to be in mid-early twenties

Hair: Brick white

Eyes: Blood Red

Height: 4′11

Any other Qualities:

Draconic features -- She’s literally a dragon but not by nature

Curved Opalescent Horns

Shimmery opalescent tail

Wings that also shimmer in the light

retractable?

Pointed ears

Easily frightened by loud noises and sudden movements

stunted growth

Hoards blankets and comfort items

writes in a journal every day 

its one luka got for her and she refuses to write in anything else. she pours her heart out on the pages, and all her memories

she had a brother! but he passed away because of the magic tower :(

turns into a gIANT DRAGON 

ICE ICE BREATH BABY

Was found by Luka while on a patrol near the forbidden forest, lost and afraid, so she was taken in

Had amnesia at first

She actually is an experiment of Amon and she managed to escape

Excellent at sewing and gardening

Sufficient with baking

She’s for Luka! The way they fell for each other was a slow, gradual trust, and mutual understanding. She saw him as a man, as he was, and nothing else.

Sometimes is called Corri

gentle hearted and innocent

but not as innocent as you’d think 

she’s a dragon, and she’s a greedy little one

Ophelia Dae

Age: 24

Hair: Crimson red

Eyes: Jade green

Height: 5′8

Any other Qualities:

A skilled swordsman, and one of the Chosen Thirteen

9 of Spades baybeee

While she is more accustomed to short swords and sabers, Phelia is a magic user! But she isn’t really in agreement with Ray with his stance on magic

BOMBASTIC AS HELL

BISEXUAL

“Is he bothering you Queen?”

Trans

Was friends with Ray and Fenrir while in school, and was just as much of a hellraiser as them

she was there when the day things went dark happened and was almost taken but that day is a blur for her

phelia REFUSES to talk about it

she still has nightmares

raised by a single mother

TRIVIA! She was an old fire emblem oc i had and she was the daughter of Arvis -- so if you squint when she uses magic you’ll see Valflame

joined the army probably because Fenrir was too, and she was inspired by him 

she joined for her own reasons but he made it easier for her to do it too

his passion was what made her fall for him in the first place

has a personal vendetta against the magic tower for what they did to her and her friends

AND CORRIN JEEZ

will sacrifice herself if necessary to the cause

PROBABLY HAS ALMOST DIED BECAUSE OF IT

Bruh girl

Amira Nasiri

Age: 22

Hair: Chocolate brown

Eyes: Turquoise blue

Height: 5′3

Any other qualities:

My version of Alice! Difference is that she’s Persian

That’s it

She’s just as spunky as Alice 

however she responds with being called Alice a little different

she’s adamant about being called Amira

At some point she just accepts Seth does it to distance himself

also an avid baker like alice

pISTACIOS

BAKLAVA

Amira is just Alice except she’s just my take on her. 

She has the same vibrant spirit as Alice

and I personally consider Seth the canon route for REASONS

just ask me why fjgdfgjksd

Red Army Side

Azul Flores

Age: 25

Hair: Raven black

Eyes: Wisteria purple

Height: 5′0

Any Other Qualities:

An old friend of the Queen of Hearts

like she met him when she was 8 years old

fought his bullies when they would give him a hard time when he was a kid

they dated for a WHILE

did NOT work out

HARD CHILDHOOD

Ambitious, hard working young woman who was married into a high standing family on the Red side. Her mother was a teacher and gained the attention of one of the Chosen Thirteen on that side, and got married

Azul is NOT the officer’s daughter. She’s his step daughter

Has had extensive studies on the History of Cradle and of the Red Territory.

Wants to be a Cradle Historian

Works for the Red Army as a personal assistant to the queen

UNINTENTIONAL

THEY ACTUALLY CANT STAND EACH OTHER

Unless....

Look their story is very dramatic and it hurts me every day so please stay tuned with them. 

CUT THROAT BITCH

YOUR DEVIL

DEMON

Heckles Jonah like its her job — she knows him better than anyone elsd, if anyone knows his bs, its her

Bad resting bitch face

Actually really shy, and quiet when in different surroundings

A sweetheart and will cut a bitch for you once she knows u

She is perhaps one of the most transparent, honest, genuine person. there is no bullshit with her. she will tell you her honest thoughts with you

Cerise Nam

Age: 19

Hair: Berry Pink

Eyes: Petal Pink

Height: 5′2

Any other qualities:

Her mom came to Cradle from a far off place, and set up a food and pastry shop in the Central Quarter. Met her dad. Been there since

They live in Black Territory

She works for her parents and works with the pastries/desserts

loves making desserts from where her parents are from

She knows the Queen of Hearts VERY well since she makes the best mille feuille

Got a job from him actually, and works for the Red Army Headquarters kitchen

Loves to cook and bake!

a little naïve, but she’s a realist

youngest of FIVE kids!!

Morning girl

She may be petite but she can HEAFT heavy bags of flour/rice/dry goods

Met Zero by accident, and crashed into him while in town

love at first sight for her. how can you fault her?

she thinks he’s dreamy... and sweet...

does she flirt with him a little? Cerise can’t help it...

She and Zero have more of a hidden relationship because she fears her parents won’t approve

family stuff -- and she understands

RED ARMY OFFICER?? BLACK TERRITORY GIRL

look im cheesy

dont worry it works out

zero has to consider himself and his own personal stuff too so its a little difficult 

Non Army Suitor(s)

Lucile Lidell

Age: 20

Hair: Straw blonde

Eyes: Aqua blue

Height: 5'1

Any other qualities:

She and her twin, Noelle, are the actual descendants of the original Alice

Inherited unusual hairpins that were from cradle

More of the 'modern woman stuck in the wrong time' kind of gal

Rebellious

Noelle and Luci: partners in crime

Short skirts galore

Does not give a singular shit of what MEN think of her

Wants to be taken seriously

Sometimes acts like an airhead in order to get attention. She's actually pretty somber as a person and prefers to be in the background as her sister takes the stage

loves her sister more than anyone else in the world

When she and Noelle fall into Cradle, they kind of hightail it and live in the woods with Harr and Loki

Sticks with Harr since he's literally the least threatening man ever

First man to feel safe around

"Excuse me he said NO pickles!"

Will cut a bitch for him, or use magic -- luci will hurt someone if they even think a bout looking at him wrong

Loves to make clothes

'I mended the holes in your cloak for you...' 'Bye Harr, be safe and have a good day.'

'Welcome home, I missed you.'

Puts up a tough girl front but she's just a big softie just like him

Doesn't realize she has a crush on him until shit starts to hit the fan

Actually very vanilla tbh but wants to spoil her bf

Ikemen Sengoku

Ito Tsunade

Age: 26

Hair: Straw Blonde

Eyes: Molten Gold

Height: 5′5

Any Other Qualities:

Graduate student at the same university as Sasuke 

got stuck in the storm with him and Mai, and was tossed into the sengoku era

but she got separated from Mai

Met Shingen first much to her luck because uh.... lets say Tsunade is aint the sharpest tool in the shed

HEAD EMPTY

ZERO THOUGHTS

AIRHEAD

her aesthetic when she gets there?

TITS OUT

BIG HONKERS BIG TATA

HOT

her head might be empty but her tits are fat and they will protect you

Music nerd — loves traditional Japanese instruments, especially the difficult ones

Specializes in girl metal in modern day

eventually proves herself and plays some sick chords for the takeda/uesegi forces

she has entertained them for now

puts sake away like a monster

when she meets sasuke, she finds comfort in the fact he’s also lost with her, so she clings

asks him how to protect herself from shingen bc he’s horny lolol

genuinely thinks sasuke is hilarious

also does NOT realize she’s in love with him until the gravest of grave happens

her name was UNINTENTIONAL

Aibana Hinata

Age: Presents in his early-mid twenties

Hair: Black Midnight

Eyes: Haunting gold and vermillion

Height: 5'3

Any other qualities: 

The concubine of Nobunaga

Please know I made him a long while before the other guy was dropped so I’m just gonna offer this little gay boy

Nobunaga bought him from a brothel after being so intrigued by him. Hina entertained him so well that he was set for life

A RIGHT SNARKY BASTARD

HE KNOWS HE’S PRETTY AND CAN GET AWAY WITH MURDER

Likes to challenge Nobunaga in battles of wits

board games

debate as pillow talk

swordplay if the lords will entertain him enough

Bisexual as hell

Gender? Don’t know her

He uses all pronouns

True pronoun: princess

ONLY EXISTS IN A UNIVERSE WHERE THERE IS MAI

Nobunaga/Mai/Hinata........

Unless.......

Smart, and educated

former geisha

he can read! and write!

LOVE FUCKING WITH HIDEYOSHI

if there is mai, he would bond with her like no one else

he would be her best friend

her confidant

genuinely adores her

even if she is pursuing nobunaga, he doesn’t resent her ... he just wishes that she would find room in her heart for him too

puts up a tough exterior

a softie.....

#ikemen sengoku #ikemen revolution #ikerev luka clemence #ikerev jonah clemence #ikerev fenrir godspeed #ikerev seth hyde #ikesen sasuke #ikesen sarutobi sasuke #ikesen nobunaga #ikesen oda nobunaga #ikesen mai #ikesen mc #ocs #corrin fukui #azul flores #ophelia dae #cerise nam #ito tsunade #aibana hinata #girlsgaystheys #kawaiimikamagic #ikerev #luci lidell #sage's ocs #ask sage

[loki-the-trikster-god]

In which I post all the background for my leto/tiergan fics

The following are my ramblings about leto and tiergan, which are either referenced or used for character building in The Notebook and Us Stars Are Always Lonely, which are some fics i wrote. @/pyrokinetic-loser I won’t really @ you but you asked for it lol. I will once again @bronte-deserves-better for being my rambling partner cause fight me auriel. Note: none of this is canon compliant I hate canon/hj

Ok so According To Me™️, Tiergan’s family is one of the older influential families that sort of fell out of grace because their children were so rebellious. The parents are assholes. Idk if I’ve seen rwby but they’re based on weiss’s family but anyways they suck. There isn’t much more to say about them except that one time Leto’s mom bitchslapped tiergan’s dad into the sky. This rant will probably also feature Leto’s family because I’ve got whole ass stories abt both of them. So the sister!! Her name is Sophira and she’s the same age as Leto. They were ✨betrothed✨ at one point but they basically went hey so we’re both gay how about we Dont™️ and then Sophira ran off and left Tiergan to face the parents alone which he resented her for. So he runs away from home too, btw he’s like fifteen when this happens (and never actually saw leto before he was an Adult) so then he does Foxfire and such and prentice is his bff and he has a crush on prentice for a while cause it’s his only friend and then the events of the Notebook happen in which leto and Tierg meet and such and then I ended the notebook before this part but Sophira shows up to reconcile with her brother and they end up being fond of each other like good gay siblings and ✨Sophie is named after sophira✨ because I Said So. Also there’s a very funny conversation in which Tiergan is introducing Sophira to leto and letos like oh I almost married her but we were too gay and Tierg is like THAT WAS YOU????? And also also in my og draft of the wedding tiergans parents show up to object and Tierg goes idk what ur problem is when it was Phira marrying her you were thrilled??? And then comes the part where letos mom (adopted, I’ll get to his family in the Next Rant) bitchslaps them into mars.

Also also also also, in some versions I write Sophira is really Tinker, depending on how much I want to involve her. In the notebook that was the decision I made but it wasn’t important to know really.

Ok so letos family. My dude is Old™️ and the family is Old™️ like by the time canon happens his parents don’t like. Operate in the world cause it’s Too Much but he’s from a very noble family (I usually call them the Nocturnes cause that’s cute) and the dad is called Aemelianus. (I have a naming system for My Canon that is v different from real canon but that’s not particularly important I only bring it up cause originally my man was called Aurelius Leto Estrel and I named myself after him) and aemelianus is a dick. And leto was like ‘I’m gay’ and aeme was like ‘no fuck u it’s like 1100 you can’t be gay’ and so leto ran away from home. A quick note his mother was a scientist who was very reclusive and taught him Sciency Stuff. Another quick note: I’ve always said fuck the twin thing but sometimes I give him Cadence as a twin sister if I want angst in that vein and cause I think she’s a funky lesbian. However, if we’re doing genderfluid leto which of course we are, cadence could also be headcanoned as one of his disguises. I’m not even compliant with my own canon don’t @ me. Alright back to your regularly scheduled rambling; so our man runs away from home and he lives his own life doing Science and then!! He has been friends with our dudes the Pyren Bros for a while, same generation of rich people u know. ✨The wars✨ are optional but if the wars are a thing they happen rn and in ✨the wars✨ Leto falls in love with Fintan. Who isn’t actually evil, they’re just fundamentally different people. I could talk about Them For A While, but I don’t use it much except, interestingly, in the Yuri on Ice AU. So then they break up horribly. And by horribly I mean there was a Massive Physical Fight and they ended up kicking the shit out of each other. So ✨the wars✨ end, which is a Whole Different Story and also I’m not super solid on its canon you’ve done a better history explanation than me, and Fintan has been deemed dangerous by the government for “attacking an innocent person” (leto) even though he fought back. Yet another note: both Bronte and Fintan are canonically older than leto which is why he got away with the whole ‘Fintan gets in trouble but I don’t’ thing. Are u proud of me I kept something from Shannon’s canon. So my man is arrested, more optional history takes place in which, in my version of ✨the wars✨ the generation that fought in it (letos) was the most powerful basically ever, and they didn’t like how the government treated them and tried to rebel and almost won but then came to an Agreement so the government started the whole ‘genetic purity’ thing to keep the rebelling classes less powerful than theirs. None of that is vital to the story but I just thought it was neat. Again, ur history is more detailed than mine. Anyways. So with Fintan in prison and leto furious at his government and the world for being shitty to him, finds the Black Swan. The og, with Vespera. In My Canon vespera has a “close female friend” called Ophelia who basically adopts Leto and teaches him how to lead the swan and all that. She’s the one that bitchslaps tiergans parents. From here we have some uneventful time and then we hit the notebook timeline and you basically know the rest.

#kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #kotlc headcanon #magnate leto #sir Tiergan #r am b l I n g s #kotlc fanfiction #dude I just love them what can I say

[terminally-karkalicious]

allow me to rant about the only thing that has been in my brain for the past two months and that is doll customizing babeyyyyy

i know there’s a 90% chance that you wont give a Shit about any of this but here we go anyways

SO first you gotta choose a doll. preferably one with a high range of motion to avoid creating new joints or having annoying limitations like not having elbow joints for some fucking reason. what the fuck mattel. give monster high dolls back their ball jointed shoulders and elbow joints. smh

the most common dolls ive seen used as bases are monster high and ever after high. most customs ive seen are highly stylized so the stylized face molds work well for those types of dolls but dolls like barbies are good for when you want a more realistic face-ups.

once you’ve got your base picked out you gotta wipe that bitch’s face off with like. acetone or nail polish remover or something strong like that. you can also use acetone to shrink doll heads which is cool as hell imo. n e way once the face is wiped you gotta chop off the hair and remove the hair plugs from the inside. ive seen this done several ways but the easiest and most common way ive seen is to dunk the head into boiling water for ~30 seconds until it gets squishy and malleable. once you’ve got the head back, you can use pliers (i think tweezers would work in a pinch) to pull out the hair plugs which are kinda icky because theyre covered in glue and other gross shit. ew

now you must decapitate the doll. dunk em back in the boiling water to soften them back up then just tug the head off. the neck pegs look funky and are usually a different color than the body so thats cool ig

once the head’s off, you can start the face-up which is basically just giving the doll a new face using stuff like watercolor pencils, acrylic paint, gouache, and a whole lot of other stuff. hell ive seen people use person makeup on these dolls.

next,,,,, hair. there’s about twenty million ways to do hair from gluing yarn wefts to sewing to rerooting with purchased nylon doll hair or yarn wefts but i’m gonna talk about the most common one ive seen which is rerooting and gluing.

before you can reroot, you need doll hair. which, as i mentioned, can be bought at stores like the doll planet or made at home with yarn in literally any color. have fun with it! make rainbow hair or something idk

to make homemade wefts, you take some acrylic yarn, cut it twice as long as you want the hair to be (keep in mind you can cut and style the hair once it’s been rerooted), fold them in half, and tie it to something sturdy like a wire coat hanger for the next step.

once you’ve got your yarn tied to your hanger, use a pet brush and brush the yarn until it’s wispy and looks like hair. then take a straightening iron and iron the weft flat. then remove from the hanger and boom. hair wefts. ta-da

to reroot the wefts onto the head, use a rerooting tool (which can be as simple as a needle with the eye cut at angle) (just google it please i’m shit at descriptions)) to poke small sections of the hair into the head. you can use the pre-existing rooting holes for your own reroot as they’re usually pretty reliable. to reroot, take a small length of you doll hair (about 10-15 strands), loop it in half, and put the middle of the loop into the reroot tool. poke the end of the tool with the hair on it into the pre-existing hole and remove the tool. the hair *should* stay in and fill up that plug!! also remember to plug thickly at the hairline and part of the hair where it's most noticeable. it doesnt matter as much in the center of the head as that’s not usually visible on the doll. once you’ve rerooted, squeeze in strong glue through the neck hole and squish around the head to make sure it covers all the plugs and secures them in place. then pour hot water onto the head to make the hair lay flat for styling later.

also, you can reroot yarn directly into the head to make thicker, more textured hairstyles. and since the yarn is thicker, you dont need to glue the inside of the head for the hair to stay in place!!

if youre not doing body modifications (which are also cool as hell) then it’s time for clothes but clothes are boring and i like body mods more so i’m gonna rant about them instead

the material ive seen most doll artists use is apoxie sculpt, which is like play doh on steroids. it comes in two parts which you gotta mix together for some reason. why dont they sell it pre-mixed. what was the reason. also once it’s dry it’s super super strong and you can sand it, drill into it, paint it, and all kinds of stuff. very nice and i want some for myself.

you can use hand saws and drills and shit to whack off doll limbs to make stuff like digitigrade legs or new joints. also dont be afraid to use other mismatching doll parts when customizing like heads and bodies and forearms and hands and shit. it literally does not matter if youre gonna recolor the doll anyways so have fun with it. make frankenstein’s doll if youre feeling spicy

accessories my beloved. stuff like tiny beads and clay baubles and shit will literally transform the entire doll plus they’re adorable and multi-purpose

i suppose i must talk about clothes now. ah well. you can find great clothing patterns if youre new to customizing on other customizer’s etsy shops and probably google although those will probably be lower quality than paid pattern pieces. and keep in mind that if it exists as clothing irl, you can likely make it doll-sized. there are literally no limits to your clothing options as long as you can execute your idea.

the once all your components have been made, you can assemble the doll again!! and finally see what all the parts look like together!! very cool 10/10 stars.

ight that wraps up my doll rant. i could really go into more detail on certain parts but thats a whole other rant for a whole other day smh. sorry for fucking flooding your inbox ender ahaha……………. you asked for this

little did you know that dolls have been one of my favorite things since like ever. if i can read a 25 chapter long fanfic i can read this B)

mattel definitely fucked up by completely ruining MH doll designs and just stopping EAH, alot of their profits most likely came from people who collect and customize dolls and by changing MH doll designs/Stopping EAH dolls they 1. most likely lost a small (or big if we're not jus talking people who customize dolls) part of their profit and 2. made it harder for doll customizers to make dolls/get commissions out rather quickly because they probably have to waste more time making joints or learning how to make joints.

EAH/MH dolls (specifically MH dolls) had AMAZING MODELS because there was so much variety with height, face shapes, etc (my favorite molds had to be the short/tall dolls and the cat molds because of the tails) and doll customizers really went all out with enhancing a molds unique features. The only "downside" abt MH dolls is that they (or atleast most)(from what i remember)) had slimmer faces but wider eyes while EAH dolls have wider faces with slimmer smaller which left a canvas for the face and not the eyes (and vice versa for MH dolls)

I've never seen any videos where a barbie is customized (maybe because i absolutely despised barbies at the time) so I'll definitely have to check those out but they seem to be good for realistic makeovers. I've seen like like semi realistic makeovers for EAH/MH dolls that were pretty good too tho (pretty sure mostly EAH dolls since yk MH dolls were used for creature makeovers while most EAH dolls weren't)

yeah i was always amazed by the head shrinking with acetone. honestly i still am?? idunno i have no idea how that chemical bullshit works. Ive seen a few of uh makeovers that just pain over the face (in multiple layers ofcourse) but that's usually when they're painting the entire body a different colour (again usually when they're turning a doll into a funky little baby man). I've also seen a few that just chop the hair off and take out the hair plugs yk without uuh like softening the head or just go straight for the hair plugs after taking off the head (i used to do that it was funny to me??). i always really liked when they used watercolour pencils or just colour pencils in general to draw/sketch on the face cause like wow ur drawing on ur doll without ruining it?? kinda epic maybe even poggers and pogchamp?? oh god my brain is failing wjshsmsj.

Watching them putting the hair back on the doll was, other than the face stuff, was the BEST part for me. Favorite type of hair was iuuuuuh was either thick yarn or brushed out yarn. Literally worship the people that would reroot the hair, theyre the most patience people on this earth!! it's literally insane but i guess that's what happens when you've been doing that for years? you guess kinda get used to it. when they put glue into the head does it just become stiff?? like it's just a clump of dried glue or does it like..hollow out again??

dude you literally cannot convince me most of the supplies used for doll makeovers. APOXIE CLAY LOOKS SO FECKING GOOD. its edible and i will die on that hill. The body mods are literally so amazing!!!!! it's so impressive how theyre able to imagine certain features THEN LIKE ACTUALLY MAKE IT LOOK ACCURATE TO WHAT THEY WANTED TO LOOK LIKE AFTER LIKE ON TRY (or many yk trial and error is very necessary for..everything). Absolutely loved when doll customizers would saw off a dolls legs and use different ones or just completely get rid of the torso to use a different one. it's like uuh that one big guy that's mismatched and sewn together. very cool. The accessories are so fun!! just small little details you seen really need but can add because it's your feckin doll!! I used to be absolutely obsessed over the doll clothes i would find on etsy, so much so that i started sewing shitty shirts and dresses for my uh "customized" dolls (they were absolute HORRORS idk WHY my mom let me feck up my dolls like that).

Thank you for this!! i haven't been able to talk about any of my interests for a while and this just really made me happy!!

Question fer u my fellow MH/EAH enthusiast: what was your favorite MH/EAH movie/episode and doll series. Mine was The fusion dolls (MH obvi) and that MH movie "Haunted" cause we got to know more about Spectra :D

#YOOOO LONG POST?! #long post #:) hehehe #this was very fun to read cant wait for ur next fanfic length ask #asks :D #theoreticallyjasper

[fistsoflightning]

23: i wanna know what you’re doing tonight

prompt: shuffle || masterpost || other fills || ao3 mirror

word count: 2796

Does writing music based on things your friend said count as flirting?

It’s AU brainworm time everybody >:3 This “main street” AU is basically balefire/mom squad’s ‘what if we made a bunch of small town romance ideas and mashed them together’ which turns out to be a lot more hilarious than it should be. Featuring (chat) cameos from @windupcatgirl @to-the-voiceless @windupnamazu @verbroil and @winduphaurchefant because why not. Title from this song!

For all intents and purposes, Zaya enjoys autumn; summer heat cooling off into a pleasant chill, the sunlight that lingers enough to keep warm in the early weeks. The trees may die, but in doing so they grow colorful, and though the flowers in A’dewah’s little shop don’t do the same he changes which ones are on display to match better with the tree outside. It does mean Krile—and more recently, one G’raha Tia—have to return to Mor Dhona, their studies resuming, but it’s not like they can’t chat.

It does, however, mean the return of autumn showers—and they don’t even hate rain that much—and fortunately Zaya managed to forget their poncho just as the first big storm pulled in. Mor Dhona wasn’t that far of a drive away, really, just two or three hours on a road Zaya had taken enough times before, but in the middle of a rainstorm? Without a rainproof coat?

Well, at least Miss Eldfalk’s documents are staying dry in the carrier at Zaya’s back, even if the chill of the rain has already soaked through the wool of their jacket and started to dampen their shirt by the time they pull into the parking garage just a block or so away from the museum waiting on Sjanna’s delivery. Thankfully the inn is just an elevator away and not on the other side of the road; they should keep a spare poncho or umbrella in the motorcycle luggage next time.

Zaya pushes the thought aside as they slip off their helmet and the phone in their pocket begins to buzz about, safely tucked within the canvas pocket of their overalls and hopefully not just as soaked as their hands are. Wiping their palms and fingers on the inside of their legs, they unzip the soggy jacket and tug out the borrowed phone to see the numerous Linkcord notifications—of course.

Leaning onto the front of their motorcycle, Zaya hardly takes a second glance up to the storm just out the window behind them as a few taps and a swipe unlocks the screen, opening up to the Linkcord discussion of the day (night? Night.)

[ text channel #mom-panic; 9:47 PM ]

banned for baby crimes zayaaaaaa i miss you Hanami Hagane You are just saying that because you have no one to drag around the fair. Hanami Hagane Besides, they will be back tomorrow afternoon. banned for baby crimes no i’m not!! that’s too long!! i brought ihget but he’s being stupid and wont ride the ferris wheel with me :’) banned for baby crimes i cant find lunya and reese either so now im stuck with himbo here local breadhead we’re just by the cotton candy stand! lunya’s waving at you ;) banned for baby crimes OH THERE YOU ARE HOW DID I MISS YOU        hold on i gotta grab the chad first local breadhead 😊 banned for baby crimes but i really miss zaya even if they’re just over in mor dhona.. so does ochir he- i- banned for baby crimes has anyone seen ochir ihget lost him in the crowd- this says zaya 😱 reese is in pieces :O( YOU WHAT?? local breadhead oh dear lmao reese is in pieces :O( i hope no one tries to take him :( reese is in pieces :O( lunya says if your stupid catboy loses zaya’s bird shes not going to make you two the mini versions of zaya’s courier hat banned for baby crimes IT SNTO MY FAULT ZAYA JR HERE WAS BEIGNB ROODY ADN LOOKED AWAY         NOOOOOOO,,, Hanami Hagane Why bring the bird with you, anyways. Zaya lent you Ochir’s cage. banned for baby crimes he made sad noises when ihget n i were abt to leave,,,,

The chat quickly devolves from there into Sati panicking about Zaya’s violet-backed starling going rogue and everyone else jumping in and hells, they are not in the mood to manage that. Drops of water fall from their chin onto the screen; they hastily wipe it away before shoving the phone back into their pocket and hop off their motorcycle. A few quick movements with the key round their wrist opens up the luggage attachment with the satchel of papers inside—blessedly dry, thank the gods they splurged on a decent one instead—which they swing over their shoulder as they start walking to the elevator.

A dripping trail has probably followed them all the way from the parking garage to the lobby, they think in passing as they stop at the front desk, waiting for the receptionist to turn around. Their hand goes to fiddle with the small keychain on their keyring as they wait, still dripping their own personal puddle around them.

“Hello, hello! Welcome to the Seventh Heaven, how may I—” Tataru turns around, small smile widening into a sunny bright grin when she sees them, even if they’re dripping all over the lobby. “Zaya! Good to see you back again; need a room for the night, then?”

A curt nod (that sends water droplets onto the surface of Tataru’s desk) is all she needs to hop off her stepping stool and onto the ground, waving Zaya along before she cheerily marches down the halls with a keyring jingling in her hand. Not even the gloomy rainstorm thundering outside can put a damper on her mood, it seems.

“Payment for the night’s stay may be given in the form of Gannet Bay gossip, alright?” Tataru unlocks the door to a nicely decorated room with a quick turn of her hand, playfully winking over her shoulder as she does. Her violet eyes glimmer almost the same as Lunya’s, really; filled with teasing joy and secrets. “I’ve heard from the grapevine about a certain catboy quite enjoying the atmosphere out there, now!”

She steps aside as the door swings fully open, giving a little curtsy, and Zaya gives her an energetic thumbs-up as they walk past her into the room, pleasantly warm and bright from the small fireplace in the corner of the room, banked low so its amber glow only flickers across the floor.

First things first: getting out of all the soggy clothing they’re wearing.

They hang their satchel (papers still neatly bound inside, good) on the wall hook by the door and haphazardly strip off their shoes and socks, followed by the once-warm and fluffy jacket as they look about for spare hangers.

Ah; Tataru always has their back. Hanging on the end of the bed are a set of four or so hangers, which Zaya snaps up with ease, carefully slipping the wooden hangers through sleeves and loops as they finally get to their undershirt—blissfully dry, if not a bit cold. Their overalls aren’t all that damp on the top but are more than soaked the further down the legs one looks… hopefully that dries quick enough.

Just as they finish kicking their ankle-high boots to the mat by the door, a quiet yet unfamiliar chime fills the room, and Zaya nearly thinks to check outside the door for the noise when the light vibrations trickle up their arm. The soft ringtone—someone humming along to a muffled orchestra, maybe; not the smartest of choices for a calling ringtone—grows louder as Zaya stares down at their collection of soggy clothing.

...Alright, second: answer the damn phone?

Zaya nearly fumbles all the hangers to grab their phone from the pockets of their overalls and accept the call, only briefly reading the name from the screen before his face pops up in its place. White hair and a charming grin, perhaps—that is, to anyone who hadn’t heard the words that fall from his mouth like gentle rain.

(Okay, well, maybe that just helped. Zaya wasn’t going to say that out loud to anybody regardless; it didn’t matter what they thought of Thancred’s charms. Probably.)

“...I’d say ‘good evening’ but I wager you are having anything but just by the water dripping off your hair,” Thancred says in lieu of greeting, his voice warm and surrounded by the distant sounds of the usual fall fair attractions. “So instead, I’ll say this; is that old phone serving you well enough?”

Zaya nods; given, this one’s a bit clunky, but the lightness of their actual tomephone may have indirectly been the reason that they’d dropped it while helping out around town and eventually cracked the screen. At least Thancred had offered to lend them his old one for the trip to Mor Dhona in case, just on the off chance someone truly needed their attention, like for lost birds and ways to punish a distracted idiot.

They set it on the table, the front camera facing towards the window as Zaya steps into frame, still fiddling with the hangers in their hands. Mor Dhona may be covered in a gloomy storm, but the golden lights from the buildings around Revenant’s Toll Square still glow brightly in the distance, a refuge from the biting torrent of cold rain.

“Survived the water,” they sign slowly, stepping closer to the fireplace in a subtle attempt to dry off a bit quicker, almost fumbling when their fingers stiffen, chilled to the bone. Thancred laughs, the bridge of his nose crinkling just a tad like how it does when he can’t stop cracking himself up. “Still has power, too.”

“Glad to see it has survived, then.” There’s a slight pause where Thancred stops talking (and laughing) to catch his breath, the small silence filled with Zaya leaving frame to go hang their soaked clothes over the fireplace to hopefully dry for tomorrow. When they come back to look at the camera, a kaleidoscope of colorful lights dance across Thancred’s face, some colorfully lit attraction before him leaving his platinum blonde hair awash with a rainbow of color. “The storm there should burn off by early dawn, though; hopefully you will not have to drag yourself home dripping wet from your business in Mor Dhona.”

Ah, good. They yawn as discreetly as someone who’s on a video call can—which is to say, not very, and a rosy flush must spread on their face when Thancred chuckles under his breath, low and steady. 

“Forgive me,” he says next, voice lowered as if he were disturbing someone’s rest. “I must be keeping you from collapsing; I can’t imagine a drive in the freezing rain and getting soaked is the least draining way to spend one’s night.”

In-between stretching out the tense muscles in their back and neck do they grunt some noise of agreement, the strain flaring momentarily before melting into a drowsy warmth that drips down the ridges of their spine. Really, spending time in Mor Dhona at all is a draining waste of time—when you make your home in somewhere as vibrantly quiet as Gannet Bay it’s hard to want the big city over the comforts of familiarity, of knowing each shop and its owners personally, of being able to help them all and see their smiles.

At least they can see one person from home, now.

“ ‘S fine,” they mumble softly, heart stuttering when Thancred’s smile widens at the sound of their voice. Part of them wishes they were there to playfully elbow him for that—it’s not that rare tha they’ll speak—and the other part of them they are desperately trying to ignore. “How’s th’ fair.”

“Wonderful.” He looks up for a moment as Zaya wraps themselves in the bed coverings, presumably to whatever booth or stall is shining down on his face with fluorescent lights. “Ryne’s had a wonderful time, I think. I haven’t seen your friends around, but would you like to hear about the odd variety of attractions around?”

Zaya hums sleepily, waiting for him to continue. They hardly even notices when their eyelids grow heavy and their fingers return to their usual warmth, entranced enough by the fond familiarity of Thancred’s voice as they drift off to sleep.

…

The next morning, Zaya wakes with the dawn that rises across Mor Dhona, the bright golden sunrise sneaking through the cracks of the large curtains to tickle their bedsheets. The cityscape outside the window is covered by low autumn morning fog, glimmering as the sunlight dances over it and the puddles the passing storm had left behind in its wake. Outside, it is nearly silent, only a few passing cars and hardly any pedestrians around when Zaya does their morning stretches by the window.

As is always with a trip into the city, they fall into an easy routine; wake with the sun, stretch out whatever they can without breaking something, get dressed and hastily grab everything before rushing out the door, wave Tataru a rushed but genuine goodbye. Trot down to the parking garage, check the bike, throw the satchel back into the luggage on the back as they slip on their stereo cuffs and flick through playlists on their phone before going to get breakfast at the Bismarck—

Zaya pauses their flick-tap scroll through the playlists on their phone when they catch one with their name. Odd; Thancred did always have the habit of making his friends their own personal playlists, but they’d like to think they didn’t give him that much of a read on their tastes just yet.

Shrugging to no one but themselves, they tap on the playlist and let it begin to play as they slide the phone back into their overall pocket, starting up their motorcycle’s engine just as the song begins to play.

They stop. 

[ DM history with @superbolide; 7:36 AM]

zayaya ❓ zayaya 🌅😊❗🎵🎧💿❓❓ superbolide good morning to you too :) you’re up rather early superbolide something the matter? superbolide ah          i haven’t got another song for you yet, if that’s the question   rest assured, i’ll find something yet! zayaya 🙅

It hardly takes them more than a few seconds to grab a small screenshot of the playlist in question, sending it and another screenshot back to Thancred as they quietly listen to the same song Rjoli and Reese had playing near constantly for last Valentione’s Day in the bakery—still manages to be catchy, somehow. Let it not be said that acoustic covers were not their favorite.

The notification ringtone chimes when Thancred responds, cheery and bright.

Zaya goes a bit bug-eyed at what he types next, the song fading off as the next one on shuffle comes up—piano, humming, Thancred’s voice—

Thankfully, for it being so early in the morning, there’s no one around in the parking garage to judge the frankly embarrassing noise they make at their phone, or the bright flush that spreads across their face.

It isn’t like that, they remember saying, sputtering like a fish out of water when Lunya had barely insinuated that Thancred’s small wave as he walked past was a bit more than friendly. There’s no way he’d be interested in the courier that helped him choose out a ribbon at the local boutique, of all people! He doesn’t even know where I work!

Zaya drops their forehead onto the dash of their motorcycle, careful not to hit their horns against anything as they do.

Looks like they were wrong, about it ‘not being like that’. Maybe.

(Oh gods, they really hope they’re wrong.)

…

[ text channel #mom-panic; 8:03 AM]

💬 this says zaya is typing...

this says zaya😑 this says zaya💭🌑💘 🤟 ❓ banned for baby crimes DOES HTAT MEAN WHAT I THINK IT DOES closest to hell zaya qestir i swear on your lover boy’s life clarify for the peanut gallery local breadhead :0 reese is in pieces :O( i think            hm reese is in pieces :O( zaya did thancred just confess or did somethign else happen this says zaya [ superbolide: oh haha i must have forgotten to upload those to my lifestream] this says zaya [ superbolide: there are some songs i did save, but all the clips there were lyrics i thought of after chatting w/ you 😉] this says zaya [ superbolide: i could make an EP dedicated to you w/ the inspo you gave me] this says zaya [ superbolide: that is, if you don’t mind] Hanami Hagane I told you he was obvious. closest to hell SATINA YOU OWE ME GUMMIES FROM SHOOTING STAR I CALLED IT closest to hell IT WAS OBVIOUS THE MUSIC HES MAKING WAS BC OF THEM local breadhead oh bless… that’s v sweet… banned for baby crimes HBHBHHB NOOO MY HARD EARNED GIL,,, banned for baby crimes BUT WE ALL WERE RIGHT ABOUT HIM THO reese is in pieces :O( awwwauaua!! banned for baby crimes so banned for baby crimes zaya banned for baby crimes when’s the wedding this says zaya 😡😡😡 closest to hell me🤝sati “when’s the wedding” this says zaya 👆💀🏡 Hanami Hagane You two better start running. banned for baby crimes WAIT ZAYA NO-

#ffxiv #zaya qestir #thancred waters #ffxivwrite2020 #ffxivwrite #tales from the blue #my writing #main street au #look its 2020 and i can write chatfic with my normal fic if i want #the song may be about breakup but this fic sure aint :^) #i dont know how to make the names all color text in tumblr ;W; ill fix it later... #balefire #elie's ffxivwrite2020 #s: bound by faith

[historyrepeatsitself]

modern au headcanons p2

hey guys, so after uhh everything crashed and burned as u can see from this post, i did not follow thru in good time with writing a modern au headcanon post… BUT!!! fortunately, i have returned from my semi hiatus to bring you… inspired by this OG post… httyd modern au headcanons part 2!!!

also sorry for the weird bullet points, i did this in microsoft word so the entire thing wouldnt fucKING DELETE AGAIN

·         so like i said with the last one, cami is obviously internet famous for her ridiculously cool youtube channel

·         shes also quite popular on insta but youtube is more her jam

·         her fame started when a video of her pickpocketing stoick and them him finding out and absolutely Losing It went viral

·         it was a vine

·         you can hear hiccup laughing in the background

·         her videos used to mainly feature pranks she did but since then shes branched out

·         she still does a lot of pranks but now her videos also include: parkour, absolutely HORRIBLE karaoke (ft. hiccup and fishlegs), Q&A, playing with toothless for an hour and thirty minutes (yes, it did get a lot of views ((also toothless is a cat in this au))), roast battle vs snotlout (spoiler: snotlout cries), “a compilation of hiccup doing nerdy shit and me calling him a nerd (8 min, 30 sec)”, “reading yalls fanfiction abt me (fishlegs has an asthma attack)”, videos of her doing sports, & more

·         like in the original hiccup and fishlegs have their own channel

·         its literally shit

·         they update it only on lethal amounts of caffeine

·         its usually VERY active during finals week (hence their not great grades)

·         it puts shane dawson to shame

·         “NOT CLICKBATE: OBAMA IS FROM THE MOON????”

·         “NEIL A IS ALIEN SPELLED BACKWARDS??? DID ARMSTRONG USE THE MOON AS A WAY TO FUEL UP BEFORE JUMPING BACK TO HIS COLONY ON MARS??”

·         “MY CAT IS NOT FROM EARTH (VIDEO INCLUDED!!!!)”

·         “got rejected again…. </3”

·         “video of fishlegs on sugar high after i gave him a bunch of candy bc he wouldn’t stop crying”

·         “kids from our school found us” (during the whole video theyre panicking while wearing wigs and fake mustaches)

·         needless to say its very confusing when someone connects that those guys are also on cami’s channel

·         shes pissed but comes around and they regularly star on her channel while she regularly stars on theirs

·         hiccup also has his own side channel where he explains different animal species (natural history stuff) and also does various language tutorials

·         fishlegs reads poetry and sings on his side channel

·         cami has a video where she reacts to hiccup’s channel, he actually gained a lot of followers from it

·         hiccup and fishlegs go to the same school while cami goes to an all girls school across town

·         she actually doesn’t hate it

·         hiccup and fishlegs are public school kids

·         that public school vibe

·         kids from their school are so confused how they know cami and rly jealous

·         cami once stopped by after school (her school gets out a little earlier) and punched a bully for them

·         it was iconic

·         she smacked him right in the face and hauled hiccup’s ass up and dragged them both in the car

·         cami is pretty popular at her school

·         hiccup and fishlegs are NOT

·         theyre honestly a bit like peter and ned from spiderman

·         gotta love that lego deathstar

·         cami does not like legos

·         both hiccup and fishlegs are smart but don’t put in a lot of effort

·         fishlegs excels at English and hiccup is good at science classes (esp bio) and history

·         fishlegs is ok at history but finds some of it a little boring

·         they HATE gym

·         theyre both shocked to find that cami (a dumbassTM) is actually a straight A student

·         shes super competitive so she actually does super well and gets rly rly good grades and all her teachers love her

·         she didn’t for awhile bc she has ADHD for school was HARD but shes gotten a lot better and got tutors and study methods and also shes just super competitive

·         she was on math team in middle school and hiccup wont SHUt Up about IT

·         “hey theres my favorite student mathlete!!!!!”

·         fishlegs doesn’t even try and help him anymore, he does this to himself

·         fishlegs wins English awards every year

·         he also got a 36 on his English ACT hes just SO GOOD

·         hes also a theatre kid lmao

·         he does shakespearean theatre on top of his school theatre too

·         “to be or not To Be”

·         Hiccups not a huge English fan and he doesn’t rly like Shakespeare but he does rly like Oscar wilde

·         Dorian gray is the Shit

·         Fishlegs was so happy when he read it bc they could finally talk about LiTeRaRy ClAsSiCs!!!

·    ��    the trio met bc hiccup and cami’s parents own rival business companies

·         both stoick and bertha are very Rich and Important

·         hiccup and cami sometimes have to go to business dinners

·         they fuck around

·         that’s how they met

·         hiccup bumped into cami replacing the soap in the hand dispenser in the men’s room with silly string

·         he thought she was the coolest person ever

·         she tried to fight him at first but they quickly united against the Evil Boring Dinners With Stupid Old Men

·         they locked this one old racist dude in a bathroom stall once and sent fishlegs a video

·         truly forces of chaos

·         the forces of chaos were unfortunately grounded for that tho

·         stoick is very busy and valhallarama travels a lot so they hang out at hiccup’s bc its usually empty (cami’s house is also kinda far)

·         cami’s parents are divorced but her dad stops by occasionally

·         fishlegs has a foster family and that’s how he wound up meeting hiccup was when he moved to be with his new family when they were in second grade

·         hes rly grateful that hes been able to stay with them for a long ass time

·         theyre actually pretty nice

·         hiccup gets to come over for dinner

·         snotlout is hiccup’s bitchy cousin whos a grade ahead of hiccup and fishlegs

·         he eventually becomes nicer to them at the beginning of sophomore year

·         some bad stuff happens  (might write an angst fanfic idk lemme know (itll prolly be hiccup centric))

·         basically, snotlout kinda realizes hes been a bitch

·         hes sorry

·         things get better

·         until yknow

·         gotta keep things sad cant get rid of all the emo

·         but anyway snotlout does wind up becoming a good friend to the trio!! <3

·         oh lmao when valhallarama came home for Christmas she thought hiccup was either dating cami or fishlegs and she didn’t know which one bc hiccup was so shy she just figured he was dating one of them and just didn’t tell her (theyre all like super close yknow)

·         after seeing hiccup and cami holding hands (a RARE moment, it was bc they thought it would annoy snotlout bc he hates cami (it did)) she assumed it was cami

·         she brought it up

·         LMFAOOOO hiccup laughed for like 10 minutes

·         She then immediately was like oh ok ur gay and its fishlegs

·         that was even funnier

·         “mom fishlegs is weird lmao” (he and fishlegs probably friendly roast each other a lot tbh. they definitely call each other “weirdo” “freak” “nerd” other possibly explicit words, its chill)

·         Valhallarama is so confused

·         she didn’t say it but “child u literally told me that u thought ur little cat that’s missing teeth is prolly from area 51, ur the weird one son”

·         she asks stoick

·         hes just as confused

·         she drops the whole topic

·         it has yet to occur to bertha

·         fishlegs’ family is good as long as hes good theyre chill like that

·         oh and cami’s school has uniforms

·         yes, she does have to wear a skirt

·         yes, several of them were shredded freshman year

·         bertha is So Tired

#httyd #httyd books #httyd headcanon #httyd book headcanon #modern au #httyd book au #httyd au #httyd modern au p2 #hiccup #camicazi #fishlegs #toothless #stoick #big bertha #valhallarama

[compendiumhistoria]

6, 10, 12, 17, and 20 for merit, zekiel and sera?

B) 

6. What kind of AU is your OC best suited to? What kind of AU would be the worst? Is there any AU that would be, objectively, just really funny?

Merit: Best is most any fantasy-adjacent AU, like a Royalty or Assassin AU. Worst? I literally can’t imagine him in a full futuristic sci-fi AU. Funny? I still think the idea of Merit being an assassin but one that’s an adviser-disguised-as-concubine would be amazing by sheer virtue of Fake Relationship Comedy ft. Merit the Flirty Disaster.

Zekiel: mmmmmm Listen Please consider Pirate Zekiel, I’m not even sure if it’s the objective Best Suited but it is Very good. Worst? I can’t even immediately think of a worst for Z, every AU I can think of works okay w/him. Although it’d take a lot of bending to place him in any real life settings imo. Objectively funny? ...my brain just supplied me “way of the House Husband Zekiel” which I think is not only good but one of a few loopholes to getting him in a realish life setting, oh god. 

Séraphine: Best is definitely some kinda Art Thief AU, laced with her still performing publicly and getting Revenge Leverage style. Worst is... Probably Darkest Timeline, in which she joined the Guild instead of ratting on them (although it’s still, if briefly, interesting.) Funniest? Music/Drama teacher AU, where she’s that Super Invested Teacher/Director. 

10. If your OC is from a fantasy world, where in the real world would they come from? If your OC is from our world, which fantasy world would they most want to live in? Bonus: Would you ever write/RP them in that world?

Merit: I’ve tried considering completely mundane modern AU Merit, and all it basically comes out to is he’s still wrapped in Criminal Activities much like Modern+Magic AU, but backed by his mom’s family being something like a mafia? Somewhere around Europe, but Merit himself moved around to different nice schools in the countryside as Stellaria wanted him to be Crime Free. Then he lands in a (prooobably? American?) city and it goes to hell anyways. I haven’t written this particular Modern Merit, but I would maybe. 

Zekiel: My answer in 6 for Zekiel coming back to Haunt me. Although I suppose Zekiel’s accent saves me a little bit, because he speaks with a Southern Drawl. He’d probably be from some dustbowl religious town around New Mexico, or Texas, though he since took to moving a Lot. If we make it MM AU, I’ll probably be more Invested in writing down this version, maybe. 

Séraphine: Well, a real life Sera’s definitely at least from a French family, though whether they live in France or elsewhere is debatable. She'd be a beautifully skilled musician working in orchestras with one or two attempts at making her own music maybe, but Something may still happen to her that prompts years of recovery, I’m not sure what (but at least she could probably get therapeutic help, whoops) 

12. If your OC were a superhero, how flashy would their costume be? Also, what would their superpower be? Does this go with their costume at all, or are they all about fashion? #Can’tFightCrimeIfYouAin’tCute

Okay, so I remember talking a bit abt this kinda AU featuring Merit & Séraphine, so I’m gonna use that as a base for them

Merit: I’m torn between saying Merit’s costume is Flashy and Thematic and it just being A Nice Outfit. I mean it doesn’t necessarily matter since Merit’s powers would be s/t like weird magical-based Perception Shifting powers, so he could be wearing anything and just spends the energy to make it look like he’s wearing a costume for his Superhero Image. That said, he’s gonna be all abt fashion still. Always. (when I say a flashy costume tho, I am thinking of s/t like GW2!Merit’s outfit, called Lyssa’s Regalia in-game)

Zekiel: Zekiel’s outfit wouldn’t be flashy, sleeveless, mostly simple sleek, hopefully fire proof because he does have like supernatural durability and emotion-based fire powers. 

Séraphine: Catch Séraphine going full masked and modernized harlequin outfit but in blues and blacks with hints of white, just Dramatic. Does it fit her ability of sound manipulation? Not necessarily, but it does keep her identity hidden. 

17. What’s their go-to parlor trick? Are they actually that good at it, or do they just enjoy it? Do people tell them they’re good, even if they aren’t? How do they handle criticism?

Merit: Either talking to an animal and getting it to Do A Thing w/little prompting, or how flexible he is, w/double joints in his shoulders and arms and all. He’s at least more consistent at the flexing tricks as it’s just him, but he gets a laugh out of people’s reactions, whether it’s amused or disconcerted. 

Zekiel: Z’s go to trick is just a free live strongman contest. Catch him telling three guys at the bar he can lift them all at the same time and then the bastard DOES it. Z remembers to tell the bar abt the circus to see him pull more wild stunts, and has even gotten coin from it sometimes. 

Séraphine: Beyond being a Bard who could maybe play at a tavern or two for coin, her parlor tricks probably involve sleight of hand, find-the-lady card games and similar. She’s good, but also makes patrons nervous/upset when she picks their pocket just to prove she could as part of the trick. 

20. Any major theme(s) or conflict(s) in your OC’s life? How have they dealt with that? Are they aware of it, or do they ignore it? Did you design them with such theme(s)/conflict(s) in mind, or did they evolve naturally?

Merit: WOOF, various themes of agency, and consequence and questioning decisions, of what you do and don’t accept about yourself. Merit’s half-aware of most of these conflicts, and overall... has not dealt with most all of it well, if he’s dealt with it at all. A lot of this came kinda baked in with his backstory, his feeling out of place in both the Wilds and the Material plane, his deal w/Kilan and Why That Happened, but a fair bit of it has changed or solidified as time has gone on. 

Zekiel: Zekiel’s story involves asking what is him seeking Justice by Divine Decree, and what is him running away from the shame and survivor’s guilt of what happened to his herd? And how far will he go for almost blind faith, for something he’s so sure of in his bones? Zekiel is actually not aware of these questions, he’s too stubborn and scarred to reflect on his jumbled feelings abt it all, and cannot turn away from the Angel in his head. And that’s just what’s in now that his story is more solid, as he developed beyond “mercenary paladin” in my head, but he has nowhere to really develop beyond that until I play him in a game Somewhere, probably. 

Séraphine: A lot of Séra’s conflict is on that one moment in time, that one tragedy that killed who she was and the vengeance she seeks after that, the person she needs to become after that. It was sort of a long spiral for her, working so hard to be Perfect and Grand and Good and when she tries to be all those things, it’s torn from her so profoundly she mourns herself, has to avenge herself, and discover whether or not she’ll recover and believe she’s anything close to what she was before, or something just as good. I think she’s aware of it, but still too new on her journey to feel anything but that churning pool of grief and rage. 

#Merit #Seraphine #Zekiel #verbjectives #An Answer

[infinite-insignia]

Edgy kin drawing/info-sheet for the time after Eggman yoinked the Phantom Ruby away from me, I regained consciousness, and we (me & Ruby) went on a search for prototype shards, featuring my terrible handwriting. Put under a read more bc there’s blood/gore, talk abt death, and just,,,heavy topics in general I guess (at least for me)

tl;dr, the pic shows how I looked at that time, what the wound looked like, and what I remember from that time. (yes, those are bandages covering the wound in the main drawing). I wanna remember more of the details but my mind’s drawing a blank. hard to remember all of it. probably cause I lost control and lost consciousness multiple times throughout,,,but I can’t help that. probably shouldn’t have been moving around in the first place, but Ruby insisted, so,,,I kinda had to. also, after the pic, there’s a venty/ranty kin drabble, just a heads up

sorry for bad quality, tumblr image-inserting always screws the quality over. felt like I should post this on here, so,,,ye. here ya go. do whatever with this info I guess? I don’t remember everything abt that time--and while I’d like to remember more, it’s hard to do so cause all of the pain associated with that time. it’s usually what I remember the most--the painful stuff. just,,,lots of pain and a huge lack of energy. prototype shards were collected over,,,who knows how long of a time, and they were used to form a stronger phantom ruby--the prototypes were deemed too dangerous for use during the war, which is why eggman wanted them destroyed. he didn’t want me having access to enough power to overthrow him--or at least that’s what I assume his reasoning was. bet he didn’t expect me to survive without the original gem,,,no one did, actually. whole world thought I was dead, I remember that much. huge shock when I came back with more power. didn’t even do much with it, I was done with all the ‘war’ crap and the whole ‘Infinite’ thing at that point. what happened between then and when I eventually killed eggman is a total blur. wanna remember that too but it’ll be super hard to remember things that weren’t as significant as the main events. but that’s just how it is I guess.

can’t force myself to remember things--I’ve tried--so it’ll just have to happen on its own. kinda like how I remembered my eventual death--I was pacing around downstairs when the details just. hit me in the face (or chest, rather) and I just stood there shocked for a minute. it was wild. like,,,I had the basic concept down at that point, but not the details.

still dunno how the Phantom Ruby could reincarnate me--and even a super weak version of Ruby itself--into this life if I literally destroyed the damn thing. my theory is that it used the last bit of it’s powers to give us another shot--tho at the cost of my memories, which I now have to re-learn in this life. in this human body on this human planet without any powers. it’s a place where everyone probably thinks I’m crazy abt all this but. I’m not. sometimes I wonder if I am, but,,,then I remember that getting my memories back is my purpose in this life. and, without a purpose, there’d be no point. then I really would be crazy for staying here.

even if I have to hide my true self from the public at school and stuff, I’ll hang in there as long as I have my purpose. currently, after typing all this, I’m now in a bit of an emotionless rut. need some sleep to clear my mind and try not to stress over things. you guys are the only people I can really talk to abt this stuff besides my therapist--and I don’t even tell her everything. she just learned abt it earlier this month, she doesn’t know much. not as much as I type out on tumblr.

my mom says she wants to understand but it doesn’t look that way to me. but oh well. no use trying to prove myself if her opinion won’t change. anyway guys, I’m seriously going to bed now. before my emotionless mood turns into stress.

#The sharpest of blades {kin} #Worth a thousand words {art} #The mark of an insignia {mun art} #long post// #negative// #no further words in the tags. #just. going to sleep now. #post this and run off til tomorrow afternoon. #at least I have a half day tomorrow #I'll check in between noon and 1 probably #maybe closer to 2 #just to see how you guys react to this #but yeah. I need to chill tonight.

[hopuma]

Talk abt me for avery plaes

“No, dad, humpf, you are not doing it right!” 

Frank had to stifle a laugh at his daughter’s frustration. “You are the one who is not doing it right.”

She shook her head. “I’m serious. It’s, ugh, just keep your head still.”

Frank tried. As she threw another french fry on his face, he tried his best to keep his face as still as he could but his lack of movement did nothing to help the french fries complete a correct one. Instead of his mouth, it landed on his eye. 

He chuckled, “I told you it’s not me.”

“No, shh, shut up. I’ll do it.” And so she tried. A third, forth, fifth time. French fry after french fry thrown into the air between them towards him. One hit his nose, another got to his cheek. Frank tried to help by catching one with his mouth, but Lily deemed the victory unworthy and kept on wasting food on their game.

“Jesus, Lily,” Amusement was the only thing on his features. “I feel like I’m not doing my job as a dad here, didn’t I teach you how to play basketball?”

“Pff. Yeah. I play as well as you.” Her laughter incited another one in him. They continued.

“Throw harder. Okay, not so hard. Ah— What? That is my foot. How did you throw it at my foot instead of my face?“

It was somewhere, maybe, between her tenth or eleventh try that Lily’s demeanor shifted. He saw it in the smallest thing. A nose scrunch, her lowered eyebrows, the smile that softened just a bit on her lips. 

When Lily stopped to think she looked the most like she used to when she was younger. It was one of those nostalgic inducing things he could immediately recognize.

“What is it, kid?”

“I, hm—” She shrugged.

“Is there something wrong?”

She shook her head. In between her pause and his frown, his daughter found excuses not to talk. A stolen fry from his plate. A bite into her cheeseburger. Another shrug. 

“Come on.” He tugged at her, “Just say it.” 

She started, trailed off, tried again, ”You and Avery…”

Frank couldn’t regret asking something faster than he did this question. Immediately he was playing out all the terrible outcomes to this conversation. Immediately, he was trying to find out all the terrible versions of a question she could come up with. “What about us?”

“She is— She is, like, your girlfriend, right?”

“Kinda,” He shrugged, “Why?”

Lily bit into her cheeseburger again. He waited. With another shrug, she stole one of his fries.

Frank knew his daughter. He could always tell what she was feeling just by looking at her for a second or two. Upset, wasn’t the right word for this. She just seemed to be working herself up to say something, “Just, hm, dad, I mean, why do you like her?”

He stopped as if to think, “Well,” Frank knew why he liked her, he just didn’t know what answer Lily was expecting out of him. “She, hm, she is super smart, and fun. She knows lots of things that I don’t about lots of stuff. And just, I don’t know, she makes me really happy, Lily. Why do you ask?”

There was a pause. Her eyes moved towards the ground, the tv, their cheeseburger. She mumbled something. 

“You got speak up, if you want me to hear you, kid.”

Lily scrunched her nose, “Mom said she is only with you cause of money.”

“Ah— Oh— Well,” His brain worked on the sentence slowly, processing one thing at a time. Frank tried, “How does your mom know about me and Avery?”

Lily looked up at him again for a second, before lowering her eyes, “I told her. Was I not supposed to do that?” 

“Nah, it’s fine. It’s just, hm. Okay—” He ran a hand through the back of his head. “Well, do you think your mom is right? That that’s the reason why she is with me?”

Lily managed half a shrug, “She is really pretty.”

“Yeah? Well, so am I.”

The look on her eyes stole laughter out of him. Lily just raised an eyebrow.

“What? I am. Did you see my mustache?”

“Yeah, dad, that’s why I am telling you, you are not pretty.”

“Ouch.” 

“Dad.”

“I think might cry now.”

“Come on.” She hit his arm.

He laughed again, shaking his head. “I’m serious. Besides, I don’t even have that much money.”

“Dad.”

“Do you wanna know what I think?”

Her eyes found his, “——Yeah…?” 

“I think your mom is a little mad that I got a pretty girlfriend and she is married to Steve.”

“Fine.” With a roll of her eyes, she threw another of her fries on him. “I give up. I didn’t wanna talk anyway.” 

“No, come on,” His laughter died down a little. He threw the fry back. “I’ll be serious, okay.”

And Lily turned to him. All wide eyed, curious.

Honesty tugged at his chest, “Look, Avery is one hell of person, alright? Yeah, she is super pretty but that is not it. That’s not why I like her. I mean, It’s great too, but that is not why I like her. She is funny. She makes me laugh. A lot. She has this thing where she is smarter than everyone else, but she’ll fool people into thinking she hasn’t gotten them figured out. She thinks about stuff I would never even think about, like, getting my clothes tailored.”

“Oh, yeah, they were pretty bad before.”

Frank raised an eyebrow, “Do you want me to talk or not?”

She laughed. “Fine. Sorry.” 

“She is just, she is pretty great, Lily. All around great. I really like her, and I feel like she cares about me too. Like, last time anyone cared about me like that was your mom, and she and I got divorced, what? Five years ago. It’s not about her looks or my money, alright? We just like each other.”

“Ah.” There was a pause, then she shrugged. “Okay.”

Frank smiled, “Are you gonna tell your mom about this conversation?”

“Yeah, probably.”

“Tell her I said Steve smells bad too. It’s important to me that she knows that.”

And with that, Lily laughed again. 

#chingcna #did i use this as an excuse to write smth cute between frank and his daughter? absolutly #listen but it is cute af so #saljfals it got so long i'm sorry #˗ˏˋ FRANK GARRETT HAMILTON | MUSINGS ˎˊ˗ #˗ˏˋ FRANK GARRETT HAMILTON | MEMES ˎˊ˗

[modernlcve]

*  —  stats —   trevor portillo !

* — basics !

full name:   trevor keegan portillo. nickname(s):   none. age:   twenty - three. date of birth:   february twenty-ninth. place of birth:   boston,  massachusetts. gender:   nonbinary. pronouns:   he / they. sexual orientation:   bisexual. level of education:   high school graduate.

* — physical !

tattoos:  none.   wants em but is just too scared of needles :pensive: piercings:   none. notable features:   anyone ever notice how wicked broad noah centineo’s shoulders are.    yeah. weakness(es):   too soft. scar(s):  gnarly scars on his right knee and right elbow, short scar down his left shin,   scar on his jaw,   and a few smaller ones on his hands.

* — domestic !

occupation:   he’s got balls in the air.   fry cook.   plays drums for his dad’s band.   interns at a local radio station. residence:  apartment.   maybe roomies who knows. social class:   working class. parents:   mandy portillo,   age 43,   raised him on her own from the day he was born til she met his step-dad.   she’s a little new age,   a little funky,   she teaches yoga and blows glass.   jason portillo,   age 40,   his step-dad that he considers nothing less than blood.   apart of trevor’s life since he was like 4. has no contact with his birth father.   doesn’t even know the guy. siblings:   one younger half-brother,   morgan “mo” portillo,   age 12.   trevor gets a kick out of busting his balls,   because he’s 12. extended family:   largely disconnected from his mother’s family.

* — personality !

positive traits:   altruistic,   gregarious,   loyal. negative traits:   reticent,   sophomoric,   hypersensitive. myers-briggs ( x ):   isfp;   the adventurer temperament:   melancholic. moral alignment:   neutral good. horoscope:  pisces,   the fish hogwarts house:  hufflepuff.

* — favorites !

movie:    the big lebowski. tv show:   workaholics. book:   lord of the flies. drink:   blue monster.   idk the flavor name. food:   he will eat...   anything.   and love it. animal:   ducks. color:   blue. song:   the air that i breathe by the hollies. artist:   the animals. celebrity crush:   harry styles

* — impressions !

first impression:  he’s a lil funky.   he doesn’t really get weird about strangers so he’ll have no problem telling u personal or weird things abt himself right off the bat.   he’s an open book and he just wants to make friends :) self impression:   trevor just sees himself as a normal dude.   not a particularly high self esteem but not a  horribly low one either.   he thinks he could be doing better,   but he ain’t doing too bad either. lover impression:   trevor wants Great Profound Love so yeah maybe he’s a little sappy in this department. he’s doting,   he genuinely likes making other people happy and who better to channel that into than a Lover.

* — et cetera !

turn ons:   nice people,   familiarity,   a good laugh. turn offs:   people who try and live a too fast paced life. drink/drugs/smoke:   yes/weed/alternates between smoking and vaping,   just depends on the week he’s having. dominant hand:   right. clean or messy:   messy. early bird or night owl:   night owl. hobbies or special talents:   he is a genuinely good drummer. he’s got a good internal clock.   gets along with kids well.

* — QUESTIONNAIRE !

01. where was your character born? what brought them to boston? what do they like most about the town?

trevor was born in boston.   he stuck around because he likes it well enough.   he likes being close to his family and friends,   he likes living in a city big enough that he can still get lost sometimes,   even though its the only home he’s ever known.   he likes the nightlife.   he likes seeing frequent newcomers,   a new cast of faces every now and again.

02. who are your character’s friends and family? who do they surround themselves with? who are the people your character is closest to?

trevor’s family is his parents and his half-brother.   they all get along pretty well.  his mom is a free-spirit,   it’s hard to not get along with her.   his step-dad is one of his best friends,   he just feels like they Get each other and they share similar interests so they’ve always kind of palled around.   his brother is in middle school and going through a bit of a douche phase,   but they’re all pretty sure they can pull him through it.   he’s good friends with sylvia and riley,   in their own ways.   he knows they have a history  ( granted he probably doesn’t fully understand it ),   but,   ultimately,   isn’t the kind of person to let their beef get in the way of his being friends with both of them.

03. what is your character’s biggest fear? who have they told this to? who would they never tell this to? why?

trevor’s biggest fear is never finding stability.   he knows he’s too young to have everything on Lock,   but he hates change,  and always has.   he wants something steady,   a real job,   friends who’re sticking around,   a partner he can trust,   just some semblance of the easy domestic life he’s always been so into.   he doesn’t bring it up much because i don’t think even he realizes just how scared he is of feeling like he does now,  kind of in between and looking forever.

04. has your character ever been in love? had a broken heart?

trevor was in love with one of his best friends in high school.   they dated on and off for three years,   but,   in the end,   it was decided they were just better off as friends.   they still hang out,   whenever she’s in town,   and it’s not especially weird or awkward.   he had a boyfriend at the end of high school and his first year out that he’d say he was in love with.   they’ve got a little more bad blood.   for someone that dates as much as he does,   you think there’d be more than that,  but he doesn’t make it to In Love with most the people he sees now.   his heart is broken almost always though.   of course his exes were worse,   but like when that thottie unmatches him after a lively conversation about grill food?   yeah it hurted.

05. your character is doing intense spring cleaning. what is easy for them to throw out? what is difficult for them to part with? why?

im gonna stop answer this too because i feel like i keep saying the same thing in them all.   eventually,   i’ll have this down to like 3 questions jsfdhskjdfh

06. it’s saturday at noon. what is your character doing? give details.

making moves.    he’s likely working at the diner.   if not,   he’s probably loitering around the radio station.   he loves playing music,   but,   ultimately,   doesn’t want to pursue performance as a career.   he is interested in getting work at the station though,   and working with music more tangentially.

07. what is one strong memory that has stuck with your character since childhood?

oh buckle up.   trevor’s favorite song is the air that i breathe by the hollies which is.   a choice.   but its because when he was eight and he heard it at his parents wedding he was pretty sure it was the most Romantic song that had ever been written not that its a huge priority for an eight year old but consider.   he’s a freak.

09. what is something that upsets your character? where do they go when they’re upset?

trevor’s microchip will short circuit over like.   generally people being mean he just Cannot understand why you cant be fundamentally nice it costs zero dollars to not be an asshole.   he’s also particularly sensitive to people calling him dumb.   when he’s upset,   he likes to be working,   talking to customers and pretending everythign is Okay.

10. when your character thinks of their childhood kitchen, what smell do they associate with it? why?

his mom burned enough incense there weren’t a lot of Heavy Kitchen Smells but when she broke out the online recipes for at home vegan curry she found it was always a Fragrant night.

#( trevor portillo. ) #( stats. )