#No wonder he didn't want to tell her

[hephaestuscrew]

One of the many Wolf 359 script directions that is Important To Me is this bit from Ep15 What's Up, Doc?, which comes after Hilbert has been threatening to tell Minkowski how Eiffel ended up on the Hephaestus:

#Wolf 359 #w359 #I do think script directions like this are perfectly reflected in the actors' performances #and also think they are very worth reading #He says he just needs her to drop it *right now* #which gives an opening to bring it up again another time #but we don't have any evidence that she ever tried to ask him again #In my opinion 'I didn't murder anyone' is not a very reassuring defence #because if that's the only defence he can give #it arguably implies that what he did is just a level of awfulness below that #But Minkowski accepts that defence as all she needs to know #She has full confidence in him #a blank cheque of trust #No wonder he didn't want to tell her #(He didn't want to lose that trust) #No wonder it was so devastating for Minkowski to find out the truth #(The idea that her trust might have been misplaced terrifies her) #Also Eiffel is surprised that Minkowski doesn't push it #He's taken aback by how easily she trusts him #He doesn't expect people to trust him #and just take his word for it that they don't need to discuss his past #He's expecting to need to argue #He's preparing to try to justify his secrecy further #But he doesn't need to #She just trusts him immediately #Eiffel & Minkowski #the empty man posteth #Doug Eiffel #Renée Minkowski #w359 spoilers

[kawaiichibiart]

Hello, yes, I need more cards where the characters interact with their younger selves.

I want more of this please:

#project sekai #project sekai colorful stage #hatsune miku colorful stage #proseka #prosekai #colorful stage #i didn't include toya's nocturne interlude trained card because while he is with his younger self #they aren't really interacting together? they're both just there playing their respective instruments #i want older toya to show younger toya that he found something someone that made him happy and enjoy music #i want to see older ena helping little ena with a drawing like she did for those school kids with emu and honami #i want to see older tsukasa put on a show for his younger self #or even just tell him that he's found more people who would help him pursue his dreams #saki holding her younger self the first night she has to spend in the hospital #honami baking with little honami #kanade holding out the music box (i can't remember if it was her mom's or her dad's) so her younger self can wind it up #mafuyu carrying her younger self away from something that looks harmful towards something that says safety #ichika telling little ichika all about leo/need's sekai and miku #emu is telling her younger self all about wxs and how they helped her save the wonder stage #do i need to go on?

[squishosaur]

hey man. i'm just saying. why would we put inexperienced teenagers with over-inflated egos and obvious emotional issues into combat classes and make them claw their way to the top of their dorms and expect things to just run smoothly. who actually thought this

#the reason rsa doesn't have overblots is because they understand the joy and whimsy of life and friendship btw #LIKE. why is there no school counselor?? do you know how much time & resources & effort & TRAUMA we could have saved the students & #school from if ANYONE had reached out to riddle and was like 'hey are you alright i heard xyz and i wanted to let you know...' ESPECIALLY #since TREY LITERALLY TELLS US 'oh well here's the lowdown on her trauma this is Probably what is causing this' #or if someone sat down to tell leona 'hey! i'm rooting for you in ur magift(?) game! you're my fav player!!' AND LET HIM FEEL NOTICED #or if someone approached azul as an Equal to try to stop his plans. as a friend even. BEYOND A BUSINESS TRANSACTION #or if ANYBODY BUT ESPECIALLY KALIM was like 'jamil i think you should follow your passions and do something you enjoy today!!' or AT LEAST #let him know he was appreciated as a person NOT JUST FOR HIS WORK #'i know you're doing a lot today but i just wanted to thank you for how much Effort you put into this and..' etc etc etc #ERM.. IF ANYONE TREATED VIL LIKE A HUMAN BEING AND NOT A CELEBRITY??? or even 'hey i loved you in this film i was wondering if we could #do a play together or something..!!' AND LET HER TRY A TYPE OF CHARACTER SHE NEVER GOT THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE. and sing her praises. #if anyone reached out to idia beyond a 'hey the teacher said to come to class'/'get out of your bed and come to our housewarden meeting' #or even. IF ORTHO HIMSELF was like. 'you know it's not your fault... you didn't cause all of this. not really' OR SOMETHING #or if malleus ever got to experience a small firsthand loss AND WAS COMFORTED THROUGH IT. not just quick fix via magic. not replacing. just #GRIEVING SOMETHING??????? and wasn't feared by literally everyone #um. maybe the real twisted part is that all of this tragedy was easily preventable if we had a support system in place. #but idk. twst is a highschool. there's no support in real high school either. i'd probably overblot too if i could ajdjrjfinfdndjd #twst #chatter #LONG RAMBLE SORRY #yes overblots are essential to the plot. but also. do you know how frustrating it is watching the blot build up and sitting in silence. #I'M SORRY IK IF SOMETHING LIKE THIS WAS HAPPENING TO A GUY I JUST MET I WOULD PROBABLY NOT NOTICE.. but of it was my Friend or Housewarden.. #I'D ASK BRO.... I'D ASK ... UGHHHHHUUUHHHH #not that anyone would notice if *I* was about to lose it tbh #speaks volumes about our society o think #OKAY NOW I'M DONE FOR REAL

[orzaika]

My friend got me hooked on @exilethegame and I’ve played it so many times just to keep playing my Phoenix commander Emil Ryder :) he is so fucked up and broken and my whole experience has been “how can i make it evident that this poor man has been emptied out and broken beyond repair” and then the author ENABLES ME it’s the best thing i’ve ever encountered

#exile the game #the painted phoenix #my art #artists on tumblr #oc #i love my fucking guy so much #also being able to make him trans? i owe the author my life #he's just so fucked up <3 #and that one line about the commander's mother wondering how long it is until they're completely lost #shoveling this into my mouth #biting and screaming in a good way #he has more scars under his shirt btw i just didn't really include them #also lemme infodump about him a bit okay so he used to be full of life and joked around #but i'm playing him as presently being empty and just wanting to throw himself on a sword #like being able to tell Syfyn that he's tired and to just end it? THANKING HER?? #i'm insane. i'm biting him. i'm crying over him #the only thing he's living for at this point is the Main Group and his sister #and that's only until his mission is over (CURRENTLY!!!) #because by god i am going to make this about how life is hard and suffering exists at every corner but you have to keep going anyway #because life- and love- is worth it i'm #biting

[love-at-first-bite]

Laios wouldn't judge me or make me feel bad for being excited about things I enjoy.

#victor beeps #sometimes i feel guilty for being happy #i hate feeling like too much all the time #i always feel too weird for my best friend. i could tell i was annoying her tonight but switching topics so much #and when i got in i was infodumpping to my mom about resident evil and she just waved me off #we were watching that ''welcome to raccoon city'' movie and it made very grumpy #NOT the topic for today but i do NOT like that movie #just. i wouldn't get rid of my autism for anything it's a part of me and makes me *Me* #but it is still a disability and makes a lot of things hard for me and makes me feel Not So Great sometimes #i love my best friend and gc friends so much but i still feel like i can't be 100% myself around them #but laios would finally be that person! #he'd *get* me. we'd just get each other so well #he wouldn't get annoyed when i spoke really fast and bounced around on topics #he wouldn't wave me off or just want me to shut up #i think i'd finally feel truly loved and accepted and wanted #i didn't expect laios to remind me so much of myself! #to everyone else he's weird and off-putting and annoying #and i am too #but to each other we're so wonderful and perfect #we could be in love with each other in peace without ever worrying that we're too much for the other

[bluastro-yellow]

there's only one end-of-the-day debrief :'( ?!?

#looked like a recurring event #I hope I'm getting a good grade in Kim #pointless microblogging #disco elysium #disco elysco #<- why does this tag keep coming up #what is it #some thoughts: #I'm a cop second and a disco lover first. hope those kids don't make drugs in the church after all #I'm helping them #do I need to tell the hardie boys or whatever to do their job of helping citizens?!? come on guys #you should already have helped that pigs woman #we definitely weren't trained for that lol. cops badly handling interactions with distressed mentally ill people. too realistic #thank GOD I didn't hit on that woman at the start of the game. would have made everything more awkward #but I did tell her I don't remember jack shit. whoops #I really like how there's multiple solutions for problems. probably normal for games like this but I appreciate it #I can actually become racist if I listen to Titus?? I thought I'd be faking it. I pulled out #*meathead or something. the big racist guy who guards the port #I wonder what happens if I do. Kim still would have to be my partner #does that union guy really want to help or does he want to turn the place into his playground. make the fishing village better #instead of destroying it! he's really good at sounding innocent tho

[muskmelon-enjoyer-199x]

thinking about the time this young 19 y/o guy i used to work with was talking to me about a bunch of random stuff and I said something about how he shouldnt worry about something this girl said on a dating app because he was just overthinking it and snowballing over nothing.

He paused a minute and said, "I guess you probably have more experience with women than me, huh?" I thought a second, but it was true. I'm not some kind of relationship guru and I fuck up a lot, but I do know more about dating and maintaining a relationship than a 19 y/o wannabe bodybuilder that watches Andrew Tate and has terminal virgin energy.

I said "I guess so, yeah'" and he visibly deflated. Like it was such a blow to his ego. I think maybe he was tethering his sense of masculinity to some weird sexual marketplace virility bullshit and felt emasculated?

im like a weird limp-wristed lesbian with a flamerboy 2003 fashion designer voice. I wear mens and womens clothes as I feel and often just have frizzy hair idgaf about because i'm not a public-facing employee most of the time anyways. if you spend more than a few hours around me it's probably pretty easy to see im a tranny no matter how hard i deny it and im honestly just kinda goofy and do silly shit for my own amusement. normies seem to like me alright and say im fun to be around but also think im a weirdo and I guess that's okay because I have some friends and a wife and I don't need external validation like that (or at least not desperately lmao).

but he seemed genuinely hurt and threatened by the possibility that I've been more successful with women than him and that just feels so weird to me. like why do you feel bad? It's not a competition and even if it was the women you like wouldnt like me and the women that like me wouldnt like you? Maybe stop talking about right wing bodybuilders and acting macho at work because those girls you like think you're an annoying closet case?

#internalmelon #this guy apparently talked to a trans woman on a dating app and didnt know #and his family shamed him like “that's a man! look at the hands dumbass!” #and he brought it up at work to tell it like a funny story (BAD CALL BRO) and they made fun of him too #and he was all weird when he talked to me about it and i said idgaf and wouldnt judge him because it wasnt weird of him to like her #he got all defensive but admitted he liked her before she told him but not anymore and then got weird when i told him both of those were OK #like do you want me to call you a fag or say you have to date people you dont feel attracted to? what was your expectation #like he seemed kinda offended that i didnt judge him for it but hurt that others did. who cares that you thought a trans woman was hot lmao #i wonder if he would've still been interested in her if his male relatives didn't call him a maricón for not clocking her #for some reason the “would you fuck a tranny if...” conversation comes up a lot with the men at my work #when i stumble into it i just say “sure why not” or “been there done that” and they get really uncomfortable lmao #like i get you're proving your straightness to yourself and the bros but why are you so unsettled when other people aren't paranoid like you

[my-thoughts-and-junk]

Anyway rewatching the angels of death anime and I just noticed both of Danny's eyes dilate even though he has one glass eye

#random thoughts #angels of death #i wonder if it's a stylistic thing or if it was just an oversight by the animators #do characters with glass eyes in other animes also have their eye dilate? #idk i think it'd be cool if he just had one dilated eye. now he looks like a bad guy (bad guy) (bad guy) cuz he has just one dilated eye #he looks like a supervillain it DOES impair his visison and now he questions his life #but anyway i like the light glare on his glasses only affecting one eye at a time it's cool #also. forgive me if im being dumb. did they ever explain how zack got up to the second floor by himself? #also like. why did he do that. #they've had people down there before and he's killed basically no one since he's been an angel so ray escaping isn't like. new for him #like we can just assume it's either because of ray not crying out when zack stabbed the box (which he discovered after finding her hair) #OR because of the sewn-up bird #which like. if it was the bird it'd be a neat little bit to look back on when ray's freaking out about telling zack about her parents #like zack knew the whole time and he pursued you for it :-) because you're a little freak #but honestly i dont think it was the bird. i think it was probably because ray didn't cry out when he stabbed the box #the whole box-stabbing thing looked like a practiced move. he had done that before to drawn people out and to great success #he's IMPRESSED!!! HE WANTS TO MURDER HER MORE NOW #also how tf did he get to the second floor. did he fucking wedge the door open and climb the wires #anyway the whole reason he went after ray was because the chase left him overstimulated like a cat #and he needed to bite the proverbial owner's leg so to speak (kill kill kill)

[hauntingblue]

ZORO LORE FINALLY ⁉️

#random minks against the cp0.... these poor people.... #is sanji just running away having an existential crisis... omg girl moment #OH HE HURT A WOMAN!!!!! SANJI!!!!!! incredible how instead of a normal battle like zoro sanji got an internal emotional one.... incredible #THE EYEBROW FLIPPED!!!! THROW HIM MORE STUFF!!! omg just realised nami won't hurt him anymore... will she get hurt if she hits him now?? #OH!!! of course he decided that.... sanji calling zoro??? he didn't even know he had one and he put it here??? #hes gonna ask him to kill him??? I AM TELLING YOU THAT IS A MARRIAGE PROPOSITION!!!! OMG!!!! incredible #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 1057 #this is incredible.... after the war if sanji looks weird at a woman zoro is just gonna take put his sword amd behead him..... #WAIT A FUCKING SECOND!!! HIYORI!!?? SHE SAID SHE WANTED TO KILL ORICHI AND SHE WILL!!! EXACTLY!!! STRAIGHT UP!!! #zoro get up!!!! get your ass up get your money up!!!! hiyori omg the music..... can you hear the music.... OMG ENMA CAN!!!! LETSGOOOOO #hiyori that was such a slay.... now slay!!! that man. #episode 1058 #WILL THE CP0 KILL APOO???? FONALLY!!!! MAKE SURE HE DIES!!! COME ON!!! #NOOOOOOOOOO!!!! DRAKE NO DONT TEAM UP WITH HIM!!! #sanji and queen yapping while zoro and king fight to the death ajshaka #lunarian is the thing that marco said right.... sanji is right why did they get extinct then. rip bozos #sword lore sword lore!!!!!! #zoro is a little slow.... yeah wonder why.... #episode 1059 #wdym the marine will invade soon??? wtf #zoro saying it doesn't matter if someone is a man or a woman to be strong.... but zoro beating tashigi over and over is just.... #zoro just being mad at her dead body oh...... #is zoro controlling his swords by using his king's haki on them??? that's kinda insane #SO NOW HE CHANGED THE PROMISE TO KUINA FOR THE ONE WITH LUFFY??? OMG #nvm its bad translation.... he says to my captain and my best (girl) friend #i might be as slow as zoro... when he says i want to be strong enough for my name to arrive to the sky is so kuina can hear it.... damn.... #episode 1060

[buddy-daddies]

so ep11 huh.....

#not putting this in the main tag because it's neg but #yeah what was the Point of misaki coming back at all #K and R had so much emotional development in ep8-10 and their relationship seemed so much more solid #and then we get this... are you telling me the close to three years they spent together meant nothing #that M was the only reason they even remotely cared about one another and that with her gone there was no reason to keep living together #these heart to hearts they had only revolved around M... R didn't even say a WORD about K getting SHOT... i do not get it really i don't #i'm glad R was the one to say yeah we CAN change as i'd wanted and predicted but still... he only stood up for M at the mansion #the photo had K in it too !!! gosh the writing was so atrocious in this one #the music selection during the K and O fight scene was also laughable... idk i'm just really bitter and upset #are these guys like... just colleagues at best... who also happen to take care of a child and live together... #it barely felt like they genuinely care for one another... instead it's like two parents who stick together just for their child's sake #like lottie said that's probably the most concerning message you could send in a show about parenting #anyways ! glad that others enjoyed this episode from the looks of it ! #i really wonder what the finale will bring and if the K and R from ep8 and ep9 will come back from the war #my post #buddy daddies spoilers

[tmae3114]

Thinking thoughts about how the knowledge that Cole spent a decent portion of his childhood with a chronically ill parent influences the way his initial reaction to turning into a ghost reads

#Ninjago #Cole Ninjago #listen. LISTEN. that one line in Peak-a-boo? #''Don't tell me we can fix this because we can't. This is just who I am now'' #that has A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT VIBE NOW #it RESONATES #(if you're wondering why I'm saying he grew up with a chronically ill parent) #(it's bc I'm pretty sure Lilly died SIGNIFICANTLY after the MotM flashback) #(we see her implicitly bedbound in that flashback and Cole looks Baby) #(and then in the S8 flashback to his first meeting Wu he is /definitely/ a teenager) #(and he says he ''just'' lost her) #(so she was alive for a WHILE and with the ''I don't want you to be sick anymore'' ''we don't always get what we want'' exchange) #(she definitely didn't get BETTER in the intervening years) #(so. chronically ill parent.)

[bookwyrminspiration]

finished book 1 btw. thoughts? I swear to fucking god if fireheart pulls up to bluestar tomorrow like "i'm going to tell her about tigerclaw...actually nevermind" for a FOURTH time I am going to commit atrocities. either tell her or don't dude but PICK ONE. my GOD.

#warrior cats #i think you should tell her #but at this point I don't care whether you do I just want you to pick a course of action and stick to it #first time you forgot #second time you decided wait no I shouldn't... #3rd time you were like...well the warrior ceremony with the vow of silence and were like okay we can do this tomorrow #if he does it a fourth time... #other thoughts? love yellowfang and ravenpaw and hope ravenpaw is okay #sad he didn't get to become a warrior alongside his friends :( #and that fireheart and greystripe now have to sleep with the warriors...where tigerclaw is... #also? the fact that names can change and do change so easily in the book #not just easily but that it's expected and like all the cats have changing names throughout their lives? #I wonder how many trans kids this book helped #and how many others it normalized the practice for #but anyway #some thoughts :)

[vampiromano]

“do you want me in your life or not?”

GEE I DON'T FUCKING KNOW and neither does he he's pathetic

#i guess i see where the cowardice lies #sorry I've been trying to figure out exactly how Beth's situation sucks for the longest time #like i get it sucks i just can't verbalize why and it literally won't leave me alone #like sure something something a non choice about whether you care about your literal daughter is a shitty thing #neither brave enough to admit you need her nor brave enough to let her go. and it sucks because all beth wants is for rick to like. not be #the worst father ever pretty much #anyway sucks to suck #i imagine beth was at mild peace with never finding out #after y'know rick refused yo tell her shjt #and then boom she mkre or less finds out she got sent away and that rick didn't want her from her pov kr whatevs #and to then find out that actually he couldn't even make thr choice?????? #gkd yeah nevermind that's oughtta be the shittjest thing #NK WONDER RICK COULDN'T FUCKING FACE HJS DAUGHTERS AND OVERALL FAMILY AFTERWARDS #I'd be fucking ashamed too #fuck yeah I've verbalized thjs shit #anyway #rick and morty #i guess #should i even maintag #who cares #rewatch nr1 of rnm #i s'pose #btw re: thr 1st or 2nd tag 'the longest time' is like three days tops i started watching rick and morty on saturday it hasnt been v long #thinking js easy i just don't know words expressing shjt coherently js a prison

[kitkatt0430]

I really like the idea that when the Doctor regenerates there is, on a sort of subconscious level, a choice to correct things in their new self that they didn't like about their current self.

Like, 9 struggled with being affectionate in a way 10 doesn't. And 11 is better at... not forgetting, but at compartmentalizing and masking his feelings than 10 was. 12 is better about speaking his mind and establishing boundaries than 11. 13 is better at listening to other people's points of view than 12 was.

But at the same time, they're all always the same person at their core. There are some things about themself that the Doctor never changes, because they can't. And, perhaps, even at the worst of their moments of self loathing, they don't want to lose who they are.

#9 was affectionate but he was often afraid to let himself express it #10 struggled with containing his anger and being merciful - 11 struggles too but he succeeds more often #and is better at being merciful even while furious #11 often spoke his mind but he also lied a lot to make the people he cared about feel better #but it often got him into trouble too especially since it led to him being trapped in a complicated relationship with River #where he had to mask his own feelings to make her happy only it didn't make her happy because she could tell when he was masking #12 listened to others when he respected them but he struggled to listen to people he didn't know or respect #but 13 listens to everyone on the chance they'll say something kind or useful or both #of course the Doctor ultimately makes their own decisions regardless of who says what #I wonder what 13 will want to change when she becomes 14?

[bataranqs]

5 Happy Things

09/12/2022

1. Slushies

2. Flavoured drinks in general

3. Kissing people on the cheek and on the forehead and on the back of their hands and just the physical act that means I love you clear as day

4. Toes

5. Human beings loving each other and wanting to be with each other

#5 happy things #man this was ages ago but i remember my friend took me on this ridiculously long walk and i was whiny and loud and mean #but she was really patient and kind #and we met her friends along the way and i was still whiny and mean but her friends were also patient and kind #and at the end of it one of her friends (who i had JUST met like an hour ago) bought me a drink #and we didn't exchange numbers or anything we just parted ways like that #i don't get it i really don't but i'm grateful for it all the same #thinking of me saying that i felt like i was in kindergarten bc i was learning all the emotional basics like 'oh this is jealousy' etc #and the girl who i thought was SO emotionally eloquent and smart and people-smart and kind and wonderful asked if i ever thought #we'd ever outgrow that feeling #the more that each today melts into tomorrow and each yesterday fades into smoke the more i'm like #am i ever going to stop being a child? should i ever stop? #thinking about veggietales' 'god made you special and he loves you very much' #and mister rogers saying he wanted to end every episode of his show telling kids they were made unique and that they were loved #if that's what it means to treat someone like a child then i want to treat everyone like that #i'm not making sense anymore it's bedtime #annika rambles in the tags #i love you so please floss and brush your teeth and stay hydrated and don't sleep too late. you're doing wonderfully

[notjanine]

okay this is the last i'm gonna post about that pretty boy unless/until i actually **** him, but he's been sending me voice notes??? like who does that?? he went to mexico for the weekend so i texted him to ask how the trip went and he responded with a long voice message, half of which was just him telling me about all the different foods he ate like.... girl help

#to be clear i did want to hear about the food like i mentioned that to him in passing before but i didn't think he'd remember #except for some reason this mf seems to remember like. everything i say and do #what the fuck #i'm actually older than him and i keep wondering if i need to remind him of that bc is it weird idk but like #he remembers everything else why would he forget that! unless he misheard me #i wish i knew if he was like this with everyone and we do have a good friend in common who i could ask but #she's also in this internship cohort. so i do NOT want to talk to her about this #anyway i'm going insane can you tell #******* ****** would help to clear my head but would also create a whole new issue GOD #lizzo_boys.mp3